Say that you love me??? @ 05:48 p.m.

Tuesday, September 9, 2003

Music: Robbie Williams- I Tried Love

For once in my life rain has failed to make me happy. For once in my life I'm letting myself disintigrate into a wasteful mess. Okay everyone scream with me now; AARRRGGGGHHH!!!!!! I feel so let down lately, I can't see to get enough sleep, I can't understand why certain people are acting certain ways, I can't understand why I ever bothered in the first place.
I just can't get myself to feel right right now, my brain has gone to mush, and I can't communicate with people properly. I'm tierd, and I'm feeling sick. School really isn't the same as what is was last year. I'm really missing a person, which is stupid seeing as I never talked to said person, but that, and seeing my awesome friends, was the major reason that I looked forward to school last year. I feel like such a crack-head right now...

Music now: Dido - White Flag (on repeat, I'm sad yes, I know)

Apparently, Emode thinks that I have a:
We don't need a psychic to tell us that you're giving off a Gold vibe. You couldn't ask for a better color — a glistening gold aura is as good as it gets. A lively blend of yellow and orange, gold people are happy, playful, energetic, sensitive, and generous. Always up for adventure, you'd give a friend in need the shirt off your back. You're spiritual, too — all those halos in old paintings aren't colored gold by coincidence. Almost childlike in the carefree, joyful way you live your life, you're popular and outgoing with your large circle of friends. Chances are you're so full of light and energy that you sometimes find it hard to sit still and chill out. Instead, you're constantly looking for excitement, no matter how risky or impulsive the occasion. Happy-go-lucky and always laughing, you truly are as good as gold.

Very strange indeed...
And my 'type' is:
Creative. Sensitive. A bit offbeat. Your type is the Artiste, a unique guy who knows how to express himself in many ways, whether it's through words,music, or attire. You're attracted to his unconventional ways and his remarkable talents. He doesn't feel compelled to abide by society's norms.He believes that individuality is the key to happiness, and everything he does is a reflection of his "inner self." You fall head-over-heels for suchconfidence and style. Whether he's playing a song he wrote for just you orwriting you a love letter, this guy knows how to make you feel special. He's in touch with his feminine side and doesn't need to assert his masculinity to feel manly. If we were to paint a picture of your future, the Artiste would definitely be part of it!

interesting...

And my type is:
Do you swoon when a guy recites poetry to you? Go ga-ga over a bouquet of hand-picked wildflowers? Then there's no doubt about it — you're a textbook Hopeless Romantic. Chances are you love soft music, candlelight, and long walks on the beach at sunset. Crying at sappy movies (your favorite kind) is a given — a box of tissues is a must — and you've have had your wedding planned since grade school. You're looking for a deep relationship — a soulmate. Traditional and sympathetic, guys love that they can open up to you and talk to you about their feelings, their past, and their hopes for the future. How can a suitor win your heart? By romancing you. Sending you flowers, surprising you with a picnic lunch, or going for a horse-drawn carriage ride. Before you know it, you'll be creating a life-long love story.

my true colour is:
You're brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver. And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed decision. Easily intrigued, you're constantly finding new ways to challenge your mind, whether it's by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game, or composing a piece of music. Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really are a brown at heart.

What a wonderful colour....

Say that you love me??? @ 06:26 p.m.

Sunday, September 7, 2003

Music: Robbie Williams- Handsome Man

Instead of trying to fix the picture in my blog, I'm just going to leave it... XD

Say that you love me??? @ 01:27 p.m.

Thursday, September 4, 2003

Music: Robbie Williams- Something Beautiful

I feel like such a jerk. I think that I insulted someone today at lunch, an d I feel horrible about it. It was over the stupidest thing too, but its really bothering me... I made a comment about since I was a girl, I had to shave my legs, after that, Natalie and I were talking about something else, when I heard a voice keep saying something about 'narrow beliefs', not realizing she was talking about me, I just kept talking, but I kept hearing it, so I asked her who has narrow beliefs, she said I do, and something about traditional chinese women don't shave their legs... I can't really remember, so I said that I was sorry if I offended her, and I can't really remember what she said...
I don't know why it bothers me so much... I'm just so meh...

Say that you love me??? @ 08:23 p.m.

Wednesday, August 27, 2003

Music: Faye Wong- Eye on me (chinese, and I'm singing all the way along too! XD)

I'm trying to decide if I'm alive right now or not... Hmmm, well, it seems that I'm not so much dead as I am suffering from vertigo... I'm all dizzy today... Hmm, school starts in a week, going into grade twelve... Just thinking about it gives me gurgly stomach noises... To clarify, that is usually not a good thing.

I got my hair cut today, it's kinda a razored bob... but not... it's about chin length, it rocks...

Say that you love me??? @ 10:51 p.m.

Sunday, August 17, 2003

Music: Sarah Slean- John the 23rd

What will your last words be? by cum_on_bitch
Your LJ username
Your real name
Your sex
Your age
Your last words will be...	"LOVE IS ALL YOU NEED"
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

*ke ke ke*
I saw someone playing basketball tonight... He he he, made my dad drive by... twice... He (my dad) knows now... X3

Say that you love me??? @ 09:38 p.m.

Saturday, August 16, 2003

Music: Liz Phair- Chasing Amy

LiveJournal Haiku!
Your name:	heids
Your haiku:	fall apart to peices the people that compose me have crumbled i can't
Username:
Created by Grahame

Thats kinda strange...

Say that you love me??? @ 09:49 p.m.

Friday, August 15, 2003

Music: Steve Conte- No Reply.

So I finally watched the ending of Cowboy Bebop... How sad is that? I've owned the whole series for half a year, and I just finished it now.... Now with that said I'm ready to go into my depressive funk... Bye bye...

Say that you love me??? @ 11:36 p.m.

Saturday, August 9, 2003

Music: Silent Hill 2- Promise

First off, Andrea, Happy-very-belated-Birthday! I'm so sorry I missed it!!!

Thats really it...

Say that you love me??? @ 02:31 p.m.

Wednesday, July 30, 2003

Music: Weezer- Keep Fishing

Hmmm, remember what I said about how happy I was that I was getting a new computer desk.. Well, nix that, I miss my old slab of wood. This one has a weird surface that my lazer mousie-chan can't read off of... It skips around like a mother fucker... So for now I have my dads Oilsmen 25th anniversary book as a mouse pad.. I can't stand regular ones... I also miss my piece of MDF that I had wedged in one of my desk drawers that served as my drawing surface for oekaki's... I have tried to draw with this new desk... It's a pain in the ass... Ho hum...

So I've decided that being a hermit is just the best choice for me right now.. Yes, a thrift-store hermit. I recently got this fucking awesome black pleated skirt at Value Village for 5 bucks... As well as a SAIT trojans volleyball t-shirt... Sweet..

Kelsey.. are you home from vacation yet??? I'm so bored... T-T All I do is play video games.. I beat Shadow Hearts, and I'm well on my way to beating Suikoden III... I've been very productive lately... XD

Say that you love me??? @ 11:48 p.m.

Friday, July 25, 2003

Music: Plum- Unforgivable

Have I dropped off the face of the earth??? Yes, I have. But lucky for you I've pulled myself out of the cracks long enough to say hi, and lurk around for a bit... That and kill the centipede that is crawling around my computer desk... Evil, slimy bastard...

Say that you love me??? @ 02:03 p.m.

Wednesday, July 16, 2003

Music: Appleton- Don't Worry

Nope, I'm not dead, just in the process of unpacking... Which when I think about it, I'd rather be dead... I never knew I had so much stuff. Too much stuff... Oh well, moving has it's advantages. like getting a bigger room, or new furniture... The materialistic me is singing, 'Oh look at all my new stuff!!!'.

Right... Hmm how yummy was Pirates of the Carribean?? Very, very yummy... Johnny Dep was hilarious, he did such a awesome job... I couldn't stop laughing when I first saw him, very not what I was expecting... XD

Andrea, Blue Monday kicks major ass! Kelsey has the first graphic novel of it, and I absolutly love it XD

Poor ugly blog.. I think I must spiff you up.. and add links and stuff...

What Anime Art Style Are You?

Say that you love me??? @ 02:04 p.m.

Sunday, June 29, 2003

Music: Al Green- How Can You Mend A Broken Heart.

Hey Andrea, you've seen 8 Women too!!! XD The ending was such a shock Kelsey and I were like... *o*... WOw... He did that right in front of her... *o*... XD XD It was pretty cool though.. In all of its semi- musicalness... XD

So yeah, this is my new layout... I still have to do some stuff (finish left menu, mess with the colours so that their not so fucking ugly... add my links...) But knowing me that'll take months for me to actually get off my ass and do so. Plus I'm moving in to my new house soon. July 5th we get posession of it. Then we move. Yeah. I'm going with taupe walls, black furniture (low to the ground zen-ish bed ^_^v), and red accents. I may even get to have my computer (Darth) in my room! X3... That'll be great. Also there is the benifit of moving closer to mysteriouso... XD Hopefully this summer will rock... XD

Say that you love me??? @ 10:02 p.m.

Monday, June 23, 2003

Tatsumi Seiichirou - As the proper and refined
secretary/accountant of the Shokan division,
you make sure that all the 't's are crossed and
the 'i's are dotted. Your no-nonsense
mannerisms and lack of patience may cause you
to come off as cruel and/or uncaring, but it is
much the opposite. The people close to you are
very important, and when they are messed with,
it is not a matter taken lightly.

Which Yami no Matsuei Character are You?
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Say that you love me??? @ 10:14 p.m.

Monday, June 23, 2003

Music: Plumb- Stranded

Hmm time to do something with this blog... I thought if I just left it long enough the magic blog faries would come and fix it for me... That or give me a whole new layout... That will come in time... (AKA when Sam isn't so lazy)

Say that you love me??? @ 08:14 a.m.

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