Saturday, February 14, 2004

Heyy, Happy Val's day everybody! ^^

hmmm..di Valentine's day ini, karena terinspirasi ma entry di blognya Radith yang nyeritain tentang love storynya, dan sekarang gw juga mau nyeritain tentang seseorang yang pernah jadi bagian yang penting banget di hidup gw.

Namanya, Ardhi Iqra Mandrian..cowo pertama gw.
Gw kenal Ardhi dah lamaaaaaaa bangett...tepatnya, awal2 kelas 6 SD jadi kira2 waktu itu gw baru umur 11/12 taun.

Gw inget banget, pertama2 gw liat dia tuh di koperasi sekolah gw,..karna waktu itu dia anak baru di sekolah gw jadi banyak anak2 yang lain pada ribut ngomongin dia..sementara gw cuma bengong ngeliatin dia, ga tau kenapa.

Beberapa bulan berikutnya, gw makin deket ma dia karna kebetulan rumah gw deket ma dia jadi kita sering ketemu waktu pulang dari sekolah.
Pertama kali dia nelpon gw, rasanya gila banget!gw deg2an abiss..sampe ga bisa ngomong apa2.
Di telpon, dia ngaku klo dia suka ma gw.

Dari situ, gw nyadar gw juga suka ma dia.
Yesh, he's my first love..

Keluar dari SD, kita kebetulan masuk di SMP yg sama..awal kelas satu SMP, kita resmi jadian.
Cinta monyet sihh..tapi, bener2 indah! :)

Di akhir kelas 2 SMP, kita putus..tp, gw ga sedih sama sekali..dia juga gitu.
Dia sempet jadian ma ade kelas gw dan abis itu dia juga sempet jadian ma salah satu sahabat gw.
Gw juga sempet jadian ma beberapa cowo.
Waktu dia jadian ma sahabat gw,..gw sempet marah besar. Gw kesel bgt ma sahabat gw, yg diem2 suka ma dia..dari situ, persahabatan kita sempet keputus.

Beberapa taun kemudian, tepatnya pas awal2 kelas 3 SMA..di satu malem, gw dapet sms dari nomer ga dikenal.
"hey cewe, kenalan donk! :)"
that was lame, i know..tapi, itu sms yg berhasil nyatuin kita lagi setelah ga ketemuan selama 2 taun lebih.
Terus terang, jadian lagi ma Ardhi pada saat itu adalah moment terindah di dalam hidup gw..sekaligus juga yang paling menyakitkan.

Waktu itu, Ardhi adalah satu2nya cowo yang gw sayang dan mungkin gw terlalu naif, tapi waktu itu gw nganggep akhirnya gw akan ma dia..kawin ma dia, punya anak dari dia n spend the rest of my life with him.
Kebetulan, keluarga gw dan keluarga dia setuju banget sama hubungan kita, apalagi nyokap gw.
Nyokap gw sayang banget ma Ardhi, sampe2 dia pernah marah abis2an ma gw karna gw pernah telpon2an ma cowo laen pas gw masi jadian ma Ardhi..padahal itu temen gw.

Ardhi jg sempet nemenin gw pas gw ulang taun ke 17, kebetulan waktu itu ultah gw dirayain di cafe,..malem itu jadi malem yang paling indah dan ga akan gw lupain. :)

Akhirnya, gw dan Ardhi putus lagi di awal gw masuk kuliah..waktu itu gw ancur bgt.
Hampir setiap hari gw nangis di kamar,..sampe2 gw sempet ga mau deket lagi ma cowo.
Ardhi udah bikin gw bahagia setengah mati sekaligus bikin hati gw hancur..dan, hati gw yg dah hancur ini, masi belum bisa disusun lagi..belum ada cowo yang bener2 bisa nyusun itu lagi, 'mungkin' cuma dia yang bisa. :)

Yaa, begitulahh ceritanya teman2. :)
Whaa..ternyata gw bisa dangdut juga yah klo cerita tentang cinta2an! ;p
Btw, entry gw kali ini panjang juga yah?? ;p
Ai no power! hehe..

Sekali lagi, gw mau ngucapin happy Val's day..
pokonya, jangan pernah nyerah dan berhenti berharap..gw yakin, Tuhan punya rahasia..n gw harap ini juga bukan akhir buat gw dan Ardhi...gw berharap Tuhan bakal ngasi gw kesempatan lagi ma dia,..or someone who's even better than him! who knows, right? ;)

Githa creates miracles at 11:20 p.m.

Monday, February 9, 2004

Just got back from Plaza Senayan,..nemenin temen gw nyari kado valentine buat pacarnya.
Basi banget gw td, muter2 Metro ke tempat kado2 Valentine..tp ga bs beliin buat siapa2! >_<
Ohh..sangat sedih sekali.

Padahal, tadi tuh banyak bgt kado2 lucu yg (sebenernya) pengen banget gw beli..tp buat siapa?!?
Maklum aja, gw baru kehilangan satu orang yang sebenernya gw harepin untuk ada pas Valentine's day..
Okayy, i don't really celebrate Val's day...tapi, pengen aja pas hari itu (yang kebetulan malem minggu) tuh ada dia.
Tapi, sudalahh..semuanya dah lewat.

Wahh..kayanya penderitaan gw akan bertambah nih! di MTV lagi ada non-stop hits special love songs!!
*nangisss*
Okayy, Githa..be strong! >_<;;

Udah dehh, stress klo mikirin kaya gitu trus.
Bayy d wayy,..my final tests are doin' not so well..
Pas Marketing, jelas banget klo gw ga yakin ma jawaban2 gw! soalnya, gw kira pertanyaannya tuh kebanyakan dari buku semua..TERNYATA, dikit banget yg dia ambil dari buku!
Kebanyakan tuh analisa dari teori2 Marketing yang diterapin ke contoh2 kasus!
Padahal gw dah baca text book Marketingnya sampe ngantuk2 tuh! (bayangin aja harus baca buku Marketing yg beratus2 halaman!)
Bisa sih bisa..tapi, yahh gitu de! gw banyak yg ngarang! yang seharusnya jawabannya cuma satu, tapi ini tuh gw tambah2in ma teori2 yg lain! ^_^;;

Laen lagi pas Business Administration, ini sih gw tinggal mengarang indah aja! hehehe..beneran de, lagian jawabannya harus satu halaman folio! ya udah, gw ngarang aja..jawabannya gw panjang2in! hehe..Kacaaaauuuu!!! :P

Yang paling, gw takutin sih rabu besok...ADVERTISING!
Materi yang harus dipelajari paling banyak dan dosennya juga ngasi banyak aturan buat final testnya jd musti hati2 bgt ngerjainnya!
Mudah2an aja gw bisa de..*crossing fingers*

Teman2, doakan saya yahhh!! ^__^

Oh Yeshh, almost forgot!
Happy Birthday to my dear friend, Jenn!
Wish u all the best gal! ^o^
Ps: kejar teruss tuh anak! gw dukung Yenn! gw juga akan berusaha! nyahahahahaha..

Githa creates miracles at 09:24 p.m.

Tuesday, January 27, 2004

Things are doing well..aren't they?
not sure.

Well, let me ask this, have you ever felt like you love someone so much but you can't show your feeling to that person?...well, i have.
Infact that guy is my classmate, he's 'the guy' that has been 'in my heart' for almost 3 months (..and still.)
But, bcause of some serious problems we decided to end our relationship.

He's still here thou'..here in my heart. :)
It was sooo hard for not telling him how much i love him and how much i care about him..i know, i can't do that.. actually, i'm not allowed to do that..it's against the rules, it would make things worse.
I'm afraid that if i still had feelings for him i wouldn't be able to accept the fact that he wasn't meant for me and he'd be with someone else sooner or later..
i know i have to consider him as my friend now, it's hard..but, i'll try..it's for the best anyway.

Yesterday, he told me that he (still) loves me..
And, you know what?..i cried.

Githa creates miracles at 04:19 p.m.

Thursday, January 22, 2004

2nd day..
masi sedih ni. :(

Tadi gw harus ke kampus (seharusnya kan hari ini libur) karena gw harus interview Mrs. Lynn Clark, freelance instructor di Canadian Embassy buat tugas mata kuliah English for Business.
Untung aja orangnya ga telat (bule yg on time!), terus tadinya kita (gw&satu temen kampus gw) mau interview di salah satu cafe di kampus gw, tp ternyata..cafe'nya tutup! akhirnya, karena ga ada tempat laen, tuh bule nekad ngajakin kita duduk di tangga! hehehe..(bule yg low profile!)
Tuh bule baeekkk bgt, ampe muji2 gw berkali2! (naksir kali yah? hehe..)
Akhirnya setelah hampir 1/2 jam kita ngobrol2, selesai jg de interviewnya. :)

Karena ga ada kerjaan n ga tau mau kemana (plus karena laper jg!) gw memutuskan utk mampir ke PS..sendirian!
hikss..
Sampe di PS, gw jalan2 sendiri ga ada tujuan..masuk2 toko tp ga ada yg mau dibeli..akhirnya, cm beli cake di cafe wien trus pulang de.
Di mobil, gw dengerin CD Usher yg 8701..pas lagu terakhir yg judulnya Separated, gw nangis.

I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
you know I love you I can't deny
Can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this winding road we lost the trust
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't you go

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life
And I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well
And I'll be fine
'Cos we're better off
So much better off
Separated..

I'm sorry we didn't make it..(Separated, Usher.8701)

Githa creates miracles at 07:09 p.m.

Wednesday, January 21, 2004

smiley Ken-chan! :)

Berat bebanku, meninggalkanmu..
Separuh nafas jiwaku..sirna.
Bukan salahmu, apa dayaku..
Mungkin benar cinta sejati..tak berpihak, pada kita.

Kasihku, sampai disini kisah kita..
jangan tangisi keadaannya..
bukan karena kita berbeda..

Dengarkan, dengarkan lagu, lagu ini..melodi rintihan hati ini..
kisah kita berakhir di Januari.
(taken from: Januari. Glenn Fredly)

Hikss..
Lagunya gw bgt ni.
Perasaan gw ga karuan sekarang,..yg pasti gw sedih bgt.
Hikksss.. :(
Ok, gotta do something to keep me busy and stop thinking about it!

Finally, in the middle of ‘kesedihan’ gw..gw memutuskan utk duduk di depan kompie,..nyalain kompie,..connect ke internet,..chat di msn,..browsing n mulai scan gambar2 ga jelas dr majalah,dll!
And, it works! (for a moment..abis itu, sedih lg.)

And, yg diatas itu salah satu hasil kegiatan scan-menscan gw td, pic Ken-chan yg gw scan dr Picbook Coming Century Tour Around Asia 2001.
Hmm..kalo aja skarang gw bisa senyum lebar kaya Ken-chan..

Githa creates miracles at 08:14 p.m.

Tuesday, January 20, 2004

I had a nice day today! :D

I did had a fight with someone yesterday but, thank god it ended well..
By the way, here's a poem that my brother gave me..it really helps me when i got bad mood or just having a really hard day..
it might helps you too! :)

Githa creates miracles at 02:49 p.m.

Thursday, January 15, 2004

This layout is a tribute to Domoto Tsuyoshi! :D
"Kimi shika mienai!"(taken from Kinki kids's 'Hakka candy')

Long..loong weekend! :)
Gw libur dr hari kamis ampe minggu! senangnyaaaa..
TAPI, ga enaknya klo libur2 gini gw suka dimanfaatkan nyokap gw tersayang as her driver! >__<
Karna, dia bilang buat apa punya anak perempuan tp ga dimanfaatin buat temen belanja! (yg bawa2in barang maxudnya! ;p)
Jadilah hari ini, gw jd supir pribadi nyokap,..nganterin ke kantornya sampe jalan2 ke mall! fiuuhh..capenyaaaa!

Something interesting came up on my conversation with my friend this evening,..we were having dinner together when suddenly she asked about my cousin who lives in Melborne.
Apparently, she had a big crush on one of her online friends,..(who lives in Sydney by the way) the shocking thing is he's only 13 years old! whereas she's (more than) 10 years older than him!..i was like Hellooo?? what the hell were you thinking?! falling for someone that age?? @_@
okayy,..i have to admit that he's too cute&mature for someone that young and he also very smart so, i can't blame my friend for having that kind of feeling for him! ;p
Bay d wayy, she told me that she had trouble on understanding the slang that he's using..it reminds me of my cousin who's also 13.
He always speaks with 'what i called', "The ABG bule words" alias too much slang! >_<
I almost couldn't understand what he was saying when we were chatting!
He uses words like, "yeah, that was dope!" or "dayyum!" ..Blahh! do not understand that!
But, after a few weeks with him, i've learnt a lot! :)
He taught me a lot of "ABG bule" things, from the slang, his school activities, the girl that used to have a crush on him,..until his lame pick up lines! hahahaha..glad that he could share some of his personal stories with me bcoz he said that he didn't have the courage to share with his mum! :D
Well, i do miss him a lot!
we used to spend time together everyday when i was there..he's such a smart&funny boy! :)
As what Jenn always says,.."Do not underestimate the charm of teenage boys!" hwahahahaha..you're sooo busted Jenn! ;p

Githa creates miracles at 09:27 p.m.

Wednesday, January 7, 2004

Tumben bgt jalanan hari ini lancar! ^___^

Tadi tuh cm butuh waktu krg lbh 45 menit utk gw ke kampus!
Padahal biasanya kan bisa ampe 2 jam'an!
Polisi lg baek2 kali yah, jd jalan ke Sudirman (kampus gw di tengah2 Jl.Sudirman) ga ditutup,..gw ga perlu muter2 ke Taman ria dulu de! ^^
Senangnyaaaaa...

Ehmm..ehemm..suara gw berat yah?!
Koq tadi ada beberapa orang yg bilang, "Ta, lo lg serek yah?"
Padahal suara gw lg normal2 aja tuh..mungkin suara gw emang serek2 becek gtu kali yah? nyahahahahaha..
Btw, bsok gw liburrr!!!
Yeeeyy...akhirnya bs bangun siang jg! soalnya klo bsoknya hrs ke kampus gw paling lambat hrs bangun jam stengah 6! padahal kuliah gw br mulai jam 9! yaaa..lama di jalan! >_<

Hwaaaaaaaaaa...gw dikasi kalung!!! ^o^
Seneng bgt de..liontinnya LOVE gtu! baguuuusssss bgt! ^^
*Thanks so much hun!*..i'll wear it everyday! ^___^

Tadi, roommate kaka gw yg di Melbourne dateng ke rumah gw, krn kebetulan dia mau married jd pulang kesini.
Dia dateng ke rumah gw bawa foto kaka gw yg paling baru sekalian ngasi undangan kawinan dia..
Gw jd sediiiihh bgt pas liat foto kaka gw,..sumpah gw kangen abiss!
Fotonya tuh,..dia lg nyengir lebar sambil megang pie!
Ga kaya dia yg dulu bgt de, skarang dia dah lebih ndut'..pipinya chubby ky gw! hehehehe..tp bagus lah, drpada dia kurus kering ga keurus disana! ;p
kapan2 gw pajang de foto dia di sini! :)
Mudah2an aja taun ini dia bisa pulang..
Pulang donk Larrr!!!!
Qta disini pada kangen!! :)

Githa creates miracles at 07:15 p.m.

Monday, December 29, 2003

Balik ke layout ini lagiiii!!! ^o^
Lg liburan ni gw, tp basi ah..
Sebenernya, ada org yg gw harepin ada disini ma gw pas liburan, tp tnyata dia liburan ke luar! hikss..jd liburan gw basi de! :( (that goes out to you, hun! ;p)
Liburan ini, kegiatan gw kebanyakan jd supir nyokap!
jd setiap hari gw musti bangun lumayan pagi (padahal klo liburan kan bangun bs siangan! ;p)
Nganterin nyokap mulai dr bank, kantornya, salon, jalan2..sampe ke rumah2 sodara!
Padahal seperti yg smua tau, jalan2 di Jakarta lg macet berattt..jd, tiap nyampe rmh badan gw dah pegel2 semua! >_<
Well, anything for you mum,...anything! :)

By d way,..td gw nonton scary movie 3!
Sumpah, filmnya konyol bgt!
Ga penting sih..tp emang lucu bgt! banyak adegan2 yg diambil dr film2 ky the Ring, the Sign, Matrix, 8 mile, etc..tp di parodiin..lucu bgt!! apalagi pas adegan yg parodiin 8 mile..trus pas lg ada rap contest gtu, tnyata jurinya tuh..Simon!
Juri American idol yg klo ngeritik pesertanya tuh parah abiss! ampe nyayat2 hati de! nyahahahahahaha...gw puas bgt tuh ketawanya! :D

Whaaaaa...bentar lg taun baruu!!!! *claps*
Well, kynya ga bakal ada banyak perubahan dr taun ini, yg pasti gw cm pengen semuanya better than this year! *fingers crossed*
I just wish,..nothing bad would happen to me next year, let's just pray for that! :)

*praying*

Githa creates miracles at 03:43 p.m.

Monday, December 29, 2003

Howla folks.. i’m baaaaack!!! ^o^

Finally, setelah sekian lama gw menghilang.. akhirnya gw memutuskan utk kembali lg! :)
Kemaren2 mungkin gw terlalu cuek n males ngisi entry tp skarang gw kepengen bs ngisi entry lg tiap hari.. paling ga selama liburan ini gw pasti isi entry! :)
Emang dah banyak bgt kejadian2 aneh, ..menegangkan, ..menyedihkan, ..membingungkan, ..menyenangkan, dll yg terjadi selama ini n itu semua mungkin ga bs gw certain di blog karna terlalu complicated.. n sometimes gw jg ga ngerti hrs nyeritainnya ky gmn?!? *mulai bingung*

Well, enuff bout’ that.. btw, tadi pagi kaka gw telp ke rumah n cerita klo di Melbourne dia dah punya pacar! :)
Pacarnya tuh cewe bule yg kuliah di kampus yg sama ma dia, tp cewenya tuh pernah sekolah di Jakarta International School (JIS) jd, itu yg ngebuat mereka nyambung…Nice! :)
Gw bener2 seneng bgt de pas denger itu, akhirnya ada seseorang yg bakal nemenin n ngejagain dia disana, mudah2an aja dengan beda agama ga bikin masalah..jujur aja, gw kangen bgt ma dia sekarang..setelah dia Lebaran jg ga pulang n sekarang pas liburan..dia jg ga pulang!! (ya’iyalah! dah punya cewe disana ngapain jg balik kesini?! ;p)
Biasanya tuh setiap liburan gini, kalo kita bedua sama2 lg ga ada kerjaan, gw selalu diajak jalan2 ma dia n ganknya yg gila2 (Gallant, Pinky, Andie)! n sekarang gw kangen bgt saat2 itu..biasanya, kita jalan rame2 iring2an ampe 3 mobil! :) tp sama sekali tanpa tujuan! Jadi, cm muter2 Jakarta n klo nemu tempat yg enak baru kita berenti! ngabisin bensin bgt tuh judulnya! Hehehe..
Sebenernya gw pengen pas liburan ini gw bisa kesana utk nemenin dia karna apartmentnya lg kosong jd dia sendirian..enak kali yah klo gw bs kesana n jalan2 bedua ma dia!
Tapi,.. gw lebih pengen dia yg pulang kesini.. supaya dia bisa ketemu ma semua orang yg dah kangen bgt ma dia.. terutama Mama n temen2nya dia.. karna gw tau mereka pengen bgt ketemu dia lg. :)

Githa creates miracles at 06:38 p.m.