=====speed freaks, baby=====
==rocket dive==



happy birthday to me!
time to wash the dishes ^^;;;
on june 17th i... have 21 candles to blow
sound: very, very loud, max volume, [S] -Deg (indies!) and my new favorite Deg song too^^ also listening to Gauze in general (sankyuuu, Tchisa!)

it really is a somewhat pitiful sight, me, headbanging with a scarf around my neck. to keep it warm. cuz i headbanged a bit too enthusiastically (whew, long word there) to Deg yesterday. so now my neck is stiff and hurts like hell and i'm wearing a scarf to keep it warm cuz then it hurts less ^^

baka me ^________^

LOBEAR!!!you're graduating today! mahhh, right now you're actually done with the ceremony, no? wai wai wai! congrats! *and hugs and red haired bishounen decked in diamonds* ^______^

wah, i'm very perky ^^ slightly hyper ^^ blame Schwein no isu (playing now, and loud, even though i'm in the basement i'm sure you can hear it a few houses away. bah, it's my tanjoubi, i don't care ^^). i got a letter from Rei today (a bday card^^) and she told me there's a hide-chan album coming out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! talk about good things ^^ alsooooo... you guys remember, on May 2nd i ordered a set of hide-chan vcds? well, they called me Saturday, the vcds are FINALLY here!!! they've turned into a birthday gift ^^ from hide-chan *melts into puddle of giggly goo* i'm going to pick them up tomorrow!!! didn't feel like going out today, had to catch up on some sleep ^^ had Tchisa, Gabe and Fugu over for 2 days ^^

yeah! the weekend was fun! we had sushi (so goooooooood!!!), watched soccer, screamed, talked of *coughyeahblush* things, and had BAILEYS ^^ and understand, that last thing for me was HEAVEN. we don't drink in my house *my parents don't. 'm having baileys right now ^^*

the European in me ^^

wait... i lost my train of thought completely. oooh, let's do this, soccer update (waaaaaaoooh, Mazohyst of Decadence is playing and i'm catching part of the lyrics... *hypnotized*)
ooookie, soccer update: Germany, Spain, USA >.<; , England, Brazil, Senegal are through to the quarterfinals!!! and we know already that England will be playing vs Brazil!!!!!! oooh, that'll be a match! and i'm for England, of course ^^
i'm pissed that Ireland lost with Spain but... they had a chance to win, two penalty shots, and they missed one. so i guess.... too bad though ^^;;;;

*raises toast* to England winning, a good feeling for those who read this and D.O.D.!!!!!!!!

i'll have to go, either now or soon, have to do the Pile of Dishes Sunday 16-6-02....

Hori-chan!i'll write as soon as i can neee ^^ i've been slightly overwhelmed/overhypered/over-... these days to sit down and concentrate on anything more than a soccer match or a stupid discussion ^^

Tchisa i HAVE to squish you again for the cd! finally i can listen to Mazohyst of Decadence over and over and over ^^ and to [S]. it's weird, the way i feel in touch with that song ^^

minna, *raises glass* to your health, happiness, good life and eternal D.O.D.!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm Matsumoto Yuan and i'm nii juu issai!!!

21 ^_______^


here i am
brrrrr
on june 16th i... sang and screamed
sound: Zangeki no yoru -Deg, it's indies and i'm not listening to it now, it's just stuck in my head.

too sleepy now. will write later.

just check out this:


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mmmmm....

sleepy..... goodnight.


general email
and my thanks
june 14th
sound: Kurenai, Dahlia, Adolescent Sex -X!!! IRU YO!!!

today started on such a sweet note that i thought i should archive and start anew ^________^ *insert here shoujo anime style yuan with big, love-filled, sparkling eyes and flowers in her hair (forget-me-not!!! the purrtiest flower. plus, i've got sentimental, childhood attachment to it^^)*

but i digress. i came here to thank, love and squish people, not talk about flowers.

Lochan, you're first: *squishhugsgivesyouflowersandalchohol* i'm feeling much better now, thanks to an unexpected dose of love and caring ^^ and you're in that dose ^^ thanks for caring, Lo-bear! demo, i'm ok now, friends are coming over tomorrow so i'll have no time to mope. and if i do mope, there's always Mr Baileys to cheer me up.
you might be away for the rest of your natsu yasumi??? doko he??? waah, then we HAVE to meet before! and i might be going on a week family vacation beginning of july so... hmmm, we'll HAVE to come up with something. just let this weekend pass and we'll figure something out! (something with lots of anime and good drinks, ne? ^_^) and your gown sounds beautiful! wah, that's one good thing about graduation then ^^ gown
clothes... ^________^

nee-chan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*lovesquishhughugHUUUUUHloveglompsankyuuuuuuuuu!!!*
i read your blog this morning (um... afternoon... i get up late^^). such a sweet surprise!!! i'm still smiling like an idiot everytime i think about it!!! *hugs* *HUGS* and i got your letter *can't stop smiling*, i'll try to catch you online as soon as i can ^^ yeah, i also miss our talks ^^
as to FIFA update, here's another one: Japan are through!!! they're advancing!!! ^______^ maa, such a beautiful team ^^ i don't know who to root for anymore ^^
ah, why not England? i like them too ^^
as you see, i'm ok now ^^ and i have to thank you too, for the caring, th letter and the blog ^^ so, thanks, nee-chan! ^_^

ah, i feel so good now ^^ and this morning i got a card from my cousins. AND, here's the sweet part: M@d Goblin, the one who helped me build my site is actually a cousin of mine *grin* and in the card he wrote "Pinku No Kumo Hide Rules!!!"

*feels cared for and generally happy*

*hugs to you all again*

thanks, nee-chan, Lo-bear, thank you! thankyouthankyouthankyou! *squishes you both*

*sends chibi Gundam pilots with flowers and wine bottles to Lo-bear*

and a chibi Pink Spider hide-chan and the cast of Spread Beaver to nee-chan, to make her laugh and annoy her ^^ just for the fun of it ^^

have to run, two bathrooms ar waiting for me to wash 'em. then take care of the dust. then groceries ^^

*excited excited*

mostly feeling fuzzy, warm and grateful for all that unexpected love and caring ^^

PS: by the way, i couldn't take it anymore last night and i snuck on ff.net for 5 minutes. didn't have time to leave reviews but:
Hori-chan, i love chapter 4! it breaks my heart (poor Pata!!!), but i absolutely love it. *laugh* of course i do! it's hidexPata!
nee-chan, i read ASOH2. it's beautifully written (wow, you're talented!) and makes me feel so close to DeG. and makes me wanna cuddle Kyo ^^ love your fic, Sis ^^

ja, gotta run

bai bai!

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