Last Day
Monday, January 31, 2005

Hey all. You guessed it... today's the last day of my Jan layout... now all I have to do is tweak my newer layout to fit in my Halo Scan.. easier done than said... and all my favorite links and images... which will be boring as hell and time consuming, but a finished product none-the-less. Oh the fun.. Can't wait.. as I was scrolling through my page I was like, 'I need to archive' and so I looked at the date and realized I was going to archive tomorrow anyway... 2 days until Brigid.. light a candle in your windowsill people. Right now, Nathan is looking pretty hot on my calander, so I'll just continue to stare.. I hope you all love my layout. It's got Shira and Kean, who I love to death. I'll miss this layout though... tons of fun!

Loves and Kisses,

And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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Resolution
Sunday, January 30, 2005

In the year 2005 I resolve to: Becoming a mail-order bride. Get your resolution here.

Our love goes on and on ~Rhett Miller
I'm thinking of names for my sons. For a middle name for one I've gotten Azrael. Maybe Jonathan... or something, I don't know. My daughter's name is Valanthe Katherine, I love it.
.High One.

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Save Me
Sunday, January 30, 2005

I heard this song when I wrote my identity theft poem, and I fell in love with it. So, naturally I had to put the lyrics up here, which in itself is a rarity, so love it!

Had a bad day, don't talk to me,

And I'm sick of my sickness

You can't save me,

Went to the doctor, and I asked her,

Had to relapse, I'm outta rehab,

You can't save me,

You can't save me,

And I'm a death threat haven't slept yet,

Whoa whoa yeah, write it write it,

I went to heaven, couldn't get it,

You can't save me,

You can't save me,

You can't save me,

Everything's my fault.

And now I will do aimless comparrisons to me and the girl from BFS's "Girl All The Bad Guys Want"... out of shear boredom.

I don't have a nose ring, but I have plenty of other piercings, my name isn't Lola. I don't notice half the guys that notice me, I used to watch wrestling, until I found it trivial, I listen to rap metal, but also other stuff, like Bach. I luff Godsmack, and don't know who Agent Orange are, but they sound more mellow than Godsmack. I have no idea what a reefer and a forty are, but if they have some relevence to marijuana, I don't smoke. I hate moustaches, racetracks, and mullets, but love Trans-Ams. I occasionally wear fishnets and don't wear dreadlocks, because they would break my hair.

I still love that song and BFS is in my top 10 of favorite bands, because I've loved them since I was 12/13-ish. Same with NFG, except I've loved them since I was 10. Oh, it was fun.

Well, I think that's all! Later much! <3's

Identity Theft Loves and Broken Kisses,

And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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Open My Eyes
Saturday, January 29, 2005

Yeah, this is one of those entries. Look at it with spite and malice, but it's not going to change. I've grown weary of this, today, I was on top of the world, only to have it dashed about like some cheap whore. I woke up, and convinced my mother to let me hang out with my friends, we went to try and see Phantom of the Opera, but the movie theatre had a fire alarm and we had to evacuate, theatre was closed after that. So, we went to Boomers, played DDR and had fun and all that, except for one obnoxious, arrogant prick of a 12 year old... but I'm not getting into that... anyway, went out with my family to Applebee's because I got a 93 on my Math Regents and 93 on Global midterm... I love me sometimes, I get home and recieved a letter that says I won a poetry contest, I was flipping out, I was so happy (yes I actually entered one.. with my menial skill), but something didn't sit right, so I research it online and come to find out that it's all one big scam to get me to pay them money. I'll probably go later (as in later this year) to a plaque-maker and get my poem inscribed there, because I had the "opportunity" to get it done with this American Poets Society, but no plaque would have come.. it's such a let down from that incredible high I felt. But, what can I expect? I should have known it was going to be a scam. I'm just afraid someone else will rape it and use it and say it's theirs and get famous for it... I think I'd be crushed. But, I put it online, so there must be some way of tracing that... I don't know..

In lighter news.. Mike&Ike are together.

I've got a crush on a guy that will get me killed by one of my friends and I think that I have finally found a solution to world peace.... Darn Dana and that bet, or I would have lost my virginity hat by now. So, here I am staring at the wilted rose I keep in my room, wondering when it's going to be time for my happiness, or am I doomed to live a second hand life of misery and average.. or do I expect too much? Will it be dashed? I feel like I have to talk to someone, but they can't tell me anything and only experience will really tell me. Thumbs up to Mike&Ike/Dee&Taj!

Loves and Kisses,

And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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Animals & Poetry
Wednesday, January 26, 2005

A few animals:

/\__/\

,__,

And now the poetry... just click here! And that's it!

Loves and Kisses,

And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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To tag or not to tag?
Wednesday, January 19, 2005

I've found this uber shibular thing called a HaloScan, which enables me to have you lovely people to leave comments on a specific entry... I'm thinking of getting that, but would that in itself defeat the purpose of a tag-board? Because the people who tag me usually just say hi, rather than comment on a specific entry, I think I'll roll with both. I'll tell you where to click when I've got it up (later today I guarantee)

Loves and Kisses,

And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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WHOO!
Tuesday, January 11, 2005

All right.. I did some nifty stuff. I think I completely finished the Feb. layout, which will be up around Feb. 1st around the same time I flip my Chippendales calendar to stare at Nathan for a month... yum. Anyways... try highlighting and right clicking one of my entries. YOU CAN'T DO IT! Shibular, eh? I'll probably take it down this month and put it up next month to stop Sa and Kee from being RAPED! O.O ... anywho... I really hope everything works out for Hughes, he went to a job interview today and I hope he got it. He's my fav... next to Spata. Well, must go convince rents to let me leave. I need to get some work done.. which pisses me off that if they won't let me escape, I won't get it done. Lots o' love!

Loves and Kisses,
PS- I'm going to try and finish Parenting 101 Chapter before I shoot myself, and I've got to check my f-ing e-mail.

And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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Ow... >.<
Friday, January 7, 2005

All right, you can all officially call me a dumbass, I need a sign or label that I can wear that says "World's Biggest Dumbass" I am in pain right now... it's not even funny... lemme tell you all the whole story. All right. I wanted to surprise my parents with a new piercing right before vacation. (Feb. that is) Well, it was more like 2 piercings... but anyway... I told my friend (who was going to do it) about it on Wed. and she pierced my fucking ear today.. and not just a nice one on the lobe... NO! I had to be a fucking dumbass (that and I have little to no lobe left to pierce) and get her to pierce the mid-cartilage area (since my upper cartilage has already been pierced)yeah, so she puts a pin through it, not a sewing pin, not a safety pin... NO! A fucking pin that you put on your fucking coat button. It was so big and it hurt like a motherfucker! Anyways.. to make a long story short it still stings and is now 8:14... talk to y'all later. After I accomplish my Saturday deeds!

Loves and Kisses,

PS- The irony in this is this is just 1 year and 4 days after I got my upper cartilage pierced

And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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£337
Thursday, January 6, 2005

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Letter to the Editor
Thursday, January 6, 2005

Hey folks! Long time no write.. well, not really. Anyway.. I'm getting my ear pierced (making it four on one ear, two on the other... 6 total) tomorrow.. I've got to remember to bring an earring to my friend who's doing it. I'm so nervous/excited.. I think my 'rents'll flip when they see it. I wanted to surprise them with 2 right before our cruise, but, my friend wanted to do it earlier, and quite frankly, I want it done now too. I turned down the option of getting a brow ring though, Mom talked me out of it without even realizing it... so now I'm getting two ear piercings instead of one facial piercing.. she'll probably kick herself for that one later. She calls our family "The House of Hormones".. but she's over-exaggerating, again. Anyways, I am going to play "ultimate frisbee" on Saturday, with a lovely new frisbee I got from my cousin. Want to know the whole story? IM me. You'll die laughing.... probably not. Definately gonna be shib times though.. I'll be laughing my ass off at least. Now.. to shoot my brains out for having to memorize a piece from Antigone for theatre... lucky me. I so can't wait for Studio Art next year.. I'll love being a junior.. I think about 20 less regents.. lucky me! Next entry is going to be all in |_33t.

Loves and Kisses,

And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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Re-Takes
Wednesday, January 5, 2005

All right, I was reading through my archives, and if you all look to Jan03, last entry, there's a "wings of steel" quiz I took... well, I'm taking it again, to see if I've grown up.

Your wings are DRAGON wings. Massive and
covered in scales, they shimmer with strength
and magic. They are the most obvious display of
your power - though it runs equally throughout
your heart and mind. You are uncompromising and
grave, with a profound sense of justice. You
have firm ideas about what is right and what is
wrong and set out to fix what problems you can.
You realize that you are more capable of
dealing with life and evil than most, and as
such you see it as your responsibility to
protect those who cannot defend themselves. You
have existed since antiquity and as such you
are wise far beyond your years in this
lifetime. While you strive for fairness and
peace, if someone should steal from your cave
of treasure (though not all that glitters is
gold) or compromise the happiness of you or one
who is close to you - they have signed their
death warrant. You have a mighty vengeance and
will unleash it upon such people immediately
and mercilessly. Arguing with you is
useless...you rarely back down and are known
for holding firm in your beliefs. Sometimes you
feel intensely burdened with the troubles of
others...acting as a Guardian can get so
wearisome. But you never give up...you see it
as your life's mission. Often very introverted,
you can be so smart...it's scary. Such a
combination of intelligence, creativity, power,
beauty, and magic is often intimidating to
those around you - who are also unlikely to
understand you. Arrogant, proud, overserious,
and sometimes a bit greedy or obsessed with
whatever treasure you choose to pursue...you
have enchanted people for centuries, and will
continue to do so. Image
Source:http://www.ai.mit.edu/people/pkamvyss/www/album/art/pictures/dragon.jpg

*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
brought to you by Quizilla

Apparantly I have.

Loves and Kisses,

And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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Godsmack
Tuesday, January 4, 2005

I've been on layout fever lately.. let's see, I've created <--Thornless' layout, CoNtRaBaNd's layout and my February layout.. I've got a growing addiction to Godsmack too. I'm starting to sound more and more like BFS' "Girl All the Bad Guys Want" 'cept without the nose ring, because those are ugly, I'd rather have a brow ring, 'cept I like getting my ears pierced better... yes, I'm strange in my thought process. Now.. to meet a hot guy that likes Agent Orange and playing Video Games and talking about football.. man, I doubt there are any guys out there like that.. *is kidding* But, seriously, I've been addicted to Prince of Persia: Warrior Within, every time I start playing, I've got to tell myself to stop. I need to work on NV, but y'know too lazy. And there's my SS (not you're SS Bryce, it stands for something else this time) that I have to plan, and then there's my friends' parties I have to get ready for. And I can't stop listening to Godsmack's "I Stand Alone" If I wasn't so in love with the title "Silent Love" I'd change it to "I Stand Alone" I love this song, that and "I Fucking Hate You" same band. Yummy.. so deep and hard... that sounds so wrong. But I'm gonna go... this has to rank as one of the longest (non-quiz) entries I've ever made, next to my rants. And it's about things I purely enjoy.. see I am human, just don't tell anyone you heard about that. I've got to keep up my icy bitch holier-than-thou appearance, or people get too close and then they take advantage of you, so I'd rather flip them off and call it a day instead of losing $50 to some low life sub-human who will never pay me back... losing happy, what a joyous time (oxymoron?) Well, gonna go, before I confuse you people and myself further.

29 DAYS 'TIL BRIGID!! (Feb. 2nd) Everyone I talk to that day, I'm forcing to celebrate it! (Screw you Christianity!) *kidding*

Loves and Kisses,

And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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For Kate and Me
Saturday, January 1, 2005

Physiology: Age, Sex, Posture, Appearance, Physical Defects, Heredity

Sociology: Class, Occupation, Education, Home Life, Religeon, Political Affiliations, Hobbies, Amusements

Psychology: Sex Life and Moral Standards, Ambitions, Frustrations Temperament, Attitude toward Life, Complesxes, Abilities, IQ, Personality (extravert/introvert)

Seger, Linda. Creating Unforgettable Characters. New York: Henry Holt, 1990.

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New Year's Resolutions!
Saturday, January 1, 2005

Yeah.. officially the new year, unlike yesterday, which I purposely misdated. Anywho.. I have some resolutions.

1. Finish Ninja Vampires... whatever the cost.
2. Finish all video games
3. Finish anything involving writing.
4. Stop dreaming and get back to reality.
5. Investigate past lives.
6. Make a difference in someone's life.
7. Save something/one.
8. Attain World Peace (had to throw that in there)
9. Sue self for character rights... tell no one.

I'd've made it 10, but the last 3 were just b/s. So.. making ten would be spewing it too much. Well, there they are.. I'll explain more on Ninja Vampires later... after I find where it is at the moment.. it's disappeared.

Loves and Kisses,
High One
PS- I don't know if it's this entry, or the next one it'll appear, but I've installed iframes.. I'm in love with myself right now.. I'm naming your first born after me. ^_~ Lotsa love!

And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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New Year
Saturday, January 1, 2005

So.. it's not quite the first, but we'll pretend... I need to write this so I can put up my new layout... and I won't be here when the new year actually rings in, or I might.. you never know... resolutions tomorrow!

Loves and Kisses,

And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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