Turkey Tuesday, January 28, 2003

Music: U2- Electrical Storm

I am really getting tired of this layout... Not that I don't think it's awesome, I just need a change... Really badly... X3 I really need to learn some more coding and stuff... I want it to be more organized. Less... I don't know how to describe it... Clean lines, less colour... I don't know *goes on pondering* Hmmm... If anyone out there can help me give me a *ring* E-mail me... Yep... I be dense... ^_^;;

Exams are finally over and done with... I think I royally botched up Bio today though... Meh... When to Timmies with Natalie, Dal, and Kels after the test today. They all ate.. stuff... I didn't know that we were going to go out, so I didn't bring any money... Henceforth, I didn't eat. I didn't let them buy me anything either. I don't need to eat that kind of stuff. ^_^
Being forced into going to see LOTR: TTT again tonight... With my mom. I don't really want to go. I kinda wanted to hand out with mah friends, but oh well, thats the way it goes. I don't really mind, I'm just really whiny today, I shouldn't be allowed to blog. XD
I really need to work on my anatomy skills too. Especially male, female isn't that bad, considering I am female, and I know what goes on with my body, so yeah... O,o... Werd.
Oh god.. I'm so nervous all of a sudden... Ekkk what could this mean T_T *cue melodramatic Sam-mode in 3-2-1* Weh... Wehh... What could this mean... *is scared* Maybe I'll see if Natalie wants to hang out after the movie... We're going to the 4:30 show... Yeah... Heh..

Mmmmrewww?? @ 12:59 p.m.

Monday, January 27, 2003

Music: Nina Hagen- 99 Luft Balloons

I am going to fail... my Bio exam... *kills*
One other thing: VISIT MY MEDIAMINER ACCOUNT!!!! *points to link underneath her e-mail*

Mmmmrewww?? @ 04:01 p.m.

Sunday, January 26, 2003

Music: Trailer Park Boys- Main Theme

According to this forward that Christiana just sent me... I'm abnormal...XD XD I though of a red wrench, not a red hammer.... I do realise that most people reading that right now don't have a clue about what I'm talking about... Figures... XD XD
Hey, guess what... I'm...

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I've been drawing the same farking oekaki for like 5 hours... Just the lineart... I have such a short attention span, every five minutes I'm off visiting a different site.. Taking a 'break' from drawing... I really should be studying for my bio final right now... XD

Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:03 p.m.

Saturday, January 25, 2003

Music: Seatbelts- Cats on Mars

Dear god WHY!!!????

I hate work. I hate kids... Both with a firey passion... I had to clean up little kid piss. Yep thats right. 10 minutes before I could leave, this little girl decided to piss herself. She was like, 3 or 4. She could talk. She could have told me she needed to use the bathroom.. But no.. She used the floor... I used a whole bottle of hand-sanitizer when I got home... Needless to say. The whole experience was totally disgusting... I want to rub my hands raw...

I can't even think happy thoughts right now... I could really use a pick-me-up... T_T

Mmmmrewww?? @ 03:34 p.m.

Friday, January 24, 2003

Music: U2- Electrical Storm

My convection current is afraid of girls XD. That is SO cute!!! X3... Heh he he... Awww... *melts into a puddle of goo*
*ahem*... Yesh, that is very cute, but bad... I'll scare him away T_T.... *squeals* It's so cute!!! X3...
Wow, I really seem like some pre-pubesent, boy-crazy, little girl... XD But it's so cute!!!

Mmmmrewww?? @ 04:55 p.m.

Wednesday, January 22, 2003

Music: Alanis Morissette- Flinch

It's so cold... -33 degrees. cold. I am cold. I feel like my nose is going to fall off. Seriously, you'd think that the school would be warm.. Or something like that. Ouch. I just smacked my head against the computer behind me.
Wrote the first part of my English exam today. I finished earlier than everyone else. I had a nap. I can't stop yawning. Sleepy Sam. Just putting the finishing touches on my scratch art for Art class. I can't stop scratchin it.. Ahh its taking over my brain... Ahhh!!!

German exam today. Listening final. I have my written final tomorrow.

Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:22 a.m.

Tuesday, January 21, 2003

Music: As of right now, none.

So far today has been very boring. I came to school at ten after eight, and went to the library, and waited.. Waited for Dal and Leper to come so we could work on the German argument thats due today. We hadn't even started it. XD It's done now, so I wait. Yet again, in T.A. doing nothing. My English is very poor today, and I don't intend to sound any smarter than I feel. I am burn-out. I need sleep, and I want to die. Die Die DIE...

Too many tests to study for, not enough time. I need more time, I should be studying, but whats the point if I can't concentrate. La la la ...

Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:12 a.m.

Monday, January 20, 2003

Music- Rocky Horror Picture Show: Rose Tint My World

I mean, what kind of stuff does he like anyway??? Meh. It's so cold outside. Icky weather... Unless you have some... nevermind... Stupid girlish thoughts... Study damnit!!! STUDY!!!

My schedule for next semester:

Period 1: Art 30 with Mr. Jesse.
Period 2: T.A.
Period 3: Social 20 with Mr. Ennis
Period 4: Learning Lab (Calm) with Mr. Eastly
Period 5: Chem 20 with O'Reilly

Shitty shitty...

Mmmmrewww?? @ 05:59 p.m.

Monday, January 20, 2003

Music: David Bowie- Nature Boy

I don't have a chance in hell. There is no way that Dal's plan will work. I mean, sure, we'll meet, but what then, I'm to much of a retard to actually know what to do. What do I say... Do I say anything??? Stupid girl, don't concentrate about that right now. Exams first, non-existant love-life later.

Speaking of exams I have one last period in Bio. Shit I really need to study for that.. So why am I sitting here in T.A. typing in this??? The answer to that and many of lifes questions tonight on 60 minutes. Bleh... I can't concentrate on anything... I wish that life was perfect. I wish that I was perfect. I wish that I didn't have to think about anything. I wish that I was a vegetable. I wish I wasn't so clueless... Meh. Stupid git!!! Stop whining... GOD DAMN IT!!! I feel so stupid. All I can concentrate on, is something that will never happen. I have all these senarios in my head that I know will never happen. I live in my own fantasy world, where everything is perfect, I'm perfect, my life is perfect, every aspect of life is perfect. Fear my redundecy!!! And my awful spelling.
The guy I have a major infactuation with, is an all-star on the basketball team, and I am a nobody. I am allowed to be depressed and whiny. Nothing good can come of this. I really want things to happen, but in my pessimistic view of things, nothing ever will. DIE!! I am pathetic, I don't know who, or what I am, I have no idea what I'm going to do when I leave high school. I havn't the foggiest of concepts on life. I can't write, I can't sing, I can't draw. I suck. Consider me your average angsty teenager, with no actual life problems except that her hair curls the wrong way, and my nail broke when I got off the bus today... I realise that there are other people in this world that have it harder than me, but I am sick and tired of being happy all the time...

All this, and I still need to study for exams. I am an expert time waster!!!

It's time for... REALLY CRAPPY POETRY...

By yours truly:

You have been warned, there is still time to turn back!!!

Sirens.

A woman screams in the dark night,
Sirens are blaring through the murky air.
I gaze over to see a drunken man stumbling
through the paved streets.
As horrible as it may seem,
the terrors of the night are welcoming me.
Allowing me to perform the act,
the act that I must perform.
The back roads are my sinister backdrops;
the play has begun.
I see my victim, hunched over like an old man,
Wandering the streets,
as if he is looking for something.
Something never to be found,
For my dagger is sliding deep into his flesh.
He hits the ground.
I hear the sound of sirens again,
this time, I believe they are here for me.

Don't tell me I didn't warn you.

Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:18 a.m.

Friday, January 17, 2003

Music: The ever-present hum of computers

I want to die... I need sleep... Badly. Soon I will turn into a pile of mushed peas, and people will step on me. I will die in a horrible way. Death by smushing.

My timetable is all fucked up. I now have Grossman for math next semester. Yeah, not happening, I really dislike him. Such a shoddy teacher. Actually horrible. Meh. I want to kill something. Again. Another bout of Randomness: Basketball Yummy... I want to go watch basketball. Hehe

Love basketball... X3

Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:10 a.m.

Thursday, January 16, 2003

Music: None

As much as I like writing essays, they can get to be too much. My English class is writing a Practise essay for our final exam. The topic is just plain stupid. I really dislike how it is worded, it's so open-ended, they leave so much to imagination... it sucks. I need things to be black and white... Meh. I can't think of anything to write for it. I feel so stupid, stupid stupid!! Random Moment- Mmmm Basketball.... There is a basketball thinger going on at school, I dunno, I only caught some of the announcement... I wasn't really listening, I just know that basketball is a good thing... Only Senior basketball.. Heh heh... Yummy.

Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:14 a.m.

Wednesday, January 15, 2003

Music: The White Strips- Bound to Pack it Up

No school for me tomorrow... Heh heh, it pays to have 30 level courses when there is exams going on... Heh. I get to sleep in. I'm going to have some fun... Sleeping... Watching LOTR... Heh... Although, I wouldn't mind spending time in the cafe if... Shut up Christiana... I can just hear you laughing... >:(
Anyway... Yeah, I have nothing to say. Except that there should be more Paradise Kiss websites out there... Why I say!!! WHY?? *sleep*

Mmmmrewww?? @ 07:41 p.m.

Tuesday, January 14, 2003

Music: Cardigans- Carnival

Which of my friends are you?
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You're Sara! (Also known as Yami) You have extreme artistic talent, sarcasm, and you hate children. Despite this, you have many friends, and, well... you're just cool!

Hey look, I'm Yami... XD;;;

Blah blah, exams are coming up.. I can't consentrate on anything, I've lost the feeling in my right arm.. Long sleeve shit rolled up too high, cut off circulation... I feel special. Now that I think of it, my hand was un-naturally cold... Even for me. Ohhh scary!!!

Must study... I can't though, my brain is elsewhere (*cough*convection current*cough*). I have to be one of the most pathetic people I know. I don't even really know myself that well either... Blah... Good God, I've gone and gotten myself infatuated... P. A. T. H. E. T. I. C... I hate it when girls, and guys, get all mushy, and what am I doing???!!! Getting all mushy... Blah... I make myself sick, I can't get this stupid grin off my face... I feel really deplorable... Meh. Stupid girlish crushes... Go away!!! You can come back after I write my exams... T_T

School was quite interesting today, I only really had two classes. T.A, and German were spent in the cafe. talking about lepers and 'The Sea Of Various Viscosities'... XD Christiana is a leper!!! The whale is cracked-out, and the seal is ebil!!! :B

Return of the UBER-PEA!!!! BWAHAHAHA!!! Go to www.rathergood.com Very entertaining... XD

Mmmmrewww?? @ 06:03 p.m.

Friday, January 10, 2003

Music: None

Bah, bah, bah, bah, I hate school. Too much school work, and so little time in which to do it in. I would love some sleep too... But of course, thats not going to happen. I have to work tommorow, it will be boring, I will not enjoy it, but hey, I need to pay my mom and dad back.... Geh, I still owe them seventy bucks... Meh...

Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:14 a.m.

Thursday, January 9, 2003

Music: Sarah Slean- Drastic Measures

Blah, I guess I should write in here sometime... I havn't had any time lately, I just got back from school, and I am tired, I have to study for a Bio exam tomorrow, and I have all my Macbeth due. It sucks, finals start in a week and a half, I am so not ready for them... I NEED SLEEP.
Got a ride home with Dalyce today, it was cool... Impersonating Sean Connery is fun.. Yeah, I don't really have anything to write... I'm such a boring person today.

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Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:43 a.m.

Friday, January 3, 2003

Music: Nothing

Heh, I have kinda been neglecting my precious blog lately, so I decided to ramble today... Yep, Christmas holidays are almost over, and so ends my period of freedom. I have to work on Saturday, and on Sunday, I'm doing all of my home work from the whole holiday... Yep. fun stuff. Blah blah. I have nothing to say.

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What Self-Mutilation Are You?
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Mmmmrewww?? @ 07:41 p.m.