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4:50pm
 You have wings of STEEL. No one's really sure why, but at this point in your life you've shut off emotion to the point of extreme apathy. You are cold and indifferent much of the time...or perhaps you're just a good pretender. Next to impossible to get close to, even those who do never see the real you. It's entirely possible that YOU don't even know the real you. You have a certain fascination or attraction to destruction on a massive scale - disasters, perhaps even death or the concept of the Apocalypse. Because you hold so much inside, one day you're simply going to snap. Then the mask will fall away, and your true wings will be revealed. Until then you will deal with whatever comes your way in icy bitter silence and acceptance. On the positive side, you are fearless and immeasurably strong - not much can crack through your defenses. You intrigue people, who can't help but wonder why you're the way you are. A loner and one who spends much of their time brooding and contemplating life and death - you are a time bomb waiting to explode and create some destruction of your own. *~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~* brought to you by Quizilla That acts just like me, but I do know who I am, even though most people don't.  Which deadly sin do you represent? (Angel Sanctuary Pics) brought to you by Quizilla Eh.. was fun taking, though I don't really get jeleous.. I like Lust better.  Your true lover is Jack Sparrow. Out of all the men here, you managed to snag Captain Jack Sparrow. I congradgulate you. I was beginning to think Captain Sparrow there was going to be a bachlour for the rest of his life. He really is something else, isn't he. Which of Johnny Depp's Characters is your Lover? brought to you by Quizilla Yeah, congrats to me if I could read the bloody thing!!  'You're not a eunuch, are you?'- You're not exactly trusting, and you tend to tease people a bit, but at least you've got a good sense of humor. Which of Captain Jack Sparrow's Quotes are You? brought to you by Quizilla ... lovely.. Ok, I'm pissed off, my computer broke, so now I've commandeered one.. hopefully they won't be wanting it back.. Happy MLK day! Even if his B-day was on the 15th.. all right.. Mediaminer Go there.. art contest (about a cat) I'm trying to get my cat drawing right, but it's not working.. I have to draw more.. whoo... -.- But, I finished the penciling of my "pin up toon" (I do not own company) of a french aristocrat woman. I think it looks pretty good.. hopefully. Just have to ink it.. I don't know if I'm going to color it.. because I don't want to color it in pencil.. but I only have 5 working copics.. lucky me. I have to find some trias markers.. soon... ahem.. drew Mayumi an elf.. hope she likes it.. spent 3 damn hours on it... that's all Loves and Kisses, High One
|[Song: The Jungle Book Bear Necessities]| ........................................................
7:07pm
Whoo hoo! I didn't procrastinate!! ^O^ It's a miracle! If you notice.. a tag board is up.. with fancy colors! I have to delete the entries though, since they are old.. and I have to find some comic fun stuff.. but I'll give you some personality quizzes to hang on to!! WHOO HOO!
Whoo Hoo!! A dragon *drools at awesome looking dragon*
 Congratulations, you're a Drac, a seductive fae. What kind of female faerie are you? Take the female faerie quizby Paradox. Well, that makes so much sense.
 Arianrhod is the Celtic goddess of the full moon (or the 'silver wheel'), of reincarnation, and of the Wheel of the Year. You are mysterious and serene, yet you can be stubborn and even cruel. What Celtic Goddess are You? (With pictures) brought to you by Quizilla Why does it always have me as a calm person, or quiet?! I'm not!
 Ryan Stiles Which 'Whose Line is it Anyway?' actor are you!? brought to you by Quizilla Really bored.. this guys a great actor.
Hope you enjoy the new tag-board.. hee hee! Loves and kisses, High One
|[Song: Lit You Make Me Complete]| ........................................................
10:54pm
I've had so much work today.. whoo hoo, great fun. Planning a trip to California to visit my Sun, hee hee, sounds funny if you read it aloud. Tired of guys flirting with me now that I'm single. Hn.. Guys have all the freedom. -.- Anyways, I have to write a really annoying and long report on Dionysus, I shall return tomorrow, (I'm missing my friend's birthday because of that damned report)  What Anime Vampire Are You? Loves and Kisses, High One
PS- Tag board coming soon! Look to the right!! PPS- Since yesterday, I've been putting the lyrics to the songs on my blog, just scroll over the name of the song, and you'll realize it's a link, click on the link to get the lyrics. (snazzy huh?)
|[Song: Blink 182 What's My Age Again?]| ........................................................
10:08pm
Had a bad day today. Woke up late. Forgot a lot of stuff, forgot locker combination for five minutes, my friend boxed my ear, the one I got pierced, I didn't have a pen in math, the guy I like in Bio got moved farther away from me, I still didn't get the baby, because the teacher convieniently forgot about the paperwork I had to do, I got yelled at by my fucking moron of a coach, for having an inside joke, I sat and watched the whole game, fought with my mom, got home, got to relax for a moment (surprise, I'm really shocked that wasn't destroyed) Got some shit from my exboyfriend saying my life was forfeit and shit like that. I can't believe this, he acted all right for almost a week, then he tries to be like an avenging angel, failing miserably. I even changed screen names for a while, so he could calm down a tad. Yeah, I even told myself, I wouldn't date anyone for a while so he wouldn't think I broke up with him for another guy. I don't treat him like shit, yet I get this treatment, all right, I was scared and ashamed that I had to do what I had to do, but I DIDN'T LIKE HIM ANYMORE!! It was killing me inside to let him go, but I did, because I knew he deserved better, because I didn't feel anything!! And I get that load of bull shit to deal with on top of all my other stress! And there's like a Nazi group forming in our school, lead by an Italian guy.. with a shaved head.. who disrespected me, I hate him. And he's brainwashing people and shit, like one of my best guy friend's ever from last year, Paul. *cries* Paul's like his right hand man, and got it the worst. And it sucks, because Paul used to be just like me, and now he's not. And it hurts because I'm almost 100% German, and some of my family was Nazi's in Germany, and people always think to Jewish people were the only one's who've suffered.. well, so did the Germans, I was called a Nazi when I was 8. Not even old enough to grasp the concept, and still someone was belittling me. What makes it the worst is that, my best friend at the time was the one who called me the Nazi. And it hurts to be called that, and people have no idea the shit I've been through, and still ridicule me. Geez, I've been dating since I was ten to keep my mind off of myself. And I bet the abhorrent asshole will be like, "Aww, she's acting all depressed again, I should feel so sorry for her." And mock me behind the screen of his computer. I thought it was just a mutual thing, no liking, no hating, unfortunately, my pride gets in the way of his asshole-ness. Oh well. Well, I must flee, I don't know how long this entry is, but sorry if it's too short for people who happen to have sticks up their asses, because I don't care. Fuck you all, High One
|[Song: Do As Infinity - Fukai Mori]| ........................................................
9:47pm
Ah.. nice relaxing day.. yet again. Though too many people are saying, "Why'd you break up with him?!" Here's a conversation I had with my friend Gee, so people who read this will stop annoying me. (G is Gee talking, M is me talking.. pretty obvious) G: So.. Why'd you break up with him? M: Because I didn't like him anymore.
G: How long did it last
M: Two weeks.
G: Geez, I thought it would have lasted longer!
M: I'm not into long term relationships.
G: How long do they usually last?
M: Two weeks. Then I'm like, "Congratulations, you've made it to two weeks, bye!"
Hopefully, I won't be questioned anymore.. but I will, just to annoy me. Anyway, tonight I hung out with all my guy friends that I haven't hung out with in a while. Due to them having no lanes, and my lower back hurting, we played "Bullshit" and "War". I lost Bullshit, but won War. Really fun, I couldn't stop laughing and was on a sugar high for like 3 hours. I also got to practice acting during Bullshit, to convince people I lied or told the truth when I did the opposite. Had to make babies in Bio, my partner has brown eyes and I have blue.. we have a "kid" that has green. (it's slips of paper people, calm down.) 75% chance it would have had blue, but it had green. that rarity of the chance. Fun though. Which reminds me, in Health, I'm getting one of those babies they issue out.. lucky me. All my guy friends and a few of my girl friends are going to beat the shit out of it. I'd laugh, but I'd fail. I've been told I look and act seventeen, I said, "Bull shit.. leave me alone." They just laughed. I don't know why. *shakes head* Well, I must flee!! Hope you enjoyed this as much as I had.. wait.. I didn't enjoy this.. nevermind. Loves and Kisses, High One
|[Song: Barenaked Ladies One Week]| ........................................................
4:01pm
Ha! The archives finally started to work! I was looking at Photoshops to buy.. not an easy cost.. the latest one is about 700 dollars. That will put a big dent in my wallet.. purse.. thing. I haven't gotten a letter from Mayumi in a while, and I'm sending her a birthday gift.. I'm pissed off that my hair color is fading so fast, and went to the hair dresser yesterday, after I got my piercing and she says she must have accidentally used temporary.. she'll do it for free to fix her mistake. School's tomorrow, and I bought 2 new Highland romance novels to read. After I bought them, of course, I saw the price for Photoshop. >.< Damn my love to read. I might be getting a pen pal from france.. I've got to check my e-mail for that.. hopefully she doesn't have one from the US already.. that would suck. And basically ruin my new found happiness. My friend is in Puerto Rico and I miss her a lot. My other friend in California.. well I always miss her.. it's like a best friend I can never see again. My little JoLo. hee hee!! Brigid is soon.. I'm so excited!! ^O^ Well, I've got to go.. sorry for the short entry!!  I'm surprised you're in school at all. Shouldn't you be putting your energy into something worth your time? Like crushing beer cans on your four head or sitting in front of a convenience store taking a long drag off your cigarette waiting for your break to be over so you can refill the Big Gulp machine? Just a thought. What Kind of High School Student are You? brought to you by Quizilla Ok, I got "Procrastinator", but I cheated to get the HTML on this, because I like the picture better. ^^;; Loves and Kisses, High One
|[Song: Tokyo Mew Mew Koi Wa A La Mode]| ........................................................ |
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