Tuesday, February 11, 2003
Music: The Vines- I'm Only Sleeping
Mmmm... I love chicken stir-fry... Yummy yummy... Yummy snow peas, yummy chicken, yummy bean-sprouts, yummy bok-choy, yummy celery, yummy teriyaki sauce stuff... Yumm... :3
As Valentine's day grows closer, the usual boring hum-drum of school is turning into a constant buzz of excitment... You can feel it. The atmosphere is so different than usual... No where is safe. You can feel the Valentine's bug everywhere... Even on the internet... The one place said to be void of love, (except for online dating of course, but who takes that seriously???), is infested. My homepage, Msn.com, (to lazy to turn it into msn.ca), is covered in lovey dovey pictures of roses and such... yuck... Not at all yummy like chicken stir-fry :3~~~ Yummmmmyyy stir-fry!!!!
Apply the Penal Code... @ 06:59 p.m.
Monday, February 10, 2003
Music: Badly Drawn Boy- Above you, Below me.
I love this song... From the 'About a Boy' soundtrack... Veryah good movie. Hugh Grant rocks my socks X3... Yes, so anyway, I've decided to stop bitching about how fucked-up I am lately. I have to just let it go... Get on with my life...
Creepy... Me and Naru got the same results for both of those quizies... Weird... X3
Apply the Penal Code... @ 06:36 p.m.
Monday, February 10, 2003
Music: Renne Zellweger- Roxie (Chicago Soundtrack)
In T.A. still feeling out-of-sorts. Meh, This sucks... Alot... I love the Chicago soundtrack... I was suppose to go see Chicago this weekend, but after a fight with mother I wasn't allowed to go out... I felt so bad. T_T Meh...
Apply the Penal Code... @ 10:25 a.m.
Sunday, February 9, 2003
Music: Emiliana Torrini- Ruby Tuesday
Bullocks... I'm sick and tierd of keeping things in... I want to yell and scream... T_T I'm having a emotional rollercoaster ride, and it's not even 'that time'... I just feel like I've been shoved into the washing machine that's set on spin-dry... I'm getting spinned around so fast that I'm about to throw-up. I'm not well. Physically, emotionally, and mentally. I'm so stressed-out... I'm burnt-out... I want to crawl into a hole and die... I'm a day-dreaming freak who'll never get what, or who she wants... It'll never happen... It'll never happen... It'll never happen... What the fuck is wrong with me lately... Is there something wrong with me??? All I want to do is cry. Cry and... I don't know... I don't really want to do anything else...
I don't know... I really don't... I can't pretend to be happy all the time... I really try to. I don't like to do things on the weekends... Thats my time to re-collect myself... I need it to make myself stable... So I don't have a random crying fit at school, or at work... Ah fuck it...
Go me...
Apply the Penal Code... @ 05:56 p.m.
Saturday, February 8, 2003
Renee Zellweger- Funny Honey (Chicago Soundtrack)
I went to the movies last night with Dal, Natalie, and Gary. It was fun.. I am reduced to typing in small sentences without any difficult sentence structure.. I'm tierd, I have to work. *falls asleep*
Apply the Penal Code... @ 08:19 a.m.
Thursday, February 6, 2003
Music: Angel Sanctuary- Messiah
Must do find someone who is done Chem... I can't figure out a like five questions.... BluuU!!!! TOmorrows Friday... *vomits* I am very nervous.... T_T So scared...
Apply the Penal Code... @ 10:24 a.m.
Wednesday, February 5, 2003
Musis: None...
I can't find my discman... I hope that I left it at home.. T_T I'll have to buy a new one if not T_T... I have a Learning Lab next class with Mr. Falkiesen... Or Drunkhiesen... Dumbass... He is so slow.. He shouldn't be teaching. At least I only have him for a learning lab. (Calm. Taking it by co-respondence... It's a bull shit class anyway, I'd rather do it on my own, than with a class). I wonder what my test in Chem will be like... evil most likely... Evil...
Apply the Penal Code... @ 10:14 a.m.
Tuesday, February 4, 2003
Music: Sarah Slean- Weight
Apply the Penal Code... @ 09:09 p.m.
Monday, February 3, 2003
Music: Coldplay- In My Place
I am so nervous... Dal is planning something... I think it's going to happen this weekend... T-T... I am so scared... Baaaaaaaaaa!!!! I want to hide... T_T I am so nervous... T_T... I have so many fucking butterflies in my stomach right now... AHHHHHHH!!!!!
Apply the Penal Code... @ 08:11 p.m.
Saturday, February 1, 2003
Music: Ren and Stimpy- Royal Canadian Kilted Yaksmen
Holy enough entrys in one day Batman!!!
Good news.. I get the 15th off... *dances* Yey!!! Only three weeks of tourture this month!!! Woot!!!
Apply the Penal Code... @ 08:51 p.m.
Saturday, February 1, 2003
Music: Coldplay- Politik
Ahh my commenty thinger is messed, I don't know how to fix it... T_T I'm too miserable (heh heh Gackt X3) to find out... T_T... Work was WAY too long today... Well, not in hours, but in how long the hours seemed to last... I'm making no sense... T_T Nothing out of the ordinary... At least I didn't have to clean up kid piss today... Nope...
CiM, I found out that I have webspace at Monarch. Sorry for bothering you!!! Thanks anyway ^_^;;; Thanks about the layout too ^_^v
Apply the Penal Code... @ 03:35 p.m.
Saturday, February 1, 2003
Music: Nothing. The heater just turned on if you wanted to know.
T_< I am so tired. I got up at 6, took a shower, thought about getting ready for work... Threw my wet hair into a ponytail, and put moisturizer on my face... Hot showers dry my skin out.... It's really uncomfortable... La la la... I'm camping out downstairs, because thats where the compy is. It's warm down here.. Sorta. My whole house is freezing despite the heaters constant efforts to keep it warm... I really don't want to go to work today. I'm sick. My ear is still plugged up, my nose is stuffed up, and I have a migrane. My whole body aches. I'm extremly tired. I couldn't sleep last night due to over-exhastion. I was so overtired, that I couldn't sleep.
Apply the Penal Code... @ 07:32 a.m.
Friday, January 31, 2003
Music: Coldplay- The Scientist.
Sam's bit of Randomness:
Apply the Penal Code... @ 07:14 p.m.
Friday, January 31, 2003
Music: Coldplay- Waiting for You
Today is the first day of the second semester. I am scared. I'm scared of art class. I will be in a grade 12 class. They will rip me apart. I'll just camp out in front of Mr. Jesse's desk, and be the loser of the class. Easy task for me.. XD XD.. I am really nervous about this... I feel like I'm on caffine pills, I'm really jerky, and strange.
I kinda wish I didn't know about Dals plan, I kinda wish it was a surprize. Now I'll be nervous when it actually happens. Stuff is too complicated. I wish telling someone you liked them was like it was in elementary school. You get pushed into the dirt by little Johnny, and the next day, your holding hands... It's so much easier to talk and act normally when your younger. You don't hold any knowledge of shame, or embarassment. I wish I was a kid again. Innocent, without any problems... ^_^
Apply the Penal Code... @ 09:09 a.m.
Thursday, January 30, 2003
Music: Sarah Slean- Pie Jesu
So now my brother tells me that we have webspace with Monarch... *kills* Well, he'll have to help me with that laters. Villagephotos sucks. It gives you 5megs of free space, but only five megs a day. As people view the site it eats up bandwith... Which sucks.
Back to school tomorrow. I don't wanna go!! I've been free for too long, soon school will be taking over my life once more!!!! Oh no!!! Must play Final Fantasy 8 with the rest of my waking hours of freedom... I still need to finish it... Must get everyones best weapons... Must get the Lionheart.. Must get Rinoa up to level 20 at least...
Anyways, am I the only one who dislikes V-day??? I certainly hope not... Every year it's the same... Maybe I'm just bitter, but yeah... Not making any sense anymore... am I??? yeah... Uh... Buhhh... I feel strange... I'm the Grinch of V-day... Xd XD...
Urge... to... illustrate... growing... >:D> Heh heh... 
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You are a Day Dreamer..
Daydreamers tend to be away from the normal, and
have a deeper aspect when looking at things.
Most of the time, thier outcasts of the social
society, but don't worry. It just means your so
deep it scares thier simple little brains.
What kind of Dreamer are you?
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congrats! you are the worst fucking indie fuck that
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what type of indie fuck are you?
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Where do you fall on the liberal - conservative political spectrum? (United States)
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I've been drawing quite often at the shounen.org boards lately. The people there are nice, and really friendly. I likes it there. ^_^. It seems that Oekakicentral isn't accepting anymore new users. Ha! Glad I'm already registered. I don't really draw there too often, but its nice to once in a while.
Stupid kid in front of me... Turn down your crappy music!!! God damn it!!!! I don't want to listen to your crappy rap!!!
Shigure
Which Fruits Basket (Furuba) Character are you?
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Heh I'm fruity... XD
Yes, I do realise that I have no life. It's Saturday night, and I'm sitting here doing nothing... Just the way I like it... XD. The Great Canadian Superstore has POCKY!!!! I bought like 50 packs... I'm gorging on them right now... XD... I went to Wal-mart with my mom, and found... A SHOUNEN JUMP!!!! Bwah ha ha ha ha... I also bought shoes, a CardCaptors movie, two bathing suits, and... Uhhh.. I can't remember anything else...
I hope that not many kids come today. I hope that there is alot of filing for me to do. I hope that I can make it... T_T
Gackt is left-handed... Just like me!!! *huggles Gackty*
Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.
Apply the Penal Code... @ 02:23 p.m.
Thursday, January 30, 2003
Music: The Cranberries- Promises
I must find a better image host... I can't remember my password for my boomspeed acccount... And the one I have at villagephotos.com sucks... *is hunting*
Apply the Penal Code... @ 12:17 p.m.
Layout featuring Katsuya from Persona 2! Yey, he's such a cutie X3!! I should make a plushie... Of him... Heh ------------------
Likes:LOTR, anime, manga, movies!!!, Harry Potter, my dog, mysteriouso (convection current ^_~), my Ps2, RPG's, manic laughter, and fantasy novels. Anime and Manga: Paradise Kiss, Mars, X/1999, Ragnarok, Imadoki!, Angel Sanctuary, Cowboy Bebop, Kare Kano. ------------------ | |
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