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My Friends Over You
January 3

5:01pm

Got ear pierced.. painful, yet fun! hee hee! I've heard the expression "Well, beauty hurts." more times today that most people have in a life time. Went over Kate's house.. like a vacation in a vacation! Whoo hoo!!

I've decided to post the lyrics to a song up here.. because they explain what I'm going through right now.

I'm drunk off your kiss
For another night in a row
This is becoming too routine for me
But I didn't mean to lead you on
And it's alright to pretend that we still talk
It's just for show isn't it
It's my fault that it fell apart

Just maybe you need this
And I didn't mean to lead you on

You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I started
There's no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I'd still pick my friends over you

My friends over you!

Please tell me everything
That you think that I should know
About all the plans you made
When I was no where to be found
And it's all right to forget that we still talk
It's just for fun isn't it
It's my fault that it fell apart

Just maybe you need this
And I didn't mean to lead you on

You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I started
There's no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I'd still pick my friends over you.......

My friends over you!

Just maybe you need this,
You need this
And I didn't mean to lead you on

You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I started
There's no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I'd still pick my friends over you

You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I started
There's no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I'd still pick my friends over you

My friends over you!


..I'm sorry. I just can't do it anymore.

High One





Blah
December 29

11:46pm

-.- I hate this.. I'm all moody and blah.. you can all guess why. I hate it. Times like these I wish I was a guy. It's so annoying. At least I have an excuse to be bitchy. I don't feel like doing anything now and I want to fall asleep earlier than normal.

Today was a nice day though, we had bowling practice and Don was being as romantic as ever. And even in my time of "blah-ness" it was still very nice. I don't know much else to write since I'm basically drained of all life energy.. my mouse is acting stupid again.. I'm going to buy a new one (one without the damn ball) and smash this one against a wall. ..Well, this just destroyed the rest of my vacation.. wait I get to hang out with Don tomorrow.. maybe it didn't, but it still puts a damper on things, since I don't want to do much of anything. Hate this constant pain and I want to stab whoever invented it.. repeatedly. They should die.. slowly and painfully and it was probably a guy who invented this horrible curse. Must flee.

Annoyed Loves and Painful Kisses,
High One


|[Song: Rufio One Slowdance]|





Ramblings
December 28

8:32pm

Hi again, sorry for the delay of writing. I was hanging out at my friend's house, which is always fun, we always tackle and tickle eachother, basically improving our senses for surprise. There's a million words running through my head, but I just can't get them out. It usually happens when I read alternative comics, about depression. They make me think about the glass half empty instead of half full. Usually ending up in me writing some angst-filled annoying entry about slautering something and never living to the next day. Then, after a couple of hours, after my mind has just finished it's sex with angst, I am all cheery again. But, during these hours, it feels like I'm thinking a lot more than I normally do, which I know is not true. As you can blatantly tell, I am trying to fight one of those angst entries, which someone will probably kill themselves to, because "They can so relate, and their boyfriend didn't call them today, so they must die." I hate those people. Don got to go to the movies tonight, and I'm very happy he did. Not because I'm here writing, but because I know he can do that and not feel he owes something to me. Yeah, it's nice to hear that he missed me, but it's also nice to know his friends and social life didn't miss him. I know I told him I mostly wrote it for my friend in California, and him, but I also write it for me, because if I didn't my mind would be tormented with too many things and I'd never get them out of me. I know my memory sucks, but that's because I focussed it on other things, I can only remember few birthdays, because friends weren't my top priority in Elementary School (here I go again with the damn ramblings of depression.) I used to hide all of my depressed thoughts as a child in my mind. I remember Don saying something about his ex-girlfriend and me telling him I want to punch her. I still do. I'm just happy he's out with his friends. Even if he didn't want to go, I'm happy he got out and hung out with his friends. He says I'm the best thing that happened to him, and that I'm perfect.. that's what all of my exboyfriends told me, and it tears me up inside. Because, I've heard it before, but he sounds so sincere, and I love him, but I don't want to hurt him, but they had said it before and all that happened was I got hurt. And I hurt them. And I don't want to hurt him. Because I feel something with him. I feel happy. And I could care less about the age difference. Everyone always notices that first about us, but I see that last. All I see in him is someone kind and honest who looks like they've been used before and is tentative to fall in love again, but already has and is happy that he did, and doesn't want it to stop and doesn't want to regret his descision.. because I feel the same way. And the thing that hurts most is, it can only really last 2 years. Because after that, he goes to college. It feels like being broken inside, and I can't tell him that, because every time I see him, it's like a drug, and I forget everything else except how he's holding me and how happy I am then, but as soon as we are apart, I start to think. And I beg it lasts another day because I'm afraid of being hurt again. And all of my old relationships flat out sucked and my love life sucked and I was unlucky with love, I just hope that unlucky streak has finally broke, because I don't want to see what happens if this is part of it and one of us, or both of us get hurt.

Well, that's about it, really long entry. Get ready for an archive on the first. I'm going to start archiving once a month. Must go now. Love you all.

Kitty Goth
Kitty Goth

What Kind of Goth Are You?
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Loves and Kisses,
High One


|[Quote: "Clever vengence, Tenna. A bee suit." -Devi I Feel Sick]|





Movie Night
December 26

11:09 pm

Things I got for Christmas.. even though I don't celebrate it:
Undergarments
Money
A Pewter Fairy
A Midsummer Night's Dream (DVD)
Love Hina Christmas DVD
A Pocketbook
A Picture Frame
Clothes
Art kit

In other news, Don and me spent tonight watching a movie at my house. He was, as always, being very romantic. Sometimes, I wonder while he's slowly stroking my hand and letting me lean on his shoulder, how I came to be this lucky.. to be this happy. I can remember during the summer dating one guy I felt nothing for, I only dated him for his benefit, basically letting him use me without him realize it. And I was depressed. I thought after what that kid did to me on the bus, any guy would think I was "used goods" and just dump me for the next girl to come along. Well, anyway, I was thinking that, then I'd get scared and squeeze his hand a bit, and he'd hold me tighter, to reassure me everything would be all right. He isn't aware of half of the things I think of him. Like, how many ways he intices me. When I bury my head in his neck or on his shoulder, how it's so soft, how I can wrap my arms around him, so I feel like I can hold something, the way I can just look him in the eyes and smile because I'm happy. And a ton more other ways. So, we were watching X-men 2. On DVD, and there was a part where iron was taken out of a guy and I just hid in the nape of Don's neck.. he doesn't know I live for those scenes. Well, I've got to go now.. I have to post up a quiz.

Well, this quiz is just like me! Except the cute part. ^_^;;

cute but psycho
you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse

which happy bunny are you?
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Loves and Kisses,
High One


|[Thought: 'Mommy! Mommy! Can we beat the man with sticks?!']|





Christmas?
December 25

10:27pm

I think I'm forbidden to celebrate Yule. I think my parents are trying to bribe me back into being Christian. I think this, because everything I asked for this year, I got. Well, except for a bass.. but I didn't ask for that. I even got something I didn't want them to get me (A Copic Marker coloring set.. very fancy) Definately being bribed. Well, I have to go.. I'm really.. not in the mood to write today. I'll give a full list of what I got tomorrow.

Sagitarrius
You should be dating a Sagittarius. 22 November - 21 December Your mate is frank and open, optimistic and honest.
Though the Archer can display bouts of
argumentative, impatient and critical
behaviour, he or she is extremely adventurous
in bed.

What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
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Don is a Sagittarius.. scary.

Loves and Kisses,
High One


|[Song: Everyone Else Cereal]|





Return of the King (contains spoilers)
December 24

5:37pm

Ah, we finally saw it. I wore my elf earrings and one of the more fancier shirts I own, making me look somewhat like a modern day elf.. whoot! So, we saw Return of the King.. some of it. Hee hee! Well, there was a giant spider, and I'm highly arachnaphobic, and Don was ever so conveniently sitting next to me, so I just basically hid in the nape of his neck. -^_^- And the spider scenes were about.. 10 minutes long each.. and there were two of them. Lucky me. Hee hee! *grins stupidly* Well, just like in any other time we were together, we were cuddling, holding hands and kissing. And then at the very end all I remember is Frodo about to get on a boat, then the boat going into the horizon, I missed some parts of it.. I was otherwise occupied. I think the tiny kids we sat next to were staring at us during that moment. They were so bored with the movie.. I don't know how they could be. It was awesome. (in more ways than one ^_~) We heard one mom say to her kid, "You lost interest half way through the movie! Hell, I lost interest halfway through the movie!" As I've stated, the movie was awesome! How could you lose interest?! (for those not picking up on the innuendos, we made out.) I don't know how he does it, but every other boyfriend I've had that kissed me, it felt wrong and it felt like someone just dumped a load of ice cold water on me. Him, it's opposite. =^_^= I don't know if he knows it, but I want to keep all of the ticket stubs, because this is the first time I've ever been happy in a relationship. And here I go, rambling off.. again. Anyway, when Pippin started singing, I started crying (songs with movies have that affect on me.) and he was just comforting me, so romantic. And what must have been the absolute sweetest part of the whole experience, was when he started to cry at the end. I thought that was so cute, that a guy wasn't afraid to cry in front of his girlfriend. Just makes me want to hug him. =^_^=

Ok, I've been talking to my friend Kate, and I thought she didn't know I see her as a sister, one of my own blood. But, she does, and we were talking about who we were jeleous of. She was jeleous of Don. But, no matter how much I love Don, he just can't replace my best friend (Sorry love, I've known her since I was 3)

I finally have looked up the definition of charisma. Charisma n: a personal quality of leadership arousing popular loyalty or enthusiasm.
And I still have no idea what the hell it means. Oh well. Here's a quiz for Don. The first time I took it, I got a girl, so I had to cheat and make sure I got a guy. T.T I hate that. (I got Raven first time)

2
Orlando Bloom Please rate this quiz I worked hard on it thanks
and I hope that you had fun

What Celebirty are you going to MARRY?!(14 outcomes with pics for anyone)
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taf
You're taffy!! You're a clever and kind person,
but you tend to hold grudges. You are not big
on dishing out forgiveness.

Which kind of candy are you?
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Must flee. I love you all and hope you have a safe X-mas Eve.

Loves and Kisses,
High One





Really Bored
December 23

8:32pm

~shinigami~
i adopted a chibi duo!
you can too, as long as you believe that heero is not toast!


Ok, I just put that up because it was cute. If you stare at it long enough, it gets annoyingly cute. (No, it's not a quiz)

I hate my bowling coach. (For those of you who say bowling isn't a sport, when's the last time you got a 300?) And the bowling alley.. except for the fact they put mistletoe up. (^_~ Rawr.) I have a pet name, which is so adorably cute. (Actually, I used to hate them, but this one is original.) If you've ever seen Lord Of The Rings, you should know of Gollum. And how he refers to the ring as "my precious", well, that's my pet name. Wait.. I got off topic there. Damn, I hate when that happens. Why I hate my bowling coach.. well, as me and Don were leaving the damned bowling alley (pausing a few extra minutes under the mistletoe -^_^-)my ever so lovely (just a hint of sarcasm) coach pulled my mother aside and said, "Good luck." About me and Don. After I heard this I wanted to kick my coach in his non-existant balls (yes, it does give the appearance of a male). Anyways.. for good news, well, you all know of when we went to the movies and got screwed with timing, so we had to see Haunted Mansion instead of Lord Of The Rings, so, tomorrow at around 10 we're going to see Return of the King. I think I told Don 9, but then I realized something, MY BROTHER HAS WRESTLING PRACTICE! Whoo!! Lucky me!! So, we're going at 10! *laughs* My days are getting better and better! Well, I must go!

Loves and Kisses,
High One


|[Song: Suicide Machines What I Like About You]|





Another Date
December 22

7:53pm

Fun day today, went out again with Don (if you consider going to bowling practice together dating) I met his mom (really nice) and basically through out practice we were laughing, sitting with eachother and making fun of our coaches. I haven't had that much fun at a bowling practice ever! Really nice, and romantic. *laughs* I remember the first thing I ever said to him. It was the very first day of bowling practice and we had to be in the same seat and my friend needed batteries, so I asked "Um.. Excuse me, do you have any spare batteries?" Lovely first words huh? It's funny, around Don, I can remember stuff. (I have really bad memory, if you've seen Finding Nemo, I'm like Dorie, only slightly better.)I've managed to remember 7 birthdays.

That one scene just reminds me of me and Don, because we both love Lord Of The Rings, I think that's the most romantic scene out of the movie, but that's just my oppinion. Anyways, we were just sitting there cuddling and kissing and bad-mouthing our coaches, I was told to grow up because I laughed at something my coach said with those implied sexual innuendoes and then went back to hugging and being with Don. It was so nice, we didn't care about our scores or anything really, except being able to sit next to eachother. Well, must go, I know this entry is short, but oh well, it took me a while to write considering a lot of people enjoy talking to me. So, bye! And due to merry annoying Christmas music which sends sublimminal messages: Have a happy holiday, whatever you celebrate!!

Merry Loves and Kisses,
High One


|[Song: Dance Dance Revolution Butterfly]|





More Damn Quizzes
fuck
your fuck.

What swear word are you?
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I'm so special.

cuddle and a kiss
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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*sniff* Awwwwa!! That's so cute.. ahem.. I mean... yeah.


Are you a Seme or Uke?


Must flee! So all you get is three quizzes!! WHOO!

Loves and Kisses,
High One





Good News/Happy Yule
December 21

7:03pm

Happy Yule everyone! The Christmas Carols that are increasingly getting annoying are sinking into my mind and giving me holiday spirit! Whoo hoo!! Anyway, I had a REALLY exciting last two days. You people are lucky, and I'm feeling generous (damn that Christmas music) so I'll actually tell you what happened instead of giving you brief overviews making you wonder and question what exactly I did.

Day One (Whoo.)

Pretty exciting, I went out with that guy. (his name is Don, if you must know) We wanted to see Lord of the Rings, but got there 10 minutes before the movie started and it was sold out. Damn those people. Damn them all. So, we saw Haunted Mansion. Basically, a guy and his wife run a real estate buisiness. And lo and behold it was a somewhat love story, but who was the girlfriend? Elizabeth. Well, thw whole date really started when we were making fun of all of the previews you see in the beginning like 10 minutes before the movie previews really start.

During the movie, we were holding hands, until my bladder decided to be evil (or so I thought) And while we were holding hands and such, and had to leave that perfect little moment and take a piss. There was a line in the bathroom (Isis knows why) and I was cursing out my bladder in the bathroom (accompanied by many stares)

Then, after my accursed bladder finished it's evil task, I went back to the movie, and when I came back, and held his hand, I leaned my head against his shoulder and he started to stroke my arm, it was so sweet, I forgot to watch the movie that whole time. Then, unfortunately I had to pick up my head and he stopped stroking my arm, so I just started drawing lazy designs on his hand. So romantic. So romantic.

Then, after the movie ended, he said, "Liz, will you go out with me, I like you a lot." And the perfect ending to that scene, I said yes and we kissed. It's so cute it almost sickens my friends.

Then I went to my cousin's 21 birthday party and almost everyone was drinking to their hearts content. Then, it got planned which one of my family members I looked like and how I was going to die. ..Fun stuff. Later, I went home and fell asleep.

Day 2

I woke up early. 9:30. Had to go shopping with my mom. Basically we ended up standing in one spot for half an hour while she looked at one thing, me saying "Come on! I have to buy gifts for my friends!" Then her finally deciding to not buy it. Gets annoying after 20 times of this happening. (this timing and numbers are exaggerated, we were not there for 10 hours) Then, we walked into a music store and in 5 minutes I was out with 2 presents for Don. (not telling what they are 'til tomorrow!)

Well, that's been my most exciting week-end. Tomorrow, I have off, as is the same with the rest of the week. Wait.. I have 2 weeks off!! Whoo hoo! Maybe I can finish typing the Isis darned chapter to Parenting 101. Hopefully.

Many Loves and Kisses,
High One


|[Song: Andrew W K She Is Beautiful]|





Quizzes
December 17

8:11pm

solitary
Your soul is bound to the Solitary Rose: The
Alone. "When I wake up alone, the shades are still
drawn on the cold window pane so they cast
their lines on my bed and lines on my
face."
The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness,
melancholy, and patience. It is governed by
the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword,
or Unrequited Love. As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a
hopeless romantic. You desire love and have so
much love to give, but thing just never seem to
work out the way you want them to. In life,
you can be very optomistic, even when things
are gray and nothing works out to your
expectations.

What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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HASH(0x86f5df8)
You are Legolas...the pretty elf! Go you!

Which Lord of the Rings (male) Elf Are You?
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Artistic
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.

What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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water
Your element is Water. You are a deep person and a
good communicator. Incredibably loving and
loyal when your trust is gained and you are
fairly mature.Myterious to the utmost water is
in everything. One can be an Ocean or a river
but nobody truly knows you.

What's your element
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You're Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Dark
<<>>???What Kind Of Angel R You???<<>>( Anime Pics )

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elrond
Congratulations! You're Elrond!

Which Lord of the Rings character and personality problem are you?
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Your: Mysterious eyes. All in the title. Your independant secretive and myseterious. You appear cold and distant, but hey, at least no one messes with you.
Your: Mysterious eyes. All in the title. Your
independant secretive and myseterious. You
appear cold and distant, but hey, at leats no
one messes with you.

What type of eyes do you have?
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Loves and Kisses,
High One





Back Baby!
December 17

7:07pm

Oh yeah! Someone is back to their old self! No more of this half-assed mopey crap! It's all because I took a nap. (after being sick all that sleep seemed to have just disappeared) So, now I'm back to my fast typing all attitude self!! It feels so good to be rejuvinated (sp?) Though, the rest of the school has the horrible flu now. So, we haven't been able to perform our skit because someone's sick from our group every day. Great fun. So, it was textbook work today. And practically no one was in our class. Made it even better. -.-U

Happy news now! No more talk of the flu! You people get a long entry for my time of sick. There's a guy. Yes, I know you're probably saying (as would I) "Hell, there's a lot of guys." And I'd respond. "Yeah, but a guy actually got my attention." Take a moment to let that sink in. Once you get to the "surprised gasp" read on. Yes, a guy actually took the time to flirt with me, constantly, and it slowly got to me. Very slowly. Unlike some people I refuse to mention. Who just don't shut up and think they can flirt. (it gets bad. "Look into my mirror.. of love" was one person) But this guy (not mentioning his name so *sticks out tongue* there!) and me have a lot of similarities.

LOTR is one of them. Well, I'm running low on ideas! So, I'm going to go now! Homework calls! And I have energy to do it! OH YEAH!

Loves and Kisses,
High One


|[Song: Dashboard Confessionals Living In Your Letters ]|





Influenza
December 16

10:15pm

Ok, I got hit.. with that accursed virus.. the flu. Whoever invented it, should be shot. I couldn't eat anything for about 12 hours or it would come back up. Even water. And sometimes, my stomache would want to be cruel, so nothing came up. So, I feel, SO happy right now, we're doing a dance thing for TA class. Yet another new layout. Damn it, homework.. Damn the people who invented that. Must flee.

|[Song: Divinyls- I touch myself]| (DON'T ASK!)

L0v35 and K15535,
High One





Theatre Arts Project
December 2

10:27

Ok, In TA class (short for Theatre Arts) we have to do this project. It's sounds really fun. We have to pantomime a tabloid or something of the sort. And then you have to find background music, I still haven't a clue what I'm going to do. Probably find something in Japan, and wear my kimono and play something like "Butterfly" (English song) or "Hikari". Either way, it all sounds really fun. Oh well, I hope it's fun and I'm not in a group (it's a group activity) that is so closed minded (I can think of a few) and want to do a rap song. No offense to all those who like rap out there, but I just don't find it interesting. Hard Rock is more for me, and J-Pop, two different sides of the scale, but still.. that's me!

Also, today, like about 5 guys hit on me. I find it annoying. They have nothing better to stare at than my ass. Like I have no emotions, only to please those who enjoy my figure. And people wonder why I hate them. My friend, Jessica, said I was what every guy looked for in a girl, that I was perfect, but she doesn't think she is beautiful, but she is. (in the non-lesbian way) And I would trade my body with hers any day, (and Ruthers too, her body in trade for mine.) I wouldn't get those people gawking at my ass, or never making eye contact or just giving me weird looks and guys that can't flirt, staring at me, like they've got some remote chance I'd date them. I get too many people just staring at me, or wanting to date me, I've made up I'm in a pre-arrainged marriage! Just to stop people from asking me out, nevermind the people that stare at me, undressing me with their eyes. *shudders* If anyone is lucky enough not to deal with that, how I wish I was you. And I'm single too! No guys ever get enough courage to ask me out! And it pisses me off! Why can't I just meet one nice guy out there who will make me feel like I'm worth something and not love me soley on my appearance. Just my personality. And it's not like I hate boys either, I have so many guys as friends it's not even funny.(practically the whole boys bowling team is my friend)

Girls, if you want to look gorgeous, don't change yourself, it's not worth it. Life sucks when people say you're beautiful.

Many Loves and Kisses to all my girls out there that can relate,
High One





Quotes
December 1

10:25 pm

"Sex is not the answer, Sex is the question, Yes! is the answer."

"It would suck if a girl was a hemophobic."

"Have you looked up ejaculation today?"

"Get your ass out of my face you stupid animal"

"Then, I remembered it was still in the wrapper."

::to my friend who's a girl:: "You don't have balls."

"... Wasn't he shot by the guy who didn't like him?"

::standing in front of the room:: Boy: Why are you dressed up like a guy. Me: BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE IT!!!! Class: ::all pay attention to Liz:: Liz: So THAT'S how you get their attention!

Well, that's all for now!

Loves and Kisses,
High One





Quizzes
November 30

10:51 pm


Congratulations! You have an understanding of the
goth culture!

A True Goth Quiz (now with pics)
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I only put this quiz up because of the pretty picture. ^^UU It wasn't a difficult quiz, but, the picture is still cute! Hee hee!

Smirk
You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.

What Kind of Smile are You?
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*smirks* Well, I smirk often. Aww, they called me attractive! -^_^- And they're right! I usually don't give a damn! They're good.

Legardored is your Vampire name. You are one hell of an insane Vampire. Anyone who
messes with you is out of their minds.

What is your Vampire name?
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That sounds like a very masculine name, for a female.

nerdslut
Nerdslut

What's your sexual appeal?
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I'm a Nerd...Slut! ^O^ I didn't know those existed!

Non lover
You don't worship him you do kinda care sort of or
it is not that big of a deal for you or you got
other stuff cramed in your head (PLEZ RATE)

How attached are you to your boyfriend (Now with pics)
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I only pasted it for the cool picture. ^^;;;;

Loves and Kisses,
High One





More Songs
November 30

10:02 pm

Well, if you guys haven't noticed, I'm creating different songs and such. Great fun. Eh, passes time. I wrote this one for my friend when he was in a tight fix with his girlfriend.

Hair back, ponytail
Wears glasses, that never fit well
Listens to music, that I find strange
Doesn't care if I don't act my age.

Hates my friends and they hate her
But she listens when they're unaware

So..

What is love?
Is it something on the social scale or
Is it more?
Someone you can talk to
To laugh with
Tell me, what is love?

Laughed at from afar
She knows they're there
Nothing seems to faze her
Only shows me her true face
What is love?
Is it something on the social scale or
Is it more?
Someone you can talk to
To laugh with
Tell me, what is love?

Hair down, glasses gone
True beauty shine through her blue orbs

Loves and Kisses,
High One





Happy Vegitarian-Anti-Turkey Day
November 27

9:55pm
orange
You are Orange. You are outgoing and optomistic. You always try to
find the bright spot in everything. You are
energetic and people are naturally attracted to
you. However, you are not always sure of what
your purpose or goals are. Most Compatible With: Fresh Mint

Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla ^^UUU Wow, I didn't realize.. hee hee! More in depth, I'll have some entries that are just songs, or some that are just stories, then others that are normal entries, opens my varieties. (sp?) ^_~

Loves and Kisses,
High One





Random Lyrics
Love you too much to die, only true people with blind eyes can see true emotions sinking deep within your pores. I infiltrate your mind, your senses, your soul. If there was another meaning, I'd call it love, but those feelings are but simple illusions of the mind which bear no physical meaning. Only to fuck those who return a similar dead emotion. All people can feel is pain. Pain only occurs when you bleed. Unless your heart bleeds, you feel nothing.



where were you when the shit hit the fan? Why couldn't you

just be a man?
Is it really all that complicated to see?
How truly horrible you can be?

Maybe making life out of death,
Making your one last breath
Holding time for all it's worth
Hating someone at their birth

Look what you've done to me
All that I'm meant to be
Never going to be with you
After all you put me through



It's like looking in a mirror
And hating your reflection
Nothing seems clearer
As the pain you feel inside

Waking up you feel so alone
Wanting to fill the emptiness inside
Making sense of broken bones
Calling for someone's lost hope

Daily routines seem so fake
They are the same only different
Time to break this routine
What has your life come to?

As you lie down
All emotions seep through
Causing you to frown
Is that how you see me?

Paro respirar y espero la oscuridad para consumirme
El aire me sale y todo que es dejado es la nada

I'm slowly cracking underneath
Can't even see my own emotions beneath
Something calls me from far away
Urging my little sanity to stay

El pelo cae suavamente alrededor de mi, escondiendo mi cara una vez hermosa
Yo me rio ahora, aunque el humor es largo muerto y seco

That voice.. I know it
It's called me before
Just like a room with a closed door
Should I enter or quit?

All songs and lyrics that I just posted are 100% © High One 2003 Steal and I will GREATLY harm you!!





Remake
November 26

11:08pm

Ok, tried making an archive.. failed again, but nothing really important was on there, now I'm dedicating my blog to lyrics I've been creating all 100% © to me! High One! Just so I don't lose them, also my short stories, no one else wants will be posted here! So, this is the official turning point of my blog!! ^_~ 3rd time changing the BG, but every time I change it, something good happens. So, this must be worth it, for all the work! So, this is now my lyric place, and don't worry loyal fans, you still get my annoying ramblings that come too!

Many Loves and Kisses,
High One




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