[fridayfive]
fridayfive.
1. What do you most want to be remembered for?
not too sure? for being a good friend. for making an impact in someone's life? a positive impact. if i can even be remembered. for just being around. around as in.. well. there. :) if you can catch my drift.
2. What quotation best fits your outlook on life?
hrms. life? quotation. cant think of one at der moment. quotations that i remember. ella's "regrets- they dont work". shuZ well she has many. :) oh and deR "life's a bitch and then you die". but i think that outlook has changed a little. maybE. actually maybe not. life's that unfair. too bAd. either u survive it or you let it swallow you up.
3. What single achievement are you most proud of in the past year?
past yr? hrm. being more involved. taking more of an active role i guess? history. :) not that gd. but well. hssrP? making an effort to work hard. though it comes in short bouts. nothing much i gues. i dun achieve much.
4. What about the past ten years?
wrong qN. i guess achievements may not be some materiaL-wise tangible thing? juSt trying to make an effort to uncOnditionaL care? trying not exactly succeeding but. listen to people. :) i guess. try.
5. If you were asked to give a child a single piece of advice to guide them through life, what would you say?
Don't do things you'll live to regret? Don't hesitate to try. cos if you don't you'll regret. definitely. and live foreVa not knowing what might have happened otherwise just cos you were too scared. take calculated risKS?
set adrift on 11:25 p.m. Friday, May 30, 2003 .
gbook .
[=S]
seat got changed to right in the front sticking out lik a sore thumb. :| actualli its not so bad. its just the reasons behind it that make me.. not so happy? bleah. said i wasnt meeting expectations. and i thought i improveD?????????? well, too bad. i have lower realistic expectations for myself. not like me to jump so quickly. esp since during der /after the sars period, i just totally slacked and dint care much for studyin anymore. thus the 36/100 for my chi. cos i thought i was just gonna die tomorrow so what for? hiaks. ok nvm. err. yup. hssrp symposium tomorrow. :S so much trouble. jus for handing out a few stuffs whatnots. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh- better bring clothes to change. hav to wear that.... stupid joel had betta not laugh else i'll smacK him. grr. >:O nvm. actualli its kinda amusing la. sigh nvm. juz that they like to be unique in everything. thuS. :s der everything. lol.
busybusybusybusy. gotta clear the library stuffs. we played movie blockbusters today. damn nice! der lotr quite nice. but we played lik shit? and the harry potter was jus werd. fullstop. i dun lik satchmO. but AHHHHHHHH to tame der unknown is sOsOsSOsOSososososoooooooo nice. :D hee. wanna get der recording or sth. cant find it. chris can u? hrm. kk. go slp. if not end up slping tmr. not too gd. :) cya. end of the month soon. yays.
set adrift on 11:19 p.m. Friday, May 30, 2003 .
gbook .
[quiz : when are you]
Sunrise - You seek to learn all you can so that you
may teach the wisdom of the world to others.
You enjoy tranquility and peaceful beauty, and
like to feel at one with the world.
When are you?
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set adrift on 09:58 p.m. Wednesday, May 28, 2003 .
gbook .
[=|]
yup. im demanding. so what. you have no right to say anything. not when you're the same. worse. whatever the case may be. and its not as if. youve been given no chance? you have 2 days off. good for you. you've been playing. all i say is i need the computer now. not 10 mins more 20 mins more whatever. so you give me that cocky attitude. sure. im demanding. like i rule the world. just that you're not part of it. :) i dont know who you are. bye.
edit: just unjustified-ly? unjustifcally whateVer. ranting. im demanding. SO?
set adrift on 09:03 p.m. Wednesday, May 28, 2003 .
gbook .
[quiz : self harm]
you are... BURNING!
What Form of Self-Harm are you?
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???? did anyone not get burning? bleah. wonder what the other options are.
set adrift on 09:09 p.m. Tuesday, May 27, 2003 .
gbook .
[zonk out]
you dont amuse me (no) longer. sleepy. dont know what im talking about. sigh. this song is nice. some ff - breath of fire_sad melody. :) its like damndamndamn nice. -drops off to slp= darn. i still have chinese.
set adrift on 11:09 p.m. Monday, May 26, 2003 .
gbook .
[advertisment]
oh. lol. i sold 3 funfair tix. today. v happie. haha. though sold them to teachers la. bleah. kk. advertisment: fairfield methodist sec sch food and fun fair "Fiesta @ Fairfield" 2 Aug, sat. 930 to 1430. in aid of methodist sch building project. heh. help them la. buy tix from me? hee. :D hrmmm. dunno how to dO der stupid music symphony no. 40. mozaRt. yawns. i love beethoven onli! im faithful k. lol. tho he a bit siaosiao. i forgot what i wanted to say le. nvm. :) hee.
set adrift on 10:30 p.m. Monday, May 26, 2003 .
gbook .
[randomrant]
lip hurts. dunno hu. alice? told me to invest in a good lip balm. LOL. nvm. errrrrr. felt like a huGe piggie jus now. wanna eateateat. stupid lizziE. :( khin say like a fish liddat. :S liKe a good dog. like --- nvm. haha. :) erhhhhhhh. veneziA is such a sinful place. nvm. :| hrmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. music test next tues instead. this week is a supa chiong week. :S and next week too!!!!!! argh. at least no more ss test. but ss test no biggie. :S its like physics or sth OR CHINESE tmr. that makes me worry. or bio. and bio pract. gahhhhh. i sucK at dna etc. hrm. i failed a maths. but v. happie with e maths. LOL. i wish they would even out a bit more tho. a bit der extreme. bleahhh. what jc do you wanna go to? i wanna go saJc. lol. but like my parents will allow me to go there. they'll think im nuTs. hrm. if i dont do that well i guess. its like. last time. i wanted to go bpghs. buT. of course they dont allow me to put that as 1st choice la. cOs. well. nvm. so its like if i dont dO that great, i wanna go bpghs. samesame? haha. if i can even go jc la. sO far away. but yet so near. scaryyyy. kk. chiong chi and dO musicccccccK. :P hee. persis rocKs. im in love with it. bleah. i love mondays. :)
set adrift on 08:33 p.m. Monday, May 26, 2003 .
gbook .
[stressed?]
im dying from slacking too much in the afternoon. donno how to do the stupid symphony thing. i think im going to die for my music test on wed. and theres supposedly a hssrp rehersal thingae? for sat. Damn. and thurs theres a briefing for stupid moot which i have to be clerk for? gdness. my handwriting sucks lorh. i cant even read it myself. nvm. i lik it but its illegible. whatever. this is such a -_- entry. and i havent studied for chi chionging now. and i dunno how to do bio. and i didnt do my hist. and theres a bio test on wed and chi test on tues. and i havent made my ic. ARGH. i cant wait for 2 more weeks then it'll all be over well kindoF. then theres rmun. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :S nvm. chi chi chi now. khin. im fine now. lol. nvm. :P
set adrift on 12:10 a.m. Monday, May 26, 2003 .
gbook .
[quiz : wild creature]
WHAT TYPE OF WILD CREATURE ARE YOU? (New Pictures!)
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set adrift on 11:49 p.m. Sunday, May 25, 2003 .
gbook .
[quiz : sch in sg.]
Nanyang Girls' High
which secondary school (singapore) should you be in?
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:| i realli realli realli have nothing to say.
set adrift on 05:38 p.m. Sunday, May 25, 2003 .
gbook .
[quiz : sexual fetish]
pure
What's YOUR sexual fetish?
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set adrift on 03:43 p.m. Sunday, May 25, 2003 .
gbook .
[quiz : seven sins]
You're Sloth.
I'm surprised you even bothered to take this test.
You do remember taking this test don't you? You
are laziness. You won't do anything if you can
get some other idiot to do it for you.
Which Of The 7 Deadly Sins Are You?
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set adrift on 03:40 p.m. Sunday, May 25, 2003 .
gbook .
[persis]
hrm. hee. persis from chris. :) thaNKuu!
set adrift on 02:49 p.m. Saturday, May 24, 2003 .
gbook .
[quiz : matrix persona]
did this quiz earlier on but the entry neva appeared.
You are Cypher, from "The Matrix."
Selfish, disllusioned, you are misguided at
times. You deviate from the "right"
path.
What Matrix Persona Are You?
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i dont lik this guy. :| nvm. got morpheus 2nd time round. but nvm. :)
set adrift on 12:46 a.m. Saturday, May 24, 2003 .
gbook .
[bandconcert]
hrm. went for hcjc band concert. quite nice. :) i lik der errrr this song im too lazy to check the title by whats der guy's name. oh ya. robert w. smith. :) and another one commemeratin the korean war or sth. anddddddd well basically everything after interval cos i got there late so i was feeling totally grumpy and just damn sian la. so yah. no mood to listen. = the last piece was quite nice too. elizabeth its called. but realli reall like deR war thinG. cos well the effects was nice. like surround sound lol. cOs der helicoptor thing. nvm. why do i bother describing you muz be there. :P could have crashed. they din even check the tix. nvm. be honez. :) and their conductor is sOoo amusing. :) in positive way of course. onli 35 or 34 or 36 hrm earli 30s no wonder. :P hee. wellll =) tiredtiredtired. super tired. jus wanna slp. chiong ss tmr. sorrie angie and cheryl. :S edwin's bdae today ella. :P hee. julian msged me to kinDa scold me for not wishing him happie bdae? werd. like oiZ wish him happie bdae blahblahblah . why neva. etcetc. LOL. = nvm. hey i remembered k. i > them . in niceness. :P lol. actualli nort. but they neva rem mine!!!!!!!!! xiao di di jiu shi xiao di di. :P thats why i rem. cOs ure smalllllllllller den me. well younger. not smaller. :S nvm. err. this is damn -_- wuliaO or sth. gdnight. :) no band tmr. not exactli a v. :) thing. but i can slp. and i need slp. so :) then. zzzz....
oh ya. friday five? hrm. dont feel like doing the qns not to my liking. no offence. hrM. oh i like persis. :D:D:D:D:D hee. night.
set adrift on 12:34 a.m. Saturday, May 24, 2003 .
gbook .
[sense]
can you sense my frustration? my confusion? my naiveity however u spell it? my ignorance?
set adrift on 12:35 a.m. Thursday, May 22, 2003 .
gbook .
[shutup]
i feel as if ive been brainwashed. its amazing. disturbing how these so many questions. affect me? i forgot what i wanted to say. stupid com jammed up on me.
feel stressed. feel like running away from everything. feel like not caring about everything and anything. if you all wanna care, go ahead. just leave me out of it? please? im very very tired. somehow wished half wished i didnt ask you anything. somehow feel as if just wanted to live in my own world. dont want dont want dont WANT to listen to your opinions. just because youre an extremist cynic doesnt mean i have to be one? sorry not personally attacking or anything. just not in the right state of mind now. i dont want to talk to anyone. just leave me alone will you? for tonight at least? leave me to my sleep. feels like im going to breakdown soon. too too too many things. to think about. to worry about. to consider. to wonder. oh shut up brain. dont think. go sleep. what a horrible day it's been.
set adrift on 12:31 a.m. Thursday, May 22, 2003 .
gbook .
[quiz : kind of ghost]
A residual ghost is supposedly an event or emotion
which has been caught in the location it
happened. Seeing one is, in essence, like
watching a movie. The "ghost" is a
memory just being replayed under similar
conditions.
What kind of ghost are you?
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set adrift on 11:14 p.m. Wednesday, May 21, 2003 .
gbook .
[quiz: sG school]
You're a NY girl! You're a fine balance between
studying and fun, though that Chinese
stereotype will never be erased until the end
of human existence. (:b) Truly, you girls are
the Orchard-going type.
Which school in Singapore suits you most?
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i have nothing, absoluteli zERO to say. :)
set adrift on 11:01 p.m. Wednesday, May 21, 2003 .
gbook .
[stupidlittlegirl]
(s)in the heat oF no moments (/s) some things are better left unheard.
set adrift on 11:30 p.m. Tuesday, May 20, 2003 .
gbook .
[wonder]
(s)deleted(/s) wonder
set adrift on 11:18 p.m. Tuesday, May 20, 2003 .
gbook .
[why?]
you're right. you have no right to be whining about it. not when you dont try. honestly, please... wake up? i dont know what happened to you. but you've changed beyond recognition and im not exactli sure its a gd thing? why. yes why? thats the THE qn isnt it? why. i always thought....... well differentli of you. you can do so much better. sO why? have you let yourself reached dropped to such a standard? please, please jus wake up. you can do so much better than this.
i have no real right to talk. but nvm. sigh. do maths graphs -_- dunno how to do biOoo.
set adrift on 10:29 p.m. Tuesday, May 20, 2003 .
gbook .
[typed]
i found my darling calculator. after 5 months 20 days ... ok nvm. shant be lame since last yr la. yays. can return miche her calculator now. tho i lost renhui's. someone from next door borrowed and never returned. werd. my calculator was just sitting on my table? suddenli noticed it? very very weird. cOs i kno it wasnt there before la. duh. sO jus suddenli appear. hhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm wonder who took it where it disappeared to or if i realli am so blur? bleah.
feels so silly sometimes. am i silly? haha. i feel like laughing at myselF. amusinG. no wonder people laugh. bleah. its not exactly a bad thing u kno lizzie? just some things i notice la. haha. liKe supEr haiiii. dunno. woulD u define it as good or bad? sometimes, wonder wonder wonder. but. oh well. nvm. better not to think so much wonder so much worry so much. :P not gd for me. :)
becoming so dependent on other people? for everything and anything. thats not really gd is it? sigh. no wonder the personality disorDer thingae also said i was dependent i think. haha. i think so too. oh dear. what if one day der thing im dependent on the peoplEs. jus disappear walk up and leave? then hoW. would i collapse and breakdowN into a thousand million pieces? o dear. shall try to be less dependent. this wont to.
okiE. shall go sleeep. i think sleep's ur best friend. :) everyone should sleep. gd night. this is just a brainless ranT. lol. the weather's so hot its killing mE. i need to make my iC. bleah.
set adrift on 11:39 p.m. Monday, May 19, 2003 .
gbook .
[nothings]
oh i got a haircut today. not a cheap one. but if i dont tell you you wouldnt notice. LOL. so nvm. :) im happy about it though. feels less err messy. :) yupppppppp. so basicalli today was a pretty craP day. had church violin went for lunch at merchant court hotel. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeheee. :) ALOT of nice food? but not hungry. so @#!#$%$#^#%&%$& la. nvm. they had some werd mangO rice and durian chilled paste stuff and DER mint choc cake is NICE! and cheeeeeese cake. lol. ok fine so i ate mainli desert stuff onli. i said i wasnt hungry. what a waste of money. bleah. and the hotel looks nice. ahaha. :) i want to gO to hotels and airports and amusement parks. take out the s from airporTs. we onli have kinda one? wait i think theres more. nvm. whatever. and i wanna go to the new mrt line when its opened. like damn fun. random fun. :) hee. yes, hi ella how are u? seems like ages the last i saw u. i got ty's gift! :P lol. its farnie. oh did i show u err. nvm. :) ure online. shall show u. sheesh. err. hrm. ya den got haircut la. saw ricKy at macs!!!!!! hee. he did something werd to his hair AGAIN. say sth like wanna leave long cos dunnowad. haha. but nice to see ricky. :) hee. he's small. like small? lol. nvm. i realised i keep spending too much lateli. v. bad. dunno where all the money has flown too. im deaD. -_-. stupid blasted taxi. im still feeling sore abt it. sigh. nvm. my choice. errrrrrrrrr. okie. tingxie. :)
u kno people appreciaTe u. :) hee. sO dun feel liddat.
set adrift on 10:37 p.m. Sunday, May 18, 2003 .
gbook .
[Quiz : randomness]
You're a little random... mostly normal, but you will have your slightly insane moments... enjoy them! They're fun!
How random are you?
this quiz was made by alanna
set adrift on 10:35 p.m. Sunday, May 18, 2003 .
gbook .
[imaginary]
last nite i had a dream. :) kinda confusing. i cant remember exactly what it was about alreadi? just the significant fact that i haD a dream. :) a random mix of dreams and situations and people and circumstances. and feelings. and expressions. :) hee. it was a weird dream i think? some medley race mad story. lol.
when i woke up, i couldnt exactli differentiate between reality and dream. but ya, it was a dream. words were dreams. letters were dreamT. all imaginary~ :)
set adrift on 11:17 p.m. Saturday, May 17, 2003 .
gbook .
[quiz : x men evolution couple?]
You're like Scott and Rogue. You desire to be close
to someone, especially the one that you care
about, but it seems it will never happen for
you. After they showed interest in another
person, you became cold and distant towards
that emotion so many refer to as
"love". Though you swear never to
"fall in love", some part of you
still wishes and hopes to fall in love.
Which X-Men Evolution Couple Are You??
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dunno. for fun :). errrrrrrrrrrr huh? scott likeD rogue or vice versa? LOL. i dunno. =\
set adrift on 11:10 p.m. Saturday, May 17, 2003 .
gbook .
[areufine?]
oh yes. on another note. hope khin is fine. are u fine darlin? :) dont think so much k. at least--- it sets u free whether u want it or not. der ball's nowhere in no court now. hrm. -hugs=
set adrift on 11:54 p.m. Friday, May 16, 2003 .
gbook .
[werdiefriday]
haha. i think todays like der weirdest day ever? ok just different from normaL routine life i guess. werd.
ok first the sars thing. then during baNd i thinK just laughing like mAD? like realli aHahahahheheeeheheee. LIDDAT :| nvm. then go home. almost wanted to jaY to get to der bus stop opp la. cos running out of time. then din dare. so fine. then suddenli saw taxi and took a taxi????? i neva repeat never take taxis. esP unshared taxis. as in w/ friends la. cOs damn exP. and i dun see der pt realli. :| hrMm. u see lA. der things i dO--------- lol. nvm. my choice. then ok der show. not too bad. THE TRAILER IS STUPID @#!#!@#!@#!@4%#^%$ haha. ty? how did u like der trailer? :P:P:P lol. ok. damN dumb la. 5 mins for some spastic thing? lol. anyway, sorry for running away like damn fast? had to try to get home asAp. damn late. then saw der 171 at the other side of the rd. then jy was like can CATCH it still and started running so i started running? then werdli decided to just run across the road. and almost got banged down by der car la. and got half a dozeN angry faces staring faces disapproving faces. AND i missed the bus anyway. i think i realli almost kenna knocKed down by the car. but i neva realised. aLl too fast. then v. werd. no 1 i dun like to jay duh. hee. im law abidding citizen. no 2. esP when theres a rd full of cars? aND NOT LIKE THAT? gdgrief. and no 3. i dun bother chasing for buses not like thaT. i just give up. cos its no use? sheesh. how werdddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd. haha. then after that its like "damn werD" what was i think anyway. sheesh.
ok got alot of work to kinda chiong over the weekend. hope shu and chaRlene did der geog written report. scared of der outcome -_-. sigH. cos my geog damn lan le la. hrmmmmmmm. werdie friday. lol.
friday five.
hee. jus for fun la. :)
1. What drinking water do you prefer -- tap, bottle, purifier, etc.?
boiled water from home. NO aqua please. :S tap is fine too i guess. no real particular whatever. BUT no aqua. yucks.
2. What are your favourite flavor of chips?
hrm. chicken? i guess. or spicy. sometimes. :P dePz la.
3. Of all the things you can cook, what dish do you like the most?
hrm. cant cook much. i likeee........ der brownies! and the muffins? DOES choc count? heeeeeee. :) ok. egg. with alice's help last time. lol. OHHHHHH wait theres home ecONs. i like too many things la. im a pIG. got all de nicenicenicnei food. i want to learn to bake a cake! :) as in der damn nice freakin exP kind u see la.
4. How do you have your eggs?
omelette please. or if not, half boiled. or steamed by my aunT that kind. hee. or fried i guess. err. nvm. :)
5. Who was the last person who cooked you a meal? How did it turn out?
hrm. meal? err. grandfather i guess. :) he cooks dinner everyday. and if its a specific sth. would be either marian or audDddoOI hee. not exactly a meaL. but cheesecaKE!!! yums. and super rockhard brownie. :P hrm. miche did pasta as her projeCt? super creaaaaaaaaaaaamy.
ha. btw. i watched matriX der err reloaded? lol. not too bad. the effects quite good. :) haha. but der ending damn -_- SICKENING. lol. gdnight.
set adrift on 11:41 p.m. Friday, May 16, 2003 .
gbook .
[fridAyDER16]
haha, i think im nuts. keep laughing during band prac today. or gigglinG like some siaOcharbor. ok nvm. hrm. maybe der jnr thought i was crazy. errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrh. whats her name agn? cheng shi. hee. :)
but morning was pretty screwed. got sent home to get my sars declaration form signed. was so pissed. missed physics pract. the rest of the day was as per norm i guess. just v. rushed. cos chionging hw. hrm. going out now. gotta meet ty at ps? yuP. at 7!!! i bet i'll be late. whoooooops. oh well. :$ hee. i muz have picked up der late habit from being around marian AND ella. :P:P:P:P. fine. shant do der blaming syndrome thingAe. lol. happy bdae ty!!!!! :)
set adrift on 06:34 p.m. Friday, May 16, 2003 .
gbook .
[Quiz : palm reading?]
Palm Reading?
WRIST LINES
Your Wrist Lines predict how many satisfying years you have ahead of you. The more wrist lines you have the better. You only have two wrist lines so your years of quality life may be marginal. Don't waste any more time worrying. And when it comes to making important decisions, you should consider living a lttle instead of taking a more conservative route. This includes your career choice.
HEAD AND LIFE LINES
The top line is your Head Line and determines intelligence and mental strength. The bottom line is your Life Line and indicates passion. Your head and life lines touch, and your head line curves down. Your empathy and willingness to always listen are your calling cards. As a result, you have a great gift for helping others and dispensing advice. Your 'soft and fuzzy' personality can sometimes make you appear eccentric. You have little interest in seeing new places or chasing adventures. For you, relationships are the greatest adventure of all.
HEART LINE
The Heart Line determines your romantic success. Your heart line curves up, and if your life had a theme song, it would be 'Hurts So Bad.' Your sensitivity can often lead to envy and self-doubt. You're constantly seeking approval and craving the spotlight, where you feel happy and accepted.
***
hrm? true or not i have no idea siaz. just take everything with an open mind i guess. hee. sent back renhui :)
set adrift on 11:38 p.m. Thursday, May 15, 2003 .
gbook .
[quiz : emode ink blot]
Emode's Original Inkblot Test
Samantha, your unconscious mind is driven most by Curiosity
This means you are full of questions about life, people, and the potential of your future. You spend more time than others envisioning the possibilities of your life — things that others are too afraid to consider.
Your curiosity burns with an almost physical need to know and do more. It's only through new experiences that you feel a greater understanding of yourself or the world — which ultimately is the greatest way for you to feel satisfied.
It is possible that the underlying reason for your drive towards curiosity is a deeply rooted fear of boredom. That means that you are probably more susceptible than others to feel like you're falling into a rut when life slows down into a comfortable routine.
You need to make sure you have stimulation in your life — that makes you feel like you're innovating or being exposed to the ideas and experiences that truly inspire you.
With such a strong orientation towards curiosity, you're also prone to a rebellious quality that shows up when you feel you are just going through the motions, and are unable to really influence the world around you. But interestingly enough, your drive towards novel experiences also indicates an openness others don't have, but wish they did.
Unconsciously, your curiosity presses you to learn more, experience more, and get the most out of life.
Though your unconscious mind is driven most strongly by Curiosity, there is much more to who you are at your core.
***
jy says i take der tests too seriousli. lol. i guess i dO. more than i used to?
set adrift on 11:36 p.m. Thursday, May 15, 2003 .
gbook .
[quiz: ideal x men mate]
Your ideal mate is Nightcrawler. His appearance
may be a bit off-putting, but his heart and
personality more than make up for it. He is
shy and isn't very sociable and comes off as a
bit of a loner (but you'll fix that). He is
also devoted and strong, and he always seems to
just *pop* up whenever you need him the most. :
)
Who Is Your Ideal X-Men 2 Mate? (ladies only)
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werd. same answers? to a quiz. but different results? werd. nvm.
set adrift on 06:36 p.m. Thursday, May 15, 2003 .
gbook .
[quiz : ideal x men mate]
Your ideal mate is Bobby Drake. With his innocent
sweetness and his boyish good looks, how can
any girl go wrong? He's the type of guy to
supply you with all the TLC that you can
handle, and he'll always be there for you when
you need moral support, or just a shoulder to
cry on. Though he is still young, he lacks the
experiences of life, and can be naive.
Who Is Your Ideal X-Men 2 Mate? (ladies only)
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set adrift on 06:30 p.m. Thursday, May 15, 2003 .
gbook .
[lyrics. =)]
Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through
Into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine
But it's a problem I find
Living the life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You say the words that I can't say
I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
Every time I see you falling
I'll get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
frente - bizarre love triangle
=)
set adrift on 05:09 p.m. Thursday, May 15, 2003 .
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[-_-]
wave of irritatEdness when u say nothing betta to do huh. right. so i have nothing to bad so i continuousli criticise myself in my own mind? fine so i have nothing betta to do. do you have a problem with that? why do you have to make it sound so negative? why do girls like to create diaries. argh. read if u please, and just shadup if u dun have anything nice to say. im sorry. im in a lousy mood at this very instant. if u were in front of me i'd feel like boxing u right now. ARGH.
ok sorry thats realli very. -_- im not actually that sorry. just sorry for my mood now. but not sorry cos im still in that mood. do u understand? maybe thats what der quiz meant by violence. anger management says innATe violence is bad. innate was it? i cant rem. der anger insiDe not expressed physically. ahhhhhhhhhhhha. stupid. i seriousli think i just need my bed.
set adrift on 12:37 a.m. Thursday, May 15, 2003 .
gbook .
[hA. brainless rant.]
sudden feeling oF i dunnowad. jus a waVe of ----- sigh. today wasnt a great day i guess. too sleepy. didnt prepare for maths. screwed up the a maths test totally? the first time i ever felt so helpless in a test, maths at that. and just wanted the timE to end there and then, so i wouldnt have to even look at the paper anymore and just sink in further intO even more helpless feelings. sigh. and feelings of damn im so lousy i should have studied not like it'll make a difference. shit. dont know anything. moving at a super snail slow pacE throughout the paper. expecting a fail. just hoping it wont be a zerO. it looks bad, honezli does. sigh.
and then i just walked out of the classrm feeling totally dazed lik i just woke up from a nightmare so forgot about the photo-taking my section was supposed to have. and i felt sO horrible cos everyone was there except me? and they were screaming my name in the canteen funny i didnt hear anything though. and ya they were like quite pissed off. and sigh. her. she has a problem with me i think. some kinda feeling i get. very sad. :( but i cant do anything abt it? just like bu shuang wo or sth. so how?????? ='(
i think this whole indershoweroutofshower thing keeps getting to me. when i have too much time to thinK or something? just wonder. mere thoughTs. i dunno whatt. or maybe im just feeling tired. funny feelinG that pmsing but whatever. cant blame everything to pms can i? bleah.
dont know what to say. dont feel like saying anything. i wanna hug someone. wheres shu? :) she makes me happy! :D khin says im amusing. am i? what so amusing? :O how come i cant see it. can you tell me? just wanna knO. tiredtiredtired. and grumpy. just screamed at dad in der car. cOs of something stupid la. and just feeling really irritable and picky and grumpy. cos left grandfather's house at 10? thats damn late. tired. then come home. started reading "the boy called 'it'" damn nice book. but it didnt reach my satisfaction and questions? bleah. shall go borrow der other two. oh and before going yewtee today, popped by lot 1 popular to find some pens la. then realised i wanted so many books! wanna read geisha in gion cant find it in der library. :( shanghai baby, maybe yinkae can lend me? but i think orchard library has. :) playing with matches. and one other i forgOt? i think. dunno. boy called 'it' is saD but nice la. :) by david peltZer i think. not too sure. cant rem offhand.
just dont mind me la. just feel like typing typing writing seeing words appear on this screen. one thing bad abt der com is that it doesnt tell der handwriting but thats gd too i guess. im too lazy to write. it turns atrocious? mrs lim complained my handwriting is sometimes illegiblE unreadible? haaa. whatever. my handwriting's a v. lazy handwriting. lol. should go sleep. this is just some brainless rant off der head. gdness. oh sleeP, how i desire thee. LOL. ok nvm. that just proves i need sleep. -_- gdnight. oh khin? i rem deR stolussim thing u wroTe der other time. hee. :)
set adrift on 12:23 a.m. Thursday, May 15, 2003 .
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[quiz: personality disorder]
oh dear. anyhow, i believe you cant exactly characterise one thinG and definiTe it? excuse the horrible grammer whatever. cos like der enegram thing? its not exactly one personality people have. and mood changes everything? oh dear. :S hrmmmm. dont know la. maybe i'll retake another day. dont feel like now. like some of the qns is a maybe kinda answer? like perhaps in some situations or certain given circumstances? bleah.
set adrift on 12:09 a.m. Thursday, May 15, 2003 .
gbook .
[hrMx.]
totally shaggEd. today was so ooooooooooooooooo super embarrassing. hA. :$
ah well. hrm. should i be pmsing now? as in am i? weiRd. lol. gdnight. i dun care. ZzzZz sleep please?
oh, happy birthday danieL! :D hee.
set adrift on 11:04 p.m. Tuesday, May 13, 2003 .
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[=)]
yays. jy rocKs. :) hehe. oh khin tOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! hee. :) feels happy likE a load off me or sth. ladidum~ :D i think im weRd. lol. nvm. :)
set adrift on 12:11 a.m. Tuesday, May 13, 2003 .
gbook .
[mondayblues]
khin said i reminded her of the word 'indulge'. LOL. i told her its cos, when im unhappy i eat cos eating makes me happy. when im stressed, i eat to destress. kindoF. cos eating is braindead. when im happy, i eat cos i feel like eating. happy then indulge. LOL. such a pig. oh dear, i'll prob get super fat one day, then who will want me? boohoohoo. LOL. ok thats spastic.
sorry khin. i was more concentrating on myself? and i dont really kno how to help u. tails remembeR? hee. cos its the backend wayyyyy. make a choice la. either way its all prob gonna hurt? just the extent. you dont wanna be left hanging~
people should talk to people and treat them like der individual they are not like xxx's friend. and so on. hee. :) nvm.
daniel's bdae tomorrow. supposed to get him a bluuuuuuuuu rose. and i kinda had some other idea of other things but quite messed so no time to organise. shall gO look for a picture of a blu rose first cos i dont think i can go give him his prez on time. tues are killers. o.O
do i look happy? im happy? but if i didnt tell you can you see it? :) i wish someone had all the answers, would tell me all the answers to all my questions, could tell me everything.
oh and khin? thanks. you make me feel az iF im ok now. maybe i really do think too much. right? para la. :P ha. kiEz. off to study hist. i shall take political science, sociOlogy and economics in the university if i eva get there? LOL. mrs ng roCKs!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D hiak. bleah i hate those pop uPs and stuffS. remind me not. :) byeeeeeeeeeee.
set adrift on 11:04 p.m. Monday, May 12, 2003 .
gbook .
[quiz: emode why are u still single]
Emode: Why are you still single.
Don't Want To Commit
Once the blush of first love wears off with your partners, do you get a little antsy? You probably crave excitement in all realms of your life, and you need a relationship to keep you filled with possibilities. Let us guess: Someone has probably told you that you haven't quite grown up yet, that you're still holding out for the perfect "whatevers" (job, car, home, date) in your life to come a knockin'. Or perhaps you're just having a difficult time accepting that your comfortable little place in this world is always growing, always evolving — and that means you have to be willing to accept big life changes, too. Not that there's anything wrong with that. After all, you're probably a lot of fun to be around and may be the life of the party.
But when it comes to settling down, you leave without looking back twice. Now's the time to ask yourself: Why? What's holding you back? Maybe you don't want someone to get to know you fully? Perhaps by saying "yes" to someone, you're afraid you'll lose yourself, or the possibility of something better coming along. Just remember that the best relationships are those that never stop growing. That's something you can identify with, right? So keep that in mind next time you find someone you're really comfortable with. You never know, it may prove even more exciting once you really get to know each other, teensy flaws and all.
i always thought it was an inbetween this and not wanting to get hurt. hrm yuP. all the walls and defenses are there for a purpose.
set adrift on 11:50 p.m. Sunday, May 11, 2003 .
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[lackof-]
you are so so nice i feel so bad sometimes you kno?
how can you forgive me. how can anyone forgive me. if i cant even and ever forgive myself?
i hope i neva start smoking. i'll die and neva give up. i lack self control remember?
set adrift on 10:51 p.m. Sunday, May 11, 2003 .
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[entry]
i realised my quiz said i was violent twice. and high too. werd. am i violent? gdness. ok fine. im not exactli un-violent. but..... = nvm. does it really matter? actualli maybe i kindof agree. nevermind. contradictory.
yesterday's eng oral topic was name a friend of the opp sex you have. what a werd topic to ask. especially teachers? really. what were they thinking? trying to find out what we were thinking/doing/living our lives as? LOL. maybe there was some hidden intent behind such a topic. shouldnt think so much lol. ms k said sounds like a nice friendship you have. hee. not totally true i think. just picked out main points and stuff from everywhere. didnt want to place exactly one person. i dont know why. kindof. but? dontknow. just talk and talk. i screwed up the picture and reading anyway. just got really nervous. i get too much 'stage fright'.
nus meeting with dr ho went really really well? he's nice? hee. :D:D. its interesting la, my topic. and thats why i chose it (duh) but well hopefully will help in my (cliched) growth as a human being. LOL. i dont kno how to say it. nevermind. we talked for like 2 hours? i think. sorry for making you wait. :$ i didnt know you would really come to nus. and a taxi too. ella said you're a softie! hee. but you alreadi kno that. lol. im amused.
hrm. i guess everything i do or say or think has a purpose behind it? okay maybe not think. i cant control thinking? and i realli realli need self control. mygreatestweakness sigh.
today's mothers day. i just felt like blogging and writing a whole lot. need some regurgitation (sp?) of my mind or sth. my blog's my outlet. so when u rant, you kinda rant w/o thinking logically? realistically? cos thats what u are in real life. sometimes, u just need to fa xie. just get everything out. truth Or not. just talk and talk w/o really thinking? thinking requires alot of energy? its tiring? i guess. youre so so so damn nice to me i dont kno what im doing i think i'll hurt u make u angry. but u kno what? knowing you, you'll just bottle everything inside yourself and u'll pretend to be strong and that everything's alright and u'll neva eva let me know. and that's realli bad. i think that in everything? friedships relationships with family friends and so on, its a matter of giving and taking? and not one sided? though its impossible to eva have a totally balanced thing, but not extremeli one sided the way i see it now? i wish my actions werent as such. i feel like im letting everyone down. i dont know why. dont ask me why either. im just ranting brainlessli aimlessli thoughtlessli. yah.
just now kinda went for mothers day dinner/ grandma's bdae dinner. i love my cousins. he wasnt there though and some others. i rem when i was little, i used to think that he would end up with my cousin. werd though. cousins together? LOL. is that counted as incest? but. he makes sense. and i like people who make sense to me. whom i can learn from i guess. hardly see him now. i love my cousins sO much do they know? i dont think so. i was thinking as i went down the lift<< down the lift? nevermind. that if i eva went up to them and gave them a hug one day, they'd prob be so surprised they'll be thinking whats up with me? hee. i realised im a v. 'huggy' person. :) am i? nvm. werd thoughts. :) nice smiley thoughts. haha. kk. i better go concentrate on work now. hssrp + geog proj. hee. and eng if i can do it in adv. yup. bye blog.
i rem a conversation with ella, something abt blog talking to people using a blog to 'talk' to get things out of ur mind out of ur 'mouth'. out of u. i cant rem exactli what about now. but just. a memory? i guess.
outofpoint, somtimes, reminded me how tired i felt just reading. how its one big mess how its one big plot. v. emotionally physically draining to merely read.
mom said dont do wuliao things. is this wuliao? i think its v. important? she doesnt understand and im not willing to explain either. i think some things? are betta left unknown. cos if they werent meant to be known? i would have told you already. :)
set adrift on 10:14 p.m. Sunday, May 11, 2003 .
gbook .
[quiz: dante's inferno test]
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
i redid it. just felt like it. amazing. :S die in hell. how horrible. i think it all has to do with moods. its like the enegrams? the main and mean thing? you can be this but u know its actually this. so its just a matter of self control and all that? my greatest weakness is self control. i have no self control. i just want to kill myself. block it out for me please? wont you just do that? i dont want to. i wish i never did. but it was so so so long ago. is this normal? i really really wonder. i cant get it out of my head. how?
nevermind, dont worry about me. my blog? its not exactli totally no-exaggeration. not exactli everything. its rant. like what alvyn said. rant of sth sth cos of angst? i dont know. i like his splash btw. i always do. sigh. am i violent? i dont think soO. i think its all in the head. everybody thinks this and that but its just a matter of voicing it out or not. taking action or not. right? how different are you from me?
set adrift on 10:07 p.m. Sunday, May 11, 2003 .
gbook .
[disappointed]
i was happy. really. really really happy. but why are you like that? why do you have to spoil it? she's right. "call yourself a father" what kinda father are you? do you kno that i neva have respect for you? not that i have any right to do that. but since that time, those times. you lost it yourself. you made me lose any respect i ever had for you. sure i love you dad, i do. but are you worthy of respect? or anything? what kinda person are you. what kind of husband are you.
you make me so so so disappointed. do you kno that i love you the most. so so much. you can hurt me the most. so much so that no one else can? do you? i wish you didnt matter so much. she's nice u kno? so much more than you. i wonder why she married you.
set adrift on 09:48 p.m. Sunday, May 11, 2003 .
gbook .
[quiz: dante's inferno test]
The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to Purgatory!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Test
LOL? :|
set adrift on 03:02 p.m. Sunday, May 11, 2003 .
gbook .
[quiz: school suitability]
Nanyang Girls' High School
The School That Suited You Most!
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ROFLMAO. amused. haa.
set adrift on 02:54 p.m. Sunday, May 11, 2003 .
gbook .
[quiz: country of the world]
Switzerland -
A neutral power for as long as most can remember,
it has avoided war for several centuries.
However, it is still considered highly advanced
and a global power.
Positives:
Judicial.
Neutrality.
World-Renouned.
Powerful without Force.
Makes Excellent Watches, Etc.
Negatives:
Target of Ridicule.
Constant Struggle to Avoid Conflict.
Target of Criminal Bank Accounts.
Which Country of the World are You?
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set adrift on 02:45 p.m. Sunday, May 11, 2003 .
gbook .
[quiz: true zodiac sign]
You should be an Aries, Outgoing, Extravert,
Energetic, Dynamic, Courageous, Generous,
Strong, Extravagant but sometimes can be
arrogant, insecure, jealous, concerned with
looks and others' opinion
~*What is your TRUE Zodica sign?*~
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how do they even judge? how can they even judge? from those mere questions.
set adrift on 02:34 p.m. Sunday, May 11, 2003 .
gbook .
[busybusybusy]
today's lik der slackest day since gdness knows when. cme teacher forgot to come in for her lesson. half hour only but i got half hour's sleep. kinDa. half awake cos din want to be fully aslp in case she came in. eng did compre test maths had com lab lesson. ha. chi teacher's sicK. i din kno but ya damn slack la. and last lesson my fave!!!!! history. :D hee. rocks. then bio pract la. which is quite well braindeaded? :D:D:D. but had band. which wasnt too bad la. der new song is nicenicenicenicenicniece. hahaha. :) very tired tho. accumlativE lack of sleep. muz sLEEEeeeP. dun feel lik doing work. trying to chiong some physics. i need a physics tutor. lol. =) then go sleep le. im like pushing back all my work. gonna pay for that later. but heck for now. =) too busy to think. which is gd. everyday's busy.
set adrift on 11:02 p.m. Thursday, May 8, 2003 .
gbook .
[stressed?]
just feel wish i can jus wrench out whatever im feeling now. cos it hurts. i dont know why? exactli. i dont know what im doing what im thinking what im feeling what is going on. i just dont know anything. and im too tired too busy to go and think about it to go and bother about it to put so much mental physical effort into it.
not anymore.
i dont want to. but i cant hide run from it? no matter how hard i try. and i dont want to hurt you. cos its hurts when youre sad. funny funny feeling like i just wanna protect you. dont want to make you upset make you cry hurt you. that if i disappear one day, i cant ever disappear happily? cos i have this feeling that you'll just collapse and die. exaggeration. but you'll just change totally or something. and i dont know if youre strong if you'll eva be strong enough to survive. and i want to see you surviving. dont want to make you hurt. dont want to hurt you. but is this going to hurt more than a quick cut? im so scared it will. one day. dont want to-
i think i just need sleep. alot of sleep. i cant even stay awake in class anymore. and i dont know whats going on. and im just sinking in my quicksand that ive created.
set adrift on 12:08 a.m. Thursday, May 8, 2003 .
gbook .
[identity]
if you really knew me, please tell me who i am.
set adrift on 06:57 p.m. Wednesday, May 7, 2003 .
gbook .
[quiz: x men character]
You are Storm!
You are very strong and very protective of those
you love. You are in tune with nature and are
very concerned with justice and humanity.
Unfortunately, certain apprehensions and fears
are very hard for you to overcome, and can
often inhibit you when most need to be strong.
Which X-Men character are you most like?
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i supposedli got rogue der first time round? but when i change my option back to der previous one for one qn la- de one i changed, i still get this result? nvm.
set adrift on 10:37 p.m. Tuesday, May 6, 2003 .
gbook .
[tiring =)]
tiring tiring day. i hope you're okay. :) hee. anyway, reach school at 640? LOL. nuts. so @#@!# early la. prac for national anthem. then recess had com meeting i almost forgot about it. bleah. after school had band da shao chu<< hanyupinyin correct? heee. cos thurs got some imptant guest then they want der place to be neat and super clean or something la. yuPp. then practised my violin for der assessment tmr. quite freaked cos not really prepared? yah. =( ah well nvm. i got accompaniment i v. happi le. :P then khin so nIce. stay in school. had to lug home my violin la. went to ccK too. anyway at khin's stop or sth, this woman sitting in front of me, facing me la, she just stood up and suddenly crashed to the ground? very freakyyy. she was like. :( poor lady. it muz hav hurt lik hell lorh. plus public bus? and the stupid bus driver only care abt whether she hurt nort then ask to leave some verification that she not hurt. bleah. like so that he need not pay for her mediC stuff if she hav or sth. bleah. Poor woman. i feel bad? cos i was like carrying alot of stuff then she might hav tripped on it la. bleahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. poor poor lady. hai. then went to return lib bks la. tired. dont understand physics. chionging tomorrow morning. gotta photostat der scores too. aND THE LIBRARY!!!!!!!! ARGH. one big mess there. oh dear. i got a headache just thinking about it. sHIT im supp to call jia yun. betta ask her in sch tmr. hope if shes aslp now she wun kill me. oh not aslp. hee :)
set adrift on 11:17 p.m. Monday, May 5, 2003 .
gbook .
[sigh.]
sigh. dont really know what im doing? feels really bad. guilt? i dont know why. =( dont do that. please? just feels like im letting someone down? the person inside isnt that great.
btw, my blog's mine. so you're entitled to what you wanna think, and its my space to write.
oh and if u want the archives? since im too lazy to code the image map, its here.
set adrift on 06:33 p.m. Sunday, May 4, 2003 .
gbook .
[quiz : emO state of mind]
Gloomy
What is your emotional State of mind
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prob just v. tired. and sleeepi. =S
set adrift on 12:47 a.m. Sunday, May 4, 2003 .
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[=)]
oh and d liked my present from that day la. r & j. hee. :D he mailed me dis flower thingae (for vdae) lol. and a burned a cd la. :) haha. nice songs. :D:D:D:D tho i alreadi have some. ah well. glad he liked his present la. im lik not even started on my aunt's yet. OOOOOOOOPS. :| hee.
set adrift on 10:44 p.m. Friday, May 2, 2003 .
gbook .
[fridayblues]
AHHHHHHH i love shu's present!!!!!!! hee. :) she gave me this orangina bottle that she kindof painted with glasspaint and fabric paint my name la. and inside theres this like 29 scrolls? of quotes and so on!!!!!!!! SOOOOOOOO NICEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. hee. and yinkae is sOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooo sweet. :D she gave me this photoframe thingae plus pair of earrings plus ferrero rocher pLus a card plus a flower bookmark? AHHHHHHH i was so surprised when i came back into der class in the morning la. cos my table got so many things. hee. :) make my day der both of them. but the rest of the day was pretty bad la. i din finish my work. laoshi was quite pissed. chi retest postponed to monday if i can get my hssrp mentor to be available on thurs. i think i'll juz piss him off too. bleah. muz do hssrp over the weekends. and well band was band -_-. seniors last day. im gonna do something for them. hopefulli if i stop procrastinating la. hee. dont know abt elections tomorrow? sigh. tired. all der section business v. tiring? sigh. and the whole day rush around. and im so dead for chem. kuo said sam? did you study for the chem test? =( SIGH. nvm.
set adrift on 10:38 p.m. Friday, May 2, 2003 .
gbook .
[sleep?]
i think im really really silly. and this always seems silly. i realli wonder why?
sam, just grow up? else dont think abt it. why should you let it bother you. you know it doesnt. its been so long. you kno its past since that day right? some people- people are just people. little human beans talking walking thinking that theyre thinking. :)
i think i just need sleep.
set adrift on 01:22 a.m. Friday, May 2, 2003 .
gbook .
[:)]
how silly it all seems. yet. i dont know? fine. i dont know anything? i much younger. of course. highli inexperienced. and yada. however i would like to think that being realistic is one. and i kno my friend betta than u? or maybe, perhaps not la. maybe i dont know people anymore. u kno? distanced and all. you can think whatever u like. realli it suits urself. just grow up and stop asking me anything then. dont ask me to tell you anything or whatever when you think that i kno nothing ok? you're realli in actual fact contradicting yourself.
i dont kno why i even bother.
you dont even matter.
not anymore. :)
i should realli just go slp and stop doing my jianbao.
set adrift on 01:18 a.m. Friday, May 2, 2003 .
gbook .
[memories]
i read my archives. i realised i dont understand some of the entries? and i think i kindoF still sound der same. and i remember that time. those times? those different periods. hai. too vague to understand it all. seems alien so muCh so that i wrote it but i dun understand it i wish it wasnt so vague sometimes some sidenotes? cos i want to remember it all.
set adrift on 12:50 a.m. Friday, May 2, 2003 .
gbook .
[boohoo]
stupid stupid mosquitO. humph. when it was finalli caught, alot of blooooooooooooooooooooooood MY BLOOD. gah. return it to me!!!!!!!!!! itchyyyyyyy sigh. so ran off to go shower. stuck with jianbao. and i jus realised my ci yan is with laoshi so i cant study it? and i have studied chem. SHIT. i still quite blur on all der stuff and whatnots la. thank God i slpt at 1130 yesterday. and woke up at 10 today. hee. so im quite awake well now. not sure abt tmr. tmr's a very super busy day. hee. but i mUz do all my work when i come home then can go out on sat? LOL. well i guess. =) hee. okok. do chi. -_- oh ya, if u want the archives, its actualli on this page. the link i mean. but you prob cant find it cos my image map's a mess. LOL. so its here. boo hoo back to sch tomorrow. i keep thinking today's sunday. ARGH. i havent done hssrp. OOPS.
set adrift on 12:26 a.m. Friday, May 2, 2003 .
gbook .
[glad]
i remember feeling pissed about alot of things. about people bitching. but i guess perhaps bitchiness has a reason too doesnt it? whatever it may be. :) glad it's past la. finally got over it. hrm. yup.
birthday wasnt too bad thinking about it? comparativeli better to previous years. not that it was exhilarating dun mind the spelling if its wrong but well it was betta. not having expectations reduces the impact you feel when you get disappointd. :) haha. and people are nice!!!!!!! like marian. she made me a cheesecake!!!!!! LOL. i was v. surprised. :D:D:D:D like this year's theme is food or something. i got a huGe brownie from aud, der cheesecake, zx treated me to sushi and swensons icecream fries before my bdae, and gave me a choc slice after that. my kor treated me to dinner yesterday plus an apple crumble slice. hee. and my bro treated me to lunch today. pizza. hrmmmm. got this food board thingaAe menu like i dunnowad from khin and liz!!!!!!!! hee. :) and some pokepoke raincoat + candle. humph. lol. anddddddddddddd hrm. siok gave me blu nowhere :D:D:D:D:D:D hee. and yx gave me dis werd uk earrings dunnowad LOL. ya weird. haha. i neva wear those kind. but nevermind. thought that counts right? :) and joyce made me a errrrrrrrrrrr friendship bracelet thingaE? not exactli. but ya sth liddat. i cant recall whats it call nevermind. hee. got a me to you small bear + a card from jy and i got a green tea bdae cake!! LOL. it tastes quite nice la. from err breadtop. :) at least got to make a wish. hee. ;) guess what i wished for. and people i din expect to remember remembered my bdae!!!!!! hee. alaric is nice. he asked amy to wish me happie bdae lol. and lin ying shiyan matilda shawn kevin ger buffy LOL nizam my cousins :D kenneth daniel bandmates heh. even tho my section din well rem. i dont think they even kno la. :( lol. nvm. i din expect them to :) yup. im 15 now. do i look 15? haha.
ah well should juz go back to do my work. dont even kno what chem is being tested on tomorrow. plus essay test and chi retest o.O bleah. and homework duh. happy labour day dun labour on labour day. hee :) oh and my cousin is SO SO SO SOOOOOOoooooooOooOoo cute!!!! :D all babies look der same, as cute. haha. when he's slping and he's sOOOooooooooo tiny. ahahhaa. :D:D:D:D hrm wanna watch x men 2 and matrix when it comes out. lol. stupid outwar is down. heck. spastic game.
set adrift on 06:05 p.m. Thursday, May 1, 2003 .
gbook .
[quiz: enneagram test]
lizzie said was quite tru. :)
set adrift on 11:25 a.m. Thursday, May 1, 2003 .
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