{ Plugging = Boys Be - Minna ga Iine }

Happy New Year minna-san!! *Glomps*

Went down to the Esplanade today and watched the fireworks... And got lost from the main group with Zio, Yuunie, Kuro, Squall and Schu...

Went out earlier today, met up with them at Cityhall at around 4 plus, met LeXis and passed her the boots (which killed my feet after I took them off) and then went off to Carrefour where we got the picnic stuff. Met Keokepa, Kyoka, Jason and some other GG team members there and went off to Sky Garden for the picnic where Schu, me and Ah gong found out that our darling sushis were gone. >< Couldn't eat my tako!! *Cries*

Neways, Zio, Yuunie, Salad, Kuro and Squall arrived later and we all basically hung around for quite a while when Salad, Zio and Ah gong went off to the Hobby Shop to have a look at the models there. Grabbed writing materials and wandered around the place looking for a specific location and ended up standing at the place over-looking the road around the Fountain of Wealth (aka the bloody huge fountain there...) and was kinda inspired... Gonna rewrite the whole thing.

I swear, Zio's handphone loves me or something and probably hates Schu cause while playing Truth or Dare later, I probably kenna about 4 to 5 times while Schu kenna zero. The damn phone's probably rigged or something. -__-;; Neways, passed one of my turn to her, got suan-ed the whole way during the game *mumblemuttercursethedamnedphone* but I think Animus-kor got it off the worst. Suan-ed every single chance they got to suan him. ^__^;; Guess I should be thankful that I did't get so jia lat.

Headed down to the Esplanade when we got split up. >_< Oh well. But nonetheless we got to see the fireworks and thoughts ran through my mind at that moment... Thank god I didn't cry...

Now the main reason of why I wanted to blog at such an unholy hour.

Over the past year, many things have happened... Both good and bad, happy and sad. Many arguments and whatnot... But compared to the year before that, I think I've done better in this regard although my temper might have become shorter for some reason. ><

I really want to thank all of you guys for helping me through the past year. God knows what would happen if you didn't and I don't want to think about it. I know that I probably have people who hate me by now but I know that I have a whole bunch of new friends, some who care about me even though I've known them for only a few short months... And majority of it spent chatting on IRC. I find it kinda hard to believe but I seriously hope the rest of the new year would be better than last year.

Ah gong : I don't really know what to say now except that thanks for everything you've done for me... Perhaps they weren't that big and obvious but in a way it is to me...
Bern Papa : I know I haven't spent much time with you in the hols but I just want you to know that I'm bloody grateful for the times when you scolded me and lent me a listening ear when I needed one. You're probably the one whom I worry over the most as well. Perhaps my only way of paying it back was through "spoiling you" as you would put it... I'm eternally grateful to you.
Tora-Kor : Seriously speaking, you're the one whom I've spent the most time crying over in the year before you announced it that you weren't going away. True, we've been through alot of arguments and such similar things but I sincerly hope that it have brought us closer together than bringing us apart. You're one of the people whom I seriously treasure...
Ani-kor : Thanks for all the listening ear and help you've given me this year... Seriously, even though the time we knew each other is kinda short, you've seriously shown more concern for me than I could have asked for... I don't know how to repay you for all this...
Astell-jie : Sure, we argue alot and have quite a lot of differences but sometimes I can spot out our similarities together as well. Perhaps I am grateful for some of your insults although they didn't go as they were supposed to at the time when they were supposed to... But I just wanna say thanks for everything and for the times when you were when I needed someone...
Yui-kor : ... What can I say except thank you? Even though we didn't really talk that much towards the end of the year, I just wanna point out that I hope you'll still be my kor and whatnot...
Schuldig/Eiji/Gab : Now you're the one whom I've known for the shortest time but you've shown the greatest amount of concern over me, much much MUCH more than what I'd expect of someone known over so short a time. All in all, you're the one who has shown the most amount of concern visible to me than most others are willing to show. Not that the others don't care about me but over a short time you've shown the greatest amount on me and I'm eternally in your debt for it.
Electra : I haven't forgotten about you yet you little rascal. Much like most of them up there, I've known you for a short while but I know that I can trust you to help me when I need and I just want you to know that I will do anything in my power to help you out when you need it.
Kakashi : I don't really know what to say here... But I thank you for that time when you listened to me and everything else. And I still owe you a treat.

For those who are not there, it's not like I've forgotten about you but these are the ones who've made an impact on me throughout the year (Or at least the second half). I don't really know what would have happened to me if I didn't know you guys and I'm eternally in _A_L_L_ of your debts. I just want to say here and now that I hope our friendships last as long as possible, and maybe forever if there is such a thing. Although some of the doubts will still be there, my trust is more secure than ever in anyone I've known in my whole life in you guys than anyone else.

I love you all, and I wish and pray that all of you will have the most blessed life ahead of you, if not year.

_H_A_P_P_Y_ _N_E_W_ _Y_E_A_R_ _M_I_N_N_A_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_

.//Saw to the light of the future and prayed for grace on the 1st of January 2004 at 0235hrs\\.

{ Plugging = A1 - The Things We Never Did }

Am going back onto A1... Yes I am. Don't give me that looks cause the song fits my mood right now although I'm thinking the next few days are gonna be shit. Nothing but shit. You know the undigestable stuff that comes out from your ass? Yeah. That. Neways...

27TH DECEMBER 2003 : Fan-tasia
What can I say but BRILLIANT!! FANTASTIC!! FABULOUS!! FUN!! GREAT!!! BRAVADO!!! You get the picture. ^-^;;

Yaoi-ed like crazy yesterday with both Mika-chan and Katan. Apparently seemed that Rociel was too preoccupied with the voting booth (Not to mention feeling too placid and a little ill) and Katan was... Hentai. So who else to go to besides the man-whore archangel Raphael and his little Mika-chan? ^^;; Think I've gotten a few fangirls around the area and one asked for an autograph. Talk about extreme. =___=

Think I drove Yelena and Yuuki-neechan up the wall as well. *Sweats*

Went onto stage and created chaos, fought with Astarte over Millia (aka Kaika), got pounced on by Kaka a few times, had her asking me to kiss her as well, nearly got glomped by Mistai and god knows who else... Got scared like mad when Keo said something I refuse to mention here sang the "The 12 Days of Apocolypse" to the Guilty Gear team, bombed them as well, laughed my ass off while watching Maei chase after Keo with a scissors attempting to cut off his costume to see him strip and god knows what else.

All in all a highly amusing and fun day with lotsa screaming fangirls (aka Moonliel and Miyu and god knows who else... =__=;;;) and lotsa yaoiful goodies by yours truly, Katan and Michael. XDXD

.//Created the first ever RaphaelxKatanxMichael pairing on the 28th of December 2003 at 2305 hrs\.

Atashi wa Atashi...
Schatten is a 14 year old who loves to read yaoi, manga, fanfiction, fantasy, horror and romance. Learning to draw currently and loves writing be it original or fanfiction. Original animal is a panther although most of the time she's a cat. Elements are the shadows and wind. Insane most of the times although she can be serious. Mood swings are very obvious.

Layout

Heero and Duo from Gundam Wing. Yaoi. XDD Layout and coding by Toraneko. Love the gal. Owe her 2 keychains now. ^-^ *Glomps* Picture taken from Atsui. GWing Yaoi fans eat your heart out. >D

Family!
~ Raywing Great grandpa ~ Sentinel-Ahgong ~ Bern-Otousan ~ Tessie-okaasan ~ Suzuno-okaasan ~ Niccy-otaasan ~ Toraneko-niichan ~ Sis-in-Law Rosie ~ Yui-Kor ~ Animus-Kor ~ Yukina-jie ~ Astell-Jie

Random...People? ^^;
= Rika = Electra = Alex = Sonia = Takuya = Inuran = Chobitss = Pyre = Schuldig = Claude = Kuniharu =

Random other Links...
archives + Kouhaku 2004 Official Website + Kouhaku 2004 Recruitment Website

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Wishlist
- LAPTOP!!!
- MOUNTAIN BIKEEEEE~~~!!!
- Roller Blades and a crash course in how to Blade
- Palmtop
- A new watch
- Ocean Pacific Sunglasses
- Vampire Chronicle Book (Check with me see what I want kayz?)
- German Shepard or a Shih Tzu
- Bombay (The cat! The cat damnit!)
- Tokimeki Memorial : Girl's Side artbook
- A nice thick book to read...
- SD Gundam!!!
- Sewing Machine
- The whole Dragonlance collections or just one will do
- A nice big fat ang pow
- Plushies!!
- DN Angel Plushie
- Gundam Seed Cushions
- Saiyuki Season 1 or the Movie VCD
- Any bloody Saiyuki Merchandise
- Or anything to do with Kazuya Minekura-sama
- Gundam Seed VCDs
- Weiß Gluhen VCD
- Ai no Kusabi Anime
- GRAVITATION VCDs!!
- Or anything to do with the bloody series (Or Hiro/K)
- Or just a nice greeting and a glomp will do. ^-^