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what does it REALLY take?
Friday, December 3, 2004 | 02:50 a.m.
what does it take to have a relationship with someone? i mean not only those BGR, but also platonic friends, friends you see once in 2 years, "friend" friends, not-really-your-friend friends...
what does it take? a spark of chemistry like sodium and air "BAM!"? or maybe looks? or maybe fate, and coincidence? or just that you can really talk to the person. knowing that he'll never judge you, or hurl scorn at you?
or maybe a desperate sense of loneliness, that crys out when you watch people walk past you when you see 2 people having fun, when you see happy faces that resemble the look on the your own face, only turned upside down...
i thought i knew, but now, i know i don't
maybe i'll take sociology in uni
ciaoexams stress...
Tuesday, November 16, 2004 | 07:26 p.m.
... is something that i am surprisingly not suffereing too much off... which is a bad sign... like now i'm sitting here, the day before my chem paper, typing away from the computer... haha...
well i guess its sorta a good thing... like i don't really freak out? and i can keep cool and calm and not rush about too much... so thats good i guess... haha
for those that didn't know, i'm going into army on the 8th dec, which is.... 12 days after a levels? or something like that... so better book which day you want go out with me early :D cos slots are limited... only while stocks last hahah...
AND I LOST MY PHONE!!! what kind of idiot steals an 8310?!?! now i'm stuck with a 8250 :( which is waaaay lousier than the 8310 for many many reasons haha...
k gtg mug chem! ciao
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