Wednesday, March 31, 2004

i'm so sick sick sick..... i wanna die already... stupid damn flu bug.. hai

posted by ronn` at 01:25 a.m.

Monday, March 29, 2004

Uploaded the sava sprint 2004 pics on yahoo pictures.. haf fun!

posted by ronn` at 10:22 p.m.

Sunday, March 28, 2004

boring..... this is so boroing[..... i wannna go sleep liao..... damn sian.. i wannna go home leh.. how......... so tiredf.. and bugtrkasfdflasf i talking rubbish now.. haix.. i very hungry osos...........

posted by ronn` at 11:30 a.m.

Friday, March 26, 2004

it has been a long time.. the feeling of excitement and adrenaline runs through my veins.... In a couple of hours horns will sound and battles will be fought..there will be joy... and sadness... but where i'll end up will depend on whether i'll give my best... So tommorow will be the day where i will give my very best and face my competitors with a strong will.. 4x100,4x400 and the sava 250m dragonboat sprint race.... Let our hearts be connected as one and stand fearless as we head towards our goal....

posted by ronn` at 09:59 p.m.

Friday, March 19, 2004

Guess what? I'm gonna retake my O levels.
English Language
Chinese Language B
Science(Physics/Chemistry)
Mathematics
Additional Mathematics
Principle of Accounts

Well i know it maybe crazy but i guess i have no choice if i really want to fulfil my dreams..... I guess i have to drop out of Dragonboat for 6mths right after June race to really conc on my Olvls and my studies... Sighs.. i'm gonna have 1 more week for relaxation before i start to bombard myself with all the stress that i can get.... Here's the best part.. i nv took Add Maths before woot.! All the best to me man.

posted by ronn` at 12:00 a.m.

Sunday, March 14, 2004

BORING BORING BORING !!!!!!!!!

posted by ronn` at 12:00 a.m.

Saturday, March 13, 2004

chaotic theory. How a discrete change in something leads to a drastic outcome.

posted by ronn` at 02:58 a.m.

Thursday, March 11, 2004

Don't know why but somehow i feel damn good this entire week, like a newborn child. I was able to see things at a different point of view and i was truely enlightened and touched by yesterday's talk. Got back my results too and i was able to prove my teacher wrong! She probably thinks that i couldn't make it cause i hardly attend her morning lectures. Well i'm really feeling good this week hope it doesn't get spoiled and i shall end with a quote "Love Thy Enemy", if your able to do that you will be a much happier person! Less worries :D

posted by ronn` at 12:38 a.m.

Monday, March 8, 2004

I feel so refresh! Oh well had a wonderful week of relaxing Haha. Anyway i've uploaded a new love story, this time it has a happy ending to it :D.

posted by ronn` at 12:45 a.m.

Friday, March 5, 2004

I wanna get into a local university and achieve my dream...... watch out world here comes ronald!

posted by ronn` at 01:52 a.m.

Friday, February 27, 2004

"Happiness is not found at the end of the road ;
it is experienced along the way...
So take not for granted each moment of yr life
& u'll find a reason to be happy each day"

posted by ronn` at 12:57 a.m.

Thursday, February 26, 2004

i'm so tired.. i really hate long bus rides, makes me think alot.. too much maybe.. thank god i asked joyce for $1.50.. i actually overshot my busstop and went all the way to funan centre.. well lucky i had 90cts , just enough to take a bus back and walk home.. but guess what? i actually bumped into qingying at the busstop while waiting for my bus at funan! What a small world.. oh well i don't think i would be able to sleep at ver's house, not that i don't like it there .. Alas, i'm home..

posted by ronn` at 07:30 a.m.

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

Today's fitness test was a screw up...fucked up..not good at all. But then i think it made me set higher goals for myself.. oh well here are the results.

--Results--- ----Goal for next test--
2.4km => 11:38 (<10:00)
Pullups => 17 (>20)
Situps => 66 (>70)

I will achieve my goals..In case you just happen to stumble on my blog and think i'm some arrogant showoff, fuck off and don't even bother tagging.

posted by ronn` at 10:53 p.m.

Monday, February 23, 2004

Just got back from Great World, well went to study for a few hours and then watched 'Something's gotta give' . It's a damn hilarious and lovely dovey show. Oh well i sound gay saying that..As i walk pass couples lunching and dining together it really reminded me of my past on how much time i actually spent eating and having long chats with her..which was minimal..

Well i really miss the feeling of having lunch/dinner with the one you love.. i can just imagine the feeling now.. both of you are in love with each other and talking about almost everything without even having to think twice cause you all know each other so well already. That's how relationships grow. Unfortunately i didn't had the idea of doing that last time . BAH! Why do i even bother mentioning about the past, it's eons ago man and i'm sure i've totally let go of the past although there is still this little bit that comes back to haunt me when i'm alone.

Then again i should be thankful too, at least it became a learning experience for me. Not all people actually have the time to be able to commit so much to thier loved ones.

posted by ronn` at 10:48 p.m.

Sunday, February 15, 2004

Well blogging is boring.. zzZz but i shall attempt to do so now..Pathetic day... things didn't really turned out the way i expected it.. Sometimes i really don't know what to do...i keep telling myself that it won't work out but i don't know why but something just isn't letting me to think so otherwise. Oh well but at least hanging out with my band peeps made me feel a little bit betta... basically we went jamming , ate at hardrock, alot of slacking and caught a movie.. Valentine's day .. screw it.

posted by ronn` at 03:43 a.m.

Saturday, February 14, 2004

happy vday to all. well its vday again. and i'm single again! haha.. :D

posted by ronn` at 01:58 a.m.

Sunday, February 8, 2004

sighz. I was supposed to go for the river raft at clarke quay this morning.. but when i woke up my back was hurting like crazy... i think i sprained it while warming down yesterday.. when we were supposed to stretch to the left.. i think i turned too fast and injured it... :( Hope everyone is enjoying themselves at river raft man.. Well i think i'm gonna try to study later .. that is if my back doesn't give me any more problems..bahz..

posted by ronn` at 02:20 p.m.

Thursday, February 5, 2004

so touching.. boo :( it's been so long since i ever had the feeling of being touched.. don't get me wrong. i don't mean physically.. but emotionally touched.. i didn't really expect my name would be included on youjin's bday cake... cause i actually shared a portion of the cake.. bah. Thankyou guys.. you guys are the very first friends i had in my life that actually sort of "bought" a birthday cake for me even it was shared among 5 people... and thankyou again for being the first to actually celebrate it even it was over a week ago... :D i love you guys.. i ain't gay.. but from the bottom of my heart!

posted by ronn` at 11:31 p.m.

Monday, February 2, 2004

gone

posted by ronn` at 10:20 p.m.

Monday, February 2, 2004

Today went over to GH's house for some DB party... we it was quite fun... gambled and stuff... after that a few of them came over to my house to drink and play mahjong .. haha.. now they still playing mahjong but a few of them are really high.. oh well....

Well dunno sianz... bah..

posted by ronn` at 03:17 a.m.

Sunday, February 1, 2004

Caught Gothika just now.. good horror show.. played some pool and home sweet home..

Well alot has been going on in my family.. i really hate politics... right now there are major issues that resides in my aunts and uncles so much so that the 3rd generations are affected in a way too.. we have to be cautious of what we say and do.. and news just came in that uncle's house had just been broken into where my grandparents lives and that the maid had been assuaulted and wounded .. luckily nothing happened to my grandparents but now my mom and the rest of my uncles are now at NUH waiting for the maid to come round.. i really hope that the maid will be fine and that this incident may bring my aunts and uncles closer together .. if not it would make matters worst... sighs....

Another thing that has been bothering me is that i hate myself for not being able to express myself to others.. there is just so much i wanna know and say but i really don't know how to do so...in the first place i don't even know if i am really the one.. sighs.. maybe it just takes time ..but i'm sure i won't let go that easily....

posted by ronn` at 03:30 a.m.

Saturday, January 31, 2004

just returned home... went to angel reborn at MS and i think that place sux... maybe it's just i ain't the kind the appreciates techno.. Well wasted $15.. haa. soo tired.. later on i still have to go for make up class at 10 and still have to rush down to kallang for training.. oh well.. i shall go do my homework now and hit the sacks...

posted by ronn` at 03:32 a.m.

Wednesday, January 28, 2004

thankyou everybody for making my day such a great one.. :D really appreciated the company.. heh.. and special thanks to bw and ky for the goofy duck! haha... *quackowoof*

posted by ronn` at 11:19 p.m.

Wednesday, January 28, 2004

ITA is boring... the teacher is a full of shit.. dont know what the hell he is talking about man....... anyway later going to eat dinner with the DB peeps.. i'm soo gonna burn a hole in my pocket man. but nevermind! its all for the fun of it :D.

Had lunch with my old classmates at macs.. took a few pics and beewei gave me a stuff toy!! damn.. i don't even know what to buy her..

posted by ronn` at 01:22 p.m.

Wednesday, January 28, 2004

happy birthday beewei! haha.. finally 18 eh. :D

posted by ronn` at 12:05 a.m.

Tuesday, January 27, 2004

back from training.. and muscles are sore everywhere.. but i'm lovin it :D. Well everyone keeps calling me duck and stupid jason keeps suaning me!! argh!! :( Oh well... training today was shiok but i feel that i could have done better..sighs.. There are alot of people falling sick.. must be all that junk food .. take care guys!
Well in exactly 1hour i'll be turning 18.. but i still have no idea what should i do tmr.. sighs... hope i can find something to do..

posted by ronn` at 10:51 p.m.

Monday, January 26, 2004

so much i wanna say.. so much i wanna know.. if only i knew how...

posted by ronn` at 10:32 p.m.

Monday, January 26, 2004

Well today was a great day i must say, i'll try to make it short. qi,rach and cher came to my house and bai nian then we went to rachel's house where we hanged out for the rest of the entire day..we talked alot and took alot of silly pictures with me wearing some wig and not forgetting the amount of BHB selfpics qi took of herself.. Well i played blackjack and i lost like $20? while that stupid qi won $40.. argh! Nevermind.. after all its to have fun. :D And finally we shared cab back home...

Anyway i'm in the midst of uploading the pics.. Hopefully by Mon i can upload all.. Lastly i would like to apologize to grace and yq for not being able to joined you guys today.. At least you guys had fun watching Last samurai! :(

posted by ronn` at 01:42 a.m.

Saturday, January 24, 2004

"The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides with the iniquities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he who in the name of charity and good will shepherds the weak through the valley of darkness, for he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon those with great vengeance and with furious anger those who attempt to poison and destroy my brothers."

posted by ronn` at 12:55 p.m.

Saturday, January 24, 2004

Yeah, i finally decided to alter the design of my site and settled down for something more simple and plain. Thats just me, simple and easy. Haha. Well i'm gonna start posting pictures up weekly as i finally managed to psycho my sister to "lend" me her digicam permenantly! -wink- i'll post up those pics i took over CNY and it will probably be up sometime next week.

I know it's boring but i have no choice cause i really found my the "holding hands" picture to be really gay and sissy. Haha. Anyway, i cleaned my room and changed the layout of my bed as you can see on the right hand side. I think it makes my room looks more spacious. Heh.

Okay, i'm tired.. I shall hit the sacks now . Tommorow is gonna be a boring day... YaWnZ.

posted by ronn` at 04:37 a.m.

Thursday, January 22, 2004

If only you knew what i am going thru and feel the same way too.
If only you gave me a chance and let me say what i wanna say.
If only you could stop making me look like a fool and let me be the one who comforts you when your down.
If only.......

posted by ronn` at 04:38 a.m.

Thursday, January 22, 2004

Oh well, i think i will continue to blog as long as i feel like it. I'm so glad CNY has finally arrived after hours and hours of hard work trying to spring clean my entire house. Well i can't sleep now so i don't know what i'm gonna do . I managed to change the position of my bed . haha. oh well, i'm already uttering crap. What a year.

posted by ronn` at 12:38 a.m.

Monday, January 19, 2004

I'm all messed up, i hate making choices and i have not been in the best of moods for these past few days or even weeks. What a life man, i just can't seem to accept things the way they are now and whether should i just let go or continue to live in my own fantasy world where things happen the way i want it to.Well wake up ronald, reality bites, life is unfair, it never will be fair. Nothing ever seems to happen the way i want it to be. I dream to much. I don't even feel like blogging anymore, i have soo much to say but i can't put it up here and i dun think anyone would even bother coming here just to read, oh well, i'm just wasting my fucking time and i should just get a life. i guess i would be taking down my blog soon.

argh screwed up.

posted by ronn` at 01:35 a.m.

Sunday, January 18, 2004

should i or should i not?

posted by ronn` at 11:32 p.m.