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Goddess of the Goggles (MB)

>___< . . . now I am really pissed off. My parents can fucking go to hell!

As you can obviously tell, I am pretty fucking pissed off, and that is an understatement! This has been along time coming, so I feel very victorious!

And I also cut myself. I know, you are thinking . . .are you insane? And the answer is no. Cutting yourself brings you to a realization, and through all the light-headedness, it makes you acknowledge the fact that you are human. And no, I don't reccomend you go and cut yourself, it hurts like hell (considering its the first time I have had my "buttons" pushed this far.).

And trust your parents to threaten you. I'm not even sure if they love me. Hell, I have always known that they don't actually love me, despite what they say. They lie, you can tell when they hesisate to say it. I really don' care if they love me or not, it's no skin off my back, but when they start threatening to take me to the hospital (yes, I cut myself, but I didn't go overboard, I just made a few nicks!), then it kinda gets personal!

Hell, I didn't even do anything wrong, and look what happens! It's really sad ya know, when parents act like a fucking five year old . . . >___< . . . just like my so called "father".

Sometimes I ponder what my life would have been like if the people who are my parents, aren't, or if they died in some kind of freak accident. Actually, I really wouldn't miss them that much if they did die. . .

Like I said before, I'm not crazy, in fact, I am quite sane. It's just that, all my life, my "mother" keeps saying that I have some kind of mental problem, and I am really beginning to suspect that it is really she, who has the problem. I am really tired of her trying to run my life, by telling me what to do and how to do it! Ah, all of you can go fuck yourselves if you think I'm lying, or craving attention. I'm not a people person, and I love my solitude!

It feels better writing this down, but if anyone has any input, email me at SuperSayinSammy@aol.com . . . I doubt any of you will have any, but, oh well, it's just there.

Updated Home Page

Hey! I updated! Whoooooo! I am so proud of myself!

And I also got a layout up!! WHEEEEE!!!!!!!! Yay! I am soo smart! I figured out how to do it my self! I am soo proud of me! ^______^

Anyway, my homepage is updated! And it's fixed, and it's very pretty now!! Whee! And I also got a new computer! Speed and updates, I feel so good! ^_____________^

Anyway, go check out my homepage and look around, read a fanfic!

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Ah, I gave up the layout, couldn't figure it out. Blah X___________X

Ah, I'm pissed off. Yesterday, my "Father" (and I use the term loosley) and Step-mother came over. I haven't seen them in six months. I really wouldn't have minded if they hadn't come. And I really wish they hadn't!

I swear. My "Father" is an idiot. He acts like a five year old, and it immbereses me to no end. X______X I really want to tell him off. Blah, I'll tell him soon enough, and I don't plan to be kind about it either.

Oh well. Anyway, never ever go to see my "Big Fat Greek Weding". It's the most boring movie, especially if you are between the ages 0 to 16. My god, I wanted to hurl after seeing that movie.

Ah well, the only good thing to come out of yesterday is that I got to eat some POCKY!! YUMMY!!!! Ah, I love Kyoto Express. That is the best place to find Japanese fast-food (or as I call it, take out!). Ah, yummy chicken terryiaki bowl!

Ah, and I am a bit sick today, so I feel abit light headed and under the weather. And also, one of my friends told me that a good friend of his, was going to kill herself. I swear, I panicked. I really hope that he tells someone and they help her.

Oh well, sorry for not updating in awhile. I have been suffering from a case of day-time insomnia. Oh well, at least now I feel exhausted. Thank god that I don't feel well. Ja.

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Ahh. . . ::hits head:: I have this nice layout, that I wanna put up here, all unzipped and everything, but I don't know how the hell to put it up!! ::hits head again::

Need help putting layout up -__________________- . . . need to find some one who knows. . . maybe Miss Ryoko or Miss B_T knows. . . must ask!! ::goes off to find out if they know how to put up layouts::

PS: My sister, aka the owner of this weblog is very dumb when it comes to computers! ::gets pulled off computer by sister::

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You'll never guess what I just ate!. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ::and so on::

Well, I ate . . . . FISH EGGS!! And they were an orange color on some sushi I ate!!! They were really good!! I also ate Eel and Tuna!! I have eaten sushi for the last week. . . and its really good! ^_^ SWEET

I love SUSHI. . . SUSHI SUSHI SUSHI SUSHI!! MOOOOOOOO, oh. . . sorry, I meant TOAST. HEHE ^-^

A funny fic you should. . .

Check out the link. . . it's a really funny fic. I read it, and I hope that the person who wrote it, keeps the chapters coming!

Anyway, that's not the reason I am writing this, ::sighs::, ::cries:: I need to see new anime, TOAST! -___-;; don't pay any attention to my toast addiction. . . it tastes really good with butter. . . :P Anyway. . . I was looking through the mail I archived, and I found one of those really cool test thingies. . .

Put the following 5 animals in the order of your preference.

Cow
Tiger
Sheep
Horse
Pig

My answers:

Tiger
Cow
Sheep
Horse
Pig

Write one word that describes each one of the following:

Dog
Cat
Rat
Coffee
Sea

My answers:
Dog: cool
Cat: bitchy
Rat: rude
Coffee: nice
Sea: peaceful

Think of someone (who also knows you and is important to you) that you can relate them to the following colors (do not repeat your answer twice. Name just one person for each color.)

Yellow
Orange
Red
White
Green

My answers:

Yellow: Shacarol
Orange: Black_Tailmon (from AY)
Red: Jack
White: Symantha
Green: Gialian (from AY)

Finally, write down your favorite number and your favorite day of the week.

13 and Saturday

Look at the interpretations below, This will define your priorities in your life.

Cow Signifies CAREER
Tiger Signifies PRIDE
Sheep Signifies LOVE
Horse Signifies FAMILY
Pig Signifies MONEY

Your description of dog implies your own personality.
Your description of cat implies the personality of your partner.
Your description of rat implies the personality of your enemies.
Your description of coffee is how you interpret sex.
Your description of the sea implies your own life.

Yellow: Someone you will never forget
Orange: Someone you consider your true friend
Red: Someone that you really love
White: Your twin soul
Green: Someone that you will remember for the rest of your life

MOOOO . . . ^-^;; well, TOAST. . . ^-^;; this is not coming out right, what I am meaning to say is that, that was fun! Well, that's it, unfortunatly, and now, I am bored once again. . . JA

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Ahh. . . so freakin bored!! -_________- need something to do!!

I downloaded some songs on Saturday and Sunday!! Lots a Digimon songs like Fire, Goggle Boy, Walk on Edge. . . and, um . . . Super Girl (which is Mimi's 02 Image song!!). I also downloaded. . . Simple and Clean (Kingdom Hearts), My Will (Inuyasha), Deep Forest (Inuyasha), Song of Mana (LOM), and etc. I am so happy. . . yet I found out that UPN (DAMN THEM) are going to take off DIGIMON!!! NOOOO, I was so upset. . . and still am, -___________- . . . I feel like crying!

Oh yeah, I also downloaded Yasashii Yoake, the .hack//SIGN song (ending, I think), and I am absolutly obsessed with it!! I need some more anime. . . -_____- . . . I haven't seen a new anime since .hack//SIGN. And that is the most confusing anime I have ever seen!! ::bangs head on desk:: NEED TOAST!

Sorry, temporary lap of insanity. It happens all the time, I assure you. Ah. . . the memory is going, so I'll probably forget this little incident in a few hours. . . oh well.

I read some books. . . something I don't normally do, but they were really good! One's called Fire Rose by Mercedes Lackey! Its really good. It's a fantasy and it has stuff about MAJICK in it, I really reccomend it!

And the other book is called Magicks Pawn, by the same author, Mercede's Lackey. It's really good, and I only have one chapter left! I can't wait to read the next two books!! MUHAHAHA, must find books and read!!

Ah, life would be perfect, if only my mom would get the hell off of my back. -_____- . . . yet once again, life not only hates me. . . it's trying to kick my ass. ^-^;; Excuse the saying, but my life isn't a very peachy thing, and the best thing probably going for me is that I have a computer (that no longer has storage space) and that it connects to the net. . . a wonderful way to escpae hassles. . . it's not healthy. . . I know, but its better than being ridiculed! How in hell do you spell that stupid word?? Hn, oh well. . . That's about all. . . ::blinks:: what the hell, I'm rambling! Ah, well . . . that's it. JA

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I LOVE SUSHI!!! I just felt like I had to share that. And no, sushi is not raw fish, its the rice around the seaweed that keeps the crab and other foods in the middle!

Ya know what, I have written here in quite awhile. ^-^;; Oh well. Anyway, I updated my site a bit! Go here And I also put up another fic. . . go here. Well, that's all. I'm afraid my life is pretty boring. Oh well, be sure to check em out, Ja.

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Well, it's been awhile since I last worte. I can't say much has happened since then, but my mom is better, somewhat. -_-;; I really hate my mom, she can act like such a bitch sometimes.

Ah, well, that's really my problem. Hm, what else?? Well, I am uploading two new pieces of art onto my fanart site, that's good, I'm making progress!! Ah, Well, that's about it. Nothing more ta say, JA!

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I got white HAIR, WHEEEEEE.

I have updated my anime site, I feel so, happies! I have added one of my fanfics, the one called BERSERK! Yay, you should go read it!

Anyway, my mom is better, abit, but not well enough. I wanted to go to the farm (yes my step-dad owns a farm) and see one of my step-cousins who is an anime fanatic, but I couldn't and I am so mad, he was gonna bring all his anime stuff, and so was I! I HATE THAT I COULDN"T GO!! DAMN IT!!!!!!!! Ah, I feel better, well thats about it except for me being board, well JA.

THIS PLACE SUCKS

Have any of you seen your mother on drugs, you know, the kind that doctors give ya. Well, its not a pretty site, and a reason why i am so pissed off!

::SCREAMS:: Okay, that feels better. But no it doesn't. I feel like going on a killing spree. Sorry, but I do. NO ONE APPRICIATES ME! I do all these nice things, and I get no credit or appreciation!

You know, this is why I act like a hermit! If ya keep to yourself, you won't get hurt. My life motto! hehe, oh well, I guess I should stop here! I know all of my ranting and raving might get some of you other people offended. Ah, well, ja.

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Hey, today my mom had her surgery. Well, it doesn't look that bad, they just worked on the inside of her nose. She has some kind of problem with breathing through it, and well, they (THEY= DOCTORS) fixed it.

I guess I am pretty mad about it. I don't know why though. And No, I am not jealous because my mother is getting more attention. I hate getting attention, okay, so stop looking at me funny. I kind of have been ignoring her all day, pretending she wasn't here. I really am a bad daughter, but its not like she's a good mother at all. She doesn't even know the first thing about me. Well, I guess thats sort of my fault, as well as hers, but thats not the point.

The point is that shes better and I don't give a DAMN! Haha, I guess I needed to say that. I feel alot better now!

Well, there is nothing new to talk about. My life has been as boring as ever. Oh well. No, wait, something did happen, my cousin Will called.

He's only one year younger than me, but boy is he short. Not meant in a bad way, thank you, but still. Anyway, we talked about ANIME, since we are the only two people where we live who know about it! Hehe, thats kinda pathetic, right. Oh well, I need to lay down. I feel naucious. Well, Ja.

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TAMPA WON THE SUPERBOWL!! YAY, oph, so I lied about not liking football, I love it, There is something about grown men in tight pants, trying to kill each other that really draws me to it, ya know??

Well, anyway, I have a FANART page!! Yuppies, you can click the link to see all my wonderful original art, and fanart! Haha, I really can't resist to shamefully advertise any of my sites, which you can find on the menu!

To see yesterday's (or was it the day before) post, just go down the menu until you see a link called ARCHIVE PAGE. Ah, keeping up with websites are so very hard.

Anyway, NEVER EVER go to a dentist! I offically hate them. I have perfect teeth, yet they always tell me to brush more, or wear my retainer. And no, I don't actually listen to them. They can bite me! You know, I think they have put me in more pain than any doctor has taking a blood sample (I am scared to death of needles, well, not really scared, they just freak me out a bit). I mean, they make your teeth all sensative and crap, but the truth is, if you every touch my teeth, I'll end up wincing because me teeth are naturally sensative (don't ask me to explain, they just are). DAMN them. I just thought I should metion that considering that I was very pissed off about it today. BECAUSE MY PARENTS DIDN'T FECKING TELL ME THAT I HAD AN APPOINTMENT!! -_-;; BLAH, my parents can fecking bite me as well. I really don't like them! They are BIOTCHES, literally.

Anyway, that's about it, considering that I am still mad that we didn't get pizza, considering THEY PROMISED us that they were gonna get pizza, DAMN THEM AND THEIR TENDANCIES TO LIE! Oh well, that it. Nothing left to say. So JA!

~~ Googuru Shoujo ~~