Before anything else ... I would like to say Tanjoubi omedetou hyde-kun © !!!! XD ( Ahhh ~~ the fluffy pink heart is at it again :P ) And yesh, I still wanna marry you XD XDD~~

Hmmm .. I can't seem to string up proper sentences at the moment =_= Can't really remember what had I been doing for the past few days . To backtrack, I watched Dreamworks version of The Ring on Sunday with Aika, Eisu and Zid. Maybe it's because I'd watched the original Japanese version not long before that, I don't think it's *that* scary ... Miraculously, I managed to watch the entire thing with my eyes open :P The Sadako outta TV scene wasn't as scary as the Japanese version IMHO. But it was really cool when loud screams filled the cinema ( it was so loud and high pitched that Aika actually stopped herself from screaming in amusement/amazement XD )

And then, I know I rushed like hell on Monday to move my stuff from the apartment to the car to get home. It was really tiring so I slept the whole journey back to Mentakab. Thank goodness I wasn't the one driving ... after that everything that passes have some sort of conecction with a certain beautiful black device called the PS2 in front of my TV . I devoted my whole free time ( when my brothers are not fighting with me over it and spring cleaning for Chinese New Year ) in front of the TV playing ( finally!!!! ) FFX !!! *dies from over happiness* Shiawase naaaaaa ~~~ It's so beautiful @_@ The graphics ! The game play !!! I *love* the battle system !!! ( and the interaction of the characters during the battles ^^ ) Wheeeee ~~~~ now to see if I can kick my brothers away from playing Devil May Cry 2 >_< ( Danteeeeeeeeee ~~~~ ) and let's blitzzzzzz ~~~ ( *one who thinks blitzball is so much more fun than football XD* )

Eeeks .. almost forgot ... Happy Birthday Hideki !!! ( ex Siam Shade TT___TT )

Blogging from Jive's place again =_= Must get the stupid connection running ASAP damnit !!! I'm so outdated with whatever's going on *sigh* I'm tired. I'm sleepy and I'm lazy >_< I just feel like sleeping the whole day away and not think about the flash page I have to do =_=

I wanna go home waaaaaa ~~~ I think I'm homesick and Chinese New Year's coming up ! I haven't shop for clothes @_@ Ughhh .... And any more SMS-es from my brother telling me what games they're playing .. I'm gonna SNAP >_<

I can't believe my first assignment for MI this semester cost a bomb >_< And it;s just the FIRST !! I'd already spent RM200 on it alone for the printing !!! Not even mounted *yet* Waaaaaa TT____TT Thanks to working on it till late at night for the past few nights, I was surged by this horrible urge yesterday to watch Blurry Eyes PV over and over and OVER again !!! I can't believe myself @_@ But the fluffier the PV the more I watch it >_< Hellpppppp .. I think I'd been reading too much Kaori Yuki's works lately *sniff*

That's not the freakiest thing ... I had weird dream last morning thanks to that @_@ I dreamt one of my distant uncle's ( a nameless -I-don't-even-know-who-is-it, maybe it's fictional even in my dream XD ) getting married soon. So I went around looking for the bride all over the house we're in. And when I saw the bride .. the my first reaction was ...

It's Yukari from BAISER !!! @_______@ I think I spent the rest of the dream trying to figure out if my ( fictional )Uncle married a woman or a man >_< So, survival rule #485 for aya-chan ... never watch Blurry Eyes on loop late at night or early in the morning during session of assignments >_< It gives me weird dreams TT____TT Thank goodness it wasn't early indies hyde , else I might start a fight with my Uncle-whoever-he-is over the *bride* GAWD @____@ What did I just said ?!!!!

Till I noticed the picture's name anyway XD XD XDD~ and suddenly ! I remembered my evil plan thanks to 'kane who gave me the official linkie . Fufufuufuuu ... Thank youuuu ! I think I'd spoilt and crushed most of Jive's nurses fantasies by now XD. Now he might think *twice* when he watch that Shiina Ringo PV ^^;;

On second thought .... I*think* I should call home now. Where's my handphone ?!

Which La'cryma Christi Member are You? Find out yourself!
Quiz made by Jelli :B!

I took the fruity fruit quiz
made by rav-chan
Check out which fruit you are
Lalalalalaaa ~~~ :P

I've got a new speakers !!!!! FINALLY !!!! FINALLY !!!!! *hug speakers* FINALLY !! Beautiful.LOUD.J-ROCK.MUSIC !!!! Wheeeeee ~~~ gone are my ciplak speakers who wont play on stereo anymore after having one too many dose of TAKUI on loop really loudly. Waaaaaaaiiiiii 2 speakers with a woofer ~~ *dies* tetchan's bass !!! Jiro's bass !!! Natin's bass !!! Yasu's bass !!! Shuse's bass !!! ka-yu's bass !!! MINE MINE MINE !!! *dies again*

Aaaaahh ~~~ shiawase na ~~~~ ^o^ beautiful music playing with all due respect now with GOOD stereo system. I did them no justice with a mono speaker for the past ... semester ? I *officiated* these beauties with L'Arc~en~Ciel's "Shout at the Devil" . YESH !! I can hear hyde screaming allllllllllllllllllllll the way *________* Too bad the guy told me to tone down the bass until after 2 weeks of playing it . Else my whole table will be shaking by now to tetchan's bass line. Fufufufufufu.... now, I don't have to annoy annoying neighbour with loud songs on mono speaker. I can ANNOY them with really loud songs on GOOD STEREO SPEAKERS !!! Mwahahahhahahaha ~~

....................... *crickets chirping* Ano, don't mind me. But I'd been deprived of stereo speakers for a bit too long TT_______TT Now all the songs sounded *extra* lovely and wonderful ^o^ And I've to get a new mouse too. An optical mouse *glares* I don't like mouses cuz I have a string of bad history with them =_= Too bad my PS2 port isn't working anymore and the guy at the shop told me they don't have non-optical USB port mouse. ;____;

Another reason to send me to Cloud 9 is the sudden phone call from home officially announced that there's a beautiful sleek black console now sitting on it's throne in front of the TV in my living room . KAKAKAKAKKAKAKAKA

~~~ I.HAVE.A.PS2.CONSOLE !!!!!!!!!! *dies of over-happiness* The call came when Aika and I were browsing in Times Bookstore KLCC and in strings of excited mumbles my brother told me to name all the game I wanted to get and play. I guess I was quite noisy with excitement in there and keep trying to name those games and have to resort to Aika for help as my brain went blank for the moment. As we were sitting in front of the fantasy fictions section , there was this guy that came over and says "Excuse me..." to both of us.

........... Aika and I went quiet as we thought we're being REALLY noisy and the guy's there to tell us to shut up ^^;;; But he said "... try "Shinobi" BOTH Aika and I were staring at the the guy, stunned and he stared back for goodness know how long XD XDD After mumbling a surprised thank you, I went back to the phone and says "Get SHINOBI!!" and the guy went back to his browsing .. XD XDD XDDDD Ooooohhh ~~ kind loving gamers around the world !! I *love* you people!!!! I can now play Kingdom Hearts !!! FF10 !!! SUIKODEN 3 !!!! Waaaaaaaaa ~~~~

Anyway, I'd been playing songs from all bands that I love since just now and ther's this satisfactory feeling growing and growing inside me. Koukai's beautiful and I rediscover my love for NEO UNIVERSE. Siam Shade just ROCKS. I'm waiting to find a X Japan song to blast to XP *sigh* Listening to hyde singing "Love me! Look at me !" is so ... mwaaaaaa ~~~ *dies from overactive imagination* ( and I'm not even gonna start on what he sings *next* XD XD XDD

Thursday come and I shall go watch the Ring 0 with Aika, Eisu, Jiddoman and Booya in MidValley. Fufufufufu ~~ Can't wait to scare ourselves silly XD I'd been having problem sleeping for the past few days. I can just stay on my bed tossing and turning and stared at the ceiling for hours and still can't fall asleep =_= And ended up half dead in classes for the rest of the day *sigh*

And I can't wait to get my hands on Lareine's Grand Pain concert *nyan nyan nyaaaaan* I had this habit of repeating Lillie Charlotte and shiroi bouquet on loop until I get really sick of it for some time ^^;; To tell the truth, Lareine is the first visual kei band that I really listen to a few years back ^^ So it's really kinda sad to see the other 3 members left the band and poor Kamijo ( although Kamijo's such a .... fluff but I like him in that Lestat-y image he goes around with ) Nyohoooo ~~

And to think, that's the least violent way out >_<

What did I ever do to deserve that braggart bugger as one of my lecturers again THIS semester ? As if a 8 weeks trimester not enough for this horror of a creation ??? *sobs* What did I doooooooooo ???? I've never even *stalk* anyone before or anything bad like that TT___TT I keep having the mental image of Volcano High School students throwing chi-powered chalks and random sharp object at that brambling idiot for most of the time during class *sigh* And he still go a-yak-yak-yakking for TWO WHOLE FREAKIN' HOURS !!! WARGHHHHHHH !!!!

Presentation at 2 o'clock and classes straight on till 7 p.m. And I have Japanese classes to worry about later tonight. What a horrible class marathon . @____@ I need to find stuff to indulge on later tonight or you'll see me growing mushrooms on my head by tommorow morning TT_____TT

Tasuketteeeeeeee ~~~~ >_<

Anyway , I can't believe I slept straight past Media Law this morning and woke up in time for Moral Studies ^^;; The day was pretty uneventful but I'm still in some sort of a shock on how to handle the presentation tomorrow >_< I can't believe they just shoved a piece of organization chart at me and expect a presentation out of it ? Hidoiiiii TT____TT well , it's *my* fault for not being there for the meeting yesterday but , waaaaa ~~~ kejaaaammmmmm!!!!

Thank goodness the depression wore off during Media Law tutorial at 2 p.m. just now though I'm begining to *really* HATE this subject >_< Gimme Media Philosophy anyway , at least it's not all solid hard facts that I find it so hard to digest >_< It doesn't help that the lecturer's accent is extremely thick and hard to decipher ;;___;; I swore he says "...buying 100 000 pounds of *whales*" in class just now !!! I had this horrified fascinated expression on my face and I look at Aika who was sitting besides me for help. She just sat there and grinned After that , I got into a bad fit of giggles which I tried to hard to choke back since the classroom is so tiny that I'll catch unwanted attention from the lecturer immediately. ( it doesn't help I have dyed my hair dark maroon with red streaks recently ^^;;) I ended up sounding like I'm having a weird case of coughs

THEN ,Aika got into a crazy fit of giggles too >_< I nearly died when I whispered "WHALES ?? Big fishes ????? BUY ??" And spent the rest of the class grinning and occasionally restart the whole burst of giggles every time I look at the lecturer. Only then I understand he was saying "100 000 pound of *oil*" and not whales. It doesn't help much too that he keep referring to the case of Hyde VS Wrench? ( was it ? I can't get it from his accent ^^;; ) Aika wouldn't stop mentioning the phrase "Hyde farming" =_= .

I'm really dead at the rate the class's going. I was positive I heard the lecturer mentioned the word "Zentradi" ( howdoyouspellit? ) and "Macross" last week during lecture >_< And till now , I haven't found out what he really wanted to say then @_@

Which flock do you follow?
this quiz was made by alanna

BAAAAAAAAA ~~~~~ okie okie , I'll *try* to concentrate on work >_< Will talk about whales in the next post XD

I know this is a punishment from jrock god if there's one . One minute I was just thinking how electrifying Gackt's eyes looked in Secret Garden PV and how kakkoi he is back in Malice Mizers days and my knees just went weak with THIS picture #_____________# hydeeeeee ~~~ I'll NEVER be unfaithful to you again !!! *got shot by all hyde fans* XD XD XDDD ( the *other* aya : yeaaaah righhtttt ~~ and there she goes swooning at every given chance over those wyse bois RIGHT in FRONT of her hyde desktop wallpaper *snorts* )

*ahem* What is this I heard about MOONCHILD hyde and Gackt official photobook ?? Fufufufufu ~~~ I wannaaaa . Gotta start saving though , I bet it's gonna cost a bomb @_@ Can't I have one just on hyde please ?? XD XDDD

Okay okay, back to stupid Flash ;;__;;

Waaaaa ~~~ I neeeeeeeeeeeeed get get to Low Yatt somehow and get a new speaker !! It doesn't help that Eisu just told me that he had hooked up a home theater quality sound system to his PC TT________TT And i need to get a new mouse too . With USB port . My PS2 slot doesn't seem to work anymore @_@

PS : I'd just switched to my headphones and my gawd TT__________________TT *tears of happiness* I looooove you P-channnn ( my headphone XD ) Too bad the volume can't go any higher. I might just find myself jumping to the music and the Yasu's bassline. Did I mentioned that I love FAIRY FORE's Lovesick ? ( and the Winamp list haven't even reached Vivid yet XD XDDD ) One drawback from P-chan though . I'm totally off in my own world when it's on ( I can't hear ANYTHING else even if it's in the same room ^^;; )

PS : Listening to Pierrot's Labyrinth when the music went quiet and the singing voice switched from the Left side to the Right side near the end of the song on my headphone .... tickles ... XD XDDD Was that Kirito ? Or anyone else doing the backup ? )

PPS : Aika-chan ! I'd found out what those horrible katakana that we debated over the other day means !! RASUTO REETA = last letter !!! XD Buduhnyer kitaaaa... Or maybe ..buduhnyer Kirito ( takpe takpe , rabid Kirito's fans takkan faham unless they speak BM of course ^^;; )Nyahaha ~~

PPPS : I'm starving ..... I *hate* Sundays TT__TT

You can see I AM very well enjoying this eh ? :D

I tend to think he needs a haircut nowadays ^^;;; But he still looks oh so fineeeee in that Backstage DVD Aika has *swoooons* Okay okay , due to *ahem* popular request ( LOL ) I shall now hunt for Mana piccies and/or screencaps XD XD XDD I -think- Mana has an official site somewhere. I'll find the link , you just wait ... @_@ *I can't believe myself* *blinks* Will Izam do ? Shinya ? Toshiyan ? *nudges Jive-kun* XDDD

After the movie finally finished , both Aika and I don't even dare to approach my PC just yet ^^;;; And for that moment I'm to click the little x on my Media Player, I had this horrible feeling that I won't be greeted by the sight of my desktop wallpaper ( it's hyde damnit ! And i don't even dare to close the windows just to avoid his eyes !!! ) thanks to what Aika said earlier >_< We ended up watching GLAY PVs from the VIDEO GLAY 5 that I'd just bought and Aika Just. Had. To. Scream. when Teru's watch exploded in Tomadoi PV which in result causes me to jump up from my chair ( It was a loud scream mind you XD ) Overall , it was a cool horror movie in the effect that the creepy feeling stays with you even after the movie ended . And the thought that it can actually happens to you or anyone you know just creeps me out and I do know that my heart nearly gave out a fwe times during the movies ^^;;;;

But then, weirdly enough , I love tp watch and read horror movies/books . So , ne Aika , wanna go watch Ring 0 ????!!! XD XDD

And gomen ne Booya , I can't go over to your place to watch Battle Royale cuz I was waiting for a call from home ( though I'm dying to watch it thanks to your description of the movie :P Bishonen(s) ~~ wheeee ~~ errr nevermind XD ) Can I have the VCD once you're done with it ? Plus , I need to pass you The Ring :P

*is contemplating whether I should send fan-mail to Koji-kun and Taka-kun from La'cryma ( heck , I love the whole band )* I'd found their fanmail addieeeeeee ~~ and it doesn't need membership or anything unlike Laruku yang jahat >_< *is in full fangirl mode thanks to weird sleeping hours*

*grumbles grumbles my newyear layout gone grumbles* Anyway , went off to Sunway with Jo , Labbit , Elephant and Jive yesterday for the countdown . It's amusing to see so many new year enthusiast waiting patiently for the clock to strike 12. ( we're not exactly the most enthusiastic bunch as we keep having the nagging feeling it's much better off to go back home and avoid the crowds XD ) One thing I regret is that I didn't bring a camera along as the fashion sense of some new year party-goers are plain amazing Think bright neon/fluorescence green shirt + pants that'll make Jiro from GLAY cringe in terror ( I know Jiro-kun did wear bright green windbreaker before but the one I saw yesterday will definitely top him in the department XD ) And oh ~ another bright orange one to boot somewhere else among the crowd . Spotted the girl wearing it a few times when we went walking around aimlessly in Sunway Pyramid. *shudders*

As for what's my feeling and what's my resolution for the new year . I don't think I have much nor any at all. I'm not sure but to me , the new year is just another day that I'll have to go through one way or another which makes it no difference from the last day of the year. ( The internet connection is still as crappy as ever here ) I guess it makes no impression on me as the only time I'll feel older and did make any resolve of any sort to make a better me is when my birthday hit me ( like how it did err ... some weeks ago . It was pretty depressing to know that you're hitting the 2nd decade of your lives and you're still acting like the child you are 10 years ago ) Yes , yes I'd already been told that stalking j-rockers is not a valid resolution whatsoever XD

But I did saw the fireworks , not exactly in Sunway on the dot to midnight but it was on the way back to campus . It was pretty as compared to those that we can barely see behind the many buildings there . Was silently wishing for Gandalf though XD ( well I did spend the last new year in the cinema watching LOTR : Fellowship of the Ring :P )

Anyway , it's nice to know that I'd gotten all the stuff on my wishlist on GLAY before the old year ends . I'd got .... "VIDEO GLAY 5" !!!!!!! Thanks Penyu for informing me about it. Like what we agreed , the cover illustration of them looks .. deranged XDD Teru , what did Ami feed you with ? XD XDD

Okie , time to decide whether I'm to sleep the day away or hunt for food =_= I'm starvin' ~~~~ >_< *and dwelling on the irony of the song playing on my Winamp now XD*