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GLAY , L'Arc~en~Ciel , Siam Shade , B'z , Transtic Nerve , Chisato , Sharan Q ,
FAIRY FORE , B'z , CHARCOAL FILTER , Gackt , SOPHIA , hide , TAKUI , Janne Da
Arc , Porno
Graffiti , Shiina Ringo , the pillows , Chihiro Yonekura , Nobuo Uematsu ,
Yatsunori Mitsuda. Books : Discworld Series by Terry Pratchett , Lord of the Rings by J.R.R. Tolkien , Harry Potter Series by J.K. Rowling , Vampire Chronicles by Anne Rice , loads of stuff by Stephen King . Other beings : hyde ( L'Arc~en~Ciel ) , Teru , Hisashi , Jiro & Takuro ( GLAY ) , tetsu & yukihiro ( L'Arc~en~Ciel , dun worry Ken-kun you're starting to grow on me XD ) , Gackt , Hakuei , Legolas Greenleaf ( LoTR movie ) , Koushi Inaba (B'z ) , hyde , hyde and more HYDE !!! XD XD XD ++ layout ++ featuring hyde from ROENTGEN English version . He is the vocalist for the j-rock band L'Arc~en~Ciel who has just released his first solo album earlier this year . hyde has been the main object of my obsession which actually over-wrote Teru's ranking in my list of "I-WANT-YOU-BABY!". Must be all those PVs marathon last semester during the long nights of editing videos XD. All images are scanned by me : aya from my ROENTGEN album. That lil' half-heart logo is traced and penned off in Photoshop. Words here and there are snipped off from the song "evergreen" by no other than the man himself. I -AM- obsessed aren't I ? *points at the blog's URL* ++ blogs ++
aimo ++ linkage ++ frequents : ++ special thanks ++ ++ Cliques & Rings ++
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Monday, August 26, 2002 Wheee ~~~ Back in my hometown and I can only blog at night >_< and I'm always too tired to do anything much on my brother's PC =_= It's slow and I hated the keyboard , I don't think I'll be blogging much during the holidays *sniff* I can't believe I'm cursed by crappy connection no matter where I am . In Cyberia ... there's this stupid broadband which is so freaking lagging most of the time and now it's a very slow and tends to get cut off every few minutes >_<;;;
Due to the lame stupid Cyberia connection , I'd never get to check out Toki-san's blog until now cuz Nbase server keeps giving me a page not found error *glares*( thanks to the tracker , I get to know from where others enter my blog from ... I'm stalking ne ? *grins* ). Thank you Toki-san for your compliment =^^= . Haido IS pretty , I can't say more :D without going on a full rant on how I wish to glomp and... errr ... nevermind ¬_¬ ... Plus ... left with just one exam paper for this week , I'm already on such a holiday mood doing nothing but laze around 24/7 going on j-rock music marathon when my mum isn't watching yet another Korean drama :P And with me today on L'Arc PVs and old concerts marathon .... I'd found out that deep inside my soul , I'm seriously VERY jealous of a particular inanimated object ... =_= If I'm to be reborn as an inanimated object in my next life ... I wanna be a mic-stand ... or even better THE microphone hyde's using, damnit ! Hey ! Who says your after-life' lives are going along with the flow of time ? According to Terry Practhett's Death , it's random ! HAH ! XD ( and I better try to stop grinning like an idiot when I'm watching these stuff ... it's unhealty , plus .... I'd been getting weird remarks and comments from my brothers AND their friends already :P Yeeep ~ before I forgets ....  Which Saiyuki boy are you? Take the Saiyuki Quiz at anime-doll.com Kougaiji-samaaaaaa :D Though my personal fave. is -still- that chain smoking , Music Hour : L'Arc~en~Ciel - Flower ++
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Saturday, August 24, 2002 Urghh .... I have a lot of things to say about yesterday , but I was too tired to do
anything and I went to sleep by 12 o'clock at night ( earliest I'd been sleeping
for a veeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeery long time )
But for now ...... I'm supposed to be really packing up , dismantling my PC and all to get
ready to go back to my home town when my Dad comes and fetch me later
today ... I woke up quite early , much to my own surprise and spent the entire
morning chatting and browsing online XD even though I'm as blind as a bat as
I'd accidentally crushed my glasses yesterday ^^;;; I'm so hopeless ... and well
, not that I wanna wake up early anyway , it's just that my brother called my
phone via my Mum's handphone TWICE around 8 something =_= What I can
hear was just blabbering and people talking and no one responses to my hello
??? heelllowww ??? Heeellll ..... *flops back to sleep* That was the first time ,
the 2nd call came in right after I finally fell back into a real slumber around
10 mins later ;;;__;;; I ended up feeling worried about my Mum and called back
and found out that my brother's having her handphone since he's on a trip to ....
Johor ? I can't remember ..... Anyway , yesterday was real hectic for me , and a whole loads of other
coursemates too , amen . Internet Application paper in the early morning is not
good . Not that my brain is functioning properly anyway since I'd barely got any
sleep the previous night due to last minute cramming trying to learn and
understand javascript >_< And the saddest thing is I have to rush for another
deadline later on the same day . Thank goodness it's a group project . I can't
even attempt to catch up on any sleep . And straight after I'd done all I
could before passing the rest of the stuff to my groupmates I have to rush out
to get my new 17" monitor . My brothers , more specifically , Alvin had been
bugging me the whole week to get a new one so he can have the one I'm
currently using . Thanks a lot to Jade and Jeff for sending me out :D And extra
thanks to Jeff who had to lugged the monstrous machine here and there and
back to my 3rd floor apartment XD XD I never knew buying a new monitor will be so much of a hassle @_@ The
flyers that all the shops provide must be printed in size 6 fonts . It's
sooooooooo freaking small and I have to squint everytime I try to read the
specs and prices =_=. And I HAD to wear contacts yesterday since I'd spoilt my
glasses , which is rather straining on my eyes cuz I barely slept ( I'd a shock
when i saw my own reflection on shops' glass pane @_@ The eyebags and dark
rings are HUUUUUUUUUUUGE ) . And I'm a shopkeeper's dream-customer . I DO
NOT know how to bargain AT ALL ;;;__;;; Thank goodness for my friends . But hell
, I was wishing Onion was there
. She can bargain for very good prices most of the time I see when I go out
shopping with her XD . But welp , finally , after much a-do of comparing prices
and trying to keep it within my budget ... I'd got a LG StudioWorks 17" *V sign* I
was getting edgy and bored too at that time :P Next stop , Tower Records !!!!! Ugh ... I felt like I wanna JUMP off some place REALLY high when I saw
ROENTGEN albums all on the shelves with tag saying "Free Poster with
Purchases" ................................................................................ WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARFGGGGGGGGGGHHHHH
!!!!!!!!!!! DAMNIT !!! And I'd got the album a whole month before THIS ...
*bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep* I was at the verge of tears
and I believed I'm REALLY gonna cry out loud if I see ANYONE walking out of
that blasted store with the promo poster . Hell , I was even contemplating of
buying ANOTHER album so I can get the poster *sobs* And I can give it away to
my cousin's birthday even though she knows jack about hyde XP . Jeff actually
went up to the counter asking if he can see the poster ;;;___;;; . And if this is
already bad .... what hit me next is worse .... "Sorry but it's out of stock" said Tower Records sales assistant
*deep breath* Someone pass me a gun right now *sobs sobs sobs sobs* I
WANNA THE POSTER GAWDAMNIT !!! I'm even willing to PAY for another bloody
CD now to think about it just for the poster , that's pretty desperate *sniff* Why
oh whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy are Laruku and hyde's poster
soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bloody hard to find ??? ;;;____;;; It was so
depressing that I actually DID NOT get any CDs whatsoever from the store
which actually scored a new record - I'm a huge CD-bug . I buy CDs and albums
like no tomorow EVERYTIME there's a Tower's Sales =_= And I think I threw a
pretty huge temper tantrum there *sheepish look* Well , ended up I was depressed and sulked throughout the next trip to Sg.
Wang XP ( Gomen nasai , Jade and Jeff for having to put up with that tantrum of
mine ^^;;; ) and sulked even more everytime the word poster , free , hyde and
cd were mentioned ^^;;;; . Walked around to avoid the 5 p.m. traffic and headed
to Kotaraya next . I went to grab some comics and look around for CDs *ahem-
I'm still not giving up* Ended up with just a few manga tankoubons and no CDs
. Like I'd said , it's verrrrrrrrrry weird . It must be that I'd been targeting a few
albums and releases that I sorta refuse to do any random CD shopping until I
get what I want . The top few CDs and singles that I'm craving for right now are :
1.TAKUI - Chunky God Pop And lastly , went to KLCC for dinner and to get my ordered books from
Kinokuniya . HanaKimi Vol. 12 is finally hereeeeeeeee !!!! Gawd , I'd Vol
13 and above and missing that particular volume for ages . And Fruit Baskets
Vol 9 . I so missed the anime , and I -still- didn't get to watch Ep 26 ;;;___;;; .
And on top of the 2 manga , I'd found Terry Prachett's " This is one hell of a long entry , I'm starting to bore myself =_= Where's my
Dad ???? He's supposed to pick me up somewhere around NOW . I wanna go homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~~~~ ..... and I wanna ROENTGEN promo poster too !!! Uwaaaaaaaaaa ~~~ Music Hour : PORNO GRAFFITTI - Music Hour
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Saturday, August 24, 2002 Gluga gegrr rghhhhhh waa wahh hhaggrr nyaaebebeebttt =_= Music Hour : Lastier - Itsuka Dokokade ++ Message Board ++ The bells have rung , the time //08:25 a.m.// has come
Friday, August 23, 2002
I think it's quite true , as when I like someone and regard them as friends , I do like them a lot and will try to help as much as I can if my friends are in need of help . And if I do not like someone at first sight ( or after they've done something that annoyed me ) , booooooy they better stay away from me . It happened so far to .. err ... 3 individuals , as far as I can remember . And I can get real nasty when I wanted to :P And it's proven that the attempt of cramming half a term javascript classes in your brain within a night is so NOT good . Internet Application paper is finally done , and it's daaaaaaaaaaaaang tough ;;;;;;;;;;________;;;;;;;;; I tell you , it's the lecturer getting back at us for being lousy and disrespectful students for the whole trimester :P Aaaaah ~~ whatever it's going to happen , I just hope I don't have to sit for sup. paper and retake this subjects *cringes* So far , one more paper to go and it's on next Wednesday. Nihongo wa benkyoushimasu !!! Ganbatte ne , Aya-chan =_=;;; The lame connection here had barred my entry to a few sites that I'd frequents , and so , Onion , I didn't get to read your blog until yesterday ( when I'm supposed to be revising for Nested Control Structure for Javascripting :P ) And I agree , how are we gonna worship Laruku if there're no more Laruku ??? *sniff* Reports that I'd read here and there lately are all saying they're on the verge of disbandment and stuff @_@ Iyaaaaaaaaaaaa ~ remember what major fuss that we made when Siam Shade disbanded ? ;;__;; If this does happen to Laruku , I am SO gonna hijack a plane and fly to Japan ! ( Another major chapter off Aika and Aya Adventures eh? :D Lessgooooo kidnap hyde-kun XD XD XD ) And Booya is it true that there are legal crossdressing joints here in Malaysia ??? @_@;;;; Music Hour : Kagrra - Ma Bue ++
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Thursday, August 22, 2002 52 kbits per second and TETSU69 spinning around DOES NOT agree with my brain @_@
Especially after some last minute cramming on Audio Design paper earlier this ... err .. I mean LAST morning ^^;;; Came back from lunch/dinner after exam and slept till 12 a.m. Yay me :D And to think I have MORE cramming to do on Internet Application and it's final project's deadline to face on Friday >_<
But I wanna ShinKirou PV on BETTER quality !!! Nyaaaaan ~~~ all I can say is Tetchan looks chou KAKKOI in there ! XD ( aya-chan can never
resist men who looks gooooooooooooood in white shirt and black suit XD XD XD~~~ I don't even wanna start on about leathers :P ) Tetchan wa KAKKOIIIIIII desu ~~~ *dies* For one , I NEVER describe Tetchan as anything other than kawaii so far ^^;; For L'Arc , it's always the other 3 whom I describe as 'kakkoi' for unknown reason . Tetchan -still- remains the cute one to me ( like I can NEVER describe Jiro from GLAY as anything other than kawaii :D ) even I know Tetchan -might- just be the hentai-est among them . Until I got a glimpse of this PV that is :D Heck , even for Tightrope PV , all I can manage was "Tetchan has such a CUUUUTE nose" ^^;;; I wanna his singles !!! I am NOW so dying to get his singles . Only that I don't know when the hell is it going to be in store here ;;;___;;; And not only that , I hated to admit that I can't even find Tightrope Single here *sobs* It's so not fair , hyde's singles are everywhere and Tetchan's non-existant @_@ . And I have no idea why , it's always TETSU69 works that I have the EXTREMELY strong urge to rush out and buy his singles. I so looooooooooooooooove all his solo works so far *glomps Tetchan* And now , I shall dissappear and face the wrath that's my extra thick Internet Application textbook >_< *slinks away* Music Hour : TRANSTIC NERVE - Ever Free ++ Message Board ++ The bells have rung , the time //10:26 a.m.// has come
Tuesday, August 20, 2002 Yesterday was one hell of a weird day
To start off with , I have an exam to sit for in the afternoon , and on this very morning at 10.30 a.m. I'm still in my hometown which is like 2 hours away from Cyberjaya , the hole I'm currently residing in . And after 20 mins of starting the journey to Cyberjaya for me to take exam , my Dad discovered there's something verrrrrrrrrrrrry wrong with the back tyres and we have to make an emergency U-turn back to MY hometown to get the tyres fixed >_< I was panicking like mad since my exam starts at 2 p.m. Well , after a couple of checks by the mechanics , they declared it wasn't anything much , I have no idea what's wrong with it but they assured us it was okay . So fine , Dad and I were rushing for time but we can't travel fast as we're still sorta worried ( I keep having the mental images of tyres flying @_@;;; ) Dad better do a full checkup on the poor car first thing tommorow . Either I'm worried about tyres flying , the exam , or being LATE for the exam which will cause me to fail this blasted subject , I didn't sleep a wink in the car . Which is extremely rare as I have the tendency to fall asleep in an instant during my journey to or back between my hometown and my Uni. Well , thank goodness I didn't end up late , I reached here around 1.30 p.m. and was rushing like mad to send my stuff back to the apartment first THEN only realised that my exam starts at 2.30 p.m. >_< And exam was hell @_@ I just don't wanna THINK about it Thank gawd the next paper is on Wednesday , I was tired stiff from the 2 hours plus journey and the blasted exam paper and the next thing I know , I'm going out with my bunch of friends to the Mines for lunch ( at 4.30 p.m. XD ) Started off with a simple plan for lunch , we ended up lepak-ing around there going from shops to shops , arcades , etc . So much for exam eh ? I wonder if this is how FCM students handle exams :P Bet all other faculties' students will scorn at our 'spirit' . Hahahahaha Talking about walking around there , LoTR DVD promo posters are EVERYWHERE !!! WARGHHHH !!! I tell you , one of these day , I'm so gonna run away with one of those huge greenish posters ;;;;___;;;; It plains scream out "Come get us ! Come get us , aya-chan !!! >_<" Ugh ... anyway , since I'm on the subject of poster *grins* .... one of my friend kindly showed me a CD store which wall was plastered with a local music band poster . And BEHOLD !!! I saw for the very first time , a LOCAL visual-like BAND *dies* Lookee the HAIR !!! Lookeee the MAKEUP !!!! *falls over again* LOL I guess j-rock and visual rock scene finally caught up on this shore eh ? :D I was totally -AMUSED- at how the looked like in the poster . Goodness gracious , I can't look at their faces with a straight face ^^;;; I think I bursted out laughing and can't stop my laughing fits EVERYTIME I think about that particular poster and ended up with people staring all around me. Their hair color is particulary impressive , esp. the one with partly blond and partly bright pink hair :D and another one that stands out is the guy with the full blue hair ( ala Hisashi and Mana :D ) Appearance-wise , I shall NOT comment *falls off the chair laughing* Seems like Onion is pretty freaked out by the expression of the long brown hair guy at the far left *grins* ( Shinyan wannabeeeee ~~~ XD)Gawd , I'm really seeing a whole bad mix of j-rocker in bad hair day and a stylish who's having a grudge on them XD XD XD But I AM curious about how they sound like . But no way I'm getting their CD , my brothers will laugh at me for eternity . XD But I AM curious ... will they sing in English or .... or ... MALAY ???!! LOL . But I still think they need more make-up :D ( and as for crossdressing ... errr .... errr ... I personally think they looked a bit too much to the man side to cross-dress *imagine Takuro as visual-rocker* ....................................................................... *dies* Plus , crossdressing is not allowed in my country , I think :P I think I need to stare at more j-rockers piccies to wash this off my brain @_@ *runs* Music Hour : TRANSTIC NERVE - Sayonara Dr. ROMANTIC ++ Message Board ++ The bells have rung , the time //09:18 a.m.// has come
Sunday, August 18, 2002 WAARRRRRRRRRRRFGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!
Stupid online registration !!! Grrrrrrrrrrr !!! The server went down yesterday when I try to register and they keep giving me this 'internal server problem' messages . And later on , everyone just plain can't get in to that freaking site ! >_< The deadline for GAMMA application was from yesterday 8.30 p.m. to TODAY 8.30 A.M. which is like 13 minutes away . Sheeeez @_@ And I'm too sleepy to do anything . Barely started studying for my paper tommorow >_< and I don't even wanna think how am I gonna install some programs into this ancient Celeron to READ my notes ;;;___;;; And Cynthia haven't SENT me the latest notes . TT_____TT I wanna dieee .... no .. I wanna sleeep . I'm so jealous of my brother who's sleeping so peacefully now despite the loud clickety-clack of the keyboard and the noise I'm making in his room ( the PC is in his room )due to my online registration >_< Music Hour : nil ++ Message Board ++ The bells have rung , the time //08:22 a.m.// has come
Saturday, August 17, 2002 I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE ONLINE COURSE REGISTRATION !!!! Uwaaaaa ~~ it's amazing how the hell it never fail to annoy the hell out of me everytime it reaches the near end of one semester and I have to deal with the registration for courses and classes I'm taking for the NEXT semester >_< Stupid server problem , annoying time slot , more server problem , automatic logout after 20 mins and MORE server problems ! Geez ~ and I'm trying to log in from home , with is worse now with the server currently down ... am I supposed to wait for another 2 hours to see if they've got it fixed ??! WARGHHHHHHHH !!!! *kicks CITS* *kicks* *kicks* *kicks* *KICKS* ++ Message Board ++ The bells have rung , the time //08:40 p.m.// has come
Saturday, August 17, 2002 I have no idea why my comments from netcomments.co.uk does not WORK . It works the first time round , fine . But when I updated my blog , nothing appears except a whole loads of syntax errors @_@ . But when I copy the whole list of html source code and convert them to html files on my PC , it works fine . Wargh ! What sort of problem is that ?! ;;__;; Maybe I'm still too stupid to handle this . But hell , I can blame it ALL on my Internet Application lecturer for being an idiot . The one who never teaches , gives all sort of wrong info IN the notes , and keep telling us about her "WONDERFUL past works experiences" =_= How the hell am I supposed to sit for my Internet Apps. paper next week ? The textbook's size is pretty intimidating @_@ and to go through her notes might just render my braincells all dead . HERUPPUUUU ~~~ And can anyone tell me , how in the world do you say/pronounce/whatever the term URL ? Is it U.R.L. in seperate alphabets or URUL~ with a slur in her case ? Heh. PS : I MUST stop screaming like a crazed fan-girl everytime I catches Lord of The Rings : The Two Towers trailer on TV . Especially not in front of my parents @_@ I think I scared my mum when I went "Legolasssssssssss ~~~ !!!! " yesterday when I saw it with them besides me . And my Dad was pretty amused too >_< Ugh . Thank goodness he didn't realised that I watched LoTR: Fellowship of the Ring 8 times in the cinema XD . Not counting the times I watch it on VCD , the times I read the whole freaking big book , owning the OST , Legolas-figurine and character card from Burger King , bought a magazine that I never read for the LoTR poster inside , got 2 of the official guidebooks and having a whole loads of Legolas and LoTR related piccies residing in my PC HDD now :D Music Hour : Amuro Namie - Can you celebrate ? ++ Message Board ++ The bells have rung , the time //12:25 p.m.// has come
Friday, August 16, 2002 TAKUI !!! TAKUI !!! TAKUI !!! TAKUI !!! TAKUI !!! XD Whee ~~ with me back at my hometown for the weekend before the exam I seriously hopes that I can concentrate on my studying for Audio and Video paper on Monday @_@ . But Takui's PUNK is constantly ringing in my ears after I'd watched the tape recording of the previous weeks PopJam , I'm now having the constant urge to sing along with Takui-baby "I WANNA BE YOUR MAAAAAAAAN !!! I WANNA BE YOUR FIGHTING STRONG MAAAAAAAAAAAAAN ~~~~ !!!!" XD XD XD
Argh ! Goodness , Takui , you're a wonder ! Your songs never fails to make me wanna jump up and down and sing along with you . LOUDLY - ala L'Arc~en~Ciel's Driver's High . Yeshhh , it's THAT super fast and high feeling . Even my lil brother was having a hard time fighting the urge to sing along with ya when he was re-watching it with me XD XD XD . I SOOOOOOOOOOOO LOVE Takui's music . It's pure energy and fun , I got hooked the first time when I heard Up to Date . I'm dying to get his album "Chunky God Pop" NOW *whines-whines-whines* But with my current geographical location ( a.k.a. I'm in Malaysia ) the chances of getting his album here is near zero >_< Sure , jrock isn't that hard to find here , compared to places like .. err ... Australia , according to my friend there .. But the rules apply only of it's some really popular bands and artistes such as GLAY , L'Arc , B'z , Luna Sea , Gackt , Dir en Grey , etc etc . You have NO IDEA how hard is it to find a single Siam Shade album here ;;;;______;;;; *whines again* And Ayumi Hamasaki , Utada Hikaru , Arashi , V6 and whatever those new boy/girl bands are the ones dominating the shelves and racks around the music stores here , it's really sad .*sniff* And the worst thing is Audio Galaxy went down before I can get anymore of Takui's music ;;__;; I wanna PUNK !! Gimme PUNK !! I neeeeeeeeeeeed my PUNK fix !! I need my TAKUI's fix !! mp3 format !! .ram format !! ANYTHING !! Warghh !! This album actually ranked higher in my wishlist of CDs to get ( winning over Gackt's new album's Moon ) I need a credit card . I wanna order those CDs ONLINE . NYAHHAHAHAHAHAHA !!! But my parent refuse to get me one until my birthday later this year , and if they knows what I'm gonna do with that wonderful piece of plastic ( j-rock shopping spreeeeeeeeee , pre-orders of albums , singles , videos , posters etc XD XD XD~~ )... I bet they'll never ever apply one for me XD At the moment , I think I'll just go rewind the tape and keep listening to it when my brothers are not hogging the TV @_@ ( and I'm supposed to be studying for exam next week @_@;; )
Music Hour : CHARCOAL FILTER - Brand-New Myself¢¦ÜҪ˪Ǫªëª³ªÈ
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Wednesday, August 14, 2002 Submission for MI is DONE and OVER ! Nyahahahaha ~ no more MI for around ... 2~3 months !! Aaaaa ~~ shiawaseeeeee ^o^ . But my joy was short-lived when I just realised I have to take up 3D Modelling with Maya which is gonna cost me 6 credit hours for the next semester !!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!! Maya is the reason why I did not choose Film and Animation as my majoring course ! And now they're forcing SIX BLOODY CREDIT HOURS of MAYA down my throat ???!!!!! Oh gawd TT________TT MAYA aside , it finally hits me that exam week is NEXT week @_@. Yaaaa .. the week that I'd been slaving away for all those stupid final projects IS the so called 'study week' . So much for study week , FCM students never have study week for their exams . Study week means sleepless week in rush for final assignments to all FCM students =_=. That's just not fair , all other faculties get a whole week off ALL classes to STUDY for the upcoming finals and we don't . *sigh*  Which resident of the Little Wooden Shack are you? Quiz by Andrea. Whee ~ Laguna-san ^^v I so love that quote "Once a dreamer , always a dreamer" . It reminded me of a silly little site that I used to run last time . Anyway , I think I'm running out of online tests to take , or maybe I just didn't surf enough ^^;;;; Well , considering the time and work that's running my life around , I -AM- surprised that I'm finding time to blog as well . *lazy lazy* And I'd noticed , the stupid comment board STILL isn't working @_@ whyyyyy ??? Music Hour : GLAY - zutto ~ futari de ++
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Wednesday, August 14, 2002 Working my way through the last MI assignment of the semester , I am openly rejoiced at the fact that I don't have to see this subject for the next semester *yay*. It's not that I don't like nor hated this particular subject , hell , this IS my MAJORING subject , but since the storyboard incident last week , I'm still having a small phobia everytime I see my prismacolor markers. This last
assignment is actually taking much longer time than I'd imagined it to be done and over with , since I'd finished about 75% of the work , printed , markered and all . But I still ended up not sleeping the night and morning again and lo , it's already 7 a.m. Yet another sleepless night thanks to MI submission . I can't remember when is the last time I don't have to stay up this late rushing for
MI assignments . I seriously don't understand why no matter how early I started my work , I'll still end up staying all night the day before submission >_< . And I -did- thought I can get some sleep around midnight yesterday after my printing was
done . *sigh* On a lighter note , my layout is finally working ! Special thanks to Alvin , Jeff and Joshua who had been constantly bugged by me to check the status of my blog since I can't view it from my own browser here *curses cyberia server* And Melissa who'd kindly dropped me a mail telling me which server allows direct hosting for images ! Arigatou !! Since I'd less than 3 hours before submission is due , I guess sleeping now is out of the question as I might just overslept and have to rush like a mad cow for submission which will result : me being extremely edgy ( for fear of submission not being accepted ) or/and me , in an extremely bad mood . But I do need the sleep dangit ! >_< I'll just run into the bathroom to get a early morning cool shower *brrrrr* and hopes I'll get to stay awake for the next
few hours @_@ *chants:stay awake stay awake stay awakeee stay awaaaaayy ngraaghhhh!!!!* Talking about the bathroom in my room , I'd just noticed the night before that my beaaaaaaaaautiful Philips headphone has reaaaal long
wire attached to it . Even with it plugged on my PC and me trying to see what's the limit of sound level my eardrums can take, I can walk around the room with ease !! *nyehehehehe* But too bad it can't reach the bathroom at the other end of the room ( as compared to my PC's position ) ... or you'll see me going in and out of the bathroom with my headphone on XD . And Onion , if you're reading this , I say henchman vampiric Shinya is not bad at all XD XD I seriously don't mind a vampiric Shinya from your dream . Though you can keep Kyo-san , really .( *whines* Kaoru , Kaoru , KAORU ~~ Toshiya , Toshiya , Toshi-nyaan . Ugh , this reminds me of a silly dream I had where I was chasing poor Toshiya-kun around with some bunch of fangirls screaming "Toshi-nyaan !! Toshi-nyaan !! " and when Shinya appears , everyone went from chasing Toshi-n~ I mean , Toshiya to Shinya screaming "Shin-NYAAAAAN !!! *glomps* @_@;;) And I am not even an actual DeG fan ^^;;; Well , since I'm on the Dir en Grey topic ... :D Yesh yesh yesh ~ Kaoru IS my fave. DeG member XD and I think normal Kaoru is ADORABLE XD XD XD~~~ And LoTR original VCDs and DVDs are finally released here a few days(?) back . I know I'd been ITCHING to get my paws on the DVDs since the movie was released in the cinema last year , but when it's out , I'm faced with ONE major problem : I DON'T THE MONEY for it !!! *sobs* It cost around RM90 ++ I remember complaining all the time last year about not having enough money but still managed to get the TWO official guidebook for FoTR @_@ Where did all my money dissapeared to ??? I'd ranted long enough for a post , I guess ¬_¬ .. and I have to brace myself to face the extremely cold shower now @_@;;; Ugh ... I missed the water heater dangit !! ;;;___;;; Music Hour : Janne Da Arc - EDEN~kimigainai ( i love this song i love this song i love this song i love this sooooooooongggggg ~~ nyaah ! ) ++ Message Board ++ The bells have rung , the time //07:51a.m.// has come
Monday, August 12, 2002 Uwaaaaaaa !!! Laruku !!!! NOOOOOOOO !!!!
*sobs* *Sniff* .. to be reading this right
after I woke up today rendered my day for bouts of depressions >_< . Iyaaa ~~
Ken-kun ! You were my last hope to live in denial that all the other 3 L'arc
members are just trying to have some fun in solos while you're still around
sticking as L'Arc~en~Ciel's guitarist . But reality finally bites when the
announcement was made in L'Arc
official website that Ken is -finally- going solo too *cries*. And
with Sakura ( ex-L'arc drummer ) in the same band too *sobs* Not that I have
anything against Sakura , but it just depleted the last ray of hope to have
L'Arc~en~Ciel back as a band ... *burst into tears* I'd been enjoying the other's 3 members ( namely hyde , tetsu , yukihiro )
solo works . If you'd known me , you'll know how I hunted for hyde's ROENTGEN
album and ended up starving after I'd got it . And so far , I love TETSU69's works and even religiously waiting for his new single which is due out later this month ( in Japan that is *grumbles* ) , and yukihiro's Ring the Noise makes me wanna play Devil May Cry all the more ! But , it's just NOT the same listening to them NOT as a band . And not as L'Arc~en~Ciel anymore . Hell , I'm now just mourning in the waiting for the official disbandment notice . Siam Shade's disbandment had been real hard on me earlier this year . And even the indies band Due le Quartz . But I don't have to bet that L'Arc~en~Ciel's disbandment notice is going to send me into a HUGE cry-baby temper tantrum bouts for hours . No , days and weeks and months seems to be most likely though *sniff* I'm
one of those that's still saddened everytime I hear a Siam Shade song and
regretted deeply that I haven't discover the wonder that's Siam Shade earlier .
But it's different with L'Arc . They're practically the 2nd j-rock band I'd listen to
all the way back in like .. 1996/7 ? ( The first jrock band being GLAY ) and thus
have a very special place in my heart . Sigh , anyway , the last thing I need right
now it's GLAY's members going solo and breaking up . THAT will be
the very last straw and sent me right over the cliff , or more probable , out of
my 3rd floor apartment's window. Music Hour : L'Arc~en~Ciel - Pieces Geez ... how very fitting , and Pieces is such a depressing song too
;;__;; I know there's a time that I missed this song like mad and keep replaying
it non-stop on my Winamp. But hey , the PV rocks . And it's the very one that sent me into a hyde-is-god worshipping mode ++ Message Board ++ The bells have rung , the time //01:24 p.m.// has come
Saturday, August 10, 2002 Aiyayaya ~~ I actually forgot about this silly little link I'd got off the FF7 Turks ML I'm in :D Yes yes ... I -love- the TURKS and Rufus Shinra and Sephiroth in FF7 - the Shinra baddies . No , no , don't get me wrong , I love Cloud and Vincent and Cid too :D
..... waitaminute ... those 3 are/were from ShinRa too XD XD XD XD *ahem* Anyway , da LINKZ ~~ The movie is just ... plain weird but hilarious as hell , fans of the Final Fantasy Series should really check it out . I had a fun time replaying that silly song over and over again . Chocobo theme on crack !! Nyehehe Music Hour : LAPUTA - EVE ~last night for you~ ++ Message Board ++ The bells have rung , the time //12:20 a.m.// has come
Saturday, August 10, 2002
Of cooking and cleaning up .{ Take 2 } If asked whether I prefered to cook or to do the cleaning up after that , I'll most probably go for cooking . Not that I'm a good cook or anything .. to prove
thing , I'd a history of injuring myself in the stupidest way when I'm in the kitchen , been barred from a few kitchens I'd visited and was laughed at by my
YOUNGER brothers everytime they saw me doing anything that has to do with pots and pans ( I can't even name the kitchen untensils right, heh ). Then , why the hell do I choose cooking although I'd been labelled hopeless at it ? Well , whatever happens , those that asked that particular question will end up having to eat whatever crap that I 'cooked' , so I take that as a small consolation XD .
But if I'm to answer truthfully from the bottom of my heart , I'll rather be the one waiting to eat the food XD. I'm THAT pathetically lazy especially when it
comes to thing that I don't like doing . Even my Mum gave up trying to teach me how to cook . Maybe she doesn't want the kitchen to be blown up or something and had been real nice not to hurt my feeling that the stuff I cooked are pretty tasteless and pretty ugly and icky to look at . And yes , you need not remind me that I'm going to be a hopeless housewife , I'd been told that for goodness how many times dated back when I was in secondary school. Hell , I wasn't planning even to be a 'housewife' . It will be one hell of a waste to be studying and working like a dog all this time in the Uni. if I'm to stay at home and cook and do stuff like that >_< I remembered an ex-schoolmate telling me about how she's gonna have a breeze through college after SPM ( final official examinations for Malaysian
secondary/high school students ) and then get married with her boyfriend right after she graduates from college . Good thing I wasn't close to her or anything or she'll be getting some weird 'lectures' from me about wasting your parents money and your own blo'ody time . But really , if you plan to get married and have kids so soon , why bother to go though colleges ? Imagine the time you spent slaving away for your assignments and projects . Being bugged down by deadlines and exams all the time for a few years . Gosh . Sometimes when I'm extremely down and depressed working on assignment , the thought of getting married to an extremely old and rich "Datuk" and then give him a proper heart attack and send him to the gateway of heaven does seem pretty inviting .... ( provided I got my name on the will first whatever happens XD )
*chuckles* And hey ~ what happened to that ex-schoolmate that does so well in planning ahead for her future ( I do envy her planning like that , I'm the type that would not do any planning until the very last minute or unless I -really- have to ) . She's happily married and is expecting a child soon , so I heard :D College ? I think she scrapped that off her big plan. Aaa ~~ indeed , I'm in my crap-o mood now . Being alone in the room doing nothing much does this to me sometimes ... or maybe it's the post-assignment-submission syndrome , whatever . Or maybe I'm homesick . Geez , I really don't know . Whatever is it , I'm thankful for the connection although I can't do much . Nbase server has the tendency to ban me from some sites around . And it's NOT even PORN damnit !! Banning me from j-rock and mp3s sites for goodness sake ! It's like taking oxygen away from me at times @_@ ( I'm so hopelessly addicted ^^;; ) Although well , I do admit j-rockers -like- to pose half naked or *cough cough* fully naked sometimes *points at Gackt's beauty product ads* It's not like they're showing ANYTHING . It's totally harmless bit of fan-servising XD Do believe me Nbase ! Please do ! XD XD XD
I think I'd crapped a bit too much for my own good . And now I shall go and have a bit of a fresh air to clear my head off a little @_@ And oh , the personality test for the day , it's already one of my daily routine - taking online tests that is .
Lucifer eh ? Hehehehehe Music Hour : Tokuyama Hidenori - Still Time ++ Message Board ++ The bells have rung , the time //12:14 a.m.// has come
Saturday, August 10, 2002 Gosh ... I messed up again ... @_@ Now everything I'd wrote are in the archive page >_< I didn't know that they'll just archive it up without second comfirmation from me >_<;;;; Anyway , the old posts are all in the archive page now But I'd just added 2 entry earlier on , so I'll repost it here . Later :p ++ Message Board ++ The bells have rung , the time //12:11 a.m.// has come
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