Clickie LAWL.

@ 12:09 p.m.

.o0( lol@emokids )
// Monday, July 24, 2006

LOOK I'M SICKENINGLY ANOREXIC, CUT MYSELF AND CRY ALOT.

...does that mean you'll have sex with me?

BUT I WON'T LIKE IT BECAUSE MY BODY DOESNT DESERVE LOVE

@ 11:13 p.m.

.o0( vgclinic )
// Friday, June 9, 2006

http://www.gamespot.com/news/6152141.html

Is it bad then when I saw this I thought "So THAT'S where all the people in the guild have gone to..." ?

JUST KIDDING PLEASE DONT SEND ME TO REHAB.

o_o;

@ 04:10 p.m.

.o0( To be a geisha... )
// Wednesday, March 29, 2006

So I just got done reading (and watching) "Memoirs of a Geisha". It was...the best book I have ever read. I can't stop thinking about it. Absolutely amazing.

Since reading it though, this may sound foolish, I can't help but feel almost a longing to know what it's like to be a geisha. They're lives weren't wonderful, that's for sure. But the though of being so stunningly graceful, and being considered a work of art..appeals to me in some way. Being a dancer my whole life, it's always been my goal to give the audience a feeling over overwhelming emotion with my dance, but it was never quite possible with the way I was instructed. But the dance of a geisha is different, to me.

And it's not just the dancing that appeals to me. Learning to calm men just by carrying on a conversation, how to be sensual even with the simple things like serving tea, walking down the street and being able to stop a man in his tracks..it's amazing to me.

I wonder what it feels like to be considered the definition of beauty, to be desired by nearly ever man - without wearing a miniskirt and push up bra.

If I had the chance to learn everything there is to learn about a geisha, and modernize it, I would jump at that chance. To learn and teach the ways of a geisha without the torture, without auctioning off mizuage, without being owned by an okiya or a danna. To be able to be a geisha, and to be regarded as beautiful, and still be able to love. To turn my body into a work of art and entertain others with song, dance and colourful conversation. It would be a dream come true.

I know it's absolutely foolish and crazy. It would never happen. But imagine if the life of a geisha was something someone could choose, something they could have without having to give up love and life. It would be beautiful. I surely can't do it, but I wish someone would.

Even more so, I wish the majority of men could be entertained by a women's beauty without her taking off her clothes. (No offense to any of you guys, just a general statement ^^; )

@ 09:17 a.m.

.o0( Perfect. )
// Saturday, March 25, 2006

To me, doing something perfect means that what I did was done so that nobody can question or doubt me. It's done by the book, step by step, fact by fact so that people can only react in two ways: Happy, or indifferent. I like praise as much as the next person, as a matter of fact, any little bit of praise I get I take to heart and don't forget it. It makes me smile for days. But being noticed in general, whether in praise or disappointment makes me uncomfortable. So I guess the greatest level of perfection for me is doing something in a way that nobody feels the need to comment - they are completely indifferent to what I have done.

I apply that to myself as well, in how I look, feel and act. When somebody looks at me, I don't want them to see all the amazing things I did, or all the horrible things I've done. I want them to look at me and just see that I'm a person, and have no opinion one way or another how I should or should not be. That to me, would be me being absolutely perfect. Unjudgeable by others, because I give them nothing to judge me on. If they even attempted to do so, they would make themselves feel foolish, because there is nothing about me that is right or wrong, I just am, and that fact is impossible to argue.

That's what perfect is to me.

@ 06:29 p.m.

.o0( LOOKIE WHAT I GOT )
// Wednesday, March 22, 2006

LOOKIE LOOKIE LOOKIE LOOKIE LOOKIE

@ 10:24 p.m.

.o0( Teehee. )
// Monday, March 20, 2006

I wonder what people think when they look at my search history and see "One Megaton of TNT".

NUCLEAR BOOOOOOMBS. WuuuuurBOOM.

@ 12:10 p.m.

.o0( You win again, computer. )
// Friday, March 17, 2006

So I just spent 3 hours trying to fix my internet connection with the library. I ping'd, restarted, ipconfig'd, everything. And now, with only an hour left until I have to work, I finally figure it out.

...

lolsystemrestore.

Laura: 0
Common Sense: 1

@ 12:13 p.m.

.o0( roflwoflz. )
// Wednesday, March 8, 2006

Jesus Christ Vampire Hunter

@ 02:08 p.m.

.o0( Hehe. )
// Sunday, February 19, 2006

My sweetheart owns everybody else's sweetheart.

I love you Lowell! <3

@ 11:00 p.m.

.o0( Real nice. )
// Thursday, January 12, 2006

I'll never get over how it hurts when you put everything aside for somebody. Your feelings, your judgements, your doubts, your pain. You set it all aside to give them another chance to show you they can be someone special to you. ..And then they just stab you in the back.

As much as I feel like I'm too nice to people sometimes, I don't want to change that.

Sometimes though, it just doesn't seem to pay off.

@ 01:53 a.m.

.o0( I hate stuff. )
// Tuesday, December 27, 2005

I am quite possibly the most unhappy person in the world right now.

Think I'm exaggerating? Good. I'll just kick you in the face, then. =D

@ 03:17 a.m.

.o0( OH GOD YES. )
// Thursday, December 22, 2005

My credit bill cuts off today! That means all the money that I'm going to spend tomorrow that I don't have, I won't have to pay until next month.

WOO!

It's the little things. <3

@ 04:03 a.m.

.o0( Title of this layout? Procrastination. )
// Thursday, December 22, 2005

I did this layout a few mins ago while avoiding writing my computer forensics paper. My best layouts come when I'm procrastinating. ^^

It's only temporary, as my blog's getting a total overhaul once I get my domain up and running.

Blessed Yule, everybody! Erm, late Yule. As it ended 2 and a half hours ago. >>; And Happy Birthday to my Great Grampa. <3

@ 02:32 a.m.

.o0( I absolutely NEED this shirt. )
// Monday, December 19, 2005

.

@ 01:55 p.m.

.o0( Look at my site! Or I'll cry. )
// Sunday, December 11, 2005

CLICK HERE NOW.

I'm getting my domain in a couple weeks. =D Which means new blog, new web sites, new e-mail and other spiffyness. The site above is for my HTML class. When I finish it, it's going on my domain.

Fo shnitzel, bitches.

@ 05:07 p.m.

.o0( HIII )
// Saturday, November 26, 2005

STILL ALIVE I SWEAR.

School + Work + New Domain + WoW = -Blog

@ 06:46 p.m.

.o0( Wreck of the Day - Anna Nalick )
// Monday, October 10, 2005

Driving Aaway from the wreck of the day
And the light's always red in the rearview
Desperately close to a coffin of hope
I'd cheat destiny just to be near you

And if this is giving up then I'm giving up
If this is giving up then I'm giving up
Giving up on love
On love

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And I'm thinking 'bout calling on Jesus
Case love doesn't hurts, So I know I'm not falling in love
I'm just falling to pieces

And if this is giving up then I'm giving up
If this is giving up then I'm giving up
Giving up on love
On love

And maybe I'm not up for being a victim of Love
When all my resistance will never be distance enough

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And it's finally quiet in my head
Driving alone, finally on my way home
To the comfort of my bed

And if this is giving up then I'm giving up
If this is giving up then I'm giving up
Giving up on love
On love

@ 10:31 p.m.

.o0( <3 )
// Friday, September 30, 2005

09/23/05
You will be missed, Uncle Don.

@ 11:51 p.m.

.o0( Ehehe )
// Tuesday, September 27, 2005

This makes me crack up everytime I read it.

@ 02:02 a.m.

.o0( Hey, guess what? )
// Thursday, September 22, 2005

It's come to my attention that there are a few people who feel I am unreliable. So I would like to take this time to bitch at these people for it. =D

Firstly. If you want me to do something, come out and say it. Saying "I'd really like it if somebody ________........" and expecting me to interpret your "..." as "OMG DO THIS FOR ME" is stupid as hell. I won't do it for you. Come out and say what you want, dammit. I try to limit my mind-reading to once a day.

Secondly, if you want me to do something, and just mention it once, I probably won't remember, of will think that you weren't very serious about it. Follow up on it, let me know you definatley want it, and give me details. This is in the area mainly of graphics. Many people have requested things, but not really followed up on it. Remind me, because I get alot of requests.

I can be a very reliable person, but I don't read minds. Be clear with me, be blunt. Tell me what you want, and I will do it. In the past, I've blown alot of things off. I apologize for that, I know it was frustrating, and it has changed. Don't judge me on the past. Come to me, tell me what you want, and I will tell you if I can do it.

End of story because bitching is boring.

In other news, HI I'M ALIVE OMG. *blog-gasm*

@ 06:32 p.m.

.o0( Erm... )
// Saturday, August 27, 2005

"If you are visually impaired or cannot otherwise read this code please contact the Administrator for help."

Am I the only one that finds this absolutely hilarious?

@ 12:53 a.m.

.o0( DAAAH. )
// Wednesday, August 17, 2005

WHY AM I AWAKE. IT'S 5:00 IN THE MORNING. This is usually when I'm going to sleep. T_T Daaaaah.

It's off to Indy we gooo. See you all in a week!

@ 05:15 a.m.

.o0( HA. )
// Monday, August 15, 2005

Well SCREW YOU Guardians of Order. Screw you and your CHARACTER SHEETS. I'll make my own CHARACTER SHEETS. But my character sheets will be better than YOURS. Mine'll be better because they'll have LOBSTERS on them.

@ 06:59 p.m.

.o0( 235 )
// Tuesday, August 9, 2005

Xenosphobatic: REMEMBER EVERY TIME YOU BRING PARTICLE PHYSICS INTO COMIC DISCUSSIONS GOD KILLS A CATGIRL. PLEASE, PLEASE THINK OF THE CATGIRLS.

ZeroAmura: EVERY TIME YOU KILL A KITTEN, GOD MASTURBATES.

Typheros: BUT QUANTUM MECHANICS ARE SEXY ;.;

Toujiron: Mmmmmm, baby.

ZeroAmura: EVERY TIME YOU MASTURBATE A KITTEN GOD KILLS HIMSELF

Rylune: Wait, is that a kitten god killing himself or you masturbating a kitten?

Typheros: penis

ZeroAmura: EVERYTIME YOU KILL GOD, A KITTEN MASTURBATES.

Toujiron: EVERYTIME GOD MASTURBATES, KITTENS KILL YOU.

- - -

Welcome to RO! -_-;

From the quote "Everytime you masturbate, god kills a kitten. Please, think of the kittens." for those of you who haven't heard it.

@ 01:53 p.m.

.o0( Still 19! )
// Saturday, July 9, 2005

Well, my birthday did a bigger turn around than I thought. I ended up being up 'till a little before 6am doing homework - so needless to say, I woke up late. But I got an extension on my Religious Studies papers, and the Art Show for tomorrow is cancelled, so I have much more time than I did before. Well, except for the fact that my semester officially ended a half hour ago and I still don't have all my work in. o_o;

But it's okay, because I'm sitting here listening to Daft Punk on my NEW MP3 PLAYER. And I have a good grasp on how to get the rest of my Pacific Asia homework done quickly.

In other news, I'm officially working at Stewart's for $7.50 an hour. I still won't have enough for GenCon, but we'll see what happens. I'll only have 4 paychecks by then. So I'm going to be busting my ass doing that, and cleaning house for mom 5 days a week, plus taking care of the Hoffman's horses for 2 weeks. Goodbye summer vacation? -_-;

So anyways, tonite we went to Hibachi again, and it was amazing as usual. I love their food. ^^ Then I lost almost $70 (of course, the money wasn't mine >>; ) at the Casino.

I still feel guilty for not having my birthday party at my own house. I feel like a loser. -_-;

All in all, it was a good birthday. Minus the brain explodey, birthday party guilt and gencon stress. o_o;

I want more fried rice. x_X

@ 12:33 a.m.

.o0( 19! )
// Friday, July 8, 2005

Happy Birthday to me! I'm officially 19 years old. And how better to celebrate than to write 4 papers, 2 essays, a million discussions and critques, and do a test? Oh, I also have to finish my mother's art portfolio, make my own, finish her business cards, as well as my own, and do all of my fair submissions, all by tonite.

So It's 4:30am, and I'm finishing one paper, and about to do another. Then I'll get up at 11am, and write 2 more papers within an hour, then take another hour to do my est and 2 essays, then take the last hour to do my mom's art portfolio. My fair submission and art portfolio will have to wait. Then I have to go to Stewart's and fill out paperwork.

aldkfalskdflajsdfjlsjdf. I'm not frustrated. Not at all.

But I'm looking forward to partying this weekend. IF YOU GUYS DON'T SHOW UP I'LL KILL YOU.

>>;

@ 04:20 a.m.

.o0( Happy stuff to people! )
// Thursday, June 23, 2005

Happy Early Birthday Al!

Al's birthday is Saturday. So say Happy Birthday to him, dammit. And also... Happy..err...Wedding Jared and Bonnie!

Jared and Bonnie are getting married this Sunday. So congratumerlations to them!

@ 12:53 p.m.

.o0( ;_; )
// Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Dear Laura,

I would like to inform you of your nomination as Poet of the Year for 2005, and to personally invite you to read your poetry at the single largest gathering of poets in history, where you will be formally inducted as an International Poet of Merit and Honored Member of our Society for 2005-2006.

Your induction will take place Friday evening, August 19th, at the Washington Hilton Hotel in Washington, DC, during the International Society of
Poets Summer 2005 Convention and Symposium.

@ 05:19 p.m.

.o0( WILL SELL BODY FOR TREASURE TOKENS. )
// Thursday, June 9, 2005

Fwee.

So far, I've signed up to run 2, two hour demos of BESM 3rd Edition at GenCon. Which should be fun. I get to see the book ahead of time, and get supplied with an insta-plot. Plus I get a spiffeh little package when I get to the con.

Then, today, I started stalking the GenCon Forums again, and decided to volunteer to work in the True Dungeon Tavern for a few hours. It should be a blast. I could probably use my Assassin Cross costume from RO for it. Once I figure out what an assassin cross LOOKS LIKE that is.

Should be fuuuun.

You know what else is fun? Sleep. Yeeessss.

EDIT: Also, somebody should buy me the "Rogues Do It From Behind" shirt for my birthday. WHICHISJULY8TH plzkthxbai.

EDIT EDIT: Oh, and Ctrl+Alt+Del Volume 1 and/or 2.

@ 03:58 a.m.

.o0( o_0 )
// Wednesday, June 8, 2005

Sath: I'm gonna crash the server.

April fools.

Touji: I'm gonna crash with your mom.

Not April fools, just thought you should know.

@ 03:15 a.m.

.o0( ZOMG ANIME CLUB STUFFZORZ. )
// Saturday, June 4, 2005

Anime Club was today and it rocked. We showed ep 1 of Kiddy Grade, which went over well. Then we showed Ep 1 of the Devilman TV Series from the 80's. o_0; It was funny. Then we showed ep 1 of Fruits Basket, which nobody really payed attention to, but that's no big deal. ^_^

So far, we're sponsored by Funimation. Our application with Bandai is pending (I believe they're waiting to talk to the library), AnimEigo said they'd send of a bunch of stuff, and I'm gonna submit an application to ADV Films today. Oh, and Manga has my address. I'm not quite sure what they're going to DO with it, but whatever it is, I'm sure I'll love it. (Yes, WHATEVER it is.)

If you live in the Saratoga area, go to the anime club. I don't care if you don't like anime. Go anyways. plzkthxbai.

@ 08:41 p.m.

.o0( Screenies! )
// Friday, May 27, 2005

Shival: Reikeira is sexy~
Shival: If it wasn't for the fact she'd kick my ass, i'd hit on her.

Orini is Keri, Nova is Lowell, Reikeira and Akasha are me.

OMG TWINS. Me + Keri = o_0

Bumming around Prontera. We're like the Stewart's groupies. Just minus the drugs (except those red herbs XD). Also: Moo.

We later left him for the one with the flower cart. You know what they say about men with big ..er..flower carts.

Awww...aren't I purdy? =3

ORI'S HAVING REI FOR DINNER, HUR HUR EL OH EL.

Me and Ori in Nifleheim (Land of the Dead). WE'RE SO GOTH.

SHE LIIIIIIIIVVVVEEEEEEESSSSSS.

Thrak, Ori, Cath and Me. we r teh bezt guild!!1 duh!!!!11shiftone!1

Thrak and I. We're loitering. Look at us loiter! o_0

@ 04:23 p.m.

.o0( o_o )
// Wednesday, May 25, 2005

YOU CAN'T SEE ME!

*poof*

@ 01:16 a.m.

.o0( What to show...what to show.. )
// Thursday, May 12, 2005

What should we show at the first meeting of AnimeCafe? CLICK ON THE LINKS AND READ THE DESCRIPTIONS, BITCHES. Don't judge by names, because all of them actually look really good.

Kiddy Grade, Spiral or Tenchi Muyo! GXP.

I'm thinking of showing whichever we choose, along with one or two episodes of Fruits Basket. Well, not just Fruits Basket, in between the episodes there's interviews with the voice actors and what-not. It's pretty cool. Cost me $2. xD

COMMENTCOMMENTCOMMENT.

@ 01:57 a.m.

.o0( HUR HUR EL OH EL )
// Sunday, May 8, 2005

I disected my keyboard. I started off by vaccuming it, but that didn't work well enough, so I took it apart, and washed, and now it's hanging in 3 pieces by rubberbands from the ceiling in my kitchen.

=D

Pictures coming tomorrow or something. >>

@ 12:59 a.m.

.o0( !!!!!!!! ^____________^ )
// Thursday, May 5, 2005

We've been approved for playtesting! ^________^ I got a copy of the rules today. Anybody who would like a copy, let me know. It's a pdf file. ^^

I heard back about the demos too, but he said that he'd follow up with more information at a later date. ^_^

I'm gonna need to get in 4 sessions, though, by the end of May. So if anybody has any idea how we can get these in, lemme know. I can make almost any time available. Except this Sunday, 'cause it's Mother's Day. <3

In other news, Niki's birthday was two days ago. If you didn't say Happy Birthday to her, then you suck. xD ME LOVES YOU SIS. And Sonya's birthday is tomorrow, everybody say Happy Birthday to her. I don't care if you don't know her. She rocks, so tell her Happy Birthday. ^_______^

@ 04:14 p.m.

.o0( Lau != Homework )
// Thursday, May 5, 2005

There's nothing like cold soba noodles to kick start your brain and cheer you up, lemme tell ya. I made soba noodles with a beef/vegetable sauce the other day for dinner. But I saved a big bowl full of sauce'less noodles. And made this spiffy beef/vegetable/ginger/cilantro dip to go with them. Cold soba noodles ROCK.

In other news, I faxed in the NDA for the BESM 3e playtest, and signed up to do a couple BESM 3e demos as GenCon. Also, Keri and I scheduled the dates for the anime club. It starts Saturday, June 4th from 3:00-5:00, and goes bi-weekly from there. =D Also, mine and Lowell's 3 year anniverserararary is in a couple weeks. <3 <3 <3

As far as bad news, I've been feeling like royal shit lately. It's not just royal MYBODYHATESME stuff. It's like something really wrong somewhere. =(

@ 02:23 a.m.

.o0( PLAY NOW. )
// Tuesday, April 26, 2005

I'm thinking of putting the Sailor Moon campaign on hold for a month to do playtesting for BESM3e. Problem is, I need one more player. Right now, I've got Lowell, Keri and Al. They haven't agreed to it, butbutbut THEY'LL PLAY IF THEY KNOW WHAT'S GOOD FOR THEM. >>;

So assuming they want to play, I've got 3 players, and I need 4. Before May 1st.

Also, I'll have to do 4 sessions, meaning one a week. So this is also up to Lowell and Al - I don't wanna screw you guys out of your sessions. ^^;

SO SOMEBODY ELSE PLAY. Dammit.

@ 08:59 p.m.

.o0( xD )
// Monday, April 25, 2005

Sir Lancelot: We were in the nick of time. You were in great peril.
Sir Galahad: I don't think I was.
Sir Lancelot: Yes, you were. You were in terrible peril.
Sir Galahad: Look, let me go back in there and face the peril.
Sir Lancelot: No, it's too perilous.
Sir Galahad: Look, it's my duty as a knight to sample as much peril as I can.
Sir Lancelot: No, we've got to find the Holy Grail. Come on.
Sir Galahad: Oh, let me have just a little bit of peril?
Sir Lancelot: No. It's unhealthy.
Sir Galahad: I bet you're gay.
Sir Lancelot: No, I'm not.

@ 11:39 p.m.

.o0( @_@ )
// Friday, April 22, 2005

I'm a big basket full of emotions today. I guess one part, is that what's going on with my Gramma hit me today. She's had 3 operations in the past couple weeks for Breast Cancer, hopefully this'll be the last one. I was at the hospital from 6:50am until 2:30 this afternoon with her. It was hard to see her there, obviously scared out of her wits. Gramma's always been the strong, cheerful, laid back one. It made me sad. I'm almost guaranteed to get it, considering it runs on both sides of my family. Which sucks.

I was a little screwed up when I got up this morning though, firstly because of a show I watched last night about this 15 year old girl that had a baby, and she ran away and had it on her own, and it just made me sad, and brought up all these weird motherly feelings. As well as that dream I had about my 'future daughter' that ended up being killed. Talking about that dream bothers me more than I let people know it. I remember the name of my little baby girl in the dream too - it was Angela. Which is odd, 'cause I don't remember it being mentioned in the dream. *shrug* So there's that, and then I had a really disturbing, cryptic dream, which woke me up early and kept me up for the rest of the night. So I'm a little out of sorts. Very emotional.

On the up side, Keri and I talked to the library yesterday about the anime club aaaannnnddddd we're going in tomorrow to schedule the dates we need! They gave it to us without a problem. It's gonna rock. We've got a ton of ideas and we're super excited. =)

@ 05:48 p.m.

.o0( Buttsecks, anybody? )
// Thursday, April 21, 2005

@ 04:30 a.m.

.o0( Ha. Haha. HAHAHAHAHA. )
// Friday, April 15, 2005

HAHA. LAU WINS. YOU LOSE. I GOT A KITTY BAND AND YOU DIDN'T. AHAHAHA.

There's an item in RO called a Kitty Band. You get it by killing these little raccoon things called "Smokies", but the drop rate is like ... 0.000000000001 percent. And I asked about it last night, and they were all like "Heh..Hehheh." Laughing at me. Yarr!

Because THEY'VE all been trying to get Kitty bands for forever now, and after a few hours, I GOT ONE.

BECAUSE I ROCK MORE THAN ALL OF THEM COMBINED.

AHAHA. LAU WINS. BITCHES.

@ 06:01 p.m.

.o0( Mm. Noodles. )
// Friday, April 15, 2005

Why the hell am I still awake? I can't believe how many times I've asked myself this question. It's not that I don't want to sleep, it's more that I can't. I'm not quite sure why. For the past few years it's been out of a few irrational fears. But those have calmed down, mostly. Still, no sleep for me. I'm used to it now I suppose. I'll pick myself up, say goodnight to the dog, check again to make sure the oven's off and turn off the lights. Then, I'll hop up the stairs, trying to be perfectly quiet, just so nobody will know I've been awake. I hate it when my mother calls out to me when I'm passing her bedroom. I feel like I've violated her somehow - like it's my fault that she's awake, and I should be ashamed. Anyways, I turn off the light, and run into my room, keeping an eye on the guest room, just to make sure, and closing my door just right.

It'll probably be getting light out soon. I've found this more depressing lately. The fact that I'm just going to bed and it's light out. It never really was that big of a deal before. But now it seems to make me sad, and almost stressed. So I cover up my windows with as many blankets as possible, making it pitch black.

...And then turn my TV on so the room is lit up like it's daytime. I'll give you a cookie if you can figure that one out.

A few minutes later, dad comes in my room to say goodbye. I'll pretend to be tired, just so he doesn't know I stayed up all night. Daddy's all I've got. I don't want to do anything to ever disappoint him (Even though he's never led me to believe I ever could).

And then my day goes on. I wake up, and stress about not being to wherever I have to be on time, how I have to many chores to do, whether or not I've done something to anger mom later on, and about how many hours I have to right my paper for my Religion course. It all sounds like a normal schedule, but it just doesn't seem to fit. It all seems just slightly off-center. I like things perfectly straight.

But what can I girl do? Other than sit here, drowning my sorrows in a bowl of beef flavoured Udon noodles.

(OHMIGAWD LAU IS SUPEREMO.)

@ 05:18 a.m.

.o0( >_< )
// Thursday, April 14, 2005

Where is anime going? This is where anime is going.

..RIGHT OUT THE FUCKIN WINDOW.

¬_¬

@ 02:44 p.m.

.o0( Joukie loves Tina! <3 )
// Tuesday, April 12, 2005

EDIT: DAY OF SILENCE IS TOMORROW, BITCHES. Participate and stuff. I'm not doing much, but I'm doing a little, only because it snuck up on me. And GLSEN didn't send me anything on it yet. But they'll prolly follow their yearly ritual and send me info on it a week after it's done and gone. Link is here.

This is a present for Tina. And not only because she found me Sailor Stars for download, but because she's such an amazing person. She always keeps in touch with us girls, and even when we haven't talked for awhile, she's still there. I always look forward to any comment or e-mail I get from her, because it's always really heartfelt. Tina, you're such an amazing person. You go out of your way so much for all of us. And I just want you to know that I really appreciate everything you've done for me. You're a wonderful person, and you have a beautiful future ahead of you. I love you! <333

As far as Sailor Stars goes..

OMG!!!!!!!!! I've been wanting to see Sailor Moon Stars ever since I knew that it existed which is like..years. The only ones I've seen is the last half, and it's all screwed up and stuff. I've been DYING TO SEE SAILOR STARS. I'M NOT COMING OUT OF THE COMPUTER ROOM UNTIL I'VE SEEN EVERY EPISODE ATLEAST 3 TIMES. OMG I'M SO EXCITED. You don't understand how excited I am. It's such an amazing series, atleast I've heard it's an amazing series, but I don't really know 'cause I've never seen it, but now I can and it's all thanks to Tina I LOVE YOU TINA. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!

@ 05:32 p.m.

.o0( Mr. Frizzles loves j00. <3 )
// Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Sososo. I have a pet in RO. He's a little fluffy white bunny rabbit called a Lunatic. And his name is Frizzles. Mister Frizzles to you.

Here is a picture of me and Mr. Frizzles.

Mr. Frizzlesperforming! Look at him go!

Recently, Mr. Frizzles and I have bonded. This means that he starts talking to me. Here is what he's said so far:

Frizzles: Tasty, like eyeballs.
Frizzles: You better be glad I-*BURP*-ate...ZZZZZzzz...
Frizzles: Look at me! I'm the sexiest Lunatic alive! *squeak*
Frizzles: OH HOLY CARROT! Bwahahahaha...
Frizzles: Your legs are hare-y?
Frizzles: How can you tell me apart from other Lunatics?
Frizzles: Why do lunatics have feathers? We're not birds...are we?
Frizzles: More. More. I want the world to eat .... more .... ermmm yeah. Thank you.
Frizzles: I'm not fat! I just have a really poofy hairstyle!
Frizzles: Don't your legs hurt? Mine do.
Frizzles: Lalala.... mmmmmmmm..... why am I called a lunatic? bahaha
Frizzles: Stand next to that monster I want to take a picture.
Frizzles: Don't just stand there! FEED ME!
Frizzles: Just don't use me as a wig!
Frizzles: Gawd. That is how food tastes like....bahaha
Frizzles: OWWWW! I bit my tongue... =D
Frizzles: Can you put me in your bag or something?
Frizzles: It is hard to stay tiny and cute with all this food...
Frizzles: *BURP* Excuse me...all those carrots...I get no protein...
Frizzles: What's the weather like up there?
Frizzles: Let me have at him...I'm the carrot slinger of the year...I'll get him in the eye...
Frizzles: Hello there, you with the smily face...you are scaring me, plz turn away.
Frizzles: Bunny Bopper will use his optimism to help you!
Frizzles: HAHAHAHA! GOOD KILL!
Frizzles: Gimme an M! Gimme an I! ..No that doesn't come next...oh well Gimme a GZ anyways!
Frizzles: Here is a cup of tea for you, and one for you...and one for you...WHAT DO YOU MEAN IT'S EMPTY?!

I fuckin LOVE this rabbit. <333

@ 02:18 a.m.

.o0( o/ )
// Thursday, April 7, 2005

Guess who has her license? ^_______^

I did it perfectly. The only thing he marked off on my sheet didn't make any sense. Probably just marking it because god forbid anybody does anything perfectly.

Anyways, I was extremely lucky. The three point turn was on a wide road, he didn't make me go through a school zone, around a monument, down a one way street or change lanes anywhere. Plus I only came to one intersection. It was a 5 minute test. w00t! o/

It was kinda funny. The guy who gave the test came flying into the parking lot, and parked somewhere that isn't even considered a parking spot. Plus he looked like an army reject. But it's all good, 'cause I passed. Yay!

Of course I still don't have a car, and prolly won't for awhile, so I'm still going to be driving everybody nuts to give me rides places. xD

@ 12:30 p.m.

.o0( 0_o;;;;;;;;;; )
// Sunday, April 3, 2005

Spell slinging orgies are fun, kids!

@ 06:24 a.m.

.o0( X_x )
// Friday, April 1, 2005

Lau + 2 hour downloads + corrupted files + defragging + redownloading + being sick - sleep = >_<

@ 04:54 a.m.

.o0( OHNOES. )
// Thursday, March 31, 2005

Well, I'm totally addicted to the MMORPG Ragnarok Online.

Even more so, because it's free.

=D

@ 04:50 p.m.

.o0( Hum. )
// Wednesday, March 30, 2005

The past five years of my life have been filled with counsellors, therapists, hospitals, doctors and medications.

And ya know, sometimes I think it just won't be worth it - the be 30 and say "Wow, I feel much better now, but the first half of my life, the years that are supposed to shape who I am today - yeah, they really sucked."

@ 11:55 a.m.

.o0( *gigglegiggle* )
// Tuesday, March 29, 2005

I feel giddy.

Somebody give me something to cure it. Like...a punch in the face or something.

0_o

@ 10:48 p.m.

.o0( Tsuki ni kawatte..oshioki yo! )
// Monday, March 28, 2005

I probably just completely butchered that phrase, but it's okay, because I'm the only one that knows what it is. AHAHAH.

I just spent about 2 hours talking about Sailor Moon with people who are just as fanatical about it as me.

That makes me a very happy Lau.

^_______^

Happy Easter/Ostara minna-san!

@ 02:36 a.m.

.o0( OMGWTFBBQ?!?!! )
// Friday, March 25, 2005

Sososo. I think I'm gonna do "The Art of Japan" for my research paper. I'll talk about how everylittlefuckinthing they do, is some type of ceremony.

Thanks for everybody's help in deciding, even though all your comments were pointless since I didn't use any of them.

But it's okay. Buttsecks for everybody!

@ 11:24 p.m.

.o0( Mmm. Research Projects. )
// Monday, March 21, 2005

Which should I do for my Pacific Asia research project?