Sunday, May 25, 2003

07:01 p.m.

Ooookk.. it's been AGES since I last updated my blog.

*hides* Oookkk.. Can I use the excuse that my PC crashed for a whole month??? *weak grin* And I'm too lazy to make a new layout.. -_-; I dunno how Crystal and Chichi put up with theirs.. and I seem to have lost interest in blogging.. *sigh* Oh well.

Err.. I joined the Sakuragi fanlisting.. hehehe.. oh yeah, and the Musica fanlisting too.. but haven't put up the link *guilty look* Nami, boomspeed loads waaaay too long.. dunno where to upload the icon.. T__T *pout* Oh yeah, make long banners too, if possible.. (then it'll go well with the Sakuragi one XD)

Exams in early June.. and honestly, I haven't made much effort in studying.. ehehehe *MAJOR sweatdrop*. Naughty me... Er.. I guess that's all I suppose..

Is Currently Listening To : Mimpi Yang Sempurna (Peter Pan)

Current Mood : Relaxed

Tuesday, March 4, 2003

09:56 p.m.

Uhh.. okay, I wrote the speech already. And I didn't choose the "How To Improve Your English." I chose "How To Keep Yuor Environment". Duh. My father helped me in some of the parts in the speech. Oh, well. Now all I have to do is memorize it all and try not to speak too fast. *bangs head on wall* People always say I talk and read things so much. Well, it isn't *my* fault. That is my way of speaking when I was a child.

School is making me stressed and frustrated. I want a niiice and relaxing holiday. *sigh* Too bad holidays can't last forever. I have to many projects to do.. homework.. study.. tests.. *bangs head on wall* >__<

Uhh.. I dunno what else to type.. my eyelids are heavy.. -___-

Is Currently Listening to : Kaze no Uta (Honda Minako)

Current Mood : Stressed Out

Wednesday, February 26, 2003

08:15 p.m.

Huuuhh.. Today I signed up to enter the Junior High English Languege Competition. And I signed up for the speech one. Damnit. Why the hell did I do that? Of course, cos' everyone expects me to. And because I'm the 3rd winner last year in the written one. Yeah, cos' I was one of the winners last year, I can't enter the written one. Damnit. -_- Oh, well.

I have to write my own speech. Pick one between 3 themes. Globalization, Keeping Our Environment, and How To Improve Your English. Maybe I'm gonna pick How to Improve Your English. Aaaarghhh.. but how am I supposed to write a speech when I hate listening to one???? Sure my life's boring, but I didn't mean it had to be lil' screwed up like this! -_-;;; Oh, man. And they expect me to win against the head of the Student Council, that bloody git. They expect me to win. Sure, my English is kind of the best between my classmates, but my accent is horrible. Ow, shit.

I feel... stressed when I hang out in the HPI forum. I dunno why. Made the rule about no posting OT's, and posting when its urgent, or when you really need to say something. In desperate need of money to pay the servers, and theres only 100 MB quota. If we exceed it (again), it'll crash. Again. Argh, damnit.

A special attack created by a powerful being. You're a work of art and never fail to hit your target when you really set your focus on it.
Which DBZ Attack Are You?

Hmmm. Cool. That's Piccolo's style right? Kekekekee...

You're a Shonen-ai Fangirl!

What gender pairing steryotype are you?
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Hmm. Hehehehe. Got both of the quizzes above from Wowie's blog.

Is Currently Listening to : Pupus (Dewa)

Current Mood : Frustrated

Monday, February 24, 2003

04:58 p.m.

Huuh.. Haven't been blogging for a few days. *makes face* Wonder on how the others are doing.. been lurking in Babble, and haven't heard much from the people. Chichi, P-chan, Ju, Lali, So||y, Nami-chan, G-chan, etc etc. But still, I can read their blogs na. -___- Too lazy to do that. Aaargh... fuck.

#Japan ChatNet has been rather quiet also, though I received a few e-mails, from the rather *dead* ML. I wonder what happened to HPI. Is seems to be in this weird "DEBUG MODE" everytime I want to go in.. *chortles* I hope it's not gonna change. Last time, the reason the forum crashes, is cause of the overloaded database. (Heh, I remember this song "Overload" from Suagababes. Nice song it is). Database supposed to be only 100 MB, reached up to 400 MB. *laughs* Arg. Now I can't fucking open my inbox. Shit. The lights on the modem is only two. Screw it. How the hell am I suppposed to post this crap!? Ow, darn it. -_- Beep, beep.

Heard that my computer teacher is gonna make my school website with my junior *chews gum* using Microsoft Frontpage. *shrug* Good luck on them then. Heheh, goody it isn't me. Too lazy to be given such responsibity. *cacklez*

Anyways, gonna try and make a new layout now. Kekeh.

Is Currently Listening To : Love is Chaning (Hikaru Nishida)

Current Mood : Stable

Monday, February 17, 2003

09:42 p.m.

Got loads of choclate in Valentine's Day. Heheh. Me friend gave chocolate to her boyfriend to. *sigh* Dunno whether I'm happy or sad about it. I helped her anyways. *shrug* The things I do for my best friend.. -_____-

Neways... Hmm.. what was I gonna say? *sweatdrop* Oh yeah.. been burrying myself in HP fics, also GW fics. Hehehehe.. so less yaoi fics in the SD fandom. Babble getting quiet too. Me been lazy logging into MSN. Huuhh..

Nine and Three Quarters has been quiet too... Nescienx! Silvermerc! P-chan! Basilisk! Where are you people?? T___T My life is getting boooriinngg.. isn't there anything fun to do?? Errgghh.. *frustrated* Gaahh!!! *bangs head on wall*

Am getting bored with the layout. Gonna make a new one. *thinks* Not now. .... Maybe tomorrow.. or a few days later. Gah.

Is Currently Listening to : First Love (Utada Hikaru)

Current Mood : Bored

Thursday, February 13, 2003

07:50 p.m.

Fuuhhh... I'm downright depressed. And tomorrow's Valentine's day. Damnit.

Dunno where to start from. *sigh* My friend.. k, my best... No.. one of my best friend.. well, she just got a bf. *shrug* Yeah, lucky her. I mean, it's not like I'm jealous she has a bf, I don't, but... this bf.. he.. I kind of had feelings for him. *dry laugh*

No, I'm not jealous.. Duh. I'm happy for them. Really, I am. Although I can't say myself as happy. I'm downright depressed. Even if I'm unsure of my feelings towards him. I wonder if my other friends noticed. I mean, I never made a move to him, of course not, I wasn't even sure. Aaarghh... screw it.

Is Currently Listening to : Mimpi Yang Sempurna (Peter Pan)

Current Mood : Confused

Sunday, February 9, 2003

08:05 p.m.

Hmm. Nothing special happened today. Absolutely nothing. *sigh* Does my life have to be boring like this? ( _ _) Haven't practiced playing piano yet.. and hell, the lessons are tomorrow. Screm them. I'm just gonna do some quizzes...

I actually might like you. You don't have to worry
about any death messages soon from me, so let's
just chill..

How much Gackt Hates you.
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Hm. Interesting. *snicker*

Got this survey from Crystal's blog.

1. When did you get into yaoi?
November 2001. For slash, a few months ago. (is yaoi and slash the same?)

2. How did you get into yaoi?
Read RuHana (Slam Dunk) fics. Liked them. For slash, read a H/D fic, and felt they would be cute together. Heh.

3. For how long have you been into yaoi?
Refer to the answer on number 1.

4. Truthfully, how obsessed do you think you are?
Not really obsessed. Sometimes I can't stand reading *blush* NC-17 fics. Het it nice. Not nice on some pairings though. Yaoi and slash is nice. Not nice on some pairings too. *shrug* Although I tend to read more yaoi/slash fics.

5. All Time Favourite Couple?
RuHana.

6. Five Top Favorite Couples After Your All Time Favorite?
Hmm.. not in order.
1. RuHana (Slam Dunk)
2. 1 x 2 (Gundam Wing)
3. SenKosh (Slam Dunk)
4. Sanzo x Goku (Gensoumaden Saiyuki)
5. Harry Potter x Draco Malfoy.. if slash doesn't count, then anyone x Killua (Hunter x Hunter)
So, you've noticed I'm all for classical pairings.

7. What yaoi couple do you hate above all?
SenRu. Sorry Crystal, but I don't like Senruuuuuuu...

8.Five top most hated couples after your all time most hated?
.... I dunno.. -____-;;;

9. What 5 Yaoi couples you wish there was more Fanfiction/Art about?
1. MitHana (Slam Dunk)
2. Hisoka x Killua (Hunter x Hunter)
3. MakiKiyo (Slam Dunk)
4. 5 x 2 (Gundam Wing) (And yes, I know I'm crazy)
5. AnMit (Slam Dunk) (I'm now out of my mind, but this pairing is amusing... Sorry Hanase ^^; )

10. Which Five Yaoi Couples Do You Wish There Was Less Fanfiction/Art About?
1. SenRu (Slam Dunk)
.... The rest? I dunno... -________-

11. What Five Yaoi Couples Have You Writen About?
1. RuHana (Slam Dunk)
2. MitKo (Slam Dunk)
3. RuKo (Slam Dunk)
4. SenKosh (Slam Dunk)
5. SenHana (Slam Dunk)

Is Currently Listening to : Voices (Yoko Kanno)

Current Mood : Bored

Friday, February 7, 2003

09:08 p.m.

*yawn* *stretches arms* Ow. Yesshhhhh... The wall magazine is done!!!! Freedom!!!!!!!!!! XD ... But not for long. Next week me and my friends will probably make another wall magazine.. a Valentine's Special.. *dies* Why me.. why me... !???? T___T

Hehehehhee.. Crystal updated her blog layout. Valentine layout. And now I'm debating whether I should or should not make a Valentine layout. Valentine means pink. And I hate pink. *dies* Yeah, I know Valentine doesn't necessarily mean pink.. as Chichi said, but still... Valentine in the color "Pink" revolves around me.. -____-;; Gah. I'm babbling. Nevermind.

Got this from Wowie's blog.
I Am

Which tarot card are you?
Hmmm... Interesting. Me.. The Magician. Hehehhee..

The pic in #Japan website has changed. *giggles* Giannis drew "The Hammer". *giggles more* Hehehehhee... I wonder if Giannis will ever come to #Japan again.. *sigh* Oh, well.

Is Currently Listening to : Lady Marmalade

Current Mood : Happy

Thursday, February 6, 2003

08:29 p.m.

I'm damn screwed today. The bloody president of student council bastard told me and my friends to get the wall magazine ready by tomorrow. I hate him. Oh Gods, I hate him. Well, maybe I don't. I just dislike him. Yeah, dislike.

I wonder why he was even chosen as the president of Student Council.. I mean, sure he has this looks all of the girls oggle at, but seriously... he has a serious problem with his attitude.. (And I certainly don't find anything cute about him.) Bullshit. And he certainly doesn't have traits to be a good leader.. all that he does is just tell what we (the members of Student Council) what to do and then that's that. *snicker* Yeah, that's that. I mean, no more details. Do this, do that. Period. Don't understand? Ask the advisor. Ask him, ask her. If you're done, give it to me. Damn him. Damn him and his bloody annoying attitude.

Ok, enough about him, just hearing his name makes me sick. On with the making of the wall magazine. Went to Devi's house to do it. Bleh. Was a disaster. The ones who actually worked was only me and Dwininta. There were Nadia and Rivan (who were members too), but hardly did anything. Damn them. But Dwininta didn't have anything to do with the wall magazine. How kind of her. She even offered in doing some parts of it. *wipes tears*

Oh yeah. Something happened during our work in Devi's house. Nadia.. ermm.. (she's my girl, and yes, she's a female.. and bery good in basketball, nice too) touched.. ermm.. I mean.. hit.. Rivan's.. (Male, and he's my junior) well.. you know... -___-;; His.. "wand" ... won't tell the details, maybe someday later

Oh well. After I got home from Devi's house, I was stressed. We have to put it up tomorrow, and we weren't even finished. Yeah, well, I took my stress on my bro's. *shrug* Well, it's not my fault they cuold be insensitive bastards sometimes. Oh yeah, I also took it on the people in #Japan ChatNet. *laughs*Poor them. Me was being so sarcastic to this immature op Raziel. *snicker*

Is Currently Listening to : Fly High (Ayumi Hamasaki)

Current Mood : Sarcastic

Wednesday, February 5, 2003

08:58 p.m.

Oooooookk. My parents have gone to Hong Kong. To Hong Kong. K, got that? They left me and my bro's at home.. with my uncle and maid. Which means... -___- I have to take care of my 2 younger bro's (Actually I have 3, but the other one is old enough to take care of himself, but not the others -_-). Yeah. WHich includes preparing their schedule, prepare their school uniforms, check their homework, and blah blah so on. Oh my, what did I do to deserve this???? *dies*. Oh well.

#Japan ChatNet has a forum. *sdrop* Kyo said it was to replace the annoying japanchatnetops ML and the unused japan_mates . *snicker* Well, guess he's right. And guess I won't be receiving too much emails then. Hehehehehhee.. although I do find it annoying, but I enjoy bragging about how many emails I receive everyday (about 20 +) in my inbox to the peeps in #japan. *snicker* Well, kind of.

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Congratulations on making Slytherin!
Well, first off, I've got to say that Slytherins have a special place in my heart.. I am a Slytherin myself, and I love them all to bacon bits, and I refuse to let any of you leave with hugging you *hug* .. Alright, okay. So basically, you're cunning, ambitous, and willing to use any means to meet your ends. Lots of people think Slytherins are cold, evil, heartless people.. and although some are, some are not. Slytherins are the most misunderstood people.. We're not all evil! We're misconceived and misunderstood, and have been given a bad rep.. The movie makes us look like shit, the only Slytherins we have come to know are all cocky bastards (but don't get me wrong! We all love them anyway, right?! I know I do!), and people just have this thing about people with ambition.. Hmm.. Well screw society! We're the best, and we all know it! Gryffindor may beat us at, hell, everything.. but we still keep trying! COME ON, SHOW SOME SLYTHERIN PRIDE!
Slytherin to Remember
Draco Malfoy (you make evil fun, you drop-dead sexy bitch..)
Lucius Malfoy (..oh hell yeah! we all love our malfoys!)
Tom Riddle aka Lord Voldemort (i'll read your diary anyday..)

Yeeahh.. sexy Draco~ Mwahaha.

Is Currently Listening to : Scarlet (Ayashi no Ceres)

Current Mood : Composed

Saturday, February 1, 2003

09:20 p.m.

GONG XI FA CAI MINNA!! ^____^ Hope all of you got your ang pau's.. (T_T I didn't)

K.. been a long time since I last blogged.. blame my unreliable ISP for that *snarl* Good thing my cousin soon fixed the problem..

Lately haven been hunting for H/D slash ficcies.. I dunno, I've somehow been edging away from the SD fandom, although I had no intention to do so. And babble is quiet these days. I dunno why. So is the channel, #sdyaoi. Always empty when I enter. How sad.

Oh yeah.. and Harry Potter crossovers interests me.. especially the Gundam Wing/Harry Potter crossover fic I read in FF.Net a few hours ago.. would love to read another Harry Potter crossover.. *grin* with Gundam Wing.. or Hunter x Hunter .. any anime/manga (as long there is no het pairings.. Ron x Hermione or Ginny x(anyone besides Harry and Draco) is the ones I could still tolerate..) There are loads of LoTR/HP crossover fics.. I wonder why I don't even bother reading them.. maybe cos' I'm not really with LoTR in the first place ^^;;

Had and am having a pleasent chat in #Japan ChatNet, too bad I lost my password to DogTag, I'll have to /join #doghouse tomorrow, to lazy to do so now. About the chat.. all old folks there. such as yura, tsu, IB, Yuko-nee, and also this French girl Yuko-nee introduced me too, big fan of j-rock and anime. Laras told me to phone her when IB shows up in the chatroom, but apparently I don't have her phone number.. and I'm too lazy to ask the others.. -___-;; Oh yeah.. I'm gonna have to beta her fic.. (In Indonesian of course.. beta-ing an English fic is definitely not my job ^^;;)

Is Currently Listening to : Eyes on Me (FF8)

Current Mood : Happy

Monday, January 20, 2003

09:13 p.m.

Duh. My holidays are over. Over. cries T___T Today, first day of school in the 2nd semester. sigh Oh well, I guess I'm back to the days where I constantly worry about my grades. I don't worry about my projects or homework or blah blah. Good for me, cos' if I do, I might as well go nuts. ^^;

Something this day just made my blood boil. Argh. Here. Flames by FLAMES. snicker Stupid nick. I might as well pour him/her with cold, cold water.

So.. this person, FLAMES, flamed Moonglow because of something she didn't go. Copying, plagarating, and blah blah so on, a fic that this FLAMES said is totally similiar. Moonglow said she didn't copy it, cos's she had written that fic long ago, which was archived in her old site, Storm in a Teacup, that she took down already. Pity actually, cos that's proof that could make FLAMES embarassed to hell. Mwahaha.

Hmm, this is Moonglow's blog, if you didn't understand a single thing I said, might as well go there. Kekekkee~

Btw, I got a new mouse~!!! NYAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!

Is currently listening to : Nothing

Current Mood : Stable

Saturday, January 18, 2003

10:11 p.m.

Hmm. I wonder why my brothers could be sooooooo insensitive sometimes. So annoying. Absent-minded. *snort*

Anyways, here are more of my collection of boysluts. Only the Fushigi Yuugi ones.. to lazy to do the others. *shrug*

Still more to go, of course. ^___^ Hehehhehee.. yah.. *frown* I hate my mouse. My bro made my mouse so uncomfortable to use. Damnit. Oh, well.

Is Currently Listening to : Nothing

Current Mood : Cranky

Friday, January 17, 2003

09:03 p.m.

Mwahaha. Am claiming boysluts. *snicker* My collection of Boysluts. Mwahaha.

Heh. Am doing the others later. *laughs*

Am Currently Listening to : Nothing

Current Mood : Stable

Thursday, January 16, 2003

09:15 p.m.

Heh. Finally. Updated my blog.

For those who visited my blog yesterday of a week ago, gomennasai. *bows* Was playing around with HTML and.. *sweatdrop* Well, my blog was ruined. But it's not now, is it? Hehehehhee.. *sheepish grin* Oh well.

My blog Version 3... featuring Killua Zaoldyeck/Zoldick/Zordick *swoon* from Hunter x Hunter. Hehehhee.. ^____^

Uh.. yeah.. so that's about it. -_-;

Is Currently Listening to : Nothing

Current Mood : Cranky