Oh My GOD
this is pink.
It would be funny to get in a fist fight on valentine's.
02/14/2003 can you feel the love?

So we made it through the week and all is well. I acctually had a fairly chill valentines day. just kind of hung around, dropped off some batman valentines and got some various others. And then there was the b ball game. good times that was. good times indeed. and to keep this all valentine themed some guy asked his girlfriend (no fiance) to marry him. It was really cute acctually. see that is what I am talking about. this guy is not just being romantic this one day of the year.... no no he is using this one day of the year to pledge future and forever romantisism. See, that is what this holiday should be about. I was really glad I got to see that today because it made my little valentine's day experiment over the last week compleate. I was rather synical about all of this (and I guess in a way I still am) but then I saw this example of love to justify the holiday. It is amaizing how this one thing can counter act all of the other crap that I witnessed this week. Don't get me wrong... this holiday still sucks unless you are using it (as my new soon to be married pal did) to pledge love rather then to make up for love or justify your love on this one simple 24hours. Today (now yesterday) was a really good day for all you want to be romantics. (speeking of romantisism I am currently listening to the song "I'm a catholic girl of course I swallow" by the cocky sticks... now that is romantic!) If you truely believe in love and in true love (by whatever definition works for you) and you have someone to express it to then do so. (man this song is hilarious.. oh now it is holla back "woo woo") but remember when you express it on that one day that when you do express it you feel that way all the time and are not to justify your relationship by this one day. So in closeing: remember that who you love IS MORE IMPORTANT THEN YOU! Just something to keep in mind

02/13/2003 Tomorrow is it.

So I jacked this and acctually wrote over the edition before but it was really of not importance. So tomorrow is the big day and because I have yet to be out of my room or HC today I have very little that I can really say about the intire thing... so I am just going to pull something out of my ass. I find it interesting that my distain for this holiday is so passionate and yet my hair is red and turning pink faster and faster. (speeking of I need to cut my hair) But anyway I am sitting here thinking about the whole thing that has to do with this so called "holiday" and how silly it all is. It is an excuse to be romantic for those who on the average day to day basis are not. I truely believe that romance should be practiced but it should be expressed as often as possible. If you truely have a passion for a person you should do it all the time. As much as I hate PDA at least these people know that they love eachother. that or they are just creepy in heat and need to settle the hell down. And so as I have been saying before these people need to save it for the big day and I know everything I am saying now is somewhat contradictory to all that but you all know what I mean. PDA is a result of lust even though that lust is sometimes based off of love or what the average person thinks is love. And so in general PDA is lame as shit even if the two are in love but it kind of makes sense on valentines day.... PDA that is not love. Love should make sense everyday. I found it interesting the other day when chris was arguing with his girfriend about what to do tomorrow. They don't know if she is coming up here or if they are going down to his cabon or what not. Come on is arguing of VALENTINES DAY really nessisary? Anyway that is all I have to say on that issue today. Tomorrow will rap up the valentine's week special edition and I will be back to bitching about normal things. oh yeah I forgot to tell you all. I have batman Valentine's day cards and they are super kick ass because batman is super kick ass. Anyway I am out but as all this hip kids say <3 (that is a little heart)

02/09/2003 Day 2 of the valentine's week commentary.

This entry is acctually devided into two parts. The first is my normal social commentary chit chat blah blah blah. Basically proving that I am to critical of people. The second part is more thoughts on valentine's day. Ok so lets just start right in. Point one: Today my normal seat in my writing class was taken up because I was late. Why was I late you may ask. Well the fact of the matter is that I am slow and lazy but I am going to blame it on the fact that when I got in the shuttle today I did not know that half way through this ten minute ride they would switch drivers and in the process shoot the shit for five minutes about various subjects. Ok I realize these people are friends and like all friends when they see eachother they shoot the shit but come on. Don't these people realize that there are at least thirty people sitting behind them relying on them to get them to a spacific place on time. There is a time restraint here people.... I was three minutes late and due to that I didn't know what the hell was going on. but moving on. Today was a day where I saw a lot of people who looked like celebrities or washed up celebrities. First of all due to my lateness in writing I didn't sit in the usual spot (some little bitch-ass was in my chair) so I sat by this kid who I dare say had no sense of humor who looked just like bruce cambel. The sense of humor plays out like this. A lot of you are thinking "How can you judge a thing like that just because he didn't laugh at your great wit?" and the answer to that is that I didn't bust out my natural wit or jokes or anything but everyone else in the little groups we were in was hilarious and this massive chin of a kid just sat there. The second were fairly simple there was a girl who say in front of me on trax today who looked exactly like clair danes. She even had that prepetually bitchy look on her face. And the third was this guy down town who looked just like neil young. It was some crazy stuff. So on to section two of this email. The other night I went to the pie at midnight with cat and ashley (cat owed me cash and payed me back in pizza) and there, on the next table over where these two people just PDAing up the wazzoo. It wasn't just a kiss or a stroke on the ass. This was like making out. and then next thing you know it, they where gone. Come on people save it for valentines. Restrain yourself from doing every sex act known to man the week before valentines day and that will make the v-day night so nice. I mean that is what it is like. I read this statistic once that said that 70% of people in relationship have some form of sex on valentines day. That figure seems a bit excessive but sure for the sake of this lets go with that number. ok there is my v-day entry number 2. check back tomorrow for another.

02/08/2003 I love those little suger heart things.

So I am sitting here 6 days befor valentine's day writing this message on a sarcastic website. HA! It is going to be a week of TV shooting cheep romantic comodies at us right and left. It is a week of me on a suger high. It is a week of people who have dates to go on talking about it and all of the rest of us saying that valentine's day is worthless. But you know, next year if I am dating someone I will be sitting here talking nonsense to all of you people about how lucky I am to have someone on this valentine's. Its silly really. I really am just going to a basketball game with the guys. A butch thing to do on valentine's day. Anyway I will be updating this fairly frequently to keep you posted on my commentary of the valentine's day happenings.

01/31/2003 The introspective stage is over.

Yes thats right, I am done with all that sad look at life nonscense. Who knows why I snapped out of it though? by all rights I should be the same way.... but I am not! I have finished coming to conclusions and here are some of them just to keep you all posted:
-I whine to much
-I need a new breed of friends... ok this one takes some explaining but hold on. I like my current friends and I am not saying that they are bad I am just saying that I need to add on and diversify. if you have a problem with this then email me
-I need to focus on one task at a time. Just one. and then switch over as the situation alows.
-I like some forms of birds (I used to not like them except for owls and pelicans)
-I miss the winter,
Thats about it. Those are all of my introspective concluseions... now I can move on with life and act as though nothing has happend while keeping these things in mind.
Ok more jibber jabber. my buddy nick has pointed out some music that is by all means... GOD! it is a man called "atom and his package" by far (wait I have to point out that the people next to me are rocking some serious PDA.) one of the most original people out there these days. Basically what it is, is this guy who records sythisized beats and tunes into this big music playback box (hence the package) and sings and plays guitar over this. He is totally silly and rediculous but at the same time a god. You too should become inlightened www.atomandhispackage.com you will have to download multiple songs to truely appreciate it though. He will acctually be coming here in march and playing a show at kilby so if you too get hooked you can come and see him with me. "being an anarchist means you litter!" Ok that is about all. I am going to an aquabats concert tomorrow that I am totally stoked about but I am superdooper tired right now. bye

01/07/2003 Its been a while

It has been a while sense my last entry and mucho stuff has happened. Well acctually not really it has just been a long time. But there has been christmas and new years and all that jazz. The trip to denver was good and it was acctually kind of nice driving through wyoming... (imagine that) And then from there it was off to palm springs. Its a funny town really. sure there are springs and all (though I have no idea where they are) but there are probibly very few natural palm trees there and the rest of it is all sand... well now it is golf cources and palm trees on people lawns and it is just out of control. Its a boring town with not much to do but oh well I guess I did get to go out of this state. You know the vacation wouldn't have been half bad if we had just cut the time of it in half. Everyone just got pissy after 5 days together. Mosty I just hung around did the occasional swim. It was surprisingly cold down there. around 68 degrees. not to bad in comparison to salt lake but coming out of a pool or hot tub in can just get silly. So I didn't do as much swimming as usual. I did do a lot of cooking and writing in my journal and of course the standard drawing and watching movies. Christmas was good everyone liked the presents I got for them and I made out like a bandit. It was awsome. and new years is always good times. Dick Clark still looks like he is 54 and I think he always will. It will be interesting to see how long that guy lives. he is almost, if not already, 70. exciting times. now I am back at school which is good I really feel comfortable up here. I like the people in general and the ones I don't just provide me with comic amusement. Back in classes and I am really excited for them. They are thrilling. now all I have to do is go back to my room and find my tie collection for tomorrow.