Thursday, September 9, 2004
i thought i was strong
but tears keep rolling down
and proved me wrong
hahs.today's a bad day for me i guess.surprisingly,i woke up at 8.30am.i woz stunned actly.but when i turn on teh comp.and look at teh time.OH MY COW!haha!i couldn't blive me eyes you knw!i thought my eyes were playng a trick on mee.but no,it's reallieh 8.30am.i wnt t go bck t sleep!!!BUTBUTBUT,since this is teh first time i woke up so early,i shall NOT go bck t sleep.and maybe i'll sleep like a pig in teh afternoon.my eyes are a little bit..i dnt knw how t describe tht feelg.it aint swollen.ahhh,nevermind!LOL.tday shall be my studying day.yup.i promised my dad yest tht i WILL study tday.whtevr LO.cause ive been playng these few days.-sighs-.ive gone from blog t blog.i mean,i wnt t a blog,thn t their links,and read and go and read and go and read and go.-sighs-.only did i realised tht thr's lke so MANY people gettg hurt by lorve.damn.-sighs-.wht actly is lorve?a feelng tht had all people fooled/hurted?i dno.-sighs-.today is teh 79th day without you.all ended on 22nd june 2oo4.all these past few days,been thnkng bout you.or should i say,been tryng t forget you.ive tld myself,why should i lorve someone tht doesnt even lke me nemore?but,i just knt forget.how hard i try,i knt.i tried very hard t let it go.but no,i knt.those memories still lingers at my heart.i told myself t give me one more chance,let him go,search fer a new lorve.i tried,but no,i knt.teh feelngs are still thr.and it wnt go.
someday
we'll all know
ilurveyoo
will you cry with [[me]] // would you comforrt [[me]]*
09:04 a.m.
