Another Win...
Sunday, November 27, 2005
06:54 p.m.
Well, I won 2nd place for a contest again. Here we go:
Banner:
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The children's book I used was Briar Rose by the Grimm Brothers. But, anyway, there's my winning banner. Later.
Loves and Kisses,
High One
And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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While I Was Urinating...
Monday, November 21, 2005
12:04 a.m.
RENT is coming out in theatres Wednesday. I plan on seeing it with Joe. Even though we're not going out, he's still nice and we're still friends. Even if we fought in between where we were and where we are now, I'm glad it worked out like this. I realize that I have to make personal decisions on my own and shouldn't include other people's ideas into what I want to accomplish. Usually that ends in catastrophe. I'd rather be where I stand in life right now for as long as it will hold out. It's nice, peaceful and even if me and a best friend don't exchange words anymore, at least no one else is calling me a whore because of that. And the best part about this whole thing is I can move on with my life freely and no one will care. If I decide to date Joe again, no one will care, if I go out with someone else, no one will care and if I decide after a certain point in either case to have sex, no one will care. I think that's the most comforting. I think, everyone just assumes I'm an idiot and can't understand the consequences, and need to be reminded of them constantly, but in reality, all I wanted then was to have people understand that if it ended badly, not worst case scenario mind you, i.e. pregnancy, STD or AIDs but if I were to be in pain or if suddenly me and Joe's relationship hit the rocks, I just wanted people to understand why. Apparantly, what's good for me then was to have everyone condone me and list their concerns. Though appreciated, it really didn't help me. Well, luckily, now I don't need to worry about any of that... I guess there's the irony. Well, that's all I can think of on that. I just had to clarify to people my own views on an incident that involved me.
Loves and Kisses,
High One
PS- Fry, did the boys in Columbine commit murder? They were certainly as deranged as the Phantom.
And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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WHOO!
Hey there! I'm just writing for the shear thrill of it! Hope you like my first random entry in a long time. Now, if any one had any beer... life would be great.
Loves and Kisses,
High One
And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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Winner
On another site, I made an icon, submitted into a contest and won second place. Here's the banner and the icon.
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Icon:
And I rock. Later.
Loves and Kisses,
High One
And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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Forever...
Sunday, October 30, 2005
01:47 p.m.
[Mood: Introspective]
[Song: Lita Ford -
Kiss Me Deadly]
I'm feeling almost bittersweet about a lot of things lately, and I feel the need to write them here, since I know no one wastes there time here anymore, hell I rarely do too. Yeah, I'm avoiding AP work, if you couldn't guess too. But, I'm kinda tired of people thinking that because I have human moments, they're suddenly better than me. That and no matter what I do now, I can't tell anyone how I really feel about anything or it just comes and bites me in the ass because everything I say is being monitored by several people. I was looking in my Archives and blew the dust off some old entries, back in the day when I was a freshman. Everything seemed so much easier then. Then I wasn't perceived as being a whore, like I am today. Back then, I had only been kissed once, ever. It just sucks that then I would have done anything to be where I am now, but now I would do anything to be where I was then. Descisions were so much easier and I could voice things. Now if I say one wrong thing, even if it's a mistake I get torn to shreds because people aren't treating me with respect. Respect they don't think I deserve because they never bother to ask me about anything. You know the golden rule: Do unto others then bury it under a pile of dirt and pretend like it never happened. And that's not even brushing the surface of half of the things I'm not happy with anymore.
Come one feel the noise,
High One
And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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O.O
Friday, October 14, 2005
08:29 p.m.
Just to show you all, exactly what it is I do in my spare time. If you take, don't hotlink, all I ask. <3
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And those aren't including personal requests and variations and ones that I just plain don't like... or Shira's icon, which I made with
<3. That's it for now!
Loves and Kisses,
High One
And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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For <3
Saturday, September 3, 2005
02:01 a.m.
Okay, Spud, I finished this in about 2 hours (since it is now 2 AM) and over 40 layers later, you have a very nice Tweened and Writing icon. Anyway, just one thing, save it to your own server, so my photobucket bandwidth doesn't yell at me. It's slightly bigger than other icons I have made (181 KB). Hope you like it!
Name:SpudSleep
Maker:HO
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Smaller (KB) version of the same thing:
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In other news, I finished 2/3 of AP US work! Only 1 GINORMOUS essay left and I be done! <3
Loves and Kisses,
High One
PS- Really busy tomorrow, er.. today.. I dunno with 9 hours of work ahead, I'm exhausted, see y'all later!
And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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New Life.. Old Games
Thursday, September 1, 2005
12:08 a.m.
[Listening to: "Trailer Fabulous"]
Yeah, as you can tell by the topic, I'm doin' good. It's the beginning of the day (literally) and depending on what happens, the outcome will still be the same. well, close to same. Though, I guess, it won't be the
exact same as it once was, no matter what happens, change is obviously inevitable, but I'd rather go in with a high head, than not growing up any. Well, if it goes one way, I might go to two proms this year, but if it goes the other, I might not go to any. Or, the freak, third option, where I'd just go to one, well, probably not. I might just flip everyone off and graduate early. Get my ass out of here. I've got a shit load of writing to do, so I will be leaving for now!
Loves and Kisses,
High One
And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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Whim...
Sunday, August 28, 2005
04:55 p.m.
For a contest, I made a LJicon, I like how it turned out. Took me about 2 hours to make, and if you've never seen Aladdin, that guy is Jafar.
Contest is still in progress, I used my friend and my account to join this community and make LJicons. ^^;; Yeah... not the purpose of our LJ but, useful nonetheless! Tell me what you think in the Tag!
Loves and Kisses,
High One
And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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Letter
Thursday, August 18, 2005
02:04 a.m.
Dear Caitie,
I'm aware plenty of misunderstandings have occured between us.
Mostly due to the fact that I didn't tell you what was wrong right away, I am sorry. I have thus corrected my words and have tried to seek your friendship and maybe some time we could actually talk about what sparked this whole thing. I'm positive we both have some unresolved issues, though I felt hurt, I'm sure you do too. You have no idea how much I respect you and your friendship. I think you have a right to be angry with me. Since when have I let other people speak on my behalf. But, I did not write the previous entry, my friend wrote it because she knew I wouldn't and felt I needed someone to stand up for me, since no one knew the full story and since Lyndsey has been avidly supporting you. (Go on, thank her, she deserves it. She's been decent to you, where I have failed to be.) Though, I'd like to refrain from any malicious comments and just blaming. I simply want to say my end of the story, hear yours, decide what actually happened, hug and call it a day. I should have been more noble and up right. I am sorry I missed your birthday, but one thing I can be grateful for is I never lied. I did have work, what I did was not right, I found out I had work, and didn't tell you to be malicious and cruel, and I needed some time to cool off from what I'd heard and I didn't think it would be best if I went and just snapped on you in front of all of your friends and family. Which, I know I would have done. I was disheartened that neither you nor Lyndsey could make it to my party, but I think I deserved that. Answering your question, I have been in honors english for six years, and I plan on being in it again next year. I should not have placed the blame on you for being concerned about me, but it was better than blaming myself for telling anyone what I wanted to do. This is my apology to you for all the cruel things I've done, and I'm aware we will never be as close as we once were, because I won't let you forgive me that easily, even if you wanted to. But, I hope that we can once again be friends. I truly respect you and wish the best for you, no matter what. And I hope that one day we can laugh at the school's f-ed up system of putting Jenna C in honor's english. Until that day, I wish you the best.
Loves and Kisses,
High One
And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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The man in the back said
Sunday, August 14, 2005
04:18 p.m.
Okay, I know I shouldn't step into this, but someone close to Liz treats her like crap, and I get pissed. Load of horse shit about your mother? Tell me how saying that your mother told her mother about what Liz was thinking about can be called "horse shit"? Truthful words insult people, now? Saying what happened is low? And I suppose that pretending nothing is wrong makes someone high and mighty? I may not know every single thing that happened, but I am informed. If you only want to deal with Liz when she's all rainbows and sunshine, you have no right to be her friend. Pleasant tidings, Brutus.
--Kate
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School
Sunday, August 14, 2005
04:08 a.m.
My classes for next year:
Guide:
Period
Class
Room number
Period 1:
English
2806
Period 2:
Math III R
1642
Period 3:
Desktop Pub.
1622
Period 4:
AP US
2938
Period 5:
Lunch
Cafe
Period 6:
A= PE
Gym
B= Physics
2825
Period 7:
Physics
2825
Period 8:
Spanish IV
2833
Period 9:
AP Art History
2805
Subject to change... intense change...
Loves and Kisses,
High One
And I'll kiss you goodbye ♥
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