11:01 p.m.
Saturday, January 17, 2004

250 BUCKS RiCHER!!
Woke up at 11.30am today. Could barely wake up due to all my sleepless nights I’ve been having. So ya, went to temasek poly to get my merit bursary cheque thingy. Loads of people were there. Thank God, I was sited beside someone I knew. Hehe. And that was dear little Ruth and Doreen, from my old cat class. Yup we were kinda early, plus the freeking guest of honor was a lil late. So we three did some catching up, gossiping and also started criticizing people. Haha. Hey, we were bored!! Then like finally the ceremony started. The announcer was like reading so slow!! It felt like it was gonna take ages for our turn. We were praying that neither of us would fall or trip down the steep staircase. Hehe. Eventually, we didn’t. Everything when well, within an hour. After getting my hard earned cash, me went home with my neighbour, Joyce. Was like freeking sleep coz took flu medicine. When I reached home, me ate 2 pizza’s, went online for a while then I heard my bed calling me. Hehe. Now, I am wide wake. God knows what time I will sleep later. Anyways, I am gonna have my navel pierced with my cash!! Wehhee.

Till then.

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02:51 a.m.
Saturday, January 17, 2004

went for baby_angeL's farewell bbq
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
SISTA_LAURA AND JR_SARAH!!
Hmm. Just came back home from angel’s farewell bbq thingy. Haha. Super fun today. First we met to get lala’s and sarah’s bday gift, then oso bought angel this photo album thingy to put all her treasured memories in it. Hehe. god we took hours just to get the gift's sia!! haha. Hope the like it. Then put bus to her house. We were like following mui coz she said she knew where the house was. Hehe. She like oso blur blur, unsure type. Hehe. But we made it there of course. Shockingly we didn’t get lost or anythingy.hehe. when we reach,yap loadz of ppl.. we netballers were like hmm..eating and eating. Took loadz of pics. Did lots of catching up with each other. As time flew by every left except for us the Netballers!! Hehe. We ROCK!! Erm.. angel’s doggie is like super cute.. gosh!! I so like!! Then hanged around the house. Angel’s house so cool. Nice to explore.. Hehe. Hmm. I am like damn full now man!! Ate like loadz loh.. kept eating sausage after sausage. Haha!! –fat belly- yap before we left me, angel, mel and lala was in angel’s room just chatting while xt, Karen and adel was sleeping downstairs. Haha. They were super tired sia.-knocked out- so yar at like 12+am we left angel’s place. We like walked all the way out sia. Freeking hills and slopes!! Then finally took a cabby home with lala. Hmm.. it was a long day but I am still wide awake!! Why why?? Cant sleep? Argg.. plus my stupid bloggie got some problem. Argg.. got go figure it. See ya.

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10:39 p.m.
Wednesday, January 14, 2004

wENt bAcK tO oLd sJC fOR sEc1 tRiaLs
OH MY HECK!!!
I CANT SLEEP!! AHHH!!! guess what time slept just now... -toink- okies after me went off line, watched some tv then went to bed. me was like tosing and turning in my bed. so listen to radio. try to sleep but cant.. why?? me pray and pray, still can not!! then at like 5.15am, karen's alarm rang. and at that time me was lik rubbing me eyes. -super eye- so took a pack of ice to ice it down. hehe. then at like 6.45am me finally slept!! ahEM!! then woke up at 12.45pm to bathe coz dont wanna missed. hehe. after that met my dear_baby_angeL outside school. haha. i was kinda late. hehe. so yar we had our sec1 trails thingy. kinda fun. weeheee had tann!! me look tanned now!! yar the sec1s are like ok. expect for one retarded piece of shit!! argg!! she dare answer, MISS LASER MOUTH!! sickening.. i was banged her back like shit sia. haha.. she soo had nothing to say. haha!! i so won!! The overall thingy was ok. After that, as usual, me, baby_angeL, nandha, sarah and xt went compass to eat. Took a few picture. pReTTy cLicKs Then yar xt dropped baby_angeL new digi cam!! Like shit rite.. our hearts dropped sia when it fell.. hehe!! Yap that’s about it.. I pray I can sleep today!! –pray-pray-

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01:43 a.m.
Wednesday, January 14, 2004

trip to the esplande.
today went back to motorola aGAIN with valen, to collect the freeking pay slip!! when we went there the agent wasnt freeking there loh!! argg.. [-pull hair out-] then they ask us to call some person. so we did while calling, jess low, ray ting, lynnette and xt came for the same reason. duh!! then we like had to wait for the bloody agent to come. we waited for like an hour or more ok..!! -waliau- but luckily got ppl to accompany us. when he came, -toink- like not enough problem, they have pay us for our uniform shit!! -argg- so tml have to call some fool by the name of karen, to get thingy settled.

finally after that, the rest went home while me and valen went to the esplande to relax, enjoy the breeze and the beautiful view. hmmm.. talked a lott[t] sia. then took a few pictures and stuff. yar valen oso say me look scary!! -toink- then left for some book store to get a whistle for karen, coz need it got camp tml. we shopped, she ate then walked and walked. then finally went home.. hehe. yap that was my day.

when me came home had a chat with michelle arthur. haha. so funny. laugh and laugh sia. yap meeting her on thursday to go for interview. -hehe- now, im just hanging in the house while everyone's asleep. i am suffering from INSOMNIA!! just cant sleep. been sleeping at like super early.. go on the bed but just cant sleep!! only can sleep at 4+am.. -sigh- reallie need to get my timing rite..anyways got to go now. need to wakey early coz going back to sjc for sec trials. weehheee cant wait sia. meeting my baby angeL at the bus-stop. hmmm..

till then.

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01:39 a.m.
Monday, January 12, 2004

new purply contact lense
hmm.. i'm like watching manutd play with me mumsi at like 1.30am in the freeking morning. hehe. -toink- well boring lah. erm. sunday was church day. and sunday, is my mumsi worst day coz she always nagggs.. god help. non-stop sia. coz today was me first day wearing new purply coloured contacts. hehe.. cool. but look kinda grey from far but lool purply up close.. annebelle like kinda jumpy to even look me in the eye.. me kinda looking different. quite scary.. hehe.. hmm.. go see how me looky now with the purply lense okies. wait!! me go upload some pics. oh ya. today in church damn funny. there was this boy infront of me family rite. then when it was some singing part rite. he just suddenly knee-ed down, when we were still suppose to sing.. haha!! me and me sista laughed like shit sia. even the guy's mum was laughing.. haha. er.. okies i am done uploading.. check them out.. prefect-clicks and give me comments on how me look now with the thingy..

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10:09 p.m.
Friday, January 9, 2004

Mangooo juice.
haha.. just woke up again. ~toink~ yar woke up at 8 freekin 30 in the morning. for god knows what reason. just couldnt sleep.. well got up didnt my morning routine. then hit the Papers. just sat there drinking fresh Mango juice and reading the papers. was so bored.. after like hours, then me mumsi and belle woke up. watched my favourite show, Days of our lives!! hehe. then did some home-work-out. ~wow~ tiring sia. so yap another boring day of my life. at 5pm went to again. hehe. tired lah. so yar. here i am now, drinking Mango juice again!! hehe. hey wanna stay healthy wad.

till then.

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01:26 a.m.
Thursday, January 8, 2004

-the turtle has crawled out-
erm.. just came back from plaza sing. freeking tired man. well, met valen at 2+pm to go back to motorola to get our pay slip. then yar. so shitified!! the agent said to come back tml coz its not ready!! argg. so after that we decided to go town to catch a movie. then yar we wanted to watch Scary Movie3 but the show only starts at 9.20pm, so we hanged in town for like almost 4 freeking hours sia.. we like ate, talked, played some arcade games and shopped away.. haha.. so are as time flew by so slowly, the movie started. haha damn farni sia.. laughed laughed away.. yupz that was abt it. me legs are aching sia..

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08:20 p.m.
Monday, January 5, 2004

sweet poem for my -angeL-
today, i slacked at home like some total pig.
gosh. eating away. un-controllable diet. shit lah!!
erm.. you must think i'm avoiding you.
due to my words and reactions,
but you're wrong..
i just cant seem to face you.

anyways, GOd!!
thanks for allowing me to have an angel in my life.
you know who you are..
so here's my un-professional poem to you..

At times i bottle things up and cry on the inside,
but no one knows the pain am going through.
Some how, i dont know, but you'll be the first person,
i share my troubled thoughts and secrets with.
There's something about you,
which makes me say things i just cant tell the world.
Anyways, i'm just glad that i have you in my life.
I hope we continue to share this great bond.
-Sista'z forever-

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09:20 p.m.
Saturday, January 3, 2004

I AM NOT CUT OUT FOR THIS...
i am done uploading me christmas-joy pictures!!
feel free to check them out pHoTO aLbUM 3

just woke up one morning and decided to have a change.. woke up early to go for my nursing interview. yupz we talked loadz of shit.. then i realised, i am just not fit to be a nurse!! i passed my interview though, but erm, the lecturer said somes stuff which just hit me to change my decision!! was suppose to go to bedok for a medical check-up after the interview but i didnt.. actually i was still considering.. but i gave myself a ride home to make my final decision. i thought long and hard on my way back. but in the end, go went home instead of heading down to bedok. went came home me sista was like bugging me on why i suddenly decided not to take the course. like that wasnt enough, she complained to me mumsi. then me mumsi called all the way from malacca, demanding the reason why i dont wanna take the course!! gosh! so freeking irritating!! argg. but i still didnt tell anyone why i just decided to change my mind!! not even my readers!! well, only i know my reason!! and im the kind of person who makes up my mind and will stick to it and no one can change my mind!! dunnoe what to do now. think-think-think?? but of course i am going to study some more but yar- wait. i know what to do with my life, just dont bug me!! anyways, i been feeling kinda sick today. been sleeping alot. heck!!

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02:01 p.m.
Thursday, January 1, 2004

a NEw YeAR HaS BeGuN
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

MY NEW YEAR's RESOLUTION IS TO [CONSUME LESS SUGAR!!]

A new year has begun.
just came into 2004 with my sista's and her police frens.
erm. my first New Year w/o my parents'..-sigh-
so yar i did the usual blessing of the house thingy
with me sistas', we prayed and all.. yar.
i hope i can get thru this year w/o yars.. -sigh-
yap minutes after the new year me like had an asthma attack!
-toink- coz we lighted up some fireworks thingy.
then there was like loads of smoke and me inhalent it..
the house was so smokey!!
everyone was coughing and gasping for air. haha.
me realli couldnot breathe sia.
plus was laughing at the same time which made it worst.
hehe. yar after they went back me and my sista
started doing some spring cleaning..
after that decided to sleep and wake up early
to go for mass but in the end we didnt.. hehe.
woke up hours after mass ended. haha..
now we are just lacking away and watching some hindi movie.
gtg. might be going out later. adidos.

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10:25 p.m.
Wednesday, December 31, 2003

i'M FiNaLLY bACK!!
i am back. -smile- super dead tired after the long ride.
so i shall give you a little update on what i did, while i was away.
firstly, was suppose to come back on the 29th
but there was some problem so that to stay there.
then today me only came home with karen coz still got this
problem thingy so me parents' stayed in malacca to help.
anyways, my christmas great!! though we did the usual stuff,
it was still fun. me and my biggy Kristang family went visiting.
we gambled like EVERY freeking day sia. haha. non-stop!!
ate-ate-ate-and-ate!! god!! gain like loadz of weight sia..
plus drank loadz of wine and alcohol!!
me have a round belly sia!! eEEeee..
yap took loadz of pix. go check it out!
yar. i am scared sia after what happen..
only God knows whats happening..
i just pray that God will set things straight..
erm.. only a few more hours to the new year.
and i am happily hanging out with like more than
10 soon-to-be police officers.. hehe. no lah.
me sista visited her squad-mates to join us in the
countdown thingy. so yar. gtg will update again later.

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