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-5:15pm & Monday, February 7, 2005-

that Ong-Bak thing. here's a map!! startin from the school OF SCHOOLS (sike) it's only about an hour to get there! (traffic willing)

aww isn't Chinese new year's on Wednesday? ours is getting all up on Tuesday..


-4:55pm & Monday, February 7, 2005-

HAHAHAHHAHA CRAP!!!!!! I won a contest that gave me two passes to see the movie Ong-Bak: The Thai Warrior!!! I want to see it, but it's in bloody...Baltimore??...well somewhere in MD! And it's 7pm TOMORROW! ahhh! I think we're goin over to uncle's house tomorrow for new year's. I knew that if I won I prolly wouldn't be able to see it but I entered anyway o_O hahahahha. Someone drive me to MD?

Tues Feb 8
Loews White Marsh Theatres
7pm
XD!!!! u_u;;;;; guess what I'm going to do right now. The sci proj research paper that was due today! horray!


-11:20pm & Sunday, February 6, 2005-

Um...oh shit! The advertising people machines have found me! or one of my comments, anyway. I was readin thru my archives when I saw one post with 16 comments. So I thought that we just had a rip roarin great converse or somethin so clicked on it. started out with Xiao defending herself against my accusation that she had a hardon and saying that Shonen is a man (remember Shonen?!?!?! seems like it was a billion years ago) and I scrolled down some more and saw "valium prescription" leaving a comment, which consisted of a bunch of ad links. I wonder why they only commented there. The post was about something that I forget (and I read it like 5 seconds ago o_O medication ads spot on?) and it was vaguely about To Kill a Mockingbird.


-1:00pm & Sunday, February 6, 2005-

book rec: Howl's Moving Castle
it's such a freaking page turner that I didn't want to go to sleep last night and I can't put it down except for the last 10 mins I was on the comp. I kinda feel bad for doing this, but I'm not interested in books til I see how nice the cover is. blahblah don't judge by cover whatever but.. blargh I haven't read a lot of books in a short time for a while now so. WHAT'S HAPPENING?!??!? k. well, the copy of Howl's MC I have looks all old and corny, with a big, here lemme find it for you. this! look at that stupid little boy floating in the air with lightning streaking from his hand! and that face with jrocker teeth! Does this look like something you'd want to pick up???!!

remember that guy on bash who tried to cyber some chick with a Brit Spears sn and he turned into a wizard and masturbated in pizza or something? here's more. It's called "The Saga of Bloodninja."

movies I want to see: Howl's Moving Castle, Together, The Royal Tenenbaums, that WW2 Audrey Tautou movie, it'll come to me...


-7:45pm & Tuesday, February 1, 2005-

ugh I feel like I'm teething all over again cos my teeth are sore from the ortho-people changin my wire. They had to change it cos before, I had two pieces of my skull torn out of my head, so a certain type(?) of wire had to be put in to shift the remaining teeth around to fill in the gaps. in the process my front two teeth have started to seperate a bit. I'm glad that it's just a result of the wires and not just a natural progression cos for a while I was scared by how my mouth was beginning to resemble kyo's more and more.


-5:18pm & Monday, January 31, 2005-

k so I was watching "America's Funniest Videos" the other day right, and I usually don't like it cos usually the videos are distinctively not funny, but last night was an exception.

well, there was this guy. He had a baby. He put said baby on shoulders while the wifey or someone videotaped em bondin and having fun and stuff, and while he's carrying the baby on his shoulders he starts bouncing around and jumping playfully, so the baby was bouncing all around up and down too. And you know how people have glass doors that lead out to the backyard/patio/whatever, and there's a little bit of wall up top? He hopped right through that, and fucking WHAM the baby got slammed against the wall. The parents were all OH MY GOD!!! but when the dad carried the baby back in his arms, you saw the baby was fine as day, acting like he didn't just get slammed facefirst into a wall. I know it's bad but HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA!!!!!!!!!!!!! I kept thinking about it last night and cracking up and couldn't go to sleep. HAHAHAHAHHAA!!!!! The best part is that the baby looks like a sack of potatoes like the babies in the sims. oh my gooodddd..hahahhahah


-9:03pm & Saturday, January 29, 2005-

hey when you guys drink soda, would you mind saving the tabs for me? I'm makin a bracelet. thanksss.


-10:25pm & Sunday, January 23, 2005-

hey all. NO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!!!!! SNOWBALL FIGHT TOMORROW?!@?!?!??!! YAAAAAAAA


-6:16pm & Tuesday, January 18, 2005-

was readin the reactions on VO's journal on the redrawn Ian + Meredith. what's the big deal with Ian 'looking his part now'? Old Ian cracked me up cos he DIDN'T look like an expected womanizer. Old Ian just looked unhinged. HE SLAYED ME SO BAD WHENEVER I LOOKED AT HIM AND TRIED IMAGINING HIM TRYING TO GET JIGGY WITH RUBY/SASHA arrr *smashes parrot onto the deck*

oh oh, like you notice how in a LOT anime you can just look at the chara design and immediately TELL what part they're going to play/what their personality is? Like redheads are always crazy and CRAZY/one hot mofo, girls with glasses are shy and untoward and smart and librarianlike, blondes are the extreme angelic/evil type, brunettes are in the middle, usually levelheaded. Or getting off haircolor, the innocent good girls have huge eyes. What if they're asian huh, what if their eyes are so chinky they can't even see? Yeah, that's reserved for the fat guys. The villians have tiny pupils, or none at all. Bad guys need to get their eyebrows plucked. Heroman looks girly and SUPER HOT, guys with ponytails are laidback and fun fun *Mugatu voice* happy HAAAAPPPPYY happyyy.

you know that doesn't fly in real life. so why do we have preconceived ideas of what people with certain personality traits should look like? Is it influence from all the anime? Is it just ingrained? (as in big eyes = cute. look at babies. cept for those asian ones...but they're still cute!!! sometimes.) Because you know that the cute girl sitting next to you is a mentally unstable pighumper who rips birds' heads off (okay now she just sounds cool, doesn't she? because "dark girls" are sexy. walk on the wild side!!! but if that dark girl was ugly you'd think she was a freakazoid nd you'd have nothing to do with her) in her spare time. And that the girl with a heart made out of diamonds is fuglier than your momma. You wouldn't go straight to her and say "let's be frens" on the first day of school (unless this was kindergarten). So why are we so image-obsessed?

k, I know that when I draw people, I usually draw them nicelookin. the better to look at, and plus drawing pretty people is HARD. Notice how easy it is to draw a nose too droopy and have her lookin like some kinda witch? You don't see witches with angelic wings and halos. and if you put it up for critique, more likely than not you'll get someone saying "her nose is drawn too droopy. cut off a bit of flesh there and she'll be all better." or if you post it in the gaian art arena (cg'ed and everything), you'll get a comment that consists of "FEET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" that has nothing to do with the picture. XP and also, when you draw a face that looks attractive, you feel you've done well, and haven't messed up. whatchu think.

also, finally called Sonia today and she might be free next Sat (29th). She said if she's free (her mom is on her back about SATs and gettin a tutor) she'll call me (and everyone else). so we'll fake a proposed time to meet and then DRIVE TO HER HOUSE SUPAR EARLY AND GRAB HER AND RUN AHAH HA H AH AHA HA Ah arrrr *smashes parrot onto the deck*


-12:45pm & Monday, January 17, 2005-

Bill Gates is full of SEXXINS oh yeah, he is slinky and kinky, toss more floppies at me aaaruuuggghhhhh


-9:39pm & Friday, January 7, 2005-

lmao this site is so disturbing. hey if you wanted schoolgirls this is the thing for you. it's so cool how s'he did it cos they're all in 3d, and it isn't crap. Most of them look obviously 3d in the did you IRON YOUR FACE BECAUSE IT'S SO SMOOTH way but some of them, like this one look so friggen real. the little pores and wrinkles and fly poop (what the hell ARE those black dots for real?!?!? not like the freckles you get from the sun or born with, but the random ones that pop up randomly???!????) and imperfections are so good aaaaghh

what killed me the most was the baby and the knee. They made me remember the movie with Arnold Schwartzenegger in it and he was on Mars or something so all the people were mutatedlike and they breathed via these big huge fans or whatever and he had to save all their lives!!!! and then he had to get through a checkpoint or something so dressed up like this fat ole lady. well he was suspicious somehow and the people kept questioning him til finally his ole lady face started bubbling and shifting around and pulled apart to reveal a bunch of tiny round guns underneath!!!! I think thass what happened. I dun really remember anymore. cept for the part where she (he) was all aquiver and made her face fall apart.

hey my 50 went up to an 83 cos I finally made up that test in math.


-6:42pm & Thursday, January 6, 2005-

cos you know how you're supposed to learn something new every day, well learn this. my new aim is hokaycola. I was gonna get okaycola but some ropeslover already took it. the end! no beef.


-10:53am & Monday, January 3, 2005-

I just found a note on the kitchen table my mom left for my brother. And her handwriting isn't MESSY but

"Terence, please don't eat this morning as you have a blood test later on that will require farting today."

???????


-9:37pm & Friday, December 31, 2004-

We watch a lot of movies don't we? nehoo, I want to rent The Royal Tenenbaums, Zoolander, and...other stuff if I remember sometime. And then watch them! And then afterwards we can practise our hakkity sakkity skills to win the Hak Sak World Trophy Cup!!!! Yeah!!!! Right on!!!! And then we can play el futbol!!!!! Ahh!!!! Get into shape people!!!!!

k, watching Meet the Fockers made me realise that I have the BIGGEST boner for gay!Ben Stiller. I don't know why. I guess something about hunchbacks really turn me on.

week is winding down quietly. well, I wouldn't care as much if I had the memory card with me so I can continue FFX-2. uh at first I avoided playing it because I didn't think I'd like it because of the 3 stupid girls on the cover (I'm sorry ;3; umm I always get bad first impressions from nearly EVERYTHING) and err..prolly some other bias. I dunno, I'm stupid. But finally I'm playing and I can't stop, tho most of the time I wish Yuna would talk less and we'd get to fight more. and I wish there was a way to turn those longass transformation scenes off. But fighting is fun!!!!! And Paine says things like "Kiss me" and "Turned on?" after she casts spells and shiz!!!

sunday watched Lemony Snicket which was really pretty and funny and

Hibachi's was stinky but the fire was cool and the ice creams were deliiiiiccciouussss and that lady kept spying on us and sending her minions to peek on us too and afterwards as we left she pickpocketed us, she stole that little square beepy thingie that told you when your table was ready

Monday fockers fockers fockers it was arright. Sonia drove us to b&n and I tried to look for Xiu Xiu's cd with "I Luv the Valley OH" on it but I couldna find it, and then we went to T'licious for the VERY FIRST TIME because I finally saw where it was and their almond bubble tea is good, so next time I'm just gonna order it without the bubbles taking up all the space. Went to the mall, looked at things briefly and then spent 27492849348 hours trying to find Chantel's mom a present. KBToys was having a clearance sale (or maybe it got robbed, cos it was REALLY empty)(and is it just me or what but KB always smells funny) but I didn't see Hulk's fists of fury. :( do you think Mr. Man would mind if her present got taken outta the box? cos I wanna slip em on and then punch her in the face and have the gloves scream RRRRARRARARRRR

tried to focus on art but it isn't working

found the blog of a highclass London callgirl!! she's stopped it now though. but she's got a book coming out.

k people go out and read Rebound. it's a basketball manga and sososo good. I spent 3858935 hours at Borders reading up to vol 9 and it cracks me up and makes me tear up and it just kills me. I mean, I have no idea what goes on in basketball and sometimes I have no clue what she's referring to in the plays but I still get caught up in it and all sweaty (ew) to see what happens next. and in the vols sometimes she talks about people voting for the most popular character, or the amount of valentines each chara gets (?!??!) and I wish I could do it too jajaja


-11:36pm & Monday, December 27, 2004-

yea I...I wish I was in a movie with Geoffrey Rush too. sigh


-7:15pm & Saturday, December 25, 2004-


me


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-5:30pm & Saturday, December 25, 2004-

lmao, my mom told me this story where back in Vietnam, it was really hot and there was nothing to do, so she went to stand outside. Her dad got mad and said that she might as well put a "for sale" sign around her neck. I didn't get it but I thought the standing outside cos there was nothing else to do was funny. hahahahahha!

Santa is still alive!!! I thought my mom wasn't going to do anything this year since there's no snow and we haven't even put the christmas tree up or anything but I finally looked and she gave me a gift certifi to b&n :D vol4 of Kill Me Kiss Me is full of teh gay. she should just make it UBER CANON by making Jung Woo go out with Ghoon Hahm. or something. XP

My gmom is so weird. She saw me on the comp and started to tell me about how every 2 hours I should get up and walk around and do something. So I did, and then I went to the fridge to get a glass of milk cos my throat is all itchy and she was also starting to talk about how I should also keep myself hydrated. So when she saw me getting the milk she growled out "YEAAAHHHHHH" hahahah!!!!! *dies*

Hibachi's tomorrow Hibachi's tomorrow Hibachi's tomorrow

movie first movie first movie first

what movie should we see? I dunno what's out anymore, and all the movies I want to see are R-rated. Like that other Audrey Tautou movie. KATAMARI DAMACY 2 XD


-9:29pm & Wednesday, December 22, 2004-

and I forgot to say, the best part of the amnesty thing was Sonia showing up!! It was so weird seeing her at Concord, like she should've died when she set foot into the building. I miss hanby days.

and to warn everyone, if you ever need a lab partner, DO NOT PICK LISA. We were doing that lab where we stick sugar + salt into test tubes and then heat them up to see what happens, so Lisa had tonged the test tube with salt in it and was heating away when the tube slipped from her tongs and slid over to her arm!!! Luckily she was wearing sleeves. She flicked it away and it landed on my paper. It made a crusty brown hole. The hole in her sleeve was plasticky and man, did it stick. It smelled like the devil. Worst ever. Then we laughed. And talked about halloween costumes and otakon cosplay and turtles!

k for next year's halloween we got it all figured out! It's either, we find one big long box and make arm and leg holes for everybody and we stick everyone in there and walk around like that XDXDD or do something like the chinese new year's dragon, cept it's gonna be a more hideous monster, and everyone can decorate their own sections and everything! beautiful idea eh?!? I thought so!


-7:46pm & Wednesday, December 22, 2004-

hey so the amnesty international cardwriting party was today, and if you missed out you missed out!!!!!! *screams* k there's this girl there who I have no idea who she is but she reminds me of Michelle. Is she Michelle's sister? It's kinda been bothering me. My thoughts are filled of her. XP

For some reason, a very stupid one, I didn't tell my mom that I had to provide dumplings until this morning. So she was like

M: GAAAAWWWUUUGG
M: Do you know how long it takes to make dumplings?!?! It takes several hours!!!
C: So, can I stay home and make them then?
M: NOoOoooOOOO!! because you'll have no idea what you're doing

so we made plans to buy em from some chinese place instead. Throughout the day I felt panicky and filled with mission passion. cos I had to do some source cards and run around last minute telling people about the amnesty thing and then look for the induction ceremony of that honors society thing.

Did my math test, at first I was getting scared because her tests have instilled fear into me. Then it settled down. Then I got scared again. It was like volcanic activity.

I hope my cards are sent this time. or if they're not, I'd like em back, cos *I* like them. :P


-9:11pm & Saturday, December 18, 2004-

I KNOW WHAT WE CAN DO FOR OTAKON!!!! KATAMARI DAMACY!!!!! *DIES*

This morning, when my mom came in for the second time to wake me up, I turned around and shouted "BOO!" She got scared and yelled at me. Well, she wouldn't have been as surprised if her face wasn't so close to mine.

LET'S DO KATAMARI I WAS THINKING about cosplay last night and in the car ride home from the dry cleaner's and I kept thinking about Azumanga Daioh, cept it'd be boring cos we'd all look the same. oh hey did you know if you hit the home key it moves the cursor all the way to the left? That kept happening to me randomly and I was annoyed cos I couldn't figure what was doing it. I got the Katamari idea cos I saw this boxy snowman thing outside someone's house and it reminded me of KD and I was thinkin how I'd like to have a house designed like the game...and...I dunno how that'd work, cos stuff in the game looked pretty normal besides the lego people. uhh what am I talking about?

We never did the Mr. Man death thing. :(

I recommend "Maus" and "Milkweed" for readin. they're both about the Holocaust. Maus just amazed me because the guy's dad is so frickin resourceful and smart...I know he had a lot of luck too, but geez. Milkweed is from a random little orphan kid's view, so you don't see him being lugged off to work in labor camps, or talking about how he sits there at home watching his parents come home emptyhanded. He runs around and steals stuff. The book would go on a serious stretch and then say something absurdly funny. Like, getting a punch in the face that tickled a lot so you laugh

......

where did Lisa go??!? Did she go off to her gmom's already?! Or is she dead?!??!

ARGHHH STILL NEED TO BUY PRESENTS

okay, the food in Vietnam did not meet expectations. I thought that the Viet hoagie + pho (noodles) would be WAAAAYYYYYYYYYYY better over there, cos it is the mutha country and all right? NOOO...all right, I guess maybe it's the way my cousins ordered it, but when I got my hoagie, all it was was bread and some slices of pork. whut? dude, when I get it here it has pork, those...green garnishy things, chopped liver wif butter (yea it sounds gross but it is sooooo good cos I had no idea what it actually was when I first ate it), MORE MEAT and cucumber and other stuff. oh, yum. Then the pho, at restaurants here they've always been thin noodles. There the pho was thicker and they put in gigantic shrimp that I couldn't even chew >_>; and then the people tried to cheat us cos they saw we were lightskinned foreigners o_O

We should watch this movie! A Tale of Two Sisters korean horror! Some person we don't know says it's comparable to Ringu and Kairo(? never heard of it)!


-9:48am & Thursday, December 16, 2004-

in Japanese issues in science class. Celina gave me a kiss today! it was a very big and tasty kiss. I liked it a lot. Then I smashed it on the table so I could eat it. And I erased the mathematics on the board with my palms so it smelled like potato chips. I tried to make Lauren + Laury smell my palms but they kicked me and/or ran away. Casey submitted to sniffing my palms tho. She is nice.

I gave Celina her pressie yesterday (380358035 cups of lipgloss) and she liked it too, she's gonna wear it all at once sometime. She liked the card by Casey too.

got the psat scores back and I did okay on the critical reading, need to work on the math and that other section on grammar and such. M was all excited several weeks ago cos she found out about a scholarship you can get if you did really well on the psat, but she found out after I took it so couldn't force me to take on psat practice tests. We were talking about the scholarship in spanish and Phillips was talking about how they get all the top scorers of the nation, do a cut off at a certain score, divide THAT in half, and then take the top .47274495% to give scholarships to. and seeing how the cutoff was at 220 last year, I'm not gonna get it. SOOOOOO, sometime I'm just gonna force myself on a billion scholarships.

ohoh, last weekend was like the best weekend ever. On Saturday I won a lottery XD and thennn the cosmic girls shirt came, and I ran around the house shouting excitedly IT CAME TODAY IT CAME TODAY and I was glad no one else was at home XP Around 5 Mr. Man called unexpectedly and said

"Connie, did you...(8 octaves higher) KNOW ABOUT MY PARTY?"

HAHAHAH!

She told me the cake was an ice cream cake (or else I wouldn't have come) and I was so excited at first cos I was imagining the kind with the crunchy chocolate things inside, but it was just the kind of cake with a layer of vanilla ice cream and then normal cake underneath, what was up with that!!! Mr. Man was also not manly enough to cut it, even when she dipped the knife in boiling water. So finally we all had a freeforall and stabbed abahdabkdbakdhjb Lian and Casey already talked about this blah.

ANYWAY, I was reading boingboing and someone, somewhere, at Christmas time will beat a log and sing "SHIT LOG SHIT LOG SHIT OUT SOME PRESENTS"


-7:05pm & Monday, December 13, 2004-

hay everyone, I love you ^___^


-3:09pm & Friday, December 10, 2004-

chick sellin a buncha stuff has vintage glasses (I like em but I don't think I'd wear them ever), buttons, soda tab bracelets (ah so cool! I'm going to make some myself), earrings, a lot of random French/Japanese + vintage stuff. plus adobe illustrator for 100 bucks.!

I HATE MR MAN WHAT A TURD!!!! I printed out a picture of Bill Nye, then traced around all the lines on the picture to make him look more feminine, then colored the hair orange and gave him a curly ponytail and forced Lauren to admit he was her daddy. HAHAHAHHAA!!!!! And then she grabbed it from me and sprayed it with the waterfountain and then THREW IT IN THE TRASHCAN!!!! All my hard work gone!!! Now I'm going to print out 100 and post them everywhere. OH! They can be this year's Amnesty International flyers! I'm such a genius! (like Casey always says)


-9:43pm & Thursday, December 9, 2004-

flash fighting yayayayayaya ah how s'he did the characters look so awesome harrunngg

rub it! kawaii love the music even though it repeats over n over after 10 secs I love it a lot.


-9:10pm & Thursday, December 9, 2004-

just in case you guys need help, my crismis list!!!

1. yellow shoelaces (if there's a felix the cat print on it that'd be cool)
2. big foam finger
3. Football Universe to come true
4. a foot massage YAR HAR HAR

thass about it really. Converge and discuss among yourselves so as to not make Football Universe come true eight times!!! Jabba the Hut Hut Jabba the Hut Hut Jabba the Hut Hut Jabba the Hut Hut Jabba the Hut Hut Jabba the Hut Hut Jabba the Hut Hut Jabba the Hut Hut see, you don't want to go through that do you?

a WHOLE BUNCH OF EXCITING STUFF HAS HAPPENED the past few days but I'm not going to tell you about them because they didn't really happen!!!!!! well except for F.U.


-9:15pm & Monday, December 6, 2004-

Last nite I had another dream about smoking cigarettes, except that this time it was made out of layers of thin papery chocolate. Each inhalation was like eating sugar vapors.


-4:51pm & Tuesday, November 30, 2004-

hello everyone. You know that new assistant principal we have? The short red travelsized (says Celina) man walking around the school and staring sadly and lonelyly out the winder during lunch in his friendly yellow 3piece suit? Yeah, I dreamed about him last night...........

He was frolicking and cavorting with Mr Harvey and a bunch of other faceless ass. principals down a hallway, and they were all laughing and happy. Then Frank (I don't know his real name, so that is his name from now on) stopped and told everyone to stop too. Mr Harvey and the others turned to look at him expectantly. Frank went on to tell a joke, and they all laughed and smiled and were jubilant to have Frank in their midst. He looked so content and fulfilled. It made me happy cos yesterday he looked so scared and lonely.

I finished Katamari Damacy, ya. was a short game but a KD2 is in the works?! and also lots of replay value! nehoo rolling up people is the best part, they scream like crazy (or if you're a little girl named Precious, you giggle creepily)! some of the schoolboys you pick up also whine "what's haaAAAAAAAPPENINGGGGGGG" in a Biff voice! Two thumbs up! Yeah! I love this game!

at first I didn't like the king cos he was always pissing on his prince son, but then eventually I find out that he pisses on everyone else too. so it's all cool now. The Prince has like 27493849 cousins, and sometimes you roll them up too, and the King's huge face will pop up and block 99% of the screen to insult them like, *Prince picks up a cousin who was hanging out in the refrigerator* "Eh? ____, what are you doing there? You think it's cute to constantly stuff your face huh? How disturbing." and after every insult he'd say HOW DISTURBING. and he keeps referring to himself as "we" o_O and almost every time after every level my clusters of junk aren't big or good enough for him ;3; so he'll be like "This is okay, but if it were Ours we'd make it much bigger." and one level is where you try to pick up as many chicks as you can and at the end he goes "Ah, the scent of maidens! So pretty! But of course, we are much prettier." AND HE LOOKS LIKE THIS XDXDX ah check out his wellconcealed package <3 holy crap and his hairy chest, this is the first time I've noticed it o_O

ahn can't wait for Wanda and Colossus to be released here.


-1:18pm & STILL BLACK Friday! November 26, 2004-

Also built the gingerbread house in front of my ah ma's critical eyes! And..it...sucks. *hangs head* we didn't have any powdered sugar so we just used the normal grainy sugar, so...it didn't really stick well at first. And authentic gingerbread REEKS! And this year's halloween REEKED! And my brother's room constantly REEKS! THE WORLD RIGHT NOW?!?! IT REEEEEEEEEKKSSSSS

the sugar people look really cool! Except Hansel + Gretel's cat looks like a pig. Nabeegha called me last nite to tell me she can't go black Friday shoppin with me cos her aunts were comin over and she had to clean the house n shiz. *shiny tear in eye* I told her about the gingerbread house cos I was excited bout it and I told her to get a kit too.

Nabeegha: Nah.
C: k. *starts talking about something else*
N: Wait, ask me WHY I won't get one.
C: Why?
N: BECAUSE IT'S CHRISTIAN
C: !!!!?!!!! IT'S ABOUT A WITCH THAT EATS CHILLUNS
N: oh.

lmao. she slays me.

and I like how none of you want anything for crismis. C'mon tell me, I don't care if I dun even know you.


-12:48pm & BLACK Friday! November 26, 2004-

wassAAAAAAAPPPP!!! k like I said on lj nothin special happened on thxgiving, but my gmom is here right now~~ napping~~ and telling me to nap too~~ and very old~~ but whenever I offer to help her up/down the stairs she just ignores me and does it herself XD but she let me hold her hand while we were walkin towards the mall, so she loves me after all <3

then my cousins Yishuyan + Yanan + Yankang (HAHAH!! I asked my M once why my uncle/aunt picked 3 names startin with Y but she couldn't answer. I think their names are cool tho, but I haven't seen anyone else with those names ever. Sometimes I wish I had a more interesting name) + my uncle came over to pick up stuff my M bought for them in taxfree DE. I showed them Bowser who pooped on my hand three times while I was doing it, and none of them wanted to hold her. Then they offered me to take some of the mice from their house XP altho I think it's weird, cos Bowser is a "fancy mouse" but still called mus musculus(sp?), and wild mice are called mus musculus too. except they are way way faster. Bowser can only waddle. Although her waddling is def not as bad as that Frankenmouse brought in the other day (and has been fed to Labarbera's snakes before I could take a picture of it) because MAH GOD like everything that could possibly have gone wrong with a mouse WAS WRONG WITH IT.

1. hunched. back. wtf, it had scoliosis
2. lurched while waddling
3. balls but no actual little mouse underneath?!?!?
4. small white tuft at end of its tail
5. back foot was screwed up
6. bald spot. HAHAHAH

greatest mouse ever...

while doing nothing I finished an art trade yesterday look at it LOOOOK AT ITTT right here :D it makes me happy cos it's the first cg I've finished in a while XP the blushyish cheekspots and shiz might be too subtle tho? I can't really tell on the laptop screen, and my dad took away the computer to the PC cos he didn't believe me when I told him I fixed it XP and I kinda wanted to up the contrast on it like I do with almost everything else but then I think about those paintings some people do that are soso delicate in colors, so I think about how I need to control myself and not make everything bright/bold.

then I went to b&n and reread The Polar Express + other books by Chris Van Allsburg, he made me want to try to do something in all pencil. Like with e Jean's setups, cept this time I'm going to do it to one of my own setupless drawings. HURRAY! myep.


-4:07pm & Tuesday, November 23, 2004-

hocrap, the oxygeniser for the tank isn't sucking water in and then spitting it out again in a splashy manner anymore!!! and I don't know why! I guess it's just old then...no wonder the fish have been swimming so sluggishly, I thought they were with the sick again. Although Supaa (big one) has like these weird silvery bumpy markings on hiser skin and over hiser gills, and red marks too. The little one's fine tho. They did stop chasing each other. That's when I knew something was wrong. At first I thought Supaa wanted to start something with Aasam but I read around and it was cos he was trying to mate with the she. haha, sooo unsuccessful.

sort of waiting for them to die so I can put Bowser in there, who is still twitching and making weird spastic chitternoises.

OH I CAN'T WAIT FOR THANKSGIVING HOLLIIIEEDAYYY

and they announced the dates for otakon2005, Aug 19-21! cept this time they're gonna cap memberships at 22 thou :0 pre-reg will be up in early 2005. Be prepared!!

what do you guys want for crismis, I hate you


-11:02am & Monday, November 22, 2004-

hurhh might as well write about portfolio day. We only waited in line for RISD, cos it took about an hour? long, and then we bought cookies and went to the bathroom and walked around looking for freebies (none :<) and then waited in line for Ringling for 10 mins while staring at the guy sitting at the Interior Design table and feeling sad for him and then hatching a plot to walk over there smiling and laughing like we were so interested in Interior Design and were about to ask for applications and then walk away, and then left the line to look at the store downstairs cos I like looking at stuff to buy. The cookies were the best part! That is all.


-10:58am & Monday, November 22, 2004-

in the comp lab right now cos in Spanish we're doin some sort of gov-sponsered test to test our incomprehensibility, which might, depending on the results of this, use this as a placement test for college. Phillips just told me my score but I didn't understand what was coming out of her mouth ~_~;;; cos she was whispering. HOOO well.

hey, if Lisa and Lauren decided to work together, with Lisa's clammy feet and Lauren's perpetually wet swamp hands they'd be unstoppable!

list of other things they have in common:
1. both cover faces when people try to take pictures of them
2. when you ARE successful in taking their picture, their eyes blaze RED WITH FIRE!!!!!! so
3. they are both the spawn of SATAAANNN!!!! and finally
4. they're both stupid and they need to die

UNSTOPPABLE!!!!


-9:30pm & Sunday, November 21, 2004-

Did you know that the person who sings Gotta Get Through This is a guy? *cries*


-8:33pm & Sunday, November 21, 2004-

k so yesterday was Chantel's bday thing, and Sonia was there! yeaaa hadn't seen Sonia in a really long time~~ came an hour late cos I was up in Yeadon helpin my dad out, then ran over to one of the (many?!?! I only know about one) Sanrio stores in philly, eyed all the cute useless stuff and finally got her a mug. And I coulda sworn some of the mugs were 11.95. I saw a cute bear mug so I looked at its price and it was 13.95, so I was like NO I'M GOING TO GET SOMETHING CHEAPER and looked at the rest of the mugs and they were all 13.95 too. o_O;;; what happened?!?! Brought the bear mug over to the counter, and said thank you in cantonese to the lady...cos I thought that was gonna be all the interaction I was gonna get with her. then she suddenly pulled out some nice paper to put it in and probably said something so I just smiled and nodded. Then she said more stuff in cantonese and I got scared so I just kept smiling cos smiling solves everything. Walked over to my gmom's store and talked to my cousins and looked at some wedding albums they put together for their customers. It consisted of the hitched couples photoshopped(?) into places they wished they could be, aka the beach in wintertime, in ancient China, and on a gigantic staircase (altho that last part was real). It was cool except for the fact that it was obvious the backgrounds were fake. Then my mom said it was time to go, then spent 3874934892 mins talking to my aunt.

Chantel magically saw our car pull up so was there to greet me. I thought Celina was behind her at first but it just turned out to be Eugene. Sorry Celina. I sat down at the second head of the table. OH okay you know how kings and queens had those big long tables and such right? And sometimes they're really huge and long and...nevermind, I guess they just sit together at one end. I was just getting comfortable and asking Lisa about her lack of glasses (which got sucked into a pile of clothes) when someone grabbed my legs!!! IT WAS@!!!!!!@ ITR WAS@!!!@!!! SONIA!!!! so I slid under the table too and followed her to her seat and sat in Chantel's special chair, which was!!!! WHICH WAS!!!! NEAR THAT CAKE!!! That mango cake! Altho I'm not sure it's really mango anymore cos I didn't taste any at all. But she got it at Shop Rite and I got to eat it this time and it's soOoOoo good! It was 5 inches of cake PERFECTION! I like how they did the flower decoration on top, I wanted to peel it off and eat it right away. Then Chantel came back from wherever she was and I got chased out of the seat, so I sat with Sonia cos I like her a lot. *kick* And Chantel's mom came out from wherever SHE was and told me to get over to my own seat...and was really persistent about it so I left. and then returned 5 mins later. Every time I tried to be stealthy about sneaking under the table Celina would shout CONNIE WHY DO YOU KEEP GOING UNDER THERE so Celina is the worst secret agent ever. If we were all secret agents for real she would get her partner killed.

Actually there wasn't a lot to eat...oh yea, there was sushi, and they had eel sushi! So I ate some of that. I tried to show Mr. Man how good the eel was but she just poked feebly at it and didn't try to practise her pathetic chopstick skills and didn't eat it. Chantel made her brother take pictures of Lauren eating. A lot.

After sushi was...some cooked meat that was also passed around last year. But I remembered last year it was tough and chewy or something. It might've been the state of my sucky pained teeth tho. Then finally CAKE. mmmm I had seconds. Afterwards or during or before Chantel's dad took a group picture of us and said "BEAUTY BEAUTY!" to maximize our beauty in the picture.

afterwards was present time!! I love opening presents. Or watching other people do it. The part I love most about presents is right before you open them, cos right then it could be anything in the whole world, something amazing. Then you open it and find out it's a pair of socks.

"Gosh, I hope this doesn't catch on fire. It is fire season, you know. There are lots of unexplained fires." -from a mag

There's some kind of Chinese movie out about cops. I think it's called Eternal (or external) Affairs? And it's supposed to be GREAT. So I want to watch it sometime. Chantel gets a lot of bath stuff. I wonder if she already used up the bath&body shiz she got last year. She should fill the tub and then throw in everything she got and make the biggest bubble bath ever. and if I remember tomorrow I wanna bring in the Ripley's Believe It or Not! book I got cos I love the stuff in there. There's this one about this woodcarver who found out he was going to die soon, so he wanted to make a "living" statue of himself. So after he carved out himself in the wood, he plucked out EVERY SINGLE HAIR off his body and stuck it in its corresponding spot. And to complete it, he pulled out all this teeth, fingernails and toenails OW OW OW. He had some talent tho, cos that statue looked exactly like him, except that it wore nothing except for a loincloth. If I was his wife tho, I'd be so scared of that thing. I would set it on fire. I wonder where she put it.

We watched Paycheck, which sounded like a really interesting movie, but isn't a great movie. Uma Thurman was in there, and she sorta gives off this weird sense in there? Like whenever I looked at her I kept thinking she was an 80 yr old lady. Everybody in the room hated Ben Affleck. hahHAha and he and the main bad guy both had deep buttchins. Ben also managed to sustain a gigantic gash in his forehead for most of the movie. And then...we...made fun of it a lot. Oh! And people kept flying through the air from explosions, which looked like a lot of fun, so amusement parks should get this new ride implemented. You get people standing in one spot, and then set off an explosion near them so that they travel several hundred feet thru the air.

At one point Chantel's dad was fixing a light, and Eugene got the job of holding two lightbulbs which were on a piece of paper.

Lightbulb1: *slides off and SMASHES INTO THE GROUND*
E: Oops!
Chantel's mom: EUGENE!!!!

Guess what happened next? The second one fell too o_O;;; erm, why couldn't he just hold the lightbulb with his hands?

watched part of Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind before I went home. I'd already watched it but it was bootleg dvd I got in Thailand so the lighting in my copy was really dark. It's a nice movie but I only really wanted to watch the end again where they make up.

Today I made cookies with my mom but they were the really easy kind where you didn't have to do much. Except for the end, where to get the cookies off the wax paper you cut them off with a knife. Or if you're my dad, you just peel it off in one piece. Whenever I try to do that they come apart and melt in my hand. Ohh this Thurs or Wed we're going to go to Trader Joe's and get the gingerbread house kit and make it.


-3:14pm & Friday, November 19, 2004-

man Cirque du Soleil is so cool. They've teamed up with some kinna cruiseship business to make up their own cruise program nd they'll have people dressed as characters on the ship walkin around nd feeding you shiz. I hope that they don't do acrobatics, cos then that means I can be one of them. XD

if anyone re: gaia cares, the Letter Spot will be open today, sometime around 5-10. unless he forgets, which will suck for so many people o_O but at least he put on a timeframe, last time there were ppl who waited the whole friggin day away, esp the ppl in the weird time zones.

in other news I played the numbers game with Nabeegha and we had fun and then she called it stupid :(


-11:29am & Tuesday, November 16, 2004-

Nabeegha: You know *points to Godzilla in bg* that always scares me, cos he reminds me of that terrorist who has the thing covering his face.
C: It's Godzilla. You know who Godzilla is right?
N: Yea, the big ape?

-10 mins later-

N: Oh wait the big dinosaur!


-10:45pm & Saturday, November 13, 2004-

k, does anyone know any good html checker? I know I'm just gonna google it later, but this is just to make a mark into HISTORY

to show that I do care. :<

that my coding skills are HWOHOFSDNjk

altho maybe it's just Casey + Lian's stupid computers at fault. YEAH. I bet it is. Yeah. YEAH@!!!!!!

oh yea!! Musmus pictures :D




stinky and cute.


-9:08pm & Friday, November 12, 2004-

LMAO! Some dude made a robot that looks like someone's taking a dump. FOREVER.


-10:58pm & Thursday, November 11, 2004-

some cds are being sold REALLY cheap here. as in, THREE DOLLARS. (altho it doesn't include s&h) I wish I could feel the urge for one of the cds so I could buy something, but sadly, I don't.

bah, whenever I don't finish my "nessesary" work done right away (re school) I always get like this nervousness climbing on my back. It's really annoying. Like right now. We have debates in issues in science and I'm on the against reversing aging side, nd I'm really laidback about it all really. It'd be nice if we won but I'm not spliting hairs over it, which some members of our group are doing...haha, first we did a very stupid thing. We had classtime to work on preparing debates, so we go to one of the labtables in the back. RIGHT BEHIND the group that was gonna go against us. But then, Alex talks very loud anyway so they probably would've heard her anyhow. When she finally realised that yes, it was possible that they were listening on us arguing + coming up with points, she got really mad. but eh, who cares? If she's worried about winning I'm confident that this is one of those things where people naturally feel some sort of gut reaction to, and so they'll choose our side whether or not we were actually good or not.

Did you know that the max lifespan for people is 120? thass pretty cool. I wonder if anybody's reached that yet, cos I think there's some dudechick out there who is/was 110. but I don't know why some people are spazzing out over the 120 limit and want more. That's it, so deal with it. SUCK IT UP and don't waste your life then. Research on aging could yield interesting/important knowledge, but I don't think we should actually implement anti-aging procedures/devices on the masses. How the heck are we gonna support them all then? blahblahblah etc etc.

hrm wella portfolio day this sunday, in philly, oh philly my love, at the Pennsylvania Academy of Fine Arts, from 12-4. If anyone else wants to go, give Lian's mom a ring cos she's gonna be the driver. We're prolly gonna leave kinda early cos there is gonna be long lines for the people that want the schools to look at their portfolio. I really need to get some more art done so I can show them.. so I think I'll write in here some more.

man, all this talk about chocolates on your pillows at 5star hotels! when I went to Thailand we stayed in some really good hotels, the ones that had doorpeople closing the car doors for you like you were too mentally and physically inept to do it yourself, and all we got on our pillows was some orchids! Which were pretty, but they weren't edible! Although my mom proved us all wrong when she shoved one in her mouth and swallowed it. LMAO! wtf. I pressed mine instead, and it is ugly and preserved. oh nd I had it written down in my nb that the towels smelled really friggin good. They had this sort of smell that reminded me of childhood, I can't really describe it, but it was really comforting and delicious. Thai planeride over was short and sweet, and the queen of Thai's birfday fell on some day in that month so they served this special airplane food that didn't taste like metal. There was meat and curry and everything. And this weird dessert that was bananas in coconut milk? It was bananas in some white pasty thing. I read some of the papers + newsletters on the plane, and the people of Thai love their queen v. v. much. Did you know that Thailand is the only asian(?) country that hasn't been ocupied by Western forces? Except they have really strict policies on their own citizens leaving the country (altho I don't think they're communist?) cos they're afraid of all the ppl leaving for other places or something. But they won't leave, they love their queen too much. (this was a popular topic in the papers, how much they loved their queen) (nd this keeps making me think of Marie Antoinette and how all her people hated HER)

thruout our whole trip in Thai my mom got us on this tour thing, but it was a private tour, so we had our own van driver + tourguide. it was really nice nd I really thought that our tourguide liked us but when we came back to the US my mom told us he cheated us out of money, cos he said they hadn't been tipped (altho the agency my mom got the tour through already paid them) + tried to get more money out of us. that made me sad. sob. I was all like, "we should go back to Thailand and see him again!"

I loved the fivestar hotel, but what I hated were the hotel servants (not really the right word but I can't come up with it right now) cos I dunno, like just closing the car door and stuff, it's just so EASY. Me and some doorguy would race to close the doors. It just made me feel like if given the chance they'd spoonfeed us all and shiz. BAH@!!! whatever me, let it go. just let it go.

oh, and you can't drink/wash your mouth out with the tap water like you can here. At the hotels we stayed in we always got two big bottles of spring water in the bathrooms, and we always thought "aw how nice of them!!!" and didn't know that we were supposed to use that stuff for brushing our teeth etc o_O so we used the tap water, and I didn't realise til later that they bleached my turquoise rubber band things (that keep the wire in my braces in) into green. haha.

and I'm TRYING to learn Viet at the place down in Hokkessien(sp), but the way they do it, it's not like the chinese school I used to have every week. This is every other week, and we don't go over the individual letters nd sounds of the alphabet, we start with conversational basics. And I mean, okay, so we don't put a lot of emphasis on writing cos this class is focussed on speaking (there's a lot of white ppl who've adopted viet kids who want to converse w/ them in their native tongue/someday go to Viet nd show those kids Viet culture etc), but the teacher DOES write out some words on the board, and we start trying to pronounce it on that. But words like "toi" are pronounced "doy," so it can get confusing. And all this time I've been pronouncing the word rice in Viet "gum," which is spelled "com," which my teacher says is pronounced "kum." BUT IT BLOODY SOUNDS LIKE GUM. I keep asking my mom to repeat the word for me and every time I hear no freegin k in there. And there's also the subtleties like where your tongue should be when pronouncing some letters. With "toi," I pronounce it "doy" but with the actual english d, tongue tip at the top of the mouth and everything. but your tongue is really supposed to be slightly under your top teeth. It's frustrating.

lalala


-7:02pm & Sunday, November 7, 2004-

hup people, whatchu think bout geocaching? You know, where you wander around with a gps device and find BOOTY! I want to do it sometime, like maybe around the time we do that Ogre-Zhenya-third dude cookoff. I borrowed the bon appeTIT! mag from the library and I'm keeping it FOREVER til we start bakin.


-6:09pm & Sunday, November 7, 2004-

yai I have a laptop now godzilla. 60 gb harddrive, hell yea! Maybe RO will play better on this thing, haven't tried yet cos dling all that crack is so much bludy work right now. I thought this comp would be hella fast but it's not really. plus I have to stay upstairs near the cable machine thing so it won't deteriorate into a comatose state. M went out and bought 2 laptops this morn at 10 cos of a sale

bah

ohh, this game looks so cool. haha the info popup thing is pretty funny. You get a weirdlookin talking dog explaining everything, nd the art is like doodles like the sanrio(?) chara kogepan. I really loved the sketches in the info popups. esp of the King of the Cosmos, he could be the new Gai. except er, scarier. And Gai has an actual nose.


-12:23pm & Saturday, October 30, 2004-

Your Penis Name is: Gummi Worm

Get your own Penis Name



What a friendly name. I could talk about my penis all day and no one would notice.


-9:30pm & Friday, October 29, 2004-

Dionaea House yah! It's def like one of those things like how that one time this guy made up billiam and created this whole big story around it, even killing off Billiam in Disneyworld XD kinna inspired me, but I don't have any patience at ALL to do anything like that. Plus every time I did it I'd always want to go HAW GOT YOAU HSHQWHRFB Although now apparently Billiam's back alive again. His lj's been around for a while now so the soap opera with the killoff is somewhere near the beginning.

Anyway, I'll have to read House of Leaves sometime soon, cos it's about scary houses too. OH AND to describe the link, it's weird. and creepy. And this time I actually found something like this while it's still "recent" (dates sept 04 to now) instead of finding out from a mag or somethin. Does anyone else remember following (or trying to follow XP) the online shiz they did for A.I.? They did like Billiam and made up this whole murder mystery that was all puzzles and you had to do things like look in source codes to find seckrit messages to try to figure things out. cloudmakers


-8:39pm & Monday, October 25, 2004-

yea so people came over to study before our supermath test tomorrow. I know I can do things, but sometimes I just do it WRONG. Like on verifying trig identities. Mostly it's just cos I forget about the tan^2x + cot^2x identities so, we worked on that and I'll be arright. The half/double/sum+diff formulas still kinda confuse me but we'll have index cardagogo so that should be...good.

Apparently my house smells like the produce section at the Chinese supermarket. This reeks. At least it's not the fish section. MAH GOD de stink. I hate the smell but I like lookin at the crabs and frogs. til it gets boring or when they get flattened by cars, anyway.

Finally bought a small ball for Bowser + some woodchewins cos her teeth's been clickin and snickin so that should teach her teeth a thing or two, and soon she will be cavorting around the house imprisoned in a small plastic ball.


-12:30pm & Sunday, October 24, 2004-

My dad has a sensitive nose. I was like sup dad and he said put that mouse away.


-2:26pm & Saturday, October 23, 2004-

wow good god what the hell! On amazon, the lowest price for a used Suikoden 2 game is $99.99! Why? I thought the game's been released in the US before but maybe it was a limited release? Or it was just out in Europe or somethin?


-1:34pm & Saturday, October 23, 2004-

Yesterday was the pep rally, and it was the best ever!!!! It was so cool, and the school spirit was awesome and from then til now I am overwhelmed with pep and rally!!!!!!!!! As I walked home I danced all the way home and I don't care who saw!!! (secret journal note: didn't see Anonymous Boy Chinese (ABC) when I walked home. he probably ditched the pep n'rally halfway through cos he wanted to get home AS FAST AS POSSIBLE because he is a time traveller and needed to catch up on his notes or else the people back in the future will make him stay here permanently! I bet he's one of those criminals that they make do community work, and for him community work is coming back to the past to clean it up and make the future all better!) The cheerleaders were so cool, at one point they even disappeared into the ground with their identical heads sticking out! What a trick eh??! If I was a cheerleader I'd do that ALL THE TIME! and do a bunch of backflips, cos backflips are cool! but the last time I tried doing one I fell on my neck.

When I was little in this neighborhood we'd go around and catch little frogs from the local mini-swamp near the concrete sewage pipe (which has since dried up), but now in the past few years when I went there weren't any tadpoles anymore, so I thought the little frog pop. in our neighborhood was gone forever. But now when I walk home, in the past few weeks I've been seeing so many flattened frog bodies with their greygreen guts all smushed out! ewww. er, and a lot of them happen to be on the road in front of my house. In the last few weeks I've seen the most roadkill in one period than evar befarrrr! Saw a dead raccoon for the first time. It looked just like a plush that got run over. I saw another dead squirrel in the street o_O This time its mouth was stricken open and had blood pooled around its head. The first dead squirrel I saw was curiously liquidfree. Then there's the two dead frogs I see when I walk home. One of them is sorta on the side of the sidewalk, which makes me wonder if it was stomped flat or beaten with a shovel or something. Or if someone ran over it and picked it up and put it on the sidewalk. Which makes me remember when I used to run over sodacans with my bike. And take a piece of grapefruit and made the garage door close on it.


-7:24pm & Tuesday, October 19, 2004-

I have a mouse now! Her name's Bowser. B is scared of holding it and so is my mom and when I asked my dad if he wanted to hold it he said "I can't...then I'd have the urge to kill it"

SHE'S SO CUTE and I'm glad her poop isn't all soupy but just pellets so I can just pick em up without worryin about it spillin it over the place and throw it into the sink.

"That was a dumb thing to do. Even the people in my country wouldn't do that. And we eat bugs." -Fez

I wonder why mouse balls are so big. And you can see her heart pounding so hard, and whenever you hold her her whole body is strumming and vibrating. Then she twitches and goes into supervibratemode for a few seconds.

Today in spanish we were supposed to draw our own extraterrestrials so that we could describe their body parts to our partner, so I drew our patriotic shark yeah!

If you were going to cg in a duck, how would you do it? I was just thinkin of cgin in the shadows cos the ducks're going to be white.

There is this dude who walks on my route, and he walks really, really friggin fast. And he ALWAYS is the first person out walkin on our route. Unless I beat him out first, and then I have to run so that he doesn't overtake me o_O I hate it when people are breathing down my back. wella when I'm behind him, usually I'm close enough to see where he turns into but not close enough to see which house he goes into. So it just makes me curious. cos when I see him nearing his development, I try to walk as fast as I can without doing a freakazoid (I miss that show) but no matter what, it's like the distance between us stays the same! One day I will find out which house he goes into. I WILL.

Also, I've heard that Shadow Hearts: Covenant(sp) is pretty good. I also want to play Fable(?) but I think it's just for the Xbox or whatever console that's not ps2.


-8:25pm & Sunday, October 17, 2004-

k so finally I'll start on the Viet/Thai trips. OH! But first, I really like spam, the meat tastes so nice.

took SO MANY digicam pics, while in Nam we had to buy another mem thing to be friends with the measly 64 mb mem thing. I'd show you the first 4 pictures taken right now cos I know how you all care so much but photobucket is being all weird so I'm just going to COMMENCE WITH THE NOTES I took in my nb. Dates will be wrong, cos time changing is weird.

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8/3
on airplane now + listening to weird Chinese pop. Some of it's nice but right now listening to this guy go HUH HUH (Terence is stupid!) he also has bad luck. first he gets this ugly yellow stain on his pillow of myserious origins, nd when he lays his head down on the food tray to rest, the lady in front lowers her seat + squishes his head. HAHA! Dumb.

I got the fish dish, it wasn't all that great. Then I traded my water for my brother's coffee + it has yet to make me pee.

hey! a chinese song I recognise is coming on. dunno who it's by or what its title is, but whatever. took my first 3 pictures on here (M took one of me) of my M, D, + B, all at their worst. haha! I annoyed M by telling her she has ADD + by making fun of her sudden upstart-whirl + she made fun of the way I laughed + the red spots on my face, how sad!

There was this cute little boy on the bus w/ us that took us to the NY airport, + he's on this plane too. I didn't know, then I saw his M in her neon green shirt. I don't think she likes me much after I accidentally half-jumped on her when getting off the bus thing. Sometimes I have no coordination. D says they bought me a dog over in Vietnam...yea, too bad I won't be able to take it back to the US. but it's cool. I wonder what kind of dog it is. maybe a small ugly one, cos D's mom likes those kinds of dogs. (k, and of course when I actually saw Lucky, he wasn't ugly, I take it back! and before this I thought D's mom liked stupid little dogs like toy poodles or whatever, but like all they have there are mutts of course, so it's just those. and then later D told me his mom actually liked big dogs. They had two big dogs before someone came to steal them away in the night. We were all like, Why didn't the dogs kill those burglars?!?!?! And M said they probably muzzled them...or something.)

B: What time is it?
C: time to shut up!

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8/5
yargh well, Vietnam is crazy in the streets, and it sucks that I can't really talk w/ anyone else... I had more to say and it's not that hot but it's kinna uncomfortable right now. dang the pores in my nose are acting up! we get to sleep under a tent!

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8/6
today I
-went to the market + got a new set of pjs. yellow + cheap + the letters are peeling off already. On the way back Mai's D (my uncle-in-law) got me + Phung(sp? Mai's little sis) this weird ice cream concoction. I tasted beans but it's pretty good.
-got my fingers in the dog's mouth again. I guess he's really hungry. All the time.
-accidentally kicked a ball into my other cousin's crotch. HAHA!
-went to LiLi's gdad's house + saw all these kids + kept thinking of when her dad said "My father's a REAL MAN!" Yeah whatever, he just got the constant urge to bang. envied their clean straight noses. He also had a LOT of land, and what I saw of his house looked cool...except for being all dilapidated + poor + stuff.
-blah I can't remember. but I got bitten a lot, + the bumps that formed were the misshapen bumpy ones.
-also went to M's old house + there was this old guy on the bed who looked like a zombie. he was SO skinny + his eyes were open + at first, I thought he was sleeping + he was moaning + coughing + stuff + I thought he was gonna dieee. M said he was old AND sick.
-I like riding on motorcyles.
-Mai started to try to teach me some Viet. But all I remember is most of the ones I'd already recognise if someone said them, + ca sao (ga-SAO), crocodile, looks like cough.
(in my language. Learning ca sao was handy cos directly translated, it means "ugly fish," so now I have the ability to call people ugly in Viet. ah yay!)
-the mosquito net STINKS!
-I'm older than Mai by one year! and I saw another 15 yr old, he was helpin his D run shop + put together bikes(?) + man...they're just so mature + capable. I should've brought my Starsailor cd + mp3 player so I could listen. oh well. (okay, the train of thought of that one was weird. They're SOOO mature I WANT TO LISTEN TO MUSIC)
-taught Mai + Phung to thumb wrestle + the trying to slap your hand game. I dunno if they quite get it or not because we sorta take turns trying to trap each other's thumbs.

okay, tomorrow I am DEFINITELY finishing math probs. And then I send it off on the 8th. Or 7th, if they send out mail late...or...today is Fri, 7th is Sat. head explody, I'll do it when I wake up.

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8/8
ha! I never woke up in time for the math thing.

So, yesterday, I woke up @ 6 cos I slept so early (8). hurray! Today I woke up around 10. Mai just set off for school, which lasts only 30 min I think. blah my tank is wet round my boobs cos my bra was wet. It looks like I've been leakin milk or something. So, recap for yesterday if I rememeber

-Mai took me on her bike to buy 2 goldfish. but by the afternoon they died. haha! today maybe we'll go get some betafish.
(Uh, we didn't, we just got some more goldfish. WHICH ALSO DIED. o_O Everyone blamed me for their deaths cos I was stirring the jar with chopsticks to try to get some oxygen in there, and you know how water funks up your perspective? I was lookin down into the jar from up top, not from the side, so I musta knocked some crazy into the goldfish. weh.) The bikes in Viet have this metal seat in the back so people can sit on it, the likes of which I've never seen before I think! Mai let me try to be on top for once and let me pedal the bike, but I kept swerving from side to side and almost killed us, my sense of balance rots! She also made me hold the bag of goldfish + her wallet since I was the one sittin in back. I wanted to put the goldfish in the basket, but she was like Nooo! They'll dieee! Which I thought was funny, thinkin of the goldfish bouncing around and then dying.
-went to the market, there were some pants that were nice but they were too expensive or something, so no buy. No beef tho. Instead bought a yellow soccer ball of me very own! because
-we lost the blueball over the fence of the top floor. LMAO! We can climb onto the roof it fell on but it got in between some gaps or something. I haven't checked it out myself yet but I'm gonna.
-blew lots of bubbles.
That really bonded me with the family... I tried lettin my Viet ah ma blow some bubbles but she couldn't see where the wand was to blow. wtf! insert haha nicety laughter plus sign over head for relationship points!
-gave the dog a bath w/ Mai.
-bro got his kite tangled up on the antenna on the roof. I dunno if there's a way to get up there.
I think thass all.

Now TODAY so far I've gone joyriding w/ Dua Gou, + to the beach, which isn't the typical beach. M told me it was muddy + dirty, so I was expecting a lot worse. It was a whole lotta fun. It was muddy + squishy + shiz, but it wasn't all that deep (at least places we went to) + it was really warm + comfy. Mai Phung and Vou(sp?!?) my brother + me flung mud at each other + found hermit crabs + crabs. There were some poles w/ flags on them, + I stepped on B to climb highish on one. But my climbing skills suck so I couldna get any higher, so I just slid down. Thinking of trimming my hair a little in the back. Sometimes it looks okay, + other times it looks mulletish.

HRRMMMMMm.. on the way home Phung + I snorted like pigs. Oh! We saw musk ox too. And dogs. Lots of dogs.

BEEP BEEEP!

Uh, I had a dream last nite that I could go to the library + got The Hours soundtrack. It had Nicole Kidman's normal face on it.
k and I had another dream there where I was in Sasuke's pov, and Orochi was just layin it on and trying to rape me. It'd be all right if I was NARUTO at least, but geez, Sasuke? Why? WHY SASUKE?

Oh yea, yesterday met Agong (dad's dad). His right eye was messed up closed like D's ah ma, and the nails on his toes on his left(?) foot were all black and screwed up too. He also had some crusty skin + hair cut like B's. At first he thought Mai was me (!?) so I waved my arms + shouted AGONG! AGONG! til he realised.

geez. Why I always need to pee all the time? This ain't cool.
This is not happening anymore.

I'M OFF MORE LATER


-7:37pm & Sunday, October 17, 2004-

hay guys wassuuupp, what you doin for chem projects?!?!? just curious.

went to library today with Nabeegha to try n get a moveon with the hist proj but again no deal! We spent 3 hours talkin and getting yelled at (well Nabeegha mostly ALL OF IT). We were led to our study room by some dude thass semibaldin in the back so has a combover...sort of. It's like just a teeny bit of a bald spot. Really teeny. Maybe the size of a quarter.

Nabeegha gets yelled at cos her voice is so loud. She was talkin to me at normal pitch and some chick goes "Excuse me, this is a LIBRARY!" so I say "sorry" fake. It was really hot in the study room, and smaller than I remember.


-2:18pm & Wednesday, October 13, 2004-

re: sickness
dude a lot of people are getting sick. I don't have a fever but for the past few days I kept wakin up with a sore throat. So does Nabeegha, but I think she's lying and being hateful. I thought Lisa was sick yesterday but it was just one of those days where her alarm went all screwy and she didn't wake up in time and so was like screw it.

anyway in library tryin to work on hist proj. I wanted to go to the brandywine hundred lib so I played rock paper scissors with Nabeegha but she cheated and LIED and is going against the way of the prophet so may she rot in hell!!!!! And now she's acting like my mom and trying to get me to work on this program Wordsmart, that prepares you for the SATS or is trying to but I'll never do it never!!!!! My mom always gives in to so much crappy stuff. She bought a bloody ruby for crissake, and she said she was gonna make it into a necklace but I think she's put it away into a safety deposit place. ahHAH I took it out of the bag to look at it at the jewelryfactory place and I dropped it and almost lost it. You know, if you're balding, I think you should just shave it all off. Unless you're goin for a sorta monk look, or a shrubby look, which are both uncool.


-4:01pm & Monday, October 11, 2004-

photoshopped miniatures which are pretty coollookin. In other news I think I bombed a math test for the first time, cos that review test doesn't count.


-3:54pm & Monday, October 11, 2004-

You are "Yakuza" (Japanese mafia)
John Kerry


What Japanese Smiley Are You?



-8:59pm & Friday, October 8, 2004-

If you see a picture and it has someone eating a snail on it, and there're the words "SNAILS: eat fashionably" what kind of message are you getting? Also I found your Chinese musicbook, it was in my piano bench.


-5:25pm & Friday, October 8, 2004-

On the Kerry/Bush debate:
Chop, chop
Posted 10:00 p.m. ET

I love that Kerry seems to have learned about 23 other distinctive hand motions besides his signature, much-maligned karate chop. But the thing is, you can tell the one he's really dying to use is the karate chop. Don't do it, John. DON'T do it. Save it for the close.


On the Edwards/Cheney debate:
IT'S FUNNY and read from bottom to top


-7:40pm & Tuesday, October 5, 2004-

ayooohhh!!! Jap art site, has three Naruto oekakis + this really REALLY nice one of Yondaime OHHhh


-9:06pm & Monday, October 4, 2004-

re: Naruto chapts
k the only part I don't get is the part where they hook their fingers together. Did they do that previously?! is it a flashback from their childhood, like when Naruto SPOILER at Sasuke and Sasuke SPOILERed around and SPOILERed secretly to hisself?! Is it a spiritual projection?! If at one point they liked each other enough to get within 3 ft of each other and willingly hook fingers together like t rexes trying to shake hands, why aren't they best buds or something?!?

In other news, ahahhaha Sasuke is so ugly.


-8:32pm & Monday, October 4, 2004-

finally! That took a few years, didn't it?!? well anyway, now I'm going to read about the part in Naruto that's making everybody so screamy.


-7:53pm & Monday, October 4, 2004-

test?!?!?!