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haiis ~ wala0 . . ii want tiime t0 faster g0 . . ii want call ahl0ng ! ii want askk hiim de reas0n ! argh ~ whyiie tiime g0iing s0 sl0w ! haii ! ! wala0 . . whyiie ! whyiie must thiis happen . . eu selfish piig . . 0nliie care ab0ut urself . . wart ab0ut miie ! ii als0 g0rt feeliings de . . whyiie tell miie iin dde fiirst place . . whyiie ! ! ahhh ~ ahl0ng ! quiick ! ii need eu . . haii . =( berii miiserable n0w . . ii wanna end miie life larh ! argh ~ zhen dde hen t0ngg ku . warts st0ppiing eu . argh ! ! whyiie must all these happen t0 miie . . and always miie ?! argh ! sucks larh ! =( need a pen knife badlyy n0w . .

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came in here on12:28 a.m.x

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siian ~ haiis . t0dayy quiite a badd dayy f0r miie bahhx . haii . miie f0ur ba0bei de jiies/k0rrs diis0wn miie l0rh . . c0s they sayy ii change le ? aiyah 0kkiie . . ii will change back de . . ii pr0mise . . haiis . . den when they tell miie ii criied . . fr0m 10.30 liddart until 12 . . haii . . den a l0rt 0f pe0ple askk miie why bbut ii neber sayy . . haii ~ dden after that see de pe0ple walk de cat walk den laugh l0rh . at fiirst cann0rt laugh 0ut . iin de end hav larh . . dden g0 westmall play . l0l . . den g0 fiind ahba0 , weiiweii , ahl0ng & ah xiian . muahaha . then after than hui wen als0 g0rt c0me . . wahh , s0 surprise leii . den de f0ur br0thers send miie h0me . muahaha . . at fiirst all d0wan ~ dden ii dulan . haha . dden ii walk away den they keep calliing miie g0 back . . den afterward ahba0 c0me fiind miie . den ahxiian . den all c0me . haha . muahahaha ! l0l . 0kkiie2, den n0thiing t0 update liia0 . muahahaha , end here le . . see ya . . take care . . ppeace =))

[w0 ha0 xiiang ai shang nii le]

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came in here on08:38 p.m.x

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t0day quiite 0k larh . . l0l . g0 h0me ec0n lei ~ 0mg ! bbut neber really g0t sc0lded . den de funniest thiing iish - mrs kartar ask miie wart miie register number . den ii say 2 she d0wn tere keep huh huh huh . den afterwards all de guys iin miie klass sh0ut tw0 . ahahaha ! damn funny . then miie & fii0na keep laughing . l0l ! den mrs kartar d0wn tere keep sh0utiing . haha . den 0ther less0ns iish 0kkay l0rh . haha . den after scho0l at de bubble tea sh0p there t0rkk t0rkk . den g0 l0t1 den g0 bukit panjang fiind weiwei k0r they all . t0rkk wihh them l0rh . den weii weii de br0ther send miie h0me . muahahaa ! hahaha . n0 m0re le l0rh . haha . . end here le bahx . update m0re t0m0l0 . . see ya . take care all . buaibuais ! peace !

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came in here on08:58 p.m.x

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wo0ho0o ! t0dayy g0 skatiing nehhs ~ berii fun l0rh ! =)) t0day p0n tan again , haiis . thiis week neber even g0 t0 scho0l at all ~ l0ls . . m0rning wake up keep disiia0 fransic0 t0 wake up . c0s he c0me 0ver and t0n . haha ! iin de end he finally wake up and play wihh miie . l0ls . den g0 eat2 wihh miie father , m0ther and siister at jacks place . miie k0rr2 g0 play b0wliing . hahas . den after that 2pm leave h0use , take cab g0 scho0l meet niic0le jiie2 . wah , wait s0 l0ng f0r her . de to0piid math quiz larh ! l0ls . de windl0rg & jiiah0ng k0rr2 keep disia0 miie ? den after that niic0le jiie2 c0me 0ut le , take cab g0 jur0ng enter . pei her g0 change den wait f0r kailin , jennifer ah yi & jasmine jiie2 . l0l . den we g0 play arcade . den vict0ria c0me . she s0 chii0 leiis ~ l0ls . den we g0 skating . s0metimes skate wihh viict0ria , niic0le , jasmine & m0st 0f de tiimes kailin . tat jasmine fall d0wn that tiime g0 pull miie d0wn wihh her ! miie butt s0 paiin ! summ0re miie jeans wet liia0 ! she pull miie & vict0riia d0wn ! humph ! then that jingde s0 assh0le , keep spraying ice . 0ther than jingde de akira & shaun als0 . wahpiiang . skate until miie leg berii suan ~ hahas . bbut still c0ntinue . skate liia0 - miie , kailin , viict0ria & an0ther gal , f0rget de name liia0s walk t0 imm . l0l . then they g0 fiind yan miing they all . play hiide & seek ! l0l ! hahas . den we g0 see pe0ple play de t0yy car raciing . after that miie & kailin g0 le ~ wahh , s0 tiired . dd0n't feel lk g0iing sko0l t0m0l0 bbut must . haii ~ siian leii . c0me h0me sleep a while den weiian wake miie up . piiang ! l0l . den g0 t0rk t0 hiim , niic0le . he keep bluffing miie thiings lei ~ then say wart siqi jiie & karen jiie wan diis0wn miie ! scare miie ! wala0 . maybe friiday p0ntan wih weiian . c0s need giib $5 f0r de be urself day . waste miie m0nney ! haiis . summ0re t0day spend until p0k eye ! kekes . . o0oh no0 ! haiis . wah , get back results liia0 . niic0le help miie take . 0mg , ii fail hiist0ry . l0west leii ~ haiis . den t0day ii wait 0utside scho0l there f0r niic0le, swayy2 miie klass pupil all c0me 0ut . piiang ! t0m0l0 they sab0 miie ii diie liia0s ! sh0uld be w0n't bahhx . haiis . 0kkiie2 , end here liia0 . to0 l0ng ler ~ kekes . take care bahhx peeps ! l0ls . h0pe eu all de results will be go0d2 . hahas . buais2 ! peace !
[still waiiting f0r an answer fr0m hiim . haiis ~ ii l0rve euu; 0nly hab de c0urage t0 say iit here .]

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came in here on10:56 p.m.x

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shalalala ~ l0ls . . ii a little biit s0t2 le ? 0h no0o ! hahas . lalala~ damn high n0w ! wo0hoo0 ! kekes . . ii berii happiie w0rrs ! yesterday niight karen kept miie as gan meii ! ii g0rt remember tiime de 0kkiies ! ! 10.16pm - kekes . . yayy ! s0 so0per do0per happiie ! muahaha ! den t0day siqi kept miie as gan meii2 ! whahaha ! ahhhhhh~ l0ls ! i will treasure them de ! kekes . . =)) lalala' l0rve them l0ads ! hahas . . den that april jiie s0 lame de ? kekes . . she keep t0rkiing c0ck den still take gun want sho0t ? ahaha ! 0kkiie, daryl(sec5) iish pii gu d0ng ! biggest pi gu d0ng ! [ see larhs ! ii g0rt put ur name le , happiie ? ] hahas . . lalala~ zuojiia s0 kke liian leiis ~ he t0m0l0 g0iing c0urt . haiis ! d0n't miiss miie ahs ! eee ! ahahhas . den he n0rt c0miing t0 scho0l t0m0l0 , cann0rt see hiim f0r de last tiime . hahas ! donn0 can g0 visit 0ne 0r n0rts . sh0uld be can bahhx . bu yao ji m0 0rh ~ hahas ! t0m0l0 get results le , 0h n0 ! ii thiink i'll fail a l0rt ? n0n0 ! scared dr0p t0 na leiis ~ ahhh ! i think g0rt m0nster eat miie brain ! l0ls . m0nster - april ? ahahaha ! n0 larhs . . eee , ii als0 g0rt fiind 0ut new secretleiis ~ jiiah0ng k0rr2 lk s0meb0dy ! wo0ho0o ! zuojiia tell miie de leiis ~ kekes . lalala' can g0 di'siia0 hiim t0m0l0 ; muahahaha ! ii want see hiis face red ! l0ls ! later lk t0mat0 ! lalala ~ t0m0l0 mayb g0iing ice skate , dd0n't feel lk g0iing leiis . hahas . . muahaha, ii eend here le larhs . l0ls . . buaibuais ! ! take care all ! -PEACE; N0 WAR-

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came in here on10:33 p.m.x

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haiis ~ s0 sian. . t0day p0n tan l0rhs~ c0s d0n't feel lk g0ing t0 scho0l mahhs. . den ii thiink de h0me ec0ns paper get zer0 le l0rhs. . haiis ~ nvm larhs. . als0 n0 mo0d. . yesterday criied larhs. . f0r s0me reas0ns l0rhs, d0n't feel lk sayiing it 0ut here. . l0ls. . iif wan can ask miie. . kekes. . n0w t0rkkiing t0 huiixiian, dor0thy & al0y. . haiis ~ tey all als0 s0 early c0me h0me leiis. . i want g0 0ut meet niic0le jiie2 tey all leis. . but d0nno can 0r n0rt. . haiis ~ ii s0 kke liian riites. l0ls. . hahas. . iif can den later call niic0le jiie tey all meet miie at 213 tere. . hahas. . call her sure tii0 gan by herr de. . l0ls. . sure de larhs. . she sure sayy ii pangseh her all th0se. l0ls. . always is same de. . hahas. . just n0w chewyi meii2 als0 g0rt call miie ask miie whyiie never g0 sch but hafta g0 0ut eat breakfast den cann0rt t0rkk t0 herr. . haiis ~ siian l0rhs. . ii tuesdayy wan g0 niic0le jiie2's h0use alreadyy. . playy wihh miie new gan dii - JUSTIIN ! l0ls. niic0le de real small br0ther. . hahas. . he s0 kute l0rhs ! hahas. . tiis year p3 onlii ! ahhh ! miie favourite gan di ! 0mg, w0 ai shang ta le ~ ahahahas. den everidayy t0rkk t0 niic0le jiie 0n de f0ne halfwayy will askk miie gan dii t0 t0rkk t0 miie de, den niic0le jealous. . hahas ! l0ls. . h0rh0r ! ii fiind 0ut huii xian de secret liia0s ! ahahas ! kkiies, SHHHHH ! l0ls. . k larhs, i als0 d0nno wart t0 update ab0ut le larhs. . l0ls. . buaibuais ! take care all ~ -PEACE, N0 WAR ! - l0ls ! =P buaibuais ! l0rve miie jiie meiis 184 - esp. 718 jie meis ! wo ai si nii men le ! wo0oh0oo!

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came in here on11:34 a.m.x

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lalalas~ s0 siian so update. . berii l0ng neber update le, h0rr? c0s miie c0mputer sp0iil mahhs, den cann0t l0rhs. . n0w 0kkiie lerhs ! haiis. . i d0nno sh0uld patch 0r n0t l0rhs. . anyway, i als0 thiink he n0w happy wiih hiis liife bahhs, so everiithing should be 0kkiie. . hahas. . =)) now adays miie& niic0le jiie playy until sia0 sia0. . machiam sia0 char b0rs liiddat ! l0ls. . den she stiil bluff me say wat take 0ut de ceiliing den g0t 2-st0ry. . ahahahs! make me belive ! ! 0mg ! i so0o stupiid ! l0ls. . mid-year all is 0kkiie bahhs, bbut maths paper2& history berii difficult leiis. . can diie. . l0ls. . i thiink miie hiistory will faiil until berii cham ! l0ls. . i always kena lowest iin level de. . stupid hiistory ! mr chan less0n so b0riing ! can sleep de l0rhs. . but he stiil berii good to me, so ii thiink i must gambateh ! try to pass ! weeeheees ! ahahahas. . lalalas ~ berii siian. . ii miiss niic0le jiie leiis~ donno why. . ahahhas. she sure now ha-chew-ing. l0ls. c0s i missing her ! ahahahs ! t0dayy miie daddy c0ming back fr0m 0verseas le ! so happy ! wooohooo ! ahahaha ! kkiie larhs, d0nno wat t0 update ab0ut le, end here le l0rhs. . buaibuais ~ take care alL~ *muAckS* -PEACEEEEEEE-

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came in here on04:02 p.m.x

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haiz.. i tink i don wanna care abt de patch or not le.. if tere's fate, we'll be together again.. if not, den nvm.. i don wanna write dwn moi feelings here.. i tink i go write dwn in a diary better.. hahax.. lalala.. kk enuff abt unhappy things.. lolx.. haiz.. todae wake up den go cheer guan kai upppp. MUZ SMILLLLLLE!! =) haiz.. den juz now nic call me den we crap again.. hahax.. omg.. we 2 siao char bors.. hahax.. haiiiiz!! kay, i oso donno wat to write abt leiiiiiiiiiii.. aiyax donno lax.. lolx.. next time den write again.. BUAIBUAIIIIIIIIX!!!!! hahax.. take care all.. seeyaaaa! MUACCKKKKKKKKKKS!- ahahahah! *PEACEEEEE*

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came in here on03:10 p.m.x

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.::He brought my hopes high then crash it into pieces::.

haiz todae beri sian.. ytd sleep beri early den wei an call me i sleep liaox.. hahax.. =)) den todae wake up call nic jie toktoktok.. hahahax.. now adays alwaes crap wit her.. den laugh until stomachache.. lolx.. den ltr tok to daryl kor.. ya.. tey 2 'pei' me for de whole dae sia.. hahaax.. lolx.. DEN I GO PUT FAKE FINGER NAILS!! ahahahx.. beri funni lei! den ltr i tell nic den she& me keep laughing.. lolx! den i at night go out eat dinner mahx.. DEN LTR DE FAKE FINGER NAILS DROP!! OMG!! ahahahx! den i go home acll nic and tell her.. den she laugh again.. LOL. hahahax.. omg we beri lame lei.. hahax.. den i sae i wan put de finger nails until tuesady let ppl see.. den teacher catch me den i sae SORRY den go take out and break de finger nails.. LOL!!! ahahahahx!! OMG.. lolx i siao liao.. hahahax.. haiz.. but still beri sad.. nvm.. hmmmx, den we suddenli tok abt zhao hui.. ahahax! den blablabla.. ahahax.. beri funni lax.. den tat nicole make me laugh until i stomachache liao! den we tok abt jiahong& arongkorn ytd do stunt in de car park.. lolx.. jiahong go do push up den nicole mother saw.. ahahha! cuz de car tats driving towards jiahong is nicole mother's car =X lOL. den jiahong sae ' tell ur mother i beri wu ji one i like to do stunt on de road ' ahahhax! wooohooo. OMG I SIAO LE! ahahahax..omg.. okok.. MUZ RELAX!!!! lolx.. *breathe in breathe out* hahax.. OKOK! shhh! SERIOUS!!!!!!!! ahemahem! lolx.. now i donno wat to sae liao.. hahax.. okok.. BYEBYE!! hahax.. take care k?? good luck for de midyear exams.. LOL.. BYEEEEEEE!!! hahax..

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came in here on10:08 p.m.x

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stress.. im sorri.. im realli beri stress now.. haiz.. bcoz of exams& some personal matters bahx.. midyear exam start tml worrx.. haiz.. den aft tat got history remedial lo.. todae aft sch got history remedial.. take history test.. haiz.. sure fail.. den get bac last klass test, got 3/20.. hahax.. de other one get 1/2 mark oni.. over 20 summore.. omg!! haiz.. den aft tat wei an& aloy come find me and nic.. den dey go remedial.. wei an kena chase out den he come find us.. hmmmx.. stay in sch for a while& toktoktok den go 213.. chewping jie , shuana jie dey all folding straw hearts.. den dey gimme.. woohooO! got one oni.. tml i wanna ask for one more!! kekex.. =P den aft tat me, wantian and nicole jie go see monkey!~!! so cute lo.. but quite fierce lax.. me and nicole beri scared.. lolx.. den weiwei kor& weian come find us.. den we go westmall lo.. nicole jie go buy de make stars de.. den wei an keep bullyin me.. den tat weiwei oso help him sia.. den weiwei go pinch me den go sae bayi simi sek.. den no bayi lo!! den in de end de bayi is wei an.. he go put de green shirt at his head.. lame rite.. den go 30story.. dey keep bullyin me.. especially tat wei an.. keep using rubber band shoot me!! beri pain.. den go vandalise de wall.. aft tat go playground play.. aft a while me& nic jie go home le.. ya.. haiz.. =)) now still quite stress.. donno lax.. feel beri wat lo.. dui bu qi.. anw, me and nic jie compose song lei!! 'wo de cuo' by wu yue tian but we go change de lyrics.. beri nice.. =) kiex.. tats all bahx.. buaibuaix.. take care all..

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came in here on06:42 p.m.x

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upadte update!~ lolx.. hmmmx, ahhh im so in luv wit him.. hahahax.. everi entry oso liddat.. lolx.. =P haiz.. but i beri scared one day he'll leave me.. oso donno if he serious abt me mahx.. beri scared i'll be hurt again.. haiz... ahhh!~ lolx.. end here le.. donno wat to sae.. lolx.. buaibuaix.. lolx.. take care all..

*~*~*Loving eu lots.. wo hui ai ni 1314*~*~*

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came in here on10:26 p.m.x

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(: everything started on 22aprilo5 - o212pm.. i will treasure u.. i won leave u de.. xiang xing wo.. =)) hahax.. wo hui ai ni yi bei zi.. so many unanswered qn.. saw him juz nw.. sooo happie.. hahax.. will u be wit me till de end of time?? ni hui mahx?? will u be de one lending me a shoulder to cry on?? will u be tere wen i need u?? will u? hope i can be de one u could share ur troubles wit.. i'll lend a listening ear.. wo ai ni 1314.. 5201314 3344.. yong yuan ai ni.. muacks..

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came in here on03:44 p.m.x

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waited for him for de whole dae ytd to come online.. bt he dint.. haiz.. =( sadsad.. so long nv see him le.. 5daes le.. AHHH~ omg i miss him.. ahahax.. hope sat can see him.. kekex.. omg im so in luv wit him.. AHHH! feel lk saein de 3words to him.. haiz.. bt don dare =X lolx.. kekex.. haiz. ms aida sux! humphx.. hahax.. she alwaes scold me one.. i ask fang yu lend me water bottle she oso scold.. bleahx.. k le nth to sae le.. buaibuaix..take care all.

5201314.. [luvin euu 1314] wo hui ai ni yi bei zi!!!

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came in here on04:18 p.m.x

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OMG!!! i tink i fell in luv wit a guy.. AHHH~ omg.. help?! hahax.. fell in luv wit him on 16o4o5 - saturday midnight.. OMGGGGGGGGG! on shud i count it as a friday? lolx..

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came in here on07:47 p.m.x

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ytd go flag dae.. xia sway man!!! some ppl juz walk away wen we see dem.. at first me, nic, daryl, adrain and jonathan team.. den we go collect at jp.. den ltr we go westmall eat macdonalds wit Wei An, shao Pi, Wan tian, xiao Ben, Christopher. den daryl dey all dowan to come dey go burger kingggg.. den aft tat we go mrt find jiahong dey all... den hongzhao and zuojia came.. me and nic keep askin dem to donate sia.. den daryl, adrain and jonathan wan go lot1 den me and nic dowan go.. so we seperate le.. den me, wei an, wan tian, nicole, shaopi and xiaoben go chervone.. wei an and xiaoben play pool.. wei an so pro sia.. den xiaoben so funny.. lolx.. shaopi tere takin video.. den ltr wantian, xiaoben and shaopi quarrel.. omg.. lolx.. wantian keep scolding xiaoben and shaopi cuz dey borrow de e-z link card go play pool.. den ltr me and nic jie go toilet change den go arcade... play DDR and see nic and wantian paly parapara.. so pro sia wan tian.. den nic owaes fail.. lolx.. den go back westmall.. den wantian ask us get down de bus.. den is wrong bus stop -.-" lolx.. den all of us scold her.. hahax.. den we sit taxi to westmall cuz rainin beri heavily.. wei an treat.. lolx.. den i knock moi head sia so pain!! AHHH~ lolx.. den go back westmall play arcade.. den did a beri bad thing.. shhh~ cannot sae.. bt not i do wan.. =P lolx.. den ltr go toilet change to uniform den wan go bac jp to meet mstan.. den me and nic de flag dae box oni less than 1/4 summore 5.45pm le.. den we rush go ask ppl donate.. we so kia su man.. in de mrt oso ask.. lolx.. den mstan call sae we late le ask us quick.. den we reach tere liaox gib mstan de coin box.. haiz.. less than 1/4!! omg.. hahahax.. me and nic tok to daryl, nictoktojonathan, zikang and yuwei and miss tan.. den 8pm le miss tan sae she wan go home den we sae byebye to her.. nic oso go home le.. den we go arcade.. smth bad happen to daryl.. den me and wantian keep cryin.. den ltr we quickly ask wei an and charity come find us.. den tat asshole wei an keep makin me laugh.. den he eat sweet keep spitting at me.. childish rite?? den i keep scoldin him childish.. den wei an and charity 'pei' me sit bus go home.. den ltr in bus wei an keep li siao me sia.. charity oso help him.. den he act he kena possessed i tot is real.. den i scared until lk siao.. den gt ppl scold us in bus ask us to tok softer.. cuz tat wei an lax.. keep laughin so loudly in bus -.-" lolx... den i tot he kena possessed den slap him a few times =X hahahx.. ya.. den reach home and al tat den no more le.. ya.. lolx.. tts all lax.. buaibuaix... takecare..

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came in here on12:43 p.m.x

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everyone supports her.. even moi baobei de kor.. i admit defeat.. everyone luvs her more.. EVERYONE.. wat can i do? i need a break.. gimme time to reflect over these days.. sori to dissapoint u guys, again...

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came in here on05:19 p.m.x

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i'll be waiting for him... though i noe tis dae most probably won come, bt i wil.. miracles do happen once in a while... sori to dissapoint al of u again by moi descision.. ytd chat wit gab kor abt tis.. haix.. den he sae moi tinkin veri childish.. i noe.. bt tats how i tink and i cant change it.. i tried to be mature bt i cant.. haix.. if tere's fate, me and him wil be together..

+if he's urs den he's urs.. if nt no matter wat u do he'l alwaes nt be urs.. treasure everyone ard u and don regret aft u've lsot them+

+where is de forever u promised me??+

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came in here on12:13 p.m.x

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im at home blogging nw... allowed to cum bac on weekends... moi dad sae he'll ask moi mum to tell moi auntie and uncles to let me cum bac.. hope so.. i dowan to go bac to their hse.. it sux.. den todae so paiseh.. -.-" i cried in sch den so mani ppl lookin.. lolx.. haix... =( dam heartbroken.. juz hope he'll gimme another chance to luv him and cherish him again.. haix.. bt i tink tis chance wun cum le bax.. he luv her so much.. i don tink im allowed to mention her name bax.. haix... i miss moi dad and mum sooo much.. called moi mum todae den complain and cried.. i saw de emails moi dad sent to me.. den tears juz keep flowing out.. donno y i cry so much lax.. den even moi bro ask me y i cut.. haix.. ahhh! i luv moi family.. nw i noe tat moi mum actualli rox.. hai.. so mani things happened.. ahhh~ haix... he and her stead le.. den dey lk so happi lo.. hai... aiyax.. wat can i do.. juz hope dey'll last long lo.. one is moi god sis.. another one moi ex and de guy whom i luv so much.. hai.. juz gib dem moi blessings bax.. hmmmx, donno wat to sae le~ and sorri frens to make all of u so worried for me.. sorri.. i luv y'll. (: takecare!! good luck in ur studies + everithing all of u do..! muacks.

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came in here on05:34 p.m.x

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todae pon tan. (: monday oso pon tan. lolx.. eh nic jie.. sorry to pangseh u again.. haix.. ytd.. i saw how wantian cried.. and her situition was lk same as mine... her god sis promised nt to stead wit aloy.. moi god sis promised me de same thing... and she broke it.. bt its okay... i'll wait 4 him.. no matter wat, i'll be waitin.. haix.. den both of dem hold hands infront of me.. haix... nvm.. bt ytd da yang gave me a card! woohoo. lolx.. siao.. a plain card lax.. i tink he dowan den gimme.. stupid da yang throw rubbish to me.. lolx. daryl did a veri bad thing and he's ADDICTED to it.. grrr. lolx. ytd talked to ian, he isnt tat bad lax.. lolx. i used to tink he veri dao. hahax. anw, de klass front door is spoilt. lol! den all de teachers havta go in by back door. lolx... gt scolded frm mrs kartar ytd.. hahaha. so siao. she sae she wanna gimme a SURPRISE VISIT at home. lol!! she suspect i lie to her tat moi mother nt in singapore. hahax.. den she ask me wat if she cums and see moi mother at home.. lolx! den i sae cum lax. lolx.... mrs kartar sucks. den i told jiahong abt it.. den he keep relate it to FOOD. ahahahaa! i sae mrs kartar sae i sure nv go to sch nxt tuesday, den jiahong say cuz she hav enuff food alreadi. LOL! den i sae mrs kartar scold me, he sae cuz she nv eat breakfast. ahahaha! crazi kor... lalala~ todae sch ends at 1.50pm.. so ltr muz go sch find nic.. hahahx. sure tio scolding de.. lolx.. de first word she'll sae is PANG SEH KIA! ahahaha. okay, end here le.. seeya..

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came in here on09:22 a.m.x

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AHHHH~ haix.. sad sad bax?? actualli everithin was okay, nw nt again.. haix... =( i carved his name on moi hand.. and plus 19extra cuts.. hai.... toade whole day cuttin moiself lo.. den tat stupid nicole jie go tell him.. haix.. i decided to be mature in moi tinking le... i'll try moi best to save de relationship bax.. i'll gib double luv& concern.. juz to save de relationship.. todae aft sch skip cross country.. bo bian mahz.. moi leg fall dwn until liddat. damn pain lo.. den tat hongzhao keep makin moi leg.. haix.. den play wit arongkorn, chewping, chewyi, jiahong, melissa, kailun, aloysius, lihong& one of deir frens.. hahax.. quite fun bax.. den tat edmond go hit moi head so pain! den play scissors paper stone... kekex so fun!!.. lolx.. kena beat until moi hand so red sia.. lolx.. den play wit him scissors paper stone oso.. so sian one.. he keep lettin me win.. lolx.. den play wit tat aloysius, WAH! MOI HAND DAMN PAIN!! he hit so pain!! at first he hit softsoft, den de fren sae y hit so soft den hit dem so hard.. lolx. siao.. anw, ytd esther ask me be her god jie. lolx. den accept le.. mmmx, another god sis?? hahahx! haix.. y muz luv be liddat?? i tot moi kor& jie(or rather da sao) relationship is veri steady.. bt hu noes?? why nw bcum liddat?? haix.. luv hurtx.. =(

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came in here on08:50 p.m.x

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hi!!! ahahax. so sian so blog lo.. haix.. todae aft sch tio scolding frm mrs kartar. lolx.. cuz i nv do tat coursework task. den tat fucker iqbal go pao tou!!! HE SABO KIA!!!! i hate him lorz!!!! cb lax.. grrr! den ltr i hafta stay bac lo.. bt i run away.. tomorrow sure tio scoldin one.. lolx.. todae damn bad luck lax!! den ltr geo lesson. wah. damn suay! i go to teacher cuz i nv do de copy thingy, wah. first thing go to her, she confiscate moi sex band.... den ltr tell me unfold skirt.. den tell me go throw away moi socks and buy new one. SIAO LEI SHE!!!! humph. she owaex pick on me nor.. so bad rite... den aft sch, stay bac den run away den run to opposite sch.. lolx... go playgrd there playplay lo.. den i wear weian spec mahx.. den nt clear.. i see de floor lk one up one down... lolx.. den ltr tat stupid jianxiang go disiao me.. i wan go chase him den i fall down =( damn pain sia.. i cry a little.. stupid leiz.. haix.. den moi 2 knees all blood. esp de right one. den de whole floor de tissue all gt moi flood. damn er xin.. den weian go ask ppl help me buy water and plaster.. kekex.. =P thx!!!! ai si ni le~ LOLX. den nicole, wantian, jasmine, karen and sandy help me dress moi wounds.. lolx.. den i keep screaming cuz vri pain... hai... den de pinky, jianxiang, hongzhao, zuojia dey all lookin.. lolx.. den gab kor so good.. he help moi carry bag! lolx.. bt for a while oni.. veri veri pain lo!! den i almost cannot stand up.. cuz i sit dwn den dey help me mahz.. lolx.. almost cannot stand up sia!! ahahax. den i walk tat time veri 'xing ku'.. den muz slowli slowli.. hahax.. realli veri pain.. den tat sandy LIANG arx, keep makin me!! den she go hit moi knee sia!! LOLX. den she keep sayin wan take foto sae veri nice den wat post on frenster. -.-" LOLX. LAME RITE. kekex.. den go westmall lo.. tat weian and his frenx arx, dey sit taxi t0 bukit batok swimming complex. LOLX. soooo near still sit. aiyoyo. =P hahahax. okay lax, i tink blog until here le.. buaibuaix!!! takecare all!!!!

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came in here on07:07 p.m.x

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happy birthday shuana jie!!!!!!!!!!
jie! happi birthday! sweet 4teen! haha. 14 alreadi hor! =P kekex. sorri no pressies yet =P haven buy. kekex. dun angri horx. nxt time den buy okay??? enjoy ur bday and hope u'll get a hp SOOOOOOOOON!!!kekex. OH NO!!!! sch start tml liaox.. die die. haven do h/w + moi maths! bound to get scolding by miss aida cuz supposed to see her aft sch on friday to complete =P LOL. lalala IM DEAD. lol. still muz do book cover + letter + home econ. AHHH! die die die die! oh ya, im so jealous. >.< HUMPH! nw sandy bcum gab korkor de nu er liaox. SANDY I VERI JEALOUS HORZ!! lolx. =P lalala. nvm~ kekex. oh no i owe daryl kor$$LOL. owe money pay money! scared ltr he go hang pig head on moi hse... ahaha! $10.. hahahx. tml muz pay him.. nic jie oso owe junxian $10. OWE MONEY PAY MONEY! ahahaha. me and nic all pok liao~ humph. horhor. tml is rachelle's bday. wah, realli POK~ how to buy pressies. kekex. oh yes i still owe karen her pressie. AHHHHH~ go tiao lou liao. i tink i go buy all their pressies in one time. lol. OH YAAAAAA!!! miss leow still haven return me my wallet -.-" wah she cheat me... i do finish all moi corrections + works liao she haven return me and daryl kor our wallet. lolx. muz charge her $$ for takin moi wallet =X ahahhaa. moi poor wallet is in de hands of sum EVILEVIL` tcher =P LOL. k lax i go call sandy jie to conference liaos! BUHBYEEEEE!!!!!!!! take care all..

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came in here on03:20 p.m.x

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looking thru a frenster bulletin.. den i saw a question... haix.. den i began to tink, why muz guys play wit gals feelings? whn gals dun play wit guys feelings?? wats so nice abt playing wit gals feelings?? kk nvm, haix.. i gtg le.. bbye.. take care all....

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came in here on10:47 a.m.x

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something happened yesterday night. me, wantian, edmond, xiaoben and weian were on conference.. den, HE told me the three words on de fone! [: happy happy.

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came in here on05:36 p.m.x

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[edit]ashraf didi told me a phrase that woke me up.. which is, " go find every piece of ur heart and fix them back " i find it veri meangingless... but i noe, without him, i cudn do it by moiself..[/edit]
okay blog.. nth to blog abt.. i found out smth tat broke moi heart into million pieces.. stop lying to me, i can't take it anymore! need sum1 to tok to... =( moi heart is shattered into million pieces tat cant be fixed by anyone except for u... i gave u moi heart, bt u juz toyed wit it.. i kept quiet, suffered in silence, showed accomodation.. i keep giving in diz relationship, bt gt nth in return except fr getting moi heart broken.. i noe, im stupid, im foolish. and i hav no guts to ask him abt it at all.. im a fucking loser.. hai.. whn is life fair to me.. y is it so unfair to me.. why... why muz i suffer bcuz of de word, LOVE??...yes i noe, im a failure.. in everything.......

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came in here on03:54 p.m.x

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UGH SADSAD!!! =( juz nw HE asked me for patch.. den i tot it was REALLI him.. den aft tat he told me it was aloy hu asked.. walau aloy too guo gen le lo!!!! UGH!!!! i was realli happi juz nw, DEN NOW?! dey dun even spare a tot for me!! UGH. it isnt fun at all! hai... im sooo stupid to fell for that.. ALOYSIUS TAN!!!! U REMEMBER THIS!! hai... realli veri heartbrokened now... wo de xin shui le.. hao xiang gao shu ta wo hai shi hen guan xin ta de.. why cant he juz understand me!! IM A TOTAL FAILURE IN EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE MYSELF. UGH!!! anw, todae went to lot1 to take neoprints.. saw deep and bernard.. sooo cute... hai... dunno y i still lk HIM.. REALLI VERI SAD NOW LAX~!!!! I WAN MOI GAB KORKOR!!!!! went to take neo wit chewping, chewyi, kailun, nicole and shuana...den saw yihan and liting there...den take togetha lo...hai...I AM SOOO DAMN SAD... hai.. tiz is de time i felt more heartbroken... whn he asked me, i was on de top of de hill...bt whn he told me aloy was de one hu asked using his a/c, i felt lk i fell down... hai... A DEEP CUT IN MOI HEART NW!! IM SOOOO SAD AND HEARTBROKEN!!!! tis is realli de time i fall dwn real hard... moi heart is brokened into a million pieces... nth can mend it anymore...except for HIM...i will wait for him..nth will stop me... now nic jiejie comforting me... hai.. IM REALLI VERI HEARTBROKEN!!!! how could aloy do tis to me... how could he trick me... hai..... I REALLI FEEL LK DYING!!!! but realli, how cud dey!!!! UGH!!!! IM REALLI VERI HEARTBROKEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ive decided to juz wait for him.. its either i get him or stay single... hai... hope everione out dere wun be lk me.. tiz is de period i fail totalli........ =(

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came in here on06:10 p.m.x

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OMG~ todae earli in de morning, SANDY LIANG TORTURED ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! i help her find a blogskin, DEN SHE KEEP WAN ADD MY LAST TIME DE AVATAR. WTF. den add here add dere. she so fussy. DEN DE TAGBOARD COLOUR KEEP CHANGING. ahahaha bt nvm lax.. hu ask her to be moi jie.. ahahx. sandy liang, u owe me one horx!! ahahahx..... anw, GLENN OWE ME TESTIMONIAL!!! ahhhh! slap him.(: ahaha. anw, tokin to sandy jie, nicole jie, chewping jie and gab korkor and daryl korkor! whoohoooo. hhahahx. lalala. (: ytd tok until 12++ worx. den i keep disturbing gab kor. hehe. im sooo siaaaannn! hahhax. hmmm, lalala~ so sian! REALLI VERI SIAN! hahaha. dunno wat to sae lax.. still feeling quite sad.. cant realli get over.. hai...
anw, REPLY TO TAGS!!!
JOYYIE: ahahaha. of cuz im good =P hahahx. but i juz spelt wit an extra 'i' mahx..
DIANA: haha. thanks! urs oso.. hee. miss ya too! see ya tomorrow!!
SARAHH: ahahaha. yupp! cuz last time moi blog de doodleboard was spoilt and i was lk too lazy to change =P hees/ ya life's great in secondary. frens rocks! whooo. ahahaha. but i've not forgotten u =P hees. take care ok?? luv ya! muackz =P
GABRIEL: wah stupid korkor =( i heartbroken liao lax..dun help u le.. HUMPH. ahaha jk. anw remember de, GOOD NIGHT SWEETDREAMS LUV U MUACKZ =P
NING:hey! ahahaha. ya its hella cute! whoohooo. ahhaahx. ya u take care too ok?? luv& miss ya loads.
TING: hi! ahahhaa. u stupid gal.. i mean JIE. ahahaa. make me waste my time sia! but nvm lax.. hu ask u to be moi jie. lolx.. take care horx.. hope u and karen+celeste will be okay soon!
JOLENE: hey laogong! ya i miss u too. i tagged at ur haloscan! hee. saw it? hahax. ya and i finally changed my skin. take care too k? luv ya laogong! -MUACKS*
ESTHER: hey cutie. haha. thanks for tagging! quite surprised. hahahx. ya i'll link u later. takecare! see u in school tomorrow!
SAM: stupid pang sai boi.. hahahx. its not dzul! how many times must i say. SLAP U ARX. =P hahax. okok, take care ok??
JAYNE: ahahaha. yupp i changed moi skin...kekex..ur skin oso veri nice. hahahx. [: take care horx! and good luck wit my bro(if u still lks him). hee. -muacks*

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came in here on03:44 p.m.x

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[edit]-SIIIGHHHH* i juz read me and moi ex de msg history.. :'( realli veri sad... i saw de messages we sent each other.. and brought bac lots and lots of memories... hai.. o7o3o5.. it has been 12 days... y cant i forget abt him!!! i'm sucha failure. =( -sighhhs* why did i even read de message history. i saw wat was inside and i wished i could still call him tat again. he was de one hu alwaes wanted me to call him tat and alwaes remind/asked me to call him tat.. but nw, i dun even hab a chance to call him tat alreadi.. nt even a chance to realli tok to him. hai. wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni<-- my fav. phrase. bt how am i going to learn? i'm really veri sad.. i wished i could cut, but i promised lots of ppl i wun le.. ahhhhh! WAT TO DO?! stupid bernice. blame on my itchy hands tat clicked on de message history. [/edit]
this shall be my second post of de day! it's bcuz im SOOOO bored lo! im stuck at this stuffy little hse of mine!! AHHHHHHH~ -screams* okay. -clears throat* humph. lalala~ anw, is this layout too childish or smth? hee. I FIND IT CUTE LAX! cuz it's cute. LALALA~ sing sing sing! hai so sian. really dunno wat to do lax. OOOH MY BRO IS BAC WIT MCDONALDS! GOING TO EAT BYE~

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came in here on02:53 p.m.x

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hiakhiak~ i'm lk sooo bored. hees. maybe i'm going to nicole's hse later. MAYBE ONLI.. de final descision lies on moi muther. wheee! today chewping told me something. if i'm going to nicole's hse, i'll bring moi hmwk! hahax.. den i shall complete ALL moi holiday assignments!~(if possible)kekex. i feel lk changing my blog layout cuz i find it too plain. and ive been using it for a veri veri LLOOOOONGGGGGGG time! hahaks. bt im lazy to do a new one so i'll just randomly pick one frm blogskins! long time since i went into that website! okok, i go pick one frm dere nw.. will blog after i picked one! lalala~ wellwellwell! i juz changed moi stupid blog layout. COMMENTS PLZ?! m realli tooo lazy to do liaox.. mayb will submit moi previous layout to blogskins..kekex..yee-haa! im juz a little bit crazi so dun mind me yaaa. haha. lalala (= i miss moi amelia jie! it's been lk 1783478920 years since i last talked to her! (ya im juz exaggerating) HAHA! can all of u tolerate me for a while? anw, hu do i lk nw.. HMMMMS/ i oso dunno.. ahahaha! i luv all moi god families! yeaaahhh! hahahx. tokin to moi baobei de gab kor! hahaha. ya.. and weiru kor. OMG~ he patched wit his ex, BT HOR, he's sooo flirt lei! LOL. *slaps him* WAKE UP OK? ahahaha. =P gt gf liaox still so flirt! hahahx. *kicks him* ahahaha. yayyy. =) im a matchmaker nw adays! im so kind helping ppl! lalala~ ok, now im going to call moi laobu and ask her i can go or not. =P ahahaha ive decied NOT to call. ahaha. i sms btr. =P if she says ok, I'LL IMMIDIETLY CHANGE AND GOOOO! bt hafta ask moi maid to lend me some $$ first. HEHE. im bad, NO IM NOT =P haha. wat de hell is wrong wit me todaeeee. anw, AHAHHAA. I HAV A JOKE TO TELL Y'LL. GUESS WAT?!!!!!!!!!! ytd i was lk tokin to nicole and jiahong on conference, DEN I FELL ASLEEP!!! HAHAHAHA. LOL. NICOLE JUZ TOLD ME TODAE MORNING TAT I FELL ASLEEP WHILE TALKING TO DEM. CAN U BLIVE IT?! i laughed till lk OMFG! hahaha! omg i cant blive it! LOL. imagine urself tokin halfway on a conference and u suddenli fell asleep leaving ur frens toking. HAHA! den todae morning, i saw my hp close. i was lk, how did i end de fone call wit dem. LOL! ok. -takes a deep breathe in and out* ya im better. =) lalala. okay lax, off i go to chat wit moi jie and kor le! BYEBYE. take care alrite? seeya!

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came in here on01:27 p.m.x

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hai...i realised moi mistake...im being over sensetive.. sorry kor!! hope i can realli control moi tears...ok..im sooooooooooo BOREDDD now!! bcuz nic jie is out wit her parents to town, sandy jiejie went to shuana jiejie's hse.. hongzhao, zuojia and gab korkor went for training.. hahax.. and im STUCK at moi hse.. ahhhhhhh!~ bt im chattin wit jiahong kor, nad and edmund nw.. hahax.. going to call daryl kor later.. he tell me to call him.. hahahx. lalala. hai.. im realli bored! ahhhhhhhh~ hmmmx, tat stupid gab kor and hz. keep shooting me. dey're lame assholes! ahahaha. no lax. juz kidding.. lalala~ ytd whn i quarreled wit gab kor, i felt realli tired... realli tired of life.. cuz i cried bcuz of gab kor these few daes.. hai~ i noe, im too sensetive.. too emotional.. hai. den tat stupid jonathan, lazy piggie! =x haha. [: anw, GAB KORKOR! if ure reading tiz hor, u still owe me a testimonial in frenster horx! i dun care ok? i wan moi testi! kekex.. and peeps, i gt a new tagboard le. haha, FINALLY RITE?! kekex.. ok, plz tag!! SEEYA! luv y'll.

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came in here on02:06 p.m.x

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cried again todae =( nvm.. i guess im being over-sensetive.. ya....im too sensetive le bahx...sorri guyz!! and sorri sandy jie to mk u dissapointed....anw, karen isnt angri alreadi. =) whoohooo. suppose to go out wit nicole jie, daryl kor and jonathan de.. bt my laobu dun allow lo...hahaz...den nicole jie, shuana jie and sandy jie go ice skating liaox!! all pangseh me at home sia.. hahax... den tat keren mei keep wanting dennis foto.. hahahax...den shazni sae dennis worse than wesly! WOAH! i mondae wan go 3e3 see hu dennis le..hahax..hz klass worr..*HINTHINT* -- to SUM1** hahahx!! wah nw i at home so sian..my real kor + mei go wildwildwet..hahax...i doawn go..kekex.. [: wah wesly cum online liaox...can ask him abt tat dennis wor..hahax...den juz nw saw celeste de frenster pic, wahpiangx. she and kwangmao so en ai sia..hahahax..bt i still tink chiuyan and ken is a better couple..kekex...lalala..anw, edmond ask me be his mei..hahhaax..bt den thy alwaes call me bangawansolo...so bad lO! den dey sae wan go bomb de factory..hahahax..siao one lax..nw tokin to ahgong wor! hahax... i going to hab ah ma liaox!! hahahax.. anw, ytd night zhenwei and aloysius came to moi hse and ton..hahax...dey and moi bro play lk siao..hahax...den todae morning i go dwn saw dem juz wake up...hahahax...den play taitee wit dem..quite fun lax...den 3 of dem go tk moi hp play dowan return to me..hahax...den go check inbox den i keep snatching de hp..den cuz dey cycling bac to bukitbatok..den whn dey go bac i tell aloy cycle tat time must careful..dun let car bang..hahahax..den i tell zhenwei tat he must careful go down slope,dun fall dwn..ahahahax..den aloy sae i eat noodle must careful, dun choke.. wah he curse me sia! hahahax.. juz nw tok to youhao, he keep cursing me! lol. ok lax, dowan blog le.. anw, MOI KOR BRING MOI HP TO WILDWILDWET!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! =P ok, takecare all!! i luv all of u to biiiiiiiiiiiits! haha. esp. moi god families!

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came in here on04:58 p.m.x

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fuck lax knn. juz bcuz of moi big fucking stupid mouth, karen is angri wit moi kor and moi jie.. AND ME. hai.. i realli am sorri lo.. yet gab kor still scold me.. his words realli hurt me a lot and im nw crying bcuz of tat.. i nv even cry whn me and weian brk lo! WALAU. altho he's oni my god korkor, i treat him even better than my real kor. and he juz says all these without considering my feelings. im totally hurt by those things he said... :'( veri sad now.. hai...... anyone can sae tat bt not my kor!! cuz i treat him realli as moi fav. kor! bt now all de words he said broke my heart.. if its other kors or frens, i wun hav mind! BUT HE IS DIFFERENT!! everione can sae me but not him!~ fine.. now i noe he has her, he doesn need me anm.. *purely waiting for him to disown me* and those words he told me de previous day abt my bad points.. he cud've told me in msn or wateva lo.. UGH. HE REALLI LKS ANOTHER GOD SIS MORE THAN ME NOW! everione luvs her, no one luvs me.. IM TRULY HEARTBROKENED ALL BCUZ OF MY BAOBEI DE KOR.. JUZ BCUZ OF MY KOR IM CRYING NOW. I DUN EVEN TINK ITS WORTH IT. UGH.

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came in here on09:36 p.m.x

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eh fuck lax frenster keep deleting my testimonial! hahax.. anw, i dunno wats wit me now adays~!!! vulgarities just keep shooting outta moi mouth lk nobody's business.. hahahax. OH NOOOOO. den shuana keep pulling moi ear todae cuz i scold vulgarities. wah. pain sia! hahax.. HAI.. so sian.. todae go for de chinese han yu pin yin thing todae.. gt de test sia.. knn. actualli i suppose to get 3o+/1oo de.. den me, edmund and nicole cheat. hahax.. we keep changing ans lo.. den change until i get 51/1oo.. edmund change until 5o/1oo.. nicole jiejie.. hahahax.. she change until 46/1oo! LOL STILL FAIL.whahahahha! okok..lol..nvm lax, gt tyrus fail wit her.. hahaax. in klass lesson keep smsing adel jiejie. hmmms, aft sch.. go opposite lo.. meet jiahong dere..den call gab korkor.. wah he pon tan again cuz his mother bday.. hahax.. stupid sia. lol. aft tat hongzhao and zuojia cum lo. hahax.. den soon, shuana jiejie, april jiejie and yihan come.. hahax.. den me, shuana, nicole, jiahong, hongzhao and zuojia go westmall lo.. hahax.. den while walking there saw felencia.. hahax.. den zuojia and hognzhao go 5head there.. so me, nicole, shuana and jiahong sit outside bukit batok mrt station dere toktok.. den saw jiawei and zhiyong.. den more guys cum.. hahahax.. den ltr gt a gal lax, jiahong sae she sexy, bt face nt nice.. den me, shuana and nic ask jiahong go get her number, bt he dowan go..so me and nic go get her number=P hahax.. we tell her is jiahong wan one.. kekex.. den she realli giv sia! her name is cheryl. hahahax! fuck lei. so stupid. ahahaha. den nic jie told me tat ytd rina keep staring at her.. lol.. she fucker sia. i wan scold her tomorrow if i see her. hahahax.. actualli todae aft sch wan go sch one, bt cannot find her.. hahax.. den me, shuana and nicole go sandy hse.. find her den change in ehr hse.. den go bac westmall play arcade..saw weian, weian god sis and de shuqun guy.. hahahax.. den arongkorn oso there... den later go out jiahong, hongzhao and zuojia there waiting.. den later go food court eat.. hahax. eat liao den me and nic go home.. hahax.. dey wait for sandy there.. ya.. tats all le lax.. buaibuaix!! seeya. tc!! LALALALA~

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came in here on07:40 p.m.x

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heyyx. lots of things happened ytd.. hai... juz in one dae, so mani things happen again... )= nvm... i hope we'll all solve it kay?! to moi god families, thx for ur concern!! i luv all of u forever.. hongzhao's realli a good fren! thanks for spending ur time tokin to me! and sorry for wasting ur time! hongzhao, zuojia, gabriel, jiahong, sandy, nicole, shuana, xie xie ni men! oni all of u noes wat happen ytd.. and thanks for concerning. [: i realli luv y'll forever!!!! and nicole jiejie, dun be sad anm k! no matter wat i'll be wit u de.. kekex.. sandy jiejie, UR ACTING VERI err, nice sia.. bt my mother sae she noe we acting.. hahahx.. jiahong kor! ur jacket wit me.. hahahax. thanks for accompanying me for de WHOLE day! zuojia.. thanks for accompanying me oso.. dun smoke too much ok! and shuana, sorri to make u sooooo worried.. hahax.. i will be guai ok? there's sch tomorrow! YAAAWWWWNNNN! haha.. chinese summore! waaaah! can die.. hahahx.. bt gt clare accompany lax.. nicole gt de community thingy. hahaha. okok.. i tink my entry's till here. oh ya, thanks edmond, KOOOHHH weijie for helping ytd too! lol. okok, end here le! BUAIIIII! takecare!! luv all of u.. [:

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came in here on08:33 p.m.x

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broke up le.. yupp... 10days together... nvm..hahax...thanks wei ru korkor, shuana jiejie, april jiejie, nicole jiejie, chloe meimei for cheering me up! especially weiru korkor.. hai....i wan my baobei de gab korkor to cum online nw!!! he still dunno... hai... nvm lax.. all of u are de best! NVM~ todae nv go sch.. can sae pon tan lax.. bt cuz oso gt a lil stomachache lo..later going to see doctor..must wait till moi sista cum bac den can tell her to pei me.. lol.. hai.. dunno lax.. i saw de testi wenxin help him write de.. aft brk still so happi.. hai.. if he liddat, den i oso liddat lo.. 10 fucking days. SOOOO SHOOOOORT!!!!!! ugh! nvm lax! nw wei run korkor teaching me things abt guys.. hai.. he sae guys all veri flirt..he sae he oso veri flirt.. kekex.. AGREE! hai.. dunno lax.. den ytd vyctor tok to me..he oso gt cheer me up lax. den shawn oso cheered me up. XIE XIE! den juz nw charis, jayne, chenli they all cum my hse lo...hahax..said hi to them.. charis bcum so chio le worx! hahax.. jayne oso..chenli so cute! bt all my seniors! ahahahaha. den they go play PS2 wit my real korkor le.. hahax.. hai.. weiru korkor soooo flirt. he sae whn he stead wit his sec2 de galgal, he go jio one sec1 gal..lol..haiyo! bt luckily they break liao..if nt i *piakpiak* him! kekex. where's my baobei de nicole jiejie! haha.. a lot of ppl still haven cum bac frm sch wor.. hahax.. nw juz waiting for my gab korkor to cum online.. anw, i tink i nw juz concentrate on studies first lo.. others all can wait le.. studies cum in first! dowan drop to NA.. gt a lot subj fail le.. geog get zero.. cuz nv go to sch.. chinese fail liao.. me and daryl oni failures in klass.. den history comfirm fail.. hai.. anw, ytd hong kian or smth arx, go steal daryl hp. fuck sia he.. den me and nicole found out.. cuz he sitting in front of us mahx in hall.. during essembly.. den ltr he tok too much, den attitude problem.. de councilor ask him to stand.. den i saw a hp at de bac of his pocket.. den i go tell nicole.. den ltr i see de hp shape veri lk daryl tat one...den i go tell nicole..den we juz observe. den i go tell arun. den tell dem spread message to daryl.. den ltr councilor call him go out cuz he gt bring hp.. den ltr daryl go tell councilor abt de lost hp..den councilor go take de stolen hp..den ask daryl for his number..den call..den tat hp realli daryl one! hahax.. den he tio caning..whn he cum bac, he still go bluff his fren is HIS hp get confiscated. stupid 1e2 hong kian. FUCK OFF LAX. den me and nicole veri buaysong him lo..den keep diao him...den ltr me and nicole keep scolding him quite loud lax.. cuz wanna let him hear.. grrr. i wanna kill him lax! hahaha. i tink nw i feelin a little better le. hai..charis they all juz left liaox..hahax.. [: ok..i tink end here le bax.. buaibuai.. tc!! luv all of u esp moi god family!! hahax.. okay. bye!

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came in here on06:13 p.m.x

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haiz..todae...dunno good or bad dae lax..haiz..bt nvm..gt my baobei de jiejie pei me...kekex...me and jiejie so horny sia!!! in art room especially!!! i keep making daryl..lol...keep tokin horny stuff wit him!!!! hahahax..den me, nicole jiejie and aylward keep tokin abt horny stuffs...bt in westmall my mood all change le..hai....cuz of smth lo...bt nvm...i will pretend tat i dunno anithing....hai...gab korkor de best lax..kekex...I GOT JIEFU LEIX..kekex..veri happi for my baobei de april jiejie worx!! kekex.. todae nv get scolded..YAY..hahax..oni by de ms aida lax..she sae i tok a lot..LOL!! hahax.. siao one..nvm lax! LALALA..so sian nor!! den todae aft sch go westmall...wit nicole and my baobei..met jiahong, hong zhao and suay kia there..hahaha!!! den ltr met daryl and jonathan oso..kekex..den we juz toktoktok lo..hahax..de uncle tibits finalli got lolipop liaox!!!! kekex. lolipop rocks! hahahax.. especially de green apple flavour de..i tomorrow wan go buy a lot!! den everidae in sch can eat..hahaha!! YAY! hahahax. lol..siao liaox..den stupid hongzhao go eat my pocky!! lol.. oh no..hong zhao everidae bulli me leix..he todae go purposely push me in de lift..hahax...den go hit my head..aiyoh!!! hahax... den later he almost slap me! LOL. i run away..hahax...den go swimming...den go bac sch..kekex..saw arongkorn tey all..den go find him and tok..den saw ken den tok to him..den go felencia there sit dwn and toktok..den arongkorn cum..hahax..i was wit nicole all de way anyway..kekex...den later go 173 bus stop..saw Z-CUP! hahax.. den fariz go spray soya bean milk at me..ahahaha!! den later i go clean at z cup! kekex... den aidil cum..i go make him..hahahax..den ltr saw natheneil at the bus stop..lol...den he keep disturbing me lax! ya..ok tats all.. hahaha! byebye!!!!!! hahahax.. luv y'll and him..kekex...

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came in here on08:58 p.m.x

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hahax..ok..bac to update my blog...kekex..din go sch tday lo...nt pon tan lax..i go see doctor liaox...bt nv get mc..stupid de lax..den later ask mummy write later..hahax...juz nw go 213 find nicole and my baobei..kekex...then they call me pangseh kia..hahax..sorri k.....lend nicole a billabong shirt..hahax...den go arcade..nicole gt chase out cuz she wear sch skirt...hahax..tat stupid arcade man..idiot de lax..hahax..go die better..hahax...gt money oso dowan earn..CURSE U CURSE U!! kekex..den on mondae in msn i keep cursing mrs kartar..hahax..den baobei sae i veri bad..kekez..den nw adaes is owaes tokin to baobei on de fone lo..kekex...ya...my gab korkor rocks!! kekex.. hahax..he de best korkor ever!! haahx..anw, nw so mani ppl knw abt me and baobei le..kekex....spread so fast sia!! hahax..so far haven fail any test yet lax..OH YA GOT GOT..i fail de stupid history test lax..i got 4/20..kekex..history c0mm0n test oso sure fail de lax!! so hard lo..i dun even understand a shit! hahax.. ya... den juz nw aft meet nicole at 213..we go bac sch..hahax...no teacher catch me..den i go wear over a pe shirt and lend skirt frm my fren..thx a lot!! hahax..den me and nicole go disiao "Z-CUP". kekex.. he so funni..hahax...den ltr edmund keep makin us lax...hahax....den play wit farhana..lol..den tok to jesbrina..ya...den ltr we go canteen sitsit...saw aloy den toktok lo..de basketball coach so gay..hahahx..btw, ytd go 3oth story dere..hahax..so fun..den ytd my baobei angri wit me..cuz he tell me go 28th stori find him..i at 29th stori wit hong zhao, jiahong, hong kian, gab korkor and nicole jiejie..den nv go find him..he wit zhaohui and zhaohui's stead..hahax...den he sae he draw a lot of things dere lo...den i tink i tomorrow go see..kekex...den tomorrow go play truth or dare..hahax..can sabo ppl!~ hahahx. den nw everidae plae wit baobei's hp...cuz mine gt confiscated by my mom le..kekex..his inbox all my msg..hahahax...he nv delete lei..hahax...den ytd hongzhao and jiahong sae i tok a lot!! lol.. HOW CAN!!! hahahax.. den i keep making hongzhao nose..hahahax..cuz he cover his face wit the pe shirt..den i go press his nose..kekex..den he go use marker draw me! hahax..draw my face and hand..a little oni lax..hahax..den i keep screaming lo..cuz he grab my hand veri de pain..hahax..ya...den todae go 213..so mani ppl ask me y nv go sch..hahax..den saw huimin oso..kekex..den i go in sch..a lot of ppl thot i go swimming..cuz inside can see my pink op shirt..i wear the pe shirt over mahx..hahahax...ya..tats all..buaibuai..tc everione..luv ya all and him..kekex..

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came in here on08:25 p.m.x

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yayy! im finally blogging le..kekex..miss me mahx?? hahax.. thanks for peeps hu tagged at my tagboard k..i appreciated it loads. kekex..thanks for the advice tat all of u gave..especially jolene and samuel! kekex.. pang sai guy oso not bad arx!! ahahahaha.. nw tokin to weian..he keep laughing lk a mad man..hahaha..ytd went town..so fun..a dae to remember.. kekex..supposed to meet nicole jiejie, shuana jiejie, gabriel korkor, hongzhao and jiahong at 11am..bt thn i was late..hahax..i met them at 11.30am..thn we sat MRT to town..hahax..took 4neoprints..damn nice..gt 1 wit the bois one lo...den jiahong they all keep makin us laugh..ahahaha..hong zhao so cute! kekex... den later walk ard..den the bois go buy present for karen lo..they bluff us say 109bucks..hahahax..den me and nicole sibeh jealous..kekex.. den aft tat go westmall...nicole go home liaox..met weian, edmond, zhaohui, jianxiang and a lot of pple there lax..lol..all at arcade...den later saw weijie at arcade..hahax..zhaohui so pro in parapara man..lol..1ooo+ combo leix!!! hahahax.. den korkor go pierce ear..kekex..den i keep using the thing to spray his ear to prevent for infection and plae..hahhax..thn ltr hongzhao buy burger..i keep askin him to gimme eat..hahahax..den keep eating his burger..kekex..den later we sit dwn toktok lo..hahax..den ltr me and shuana go home le..whn we sit the bus still saw hongzhao, gabriel korkor and jiahong there sitting dwn..hahax..ya..tat's all..kekex..will blog again maybe later..hahax..okay..tata..take care..seeya..(:

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came in here on04:31 p.m.x

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after all that things that i've found out frm HER, i still choose to blive u..i dun wanna doubt u...i'm trying to blive u..haiz..loads of things happened..and it's still going on and on..aft one dae,everithing's in a mess..i wan my happiness bac..thanks keren meimei, gabriel korkor, nicole jiejie, melvin, fiona meimei, weian and more for lending me a listening ear..especially to melvin..if not for ur words, i tink i would've cut..thanks for letting me punch u on monday...i realli appreciated it..lots of obstacles in this relationship..keep adding and adding but nvr stopping...i dunno how to solve each and every of it..i jus feel terrible..haiz...i realli dunno wat to do..hav to give weian answer by fridae..haiz...dunno le..wil blog later..buaibuaix...

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came in here on12:31 p.m.x

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sian lax..finally blogging already lo...yesterdae very bad luck dae..a lot of things happened lo........sighx..i will never ever forget that dae..which brings lots of misery to me..i cried yesterdae..cannot sae reason lax..sigh..thn nicole and some peeps quarrel..a lot of pple buaysong us...jiahong sae he will help..but good thing is that i got 1godkorkor and1godmeimei.. meimei is chewyi lo..kekex..she ask me if can be her godmeimei..thn korkor is gabriel..but still cant mk up for the unhappiness..i realli cried for so long yesterday...haix..thn ltr weian ask me call him...thn aloy keep asking questions lax..thn ltr he call again..but this time is weian call de...after that, gabriel tok to me..ask me be his god meimei..thn a lot of things happened lax..heard frm april jiejie a lot of pple buaysong me and nicole in sch..ytd shuana almost disown me as godmeimei lo..haix..thn april jiejie sae a lot of pple spread rumours abt us...thn kanna serve d/c..hahahax..thn i lk so happi liddat..lol..cus skip swimming..me and nic hafta serve..lol...thn ytd oso got cross country lax..go there run run run..thn aft that rain a little..thn me and nic sit down find pple toktoktok lo..thn ltr jiahong come in sch..tok to him lo..arongkorn oso come..thn me,nicole,zikang,izah and shazni play truth or dare..hahax..they ask me a truth question..thn i lie to them..kekex..cus thts rlly a secret mahx..thn ltr walking to bus stop, something bad happen lo..thn i dowan tok to ani1 in bus..ltr quarrel wit someone lo..get down bus thn cry for very long..dun dare to bac home so sit down at the table near my house thn cry lo..haix..sad day lax..so mani things happen..altho now ok le,but i still cannot forget wat happen yesterdae..haix!!!!

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came in here on11:34 a.m.x

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hEeeYyYY!~ haha. i have SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much to bitch abt tday! all bcus of that stupid PE teacher, miss yeo.. she siao one lax! she scold me, nicole, dinah and fiona. mostly me and nic lax. omg. she "FIRED" me! haha. as the stupid sports captain! LOL. but heck lax. i dun evn wna be at the first place. =P LOL. thn whn she's scolding us, me and nicole just keep laughing. hahaha. thn aft that we keep using vulgarities on her. HOHO. she suck! :D haha. nvm lax.. haha. i havent hand in math weekend h/w, math 1A,1B. lol. and chinese xi zhi. ahhh! lol. MRS DAV DINT COME TDAY!! wheeeeeee! haha. thn relive tcher so good. lol. miss cheong.. i keep turning ard and talk to nicole she dun care one.. lol. thn err, had english common test lo.. i hate the editing lo.. editing so hard.. i just anyhow underline. hahax.. thn chinese lesson, daryl and nicole hafta change place.. thn daryl sit behind me, he so noisy sia! his mouth cannot stop talking one lei! cannot stand.. lol! he keep talking to himself thn laughlaughlaugh. EEEE. so freaky! hahaha. thn aylward keep scolding me. cus i say EEEEE. haha. got bac eng. test tday. err, got 32/50. hahax. SAME AS NICOLE! haha. hi-5! lol! thn err, the english proficiency test, got 78/90. haha. i got full marks for section B! LOL. a lot of peeps got full marks. haha.. thn aft sch, stay bac wit farhana, ken, chewyan, nicole, natheneil and edmund. thn sms at the table there. thn soon, shuana came. thn me, nic and shuana left lo.. hahax.. thn err, went to shuana's house there. hahax. she tell me go timothy's hse. thn go lo.. so crowded there! haha. so many peeps in his hse.. thn we go use computer, on until damn loud. hahaha. aft tht thn go home le. tomorrow got home econ! haha. die lax.. still got wb haven do.. don care lax! GOT TEST TOMORROW LEI. hafta cook! omg. i tink i'll fail. i dno how to cook! haha. nvm.. dun care.. haha. kay, nothing le.. seeya. (: take care. AND ANYWAY;
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!! kekex. (:

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came in here on09:27 p.m.x

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heyy! just feel lk blogging lo.. sian.. jus nw sandy ask me be her god-mei.. lol.. thn agree lax.. kekex.. sian.. i got a new hp, btw! YAYY! haha. quarreled wih mom ytd. lol. heck lax.. yay! GOT NEW HP LE. btw, i change number le.. my dad lend me his sim card.. cus he going overseas mahx.. he left tday lei! SO SAD LO.... sigh.. morning he still gimme money.. he so good lax.. i miss him a lotx! he will come bac oni on april lei.. sigh.. all my contact lost liao.. even if i use bac old sim card hor, contact oso no more.. cus the old hp spoil mahx.. lol.. new samsung hp so cute lo.. kekex.. hahax.. april jiejie oso getting new hp lei! hahax.. she so rich horx, i wna rob her liao! thn ytd nicole jie ask me monday wan go see sly mahx.. lol. stupid keren mei eat chocolate ice cream! wah piang.. she arx. making me jealous arx! lol.. who is NaD arx?? altho i dno her horx, i still tok to her.. lol.. i tink i knw who she is le lax.. lol.. thn sandy jie say she got taiji in sch lo.. got pple see her buaysong i tink.. hahax.. ytd night go eat dinner in restaraunt. kekex.. nxt tm wna go out wif keren eat sakae sushi.. hahax.. she jio me out jus nw.. lol.. she say she wna buy pants frm OP lo..hahax.. nxt tm thn go out lax.. stupid saloon nvr open, thn cannot go rebond hair.. hahax.. stupid edmund lax, go tuition liaox. thn no one pei me sms.. hahax.. summore whn i wna ask him thing that tm he go tuition! stupid shitou ahgongx, dno go where liaox.. hahax.. thn dno why got some bitches horx, go nicole jie blog scold her lo.. flood the tagboard wif so many bad things abt her lo.... thn humji dun dare put name.. knn lax.. thn arongkorn, sandy jie they all go scold them lo, thn th person bcome so humji liao, dun dare tag. haiyox.. so maybe monday going wit her go find out who are those bitches lo.. ohyax, my neoprint still wit keren mei... nxt tm thn get frm her.. kekex.. karhoe didi online le! he so cute lo!!! anw, i pinched ashraf didi de cheeks lei! cus he too cute liaox, i friday pinch him de. kekez. =P dunt mind me worr. hahax. but i tink karhoe didi the cheek nicer to pinch! lol. ending here liao lax.. hahax.. seeya.

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came in here on02:26 p.m.x

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lalala entry ! xD hehe. tday's okay lah. i was almost late. HAHA. whn i wna enter th gate, DM say, quick quick, 3secs left. HAHA. thn dint do any hmwk lo.. heck lah. also no teacher scold. lol. idiotic daryl socks so ankle no teachers scold. short until cannot see th socks liao lo.. haha. btw, i knw who is dzul's ex stead ! WHOOHOOO ! hahaha. frm bvss de. lesson tm so sian lah. IM SO PROUD TO ANNOUNCE THAT;
i failed my history test. HAHAHAHA. i got 4/20. SHIOK MAHX ?.... lol.. izah got 5/20.. daryl got 6/20. WHOOOO ! hahaha. dun care lah. lol.. thn i almost fell aslp during history lesosn. so sian one lo.. thn aft sch, stay bac and talk lo.. stay bac wif chew yan, farhana, liyana, lirong, estelle, nicole jie, dinah and more.. then later edmund, tyrus, happy, ashraf came and join. then ken, weilong, diana, izah, natheneil came and join oso. hahaha. thn talk lo.. thn i saw DM, he keep looking at mi, i quick run away. lol. cus my socks mahx.. plus my shoe, plus my skirt.. haha. thn saw principal, qquick run oso.. lol.. then muscular chan come talk to us.. talk about his underwear colour - -" LOL ! hahaha. thn got a guy horx, and edmund keep scaring me wif th lizard lo.. so scary.. i keep screaming and running away.. lol. thn stupid arongkorn hp keep ringing sia.. i help him keep mahx, he got cca.. thn aft sch, go bubble tea shop eat and drink wif daryl, dzul, izah and nicholas lo.. dzul so cute ! hahaha. :D thn saw april jie in sch also. she chiobu lah.. lol. thn i tink knw who is xialan girl liao lo.. aft sch also got talk to weian and aloy.. xialan girl is aloy fren. but not weian fren. so maybe weian can still help.. thn weian wna go disiao daryl, thn he and aloy go bang him lo.. lk purposely one lah.. a lot of tms.. lol.. thn aloy and weian go tell arun smth, they dunt want tell us. but aft that daryl told me lah.. lol. poor daryl. xP kekez. anw, thats all lah. lol. (: tata*. hehe. tc kay.

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came in here on09:46 p.m.x

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HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL(((((((((((((:
heh. GONG XI FA CAI ! hong bao na laiii ! YAYY ! hahhaa. (: we had th cheer competition tday. quite fun lah. we got 2nd. but nvm kayy ! E3 DUNT GIVE UP ! haha. (: we rules forever and ever. heh. its lk evry class went up fr perform, me and nicole knw AT LEAST one of them. haha. thn aft each class perform, we'll shout th person we knw and say its nice. heh. (: anw, 2e5's one was rlly very nice ! mmm, so sian. im going to rebond my hair on err, fridayy. heh. or maybe saturday. haha. i bet th class gna laugh at me lah ! haha. siiiiighhhh ! im gna be so alone during val's dayy. )= SO SAD HOR ! haha. nvm. stupid jiahong keep calling me birdy. lol. heh. I AM LONELY ON VAL'S DAYY ! oh no. haha. anw, will be collecting RED PACKETS tomorrow ! ah gong ah, ah gong ! my ang pao leh ! haha. (: and my 2papa and 1mama, MY ANG PAO LEH ! hahaha. cry le lah. lol. jk. heh. anw, i was rlly afraid aylward dunt cm tday. our class rlly hv to thank him. and thanks izah for doing so much things for our class ! and apologies to keren fr making her wait. i lorve 1e3. (: thanks for co-operating tday kay. LORVE U GUYS FOREVR. had a chat wih daryl on msn just nw. sigh. he sounds sad. hahaha. but heck him lah ! he took my oranges(THE FRUIT LAH) and playy. keep hiding it. thn i went behind th class in th hall to ask who dunt hv, then all of them got extra. then they throw and expected me to catch. thn stupid adrain go throw on my head. SO PAIN SIA. haha. thn arun bluffed me that he dun hv, i rlly belived. whn i wanted to give him, lucky glenn, the class behind, told me he hv le. THANKS GLENNNNN ! haha. (: to th champion class 3e5; YOU ROCKS. haha. esthar was sooo pretteh ! (: i swear fr that. lol. okayy, gotta go. seeya guys. hope u enjoy your new yr. hv a grt tm collecting ang pao hor ! =D

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came in here on09:13 p.m.x

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hoho (: just feel lk blogging. HAH. my laogong, jolene got my all hyped up. LOL ! we started talking abt going out and stuffs. HAH. wih red packets ! okay, i knw im lame. just let me be fr th tm being kayy ! stupid ben mde me laugh once i came online. hah. he's funneh. THANKS fr making me laugh. LOL. wk playing online gmes ! LOL. nvr reply me, so sadd. hahaha. it's a SUNDAY today, and as u can see, im STUCK at hm. but my laogong's chatting wih me. OOH. wk replied. (: im off to chat wih him.(we're just friends)WILL BLOG LTR.

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came in here on12:40 p.m.x

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HOHO ! (: sudden urge to blog nw ! i've let go of some things already. it's meant for me to anyway ! hah. anyway, science teacher was funny lah. i just merely PASSED my science. LOL. so sadd. )= hahahaha. i got lk ONLYY 9 and a half over 20 for section B. lucky i got 17/20 got section A ! LALALA. SO PRRRROOOO (: hahaha. maybe meeting nicole jiejie ltr in her condo. =D i wna go OUT ! hoho (: cny eve going bck to btps ! (: can see all 6gracians ! xD HOHO(: CAN SEE MY LAOGONG irvin ! and MOLEY LARRY ! HAHAHAA. i've got another laogong - DINAHH ! ahahahaha. anw, my school ends at 11am. SO LATE HOR ! thn cus yesterday mstan sed half day on tuesday, thn dzul was lk SOOOOO FUNNEH ! ahahaha ! he sed half day ? 12HOURS ?! AHAHAHAHA ! th whole class laugh lk maddies ! and enwei suck. HAH. cus i sed sometimes i go crazy. thn she say I THOUGHT EVERYTIME ? LOL ! so mean hor ! nvm. i'm magnanimous ! AHAHAHA.
shuana jie : u nvr go out meh ?
me : nvr ! I GUAI KIA MAH ! must at home do homework !
shuana jie : puke

AHAHAHAHAHA ! so meaaaan ! anw, th rumours are spreading. about me and ken going on stead. HAHAHAHA ! spread to shuana jie liao ! just nw she ask me. WHAHAHAHA. anw, it's not true ! BELIVE MEEEE ! (: i dunt lie ! haha. anw, my mom came bck ytd ! AT ABT 9+. haha ! thn we went fr SUPPERRR ! YAYY =D thn my mum sed that my dad's coming bck on SUNDAY ! IM SOO HAPPY WOOPIE DOOTIE ! WHAHAHAHA. that lift my spirits ! HOHO (: yay ! thn someone to pay my bills. AND; NEW HANDPHONE ! YES ! everything's going on MYY way. YAYY. IM GOING TO NIC JIEJIE CONDO LIAO. ahahaha. EVERYTHING'S TURNING OUT SOOOO FINE ! hoho. maybe will be seeing shuana jiejie there also. HAH. thn can ask dinah over. hahaha. oh yes, i FINALLYY knw who's amsyar. ahahaha. anw, played "SOCCER" wih weijie, shijie, damien, jingde, tedenail. LOL. thn thy laugh at me whn i kick. SO MEAAAAN ! haha. anw. i think im hell stupid now. JINGDE WHACK MY HEAD LEH ! so many tms. oh yes. th results of my test all suck. whn i knw all, i'll post it out kayy. so far, i've failed home econs. and i think im gonna fail chinese and history too. LOL. (: okay, im gonna bathe now to meet nic jiejie. SEEYA(:

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school was hella fun tday. HOHO. (: jingde(2e1) siao de. he keep hitting my head ! PAIN SIA. hahaha. thn cus i wna ask why he got suspended, thn he dunt let me go, thn he hug me. OMG. lol. thn i push him away thn go ask pera(2e1) and guys in ncc. hahaha ! thn err, stupid arongkong.(2n1) siao one. lol. he keep laughing. LOL ! then cus aylward(myclass) go make th duster on my nametag there, then jiahong(3e4) keep laughing at me. LOL. siao lah he ! LOL. thn he call me birdie, then laugh laugh laugh. HAHAHA. lol. make me laugh also. lol. then later talk to diana and fazanah(ithink) from 2e5. haha. stayed back with them till 6pm+. with izah also(myclass). dzul, daryl and adrain got ncc training. then saw royston and a lot of peeps lah. then whole day keep waving. then go buy bubble tea, saw shi jie, damien, brendan there. went with jingde, diana, fazanah(or whutever) and izah. lol. saw karan and weijie there also. lol. thn jingde smoke. lol. all sec2. lol. thn go back, talk to tedenial(2t1)(or however u spell it) and ravin.(2n1)piang. tedenial keep disturbing me lah ! HE USE RACKET HIT MY HAND THERE. lol. by accident. then he use th shutttle cock and scare me. lk want to hit me likdat. LOL. THN HE HIT FAZANAH ! HAHAHAHA. thn ltr a guy(i forgot th name) came to disiao me. cus me and izah saying cheer. thn he keep disiaoing me. then i stare at him, thn he say sorry. LOL ! ahahahaa. lol. stupid aylward complaining to me nw. about th costumes. HAHA. anw, maybe going out wih arongkong tomorrow ! ahahaha. oh yea, who got diana, fazanah and tedenial's email ! LOL. (= hoho. that's all. I THINKKKK......... ahahahhaa. oh yes, me and daryl broke the glass window yesterday. today cheeyong broke another one. daryl made the metal cupboard spoil. lol. but lucky, me, dinah, daryl and zoo "REPAIRED" it. AHAHAHAHA. yayy ! IM PRO. ahahaha. anw, talked to edmund, yoghourt(wrong spelling), ashraf. LOL. they're all pervetic peeps. yoghourt is CUTEEEEEE ! rlly lah ! yeap. thats all. I GUESS. lol.

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came in here on09:04 p.m.x

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shattered
shattered, torned, broken(: sigh.
school was okay lah. keep gettng scolded by mrs chan fr talking. dunt feel lk going swimming tomorrow; maybe skipping it. i almost failed my maths. just passed, 15/25. 64% of the class passed only. munyee got full marks. pro. (: it's so difficult. but heck. had lit test today. it's kinda okay. aylward's talkative. who doesn';t agree go bang your head on the wall.(mr low's phrase) yeap, i still remember him. arongkong took photo of me and fiona, me and ken, today. but he dlted one of em. aft schl, hanged ard with ken, mandy, nic, dinah, fiona, diana and 2other girls. i forgot th name. haha. thy're funny. hohoho. we had a "SECRET". haha. SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. alvin FINALLY asked ting fr stead. YAYY ! happy fr her. (: haha. no more avoidions(is there a word lkthis). lol. im sooo effected by the REAL secret. me and my big mouth that asked him. im afraid i will leak it out. i dont wna lorve. hoho. anw, ken told me to act stead with him infront of his friends. haha. so we did infront of his friends. a guy and some girls lah. and they actually belived ! haha. cus we wr lk holding hands. HAH. so fun and funny when they belived. i keep getting scolded now adays for whatever reason and i belive that i failed my ting xie AGAIN. oh fuck, she sed that i hafta write 100 times if i fail again. ): sighh. cheer practice tomorrow. finally, ive got someone to talk to. -- tingg (: i knw she wunt leak out anything. if not fr ting, i rlly dont knw where to pour my troubles out. LALALA. thousand thanks. you'll be my lesbo partner forevuh. dont everh dump me kayy. but i wunt snatch you frm alvin lah ! heh. all of you might not be knowing whut im talking about. but im sure ting caught the hint ! hoho. i just don't feel lk ending this, i wna carry it on, and on, and on, and on. i rlly dont wna go to swimming tomorrow. i'll be more tanned, i didn't bought th pyjamas thingy. i rlly, feel lk cuttiing. the sudden urge to do that. im afraid i kant keep my promise to amelia jie. infinite apologies if i rlly kant keep my promise and cut myself. i apologise BEFORE i cut. but that's just maybe. and stupid rhian got stamp infront of her eyes. lol. for lk so long, SHE JUST REALISED my hair was short. LOL. i rlly want to cry it out, but hoho, tears wunt come out. am i eleborating too much on that matter, when im NOT supposed to ? just me, ME AND MY BIG MOUTH(:

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neoprints yesterday was nice. went out with daryl, zoo, nicole, arongkong and jiahong yesterday ! haha. jiahong's sooooooooooo bloody tall. lol. went to ply arcade. hahaha. thn aft that we went causeway ! SO FUN. and while in th mrt, stupid daryl, zoo and jiahong keep disiaoing me. cus outside th mrt there's th black lines lk jail. thn thy called me jail bird. LOL WTF HOR ! haha. thn we went causeway point, TOOK NEOS ! th first one, me and nic. hahhaa. nice lah ! thn cus daryl, zoo and jiahong dont wna tk. thn while taking half way, daryl pushed zoo in. LOL ! i got a shocked ! LOL. thn whn we hv th time, i keep pulling zoo and daryl in. LOL. but thy dint went in. thn 2nd neoprint, me, nic, zoo, jiahong and daryl took. haha. nice also lah. thn there's this 3 neos, one of em, daryl and zoo point middle finger at me. th 2nd one, daryl opened his mouth so big and he's lk wanted to eat my head. LOL ! 3rd one, daryl had his 2 hands on top of me, as if he wanted to break my head. LOL ! it was fun lah. thn keep running outta tm. cus 3secs only. thn th guys keeep disiaoing ! LOL. thn aft tht, we sat 187 bck to westmall. x) thn daryl's mum asked him to go orchard. so he wanted to tk 174 frm westmall. thn hor, his mom asked him to go to his another hse. LOL ! he hafta go all th way bck to causeway. AHAHAHAHAHA ! lol. thn me and nic took 176. haha. had a fun tm yesterday ! ME, NIC, DARYL AND ZOO'S FIRST TIME GOING OUT TOGETHER. as in outside clothes ! yayy ! (: lol. kay. tht's all. seeyaa(:

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came in here on10:14 a.m.x

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nono. nicole ! i'm not naughty ! ahahaha. yesterday's swimming lesson was fun. but kinda awkward too. and who the fuck spreaded rumours ! wtf lah. now almost my entire class thinks that me and zoo stead. even esthar and mstan. wtf lah. who the hell started it. ugh. lol. x) anyway, school was okay today. haha. after school was fun ! lol. at first, me, nicole, zoo, daryl and adrain walked together. we were lk playing lah. thn ashraf, hassan, jeremy and more came to find us. then talk. anyway, there's this guy frm 1n1, he's damn buay song with daryl. lol. thn daryl got so afraid. thn aft schl, shuana wanted to settle fr daryl. thn daryl scared thy hantam him. cus practically th whole class came to find him during recess. haha. thn some things happened. cant say lah. x) thn talk to arangkong and jia hong. haha. aarongkong talk so loud lah ! AS IF TH CANTEEN WAS HIS ! ahahaha. he keep shouting. thn someone call him, he go ans in th canteen. thn th person looking fr his fren. thn he go take the handphone high high, thn go shout, OI ! SOMEONE FIND YOU. ANSWER THE CALL. ahahaha. thn his friend came and ans lah. lol. thn teacher saw. thn thy quickly pass th hp to me. thn i kept it in th calculator box. thn ltr cher scold aarongkong. thn mde him tell where's the hp. thn cher scold me lah. lol. heck lah. haha. thn teacher confiscated. thn shuana force me go npcc. LOL ! so strict lah. lol. thn joked with th maam and sir. hahahaha. thn me shuana and nicole talked. lol. talked about french kiss. ahahahahaa. lol wtf. thn she gotta go to th hall for whatever parents thing. lol. thn me and nicole go see aarangkong and jiahong play chess. thn gotta go. bought pocky with nicole, thn took 173 with her. hahaha. today's just so fun. AND YEA, ZOO'S SO MUSCULAR ! HE GOT SIX PACKS ! OMG. HE'S JUST SO MUSCULAR LAH.

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i skipped schl tday. hahaha. heck lah. i actlly wanted to go to schl, BUT i'm late. and i ahte detention. i had to spend like 2hrs there doing practically nothing. so i skip school lah. and there's test today. HAHAHA. english grammer test. cb. hahaha. dont care lah. lol. mom's leaving tomorrow. in th early morning i suppose. lol. FREEDOM ! anw, it's a good thing tht i dint went to school tday. i didnt completed any of my hmwk AS USUAL ! ahahahahaha. so many peeps skipped schl tday. rachael and taby mama skipped school also. hahaha. chatting wit thm, erika and zhi wei. my designer karhoe didi and chester dint turn off their computer and thy went to schl. LOL. thy're still onlyne nw, BUT AWAYY. hahahaha. i thnk im going to th swimming lessons ltr. so i hafta meet up with nicole, fiona, dinah and silvia or smth. i'll call her whn school end and ask her if mstan asked about me. lol. perhaps meeting izah also. hahaha. luckeh rachel, taby mummyy, zhiwei and erika are online. or else i'll be dead bored. hahaha. so cool lah, HOR. ahahahaha. anw, was supposed to meet zhenwei yesterday or smth. hahaha. he asked me to go meet him in bp plaza. my bro and joel will be there also i thnk. thy're hving bowling prac. hahahaha. but i reached home at lk 6. so i dint went. lol. maybe next time lah. haha. rach just asked me to help her write a testi. HAHA. lol. anw, yesterday, mstan was so fierce. lol. she was lk so bad to shuana. hahaha. she diaoed her. thn me, izah sed that she hving moodswings. cannot blame. HAHAHAHA ! thn i hadda write lk 5o times "i will not forget to bring my lit file agen" HAHAHA. so stupid. hope tht nicole and others will meet me at wm and not stay in schl. HAH. i dont wna go bck to schl. if not whn i met mstan or other tchers, thy'll start questioning me. lol. lalala. and i thnk i failed my geo test. LALALA. ahahaha. i got 37/50 fr my math test. SO LAN HOR ! ahahahhaa. so many tests coming up. ahahaha. lazy to study lah. then arongkong scolded me yesterday. LOL. cus he told me not to copy hmwk mah, thn he saw me copying yesterday during recess. ahahahhaa. anw, i saw debbie in 177 a few days ago. not edmund's debbie lah. lol. debra-debbie. LOL. she gave me bubble gum. :D HAHA. so nice. lol. so kind lah. hahahaha. thn talk and stuffs. haha. and yesterday, aylward slapped me. izah and other guys put make up on me. USING WHITEBOARD DUSTER ! ahahahahaha ! half of my face all black. I MEAN REALLY COMPLETELY BLACK ! ahahahaha. thn daryl zoo and aylward keep disturbing me lah. thy used th newspaper and throw at me. lol. thn i took mentos frm daryl. :D YAY ! took about 4 frm him. AHAHAHAHA. he gave it to me, anyway. lol. thn actlly there's one elft, thn i dno, i thought no more. lol. ahahahaha. thn he ate it. SO MEAN. aahahaha. thn daryl and zoo hates zikang. lol. ahahhahaa. zikang's a physco lah. he keep laughing fr nothing. evn whn daryl and zoo hitting him. LOL. thn daryl and zoo, each carry his leg and hands, wanted to throw him. HAHAHAHA ! so funny. lol wtf. hope i'll see mr lim tday in bb swimming complex. hahaha. that's all lah. byebye. lol. stuppid long entry. :D

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came in here on09:36 a.m.x

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AHOLA EVRYONE ! im sooper hyper nw, AS, I DONT KNT WHYE TOO ! aahahahaha. mmm, AMELIA my darling(HAHA) smsed me in teh morning whn im in schl. lol. hahaha. school was okay lah. IT WAS GREAT CUS - MRS DAV DIDN'T COME ! HAHAHAHAHA. i'm so happeh. RLLY. she's lke so mean. she changed my seat cus i talk too much(REALLY MEH!)ahahahaha ! i have that stupid home econs tmrw, AND I'M DEFINITELY not looking frwrd to it ! HOME ECONS SUCKS CUS THE TEACHER SUCKS. ughh. i feel lke slapping th teacher, WHICH IS IMPOSSIBLE ! oh yes, i missed my bus today and the next bus will prolly arrive at 7am so i took a taxi. and i cried bcus thre wr no taxi in sight or stopping. HAHAHAHA. and finally; one taxi. GOT INTO SCHOOL JUST RIGHT ON TM ! how lucky is that ! thn, science teacher kinda sed that i hafta be serious in my wrk. HAHA. cus i left lke, ONE PAGE BLANK. LOLLL ! hahahaha. err, thn i had this english story presentation. i hadda mke a story. and i was lke, HELL NERVOUS ! rlly okay. i keep stuttering on words. AND I THINK THE GUYS ARE AGAINTS ME ! thy keep raising up their hand, cus mstan sed that who cant hear must raise up. LOL. thn i wasted lots of tm doing nothing in front ! (i cant rmb the story)how stupid. i think i'll fail or get a JUST-PASS mark. hahahaha. thn had this math, teacher always choose me lah. SO UNFAIR HOR. guys in my class are really horrendous. thy keep going againts me ! LOL. and daryl, he ate the stupid garlic bread right infront of me ! CUS IM AFRAID OF GARLIC BREAD. lol. aft schl, stayd bck for cheer. actlly 13peeps stayd bck, thn all left except fr 7. lol. quite fun lah. cus we wr lke, TALKING ! hahahaha. kept meeting rachael COINCIDENTALLY. in th bus and whtevr. LOL. she grew prettier, i swear. hahahhaa. thn fiona just called and sed that i left my tie in th bus ! LUCKEH SOME PEEPS TLD HR ! or i'll die w/o tie. HAHA. hoho. thy're so kind ! ahahahaha. so im meeting her in the sch gate tomorrow to get my tie. hahaha. thn aft cheer and all those, me, nicole and fiona went to th canteen. talktalk. hahaha. nicole did her hmwk. chinese one lah. lol. OH YES, IM SO LUCKEH TODAY ! hahaha. i think ? but i got scolded frm mstan lah, cus i talk too much agen. ): SO SAD HOR ! and, there's geo test tmr. I SWEAR I'LL FAIL. REALLY ! i hardly knw a shit about it. and it covers chap1AND2. AND WORST STILL, i didn't bring my geo tb home. HAHAHAHA. i'm kinda hyperr. LOL. whr's my dearie wife ! HAHAHAHAHA. he scolded me a fucker ! LOL. must divorce ! HAHAHA. jk. maybe meeting wife on friday. oh yes, i rushed my hmwk duriing recess today ! LOL. so clever. i have yet to do my SW writing that consists like err, 2articles and i hafta hand in tomorrow(ITHINK)not sure, though. anyway, i've got only one article in th bk, I'VE GOT NO IDEA WHAT'S THE 2ND ARTICLE ! ahahaha. so can anyone be kind and tell me in msn ? heh. LOL. kkay, SO LONG HOR THIS ENTRY ! yeap. I'M LONG WINDED. HAHAHAA. thanks for your time. your time is much appreciated - BY ME ! LOL ! ahahahaha. i'm so kind, i appreciate your time. HOHOHOHOHOHOO ! ahahaha. oh yea, my bro came back complaining to me jst nw. HAHA. he sed his eng and math teacher didn't went to schl today, THEN HE SAY HIS MATH TEACHER SUCK AND STUFFS. hahahaha. he sed that err, his math teacher very kaopei and stuffs. LOL. thn we started quarreling(NOT SO LAH), debating to be exact. hahahaha. ITS A SECRET. CANNOT SAY WHY. ahahahaha ! lol. kkay, BYEBYEBYEBYE ! :D:D ENJOY YOUR err, DAYS IN SCHOOL EVERYONE !
and p/s. SORRY AH PANG SAI GUY ! ahahaha. i hve no tm to do your layout leh ! SO SORRY KAY. i'll find some tm to do it kay. BELIVE ME. ahahahahaha. okay, byebyebye.

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came in here on09:33 p.m.x

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lalala. hah. so sian. so i decided to blog about yesterday. lol. went out yesterday with my mom, sis, bro and maid. hah. went to causeway point. lalala. shopped for clothes. HAH. i forgot to buy tops ! LOL. bought jeans and skirts. HOHO ! then my sister bought a SUPER SUPER SUPER thick jacket cus she's going to china and it's SUPER SUPER SUPER cold there. hahahahaha ! lalala. then ate dinner there and stuffs. lol. spent a lot lah. anyway, it's not my money. LOL. ahahahhaa. then came back, computer computer and computer. hahaha. lol. talked to lots of peeps. naomi, amsyar(or whatever), edmund, irvin, nicole, daryl, zoo, aylward and others. LOL. then aylward, zoo, daryl, me and nicole conference. HAHA. so noisy can ! LOL. zoo keep asking me to shuddup. LOL. then aylward sed that i keep talking like a machine -_____-" AHAHAHAHA ! LOL WHAT THE FUCK RIGHT ! hahaha. then me and zoo kinda scolded each other. HAHA. his fault ! LOL. he keep asking me to shuddup. then daryl was like, eh, why not all of us scold bernice lah. LOL. haha. but nicole didnt :D yay. hahaha. hip hip hooray for nicole. lol. then whenever i talk they'll keep saying, shuddup lah bunny. LOL. or birdie or bernie. wahlao. hahahaha. but it was damn funny lah. then we actually planned to go lot1, then we talk about where to meet and stuffs. then in the end was DAMN funny. ahahahaha. everyone(including me) said, EH, not comfirm can go or not leh. HAHAHAHAHA ! ahahahahaha ! LOL. wasted out time for planning. then we planned to go out next time. then we talked about handphones. LOL. daryl sed his handphone is a rubber type one ! $1 ONLY ! HAHAHAHAHAHA ! then we were like, WAH, so good ! hahahaha. waterproof some more. LOL ! so funny. then zoo sed that his hp can spray out water. HAHAHAHA. LOL. so funny. whahahaha. then nicole keep laughing till she got stomach ache -__-" AHAHAHAHAHA ! that made me keep laughing. then only aylward comfirm can go to lot1 what, so daryl and me were like, oh we can't talk, only aylward can talk. LOL ! then when aylward talk, he still thought that we're going lot1. then he sed eh, so meet at bukit batok mrt ah ! LOL. then i keep laughing. then daryl and zoo asked me to shuddup. LOL. so mean sia. hahaha. then daryl gotta go. then he was like, eh, i think i have to go already, bye ! then later zoo also. tthen aylward also. then left me and nicole. then me and nicole was like, OKAY, BYEBYE ! ahahahahahaah ! so funny. LOL. anyway, my mom still dont wna gimme my handphone. LALALA. SO BAD. hahahaha. kkay, bbye. LOL !

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came in here on10:17 a.m.x

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lalala. haha. anw, yesterday and today was equally fun lah. hahaha. blog about yesterday first.
mmm, went school and copy homework. hah. got caught twice for ankle socks and shoes. haha. got caught by the half man half woman teacher. HAHAHAHAHA. and a counseller. hah. LOL. lessons was okay lah. scolded by mstan cus didn't brought lit bks. yea. haha, TALKING TO JONATHAN NOW ! ahahahaha. he just added me. lol. then after school, stayed back for the cheer and deco classrm. yea, quite sian lah. hah. then after all those, me, zoo, hafizah and daryl went to walk around the school. haha. then went study area. lalala, talktalktalk. LOL. talk about the camp and stuffs. then LALALA, NO MORE. hahahahaha.
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mmm, lessons was okay. science was funny. hahaha. err, MUSIC WAS THE WORSE OF ALL. me and fiona same team what, then we were like singing infront of the whole class. i think i failed. cus the whole class can't even hear me sing. HAHAHA. so pro. then teacher keep scolding me cus i keep turning away. LOL. then fiona sang high pitch. I MEAN, REALLY VERY HIGH. omg. hahahaha. I FAIL LAH. then i was like so nervous. LOL. then hafizah keep telling me to stand straight. LOL. im bound to fail. ): AHAHAHAHAHA. lol ! HECK LAH ! hahahahhaahahhaa ! after school, stayed back for the deco. practically DIDNT do anything. haha. i wanted to participate, but i feel v. extra. haha. same goes for the cheer. LOL. then after all that, went to the study area and talk. SO FUN. stupid aylward. HE TALK SO LOUD. hahahaha. then when mstan was leaving, she saw us. so she came and talk to us. LOL. hahahaha. so fun. then keep cracking jokes and stuffs. mstan rocks. heh. anw, those that are in the study area - me, hafizah, zhikang, jonathan, aylward, zoo and daryl. HAHAHA. so fun lah. hoho. YEAYEA, that's all.

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came in here on07:08 p.m.x

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hoho, updating again. today's quite nice lah. but i got scolded by Mrs Dave, geog teacher. cus of ankle socks. LOL. heck. hmmm, then home econs, I KEEP GETTING SCOLDED ! i mean, MRS KARTAR SUCK BIG TIME. she's a fucking bitch ! REALLY ! she keep saying that i'm very slow. then she says i'm the slowest of all. and keep scolding me. then even when i walk, she say i walk very slow like a princess. WHAT THE FUCK LAH. wahlao. then dont know who went to spread to those D&T peeps from my class. UGH. mrs kartar suck ! SHE SUCKKKKK ! grrr. UGH WTF. cbcbcbcbcbcbcb ! ugh. haha. then Mrs dave changed my seat for geog ! UGH. then now my seat so sian. so near the teacher. LALALA. mstan didn't came today, relive teacher was super nice. HAH. she's so funny and stuffs lah. and she made the lesson very interesting. haha. i lorve that teacher. she's err, I FORGOT HER NAME. ahahahahaha ! after school, stayed in school for a while lah. about 30mins. then went jurong east with err, dinah and fiona. dinah had to return her library books. LOL. after that, went to buy ear studs, but no more. HAHA. then went home with dinah. hoho. that's all. lalala. I HATE MRS KARTAR ! oh yes, haha, i went to school today, and copied homework. AHAHAHAHA. same old routine lah. rush rush rush, copy copy copy. then recess time; copy homework agaiin. LOL. ahahahahaha. so pro. YES I KNOW. haha. there's no homework today. and aylward lied to me. there's actually homework yesterday, and he said no. then i didn't do. HAHA. so sian lah. kkay, BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE !

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HMMM, WARNING EVERYONE. dont ever join st john. or something like that. the teacher in charge SUCKS LIKE HELL. she's a bitch. :D I MEAN IT LAH. she's so kpkb. then like today after school, i saw her scolding a sec2 girl. she scolded her till she cried can. i think something about the skirt and tie lah. wahlao. THAT TEACHER SUCK LAH. and that teacher happened to be the teacher that scolded me, nicole and sl during the camp. cb. i hate her. HOHOHO. haha. today, i kinda ran to class. then err, COPY HOMEWORK ! hahahaha. rush rush rush. copied from err, dinah, fiona, yingying and aylward. HAHA. i practically didn't do anything ! then keep copying. then i didn't do the science teacher's homework. THEN SHE SED THAT THOSE WHO DIDN'T DO HAFTA STAY BACK, for remedial on wednesday. NOOOO. i dont wna ! but nicole's staying back too. LOL. we accompany each other. hahaha. but maybe i'll skip it. HECK CARE LAH. lol. just say cannot make it or something. i lorve the science teacher lah. she's sooo funny ! she makes the lessons till it's VERY interesting. hoho. then i didn't wear PE today. kinda got repreminded by miss yeo. KINDOF ONLY LAH. she only said ' you're the PE captain, must set good example ' LOL. hahahahhaa. SO FUNNY. then i just laugh. LOL. quite sian lah. after school went to buy ice cream. CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM ! YEAH. hahaha. with fiona, silvia, steven and zhikang. AHAHAHA. steven bought strawberry. YUCK ! ahahahaa. then we sat 173, saw edmund on the bus also. HAHA. thn me and fiona sed something abt sil and zk. HAHA. cus they were like standing together. LOL. then there's this lady, keep looking at me. i think cus i made too much noise. LOL. she was like keep starring. SO SCARY. hahaha. NO HOMEWORK TODAY. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ! anw, thanks to aylward. he helped me print the err, article. HAHA. YAY. thanks kay. if you're reading. haha. MMM, THAT'S ALL. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE =) oh yes, melia jie, I MISS YOU. COME BACK QUIIIIIIIICK !

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AHAHAHAHA EVERYONE. I'M SO HYPER. ahahahahah ! irvin is scolding me. he says that im mad. OMG. HE'S SO STUPID. ahahahhahaaha ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. we're meeting next wednesday at westmall ! NEXT THURSDAY HE'S COMING TO BUKIT VIEW SEONCDARY ! YAY ! AHAHAHAHAHA. OH MY FUCKIN' GOD. i can't wait ! I CAN'T WAIT ! i'm SOO looking forward to it ! AHAHAHAHAHAHA. TIME QUICK FLY AWAY. FLY FLY FLY ! fly to err, TOILET BOWL ! ahahahaha ! so lame. AHAHA, YEA I'M LAME. err, actually no. LOL. omg im super crazy. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. pardon me. i have to keep typing. hahaha. i'm so busy. so many peeps are chatting with me now. HAHA. i can't wait to wednesday/thursday ! OH MAN. maybe i cant control my emotions and i'll go hugging irvin. AHAHAHAHA. but please, dont think the other way round. hugging as in FRIENDS. ahahahahaha ! LOL. IM SO HYPER ! AHHHHH. OMG. WTF WTF WTF ! WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK ! HAHAHA. kkay. bye.

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came in here on06:35 p.m.x

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sian. my right ear's a little swollen. ): hahahaha. SO SIAN ! i'm soooooooooo bored. yesterday i was like downloading maple half-way, then the whole computer hanged. LOL. how nice. lalala. i'm gonna update my diary later. hoho. i'm a devoted diary writter. HAHAHA. :D yay. school's starting tomorrow, AGAIN. and i haven't touched my bag at all ! i'm gonna rush everything later. i'm not quite sure about what i hafta do, though. gonna check my foolscap. all i know is that i have loads of homework ! so i gotta rush at night. there's PE tomorrow ! i'm NOT looking forward to it. our warm up exercise is like, YOGA ?! ahahaha. but it's quite fun lah. lol. but it hurts. the PE teacher's like so strechable. AHAHAHAHA ! anyway, heck. the "YOGA" is only for like 10mins. hoho. my dear kor taught me how to tie a tie for like 30mins, but i still CAN'T tie it. i mean it's complicated lah. so i've decided to give up. LOL. hmmm, so sian. i have yet to let my mom sign the swimming consent form. lalala. i better let her sign or i'll be dead on monday. x| lol. still lots of things undone ! i REALLY have lots of homework ! maybe i'll do some and copy a little in school. A LITTLE ONLY OKAY ! a bit only lah ! hope no one'll sabo me. hohoho. err, i THINK, i have no homework for chinese... I THINK ! ahahahaha. er, i better stop here lah. byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyeebyeebyebye ! take care.

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came in here on05:46 p.m.x

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the sudden urge to blog; AGAIN. (: I SERIOUSLY HATE MY MAID. she LOVES to sabo me, my sis and my bro. she's a bloody bitch and plus, she's a bootlicker. anyway, my grandma's maid's getting married ! happy for her but sad case that she gotta leave. ): she's very nice. she knws hokkien and mandarin too ! sucha pity that she gotta leave. i hope the one leaving is my maid. LOL. hmmm, my mom went out for a dinner already ! YAY ! ahahahaha. no more naggings. later i'll go search for my handphone, again. i'm VERY sure it's in my mom's room. haha. ahh whatever, i'll so look for it now. :) see ya. remember to read the entry below too. ahahaha.

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let me slip away

came in here on06:34 p.m.x

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everytime i close my eyes,
your image appear vivid in my mind.
i'd smile to myself,
how silly am i.
hoho. i mean it.(: i'm adding a entry cus i'm like, dead bored ! sigh. this blog's like so open that i couldn't even express my personal feelings. i feel like typing everything here BUT, i can't. so MAYBE, i'll go create a new private blog(the old one sucks), OR, i'll just keep my diary updated. and i mean, i have to WRITE. i wrote it yesterday already. cus i was err, a little moody yesterday. then drew some pictures on it. hoho. featuring -- BLAHBLAHBLAH ! ahahahaha. guess it yourself. no clues or whatever. anyway, i was searching for my handphone yesterday in my mom's room, then i found it lah. but i saw 2 air tickets in her drawer. hohoho. she's leaving on the 28th of jan. is it a thing to be celebrated, or what ? hah. without her, no more naggings, i can go home as late as i want. no one cares. hmmm, so sian. i'm supposed to go out today but my DEAREST jamues has tuition and badminton. ahahaha. i'm gonna complain to his dear. LOL. ahahahaha. mmm. anyway, py says that socks have to be above the ankle by 8cm. AHAHAHAHAA. like what the fuck. but of cus, NO ONE'S socks is that long lah. except for a few. ooh, aylward's one is. ahahaha. no offence, though. so aylward, no offence if you're reading this all right. lol. oh yea, wen sze has only grown 1cm ! AHAHAHAHAHAHA. from last year to this year. LOL. but still, she's taller than me. my school shoes rocks. cus it's like so high. about 4-5cm. ahahaha. so i always compare my height with the guys WITH MY SHOES ON. ahahahahaa. i have nice shoes. ahahaha. playing minesweepers flag with Minji now. I'M LEADING. 24-13. hohoho. i'm gonna crash him. ahahaha. YES, AND BERNICE WON. WHOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ! -claps AHAHAHAHAHA. yeah ! WHOOO. ahahahaha. over reacting. lol. ooh, i remembered i used to play with val minesweeper, and our points are always VERY close. haha. mmm, anyway, yesterday night jayne, jasmine and hassyida or something came to my house. not exactly lah. haha. they came to my block. then asked me and kor go down. then we went down, went bukit panjang plaza. wahlao. damn sian. lol. all the shops were closed. went to the arcade. then bowling. hah. my bro bowled. ahahahaa. mmm, it was freaking cold lah. hah. then left plaza at abt 12am. AHAHAHAHAA. lol. yea. actually wanted to buy studs, but all the shops were closed. lol. yep. mmm, that's all. SEEYA GUYS ! i'm gonna create my private blog ! LOL. for males ah, i'd most probably won't tell. unless you're really close to me lah. lol. like good friends or something. yea. ahahahaha. mmm, OKAY. SO SEE YA. BYEBYE. sayonara~

everything means nothing if i aint got YOU*
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came in here on12:49 p.m.x

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mmm, updating again. (: today was okay lah. kinda got scolded from mstan cus i did not bring the consent form. yep. i found my handphone. hah. so pro. hahahaha. stayed back after school for fun. hah. walked around for about 30mins lah. then stayed in the study area talking and kinda fighting. hah. then arun keep disturbing me lah. then i chased him ard. then he ran into the boys toilet. LOL. ahahahaha. cheater bug sia ! LOL. then went westmall with silvia. hohoho. did nothing lah. just walk about. haha. after that went home le. i'm so guai :D stupid aylward and daryl ! today morning when i went to class and put my bag right, they went to put a broom at the door. then when i opened the door, the broom drop. LOL. IT DIDN'T HIT ME, OKAY ! ahahahaha. rostern was their accomplice too ! so evil. then daryl, aylward, arun, zoo, cheeky(SHEESH), jonathan, rostern and a lot of guys lah, keep calling me names. LOL. first was like bitch. then they called me birdie, then penis(after school). LOL. whatthefuck right. hahahaha. they suck. :D ahahahahaa. zoo so dao. always talk to him that time he'll point a midder finger. LOL. he dao kia lah. there's PE monday. hahaha. quite fun i suppose. still have to buy my pe uni. hohoho. i'm a very last minute person and i lorve that. AHAHAHAHAHAHA. lol. mmm, ran outta words to say. LOL. so that's all lah. seeya. :)

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came in here on05:58 p.m.x

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OMFG. MY HANDPHONE GOT CONFISCATED. again ! ugh. shit lah. ): lol. ahahahaha. i was late today. hohoho. lucky didn't tio d/c. school was okay today lah. lesson was err, kinda boring at times. science was heaps fun. but i got scolded by teacher. cus i keep messing ard with the experiment tools. LOL. music was damn funny lah. hahahaha. after school, stayed in school for a while. about 1hr. talked to daryl, zhi kang, jonathan and roystern. hah. they keep disiaoing me lah. when i went to the toilet w silvia, they went to kick my bag. haha. so evil. then we went to the study area. keefe was there too. yep. talked and stuffs. then there's a teacher that came, she started scolding us cus we were making loads of noise. hah. then me and silvia slipped away. when the teacher was coming we were like faking reading the netball thing. then the teacher was like, hey girls, interested in netball? AHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH ! so damn fucking funny lah. LOL ! stupid daryl keep taking the pen knife. hoho. but i know he won't cut me lah. HE WONT DARE. LOL. then me and sil went to westmall. walked ard and stuffs. then went back home. yep. i didn't knw chloe was waiting in 7-11 for me. LOL. infinite apologies, yeah. i really didn't know that you were waiting for me. oh yes, i keep asking fiona if my skirt was of the same lenght. LOL. cus i fold my skirt. HAHAHA. so pro. ahahahaha. mmm, that's all i think. yep, seeya. :) take care guys.

everything means nothing if i aint got YOU*
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came in here on06:42 p.m.x

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okay, i'm adding another entry. (: school was okay today. i didn't got scolded or whatever. yesterday night, i totally couldn't sleep, kept tossing around the bed. mstan wasn't in a bad mood today, i suppose. mmm, recess was fucking funny lah. cause like i ate meesiam what. i've only ate about 2mouth cause i keep talking. then i wanted to go find py, so i wanted to throw the meesian. then sstupid aylward to eat the egg in my meesiam ! then daryl, zoo etc was like exaggerating ! OMG. now everyone says that i likes him. and practically the whole class knows that he ate my food. then the principal was like staring at us. I MEAN, IT'S NOT MY FAULT, RIGHT ?! enough about this. x) science lesson was totally fun ! the teacher's soo funny ! hmmm, then like after school, i went to the canteen. talked to silvia and stuffs, then py came. so i went with py. we sat at daryl's table. zhikang and jonathan was there too. then we keep cracking jokes. damn funny. :) keep laughing non-stop. hah. then they keep making me. AHAHAHA. stupid guys :D i mean like they keep talking about me and aylward. then aft that me and py went to the school's 7-11. hohoho. bought a drink, lolipop and sweet. :D hahaha. then i went back to school, saw yu wei, keefe and errr, i forgot his name. AHAHAHA. then i walked around with them. went to the canteen, saw mandy. then left the school. called silvia and chat. haha. hmmm, then went school's 7-11. saw minji. hah. then chloe came. yep. played and eat there. then went home. ERR, yea. that's all. cya cya. LOL. :D tata.

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came in here on07:06 p.m.x

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lalala, this entry's gonna be a LONG one. hmmm, let's talk about today first. hohoho, SO FUN. ahahaha. lessons was okay lah. i got into home econs. but the teacher's a fucking bitch. cus like she's asking for our parents number what. then some of them say till it's very funny. then all of us laugh, then i'm like laugh the most. then the teacher was like, that girl there, you better stop laughing or you'll stay back after school. CB RIGHT. wtf. idiot lah. lol. but it was really damn funny. then after school went to the canteen. sat with daryl, zoo, keefe, jonathan and errr, zhi kang. then i went outta school to call silvia. then daryl keefe and jonathan came out and find me. then we just laugh and talk outside the school while waiting for sil. HAHAHA. daryl's so kind. cus he persuaded the guys to wait for me. hohoho. plus he's so cute. he has dimples ! AHHH. ahahahaha. then sil went for try out. -.-" so me daryl and jonathan went to westmall. then jonathan dont wna wait so he went first. then after that me and daryl walked to westmall. hohoho. :D mmm, yep. he's so cute lah. LOL. then after that sat same bus as daryl again. i alighted 2bus stops after him. met keren, chloe, jasmine and yue chao there. then just talk lah. then bert and eric came. after that was gui yong and andrew. then we keep joking, then went back to primary school. err, visited the teachers. hahahhaa. then guiyong lost his wallet. LOL ! chloe and viv. walked another way. so me, bert and eric walked to 7-11. err, i guess that's all lah. lol. lazy to update the rest liao. LALALA. seeya. mmm, i still thinks that daryl's cute. AHAHAHAHA. i think i'm mad. but seriously, HE'S CUTE. AHAHAHAHAHA. mmm, yep. hoho. decided to add more. cause i'm v. sian. kay, so will update about the camp.(:

camp was heaps fun. enjoyed there. but there's this female teacher, she's so idiotic. damn kpkb. haha. x) i lorve my class student leaders ! they're SOOOO good ! YAY. then briji keep smsing. haha. we were really very happy when we got first. hohoho. i mean i practically screamed my lungs out when i heard that ! then we were like all standing up and screaming away. INCLUDING our leaders okay ! then all those games were super fun.

and there's this stupid thing today during thinking skills, we have to draw a stationary that we think we're like it, then explain WHY. ohman. i seriously DO NOT know how to do it. i mean i drew a pen, but i don't know why. AHAHAHAHA. just anyhow draw. lol. then kinda surprised that marion's friend, clare, is actually in my class. hah. like such coincidence ? yep. then stupid arun always kick me. then aylward almost made me fell today while walking back from home econs room. and the teacher gave us SOOOOOOOOOOOOO much work can ! GRRR. ahahahaha. hmmm, that's all i guess. REAL LONG ENTRY RIGHT. hoho, THANK YOU. :D oh yes, and stupid yuwei called me today when i was walking to westmall with daryl. he was like, 'Hello, I'm the principal from Bukit View Secondary, I heard that you brought hand phone to school, I'm going to confiscate your hand phone tomorrow. Your parents can only collect it at the end of the term.' ahahahaha ! I MEAN, i actually fell for it ! CAUSE HIS VOICE WAS LIKE A GIRL ! i'm serious ! HAHA.

everything means nothing if i aint got YOU*
let me slip away

came in here on07:35 p.m.x

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sigh. went to his blog. i felt... i don't know how to explain those feelings. once i was hurt by him, and now he was hurt. i don't know... i really don't know... i'm extremely confused. there's a period of time, when i stayed single for 3-4months, just because of him. and that time he doesn't feel a thing towards me. but now ? sigh. i really don't know. i feel like i'm a bitch. ugh. someone please, give me some advice. sigh. talking to chloe about it now. i guess i have no mood to talk about the camp. perhaps another dayy... and now i have this sudden urge to keep blogging and not stop. i don't know why.. i just want to do that. so please endure if my entry's a bit too long. i really can't explain the feelings that's in me. i don't know why too. i really don't know ! UGH. i feel like cutting myself. but in secondary, if teacher realised that i cut myself, i'll have to go for counselling. BUT, i don't know what to do other than that already. how to solve the problem.. i feel like ending my life. there's too much negative encounters that i've gone through. and i feel like i just can't go on anymore. i'm really crying very badly now. i just couldn't held back my tears anymore. i'm such a bitch. i really feel like ending my life. all my pain will be gone.. and for the case now, i don't think it matters if i need time or not. caause i really can't find the solution to this problem. the longer it takes, the more pain we'll suffer. so if i could, i'd rather turn back time when i had no problems at all. go back to the starting of p6 when everything went on so smoothly. but i know, all these are just wishful thinking. cause turning back time is an impossible task.....

everything means nothing if i aint got YOU*
let me slip away

came in here on07:43 p.m.x