Friday, August 27, 2004 "Snowe and Hero 4" medium: watercolor My thoughts on the main characters. I would write a review of the game but I'm trying to stick to art here =p... Overall: good. Speaking of art... I've been depressed about it T__T... Nothing seems to come out right. Sometimes I think I might be better off not pursuing it and get a real life. But that's like suicide.... Garrr....... But I love cotton fiber, cold press watercolor paper =3. That and 幻水4 is the only thing making me happy now. (<-- pathetic) Cena-- 私のe-mailを届けましたか?日本の仕事-- がんばろうよ!!! listening to... (幻想水滸伝IV in the background) Wednesday, August 18, 2004 "Chris Lightfellow" (unfinished) medium: photoshop cs Man-- I suck when it comes to computers.... I thought maybe getting a tablet might make me more comfortable to draw on the computer. But I realized it's hard for me to draw/paint when I don't have a physical sense of the mediums I'm using and the size of the art. Blue is the theme--- I'm trying to limit my palette-- hoping that might help me digitially paint better. Chris (from 幻水3) is me subject since I love her to death. I think what I liked about 3 was the new characters and their developments/relationships. Can't say much about the plot though (<-- SUCKAGE!!!!) I actually liked the battle system too O_o;;;;;... but I might be the only one saying that. listening to... looping The Roots Monday, August 16, 2004 "Miss Star... and some stud-muffin" (=p) medium: pencils I was at a cafe and just sketching out shit... thinking of a story. Then I remembered Miss Star--- a character I made when I was in college. So I sketched her out. Then I realized she looks lonely by herself.. so I just drew a random guy. And he's HOT. Me tummy hurts but I'm hungry..... And I wanna draw.... And I NEEEEED A JOB T______T..... listening to... The Roots, "The Tipping Point" Saturday, August 14, 2004 "Apple & the Silverburg brothers ™"(unfinished) medium: pencils I don't know why but this sketch took me like DAYS to finish. And it's only a sketch =/... I had the hardest time drawing Apple >_< But I 愛 drawing the Silverburg brothers. I hope they make a sequel to Suikoden 3 where Caesar can whoop-ass Albert to a pulp =D....... I FINALLY cut my hair. I can feel the wind blowing against my naked neck again. However my new hair-do does bring up flashbacks of my jhs days... when everyone accused me of being a cross-dresser =p..... My parents are distraught, needless to say--- moaning how no man will want to date me. Like that was ever my concern-bleh. listening to... (Tales of Symphonia in the background) Wednesday, August 11, 2004 I'm tired. Just having lots of thoughts about life and art in general. I miss the beach. listening to... Sueno Hair Sunday, August 8, 2004 "陽子&景麒"(unfinished) medium: pencils It's 12 am... and I still consider it a Saturday..... My head hurts so much.. I've been having 3-4 hours of sleep for the past few days and it's finally hitting me hard. It looks like someone smeared black paint under my eyes... so gross. But I wanna finish this drawing >_< listening to... (水滸伝 music in the background) Friday, August 6, 2004 "ME" medium: photoshop I like drawing meself. Moreso since I'm not that pretty. =3 I need to re-dye and CUT my hair. I don't know about perming it again... my hair's pretty fried as it is >_< Tommorow--- if I wake up on time, I get to watch Aka row/drown (XP) as she participates at the Dragon Boat Race. Mwahahahahahaha. listening to... Suneo Hair Friday, August 6, 2004 "Tuber-rose" medium: gouache, acrylic and ink Yuber of 幻想水滸伝III infamy. I've been replaying it to 'PUMP' myself up for the upcoming game (破壊者4EVER! T____T). I don't particularly like him but he's pretty hot to draw. Though I decided that if it turns out that he's a cannibal, he wins my vote. ... does anyone still read this? O_O...... 変身TO DAILY-ART-JOURNAL ようこそ I don't know how daily it'll be since my scanner hates me and I don't like going online much. But today is happy day indeed-- my scanner decided to cooperate! (after threatening it, that is... piece o' shit....) I don't like 'plugging' art-- kinda shy about things like that. Not becoming of an artist, is it? But I need something to motivate me into drawing more. 2 years after graduating from college and I barely draw-- pathetic... So this is for my sake more than anything else--- to keep on crapping drawing away. I've been so.. anti-social as of late it's kinda sick. At most I might leave the house once every 2 weeks...... And I pretty much stopped with AIM/e-mails. And I hate the phone.... sigh. I need help... fresh air.... human contact... listening to... Roller-coaster Monday, February 16, 2004 Hahahah.... I'm a loser. I haven't updated this in a loooong time. Go me. I'm still debating on what to do with this page since it won't be a journal page. Perhaps an art blog? ....which would mean I would have to draw like daily. ._. We shall seeeeeeee...... If you're still interesting on reading on my daily boredom.... check my lj. Though I don't know how much fun it'll be.... it's mostly friends' only (<--- or it will be) I honestly don't have much to say. Life is same-old, same-old. As it been for the past 2 years. NOT GOOD. listening to... something silly.....