[pms?]

i hate i haTe i hate. i mus be pmsing. GRR. :| oh. its the end of july. hecK. i'll archive after this.

set adrift on 12:22 a.m. Friday, August 1, 2003 . gbook .

[ARGH]

realli reallie wanted to cry during physics that day. dont have the stupid worksheet and he didnt believe me when i said i didnt get it. fine. and i was just so frustrated. cos i dont know. tired and all that. ARGH. i hate physics i hate bio. and what der hell is stupid ticker tape how do u calculate it? and why do i care abt learning what system wad crap. GRR. all i want to do now i jus sleep. this is seriously v. bad. frustrating. AGGRavated. ARGH. shes so boring i can slp. i slp i mean. i thought i knew kinematics la. but i tried the mcq. and shit i dun understand a single thing.

wadeva.

grr. not to mention hotmail hasnt let me signed in sincE gdness knows what time and pitas dOESNT WANT to blog. grr.

set adrift on 11:56 p.m. Thursday, July 31, 2003 . gbook .

[=S]

sigh. i feel horrible? kinda. not really. but semi i guess. not supposed to be doing that. =S oh dear. bleah. imagInes horrific scene. ARGH.

dumb music tmr. grrrrr. hope she wont kill me. =S

set adrift on 12:18 a.m. Wednesday, July 30, 2003 . gbook .

[hm]

chi test was gd. haha. not too bad la. :) hope i dun screw up the zhao jus tho. hrm. stupid com dun let me blog yesterday.......

or its pitas la. whatever.

shit. im obsessed. =/

my unhealthy obsession. sigh.

how do you get rid of obsessions?

set adrift on 07:18 p.m. Tuesday, July 29, 2003 . gbook .

[quiz : deepest secret]


YOU LIVE IN A WALMART BAG!!!

what's YOUR deepest secret?
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please tell me wads a......err. walmart bag? :O

set adrift on 11:16 p.m. Sunday, July 27, 2003 . gbook .

[GOLD!]

wOo! we got gold!!!!!!! hehe. after -ahem- 13 years. or this is the 13th year la. of no GOLD. finally. :D:D:D::DD::D:D:D:D. ahahhahaa. and from bronze jump to gold too! v. gd. hehe. happy :) bleah. cat high band got invitation from the swedish judge to participate in some swedish music fest next yr. LOL. hai. nvm. hrm. :):):):):):):):) hahahahah. lalalalala~ ok. the end.

set adrift on 11:05 p.m. Wednesday, July 23, 2003 . gbook .

[quiz : strange little girl]

"Just the two of us"
Which Strange Little Girl would you be?
This quiz made while Angel was procrastinating her ass off.

set adrift on 06:08 p.m. Sunday, July 20, 2003 . gbook .

[quiz : your sign]


ONE WAY A bit homophobic. You don't like people that live
their life differently. You are most likely
religious, and tend to be a bit narrow minded.
You believe there is a right way and a wrong
way. Everything that isn't the right way, must
be the wrong way, by default.

What's Your Sign?
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set adrift on 03:23 p.m. Sunday, July 20, 2003 . gbook .

[quiz : journal rating]


What rating is your journal?
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set adrift on 02:38 p.m. Sunday, July 20, 2003 . gbook .

[quiz : threat]


Threat rating: Medium. Your total lack of decent
family values makes you dangerous, but we can
count on some right wing nutter blowing you up
if you become too high profile.

What threat to the Bush administration are you?
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humph? i have values k. :|

set adrift on 02:09 p.m. Sunday, July 20, 2003 . gbook .

['youthday'?]

haha. der fossil watch sounds cool? :O haha. changes colour every seC? sure nort... hrm. yAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!ny softball and rhythmic gym got champs? WOOOOOOOO :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D. haha. congrats liz & miche too. :) hee. ladidum. today's fun fair looked fun. too bad coulnt get dirty and whatnots. i spent dunno how much =| trying to bomb my phys teacher. bleah. lol. and i hit him? buttttttttttttttt the bomb din burst. so irritating. nvm. marian managed!!! LOL. but kuo left le. :S haha. and next one cheryl. i thought since i dont really wanna do anything else, so muz as well support my class. LOL. hrm. durian breath =S decided the teacher's food is the safest. JUST IN CASE. :P kidding. haha. errrrrrrrrrrh. din get to do henna. haiiii. nvm. :) then we had band prac the whole day? ah well. i wanna watch art fest? BOOHOO. we dont get to k. we just performed then hide in our holding areas. SIGH. wish someone can like let us watch or videotApe? hee. oh wells. nvm. its sold out totally i think. cant get night tix? do you have extra? LOL. :P tell me if you do but i highly doubt it. and got guestofhonour. LOL. him and his banyan tree? :O ah well. gonna slp early, gotta wake up at 7 tmr. go westmall at 8? :| hope im not late. nightnight. :) i prac my violin im a gd girl. haha. der sarabande and gigue's nice. ty, where are you? you jus keep muggin only. -_- saw khin liz and ella with their saris and sarah and gab too? hee. they looked gd. and germaine with........ what do u call that? :O dunno la. punjabI? haha. nvm. -_-

set adrift on 11:02 p.m. Friday, July 18, 2003 . gbook .

[=(]

boohoo. very depressing. practically cant do anything tomorrow besides having rehersals? BOOHOO. i wanna wear ethnic costume too. lol. they bought sariS? howeva u spell it. i got temp brain damage. and it wasnt even that exp lorH. im so jealous. GRRRR. and my kor was just talking to his gf. -_- bleahs. haha. i should stop complaining. sighs. very sad. :( boohooo. shall go slp.

set adrift on 10:51 p.m. Thursday, July 17, 2003 . gbook .

[zzzzzzzz]

I'm so tired of falling in love
Finding it easier to fall out
I can't deny it
I feel it inside, Cupid's fire
I can't hide

I'm falling in love again
Ain't nothing I can do
Falling in love a gain
Girl this time it's with you
When I fall
It's always the same
And I'm so tired
Of playing this game

It's been so long now
Since I gave up my heart
I've kept it locked down
I don't wanna get it harmed
So let me tell you now
I just want to be sure
That you won't hurt me
Can you promise me that
Because I'm falling in love again
Ain't nothing I can do
Falling in love a gain
Girl this time it's with you
When I fall
It's always the same
And I'm so tired
Of playing this game

You got to tell me
If you're going to break my heart
'Cause I don't want to take a chance
And if it ain't true
All it's gonna be
Is nothing but a poor romance
So give me that promise to hold on
And I'll never let go
We gotta have something to go on
I'm letting you know now

I'm falling in love again
Ain't nothing I can do
Falling in love a gain
Girl this time it's with you
When I fall
It's always the same
And I'm so tired
Of playing this game

Falling in love again... (repeat)

***

random song of the day. sonGs haha. sleepy. tempted to go sleep now. forbidden love. thinks of love2000? on tv last time. wo nan guo- 5566. thinks of macs. haha. i called niZam. he say i screw lose. bleah. someday we'll know~ mandy moore feAt with dunohu. i forgOt. bandsongs :) oh and speed main title and peacemaker-the chase. :) hai. slpppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppzzzzzzzzzzzzz

set adrift on 10:38 p.m. Tuesday, July 15, 2003 . gbook .

[:S]

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bleah. art fest? haha. advertisment again. only left afternoon tho. ladidum. oh yarh, if ure in ny? visit our 'booth' in the field on friday? grins. water bomb us? = yarh. its for charity anyways. lol. i got art fest rehersal. sian. like whole day? and cant go support the er tennis i think. unless they change it or sth. and not tomorrow either? got music. BLAH. the only time i went was in sec1 cos i ponned germ. oh wells. and got into trouble. -remembers sec1troublerompingdays= bleah. nvm. its gonna be super HOT and -_- anyway. bleahbleahbleah. why do they always put it on a wed? essay. sigh.

set adrift on 09:34 p.m. Tuesday, July 15, 2003 . gbook .

[itsallinthename]

http://www.kabalarians.com/

Your name of Samantha has made you versatile and creative. There is hardly anything you cannot do if you put your mind to it, but a driving urge leads you to one experience after another, seldom finishing what you start. You cannot find peace of mind or lasting contentment in anything you do. As soon as a challenge is met, boredom sets in, and you yearn for another experience. This restlessness makes it difficult for you to assume responsibility and to establish stable, progressive conditions in your life. You could do well in sales work or in meeting the public where quickness of mind and expression are all important. You have many friends, but lose interest in people very quickly. Your intense mental activity spoils system and concentration, and plays havoc with relaxation and sleep. Out of your quick thinking has been borne hasty speech. Acting on impulse instead of with forethought has led to many disappointments and bitter experiences. Your whole nervous system could be affected by the intense emotional influence of this name.

oh dear. its monday.

set adrift on 12:14 a.m. Monday, July 14, 2003 . gbook .

[outofDblue]

i suddenli remembered that khin said during assembly last week i had...... sense? or dunno wad of individualism. didnt take her v. seriously. but i dunno? dunno. just occured to me.

after all the whining and whatnots died down, i guess rmun was really very errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr 'fun'ny? entertaining. dunno. maybe try again next yr? now that i kinda have an idea what its all abt? see how la. i cant speak for nuts. sigh. but dunno- jus somehow regret sth.

hope youre fine. i kno you've been like that for quite some time. it never really really i dont kno; youve always been like that. but somehow, this seems like youve given up. like youre some just existing for some warped sake of existing that everyone at one point of time i believe muz feel? you dont try to find a sense of, find some meaning in life? in things you do. make people happy. make yourself happy. i dont know. spiritually? anything. busy yourself. dont think so much. no good to think too much. you'll warp your own mind. sigh. and no you will not infect me. -hugs-? i guess that after some period of time, i thought u'll come to a point where you'd come back? but after....... 6 months? ive lost count. didnt talk much to you either. excuses i make. please. make an effort for yourself. for the people who care for you? i dont know--- i hope you'll find whatever youre looking for.


     wish you would be happier. wish you would smile- not smile laugh. but smile.

im hungry, again. i got rid of my choc addiction somehow? werd. i didnt do it on purpose.

set adrift on 11:30 p.m. Sunday, July 13, 2003 . gbook .

[quiz : keeps you going]


What Keeps You Going?
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set adrift on 06:01 p.m. Sunday, July 13, 2003 . gbook .

[rmun =)]

i guess rmun wasnt that bad. rather amusing/entertaining? can even be called 'fun' la. just that din speak much whatnots and i screwed up our fashion parade. i forgot my lines. felt so shitted after that. like SUPER shitty? and lousy. and horrible. sighs. hee. der tchs skorea guy deserved best diplomat!! and claud got best diplomat for gA!!! WOO. haha. and sonia got honourable mention of security-? and we even got our ga la, honourable mention for presentations? hee. and of course, certs of participation. oh well, what kinda result do u expect to get from on the spot SUPER last min work? sigh. quite -_- though. haha im thinking of sth like "we like JACOB's --biscuit" now. lol. nvm. tchs fashion parade was super gd!!! IRAQs haha. damn nice. they deserved to get first. if they didnt i'll be v >:O grr. aahaha. ok. slpy. gotta chiong hw tmr. hist test on monday. hiaks. nightnight.

set adrift on 11:45 p.m. Saturday, July 12, 2003 . gbook .

[=)]

hee. today's the happiest band pract since i dunno when. :)lalalalala. the guy. err. mr tham i think? wesley methodist music director? he's good. haha. quite amusing. :D ladidum~ hope we do well for syf? lolx. everyone hopes the same thing la. really really sad co got silver? i dun understand why. its really weird lorh. like totally huh? tmr's rmun. SIGH. and after that it'll be like :D:D:D:D:D:D:D hiaks. wuims said then i can "go back to being normal again". :| after that next week's art fest. anyone wanna go? hehe. :D then syf the FOLLOWING week. then hssrp in the meantime till august. and.... yurP. :D im happy. should go chiong bio journal now. tmr got bio and chem pract exam. quite scared for bio pracT? my bio sux. lesson's boring. :| i dun get anything understand anything. maybe cos i cant pay attn. v.v.v.v.v.vslpy. but muz try!!! resolution: sleep by 12am. latest? muz!!!! bleah. tmr muz be in sch by 720. chem pract then bio then chiong to rjc in formal uni? grr. and bring stuffs for fashion parade. sighs. haha. its quite dumb? we have a reallyreallyreallydumb script. i cant be bimbotic for nuts. steph said i'll be like constipated? werd............ nvm. err. yah. then chiong alot of hw this week. mon got sch i think theres hist test too. OH SHIT. err hehe. bye. i havent been blogging for some time le. gd la. save webspace?

set adrift on 10:12 p.m. Friday, July 11, 2003 . gbook .

[=D]

hee. happy birthday lizzie. im stuck awake doing hist assgments again. sighs. should america drop the atomic bomb? :| bleah. shall do chem instead? mrs ng said week2? not tmr--- sigh. and i dunno whether web sources are 'reliable'? yah. dunno la. sighs. wed got rmun. HOW? grr. irritating. hope lizzie is happy? :) hee. gdnight.

set adrift on 12:25 a.m. Tuesday, July 8, 2003 . gbook .

[quiz : your one piece doujinshi personality?]


What's Your One Piece Doujinshi Personality?
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You are: Chopper-type.

Analysis:

You feel a craving for love, affection, and attention. However, for some reason, you.are so convinced that you're unlovable that you try to shut others out. This confuses people around you, because, guess what? You're just about the cutest thing since the Easter Bunny and the sweetest thing since C&H. For some reason everyone knows it but you. People love your kindness and your willingness to care for others. Why not let them return the favor sometime?

You are very innocent and shy. Sex is not as important to you as friendship and affection in general, and ultimately you find snuggling up with a loved one the most fulfilling of any activity. You love having attention and care, for instance, having your hair brushed, your nails done, or being bathed. Little things like that become very intimate and meaningful to you. As well they should be-- it's hard to earn your trust, and if you let someone close enough to you to clean your ears with one of those little poky sticks it says a lot about how you feel for them.

You are most compatible with: A Luffy-type has the same sort of feelings about friendship and love being the same as you. A Sanji-type would give you all the love and attention you crave, too..

Advice: Let someone make you their little teddy bear.

***

haha. same as marian? :O marian's niCe. so is ty. they bought me choC. after i was sulking the whole night? and being a v.horrible person. :S i feel bad. sigh. they didnt let me go home.

set adrift on 11:21 p.m. Friday, July 4, 2003 . gbook .