~THOUGHTS*ALOUD~

Monday, September 29, 2003
07:28 p.m. Get me a hole, the sky's falling~
goodness... i know if i put it on the blogg, sommday summone will still see it and make the whole darned fuss~ 3/4 IS splitting... according to kwok, according to kk. and kwok's the person-in-charge of these ling ling sui sui organisings in skool, how wrong can he get~ goodness, hold me... im gonna faint. well, at least putting on muh blogg puts this in some "passive" mode, im not exactly informing the klass abt it. =S ARRGGGHH~!!! pls pls, if you big dude up there really exist, get us over this trial. i have no idea how else, w/o the miracles you were said to do all the time... unless the whole blardy book was a lie... dun flame me for tt worz, im already vexed enuff le. at least if reverse psychology works for tt HIM up there, 3/4-4/4 will hab hopez... umm ahh... doomsday's REELLY coming lor. but tts not all cons too... on the briter note, at least, we have jx starting to get along wib the things. i think he can feel the arrival of the judgement day too, and realised it was time to get a few good testimonies for himself... well, i've got much less to fear, usually ish my well water dun mixe wib their lake water one~ if jx can go to the big salad bowl up there, i think i'll be able too lorhz~ ~.^

Saturday, September 27, 2003
10:35 p.m. Doing for 3/4
not much largh, just a lil' reminder on how much i still have left, no time to continue shooting water at others liaoX~ okies... so ive had another portion down, tts a few more to go then. counting moles, i'll take alota time on tt... urinary system, a little more touch up, i've finish my eye during interaction the day she taught us, (im really neglecting bio) and skin's pretty easy: only took me a few minutes... geog and SS, these are the ones seriously killing me, goodness sake, and to think blue whale gave us up to lohloh tt day. saed she had nutting more to teach for the year... (hint? hint?) i really hate the combined class tutorials, they UTTERLY inefficient, dear wailan, for your purpose of making the skool conducive for effective learning... oh, oh dear... i've got bothe muh mathematics to chiong for tooZ~ this' probably the infiniteth time im telling muhself to go join tt gang outside the ladies for revision le... maybe not, i revise better alone...

Friday, September 26, 2003
08:30 p.m. A half-turn round and a new friend found
well, a water-fight, actually... mmm... and SEVERAL new frenz. now we've gorts 3 waterguns in 3/4, woo-HOOz~!! (does goin' ta tmr's maths revision better watch each others' backs!! ^.~ whahahX~) im getting pretty close wif the band ppl these days, and i like it... their spirits~ no wonder yr used to flaunt abt her cca in front of me... comparatively, we have dogs and stuff in np. and tts the better half of the zoo. well, today after skool, i.e. after 2 whole hrs of freezing jokes sessions a.k.a. biology, (actually, i daresay i like adam more than the whole of the class; i admire lohloh, too... cunning and integrity in one, not forgetting her -brrrr- jokes~) i went to the life science wkshop by potassium hydroxide (she was accompanied by some "mees" christine and qiu mei or sth) from which i manage to pilfer something other than the GFP... b4 returning to life. at first thought can see "mees" meiyi and yf again onez... but haizz~ seems like amdon decided to leave anderson in search of their sanity.

Friday, September 26, 2003
08:07 p.m. Kwok wanted me to keep muh sentences short. Right.
been bloggsurfin', while digging for inspiration for my own entry... mmm... returned not any briter than when i started, guess i'll just go on staring... (ohh... thx lingz for your boost in morale~ but dun think i'll continue being such a typical singapore-soh.) the guys were either smacking one another's butts, seeing who smacked the loudest in the end, or were toking abt the sllooowwww slow PCs @and.search~ (and i tot MY blogg was about events old enuff, we have ppl pulling out news waaay below the t-rexes' bones) hAhZ~!! rmb tt guy from 2 days ago? the one whu tried poisoning my PC? woo-hoo, he was being punished for "endangering public cyberspace" and 2 other things, forgot wad... but wells, i made jx's dae, according to him~

Wednesday, September 24, 2003
07:54 p.m. the cables still havent returned~
regretting muh impulse... wadif he (im assuming he's male) gets even pro-er hackers to beautify muh bloggy... shucks, im becoming more and more jx, using blog ONLY as a mean of hammering pplez~ tt shuldnt be... i'll show ya i have a angel side one of these days... aniwae, just now went PA... ehhx, to get our new uniforms. and its just summarise in one word: dissapointing. arhh~ they practically wasn't reluctant, nope, not at all, in reserving their best stocks for the sec 1s... we could only help ourselves with the leftovers. the situation applied to the boi-bois nia... the girls have the full range of sizes to select from, crap. (btw, shortie had to take size 1 for her new blouse and was exclaiming it to the interested guys at the top of her whine~ oh and her new skirt reached halfway down her calves without difficulty~ :P) so i just helped muhself wib a pair of boots i needed as much as money rite now and a new beret: kinda embarrassed by the quirky shape of the old one...

Wednesday, September 24, 2003
07:21 p.m. Where would I bury the blog should we go to war someday???
oh WoW... congrats to shortie and cunzheng... your've gorts urselves a secret admirer siaz~ the same one summore, wooooZ. but i think he's gort into some sorta trouble 'cuz of ya... nvm aniwaes, just rmb to pay your condolences >>here<<~ hehX, guess what? loser flamed my mailbox wif viruses and mails saying i -something- sour grapes. (is it EATING sour grapes, or wad? i seriously have no darn clue...) dAnGz~ 78 mails, 8 wif proggies .EXEs attached by the same honourable one in a day. he probably would gett a much better life messin' wib jx's webbie as such a lost moron, tough luck to bomb me for something abt my blogg... (when i saed comments and crap are all welcumed i meant mails tt wasnt THIS obvious youre flaming me~) he'd probably gett a much better life if i was using my home comp tooz, tt is, if i dint blow stuff up... sadly, this' axl's shop and you're getting some lawyer's letters soon. hope your pockets're deeper than your wisdomz~ oh, and get another email account, will ya? (you do know how to, dunch ya?) 'cuz we know the password of THAT one already~ (if youre reading this... 8 letters and 3 numbers, rite? ;P) mmm... to allow myself a little sinning, shortie's gorts some pretty ~whistles~ figure for herself, ain't her... and also... i used to agree tt "sluts are women whu'd f**ked everyone; b!tches are women whu'd f**ked everyone but you~" well, i called her a b!tch... maybe i really am -something- sour grapes (still aint no figured out wad tt -something- oughta bez...) by critising her when i culdnt get her on muh bed?

Tuesday, September 23, 2003
07:35 p.m. Finally there's mood for even another Spring Sweep
why the jubilance, well... i forgot to mention, ytd's discussion wib fishy ironed out a crumple of the dismissal of 3/4... toopid p.chan, gort uz so darned wurried~ YES! we'll all stay in 3/4 as long as we pass ALL our sciences~ gr8, yes? i deem so. nutting much le... im going home soon too... mmm... much thx to axl for the key oso.

Tuesday, September 23, 2003
07:07 p.m. Tao may grow by a foot, but the demons will had grown by a yard then
and i'll be the mo in this case... pa learnt from lingz' ma, well, somewhat... and kept my connection~ and how am i a yard taller? heeZ, simple... axl opens a cyber-cafe, sucka~ well, im not blaming pa for keeping the icc, since he's a little dense stms... to the extent of believing the bee talking to him while he watered the plants outside over his own flesh and blood. yup, bumblebee called and saed i haben been handing in hw since june, for one... i missed its extra lessons on purpose... and three, tt i'll be suspended from skool if i continue this way. dotz, wad to say... firstly, i only haben been handing up work since august, what june?!?! crap-faeces... secondly, i really did skip the extra lesson conciously, how it figured tt i dunnoe... i was trying to say tt hk saed it had been cancelled, which he did. (i believed myself, did you me?) and thirdly, the skool isnt her to sae, if they had to suspend me, more than half of 3/7 wuld already be hanging in midair~ ma was trying to defend pa by saying i needed revision. true enuff, ma, i will revise... REALLY!!! i need SERIOUS help in trigoes, wad special angles and quadrantic stuffz... and counting moles, mrs sin drinks from the straw as a teacher... no offense to anybody whu happen to love tt wrinkled soul. ahh, b4 i forgot, my SS... almost forgotten im actually taking tt subject.

Saturday, September 20, 2003
06:16 p.m. How am I gonna study wif all these "cha qu"s floating in the air
maths. morning. sleeplessness. perfect combination for a murder... gd thing ttp's the teacher, if it was any other, like chai, i wuldav thwacked him to death... give me Lan Pigu from the last 2 years, i wuldav bit him to death AND made goreng pisang, which i'll stuff into his own holy mouth, from his privates. guess i still wasnt over the fact tt we're SPLITTING~ in case you missed the dissery from the previous entry, im reminding you now tt there is one... you dun see me tt angry since that fight over the frogs wif tt pig... heard he grunted elvin up pretty badly one day this week, forgot which... and heavens they did it outside 3/4's territory! wad to do? ive never seen transvetile pigs and gay dogs co-habit civilisely b4, nor will i dis time, i guess... but please, next time you brawl, do your desercrated businesses in a more... [insert expletive here] place. (i.e. outside 3/2, where only the gals are fine, or 3/1... where basically nobody's fine... never forgetting inside yipeng, where ummm... you can't imagine it unless you've been there) yeah, everybody unaminously agreed tt 3/4's too "sainty" for you monsters. no, dun think im gonna stop bastarding abt how bad life's been unless i get sth gr8 happening to me... sth gr8 enuff to make me forget abt the splitting of the best class ever... tt's hard.

Friday, September 19, 2003
05:29 p.m. Going downslope
from ytd to now, it's another scary trial for 3/4... we sure get disturbed alot, "dunch" we? p.chan announced at this crucial moment tt we're gonna be dispatched to either 4/5 or 4/6 next yr... blardy heavens~ and 4/4? 4/4's gonna become the orphanage providing combined science services for all failures to continue being pure... (pardon the blasphemies, im being especially edgy... maybe i dun recognise the times tt thingy up there helps us, like all christians say "O'Lord" likes to... but ummm, seems like the only thing he's bringing is catastrophies lor.) not only does this mean i'll most probably be drafted away from the alot of 3/4ourers, it also mean tt i'll either be in the same klass as the o'-so-righteous-nan-zi-han whu cried his guts empty like a pathetic baby when he dint get the post(s) he liked and the o'-so-darn-blardy-hard-to-find-slut tt replies from the great-down-under "HERE!!!" when anyone looks THEIR eye level and asks, "WHERE? WHERE? I CAN'T SEE HER!!!"... OR... i'll be klassmates wib this beastly clown who (quote sangita) "can't afford weights" and is reduced to improvising canteen benches as one... oh goody, I HATE MY LIFE!!!

Thursday, September 18, 2003
07:59 p.m. Maybe I was born with it, maybe it's bumblebee
really, chinese sux... yesh yesh, my heritage... sometimes i just wish i live in the middle of the ocean... and im still holding on to my honourable theory of "chinese is just a language, so JUST SPEAK it, ENOUGH!!!" oh dear... did anyone realised tt i used to refrain from capping? well, maybe tts not so vulgar now tt everyone is going ~=f***-in-he*l=~ and i thought tt down there you get tortured everyday while heaven's the place you get to fulfill all your pleasure? though if you get laid for your torment i'd gladly join the demons' ranks... (kiddin'~ kinddin'! just a passing comment~!) now wad was my originally planned content? oh... i was trying to complain tt i'm REAL troubled these dayz... haizz~ not only chinese... basically you can feel the stress coming on. im only confident with muh geog and physics... even chem's wurrying me le lehz~ CHEM, know? and i dun have anymore subjects to be gd at le... ditz~ ok... fa wan yuan qi le... feeling a little easier to go sleep now... well, not exactly now, but... today~ sweet dreams to all readers too~ ;)

Monday, September 15, 2003
04:10 p.m. Remember
remember the times when i just started out wif the blogg? i had NOTHING to tok abt... tt's just happening now as well, maybe im under too much stress to notice the happenings of earth these daez baz~ btw, wad's todae's date? 15... rite... its been say, 6 days huhZ~ i was free during the holz, but just couldn't be bothered to blogg~ yeah. anyway... i really still have no idea wad to blabber about, maybe just here to mark an "i was here"? hahZ, this' pitiful siaZ, just a short paraz~

Tuesday, September 9, 2003
06:04 p.m. Spring Sweep: 3rd Advance =P
hope the makers of the WA3 wunt sue me for tt~ darrz, so... since i mention so much abt serene these few topix, (i suddenly realised) let's go on to her... SERENE: i dun like the following phrase butz... here goes, "as her name implies"... well, she really IS a serenity to have ard... nice in the afternoon to just have a cuppa with her or sth... i rmb last yr, our first conversation was catalysted by laura, though frenship still wasnt this deep... until this year. strange thing aint i? starting to cherish them only after they've left for different routes~ and now i miss 2/3 alot. therefore i've learned to take gd care of 3/4, can't let them continue being the plate of sand they are, though it can be challenging with the scholars, they... : dun really rawk~ YOOZ~ enuff of the commercial breaks, back to serene... yupz~ so our convos thus far's been mainly on msn and in school/cca so far, but she's really a true person and hopefully i can be as truthful to her as she is to me...

Tuesday, September 9, 2003
05:32 p.m. Personality: naive, trusting, vulnerable. -_-" YOU KIDDIN'!?!?
everybody else's talking abt the forbidden city... dun anyone get bored? (fwine~ kit chan's a gr8 singer, the eunuchs were funny... just as the esplanade is spikey~~) i dint go, so no share of my views~ im so bored now i actually mite do another spring sweep if i had the "inspirations", or wadevr~ the ling gan thing... ANYWAYZ~, went to chi remedial thiz morning... actually it was juz an excuse for me to go to skool doing the lab dc PLUS sth else... and vice versa, if you want tt. bumblebee said she was actually "surprised" to see me there~ (anything goes, i got a feeling it's gonna be a wierd term for me since the exams ended) anyway i saw carmenz after the remedial and killed the dc doing thought, i'll be doing it on fridae thenz~ oh and serene hasn't replied yetz, whether she's going tmr or nortz~ dAnGz~ c'mon, after 2dae all the ppl from np wuld be in korea, most of'em anyway... and i'd have so much less pple to tok to lez~ (not tt it's a totally rotten idea, mind ya, to send "certain" defects away from the country for a few dayz... tourists mite suddenly swarm here, esp from korea. you never know, some pple wuld do ANYTHING to stay away from metabolic trash like'em) heeZ, yesh~ i still have laser-concentration hatred for those... those... stuffz.

Sunday, September 7, 2003
08:25 p.m. Today's nomineed as the most boring day in so many
yupz, cuz here comes the holz againz... and i've got no programmes organised... 'cept maybe if serene's free on wed, then we'll go out or sth lar. oh yeah... and the chinese lesson two days from now and the chem one on fri~ and i'll be doing lab d/c tooz~ ehh... woo~hooX, had a dream ytd, can't rmb now... but was kinda sweet. in fact, it was so sweet i almost slapped myself for waking up halfway through it, dotz... come to think of it, am i really human? so yeahz, im really gonna be daydreaming on the rest of the holidaes lorz... and my webbie, shucks... maybe i shuld just 4get abt itz; no feeling to do any htmling these days. anyone got somewhere to go or sth to do but can't find someone to tag? find me~ sound pretty corny, but... yeah im kinda desperate to find programmes...

Saturday, September 6, 2003
10:37 p.m. Spring Sweep: who shall it be today?
*luffz, at first i tot only victor will come up with such lame "projects" to "reflect" upon the "values" of life... dAnGz~ i ended up doing it too... well let's see... since she's the only person im toking to on msn at the momentz, let it be her then. YANDAO: hmmZ, nice little thingz~ err... wad else, maybe forgett it larh, i dun really know her deep. wad a failure, 2 years in the same klass and i know her less than i know some pple from outside skool~ she's another one of those "dear angelz" pple lor... (although she dun give me the "high-strung", isolated air haze does) hahaS, but i lyk the way we're being towards each other now, get to flirt a teeny bit stms, and occasionally can suan each other abit... drats i ran out of stuff to tok abt her~ go ask her. (here's wad she sayed: "she's cute, yandao, sweet..." which i have to agree to some extent. and i'm "arr... crappy? :P funny and very chio!" woohoox, tt sth) but then againz.. who was it again? i think mother theresa or somone liddatz saed: "If you judge people, you'd have no time to love them."

Saturday, September 6, 2003
09:52 p.m. Oh telepathy... or issit blood bondz?
sth damned creepy just happened: sis. well... she's alwaes a creep, yeah... but~ mmmz... a sudden current flowed through my head just now, and for no reason i started singing "she knows" by shino, at the exact tt my sis started. then we burst. she saed she bu xin xie or sth... then wanted to try again... twice sommore. so we thought of a song each, in the end we both sang jay's "simple love" for the first time and hummed atantis princess for the second time, err... hair-standing experience sia~ mmm... quite busy these few daes, mainly cuz science labs reopened le, so guess spring sweep will be done on the stretch... heeZ~ at first thought given the limited amount of frenx tt i truly value i shuld be done within a week onez, but in the end i dint come online everyday... as everyone can testify~ anywayes, (you still dislike pple saying "anyway", lingz?) thx to her, i got a few new linkz to other bloggz~ she has lyk, WoW, a warehouse of them siaz~ hahaS, i visited vincy's site and ummz...yeah it's pretty dumb of me to misunderstand it buthe got this link to html4me.com or sth liddatz, yeap? how do you read tt on first sight? it's supposed to be "html for me"... how did i read it? "html lame". lame? save your comments anyway~ and the language it, jfyi, roman. i think.

Monday, September 1, 2003
08:13 p.m. Project: Spring Sweep
i got this idea from Her tt im taking things for granted AND treating certain pple too well... so as of todae, maybe i shall take some time off my "abundant" spare moments to reflect abt how some pple are treating me, how i had been treating'em... and wad significance they play... not tt insignificant pple are not important... im pretty much one myself on occasions~ YUWEN: well, on treating me... and on treating her... i guess as usual its a mutual respect... "only do unto others what they do unto me beforehand" as i always had told myself... she told me, we're like brother and sister, well... i dun really like it tt way, i've had one blood one and am pretty sick of her~ :P and those "gors" and "meis" sound to me pretty much like tt they had gone past the stage of bgrs; obviously not true for MANY, MANY cases... heeZ~?? dAnGz~ i realised i've changed quite alot... a few years back i wuldnt be thinking abt how other pple think, but since those experience in 2/3... wenzi insists tt she's all but act... and quite a pack of pple seem to dislike her antics~ ummmz... "in conclusion", i daresay tt im pretty good a judge of my own frenz as well... 'sides, i'd better give my p&p v-chair a little benefit of the doubt~

Monday, September 1, 2003
08:12 p.m. "Did she fall asleep while trying to coax hugo to sleep?" --->> hk, or was it craig?
hmmm, seems like dividing the blogg according to topics rather than entries' pretty popular ehhz~ well, not as much for today as the previous time i blogg, but i think i'll still make a few entries of it... im gonna say sth abt wad happened today, as well as what i heard today, well... i heard alota thingys, but one seems particularly boggling haaZ went to LCM's house 2dae... and we thought we overshot on the trip there... (thought: 'cuz actually we undershot~) much thx to carmenz for tt onez~ and we were searching thru out "PAYA LEBAR CRESENT" for a house in "TAI KENG GARDENS" (lol, anyone?) according to craig, we walked for, say... 30 minutes or so lorh... then he called LCM~ smart? we stayed there for an hour or two, and then went as she had to feed and rock the baby to sleep, yeah... then lh, pz, wenzi, haze, fanny and i went to serangoon centre's mac, and yup... makan~ i dint eat much there... sleepy, see? (and i had some deal back at LCM's house) wendy, qiaoyi, peiqi and xp needed to go home study and craig left after some time too. up next was juz simple and clean lor... at first wanna go dry swim at wenzi's house one, but i really had to get some shut eye, so in the end... everybody scattered liao, and i took 853 home with lh and fanny. heeZ