SOMETHING happened to my internet connection, so the browser tools or whatever they're called won't WORK when I CLICK on them. When I try to hold ALT-M or something, NOTHING HAPPENS. And I don't FEEL like RESTARTING my computer. I'M FEELING MISERABLE.
9:13 pm ### 20020415
Which Member of the Endless Are You?
YES I AM HAPPY. I GET TO READ ABOUT YOUR LIFE. I GET TO GET INSIDE YOUR HEAD.
LAIN WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THE PAIN OUT.
Information strokes the lips softly.
9:00 pm ### 20020415
Celina's dad is just talking and talking to my mom. Since ten-something. She's going to stay here forever.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA!!!
And Celina says...
"............... *covers face*" says Celina.
11:56 pm ### 20020413
And dammit, just because Mika's short doesn't mean he's easy to carry. He's practically MADE OF MUSCLE. Muscle weighs more than fat.
11:19 pm ### 20020412
REALLY. I don't like reading a lot of fanfiction with an original character in it. Because MOST OF THE TIME...the story itself is written badly anyhow. And it seems everyone has the hots for the original character. And want to rape it/him/her. And she/him/it is extremely wonderful and surprisingly powerful and can stand up to people who've never been stood up to before and is just simply amazing. LIKE...suddenly making Mikael fall in love with HER.
I read the first two chapters, then skimmed chapt. 9 of an AS fanfic at fanfiction.net, and it makes my GUTS GRUMBLE (thank you, little bird). Mika falls in love with some girl who's a new archangel of the elements ice and winter (opposite of his powers). Surprisingly quickly. She saves him just about as he's going to be killed by some demon. She picks him up and fights her way with one arm, going through unscathed. She is "quick" and "feisty," impressing Mika greatly. Then Raphael goes after her and rapes her. Great. Mmhmm.
Mostly I find it annoying because the characters are so OOC. I don't think Raphael would RAPE anyone unless he goes psycho like Tamahome at one point. I don't think Mika would be so impressed so easily. I think he'd more likely be whipped up into a fury, and rip her into shreds even though he's in pain and bleeding all over. I don't think Mika would fall in love so quickly. And what the fuck is up with a girl who can fight one-handed, carrying a wounded person in the other arm but can't fight back and avoid being raped? Okay. Author says "Nicole," the original character, can't use magic. WHY?
This kind of thing annoys me so much. Especially when the author is just WRITING FOR REVIEWS.
10:52 pm ### 20020412
You tend to confuse people, especially yourself. It doesn't matter, though, because you enjoy life as it's thrown to you, whether you're doing the right thing or the wrong thing (which most of the time you're not sure of). You've a friendly nature, but sometimes you're pretty damn overwhelming, you freak. |
Look. I. Am. A. Freak. Coolios, mon.
And LISA, POST SOMETHING, you WHORE!
8:55 pm ### 20020412
yare yare...was going to work on my site (@ melifluous) today, but I just talked and talked to Celina instead. She was going to come over, but her parents weren't home and she didn't want to take her brother + sister with her. kyaaaa. I think I might just read fanfiction instead...or...
QD: Be strong, C. You must be strong!
C: ...
QD: You can do it! Believe in yourself!
C: ...YES! I WILL BE STRONG! POWA TO ME! *smack fist into hand* I WILL DISIPLINE MYSELF AND WORK ON THE WEB SITE!
QD: ja ne.
8:11 pm ### 20020412
What's a rude noise? 'Fuck'?
7:28 pm ### 20020409
I caught some Yu Yu Hakusho on Toonami's "adult swim" tonight. And I can't believe they DID that! Kurama's voice is wrong, Yuusuke's voice is stupid, the girl voice-acting as Botan can't say Yuusuke's name right, and what's with Kurama's ningen name pronounced "Suichi" instead of "Shuuichi"?! YOUKO KURAMA!!!! I CALL UPON YOUR WRATH!!!
Youko Kurama: >:O ROOOOSEWHI--!!!!
I'm going to rent some subtitled Chinese YYH from my cousin now, so I can undo a little bit of the traumatisement..
11:23 pm ### 20020406
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! I *FINALLY* got the FRAMES html'd RIGHT! They're appearing CORRECTLY! No more THINKING no more SEARCHING GOOGLE for HOW TO'S (even though I've oredi got the htmlgoodies.com and lissaexplains.com windows up -_-;;), I'VE GOT YOUUUU ALLLLLL IN MYYYY HAAAAANNNNDDDDD...
*purr delightedly*
Now I've got to type up the intro page, decide how I want all my stories and art and poetry listed, whether or not to use pop-ups, remind myself to tell the viewer (yes you, who is viewing this) that the page they are about to "enter" (they've technically entered it oredi the moment they typed my URL in, yanno...*gets bapped*) will contain frames and also/maybe pop-ups, see if I actually want to edit some pictures more, and I will FINALLY be FREE from this MADNESS.
QD: I don't think it will be that easy for you, C.
C: AND LOOK!!!! MY QD-CHAN IS CONSCIOUS AGAIN!!
QD: *sourly* That's because you typed me back into life again, you stupid daft PERSON. And by the way, aren't you too old for imaginary Quatre dolls?
C: Oh, not too old for you, QD-chan. *loom*
QD: o_o
7:45 pm ### 20020406
Thought I'd try something new. So I switched the positions of the archive link and the entries.
*gets shot while laughing crazily*
*grunt* I wanted to go to the kinokuniya bookstore in NJ, but I checked the distance (my mum MADE ME!!!) on mapquest and my mum balked before saying NO. So instead she told me to check the website, and while some of it is in English, the majority of it is in Japanese. Oooh. Sucky sucky for me.
So looked at amazon, but nothing much there either besides that $25 Yuki Kaori Angel Cage artbook. And that dvd.
Which I have.
In bootleg Chinese.
*gets shot again for buying a bootleg*
Yes, yes, the crime world is thanking me and I'm making piracy profitable and I am oh so bad. But it's my loss, anyway. I can barely read Chinese and they have the opening theme playing everytime you click on something on the menu (and it gets real annoying after a while, let me tell you) and the promised english subtitles option wasn't there.
Wait. I didn't buy the AS bootleg. I got it as a present. KYAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA!!!!
ehem...excuse me while I change some colours...
12:42 pm ### 20020406
So which letter of the alphabet matches YOUR personality, huh?
7:28 pm ### 20020405
HOLY SCHMOLY, I'M DOING IT AGAIN.
READING YAOI FANFICTION UNTIL I THINK I'M GOING TO PASS OUT (not from nosebleeding, mind ye) ;p
And *I* thought I hadn't been checkin out Fushigi Yuugi for a long time, but when I go searchin for a Tasuki fanfic, I can't exactly find any that a) that aren't...uhm...think quality, and b) that I haven't read already. oro~!
And to top it off, in the background (more background info fer ya) my BRO is BURPIN HIS BRAINS OUT.
bro: *after being confronted* Shut up!! I got heartburn!!
me: *LAUGHING ME BRAINS OUT*
Okay, so sitting here and reading yaoi fanfics for a long time makes me giddy too.
Oooo - got a phonecall from Casey, who's still in Cali (so I emailed her for nothin ^^;). Mommy...*nudge Lisa*...she REALLY wants yer phone number. XD *gets thwapped*
ONE more thing: I've been hosted! By liz. thank ye.
ONE more thing:
i'm tseng x rufus!
i'm beautiful. i'm rich. i own the world. and not only that, but fangirls weep at the pure amount of pretty ust potential that is me.
of course, i'm also prone to being stabbed and blown up, but hey, it can't all be whipped cream and corporate takeovers.
take the which bishink pairing are you? test,
by tenshi and llamajoy.
6:43 pm ### 20020405
ahh lunch. Rice and eggs and luncheon meat, and crysanthemum tea and oj.
12:37 pm ### 20020405
OII OII OII! My birthday went along just fine (excluding the part where Lian had to ride on over to my house on her bike + how Sonia po po didn't come), tho I didn't get my ba~tsu tie. me = semi-materialistic girl.
Squidward: AND bjdsfbnjkgbnkjg fjgbjksgbkjsgb ?!?
SpongeBob: YEAH!!
Squidward: AND sbjkbsfjbfgvf nmgbhjdsgbhjsbgkgb?!?!
SpongeBob: YEAH!!
...
Squidward: SPONGE-BOB!
That's what's going on in the background at the very momentious-not-really moment. Just thought you'd all like to hear a little background. *preens sweetly*
O yah...back to my birthday. I'm now 14, the age at which some certain bitc-- oh no, I mean xiaopua, of course (always in a language barely anybody understands or knows so no one can really call you on it) tried to bust on me. I know that was a long time ago. But I can't seem to let go of it. This is the way I vent my anger.
kyo: *falsetto* I'm going to KILL YOU. I'm going to BLOW YOUR HEAD OFF. LIKE RASPBERRY JAM.
Celina came over to my house first, then Lauren (with her mum behind the lass explaining why Lian wasn't with them cos they couldn't find their house even though they drove around for so long cos Lian was supposed to be carpooling with them), then Lian called and we talked, all of us huddled round the phone cos the speaker phone was on. She mentioned the possibility of her riding on her bike to my house, so we hung up and after a little while she arrived.
Celina + Lauren + I were round the computer reading the story of Gayboshi (which is frickin hilarious) and I looked at the card Lauren gave me:
Lauren's Card: I'd rather be at any of these places... Bahamas, Hawaii, California (Casey and Lisa are there already), Australia, New Zealand, Japan, Disney World, HersheyPark. But instead I'm here with you. Happy Birthday anyways!
*sheds some tears* ...It was sweet, really. We hugged then went back to reading the story of Gayboshi and lookin at ba~tsu ties and other things, like rambling about Fushigi Yuugi & Celina's freakish obsession with Tamahome & lookin at pictures and stuff. :)
When Lian came, my mum had just arrived with pizzas so she didn't notice anything about Lian having to use her bike as means of travelation? .. transportation. yeah. Anyhow, she didn't notice anything + we began to eat and things. My mum loaded the table with pizza, more pizza, cinnamon sticks, chicken wings, chocolate lollipops, and other food ^^;; My bro helped us eat and acted like a butt the rest of the day, to make me very very happy.
After that we went to Barnes & Noble and hung round the teen section for a long time. I picked up Francesca Lia Block's I Was a Teenage Fairy, and everyone (sorta ^^; CELINA!!) commented on what they did and haven't read, and looked at books with neat covers (most of us picked up Indigo to look at it and go, "What is it?"). Lian looked at Hard Love and I looked at it too, cos the cover was so pretty. I turned round on me bum (I was sitting on the ground) and looked at another section - something about eastern style fighting, I guess, cos there was a huge book with a huge picture of huge Bruce Lee. I wiggled out a book on one style of fighting (akaido?), which later Lauren + Lian bought for me (and made Lian say "Damn your book!" when they were trying to figure out how to split the price ^^;). We went to the Starbucks cafe and holy schmoly, it was 3.20 for a white chocolate mocha. Lian bought a Writer's Chai (tasted like watery eggnog) and a keesh (...weird-tasting cheese...spiced hard crust, maybe), Lauren + Celina bought hot chocolates (tasted watery and bland after my mocha ;p) and my white chocolate mocha was "strong," as put by Lauren after tasting it.
I think we freaked out some old people when we all bent with our straws in each other's drinks to have a taste, bwaha! XD~
We sat for a long little while talking (I felt like I was going to throw up, after eating food at my house and then having some coffee ^^;;;), then got up, walked around, hit Lauren and she hit back and I accidentally slammed into something that was on a pole-like thing, then went into the music section and took a listen. After a while I went to the bathroom w/ Lauren (oi, just like at school! just noticed XD), which I turned one of the little handles at the napkins/tampon box to look for free moolah. (That sounded a little sad, didn't it?) I got a dime after a Starbucks worker walked in and helped me open up the face of the box and handed me a dime. I said, Thank you, and went out. Lauren was laughing.
We walked out of B&N to Boscov to walk to the mall during which the journey of Lauren has learned about my second family and has become my sister! :) We went to Hot Topic, and the girls working there asked us if we needed some help a lot. I looked at some cell phone covers for a while, wondering if I should shuck out $18 for a pretty one with a faery on it so my mum wouldn't have a boring black phone anymore... then went over to look at Invader Zim things. There was a shirt with Gir jumping out of his earth-pup costume and screaming, I'M NAKED!
Our (or mine, at least) main goal was to people-watch at Hot Topic, but not too many interesting-looking people were there that day. There was a man with his kid, a mom with her kid, some lady, and those two girl workers. We moved from there to Best Buy, where we stared at a TV a lot and kept slamming the VOLUME button so the speakers would sound. My mum then came and picked us up to go to my house...
...to play SUPER STREET FIGHTER PUZZLE FIGHTER!!! AAAAHHHHH!!! I love that game!! I was on a winning streak for a while, but Lian kept playing me until she won. And she kep winning ;p being the sore loser that I am, I suggested we play Bloody Roar 2. I was Uriko and kept winning ^^; so I just passed my controller to Celina/Lauren to play with Lian. We went downstairs to bang at the piano & look at pictures on my computer, then to eat more pizza til to calm Celina down went on to watch Fushigi Yuugi -
Celina: *heart* *heart* *heart* *sparkle* Tamaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
And then slowly, Lian left (leaving her bjork cd and her bike hea), Lauren left (remembering all of her things) and last, Celina (remembering all of her things too. Silly goose Lian). I stayed up until 11:30 WIRED, then went to bed and woke at 8 to go to New York the next day.
Long story short short short: 'strolled' a lot, bought two Dir en Grey CDs, a Two-Mix CD, and Amelie on VCD (CASSEEYY!!!!) that I've just begun to watch today. Fed pigeon some sticky rice cake, licked my fingers after throwing a bit to it and my fingers tasted like dustiness. Went back onto the bus and sat in the back after marvelling how all the old people who'd been with us in the morning were now replaced by young ppl. Mum + I sat in the back where there were three seats. Third seat later occupied by man who kept saying "shit, shit, fuck" for some reason.
Bus went back to Philadelphia. Waited in the light of some restaurant while my mum went to buy fruit and I felt like a hooker with a backpack full of CDs and crack ;p Let me tell you...there are weird white people swarming Chinatown at night. One man came out of the restaurant I was waiting next to and screamed at the street. One thing I've noticed is that more and more non-asian people are in Chinatown. I'm not saying they can't go there, but I'm wondering why?
7:58 pm ### 20020403
lol, my family have some freakish nicknames they go by XD my aunt is "a bui," which means "chubby," my other aunt is "a hong," which is "red" (I guess she was reddish as a baby), my mum is "oh" which is "dark/black." bwaha. I'm a family of colour yo.
6:03 pm ### 20020331
ahhhhh I have a big butt. (ARSE, ASS, BOOTY...)
so stop touching it already!! ..j/k. No one's touching it except the chair I'm sitting on. but it's inanimate and dead (poor tree) so it's okay.
what is pus? I mean I know what it looks like and where it comes from & stuff like that, but what IS it? what makes it up? what made it? how did it get there?
I'm turning 14 tomorrer. I'm so proud of myself for surviving this long. I'M JUST SO PROUD! See, I haven't self-multilated myself unto death, haven't slashed my wrists, haven't overdosed on drugs (like my incredible mongrel once did accidentally: bad bad mother!!!), haven't jumped off a bridge or anything. nor have I sunk into a permanent depression. I'm still conscious. ha.
trying to work on a picture for my site's new layout ;p I can't make up my mind of what to do with it. There's so many possibilities of how it turns out. How do some artists seem to know exactly what to do with their art? I'm so jealous. :)
5:52 pm ### 20020331
For my birthday, I will drag all the people I can to Barnes & Noble to have coffee (or not, in the case of Lian T_T) at eight o clock in the morning, IF NOT EARLIER.
And we will *walk* there.
Yeah, I'm such a punk.
6:46 pm ### 20020330
Just got off the phone w/ Celina. She makes me laugh so hard XD
3:35 pm ### 20020329
oh, my fault. The how-you're-going-to-die quiz I was talking about, it's not at acryforhelp.com. You need some password to get in there. The real quiz is at THISISacryforhelp.com.
2:39 pm ### 20020329
I had just said "hn, my ass" to the computer looking at something made by someone I used to be mad at!
stupid jealous ignorant me.
9:32 pm ### 20020327
 | You are Civilian Calvin! You don't get to travel much outside your neighborhood, but you still manage to get in plenty of trouble. When you're not acting up, you like to wax philosophical. Take the What Calvin are You? Quiz by contessina_2000@yahoo.com! |
O_O
Found the link to the Calvin quiz lookin at my mum#2's blog. She linked to me, but she didn't realise yet that you don't put in the "www" when linking to a pitas blog. It just doesn't work that way, cos it takes ye to the pitas home pg. Anyhow, mama's bound to find this post & read it and stuffs later.
HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!! XD
Some kid (or some monster from heck) banged a ball (not THAT ball, Lian) against the side of my...house today. Scared me to heck and was about to get a hammer and nail the idiot WHO DARED TO HARM MY HOUSE, but stared at the window for a few minutes instead. O yah! I know what's wrong with the speakers now: they're burned out or somethin or other. Says the computer guy. No, we didn't hire someone to come over and take a look, my mum (the one w/ dark hair) went over to CompUSA (or was it Circuit City?) and asked a random guy who worked there. And I don't know if I wrote it here already, but I KNOW where the Device Manager is now on my computer. I had to switch some anti-virus thing down to Standard Mode. Otherwise, it took away some options ;p And I was planning to bug some Microsoft Guy about my comp w/ my hotmail account. All my fun's ruined. Boo hoo.
yarg, before I forget, I have to finish up my science research paper.
I'm writing about dead bodies in space.
3:07 pm ### 20020327
Okay, I had to get off earlier cos something about my mum blew up.
She works at a computer thing.
Yeah. Okay. Bye.
9:27 pm ### 20020326
mou I hate this no fair! poison's site is the one I go to to look at interviews and things, and the one where I first found out about BA~TSU ties. wella, it exceeded its bandwidth (the page) and now you can't access it until April 1. yay. I was going to print out the pictures of the four ba~tsu ties for Casey to know what to look for if she finds Japantown in California. She's going there for spring break!!
now gotta go.
8:23 pm ### 20020326
My brother is a PRAT. He's ANNOYING. I want to BEAT HIM UP. There are currently no SAIYUKI FANFICTION that I HAVEN'T read (that sounded interesting to ME). My brother is making NOISE, he's eating DISGUSTING, he dropped his SPOON on the FLOOR and he's still USING it, he made the BEADED CURTAIN MOVE AND HE'S ADDICTED TO ONLINE QUIZZES. MAYBE I'LL SHOW HIM THE ONE WHERE IT WILL PREDICT HOW YOU WILL DIE.
It's at acryforhelp.com.
9:04 pm ### 20020324
uhhh...waow? I finally figured out what to change and fiddle with to change my screen's resolution, and it's...giving me a headache, besides the feeling of vic-tor-ree.
6:19 pm ### 20020323
ahhhhh I keep getting little bloody cuts all over my hands! they won't stop coming! and the callous on my middle finger is beginning to hurt for reasons I don't know why. besides it hurting my middle finger operates perfectly fine -- I can flip people the bird and things like that, but whenever something brushes against it (pencil), it feels like a splinter's stuck in there.
why's it cold? I wish it'd stay warm. but not too warm, and not humid. nonono, picky picky picky. did I tell you before? yes I did. being cold (the temperatureness) makes me feel high. did I tell you before? no. I played chess today, and SONIA, my UTMOST GRAND PO PO, KEPT **BEATING** ME!!! Four times in a row! I won at chess yesterday, don't know why I have to lose all the time now ;p I started playing chess with Adam, my adopted son, but we never finished and Sonia kept trying to help him and she kept calling me a troublemaker.
me: LEI HAI CHISIN AA!!
her: **GNO** HAI CHISIN?!?!? Wo de ma ya...ma fan...
me: Wo de ma YAAA...ma FAAAN...
most of the english'd chinese might most prolly be spelled wrong, but what the hey, hey?
I want to see (something-something) Saiyuki. It's an anime based on Soong oo Kong (I *know* that is spelled wrong), the Chinese story about a monk, a monkey that was born from an aura-emitting rock, a pig, and some demi-god or something, I don't know who he is. I know he had a staff and I think a moon-shape on his head.
The anime is something-something Saiyuki, and it has a monk that gambles and drinks and curses and smokes and a monkey that was born from an aura-emitting rock, a red-head that plays cards and a guy w/ glasses who's better at cards than the red-head.
nnrrrrrrrr...i have a headachehgefhkbshjkfgdbikfrht8i5rleryt76543ytgfhjkbhuildxgh9o8ihtlohwatjk642yteuigh78687^*&^(*yhuikj4gnmfr vjksbu ojlwqjkeghauidf7gyb 89j43qklnijfp[aod[]wlrfemg lv/ neaghuihewiotuj4390rb76y8+)____-htnwltjdioyh b;43hnk y89esiyhn 3,4wkesjb0[a'ir09u754;/ kb p[NUDH78632Y5LJ NJIOY98yILNKHOIuoilrjglu90e7r 603;p4.;owj[ l''
2:32 pm ### 20020322
I feel sick, like I'm going to throw up.
I feel like a summerbaby already, but I think my head is broken.
2:54 pm ### 20020317
Aw, cheer up little ducky. Why so glum?
Find your inner rubber ducky.
..................................wtf.
8:49 pm ### 20020315
reading meg's blog, been sittin here for a long long time. man. can't find the photo of my brother to scan...gotta scan it for meg. mum bought home some caramel chocolate and it's real good. But I still like Cadbury's better.
oh. dripped a little caramel on my pants.
and out pops out...
You are Lestat. The Brat Prince of Vampires. You're great and you know it.
Find your inner vampire.
my first reaction: nooo!! I hate him! GIVE ME NICOLAS!
me: *clicks 'back' and changes some answers* *clicks for results*
result#2: You are now Brad Pitt.
my second reaction: ?!?! THAT'S EVEN WORSE!!!
me: *clicks 'back,' changes more answers*
result#3: You are Brad Pitt again.
my third reaction: NOOOOOO!!!!!!
me: *clicks 'back,' changes answers back to original*
result#4: You are Lestat.
me: hello, Lestat.
8:26 pm ### 20020315
bro upstairs being a brat ;p
had lots of fun today: NO TESTING (we got a prompt for state testing yesterday that said: "you're in a writing contest, about what qualities make a good teacher. Choose three, explain" or something to that effect. Could you imagine how boring it was!? I'd rather have written a story! We're going to have to write another essay on Monday...arggh ;p), ran round in gym knocking the basketball out of Lauren B's hands while disco music and crack played in the background, drew a devil on the chalkboard, with "you are mine! NYAHAHAHAHA!" on the side in Chinese (the first sentence), and Lian wrote, from what I can remember: "I am you, you are me. My blood is your blood. I want to eat you." I added, "You are my darling." Off to the side I then wrote, "If I want your life you will give it to me my being surpass yours you are nothing insignificant pulp."
Lian: you got a problem with comas?
me: yah. (I think I said that...)
Then she (Lian. whatcha think I be doin, talkin in third person? XD) wrote other things too, but I don't remember what it was.
Outside, the weather is marvellous. Bugs are poppin up again.
Finally got a move-on with my geneology project for LA, which is due on Mon, and that we got papers for in October something ^^; mou. I'm starting on the second chapter (I skipped to it from the first), and I think I'm starting to ramble in it...also gotta email Ashley something for our science lab.
dinner ready.
6:13 pm ### 20020315
I lost my sci-fi book report project I spilled yogurt drink on my coat on myself on the chair on the floor on the table, I have a headache, I feel hopeless, the wind was my friend today.
I had a frickin great day.
7:40 pm ### 20020310
stayed home today instead of going to Chinese school, very happy XD I'm hoping to go to Chinatown today tho...Yishuyan's waiting for me. Mum says we're going to Chinatown tomorrow, but I don't know if by then she's going to be there. And that reminds me, Joanna + Jie Yi're gonna be waiting for me too! I told Joanna in an email I'd be there waiting at the store for them!
...oops...
Maybe we CAN go today. If my bro changes his mind bout going to swimmin at the YMCA.
anyhow, checkin out AAF again XD Finished scanning another picture for some crits. And found out a way to make servers that usually don't allow you to direct-link do just that, so you should be seeing ratty boy up there again soon >)
drunk in Treno: < burp! >
me: hi ho, I'm in happy spirits!
12:38 pm ### 20020309
COMPUSERVE GOT PROBLEMS. >_< *STOP* disconnecting ME when I'm DOING something, PLEASE.
sheesh. Wella, before I was cut off, I was... nevermind. I don't feel like it anymore.
3:38 pm ### 20020303
Man...doesn't looking at this and this make you want to cry? Uh...sort of? Or stare? I can stare. (little girl: I want to be JUST LIKE YOU!! < gnaws arm >)
That reminds me: some time ago I signed up to be kyo's mental staircase. Surprisingly(?), I never got a response.
< shifts in seat > I think I've been sitting here a littttle too long...
3:01 pm ### 20020303
Hot damn, I don't think I've cried this much in a long time. So glad there's still real good fanfiction.
6:12 pm ### 20020302
My brother threw a clear plastic disc covering and it hit my forehead. It doesn't hurt anymore but I still want to kill him.
The sound still doesn't work. I want to kill the soundcard.
4:09 pm ### 20020302
If merc doesn't email me back I am a big fat idiot. As opposed to a BIG FAT LIAR (and god, my humour sucks).
11:30 pm ### 20020301
All of a sudden I hate email. And Chinese school tomorrow. Early.
11:01 pm ### 20020301
oh dear. I won't be able to use virtue.nu again after all. Curses.
8:22 pm ### 20020225
ahhhhh nihao nihao, my bathroom toilet washroom toilet-place-where-you-place-your-derriere's water is BLUE! And I wrinkled my toes on the bathroom mat and they greatly so resembled little bags, creeped the jeebas outta me o_o
Mike Li IMed me. Yes, you have his last name cos I gave it to ya. yare yare, his last name's common anyhow, I doubt you'd find the same Mike I'm talking to ;p
First, this guy doesn't know who I am the first time I IM him, and I tried, tried tried TRIED to convince him I was his enemy, and yet...he's stalking me online ;p
and no one knows where to get batsu ties.
8:01 pm ### 20020225
I'm in Chinatown!!!! in a bookstore (NEW CHINA BOOKSTORE, across from the yucky buffet place "Arctic Blue") that lets you log onto the wired fo phreeeeeee XD o'er here I bought a blow-up globe with the names of things in Chinese. I'm gonna give it to Mister Prokop and hopefully it'll really really bug him XD
Lian's here with me. We escaped from the Joy Tsin Lau (sp) where my parents an crack were, to walk round Chinatown and junk. We saw the dragon parade earlier today with my cousin Alice. ...I wonder if Yishuyan is back at the store yet. I haven't seen her yet today. while witnessing the verily loud and colourful dragon parade, I saw in the distance what looked like a bunch of people climbing on top of each other...but when I asked Alice, she said they were balloons ;p I'm a blind frEkmonkE, yah.
Also bought a manga with really nice drawings, called "Blame!" and had "Killy in Cyber Dungeon Quest" or something like that on the back cover. I think I'll be able to understand most of it, cos there's more action than words when I flipped through it. me thinks I'm outsmarting my low knowledge of written Chinese XD
what else to do, what else to do...saw my friend Joanna today at the Joy Tsin Lau, while I was making a trip to the ghetto (says Lian) bathroom. We screamed each other's names and waved (or Joanna did ^^;) our tickets that could win us some tellys or something or other. talked about returning to Chinese school next week and then she left the washroom and I went on the do my business. the floor was real...real sticky, and the toilet paper was put so far back I could barely reached it. o well. survived the washroom experience. Dunno what Lian's doing right now, she's diagonally behind me to the left doing something (prolly lookin round the "giraffe's sleeping quarters" site -- the thing is so freaking funny!!).
began to play Final Fantasy Tactics again ^^ I think by this time I'll never get to playing FFX, cos I still got to finish FFIX and Persona 2. rarrg @_@ Tactics is lots fun, though now I'm at the part where Seai (Ramza) cut of his nice long hair. Lian said he looked more like a girl w/ his hair lopped off, but ;p I have lots of monks in my party. I like monks. Monks are neat-o. lalalalala
there's a Chinese brush painting of some bamboo in front of me, looks real nice. ...and that's all I have to say.
4:00 pm ### 20020224
He sends his love...at 12:03. He isn't holding a grudge, and if you are, you should let go.
Eating bad-tasting chocolate and listening to Poe sing inside of my head (INSIDE THE BRAIN WHERE THOUGHTS DASH AROUND AND SCREAM), looky-looking round at liz's site and...sweet Inari, some weirdo is singing on the telly @_@;
guy on telly: < sing > zoom zoom zoom!
drunk in Treno: < burp! >
me: I declare the drunk in Treno...ze winnerrrrrr!!!
drunk in Treno: < hiccup! >
audience: < applause >
Finished painting my health folder today. I found the mussed up glue and I'm especially liking the back: "...I'm a blindfolded bastard..." and "There is nowhere beyond where we will find unprotected humans can survive." The second quote doesn't seem overly sensible and make-sense-able, but I like it lots.
6:20 pm ### 20020218
I'm logging off.
(DON'T MAKE ME SLAP YOU WITH THESE RUBBER GLOVES.)
9:58 pm ### 20020217
>:O!!!!!!
My ratty boy isn't showing up (^)!!! That's cos virtue.nu is moving to some other server-thing, and so is envy.nu (THOSE PSYCHOTIC TWINS), so I can't move rat boy's picture over to it...oh yah, envy wouldn't allow me to link the image from there to here anyhow. the world is against me. ;p
and eccentrica.org is experiencing some...difficulties, so now there is no login, so I can't move rat boy's picture over to there, either. arrgh. I repeat: the world is against me. well done, world.
9:35 pm ### 20020217
Why is there nothing to do right now? All the fanfiction I can find are either too long for me right now (eyes hurt) or boring. I remember when I used to read stories that actually had plot.
Why is there nothing to do right now? And why won't my nose unplug itself? I want to see Oh! Super Milk-chan.
THANK YOU
THANK YOU
THANK YOU
THANK YOU
THANK YOU
THANK YOU
HAVE A NICE DAY.
9:22 pm ### 20020217
spent a lazy morning into the afternoon at Celina's house. played mostly crazy eights (Miranda didn't know how to play, and I had to teach her, and after that, we kept playing and playing and playing ^^; quick infatuation) in their darkish house. I don't how they stand it, I must have some light. I love light. Yayy.
before I went to their house, started painting my gym folder various shades of red and grey. didn't finish yet, because I still have the back to do and a piucture on the inside to cover up, but it's okay. my dad also asked abbout Lian's parents this morning -
pop: is Lian's dad older or younger than me?
me: I don't know - I never asked and they never told me. Lian said he could do something like a handstand on the piano bench!! *point*
pop: well, does he look younger or older than me?
me: he's kinda skinny...and he has more hair than you. he looks younger than you. your hair goes way...up...here...! *gesture*
pop: *laugh*
me: if it really bothers you, you can always get a wig!
pop: no! in the strong wind, it'd fly off! besides, people can tell it's fake hair at first glance!
me: not the really good ones....
pop: hn. *continue eating rice porridge*
that's morning talk for ya. now at lian's house. listening to luna sea - the guy's voice is okay (not grumbly deep but nicely tenorish). I still wish she'd bought DeG instead, even though she said she didn't find any!!! ;p
before we go, let's all revel in the fact that Chinese people love to sell bootlegs.
6:44 pm ### 20020216
Hey, Lian...how would you like to taste me?
7:15 pm ### 20020212
Baka envy.nu. And baka keyboard. The tab button isn't working. And envy.nu refuses to show up.
5:25 pm ### 20020212
I want to wind you around my little finger
I want you to be my babydoll,
I will be the perfect mother.
I will steal your milk and break your head.
I made that up in the backseat while being driven home from a rainy Chinatown to a rainy Delaware. And you know what? I live in a box. It's called "house." Or..."jia."
I was supposed to be somewhere at the movies today, but I didn't go because instead I went to Chinatown. I sulked in the backseat when we were driving through a little Little Italy, and stared at a pink brick wall with graffiti on it, and I put up my black boots near the window and I admired my grey socks.
I love my grey socks.
6:12 pm ### 20020210
At Celina's house!! came back from swimming a while ago, and I slammed into the wall with my face. by accident. because celina had my goggles. my lip stopped bleeding, but at first it was really purple...
7:04 pm ### 20020209
They're showing reruns of Little Bill on tv!! Hmph!!
6:40 am ### 20020207
My uncle from Florida's over and visiting, and I'm glad he's not hovering over my computer screen right now. Especially now. It might seem hypocritical, since the point of having a blog is to let people read about what you write, but when I'm not done writing and someone's just watching me type, it makes me nervous, about what they might say along the way, and how I might change things. And then it'd now seem..."impure." I want to let it all out.
Thank you.
Sometimes I wonder about compuserve. I wonder why it is so murderingly slow and how it's annoying to heck! I'm trying to download the 6.0 upgrade (again) because something's wrong with the sounds it's supposed to put out (not working, winamp refuses to work when cs is on), and the grey pop-up thinger says me has to reinstall compuserve. yayy. Wella, this mornin I turned on the comp and clicked the download button for the 6.0 upgrade, and planned on leaving the comp alone by itself while I went with my family to Chinatown. I expected the download to be done when I got back. BUT, as things would RAAAAATTTHHERRR go...the thing shut off!! And it wasn't even finished downloading!!
Drunk in Treno: < burp! >
moouuu. And does anyone know how you're supposed to install morpheus? I went to the site and downloaded it and everything, but when I double-click the icon some thing appears and tells me to click "OK" for a site to show up so I can download "extra components" that will complete the installation of morpheus. And the problem isssss...the web site won't show up. I tried it off-line and on-line and it doesn't work any!!
Drunk in Treno: < hiccup! >
Lauren came over to my house on Friday! I scared her telling her about the birds that're supposed to live in my attic (it was really the wind she was hearing -- but shh, don't tell her that! XD), and ate pizza and chrysanthemum tea and almost-coffee and old Hershey's pot of gold choco-covered mint sticks! We sniffed hazelnut coffee and pretended we were addicts and we tried to strangle each other and we watched Cowboy Bebop. During Cowboy Bebop (SPIKE AND VICIOUS! SPIKE AND VICIOUS! SPIKE AND VI -- *gets thwapped*) she started whopping my o'er the head with the couch pillows, and I fought back, only to be ending up squished behind her back and then trying to do push-ups and then missing most of Cowboy Bebop. Bebop, bebop. The ending song is kakkoi. I think. I'm not too sure of kakkoi.. I think it means cool.
Yes, you got that right. I don't really know what kakkoi means and yet I'm using it. Oh, well.
What else did I do with Lauren? ... She ate dinner at my house, chicken and ginger and bell peppers and rice. We shared a bowl of eggs I scrambled meself, of which I also happened to put in insufficient oil and so a lot of egg stuck to the pan (and we ate those burnt-like pieces, and they were gooooottt!), and I was also going to show her how to eat raw almond powder but I couldn't find the canister ;p The can had a really nice artwork of some Chinese lady.
And today...Yishuyan wasn't at the store cos she was at her school's winter formal, and I went to the buffet Arctic Blue (I hate the food there, but my mum made me go anyway) and won a trip to Taiwin, and when I went back to my aunt's store and then I felt a little down after that, even though I'd already downed five cups of sugar tea.
maybe celina will let i into her house for some study morrow. and maybe she will cut my hair for me. i didn't get it cut to-day.
9:52 pm ### 20020202
Mana is pretty. Mana can be scary. Mana is a marvellous man XD Doesn't it bug you when a guy who's not really a girl is a better looking girl than you are?! glory be, that cracks me up XD
moouu, there's not really anything to do right now (and I hate this keyboard ;p) so I'm taking quizzos...oh dear goddess, look who I be:
Holy Cricket! You're Harry Potter! Being the the boy who lived can get irritating at times,
but hey, you've got great friends, and that makes it all for the better.
Take the Gryffindor Trio Test by Britt
I'm Harry Potter! The asian version! The girl version! And now I wonder why I can't seem to make my broomstick fly. It's bloody disappointing. I am the magnifico Harry after all. :D
O yah! Bought Adobe Photoshop Elements yester's day, real flippin excited to ecstasy!! I can't wait to use it, so all I have to do is bring down new monitor, keyboard, and scanner/printer - the ones down here are all suck, and I can't scan anything in hea anyhow. saa. mooouuu.
I kinna dread morrow...
8:31 pm ### 20020129
A...annoooooooooo?!?! Rikku? And AURON?! Together?! Whhhyy?
7:52 pm ### 20020122
Rarr, my throat is still scratchy from goin on o'er to Lauren's house. Lauren's house smells nice but it also killed my throat, made me slip and fall, and made me wake up this morning with itchy knees.
How do I know this is all tied to Lauren's house?
I contacted my inner psychic, of course.
Kyaaa...I love to sing indeed I do! Found out there's actually some neat Fruits Basket fanfictionos on ff.net! There's this one chara in Fruits Basket that reminds me lots of Tasuki from Fushigi Yuugi. (O~h, Genrou-cha~n! Why don't you come and meet Souma Kyou?) For people who don't recognise the anime Fruits Basket, it's about the Chinese zodiac where the Souma family is cursed by something or other so if they're touched by a member of the opposite genda (outside o de family), they be turnin into some wacky stuff. Yah. I mean, they turn into their respective animal of the zodiac (save Kyou, who turns into an irritated cat XD He's always bickering with Yuki, who I think is his...cousin? Yuki's a rat. In the literal sense. Wella, at least it's literal when he transforms ;p Anyhow, Kyou's always bickerin with Yuki cos there's a story (of a lovely lady) - sheesh, I can't help myself today. Okay. There's a story where in the race to the place where the dying Buddha is, the rat tricked the cat out of his place, and so...well, the cat loses out in all the places, and isn't included in the zodiac. If you people want a real explanation, go look for it on google or something, I'm too lazy right now to put up a link). Argh. On to my day.
I finished Drawing Blood a few days ago, and although it wasn't the more perfect memorable wonderful book I've ever curled up with, it rates pretty high. Because of Zach. Zach Bosch is the most adorable fictionous hacker I've ever read about, hear my ramble! In the book he's a hacker he's a rocker he wears glasses he wears eye make-up he's lovely. Trevor, on the other hand, made my head almost snap off my neck.
me: *reading book* *reading about Trevor* *head twitch* eh? eh? eh?
Drawing Blood is also really funny in places, too XD There's one time Brite uses the word "squirt" to describe what might happen to an eyeball, and I laughed my arse off, because...I find that word funny. It's rarely used in "serious" work, and besides, my head always comes up with sound effects for words like those. ...Yeah, well, I love you too.
What else was I going to say? Mmm... not much work on "We're All Going to Die Anyway," new work in progress coming up. Yayy.
And I remembered I was planning to end with something referring to The Giver, but I forgot it now.
6:44 pm ### 20020122
Pitas' gettin quicker!
Thursday I went with Lian to her art teacher-place. The first thing I noticed about her (the teacher) was that she was almost like my piano teacher. Except she (my piano teacher) didn't laugh as much. But they both have cats and they're both old and they both have certificates exclaiming their abilities.
I mostly just sat with Lian + two other people and tried drawing the pumpkin set-up in front of me. The paper I drew on was really, really thin! and felt like some of my deformed computer paper from downstairs!
Not much else happened except the jaunty playing classical music from the casette-player, and when we walked out, I noticed for the first time the stuffed goose hanging from the ceiling, and it freaked me out ;p
Two days later it's snowing. It's snowing right now. But I don't want it to snow TOO much, cos I do want to go to Chinatown to see my cousin Yish (and maybe Alice and Andrew, if they're there) and junk! There's one thing I've noticed since I've mentioned my cousins...most of their names start with the same letter of their bro's or sis'. Yishuyan's got her two brothers Yanan and Yankang(sp? he won't tell me if I spell his name wrong or what, and yeah, I know he's my cousin and I don't know how to spell his flippin name), and Alice's got Andrew.
..And that's it. ^^; Kay, I'm not going to do anymore examples if there're so little and I've got nothin else to say about them..
Went to Celina's house yesterday, tasted for the first time clam chowder (and it's goooooooood!), and got a picture of Duke, the cat that's not her cat but keeps coming over to her house anyway! XD He's the cutest little bugger, and likes to rub and purr a whole lot. I'm going to scan the photo - it's a little blurry, but that's okay. I'm going to screw round with it in my photo editor programme thinger. Maybe I'll that...as part of my site's layout! I'm almost on a roll, but I gotta wait for someone to move the scanner/printer downstairs first, along with the monitor. I don't know if I said it here already, but my mum moved the computer and speakers downstairs, but left the monitor and the keyboard and the scanner/printer, and my speakers won't work and somehow the monitor down here makes the computer go slow as heck. My mum says this isn't possible, that the computer should be going at the same speed, and that the monitor is just a vehicle through which appears images and words for the eye (she didn't really say the last part, but that's okay, she said something like it), but the things that go on, they go really slow. My web surfing almost crawls. The My Computer window is first an "unknown zone" before the icons and junk show up. It's driving me wild @_@
Reading Poppy Z. Brite. I like Zach in Drawing Blood and Didi's death, and I wonder if the five-year-old in Trevor will die too by the end.
10:57 am ### 20020119
I have my freaking period, dannit, and I hate it. I feel like I've peed in my pants all the time and the blood...if not restrained, gets everywhere. I also know that I am talking about my period in a place where everyone could see. HELLO...I'M DRUGGED UP ON PMS AND I DON'T CARE. It's not my fault if you can't stand this kinna talk. It's life, hey? It'z a real life kinna thang.
Rarrgh...slapped an annoying boy today, got chummy with my brutha, drank peach juice, Sonia who is my age is my mother-in-law, Sonia thinks talking about tampons is disgusting (wonder if she'll ever read what I wrote hea), it's almost nine-o-clock and I woke up feeling murderous this morning, and I have godfreaking tissues in my pants, I do not feel good, can I have some chocolate?
Er Tai is seeexxxxxxyyy. My mum and I stayed up til one am on Sat watching some Huan Zhu Ge Ge. Er Tai reminds me of Hadji from Johnny Quest. Er Tai should get with Wu A Ge. Er Tai should be uke. There should be Chinese yaoi out there on the net...and what do they call Chinese gay fics, anyway? There's 'yaoi' for Japan, 'slash' for Amerikkana... so what do Chinese authors call their yaoi fics? I tried lookin on google, but no luck. Back to Er Tai. I wonder if the actor who played Er Tai is dead? It's an old movie, after all.. and I wonder if he kept his hair in the ancient China way XD Hen ke ai a! And if anyone's wondering, no, it's not that I don't like Xiao Yen Zi(sp?) so I want to have Wu A Ge (he has another name but I forget what, and his father, the king is so freaking hilarious XD) licking up his best friend.
...Got off the phone from talking with this survery guy asking about tobacco. I don't know if it's just my hormones or what but he sounded funny XD He breathed-puffed on the phone lots, asked millions of questions, I heard people laughing in the background, my left ear feels hot and I messed with him a little, without meaning to.
Him: "Tell me if you agree or disagree ~ not smoking shows you are independent."
Me: "? Indepentdent on what?"
Him: "Uh...see, I'm not really allowed to explain to you because it might bias your answer, so..."
Me: "Agree."
And he called me Cynthia!!!! I think me mum mangled me name! Oohhh, the cruelty of the world I live in! Kyaa, about time I turned in.
8:49 pm ### 20020114
Okay, forget whatever nice thing I've EVER said about washing dishes. I must've been crazy. I loathe washing dishes! I abhor washing dishes! I hate washing dishes!!!
Why, you ask?
That's simple and easy to answer. Washing dishes make your socks get wet. And make your hands smell like rot. I'll hate the act of cleaning plates and everything else forever even if it's my fault bad things happen!! *beats up the glasses and cups and plates*
Not much happened today. Stayed home and...stuff. Looked for things to read and...oh yah! I finally started to have some idea of what kinna clothes the girl that I'm drawing will wear! I mentioned bout her in some post below (prolly two posts away), and yes, I haven't named her yet, and yes, she's the one who I was almost going to leave as a half-bodied thing. ^^; Anyhow, sketched in some gloves and fishnet, and the beginnings of long sleeves. I think she's going to wear some kimono-type thing...
...argh, I can't concentrate with all the Chinese music my mum's playing in the background @_@ ...Does anybody know any Chinese rockers? I tried doing a search, found lots of articles on rebellion of the youth in China. That reminds me, I've got to download those Chinese text so I can look at Chinese webpages without loads of gibberish ;p
One more thing: I'm a baka. I know where the archived page is now, I hadn't read the page where it explains about archiving on pitas close enough ^^; I'll put the link to it right... now.
6:57 pm ### 20020112
Araaa!!! Yester's day I archived my posts, and now I can't find them because I forgot the LINK to them, and so now I can't direct anybody including myself to the old archived posts, and ratty-boy isn't showing up!!
6:09 pm ### 20020112
Theresy. I'm right bloody happy cos I finally got the background and the ratty picture to show up (now it's up thea! :) And I archived my first set of posts. I knew I had to when part of one post started to disappear o'er the bottom of the page ^^;; Ah, such is life...disappearing off web pages...
Yare, yare. I know I keep blabbin about making a new layout for my site, and I know I keep stalling and whadeffer. I think I might move the site (emailed volare help and they told me what was up - some guy was working up some credit card scam using their server T_T So I would be "www.eccentrica.org/volare/dirname" and not "www.volare.net/dirname." Hopefully they'll be able to get over it and fix everything soon so my URL would be the latter.
Or maybe I could screw it all and just move to brinkster. ;p
well, I don't know what I'm doing tomorrow. I could beg my mum to take me to Best Buy (or wherever that place was that had Paint Shop Pro 7.0 with a rebate and YES, I TAKE ADVANTAGES OF COUPONS AND THE LIKE), or I'm just going to try to finish a drawing. Mou... golly gee lizards, don't think I have the mind for clothes. I could just leave the girl in my picture in all her glory. Or just stop at where I'm at.
...Somebody please slap me, I think I may be going delusional.
10:59 pm ### 20020111
Shish...pitas sure has been buggering around lately. So has volare. I'm tryin to make up an account here, and they're supposed to be sendin me some kinna email - but I've been gettin none. I'm gonna have to email them. And while I'm at it, I should ask around for a batsu tie ;p Those things look delicious.
And pitas has just been puttering round slowly, although the creator (don't know who s'he is...does s'he say anywhere round the site?) did put up a notice about how pitas has been puttering round slowly, so I'm not too annoyed, cos at least s'he CARES.
Also recently been to lian's site and ow, I cracked my back!! She's got a new layout and things, with...SETSUNA of all people!! *gets stoned* I like Setsuna, but...I like short angry Mikael better. He's short. He's angry. He wears platforms. Isn't he the most adorable thingamabobber? I could love him to death! XD I wonder if there's any nice Mika wallpaper out there: so far I've just got one of Jibrille (the picture with her left arm lifted; I love what she's wearing) and Lucifer (got him from "the giraffe's sleeping quarters." I'll link to it later, too lazy to look for the link now).
me: *imitates drunk in FF9 at Treno* < burp > ^^
And holiday was very very busy. Let me fix the goshdarn godforsaken tables and print out my I-Search paper and I think I'll get back in a few minutes.
8:29 pm ### 20020107