brokenpromises
Sunday, January 2, 2005
ugh. tomorrow; i'm going to my new sec school. i don't feel enthu at all. i dread going back there. ): with no friends in my class. a fucking heavy bag that could almost makes me hunch. i want to get sick. i dont even knw what to bring to school. SIGH. ugh. i miss my dear badly. if only i could go to his house tomorrow.. it all depends on py. if py goes, I GO. :D heh. silvia will do, too. i suck with the new uniform. tucking my shirt in seems so wierd. i look so fat with that uniform. the skirt is so long. i'm gonna alter it. just right above the knee. the thoughts of going back to school makes me tremble. i sprained my waist while packing my books into the bag. ugh. school is such a trouble. my back will really hunch if i continue carrying such heavy bag to school. secondary school life.. how nice. and i don't have any socks that aren't ankle. and i didn't photocopy my stuffs, take the passport size photo that i'm supposed to. i plan to do them after school tomorrow. i'm a last-minute person. i seriously don't want tomorrow to come. i don't want today to end. and i hafta do the thing i detest most; sitting bus to school alone. ugh. but i'd most probably sms my dear. (: but he says he aint gonna bring hp to school. sigh. school's hideous and tedious. agree? YES. i shall stop moaning and complaning now cause i've realised it doesn't even help at all. UGH, SOMEONE HELP? i've totally no mood. ): dear's sleeping like a pig now i suppose. i've yet to adapt to my 'NEW ENVIROMENT'. everything seems to be happening so fast. it's as if yesterday was the first day of the holidays. why do holidays end so fast! ugh. so stupid. i know no matter how much i complain, i'll still have to carry my fucking heavy bag to school with such stupid uniform.
reply for tags ---
jolene: hahahaa. you're in school now i suppose. sleeping now? lol.
sam: hey. i'm no pang-sai girl, you are the pang sai guy! you good lah, you still have your holidays. which means you can still relax. i'm dead. ):
melia: lol. will tell you on msn
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brokenpromises
Friday, December 31, 2004
happy birthday LENE! OHMAN, lene, LOOk. i used HOTPINK okay. i'm so nice. xD you seriously should thank me for using hotpink. hahahaha. x) just kidding. and i tell you guys, beware of lene, she's very hyper now for i don't know what reason and i belive it will last for the ENTIRE day. but maybe it's gotta do with her birthday. HAHA. x) she's SUPER hyper and high. she keeps laughing in msn now, and like keep flooding the conversation. ahahaha. im exaggerating. LOL. but i've only exaggerate a tiny little bit. CAUSE SHE'S REALLY CRAZY, HYPER AND HIGH. ahahahaha. ^^ i think i'll blog about yesterday first
went for class party. yeah. x) kinda fun lah. but i spent hell lot. i paid for one extra pizza. at first, ordered one hawaiin pizza and one pepperonni pizza both large and 24 drumlets. hah. then ordered another hawaiin pizza large. LALALA. cost around 100bucks. hah. then some dont even wna pay. worst still, some of them only stayed for about 15mins and went home. then ard 3pm+ went to weijie's house. pplayed badminton lah. hahaha. then weihao keep spouting nonsense. (: hahahaha. going to weijie's birthday party tomorrow. I WILL ENJOY. hah, YAY. x) i'm looking forward to it! :D
NOW; back to jolene. SHE'S SO HYPER LAH. ahahaha. she even said that she wanted to change the combined blog template of me and hers. to most probably ALL PINK. ahahahahaha. x) and she's like KEEP laughing. i THINK, it's just a matter of time that she goes REALLY bonkers. so, what's the number for mental hospital? SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME. ahahaha. ok. cut the crap. :D LOL. x) kk cya. HAHA.
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brokenpromises
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
here goes my LONG ENTRY(:
went to bukit gombak for badminton today. hohoho. so fun. (: well, kindof lah. x) booked 3hours. from 1pm. ahahhaa. with gerald, weihao, weijie and peiyun. whahahaha. stupid weihao. his mind is so dirty lah. hahaha. he went to like, touch my stomach there ok. wtf lah. then i bought this teen magazine, january issue, and there's a free pinky book lah. ahahhaa. then cause i've got my own diary already what, so i just left it at the notice board there. ahahaha. cause there's like, no lock. so can just open and put it there. LOL. then weihao so funny lah. he keep calling gerald 'small boy'. AHAHAHAHA. then they had a match lah. gerald lost badly. LOL. x) that's expected. whahaha. then when it's around like, 3.45pm, weijie's mum and a uncle came. whahaha. then played badminton lah. my leg hurts lah. lol. as well as my butt. i fell right on my butt while playing monkey that day. hahaha. then i was like their maid can? ahaha, not exactly lah. cause i wanted to buy drinks so bought for them too. then bought so many drinks for them. hah. x) heck lah.
after all that, went home. ): sat mrt with peiyun to her house. then cause don't know how to go home. so went chloe's house. sat at the pool side at usual. chat about stuffs. then, we saw minji coincidentally. i mean, REALLY. hahahhaa. then we chat lah. then we went to find her friend. then there's this guy; primary5 next year, he kept following us ok. it's chloe's friend lah. then we had to give him one box of chocolate plus a kitkat. whahahaha. before that, we keep running around. cause he keep following us. hahaha. then chloe called shirley down, BUT GUESS WHAT. before shirley even come, she gotta go. ahahahaha. so chloe sent me to the front gate, and i took a cab home. x) looking forward to tomorrow. x) AND; i love my dear. (: WHAHAHAHAHHAA.
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brokenpromises
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
sigh so sian. x) one problem solved. (: quekqi saw my blog already. hoho. yay. now adays i've been like quite busy lah. cause like so many people's asking me to go out. hah. today, chloe asked me out to movies, silvia asked me out for to take photo and gerald asked me out for badminton. alan asked me out with weilei daddy. hah. but i didn't went anywhere today.
yesterday.(:
went to buy books yesterday. hoho. haven't bought uniform yet. cause i forgot to take the address lah. then bought my sister's uniform lo.
then went out with weijie, weihao, sheepeng and chloe. then actually while meeting them, I WAS LATE. yes, ONCE MORE. then they like couldn't recognize me. AHAHAHA. then they were like, who's this girl ah? do we know her? (in a joking tune) AHAHAHAHA. then keep calling me bennie. lol.
went to playy badminton. it was weijie's mum's BIRTHDAY. ahahaha. then went to bukit gombak stadium for badminton(like duh) with weijie, weihao, their mom, chloe and sheepeng. (: lols. they keep making fun of chloe lah. poor thing. then chloe like keep smsing lo. then i just playandplay. hah. very fun lah.
then yesterday shee peng and weihao like so funny lah. cause they watched kung fu hustle already. then they keep hitting my back. LOL. then we keep hitting each other. hah. then stupid weijie took the shuttlecock and threw at my head. had a great time playing badminton yesterday.
then after that, we went to weijie's house. played monkey and then BASKETBALL. ahahaha. weijie and weihao like so pro can. then played match lah. OF COURSE LOSE LAH. then what. after that, went to the playground and playedd. hah. we're like kinda fighting over the swing lah. then while i was swinging, stupid weijie came to disiao me. LOL. weijie and sheepeng lah. weijie like keep pushing me, then keep shaking the swing. then he ask shee peng to push my butt so i will drop. AHAHAHA. so stupid. but of course sheepeng didn't lah. then he suddenly said, BERNICE! quick come down! the swing going to break!AHAHAHAHA. he scared me outta my wits ok. LOL. then i keep screaming at him. then there's a monkey bar, SUPER HIGH OK. hah.
then chloe like so poor thing lah. weijie and weihao keep humilating her. but it's a good thing that chloe's magnanimous. haha. and, i know who chloe likes. xD BUT, i'm keeping my mouth shut. hahahaha.
after that, me and chloe went first. at about 6.45pm. sat taxi to chloe's house. hah. then she called minji down. played truth or dare. hah. so fun. then at 8pm, i gotta go. she gotta go too lah. lol. then sat taxi back. got home, scolded by mom. hah. heck lah. x) that's all.
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brokenpromises
Friday, December 24, 2004
blogging again as i promised. didn't managed to buy textbooks and uniform today as my mom's sick. so she said next monday. delaying and delaying. hah. x) i couldn't get my feelings clear. do i, or do i NOT have feelings for him. but one thing i'm very sure about. I DONT LIKE NOR LOVE QQ. i'm very sure about that. he irritates me most of the times. i DO NOT know how to reject his love. but be sure that i'll tell him in no time. sighs. i don't know anything! should i confess, or not. it's been bothering me for quite some time. aiyah. never mind about that. and yes, KEN'S GOING TO BUKIT VIEW! YAYNESS. but of course he's in sec2 lah. but anyway, still a good thing! then can hang out with him, AGAIN! i'm quite looking forward to the sec1 orientation camp. but i'm still fretting over the my class. cause i've got no friends there. and, i've got no idea how to start the conversation and make friends! and i absolutely don't wna go to the whatever swimming programme thing. haha. i have no idea if i could wear converse sneakers to that school yea. with a little lightblue colour around it? hmmms. i'll ask mandy about it later. (: i think i've sort it out. i'm begaining to accept that school. what i have to do now is to make more friends. (: and yes, i heard that the skirt's uber long. that's a NONO for me. muahaha. so most probably i'm gonna fold it to above knee lenght a little? hoho. that's what i'm gonna do. and before i forget, merry christmas!
oh yes, i went to play basketball in the morning. haha.
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brokenpromises
Thursday, December 23, 2004
from today onwards, i'll blog MUCHMORE often about my daily life and how i feel. yes, i knw. i've been saying this a lot of times. i don't like my class for the TIME-BEING. i'm not sure if i'll like it next time. but sigh. i don't even know anyone there. then i'm like so quiet in there. i want a change of class! AGH. i'm NOT used to keep my mouth shut for such long hours. YES, I'M NOT! let's just pray that i would be in the same class as silvia/peiyun next year. i wish i could go BACK to primary school. i'd prefer primary school. plus mandy told me that bukit view's VERY, EXTREMELY, strict. like no ankle socks. blablabla. I'D DIE.
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brokenpromises
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
yay. i FINALLY went to schl tday. was fun. keep laughing at larry whn he came. hah. and wtf, larry's TALL already! OMG. taller thn me. GRRR. ahahaha. xD hah. thn blablabla. LOL. anyway, FINALLY i get to wear my schl unifrm. WHOOO. hah. the feeling's like. GREAT. yep. HMM. thn went to 7-11 with irvin, felix, john and peiyun. LOL. heaps fun. keep shouting and running. thn felix dnt wna gimme his numbah. stupid guy. hah. i wanted his numbah so tht i cld contact him wht.thn lke this los. thn go 7-11, mde a lot of noise. HAHA. challenegd felix the bowling game in his hp. cause he sed if i wr to brk his HIGH score, he wld gimme his numbah. so stupid. LOL. thn his high score was like 257? how da hell could i brk it. lol. thn i wnted to misscall to my hp. BUT STUPID FELIX, sed he wld dlt it. OMG. ahahaha. thn go play badminton los. cause i'm meeting gerald for badminton wht. so asked thm along. so lke me, felix, john and gerald went to play badminton. thn john gotta go home. LOL. he stayed there for lke 5MINS? AHAHAHAHAHA. thn felix so stupid. whn he playing badminton with me right, he PURPOSELY lke, show his skills? LOL. thn whn he playing with irvin right, he PURPOSELY(again) play as if he's a newbie to it. AHHHH. stupid guy. LOL. thn playplayplay los. we only managed to bk 1hr.so sad. ): LOL. thn went hm los. i hvnt even ate anything since morning till nw, which is, o6.o9pm. GAHHH! but i drank err, a bottle of green tea. xD LALALALA. tht's all. HOHO. CYAAA!
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brokenpromises
Saturday, December 18, 2004
ok, and YES. i'm here to BLOG! heh.
yesterday
went town yesterday with jayne, clarice, brandon, and TWO of clarice's god-brother. hah. and i MET amelia jie COINCIDENTALLY. bahaha. actually, NOT. LOL. we arranged to meet at cine's arcade. whahaha. she's like so pretteh! PLUS, she wore a mini skirt that makes her soo sexye. whoo, sexye babbeh! GO GO GO! whahaha. i'm like super duper hyper nw. MUAHAHAHA. then chat with her and bla. haha. she spotted me first you knw! AWW. haha. she was with her friend. and thn th arcade at cine was SO small! thn after that jayne told me that thy wna go down. so yea, said bye to amelia and went. ): ): so sad. WHAHAHA. then at abt 7pm, the guys wants to play lan, so yeah, actually we wanted to surf the net, but nah. so they played till 8pm. me, jayne and clarice went to taka and walk ard. =) so wunt waste time ma! LOL. thn went bck, one of th guys gta go. so th other guy and clarice went home with him. while me jayne and my bro went to play arcade. the drum thingy. man,isuck in it. heh. then there's this punching game. those guys were playing it. bleagh. hah. thn there's THREE trys, you break the record, you got a energy drink. so there are lots of pple playing. so we just watch them. hmm. yups thats all.
today
it's my cousin's BIRTHDAY! yay. heh. went to the same condo like every year. hah. he's so kyute. thn so sian thr los. nothing to do. so just walk ard. thn lke SO SIAN can? whahaha. actually befr tht went IMM. my mom went to collect her jewelleries. ohman, she bought a bracelet and a ring that costs like 1000+ altogetha? WTH. haha. then cause it was actually white gold, then she asked the person to make to gold gold? WHATEVER. or yellow gold? I DON'T KNOW. so shuttup. thn lke we go shopshop ard first. so i bought a op slippers. sonice. heh. hmm. actually wanted to sty longr but haft rush to cousin's partyeh. haha. xD yup. hmmm. and my cousin's birthday cake's like so cool. imean, so kyute too. ohman. haha. but it's horrendously awful. hah. too sweet! yeps, so tht's al. take care guys. this is a LONG entry.
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brokenpromises
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
another entry again! haha. hmmm, i'm like missing my friends? hahaha. especially those in 6grace. ohwell, hahahaha. just have to wait till 22nd! new secondary, brand new enviroment. sigh. haha. i'd prefer staying in primary school. you know, it's not that strict. hahaha. didn't went to hong liang's party yesterday. felt kinda bad about it. cause i heard from Gerald that only marcus and his brother turned up. ohman. and he called me twice but i didn't answer. cause i KNOW he's gonna scold me. then talk to Gerald on the phone for a while. hah! he acted like a GAY! soo damn fucking funny! LOL. and he added that he gave hong liang a mood ring for his birthday! AHAHAHA. then i was like, OMG. gay!! you gave him a ring! ahahaha. if you don't know what mood ring is, it's a ring that will change it's colour in different temperature. SO FUNNNNNYYYY. gerald's a GAY! ahahaha. hope hong liang doesn't scolds me the next time i see him! take care guys. tata*
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brokenpromises
Saturday, December 11, 2004
adding another entry as i promised. changed my layout. quite plain though. x| hmmm. submitted my old skin to blogskins.com. but not that time due to the picture. it's kinda outta shape. that's why. so about yesterday, went for badminton again. x) was late as usual for about 15mins. so yup. then saw keith and gerald playing already. so joined them. keith also very loud. as in when he talk. hahaha. keep shouting and shouting. then we went to buy Cup Noodles from the nearby 7-11 which i usually goes after school. then we came back we saw hong liang and marcus. they book a court also. but they use ours cause they don't have net. so hong liang called aaron to bring his net. and he called justin too. then who knows justin brought like six friends! so keith and i decided to be selfish and not let any of them use our court. heh. then our time was up. and there's this old man that booked the court right, he's sooo fucked up. you know, his attitude suck. cause keith keep making fun of me, so i chase him. then i just stop halfway cause he has good stamina, he's in track, and he went to Australia to compete and got 10th for 1.5km and 8th for 800m if i'm not wrong. then keith ACCIDENTALLY clashed with this child, he's the guy's son i think. then the guy was like scolding keith. so fucking stupid. then cause we made a mess there. our drinks and Cup Noodles were left there all over the floor then the stupid bald old man went to report to the CC person. and the person called Gerald and gave him a dressing down. what the fuck right. it's NOT totally keith's fault what. his child was at fault too. cause his children were like running all about playing with a balloon! how infuriating! stupid bald old man. actually i'm not even mad with his children! it's HIM. just bang only what. what's the big deal. ugh. asshole. then today i was caged at home doing nothing (: how nice. hahaha. there's no tv programme i'd watch. and my the other computer's spoilt for i don't know what reason so my brother snatches the computer with me EVERY DAY. i want my dad BACK! at least he would send the computer to repair and the situition would be sooo unlike now, leaving that spoilt computer to rot till most probably next year's March? SIGH! then just now i was joking with my sister and brother telling them lame things and started laughing like a mad women then my sister said, "why got a girl laugh like that one? so lame."AHAHAHAHAHAHA! that made me laugh EVEN MORE! and then they keep scolding me. hahaha. i think that's all. it's a VERY long post. cya.
and yes, thanks rachelle for the avatars on the left. i took it from her. x)
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brokenpromises
Thursday, December 9, 2004
hey! i'm like updating already! so did all of you missed me?! haha. just kidding. the entry will be a vert long one. yea, actually nothing much happened during the holidays. very, extremely BORING!it could only be sleep,eat,computer,tv and nothing else. so you can say i'm practically lazing around. but yesterday and today aren't that bad. cause i got to go out! went Lot1 yesterday with naomi. bought a top and a bottom. and the skirt happens to be too small for me. i suppose the OP person took the wrong size. cause she took a XS for me which is obviously too small and i threw away the receipt just in the shop. if you don't know what XS is, it's extra small. great? no. so i spent $30 on the skirt for nothing. i feel so retard. but lucky enough, the shirt was okie. so i'm going back to the OP shop and buy again. haha. let's wait for Chloe to come back from Aussie so i could go out shopping with her. and she long wanted to buy a same clothings as mine. so this is the opportunity. but she'll ONLY be back on the 17th according to Chan Ning. that means i'm going to wait for a REALLY long time. then about today, went to play badminton for about 3hrs. with aaron, gerald, hong liang and justin. then aaron and justin took gerald's handphone and hid it at one of the chairs in cc's backstage. so we went searching for it and.. I FOUND IT! yes!. my handphone is ringing like mad now. cause there's like 3 smses so far. just in like, 2mins? wonder who's the one that sent the sms. not going to let it disrupt my entry time cause i hardly post a entry. so i PROMISE, i'll post more often to make up the entries i've been missing out on. then hong liang's like so voilent can? i just merely hit gerald and he hit me back! didn't hit him what. gerald also never say anything. and gerald's the one that made me hit him. he keep talking about those pervertic stuffs. he and hong liang! the two idiots. hahaha. then hong liang keep mentioning about pole dancing. LOL! then i told him to invite a clown to his birthday party this coming tuesday! not like a birthday party. haha! cause we'll just be playing badminton for 3 consegetive hours. that's what his so called party! oh and i just read gerald's sms! he's so impatient. look at his sms.
"You want to play badminton tomorrow?" at o8:41.(43seconds)
"Ha so many times." o8:42(11seconds)
"Please reply" o8:43(14seconds)
impatient right?! so i'm going for badminton tomorrow AGAIN. for most probably, 2hrs. it's always me and gerald paying! haha. gerald sponsor badminton rackets for me since he always bring like so many. normally, he brings 5badminton racket. but NOW, he brings 7! which is actually a lot. and four of them are CB rackets and we called the rackets Chee Bye racket. it's a hokkien word used to scold people. but they scold without thinking cause 'Chee Bye' actually refers to girls part. and i mean the part below. haha. but whatever, CB is a shortcut for that word. then i remembered when i arrived, i asked them to lend me shuttle cock, but i just said it as 'cock'. then i was like, oi! can lend me cock? you all never bring cock ah? cause gerald ONLY has plastic cocks. and then they got a little pervertic and said, we cannot give you our cock! hahaha. we all burst into laughter! it was like so funny. and the way he says it. oh. i think i should really stop this entry or i'll be classified as the 'Long-Winded' person. haha. so take care everyone! i love ya all!
everything means nothing if i aint got YOU*
let me slip away
brokenpromises
Thursday, December 2, 2004
ok so i'm blogging nw! i've been a lazy pig now a days. sleeping is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO fun! haha. hmmm! yesterday's Singapore Idol was indeed interesting. but the results was dissapointing. taufik won. but i do agree that taufik was okie yesterday. but i still prefer sly. my bro says he expected the results cause taufik has more fans, but sly's better. but never mind. at least sly made it to the finals. holidays are boring. it's either watching tv, computer, eating or sleeping. MAYBE i'm going swimming tomorrrow. depends on my mood. i shall be a much more lazy pig and go to bed now when it's only 5pm. EARLY GOODNIGHT EVERYONE!
ps. i'm a late queen!
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