Still Dating...
Monday, March 28, 2005
10:12 p.m.
Yeah, short entry, but we're still dating. 3/5/05 biotch. Anyway, Friday he came over and I got 2 hickeys, cherries and whipped cream (though we didn't use the whipped cream), today he came over, and he bought me fuzzy handcuffs. We used them as of course, (found his kink) and we used a little of the whipped cream. (Note: We did not partake in sex.) But, I made him late to where he was supposed to be, and I enjoyed every minute of it. Well, that's it.
Loves and Kisses,
High One
PS- New layout will go up April... just as soon as I make it
And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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Coming out of my cage...
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
09:22 p.m.
Hey there.. tumultuous shit has finally receded! And I've finally decided on April's colors *grins* If it was March, I'd shoot myself. I mean.. March is almost over, but I'll do a little Archive at the end, so we're on clean slate again... (not after this entry, at the end of the month) Well, where do I begin... all right. Let me start at the beginning. (Go to the bathroom get a drink and sit back, it's gonna be a long one)
All right, one of my best friends and I asked out the same guy on March 5th, and we've had to keep it a secret until about March 11th, when my rents found out without my knowledge. But, ironically, my best friend and him are friends and didn't really want to date. So they both broke up that Sunday (March 13th) and I've been dating him exclusively since then. About 2 weeks and this Saturday, (March 19th) he gets to meet my folks. And this whole about 2 weeks has just been one pile of manuere flying into fans right after the other. First of all, it was I was so elated I was crying and then, I cried to much and put too much stress on my stomach that I threw up and he (named Joe) thought something was physically wrong with me, and was scared I was hurt. Oh the hysterics. First date... I don't know if this actually counts, but to tell you the truth I don't. We all went to a piercer, he got his ear pierced and so did my lovely friend. (Caitie) I got to watch, because if I get one more piercing Mommy will call the cops. Seven is such a lonely number though... oh well. Anyway, my first date (that I consider the first date) was at the movies. We went to see Cursed. Now, I hate scary movies of all kind, so this was not fun... for me anyway, I guarantee Joe was having the time of his life having me burrowed in his side hiding from the movie. After the movie o' fun, we all go back to Caitie's house (there's seven of us total, only Caitie, Joe and I were there dating though.) And went to watch Napoleon Dynamite. (I thought my brain liquefied over how abysmally stupid that movie was) The only reason I laughed through that was because Joe was tickling me, Isis be damned, he knows where I'm ticklish. Anywho, some time passes and Joe and my relationship flourish while Caitie's and his stay the same. Friday night (March 11th) my parents found out and they weren't too pleased. So, me being half-crazed as it is, just didn't want to deal with it and swallowed six midol, knowing I'd get stoned, not knowing however that I would lose capacity to tell people I was stoned and have everyone think I had overdosed on Extra-Strength Tylenol. Fun times. So, I was crying hysterically because I was scared and I was stoned and I don't remember much, but Joe got piss drunk. Good thing he didn't call me, because that would have been a funny conversation. Needless to say, I was passed out for 15 hours. Saturday, Joe told me he was going to break up with Caitie and wanted to make sure I wasn't going to break up with him as well, to which I said, "It's not my issue. You two have to resolve it, I won't drag myself into your issues, they aren't my place." At what point he was eternally grateful, and I was grinning like an idiot perched on top of my dryer. That night I went to my aunt's surprise 50th b-day party and my cousin got piss drunk to the point of lacking capacity to talk and hit on me in front of me in front of my entire family, who did little to make him leave me alone, and they all have an issue with Joe.. my cousin is pushing thirty. Joe is pushing twenty... please tell me WHERE THE HELL ARE THEIR BRAINS AT THIS POINT?! Sunday I loafed around did laundry and waited for the inevitable Monday, and so far Karma has been good. Now, it's Tuesday and I only have (well, if I take it from Weds. POV) 3 days until Joe meets the 'rents. He's nervous and excited. I feel like my head is going to explode under stress. This Saturday will mark 2 weeks. And our second date... something is conceivably wrong here. Funny thing that will happen on Saturday, that is unavoidable: I have two front doors, a glass one, that you can see through and a heavy steel one, the glass one is broken, so when he gets there, I have to run as fast as I can out my side door and out the garage back door, around my garage, across my driveway, up my porch and I'll make it to the front door, to navigate him back through the way I just came. Good thing about that though: It is the one spot that is the hardest to creep up on and can not be seen by my house. *winks* You all know what that entails. Well, I'm gonna go drown myself in Math Homework.
Loves and Kisses,
High One
And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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El amore esta en mi pantalones
In Fiction writing right now.. thinking about my week end, and I must say, I am truly happy for once. I mean... truly happy.. like I was smiling on my morning bus ride.. which
never happens. Everything was perfected and nearly destroyed (by me) and rebuilt again in just one day. I guess I should give the whole story... all right... both me and my best friend (not you Kate, though, don't get jeleous, you're still #1) and I are dating the same guy and we're totally cool with it, but we're straight.. as in, we're
not dating eachother. It sounds really weird and not many people grasp it... but that's what's going on. I really like the guy, and I know he likes me too.. since I almost blew everything out of the water last night. Not fun. Parents these days, if we at least knew we could trust them with this kind of thing, we wouldn't have to be sneaking around. But, as always... no dice... bells gonna ring.. gotta go!
Loves and Kisses,
High One
And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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OPP (yeah you know me!)
Sunday, March 6, 2005
04:26 p.m.
All right, I'm working on the March layout right now! I swear.. Just the color scheme I don't know... probably the most important part too, huh? Irony loves me. Well, went out on my first date in over a year, to see a movie I hated... "Cursed" and I hate scary movies... (yes, the scary movie trick
does work on me, I
loathe them. But, I <3 you Caitie. I still need to tell Kate, and I will, but right at this exact moment I'm working... so I'll have to give it a rain check.
Loves and Kisses,
High One
PS- There just might be a second date, who knows! *grins*
And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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New Piercing
Saturday, February 19, 2005
09:54 p.m.
Well, the total is now up to 7. And guess what, it's going to be 9. -.-U These last three I haven't even really wanted. This one is just because if I didn't want it, I was still gonna get it. Yay. Then the next two coming up are for my friend Joe to get his ears pierced. It's probably going to be done in a mall next month when my bar is in... yay scaring small children (otherwise I wouldn't wear the bar) 11 hours until my cruise and my thread of patience and nervousness are running thin. I've packed and told everyone I knew to call me. And this is the last entry you'll get me for a week, and I still haven't designed the March layout.. I feel like I'm going to explode. I need to take a shower and I need sleep, but I'm getting a phone call at midnight. I'm sleep deprived and over worked right now. I've made so many spelling mistakes on this and babbled incoherently for three lines, but you fine people will never see that. Well, when I get my ass back, I'll be sure to tell you people all about it... I need some damn RSVP pens.
Loves and Kisses,
High One
And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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To be an MC is what I choose
Sunday, February 13, 2005
11:11 a.m.
*points to subject* From "It Takes Two", the song. I learned a new bass tab, it's The Pixies' "Gigantic". Sexual innuendo much? Well, I was looking in my full length mirror just now, after I had all of my make-up done and what not, and I realized, I have long-ass eyelashes. Pretty freaky. They're frickin' huge. Well, I think that's all I wanted to say, so I'll end it right here.
Loves and Kisses,
High One
And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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Ying-Yang
Friday, February 11, 2005
08:28 p.m.
Pissed-off self:
All right, this is for my rant, first off, I had too many tests today, but got a 69 in Math, bitch, hell yes. Anyway, I was wearing my pentagram, because, I don't know but when I wear it, I have more faith in myself. Anyway, in Chemistry, it was "Let's learn more about Liz" Day. Oh, joy. First, they found out I was a vegitarian, that went over well. I was asked, "Do you eat animal crackers?" Which is something I've been asked at least 5 times, and "Do you eat chicken?" around 3 times in that 10 minutes of Liz-experience. Vegitarian = no meat... hard concept to grasp, huh? Then after smelling a concoction that pretty much burned all the way up, which was supposed to smell like bananas... I was asked about being Wiccan. Note: By a total jerk off of a girl who tries too hard to be funny. She asked questions that I can't really answer... broad questions that would take all day to answer. And expected some short 5 minute thing, like it wasn't even a religeon. So, I replied, with blunt sarcasm, "I can fly." Which is, again, something I've been asked before on many occassions... the world is spewing stupid. And after two long lectures, she
actually said, "Quit insulting
my Christianity." So, now we have a new inventor of Christianity... y'know, I always thought Christ invented
Christianity. And... my religion before Wicca, drumroll please, was..... if you guessed Christian, you are correct! What's the grand fucking prize? I want that conversation deleted from the sands of time so no one can know I partook in such a worthless conversation. And I have "La La" Stuck in my head by Lip Syncer, Ashlee Simpson, from watching MTV (read: Shira losing the remote while watching the rock countdown earlier) Shoot... me...
The Flipside:
My Insatiable Giggling:
Well, I think that my jitters will get the best of me one day. I have the strong urge to pull someone down by their tie and thouroughly make out with them, because my beloved guitarist and her boyfriend/my good friend/ex-boyfriend are dating and it makes me feel very single. I feel like I
should be jeleous of them, almost like an automatic requirement, but I'm not. I'm just lonely, when I'm near them that is. They give off this powerful aura of "togetherness" and there I am, the third wheel. Makes you feel really lonely, and have constant urges to ravish the shit outta someone. Man, if this went public... Me = Knee-deep in stalkers. Ugh.. I hate not having someone I can tell that I love them... okay, no I don't. But, I hate not having someone to kiss. I'm too hetero for my own good. And I'm too much of a tease for my own good. This reminds me of Maury doing a show on twelve year old sluts, who probably have more STDs than James Bond, saying, "If you've got it, flaunt it." Oddly enough, they don't "got it". So to speak. Anyway, I think that's all, this is a long ass entry, because I had a lot to say.
Loves and Kisses,
High One
And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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New Icon.
Monday, February 7, 2005
06:07 p.m.
All right, I guess today is the month of new stuff I make on Photoshop, because I made this recently. Well, here it is! I <3 Billy Idol (for those of you lacking the majority of your right hemisphere, <3 means a heart.. just tilt your head to the right) Anyway, I plan on getting his vinyl soon, yes I do have a player for it too. Old as hell though. Hope you all like it. I loved making it, (Short, easy and I knew exactly what I wanted... no five hours of deliberating)
Love it? Lemme know. I can't wait for my cruise/Industrial then I'd only need 2 more piercings to equal my pillows on my bed (9) Yummy. Gotta love those endorphins... ooh the pleasure... ahem, anywho... that's all!
Loves and Kisses,
High One
And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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I was bored
Friday, February 4, 2005
10:45 p.m.
I was really bored today and was doing HTML on Myspace, and created this with Photoshop. It was really fun.
Might be the new title for next month... look for it! Now.. to fix my f-ing mouse.. it'll look cool Hope you all love it! In other news, went to a prep ralley today (misspelled on purpose) got to watch people I hate run around on the gym and have one bitchy girl try to draw on my neck with pen. I hated it. Watching people I hate getting credit they don't deserve and surrounded by people I hate talking about the most menial things. Later on, they asked me to move and I was thinking to myself, "The whole place is filled and she's asking me to move, where is she going to go after that? Hm?" But, eh, I might be the Ice Bitch, but I can honestly say if she asks for the time, I'll flat out ignore her and her stupid little friends. I can't wait until graduation where I never have to see these people again. But, they'll all be seeing eachother in SCC. That should satify their urge for happiness and a better life, people who have the same shit as them and all trying to drag a live one down... ah, I sometimes hate the human race, today is one of those days.
Loves and Kisses,
High One
And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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HAPPY IMBOLC!
Wednesday, February 2, 2005
06:05 p.m.
Light a candle in your window.. I love this holiday, well, I like Beltane the best, but this is a good one! Remember.. candle in window. Now to get Billy Idol's
White Wedding and find some 80's clothes. And a song that goes "I'm bouncing off the walls again" But, it's all cool. I love being called beautiful, but rarely accept the compliment, it makes me feel better about myself though. Just had a random thought from AI: Gigilo Joe! .... oh, that should be an inside joke. Along with what Caity said today, "Wasn't he the guy who tried to invade your borders?" About a guy I used to see out-of-country.. yeah double entendre, sexual innuendo. I should put a sign on me saying "I put out for foreigners" or "Get Your Green Card Here" ... yeah, fun times. Well, I'll write soon, I just have to get this songs on solid so they get out of my head, they're both playing at once... annoying as hell.
Loves and Kisses,
High One
And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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True?!
Tuesday, February 1, 2005
05:16 p.m.
I got bored...not the best thing. Here goes..
Sounds just like me... 'specially with my steel blue eyes.
Well, my sexy body part is my eyes.. but feigning innocence works well with me too.
That's all I can think of! ♥
Loves and Kisses,
High One
And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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<3s
Monday, January 31, 2005
10:05 p.m.
I luff this new layout... all for me to say.... just going to change the Myspace link later to be my page.. but that's all. I've noticed for the past 3 months they've followed a color, blue, green and now red... next month probably yellow or purple... I dunno.. too far ahead thinking. Laterz!
Loves and Kisses,
High One
PS- I was called
stunning! ♥ It makes my heart feel so light, and it was by a nearly complete stranger.
And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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