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Wearing: LCC shirt
Eating: nothing
Drinking: nothing
Thinking about... life!




Thursday, December 26, 2002
[[I'm Back!!!]]

Belated Merry Christmas everyone!!! Advance Happy New Year!

I'm sorry I didn't have the chance to greet you guys on time, my computer bugged down before Christmas. It's OK now, I'm back with Windows 98 again, instead of Windows 2000. I can't do anything... that's life! heh! Anyway, if ever you care, my Christmas is OK, it's VERY different! I didn't give/gave gifts! I don't know why. Maybe, it's because I'm tired of thinking of it, so I decided not to buy one. hehe! Am I bad?! Yes! Haha! Anyway, only God knows what I deserve and I'll accept it whatever punishment He would give me.

I think this blog would be pretty long, because I haven't blog for... how many days?! I can't remember.. Anyway, I want to take this opportunity to Thank Beng for calling and greeting me! Love You So!!! To those who tagged me... Thank you!!! Merry Christmas!!! Take good care of yourself people!

The year's ending and I want to reflect (iikkkks!) hah! I mean I want to analyze some things... I want to list down what happened to me and everything I've learned this year.

  • Everybody has their other side... too bad they showed me the BAD side... oooppps...they'll gonna think again I'm making "patama" to someone.. hah! If that's what they think so be it! I don't care anymore... They focus too much of themselves, they think everything I'm saying/typing is about them (now, this one is really a "patama"!)
  • Pre-marital sex really exist!
  • Finally! Someone trusted me!
  • I know what I'm doing, I'm not drunk.
  • I can't kill people (sad) I'm too young to be in prison.
  • I lied once. (I hate it!)
  • I'm 60% numb.
  • Did I influenced Beng to be a man hater? NO! That's her decision.. heh! Hi Beng!
  • Beng is my friend not my enemy.. maybe before.. but hell.. I know she cares for me. I can feel it. Hi Beng!!!
  • I had enough of those gossips in PLM. I don't want to be involved, but I can't help analyzing who's fault is it. In some ways I got affected because some of my close friends got involved.
  • I organized the VCD's/CD's!
  • I have a planner! Yippeee!!
  • Eventhough I didn't attend Hanedy's show, she still talks to me! Thanks Dy!!!
  • My PC bugged down 100 times! I need to buy a new one, but I can't!
  • I think, financial problems is on it's way... scary!
  • News about politics sucks!
  • I watched a lot of movies this year! Thanks to my sis!
  • Beng always update me about new movie flicks!
  • I tried to save my allowance and luckily, I get to save P700 in one month... Thanks to Karen!
  • I religiously collected mags.
  • I bought 3 pants (if I calculated it right) this year.
  • I danced infront of Nursing students. It's scary!!!
  • I used internet cards this year.
  • HINDI KO NAKUMPLETO YUNG SIMBANG GABI! for the first time!
  • I got hosted!
  • I learned a lot of HTML stuffs.
  • I burried someone.. (figuratively)
  • I'm scared to be 18.
  • My 17th year is all about me... I loved my self too much... and I think it's bad but not really.. haha!

    Seriously, I realized a lot of things. I get to know myself deeper. And it feels good! This site had a big role in making me realize what I really am and what I am capable of doing! Thanks for wasting your time reading this! Have a nice life!



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    Friday, December 20, 2002
    [[jerry maguire]]

    I'm watching Jerry Maguire right now, and eventhough I've watched this movie a hundred times, I'm not tired of saying it's sooo sweeeet! Where can I find someone like him!? Ooopppsss! I forgot! I'm not looking for someone! They should be looking for me! Anyway, I also watched Monster's Inc. yesterday. Hehe! Put that thing back where it came from... so help me! so help me! I love that! heh!

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    Wednesday, December 18, 2002
    [[I crave for Mcdo's french fries]]

    I ate lunch! TWICE! Haha!!! I shouldn't be wonderin why I feel fat! Whaaaa! Anyway, who cares about gaining weight!? It's Christmas! It should be out of my priorities. Hah! I'm listening to Britney's song... Gawd! I'm becoming a Britney fan! NO! I'm not! I just that like the song too much that's why I downloaded it. I'll be anticipating... haha! I never imagined myself singing any Britney song... but now!? haha! Anyway, I'm high and hyper! It's Christmas! Now, we're planning the annual Christmas party... I know it would be a blast! I feel so HIIIIIIIGH!!!!!! Merry Christmas everyone!

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    Tuesday, December 17, 2002
    [[Simbang Gabi #2]]

    Hindi ako nakapag-simba kanina! Kaiinis! Hindi ako makakapag-wish! Sana lang! Grrr..

    Anyhow, I like Britney's latest single (I know.. I know.. I hate Britney! But I like the song.. It's sooo... I dunno! You have to hear it first!) Anticipating! I don't like the MTV though but still, the song's nice. I'll try to dl it after blogging.

    I want to buy a new phone!!! A 7650! But I can't afford it! I hate being broke! My dad always tell that I'll be so depressed if it would only be stolen from me, so better if I won't change my unit! Hate it! I just have to accept it. I can't buy everything I want unless I'll stop eating (too much) and work! Somebody kill me please!

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    Monday, December 16, 2002
    [[Simbang Gabi #1]]

    We attended Simbang Gabi (madaling araw?!) this morning. It was held inside the Church, so imagine the whole community inside the Church! It was packed! Though it's not that hot, still I felt dizzy. I felt like my head was floating and I feel like collapsing. Good thing I didn't! From now on I wouldn't stay up too late, I always sleep at around 3:30 am. Maybe that's the reason why I always feel dizzy and feverish. I just hope I'll complete the 9 days of Simbang Gabi!

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    Monday, December 16, 2002
    [[Finally!]]

    I moved my site! FTP was fun! Hehe! I'm so glad that I got hosted! Thanx Anna!

    My dad and I decorated the whole house. If you'll look at our house it looks like a cabaret because of the Christmas lights! Hehe! Kidding aside, this was the first Christmas that we decorated my window. Though we decorated really late (we use to decorate when the "BER" month enters) its still overwhelming! God! I haven't bought any gifts yet. I'm kinda lazy to write down the names of the people who deserve some gift. Well, I'll think about that tomorrow, we'll shop again?! Did I tell you that I haven't TOTALLY shopped since we started strolling? I only bought sandals, a shirt and some headbands... this is weird! I'm not me!! Scary!

    I uploaded more pix and more quotes! I'm in the mood!!! Lalalalala...

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    Friday, December 13, 2002
    [[tired and confused]]

    I need to shop! I have to get things out of my head! Something's bothering me and I don't like it. Better yet do something productive, yeah! like shopping.. the only remedy that works for me! Just like any ordinary girl. I really need it badly! That's why I'm forcing my sis to accompany me tom morning. I can't go out the whole day coz I have to get my vaccination (I sound like a dog who needs an anti-rabies) Speaking of dogs, I just got in a new clique! WE LOVE DOGGIES And speaking of the love of my life... she's sick... She doesn't want to eat... *sad*

    Have to finish my requirements... again!? argh!!!!

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    Thursday, December 12, 2002
    [[Grrrr...]]

    I hate it when i hotmail tells me to move my files to my local folder! Argh!!! I also hate it when it tells me that my account is too large! I also hate it when my Outlook express gets stuck in that email (which my PC can't download because of its size!) then just find out that it only contains junk!? I HATE IT! I HATE IT! I HATE IT!!! People, emails are not meant to ANNOY people! AVOID sending me senseless emails! If Beng hates chainmails, I hate BIG-ANNOYING-FILES! If you want to forward some stupidity please try to at least reduce it's size. If you know much about emails, try to research how you can reduce its size.. better.. MUCH better if you won't email me again! Or delete my email add on your address book! I'm sooo pissed I can't even talk about the capping ceremony! Bye!

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    Tuesday, December 10, 2002
    [[Alone]]

    Nobody's here besides me! They left me! Whaaaaa!!! But I'm not scared, I wish someday I'll have my own house too! With 10 dogs and an aquarium floor... anywho, I'm just waiting for my dad to get home coz I'm quite hungry... hey wait! I just ate a slice of cake and a king size Snickers! And I'm hungry again!? Whoa! That's bad! Anyway, it's Christmas, diet is not my priority! Yesterday (til today) our duty was cancelled because our CI was on a sick leave, I hope she'll get well soon.. My groupmate called her last night to ask if we're having our duty, she just said "Wala, bakit excited ka!?" Hehe! Ang kulit! There... I have the whole day to rest by finishing my requirements.. is that what you call a rest!??!? I have to check out some drugs now.. Au revoir!

    What Drug are You?


    Which Piercing are you?


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    Monday, December 9, 2002
    [[happy 6th month!]]

    It's my site's 6th monthsary! Happy 6th month to you baby!!!

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    Sunday, December 8, 2002
    [[be sensitive]]

    My dad's club (RCMF) had a Medical Mission at San Andres. I promised him that I'll bring my classmates to help them. My friends are willing to join. But with just a sec I decided to tell them not to go because I feel sick. Is that an excuse or what?! There! This mornin no student nurses to assist the doctors. My dad told me to bring my BP App. He told me "Anong gagawin mo dun!?" So I hurriedly get my bag then get inside the car. We're already at R. Magsaysay when I realized that I forgot my stet! How am I going to take their BP!?! My dad wanted to scream because of my stupidity! Well.. the solution? PALPATE! I tried to be sensitive enough to feel their brachial pulse.. luckily my nerves cooperated!

    I think that's enough for now.. I'll finish my requirements first.. Then I'll try my best to watch Hanedy's show! Au Revoir!

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    Saturday, December 7, 2002
    [[Madonna rocks!]]

    Hey! Good Mornin!!! I'm still grogy because of reading.. whew! Thank God, I'm still alive.. heh! as if I'll die just because of that. Obviously we'll have our first long exam in Pathophysiology. And here I am.. typing about how nervous I am instead of reading my book! Grrrr..

    I uploaded luv-ianne's version 8! With Madonna.. I'm over with Avril! heh!

    I'm running out of things to say here.. weird! Au Revoir!

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