Went to my couz's hse on Monday and played PlayStation there... Digimon 3, with my lil couz, Benjamin, whoz 6... And i found out that i am GOOD at it!!! Hahahaha... It was very fun! Benjamin was very nice to me. Haha... One nite he was fighting with me and he kicked my knee REAL hard and in the end it wasnt me whoz hurt but him instead... I think he sorta sprained his ankle... He was limping!!! Hahahaha... And he didnt dare to tell his father how he sprained it. XD But on the day when i was going home he was saying: I think i confirm want to give you the Playstation liao...
And he said that cos i was GOOD at the game!!! Haha... Nice lil kid. Very cute too, kinda anyway. Plan on giving him a X'mas card. Haha... With Zoids stuffs on it... Dun really know wad's that though... :S But overall i had fun with him. Without his sista, obviously...

And Benjamin's brother, Bryan, is VERY cute too!!! Cutest baby on Earth!!! haha... my opinion... He hardly cries!!! And hez got 4 teeth, two at the top, two at the bottom, will try and get his pic to scan in. Haha...and put it on this blog to show u ppl. Hez very cuddley too you know!!! So nice to carry and hug... very nice to sqish and squash too!!!

W.i.l.b.e.r 12/6, Friday P.a.n

I m seriously dying...of boredom... This sux k... I think i miss my sista and my grandmother... Boo hoo... Haiz... All day long all i m doing is, watch VCDs, television, go online, sleep and eat... This is such a boring life... I need to get a life, seriously... There aint any use of living on... *sigh* Maybe i'll juz write letters to my best frends and hope for their replies... Or maybe juz start doing the Christmas cards... Hmmmm... Going offline liao... Buaiz...

W.i.l.b.e.r 7/12, Sunday P.a.n

People living with me under the same roof:
*My aunt, Joanne
*Ma sista
*Grandmother

My aunt and sista went to Thai today, leaving me and Grandmother in S'pore. My grandmother went to my couz's hse, so i m alone at home now. i feel soooo....sooo...ditched. I have nowhere to go. I am alone at home for the first time in my life for lyke 4 days??? And i'll be alone at nite too...!!! Wad if a monster eats me up??? Wad if i get cursed by a ghost and die??? Wad if i hear noises in the middle of the nite??? Wad if the toothfairy visits me and i accidently peeked??? Wad if i see stuffs i aint supposed to see.............!!! Eeeeeek!!!

No food, nobody, juz me, alone... Lights will be on and the TV will be blasting when the skies turn dark... I am scared, very scared...

I have sth to say... When i came back home ytd frm Orchard, i cried. Although i juz came back frm the company of Rach, Mich and Krys, my best frens, i still felt sad, not understood, alooooooooone.... That was when i knew i'd be aloooooone at home... Maybe i juz expected too much, i expected them to stay at home with me, since they know i dont dare to stay at home alone, slp alone at nite... Itz scary, i've nv cried so badly before, i cried till i could not breathe, and till my eyes became red and swollen... It was horrible, i dared not get out of the toilet, cos i didnt want them to know i've cried. It was a sad day fer me... And in the morning when i was still aslp i heard many noises outside the bedroom, everybody was happy, except me. I felt alooooone, jealous of my sista. Why do most of the family members lyke her, and not me? Why do one of the aunts favour her so much? That she'll pay for her plane ticket??? It juz aint fair... This morning, i could sense her happiness, she even greeted me gd morning... Shez never done that b4. I knew i shouldn't show her that i m angry or jealous, so i wont spoil her gd mood... I shouldnt, in fact. Shez going to Thai, that shopaholic... I know shez gonna shop till she drops... i hid my face away frm her, i shoved my head under my bolster and pretended to slp. I was angry at her... Real angry. Jealous. When they left i cried again... These are two horrible days...

I shouldnt be angry at her, really... Neither should i be jealous. I know she loves me, juz lyke how i lurve her. She even sent me a sms, saying that i could borrow her VCD, Love Storm. The VCDs i've been begging her for days and she still didnt wanna lend me... I know she lent them to me cos she was scared i'd be bored... My sista...........

W.i.l.b.e.r 6/12, Saturday P.a.n

Urgh... My couz wanted to steal my Wilber pic!!! So i removed all the html and sent it to my Yahoo! acc. Little did i know that the html codes wont show up!!! Aaaaaaaa!!! Then i had to re-do the whole layout! But luckily i had the main layout saved. But still... Therez still alot of things i have to re-do cos... Oh nvm... Dont think i make any sense to u ppl...

Anyway, these few days i had been going to http://www.habbohotel.com to play a maze game with Rach. Haha... It was fun!!! But kinda difficult... Kept getting stuck and luckily Rach was there and i could ask her for help. Haha... Rach's really good at it...unbelievably... And on the 14th of Dec Wang Lee Hom's gonna be at Junction 8!!! I wanna go get his album, Unbelievable, soon, so i could get his signature, but maybe i wont go... Haha... Itz really a dilema man... I am a happy gurl!!!

P.S. Juz felt lyke adding that last sentence there... Hehe...

W.i.l.b.e.r 4/12, Thursday P.a.n

My background sound's Jay Chou's qing tian. Nice horx... Stole it frm somebody's blog which i found while searching for Wilber's pics. I am currently trying to remember the whole of Wilber's song, How Are You... I mean the lyrics and tune... I mean the rap too ya know... Itz kinda difficult... Argh... I cant get it... Forget it... Another day...

Today had Band... And i dont even have to go lor...i was the only junior that went for Band in the Clarinet section... Argh.... And was sooooo stressed up cos i was the only junior and no matter wad i juz couldn't play In All Its Glory. Was panicking, cos i can sense that my clarinet senior was getting impatient with me... I am so sorry...but i've tried my best you know... I feel lyke quitting Band man...

Awwwwww... The lil boy in the pic is soooooo cute!!! Guess wad??? HEZ WILBER!!! When he was juz a lil kid... Haha...

W.i.l.b.e.r 28/11, Friday P.a.n

Oppsie ppl... Never update for 1 week and one day liao. Sorry! (i dont mean it) Anyway, the Yeah! Competition is SO over! So happy and relieved! No more late nights and stress!!! I feel sooooo happy you know! And guess wad? I think this competition has brought me closer to the other De Ja Vu members! So happy and glad! I lurve De Ja Vu! Go go go!!! *grins*

Erm... Gonna list out my best friends and good friends since i've already promised Lucille i'll do it. *smilez*

Best Friends

-Lucille
-Rachel
-Tarcia
-Krystle

Good Friends

-Grace Chee
-Michelle Nah
-Ronald
-MeiQi

W.i.l.b.e.r 26/11, Wednesday P.a.n

Went to Krys's hse today. Met Lucille at Sembawang MRT station. While walking to Old Chang Kee...we suddenly heard shoutings behind us...i thought got some ppl playing catching...so i gave way, lyke walk to the side quickly...Lucille did this too. And then got one Indian man...with a fat bulging tummy and a pink tee run past us. Got a policemen and policewomen chasing after him lor... Guess his an illegal immigrant... *shakes head*

Anyway, we went to HMV to get some plastic bottles and followed Krys to get a Christmas prezzie for her fren - Wilber's newest album...wo de mai ke feng(My Mic) the gai ban wan... I was sooooooo green with jealousy i tell u... I felt lyke screaming my head off...now i feel lyke strangling her... Argh... And Krys kept insulting Wilber in front of me, rite in my face. I was getting irritated...pissed. She was lyke: Oh, have to get the blardie Wilber CD for Benjamin...
She stressed on the bold words lor... Urgh... I know she purposely wan... K... That was kinda obvious... Anyway, me and Krys walked under the heavy rain to her hse today. Was soaked rite through my clothes...and skin, obviously... But itz been a long time since i did that. It was fun...!

And poor Rachel was having a fever... She slept lyke almost the whole day at Krys's hse... While we were doing work... Poor her... Took her temp, it was 38.9 degrees. *sigh* And for the first time i actually was bloated after dinner at Krys's hse lor... Maybe itz becos Rachel didn't joke that much... My stomach took a longer time to digest the food since i wasn't luffing i guess...

Oh... Night time was terrible... Was in a bad mood when i reached home. Was crying quite badly in the shower... Shan't talk abt it man...

W.i.l.b.e.r 18/11, Tuesday P.a.n

Urgh... I seriously didn't know sleeping long hrs for afternoon naps were a sin. This afternoon my aunties were lyke: Aiyo! Xin Wei sleep too long liao! Wake her up!
I take that as a scolding frm them. I tell you, I dislike my aunts. I juz cant find any aunties who actually lurve me... *sigh*

And yar... When i am aslp, dun even think abt talking bad abt me, that is if u r planning to talk behind my back lar, cos i tell you, even i dunno when i'm really aslp. I have aunts who really lyke to gossip i tell you. Maybe i am exagerating in a fit of anger but who cares. I can hear them talking bad abt me when i was "supposedly" aslp today. Wad a horrible family life i have. I feel damn unloved when with my aunts... I feel lyke sobbing. Damned life i have...

W.i.l.b.e.r 16/11, Sunday P.a.n

First day at Main Band was kinda terrible eh? Were playing some music that i could hardly play along with my band seniors. They were juz too fast lar... Kinda embarrassing... Cant play much... Anyway, gonna go to ChinaTown Point tml to see Toro and Wilber!!! Hahahaha... Cant wait... But first, wad the heck am i gonna wear?! *sigh*

Wait wait wait... Am i a genius as in a human genius or wad?! Haha... I dun lyke to squeeze in the crowd, remember??? So i aint going to ChinaTown Point. Bwahahaha... Gonna ask my sista to take my Samsung V200 and take pics of Wilber... haha... I feel the power man... Gonna slp till the afternoon's arrived... hehe...

W.i.l.b.e.r 15/11, Saturday P.a.n

I didn't go for Wilber's autograph session at HMV. I hope i won't regret. Seriously... *sigh* But i think i'm the one losing out for not going...i didn't go cos my sista said therez gonna be alot of peepz and Krys called to say at 12 noon therez alrdy ppl lining up... Haiz... Nevermind... Hez juz a human being, i know that...but i dont get why i'm having this sense of loss inside me.

Anyway, went for Band today. It was kinda fun i guess... When the main Band ppl were playing a song i doubt any of the recruits could even catch up lor... But well...Mr Sim praised me. Haha... Not trying to boast or anything but yup. He said i've got a good posture. Felt glad to hear that. And i'm in the MAIN BAND!!! Itz supposed to be a great thing huh? But i dunno why... I juz feel sad...disappointed...mixed feelings r inside of me. I juz dont get it man... Maybe itz becos i'll have to go for Band on Saturday frm 7.45am to 12.30pm and on Monday Band'll be frm 7.45 to 4.30pm... Haiz... That's kinda long eh?

After Band QiYi and Mich came over to my place. My hse was a mess... Dont think they care though. hahaz.. They were playing with my Clarinet...Lyke itz a toy or sth. Oh ya! I was trying to play the flute too! Kinda tiring for my lil pinky...

Rachel, Krys and Tarcia not online now... Neither is Mich. Feel so lonely... I feel alone. Lyke itz all dark arnd me and therez a spotlight rite on me. *sigh* I hope they're having fun at the moment...

I feel terrible...I dunno why...Sumone willing to help guide me back to my usual life???

W.i.l.b.e.r 14/11, Friday P.a.n

Nobody's willing to go with me to Wilber's autograph session at HMV on the 14th Nov... Wad kind of frens do i have... English finatics...Never even hear his songs before say he suck liao....Maybe tml after Band hang arnd Orchard Road...alone. Then wait till 7pm+ then head for HMV for the autograph session... Wad a sad life i have man...kinda lonely too... Holidays are kinda borrrrrring... *sigh*

W.i.l.b.e.r 13/11, Thursday P.a.n

Today started fine i guess... Then slowly it turned into sth horrible... Had to shop for more than 3hrs arnd the Beach Rd area. Did i ever mention i HATE shopping? The most i can shop for is lyke only 3hrs lor... If not i'll get really restless...
I feel lyke such a freak man... Lyke my frens all enjoy shopping...and i dun lyke it... *wails*
And when i got home i saw four guys blocking the pavement that i had to walk looking up at the MRT track. How lame can they get. They look really weird. I thought they were juz trying to chat there lor...while standing...blocking the pavement. I continued to walk then i suddenly heard mewing sounds. Real loud ones... Yar... The guys were staring at the cat whoz trapped on the MRT track. They look really retarded... Staring at the helpless cat without helping... They shouldn't even stare lar, k...

W.i.l.b.e.r 10/11, Monday P.a.n

This morning i was looking through my baby photos. I was sooooo cute!!! My sister too!!! The both of us were sooooo cute and adorable! I actually felt lyke cuddling my sister...the baby pic of her lar. Now she so not nice to cuddle wan. Therez this pic of me and my sister. When we were toddlers lar. Her arm was arnd me and we had star stickers all over our faces and body and clothes. Haha... Sooooooooo CUTE!!! One day i shall get the pic and scan it into the com. haha... Show u all... Haha... I tell you... Those pics are priceless man... Cannot turn back time worx...

W.i.l.b.e.r 9/11, Sunday P.a.n

Hmmmm... Took me a few hrs to do this layout. Got the format from bui bui's blog. Haha... Feel so satisfied. I lurve this layout man... Haha... *Wilber! Wilber! Wilber! Wilber!*Crazy me... Haha... Btw, Sorry Sak! Ask you to help me with my blog then in the end i juz deleted those stuffs u did for me and did the blog all over again... Sorry for wasting ur time and hard work... Really feel kinda guilty. ^_^"

Oh yar! Wilber's coming to S'pore on the 14th November!!! Got autograph session at Heeren at 7.45pm... Will anyone pls come with me???

W.i.l.b.e.r 8/11, Saturday P.a.n