COMPLICATED this is a COOL song...

You come over unannounced
Dressed up like you're somethin else
Where you are ain't where it's at you see
You're makin me
Laugh out
When you strike a pose
Take off
All your preppy clothes
You know
You're not foolin anyone
When you become

Somebody else
Round everyone else
Watchin your back
Like you can't relax
You tryin to be cool
You look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're actin like you're somebody else
Gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
You fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get
And you turnin into
Honestly, you promised me
I'm never gonna find you fake it
No no no


cool noh?! parang may pinatatamaan 'tong song na 'to... well.. may point sya actually... dami ngang people na ganyan and i wish hindi sila ganon... but what's a girl to do?! as if naman kaya ko silang i-persuade.. and yaan nalang natin yung people na ganyan.. they chose that life.. so be it dba!? life's funny tlga...

IaNnE escapes reality 08.31.02, 10:43 p.m.

i've been bad! and now i'm thinking... i also feel a little bit guilty... if only cuz can read this... i wanna say SORRY! i said some stuffs na hindi ko dapat sinabi, saying stuffs without knowing the whole story made my big mistake BIGGER! i feel bad tlga... haaayyy!!! what happened to my day ba? nothing special except those certain "issues" sa school na hindi ko naman dapat problemahin pero i keep on thinking about it... knowing na both of my friends (though neither of them are my kabarkada... pero somehow, medyo close na rin...) are involved. sana hindi nalang ako nag-comment... me and my big mouth tlga! at first i was believing my other friend who happens to be my seatmate din... pero when i heard the other side of the story from my other trusted friend (i trust her more than anyone else in the whole wide world!) it made me think... who's story is true?! pero anyway... i know na kung kanino ako maniniwala... anyway it's not my problem right!? gusto ko pa namang ipagtanggol yung seatmate ko kso,, parang mali if kakampi ako sa isa sa kanila... hindi ko naman linya yang kampi-kampi... yaan ko nalang sila... dami ko pang dapat isipin.. hindi dapat sila. hindi nalang ako ulit magsasalita.. kung pwede ko lang ngang bawiin yung lahat ng nasabi kong "mali" babawiin ko tlga... kse MALI tlga! ay ewan!

laro dapat ni __ ngayon.. nag-stay ako to watch, pero hindi sya naglaro.. nakakaasar... ngayon lang ako pwedeng manood tapos hindi pa sya naglaro.. baka busy sa studies.. well... sana bukas makita ko sya... PRAY FOR ME!

IaNnE escapes reality 08.29.02, 09:23 p.m.

ang bigat na ng mata ko! sinimulan ko kse yung site ng block ko tonight... and until now hindi pa ako tapos... well... cguro, next week ko pa matatapos yun.. wala pa kse akong mga ilalagay... plug ko na ba kahit hindi pa tapos?! pagisipan ko while making kwento kse 9 pages pa yung piniprint ko, and ang bagal kse ng printer ko... well.. tagal ko ding hindi nag-blog... what happpened to me ba? ang gwapo ni patrick garcia! i'm watching next in line's mtv eh... 3am na po! wala na akong mapanood! i feel like watching their movie because of patrick! 3 movies na napanood ko this august, sa sobrang gusto kong mapanood yung killing me softly, napanood ko yung friends ko ng 2 GP movies...and feeling ko gusto na nila akong patayin ngayon! la akong magagawa.. hindi kse kami pwede... before, nung sorority boys palang, ang napanood namin is Stuart Little 2 buti nalang maganda, next yung Killing me Softly, and napanood namin is Lilo and Stitch.. ka-badtrip din minsan kse before pa naman ang sabi ko nood kme ng Lilo.. pero malay ko bang ayaw nila.. sana sinasabi nilang ayaw nila... yoko ng nanghuhula eh... sana nanood sila nung ibang movie na hindi ko naman kilala kung sino yung nandoon.. sana hindi nalang sila sumama... oh well.. la na akong magagawa, ganun tlga... buti nalang kanina.. i mean kahapon, si ate na ksama ko, hindi na ako tinanong kung ilang taon na ako.. kinuha ko na rin yung cedula ng sis ko... just in case.. pero hindi tlga ako tinanong eh... bahala sila! i need to study CHN mamaya.. wala munang internet.. after nito! back to school na ulit ako... lots of exams... dami ding irereview... yay! ang saya! wala na rin nga pala kaming three way... like i care!? (*whaaaa!!!*) wala naman na akong kausap sa fone eh... yaan ko nlang... gusto ko na ulit mag-update... Mena Suvari naman or Cameron Diaz! hehe! Lapit na "BER" month! la parin money! same BROKE me! argh!!! well... ok lang... mas ok maging true sa sarili ko kesa maging trying hard rich kid ako... just because you have some stuffs na wala yung iba doesn't mean you're already cool, ryt?! bakit may ibang taong ganon?! hehe! cguro before hindi ganon yung stuffs nya... let them enjoy what they're having na... maybe i'm just wondering... or jealous?!?!?! hehe!!! oo nga pala... i'm selosa "DAW"! people tlga... feeling "know-it-all!" haaayyy!!! diane!!! mind your own business!!! hehe!! bad ko na naman... (tlga! heard that from the background...) Good Luck nalang sa akin.. baka one day ako na maging ganon... we'll see! negative ata ako ngayon ah.. before puro positive ako... kelangan after this good girl na ulit ako! mamaya i'll pray na good girl na ulit ako! naku! bad diane tlga!!!

IaNnE escapes reality 08.28.02, 03:03 a.m.

I'm tired! wala na... hindi na ata matatapos yung mga sleepless nights ko... walang katapusang CDX yan! bakit ba kung kelan may exams sa anatomy (or micro) deadline ng submission ng CDX! arghhh!! may tao bang makakaintindi nito??? Thank God pasado midterm grades ko.. i passed three of my subjects na... and i'm hoping na i'll pass them all... not just this midterm, i hope til finals ok na grades ko... but i have to study parin... i shouldn't be relaxed... i have exams on wednesday (na naman!!!) kakatapos lang ng midterms, long exam na nman! naku! i should sleep na.. it's late na! i mean very late na! kelangan ko lang tlga mairelease tong version 3! dami pang kulang and i think madami pang mali... well... hirap tlga ng hectic ang sched... daig ko pa artista sa pagka-in-demand... arghhh!!! gtg! sayonara!

IaNnE escapes reality 08.19.02, 02:02 a.m.

INTRAMS nakakahiya yung college ko... oh well.. ganyan tlga... kahit anong pilit namin.. ayaw tlga... sayang UP pa naman nag-train (cguro for 2 days.. hehe!) pero tindi rin nung iba.. walang mintis na Uste ang nagturo... hindi ko alam kung matutuwa ako sa kanila or what... buti nalang hindi na ako sumali kse mas nakakahiya... la lang... i feel weird this day... la namang nagbo-bother sken... cguro... ewan! sayonara!

IaNnE escapes reality 08.13.02, 12:43 a.m.

life sucks! i'm broke and i dunno if i'm going to pass my midterms... errr... i wish i could turn back the time when i was still in highschool where i can take an exam without reviewing anything... too late! i already failed a lot of exams... well anyway who cares! i just have to accept it... it's my fault... i slept most of the time.. the next time i'm going to read i'll soak my feet in a basin full of ice! argh! tomorrow i'll wake up feeling intoxicated again.. but i just have to move on (just like a poor girl waking up without a boyfriend.. but i'm not like that! not my type!) yeah... i have to go on with my so-called-life.. and be happy again... there's a lot of things to do and a lot of things that might make me happy.. just like eating! i'm going to do my best to the next exams.. and soak my feet on a basin full of ice!

IaNnE escapes reality 08.11.02, 11:03 p.m.

i'm back!!! grabe! ang tagal ko atang hindi nagblog! kaasar kse yung duty.. sang katutak na exams... yada yada yada! arrrgh! imagine may duty ako sa morning then make-up class sa hapon then every other day may long exams ako?! kelan ako magkakaron ng time mag-blog?! well... we really have to set our priorities nga naman tlga... oh well... i need a break so... here i am blogging!!! yey!!!

Health Center bloopers!
1. nag-BP ako, ok pump... bigla akong napag-isip.. parang may kulang... hindi ko suot yung stet! tanga!
2. for possible DPT and??? MEDICAL CONSULTATION???!?!?!? NOT! OPV! tanga!
3. sa community... "Nay ano pong kinamatay nung anak nyo?" Kasi kinulong sya... sa city jail.. kse yung nanay nung babae pinaghihiwalay sila... sana lang po hindi nyo ikwento yung buhay nung anak nyo.. kung ano lang po yung ikinamatay!

FUN pala yung duty days namin... daming lessons learned!

IaNnE escapes reality 07.27.02, 11:12 p.m.

I PASSED!!! thank god pumasa pa ako... my score was 60.. the passing score is 59! sabit! parang sinukat!!! ang saya ng araw ko... 1st we don't have class sa CHN (report namin dapat...) so LONG break... e la naman masyadong gagawin so... MAGALLANES kami... guess who nakita ko sa Maga'! yung crush ko... pinagtataka ko lng kung bakit kelangan nakalingon sya sa table namin.. hindi ko tuloy malaman kung ako yung tinitignan nya or what?! hmph! neweiz... i don't care naman.. basta i saw him! happy nko dun! =) then class na namin sa Ana... yaiks! i was praying na sana kahit paano may score ako... ok lng kahit bagsak basta hindi lowest! so.. there... dumating si Ms. Valerio... good and bad daw yung news (i don't care! give us the results agad!) i was scared tlga.. tpos yung she's calling na the names of those who passed.. 15 lng daw.. sabi ko.. ok lng.. i'm not expecting na my name to be called then she said "Diane Kristine..." I was like.. "what?! are you sure you're holding the right paper!?" para akong tanga kanina (and partly nakakairita... kse i don't like yung ginawa ko.. parang nakakairita tlga... sarili ko yung kinaiiritahan ko?! pwede ba yun!? basta parang ang weird ko kanina... basta!) tapos while we were discussing na my other crush passed by the kabilang building.. sabi ko this is a lucky day for me tlga... sna lng hindi bawiin ni God!

ayun.. sa friends ko ako lng ata yung pumasa so parang nahihiya ako.. and you can't say naman na "i didn't pass" kse my prof called me eh.. so yun.. when i sat down sabi ko sa seatmate ko.. "swerte ata tlga akong manghula.." happy ako pero part of me parang unfair kse parang hindi ko na-share yung knowledge ko (kse hindi ako nakapag pa copy kse ang layo nila and mahirap tlga... saka i was trying na to do things on my own lalo na sa exams ..) feeling ko tlga kanina parang ang unfair ko.. pero that's life diba.. ewan ko... parang sana ewan! sana lahat kami pasado.. ewan ko.. or gumagawa lang ako ng sariling kong ikaka-worry.. kainis tlga! pero ewan! i told my dad to buy me a new rubbershoes.. sabi nya bkit!? kse i passed the exam! sbi nya how much ba daw yung rubbershoes?! kasya na ba daw 500!? hello!!! meron pa bang rubbershoes na 500?! san yun?!

yan yung day ko kanina... sana laging ganon.. pero i failed dun sa quiz namin kanina... nasobrahan ata ako!

IaNnE escapes reality 07.19.02, 12:49 a.m.

when's my last blog??? i can't remember.. i've been studying the whole week... and most of the time i only sleep... my prof said that no matter what we should sleep at least for 2-5 hours... and yes! i sleep for 2 hrs after every topic... hehe! i dunno if i gonna to survive nursing... God! help me!!!

IaNnE escapes reality 07.15.02, 01:39 p.m.

yaiks!!! may pasok na ata bukas.... sana suspended ulit!!! hindi naman mapakinabangan yung mga announcement na NO CLASSES!!! nakakaasar... kelan pa ba dadating yung mga typhoons na yan!? scary... report ko na bukas.. la pang natutuloy na report ko.. ayaw ata akong pag reportin eh...

IaNnE escapes reality 07.10.02, 09:52 p.m.

NO CLASSES!!! pero i don't really care... i don't have classes naman tlga ng mondays eh... walang magawa (pero dami kong DAPAT gawin...) hehe! nakakapagod kseng magisip ng reports... i need a break! kaya every hour kumakain ako.. tama bang pahinga yun??? well... nothing's special about my day... i've been listening to Barbie's Cradle since friday... i'm so high when i hear the song torpe... parang drugs... saka firewoman! ayun... i miss blogging eh... parang ang tagal kong hindi nag-blog eh nung kelan lng naman ako nag post.. hehe! nag-iisip ako ng bagong layout... i was thinking... PUPPIES! pero ewan.. baka magbago pa isip ko... from julia to eliza then puppies!? ang weird!!!

IaNnE escapes reality 07.08.02, 06:12 p.m.

i added maui's link! cool page, parang cucumber melon ng bath & body works... refreshing yung layout! hehe!

NO CLASSES TODAY! wala naman talagang pasok ng Saturday's eh?!!? in my case.. meron! So, walang sagabal sa debut ni Karen (friend ko sa PLM)... ksi hindi ko malaman kung paano ako pupunta kse we have classes until 7:30! Thanx for the rain! I forgot... la pakong gift! I have to go.. magiisip pa ako ng gift... dami ko pa namang kwento... sayonara!

IaNnE escapes reality 07.06.02, 11:01 a.m.

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