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Monday, December 2, 2002 Music: Nothing
It's my Birthday!!!
Anyway this weekend was boring. I went to Lethbridge on Friday after school with Natalie and my mom. We met up with my cousin at one of the malls (I can't remember which) and went out for supper. I had to up there because I needed to try on a skirt for part of my bridesmaid outfit for said cousins wedding. It's like a ballroom puffy skirt thinger. It's cranberrie. It's actually really nice.
Yes, I am crazy... I like to imagine things that will never happen... to happen... Blue ble ble blye... I could be striking up a convesation with the person that doesn't know that I exist, but no... I am cursed with something called 'low self-confidence, or bad people skills', I wouldn't even know what to say... Dal is my only hope!!!! HELP ME!!! help me!!! *sniff, sniff* Once again I have managed to type for almost all T.A period about nothing. Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:11 a.m. Wednesday, November 27, 2002 Music: David Drainman- Forsaken
Heh great...
David Bowie RoXoRs!!! <,< Geh, I just typed 'RoXoRs'... I feel like such a loser... Mmmmrewww?? @ 07:07 p.m. Wednesday, November 27, 2002 Gackt- Papa Lapped a Pap Lopped I'm planning to post a whole shit load of tests... I don't feel like posting anything of importance... (I'm so bad!!!)
Heh heh heh... Figured out what to get Katelynn for her birthday. I just have to get it now...
Heh heh heh... Thats funny...
Mmmmrewww?? @ 04:59 p.m. Monday, November 25, 2002 Music: None Wow. I found my Bio textbook, I was right, it was in the classroom. I couldn't study for that test that I was supposed to take this morning during T.A. Fun stuff. So I guess that I'll be taking it tomorrow. I had a dream last night. In which I was talking to my convection current (which is totally unreal. Me talking to someone that I like that isn't even in my grade.), he was saying something flirty (I think... I can't really remember), and then I told him that I had the biggest crush on him... Then I started to walk away. He was totally shocked, and he told me not to leave, and then he said something but I can't remember what. So I have a feeling of unresolvedness (I'm making up words... AHHHHH) right now. It's strange... I know that its totally unrealistic that if a certain someone found out that I liked them, they wouldn't draw back with feelings of utter disgust... Of course there is no way that certain someone would find out, considering I've never actually talked to him in my life... really... I just feel kinda drawn to him... That always happens to me, I like a element of mystery in guys. It's always so much more interesting, but of course it's inevidable that when you find out more about said person you realise that they are the average joe. Of course there is nothing wrong with that. Also, if your like me, you don't want to make yourself visable to that certain person. You like to blend in when they are around. Which, of course gives you one major problem, if they never know that you exist then how will you make them like you??? They won't. It's the bitter truth, If you don't make an effort, they won't make an effort (unless they like you, but come on, Who has a crush on someone that actually likes them back??? Barely anyone that I know). But when you have a 'friend' like Dal, trying to appear calm, cool, and invisible around that certain someone is impossible. Especially when she has plans for you... She is an evil girl... Christiana and I have to watch out... She has plans... In a way I hope that she does make me do something that would make me at least have to talk to him.... (I must not let her read any Sailor Moon fanfiction... They would give her too many ideas.... Like locking people in a closet. I think that, that is the most popular way to get Usa and Mamo together... Wow, I havn't read any fanfiction in a long time...), I also don't know why I just typed all that out... Dal probably will read this and get evil ideas... I must hide... Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:17 a.m. Friday, November 22, 2002 Music: Nothing Buh. Well... This is an interesting turn of events. Mr.Grad decided to give my Bio class an extensision (i can't spell) on our digestion project. Fun stuff. Yey! I have the weekend to work on it more. Today after school, Natalie and I are getting together to decide on what recipies were going to use for the Bake Sale. My mom is baking bread, and Nats and I are doing cookies and the like. I can't wait to see Harry Potter! I am so excited, but I can't see it until next weekend. I have to work tomorrow, and I have a choir practice on Sunday at one. I'll have to go next weekend, on Saturday after work. I have convinced Nats to come with me, he he he.... T'will be fun and the like. I've heard that it's WAY better than the first one, and that it's kinda scary too.
Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:13 a.m. Thursday, November 21, 2002 Music: None. Except the sound of millions of voices screaming at me from inside my head. Another day, another excuse not to write my Bio test. I don't have an excuse, I just don't want to, maybe I'll ask him if I can write it during class, I don't really want to work on that other Bio assignment anyway. I'm going to do it all at home anyway. I hope that Dalyce brought cardboard for me and Nats and her... If not I'm screwed, I'll have to go out and get some later. When though, I don't exactly have any time to go out and get some... I guess I'll figure it out. I'll ask Mr. Grad if I can write the test during class today, because I didn't think that I would have enough time during T.A. and that I am almost finished everything that I can do at school for my digestion project, because I left my poster board at home, and I don't have any cardboard, and I'm almost done with my information that I'll need for it. I just need to draw the diagram and put all my info on it, and make the stupid mobile part of it. So thats why I want to write it in class. Anyway, Saturday is my first day at work. I am so nervous, I don't want to mess up. I still don't know how to use the popcorn machine properly, or the dishwasher, or how to work their T.V. or how to file things properly, and I don't really like kids too much, so of course I find a job as, basically, an overpaid babysitter. Yey!... 0,o I am so scared.
I feel like I'm being spread too thin lately. There is not enough of me to go around. My teachers all think that I am some kind of demon who has minions to do my work for me.
I wish I were and Oscar Myer Wiener,
God I want to sleep.
Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:14 a.m. Wednesday, November 20, 2002 No music Why arn't I writing my essay for English... Because I'm a dumbass...
So which letter of the alphabet matches YOUR personality, huh? I've been getting alot of this crap from people latly... Almost everyone I meet says that I'm charismatic... >,< So totally NOT true...Stole a ride home with Drew today ^_^ Such a nice guy!
Holy Geeze!!! What is with all these scary results??? <,< *dies* I'm back from writing the single-most crappy essay I have ever written in my short life... It sucks... I am so stressed right now. I really don't want to do anything right now, except play video games.. Except there is no time to play video games... So my life is extremly... Meh... And people are using my word that I use in uncomfortable situations... Buhh!!! Mmmmrewww?? @ 06:57 p.m. Monday, November 18, 2002 Music: Genesis- Looking for Someone My grounding period is half-over!!! This week is so brutal in terms of school-work, at least English. I have my seminar tomorrow, and my LotF essay and project due on wednesday... Thats all fine and dandy, except, I havn't started any of them. Well, I finished the seminar, but my essay and project... Yeah, not done. At all. Nope. I know what I'm doing though for my project, and my essay... I really enjoyed the book though. Golding is amazing with sybolism and themes. This weekend was just as boring as every weekend. I got to disk three on Final Fantasy 8. Squall, Quistis and Irvine are my favs, the first time that I played it I thought that Rinoa wasn't that bad, now that I'm replaying it she is my least favorite. Squall is at level 51, Quistis is at level 49, and Irvine is at level 41, I barely use any of the other characters. Their levels are so low... (Rinoa is at level 18...) I'm visiting Edea's house for the second time right now. My SeeD ranking is 15, I'm going to take some more tests so that it goes up, but right now I really don't need to. I have more that enough money and shit, I need to stock up on items though. I have no potions left, (100 high-potions though). I skipped out of My Fair Lady yesterday, I had to study for Bio... I'm going to try and get another day to study. I know that it's not really resposible of me to be putting it off so badly, but I really need more time.. I have none right now. I really can't wait for Christmas Holidays. My b-day is coming up too, (hint hint... Kidding). Speaking of B-days, Katelynns is coming up too, although I have no clue what to get her.. I'll have to look around this week. So much to do. I feel insane... I need to get orginized. Very muchly... Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:15 a.m. Friday, November 15, 2002 Music: Nothing.. Nadda... Blah... Listening to Morning annoucments.. (Apparently I can't spell today either.) Bah, Ram, Ewe!! I had a really weird dream last night, I am severly creeped out. I don't even want to think about it... On another note... I am no longer a loafing slacker. That's right ladies and gentlemen I am employed... Well, almost. I just had a job handed to me yesterday, to work at the dental office, as a sorta overpaided babysitter/ secretarial assistant... It's only on Saturdays from 9(AM)-3(PM). So for six hours four times a month. I am seriously looking in to this.
 I'm Apollo!
Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:13 a.m. Thursday, November 14, 2002 Music: nothing but whats playing over and over in my head... Skirts are evil!!! I decided that I'd wear one today, not knowing the full consequences of doing such. Like not being able to sit like a guy, I have to re-learn how to sit like a girl... I am so used to wearing pants, it's hard for me.. I want to sit cross-legged!!! Damnit... (Janet, I love you!!! *too much Rocky Horror*) Natalie and I have our seminar idea for English. I am actually kinda excited for it. It's not vry often that I get excited over a oral presentation. Well, it's only in front of about 10 people, so it's not as bad as the whole class. I am such a freak... It's fun. Ha ha ha.. So anyway, I really want to check out Readers for MARS #6. If someone else bought it, I'll have to order it online. Which isn't much of a bother, but you know... It costs more. Mor e money that I don't have. Yeah... I'm poor. Must save up for Thailand. Saving money just doesn't water my lawn..... meh
I'm a boring person today. I want to get started on my half of an art trade that I'm doing, but I can't seeing that I'm still techniqually (god! I can't spell) grounded. and such... Yep. Today I have no pathetic pinings of convection currents. Only a desire to type properly... without typos. I've made like fifty in this last sentence. I also wish that I didn't have so much homework, yeah, that would be really nice. Shit, I have choir tonight too. I really should get started on my homework now then... Nah... too lasy.
I really should see if I can archive this page or something, It's getting kinda long.... But the last time that I archived I lost everything. It was scary. Methinks that I am computer-inpaired. I sould really update my layout too... Not that I don't like this one, but you know... I need a change... yeap...
So yesterday, I come home only to find my dearest mother and father sitting on the couch. I wasn't really expecting this, so the first words out of my mouth were 'why are you here???'.. So of course I got in trouble for that, but oh well... What can you do... They got home form Calgary early, depriving me of my alone time. Such fun...
Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:15 a.m. Wednesday, November 13, 2002 Music: Nothing as of yet What's that??? I'm alive??? I'm back... Well, not really. I'm grounded right now, from the computer, and from going out. So here I am at school, typing in my blog when I really should be doing homework. I picked a good day to miss yesterday, we only got some more questions in English, and did a lab in Bio. I could not be more dissapointed right now.. I'm grounded (like I said above)... But the reason I'm grounded for is such a stupid one... So stupid infact, I don't really want to... So anyway today is my first day back into the world of real people... Don't get me wrong, I wouldn't mind being stuck in the FF8 world... as long as Squall is there.... >:D But seriously, I talked to Natalie on Saturday, and my incoherent...ness was at a level never before experienced my mortal man... But my friends are good a deciphering my broken english, so all was good. I'm glad that my friends understand my complete lack of legibility.... If they didn't who would??? I'm feeling left out of the whole 'teenage love' thing right now... Not that I really care, but when you lock yourself in your room for 4 days with only apple chips and leftover Halloween candy, you start to hallucinate.... (my spelling is worse than usual too.), and you start to think about things.. About how you wish that certain convection currents would look your way... God I sound so pathetic... I'll stop now... really, I will... Maybe... I doubt that anyone reads this, but Christiana, keep trying at oekaki, it's already really great for your first one!!! You guys should see mine... I'll have to dig it up for you ^_^v It's horrible.
I think that Mr.Arsenault is under the impression that I'm satan... I have so many questions left to do fo Friday, the I have to have my seminar and my personal project done by next wednesday.... lovely... bloddly lovely... *kisses time to play Final Fantasy 8 goodbye... It was nice while it lasted but invading Galbidia garden with have to wait now... Real life is calling me...*
For being socially deprived I think that I'm handling this well. What I really hate about my mom is, when we get into a fight she likes to pretend that nothing has happend after... There is nothing else that pisses me off more than that... 'So Sam, when do you want to put up the christmas tree...'
 Second finger eh? The index/main finger, making you the reliable one, the one whom everyone can depend on. Pretty down to earth though sometimes your reliability gets too much for others to bear and they think it's strange how much you plan. Which finger are you? Take the quiz to find out. Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:10 a.m. Friday, November 8, 2002 Music: Emily Bindiger- Flying Teapot Buh!!!!!
*looks around shiftily* Yesh... I have worked on my manga more. I have more of a story now, it's not so vague. You have good against evil, a love story (ewww... Loves such a joke!!!), hot guys, cute girls... Hopefully a worthwhile story...
Had a creepy conversation with Christiana and Dal last night.... Enough said... Buh.. Buh Buh...
Time for quizzes!!! XD XD
I must resist taking any more!!!
That is the most in-accurate test I have ever taken... Ha ha ha!!! I don't read or write slash... I have nothing against people who do... But I myself don't like it... XD XD
Mmmmrewww?? @ 01:34 p.m. Thursday, November 7, 2002 Music: Malice Mizer- Au Revoir Crossword puzzles are Brutal. Yes, they are. Natalie and I spent the whole English class this morning doing one. It's a sad, sad wourld when I get a 73% on a Reading Comprehension test... I'm so used to getting two or three wrong to get a 70% doesn't seem like much of an accomplishment... <--- Yes, I know that I can't spell either... Had a Tech-Prep meeting last night. We went through this computer program called choices, and this girl, who was the only person from my high school to graduate with all of the Tech-Prep credits, was there. She went through my portfolio with me and gave me suggestions. I have to make a cover letter, make a resume, and get letters of reference... All things that I already knew... Did I waste an evening that I could have been doing something else??? No. I actually learned some things about making cover letters, and organizing my porfolio. So all and all it was alright.
Someone just told me to turn down my music... I pretended not to hear them... *impish grin* Their just talking to their friends anyway... It's not like I care. I think that I'll turn it up more. ^_^
Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:10 a.m. Wednesday, November 6, 2002 Music: Gackt- Mizerable Troops of Flying Monkeys Parade through the Streets!!!
No, I'm not on crack... But I feel as if I am. I thihk that Oekaki Circle is blocked on the stupid school computers... Which is fucking stupid! You can't download anything, it's not a 'adult' site or anything... If anything, oekaki central should be, they have a 18+ room... Stupid people with their cracked out ways... Meh.
Anyway, yesterday was fun. Christiana and I went around taking pictures for the yearbook. ^_^v I got her to take some of a certain someone for me while I pretended to be busy looking at grad pictures on the wall of the cafe. Yep, all and all I had fun, people thought that we were perverts, ( not that is anything out of the ordinary), running around taking pictures... Several in some 'special' cases ^_^vv...
I'm going on medication for my OCD.... Enough said... Life sucks... But do I share this with anyone??? Nope, everyone else already has enough problems of their own... They don't need to worry about me. I would never want to press worry onto anyone. I know that it sucks... They don't deserve that kind of crap from me. I can keep things bottled up inside of me for along time without breaking down...
I guess this is true...
Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:25 a.m. Monday, November 4, 2002 Music: none...
Monday, horrible Monday. The weekend went by too fast as far as I'm concerned.
So yeah, I finished Suikoden yesterday morning. The ending was a little less than what I expected, but it was still cool none the less. I cried. That should say enough. ^_^. I think that I'll start Final Fantasy VIII again.. Or Final Fantasy VII... I still have to finish them... I really want to play 9 again though, and there's that matter of Persona 2 (which is getting ordered tonight when I get home from school and my dad gets home from work.) The only place that I can find it new is Amazon. Good thing that my dad has a American mailing address for work otherwise this wouldn't be happening. ^_^
 Twelve
angels descended from Heaven, each
Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:12 a.m. Monday, November 4, 2002 Music: Theory of A Dead Man- Nothing Can Come Between Us Just this:
 The Greatest Evil...Crossdresser Find out what Cartoon villan you are. XD Mmmmrewww?? @ 07:45 p.m. Friday, November 1, 2002 Music: Final Fantasy IX Chocobo Theme O,o
Got my report card today. Did pretty well: In Bio I got 72%, no one in my class a an A. The highest mark is a 77. My teacher is so hard... Meh. Must bring mark up.
Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:22 a.m. Tuesday, October 29, 2002 Music: Nothing
Meh, Halloween plans are all messed up now. Natalie can't go anymore, she has a Math test on Friday. I think that Christiana, Katelynn and Andrea are still going though. I am starting to get sick again. I can feel it. I feel all achey and barfy... It's gross. I hope I'm not too sick for Halloween... Cause that would suck ass....
Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:12 a.m. Sunday, October 27, 2002 Music: Emily Bindiger- Flying Teapots
XD XD Yeah right... Another boring saturday. Blah blah.. I had a dream last night that my mom and I were driving around Edmonton, and we got lost (surprize surprize...). It was just like when we were in Edmonton except in my dream our Tahoe could defy gravity. Yep we were flying around and people were trying to shoot us down. Then I woke up. Mmmmrewww?? @ 01:30 p.m. Friday, October 25, 2002 Music: Amelie Soundtrack- Cascade something or another.. I can't remember it >,<
It's Frietag!!!! Yey! I can sleep in tomorrow! Yey! Natalie and I are doing something tomorrow, I don't know what yet... Prolly just hang out and shit. I need to find some time (and inspiration) to do an oekaki this weekend. Yep great fun. I have a tech prep meeting today, but I don't think that I'm going to go. I have a bio test that I need to study for today. That is more important to me right now. My English essay is complete crap. I can't believe how random my last two paragraphs are! They suck so bad. Meh. I wonder how I'm going to do on it... Scary. Meh....
Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:11 a.m. Wednesday, October 23, 2002 Music: Nothing.
Shit. I have a Bio test today that I forgot about. Sucky. I also have a German test next class on the body parts. I wish that I had listened yesterday. I know nothing.
Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:11 a.m. Tuesday, October 22, 2002 Music: Malice Mizer- Baroque
In school. T.A. to be precise. Comptemplating on whether the stain on the roof is a water stain or... something else O,o. Eww.
I really need to draw stuff again. I still need inspiration. All hail Samantha (a girl) the inspirational-less being of terror and destruction. Bwah ha ha ha ahhash... Ahem. She will tear apart your cities and your lives... Unless the golden hero of truth and justice can find her something inspirational. Preferably in the form of a naked male model... >:D Gwah ha ha ha!!!! ... What? I need to practice my male anatomy... What better way??? *ke ke ke*... Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:21 a.m. Friday, October 18, 2002 Music: Avril Lavigne- Don't Give a Damn Well we didn't get a schedule for Thailand, but I got to see the websites of the hotels that were staying in. They are so nice. Very high quality. Like three and four star hotels. We even stay at a resort for a few days. Very cool! I am so excted and nervous. If Kelsey wasn't going, I don't think that I would be going. Too scary. Cim,(if your reading this) I just wanted to tell you that I totally agree with you about the whole Confederate flag thing. People are so stupid. I'm just glad that my school doesn't have any problems with that... Although we shouldn't... I live in Canada and all... ^_^;; <== Is very out of it at the moment. Gah!! I have a Tech prep meeting on November 6th and 7th. We're making porfolios.. Fun stuff.. I joined Tech prep to have a better chance at getting a good job... Which is scary enough. Only whatever is left of grade 11 and then grade 12, then I'm out on the doorstep of the world. A very scary feeling. So much to do, so little time to do it in. School is really being a bastard right now. I'm getting a ridiculous amount of Bio homework a night, plus whatever English I get.... It really adds up. Last night I had to prioritize what I did. So much Bio homeowrk.. That is the most important to me right now. My mark is nothing to be proud of, and it just keeps getting more and more brutal. I seriously need a break. I don't remember having this much homework in my entire life. So stressed out!! Speaking in broken sentences!! Must keep a good face for my friends... I don't need them worring about me... Nope. They have enought to worry about themselves. Christiana, I have complete faith in you that you'll get your 80% Dude, you rock! Dal, You'll rock all your courses, you know that you will! Your gonna ace the Bio exam on Monday too!!! I have complete faith in you!! Go kick some ass!
T.A. isn't even halfway over yesterday and I am so bored!! Really need to ask Natalie about some Bio homework... Fiek!!! This Saturday I have Praxis stuff to do (i.e. working a table for some stupid kids so I can get a three percent bonus in Bio that I'm not even sure Grad is going to put on this report card. Meaning I have to get at least 85% to bring my mark up to a 70%, which is still not good enough for me.) God he has such a pissy way of teaching. I like him as a lecture teacher only, not as a understanding, nice guy that you can feel comfortable asking questions without having an inevidable fear of him flipping out and saying that your wasting his time.. BRUTAL!!
Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:11 a.m. Wednesday, October 16, 2002 Music: Seatbelts- Fantaisie Sign Thailand meeting tonight. =^-^= So excited! I'm going to Thailand, to Thailand, to Thailand!!!! Gwah! Going during the Easter holidays with three teachers from my school, and a about 20 students. Swoop there goes my money! Oh well it'll be fun. The schedule that they have planned it tentative right now. (I'll post it later. I lost my one copy of it, we get a new one tonight during the meeting.). But it all looks really cool. I am so nervous/excited!!! ^_^;;
Calling all scanners!!!
Yey!! ^_^ *does a dance* Mmmmrewww?? @ 06:06 p.m. Tuesday, October 15, 2002 Music: Nothing at this exact time. Well there is the sound of complete (almost) silence... But that doesn't count... ^_^
Schoop
Everything smells like TURKEY!!
Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:10 a.m. Sunday, October 13, 2002 Music: Seatbelts- The Singing Sea Happy Early Thanksgiving! Yep, today my crimal cousins are coming over for Thanksgiving supper. Sweet. I hate getting together with my family. I am on such a artistic dry spell right now... I have no inspiration!!! Someone inspire me, PLEASE! Geh. Must read more Shakespeare... I can't even think of anything to write. I could do homework.. Nahh...
 find out which origami you are Mmmmrewww?? @ 04:21 p.m. Saturday, October 12, 2002 Faye Wong- Eyes on Me
Wheee.. It's Saturday. No more school till Tuesday ^_^ I am incredably happy. I spent an incredulous amount of money yesterday. I feel so poor now T_T!!! I need to put some more in the bank. Which reminds me...
I really can't think of anything else right now... I kinda want a life-time supply of jawbreakers... Yummy ^_^ Or some .005 Sakura micron ink pens.. I need a better variety of coloured pencils too. Not so much all the colours, but skin tones... I really need to start to dabble in traditional mediums again. o,O I have been spoiled with the world of oekaki. And the ones I've been pooping out lately arn't that good. Squee!!! I bought the complete works of William Shakespeare last night. It contains all his plays and all his poetry ^_^ I am so happy! William Shakspeare is my hero!! Gwee!!! I wish that I had a scanner. I want to upload some of my traditional method art to my mediaminer account. Mmmmrewww?? @ 05:10 p.m. Friday, October 11, 2002 Music: Nothing at the moment. Bah Mr. Grad is evil.. He gave my class so much homework yesterday, I'm still not done it yet. Must get on task. Meaning that I shouldn't be writting in here. But I am the worlds most active procrastinator sooo I don't think that I'll be getting around to it for awhile... But I guess that I should do it. Meh.. I have to look like I'm doing work today so Mrs. Elsdon doesn't make me do anything. Like take attendance or something stupid like that. Meh. Must go... Do evil Bio homework. Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:12 a.m. Thursday, October 10, 2002 Music: Simon and Garfunkle- The sound of silence
Whhee!! We get our yearbooks today! Soo happy.. I had such bad pictures last year though... Eww. I just love looking at the yearbooks ^_^ They make me insanely happy! Gwah ahahahahahahah!!!!
I got a new moniter for my comppy!! Now when I doodle on oekaki my colours won't be all messed up!!! Now they won't look like crap! Gwah!! Gwah, gwah, gwah!!! Ke ke ke!!! Wow, another random entry. I got 90% on my English essay! ^_^ Wheee!! Gwah gwah!!! It's so exciting! Pwah.. Yey, it's Thanksgiving weekend! No school on Monday! Schwweet! I can sleep in and play video games all day and nobody can say anything about it! I knda wish that I was handing out yearbooks now... Convection currents!!!!! I missing out on the convection current chance of a centery!! What good stalker doesn't take any chance that they can get to stalk someone? Well obviously I'm not a very good stalker... Meh... I'm regretting my evilness right now... I certain persons T.A. just got called down. I regret staying in my T.A. to study. Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:11 a.m. Wednesday, October 9, 2002 Music: Mrs. Elsdon talking about school dress code.
It's winter.. Nobody should be wearing miniskirts!!
Thailand meeting today.. I wonder what it's about.. Yey, anouncments are over... I can't listen to something good now... (That being Gackt).
Man I'm hungry. Must stop by vending machiene before German... Yep. I think that I'll get dorito's. Yummy... :3 We're making subs tonight for supper. Yey! Thats my food of choice. I could eat subs forever and never get sick of them. So yummy. I have bacon, lettuce, pickles, mustard and mayo on mine. ^_^ Yummmy!!! I think that I could also live off of Chinese food too... Yummy Almond Chicken, Chicken Fried Rice, Sweet and Sour Kulu pork, Chow Mein, egg rolls, and other yummies that I can't think of right now... I am so hungry right now... I must remember to make lunch tonight... So I don't have to keep spending money on gross school food. Speaking of spending money, I bought Peach Girl#6 yesterday at Readers. Very interesting... They have some very scary people working there. It's interesting. I must go there this weekend too, see if they have the next Mar, or ParaKiss. I think that they arn't suppose to come out until next year, but I bought all the other ones over a month earlier than when they were suppose to come out...
 Take the What Explosive am I? quiz by  PhoenixSpirit001Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:15 a.m. Tuesday, October 8, 2002 Music: Gackt- umm not quite sure about what it's called... ^^;; But it's really nifty...
Heids is a 'she'
Yeah! Another Thailand meeting tomorrow. I am so excited about it. I'm nervous too. It'll be the first time I'll be out of the country alone.. Well not exactly alone persay, but without my parents... (Yes, I am a sheltered man-women child... XD)... It'll be interesting if anything. ^_^ <=== yep... I had something utterly witty to say... But now I can't remember what it was.... *brains slowly leak out* Meh... Wow... I havn't seen felt any convection currents lately... Talk about stalker like tendencies going down... Not fun.. I was actually enjoying my romp as crazed stalker... I must not be very good at it.. I am still invisible. Ninja power!!! If I could be anything right at this moment I would be a telepathic, amazingly charismatic but mysteriouso (just had to throw that in... T_T He doesn't have mysteriouso hair anymore...), NINJA!!!!!!!!! Wha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!!!!!!!!!!! Wow I really write retarded entrys when I have nothing to bitch about.... Yep.. All my bitching was taken care of yesterday.. ^_^ Although I could produce a lenghthy rant about how my local BLOCK BUSTER no longer has PERSONA 2!!! GRRRRRRR!!! I was spitting mad... I didn't get to finish it!!! I will forever live in never knowing what happened at the end... It will plauge me forever!!! <=== (Drama Queen....)
 What Planet Are You From? this quiz was made by The Autist Formerly Known As Tim Wait there's more!!!
Take the Anime soundtrack Quiz Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:14 a.m. Monday, October 7, 2002 Music: The Cranberries- Liar
Random Act of Mood Change
Go visit him... Now... Or I will destroy you all!!!! Bwha hah ha ha ha ha hahahahahah!!!!
Growing up sucks... I wish I was a kid again..
Mmmmrewww?? @ 08:49 p.m. Monday, October 7, 2002 Music: Hikaru Utada- Hikari
Guilt is a shitty feeling.
Conclusion: I wish that I was a dog. Or some other equally stupid animal. Then I wouldn't experience extreme emotions. And the world would be a happier place for me... Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:10 a.m. Saturday, October 5, 2002 Music: Gackt- Vanilla
Bah.. Ram.. Ewe..
These quizes are too entertaining for me... I've done so many of them... I kinda have an impulse to just paste all of them onto one entry... *Fu fu fu*
Mmmmrewww?? @ 12:41 p.m. Friday, October 4, 2002 Music: Gackt- Seven
Yeah thats right... Mmmmrewww?? @ 08:40 p.m. Friday, October 4, 2002 Music: Gackt- Mizerable Ramblings of a FANGIRL!!!!
Gackt has such a sexy voice! :3 Gives me shivers!!! XD *Arrr matey!!*
Gackt owns me!
Stomach cramping up... In pain... owwie!!!
When I think about it.. Its kinda creepy... that people that I know can sit around and read this stuff... (I don't care if strangers read it, they can judge me all they want... XD XD) But people I know... Creepy. I don't know if they have read or not... I have to be careful of what I say sometimes because some people might get the link off of someone who got the link off of someone else.... blah blah blah.. And yeah...
I really want Dal to go to work for me, but I am so scared... meh.. I chickened out last time I was going to ask her to... I can't make up my mind. If I don't do something now, I'll never see him again... But if I do something and get rejected, then.. I'll feel like and utter and complete idiot... It's a common feeling for me actually, so it would be more of a feeling of being absolutely crushed... To death... yep thats it... but, if that does happen I'll never see him again, so what would it matter???
Should I??
Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:49 a.m. Wednesday, October 2, 2002 Music: Utada Hikaru- Simple and Clean (Planit B Mix)
Meep. I think that something bad happened when I tried to archive my entrys... They don't show up on the archive page the I have to send all my archived entrys to. Doh! I have no clue how to reserect them either. Oh well.
The more I hear about Kingdom Hearts the cooler it sounds. ^_^ I was really skeptical about it at first, but now it looks so good! ^_^ I've been listening to Simple and Clean all day.
Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:26 a.m. Monday, September 30, 2002 Music: Angel Sanctuary- Uhh can't remember the name, but it has some pretty neat techno thing going on Mweeee!!!! I got 95% on this english assignment that I thought I failed.. XD makes me laugh~ Never did work on that essay, started it during English period this morning. I am pretty much finished ^_^V *score* I can waste the rest of today doing nothing.... Well, except when I get home... Then I get to finish the stupid essay and type it up... Bwah!!!
I must say that Cowboy Bebop and Angel Santcuary have the best soundtracks ever made by man!!!! Kick ass!!!
Mmmmrewww?? @ 10:22 a.m.
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