Lola's baaaack!!!!!!!!!!
so. damn. hot.
july 22nd, 8:14pm
sound: Gerunika -Pierrot (from Private Ennemy) damn, it's twisted

*glomps* Lolaaaaaaaaa!!! *glomps again* waiiii!!! i missed you so much!!!
*gets completely hypnotized by the little nebula visualization on her mp3 player*
*cough* ahem, yeah... well, you HAVE to come over!!!!!!!! it's a must!!! we STILL don't have our new video (didja notice? everytime some store has to give you something for free, the 48 hours delivery service, although promised, turns into "maybe in 6 weeks" delivery service *sigh*). but, anyway, bah... i'll write 'k? ^__^

so bloody hot... wish it would rain, then maybe it'll cool down T_T so humid and hot... T_T i've been hiding in the basement for most of the day.

and as a result, i can't get Electric Cucumber out of my head.

oh, woe is me... um.... nope ^__________^

i'll go, need tylenol @_@ headache. again...

hey
..plastic playstation....
july 22nd, 2:29pm
sound: can't get IT out of my head!!!

oh, well... but, hum... i was listening to Aerosmith's Pink and... *laugh* well, here are the lyrics ^______^

oh joy
oh mighty
july 21st, 9:29pm
sound: Swampsnake -Zilch

so.

here i am sitting, holding a stuffed toy hedgehog pressed between my shoulder and left ear, full of optimism, energy and so.... incredible... sleepy... Z_Z..... i was thinking of putting the lyrics to Electric Cucumber up here but i'm too lazy to type them out so... ah, maybe i'll do it later. 'sides, hide-chan lyrics are easy to find anyway, ne? but *smirk* i was thinking that this song has GOT to be the soundtrack of my first days back in school. and even for now *smirk*

now, shoo, go find the lyrics. they'll kick you even if you don't know the song.

ha haaa *illogical woman* i said "shoo" and you should all be gone but here i am talking away. hmmm, not much to say though, the biggest event today involved me with a sponge, washing the bathroom with Moby playing in the background. oh Holy Sunday *laugh*

buuu---t... 'm very optimistic lately. i don't remember the last time i felt good about my future (after uni plans, i mean). but i've decided on a few things the past few weeks AND the arrangements i made with Gabe (even though they're 2 years in advance) still stand. we're just getting an early start *laugh* so i've stopped worrying about my "what will i do in my life" problems. what will be, will be. now i'm just curious. and feeling clearheaded.

mh, i guess that would be the key to feeling calm and optimistic. bah, let me get through this schoolyear first *evil teachers ahead* (see... since i've been on vacation since May 1st, now i feel as if school started in a few days. ahhh, i don't mind, i'm rested.)

actually... woooo *slightly complaining mood* the only thing that's missing (apart from hide, Kyo and Japan *laugh*) would be the Boyfriend. nuuuuuuuuuuu... tis summer and i'm feeling a tad lonely, especially sincehalf of my friends are working, the other half are away/too far and the one that's left is in a "slooooooooooow", quiet mood (yep, Tchisa, tis you).

*li'l sigh -laugh* oh, come on, i'm not here to moan *squeezes hedgehog* for once i'm feeling very, VERY good

^__________^ see ya later! oh, and, nee-chan, i probably won't be able to go online as much as last week since i'm back to 60 hours/month. have to save my hours for website work and d/ling music (that's it, i'm asking for a cd burner for Christmas ^^). but i'll try to catch you online when i can ^_____^

maaa~ta, mina-chan!

ATtiTuDE
let me be your swampsnake...
july 20th, 11:45am
sound: 3..2..1..Zilch

ha haa, so i finally got to that site i've been moaning about 'n d/led some Zilch! and Lassie, The hide-chan song i've never been able to d/l before.

now that's a reason to be hyper, ne? *cough* ok, i listened to Electric Cucumber and, um... it's one of THOSE. it scrapes you clean of any lingering bits of innocence and fills you with hide-chan's voice moaning, growling, screaming... damn, how does he manage to sound like a 50-year-old whore?

*pleasant shiver* not that i had anything to be scraped clean but *laugh* it's something, believe me. (the first words of the song being... "crawl on my hands and knees...")

ouah, tis h-o-t today. for now it's still pleasant but in an hour or two *wipes sweat off forehead* it'll get even more humid. but i'll be outside. finally decided i need a bit of sun and heat and since Gabe's coming over i think we'll go explore my neighbohood (yeah, that's right. i've been living here for 3 years and it's Gabe, who lives an hour from here who'll make me discover this part of town. adventurous, aren't i?).

O.o.... 'm listening to Electric Cucumber right now and part of the lyrics just jumped out at me: "come to daddy". hide singing "come to daddy"
*feels filthy*

my mom woke me up today, "get up, get up, it's past 11 already!". i though ok, 11's late, better get up. ghhhh turns out it was a nice joke to get me up, twas barely 10. nuuuuuuu... i went to bed late (had a problem with the d/l -connection almost gave out and i was still in the middle of a song). so 10am feels a bit... well, i FELL down the stairs rather than walked down.

complain: how come i can't roll my R's??? even Japanese people who DON'T come from the Kansai region can do it. just listen to some jrock. any jrock. mouuu... wish i could but apparently twas not meant to be.

nee-chan, poor Kisa, scarred for life *laugh* hichan? he took all my remaining Baileys and went _somewhere_. haven't seen him for some 30 hours. oh well, he'll get home around tuesday, filthy, smelling, hungover and happy.
and how did your weekend go? it sounds pretty busy *.* hope you had fun ne!

Pata-kun!!!!!!!!!! ^________^ i got your email (twice! -you WERE sleepy, weren't you? *laugh*), i'll write back this evening. can't really right now since people are coming over ("people" i sound like a social butterfly. nope. that i'm not and never were. a _friend_ is coming over). and worry not, i haven't forgotten your cds! i still have to pick them up from my friend (that's what happens when you have no buss pass/money for one) but my guess is that by the end of the week that's comming up they should be one their way. ^__^ oh, and do you want a tape with hide-chan's songs to go with it? maybe i have some that you don't know/don't have. ne? too bad i don't have a cd burner T_T
and by the way, yes, i DO want to hear all your psycho vacation stories ^___^

hmmm.... i prolly should go. by the way, have you heard Lassie? INA's making cat sound and hide-chan's barking better than a real dog.

*bark bark*

my world is within "kyaaaaaaa!!!"
and creature and zilch and Velvet Eden
july 19th, 12:05pm
sound: Creature -Pierrot

*headbanging*

*headbanging*

*hits desk* owwwww... ^______^ ohayou! or rather, konnichiwa! mmm, good mood. well, i tried the Zilch site (using FTP, @_@) and it's all there. i still can't get on it ("too many users" -it's only 5 people at once), but i'm hopeful^^ the site's there and i have time so i'll just sit around and try again 'n again. (well... then again... tomorrow i'm back to 60 hours online for a month T_T it's only the past few days that have been so fun.)

ooooh, i discovered Velvet Eden. they're good! ^_^ (you can d/l their single from this site. tis cool^^ the band looks a bit weird (there's something "bad Malice Mizer-ish" in the air, but their music has spirit. and the singer has an interesting, "manly" voice ^_^ can be very energetic). (and you can d/l Pierrot's Private Enemy there too ^_^)

and while I'm giving out addresses, if any of you want to d/l Zilch's Space Monkey Punks From Japan (Hori-chan, i'm talking 'bout you!), go here. it' worth it!!!! it's REALLY, REALLY worth it ^^ (ehehh, can you tell i'm listening to Space Monkey... right now? ^_^;;;)

wah, i got o much Pierrot ^___^ love Pierrot ^__^

nee-chan!!!! so, how's Kisa doing after yesterday's cake torture? *huuuugs to both of you ne* and how are you doing?

uuuuh, 'm pre-breakfast, maybe i should grab something to eat *head spinning*

mata neeee!!! LUV you ALL ^_^ hoooontou, hoooooontou!!!

*kisu kisu kisu kisu kisu*

take me to supersonic boom
out of the waves-------
july 18th
sound Space Monkey Punks From Japan -hideeeeeeeeeeeee!!! (zilch, actually ^^)

mmmmhaaaaaaa, i love that song!!!!!! so fuXXin (vulgar mood) good!!!

that's a little funny thing about zilch... T_T or not so funny..... i finally know a place where to find zilck songs BUT... you can only access it during certain hours AND, it's no more than 5 people at a time.
result?

i can't get there!!!! *whine* i'll keep trying, of COURSE but... T_T

still, i LOVE zilch ^__^ fav hide styles? Hide Your Face and Zilch ^^

ok, *deep breath* i should cool down ^^Loreley will send me a copy of Kisou!!!! *thank you thank you thank you!!!* she's so sweet ^______^

and Fugu is coming over tonight to teach my mom ENGLISH. ^__^ i'm glad it's her doing it: i get to see Fugu more often (even if she won't be here to see me) and she really is an amazing teacher. very patient, calm, and she knows how to explain/approach problems. ^__^ so i'm truly glad it's her ^^

on the downside, i have to COOK... well...

pressure...

gah, hide-chan has a funny speaking voice. ^^ such a goofball too. can he sit still for even 5 minutes?

no?

though so ^_^