ive got grace

+sunday2ndjan 03:39 p.m.
merry new year.
i have not done my chinese papers yet.
im trying to decide whether its worth it.
ill just anyhow whack and not learn anything anyway..
isit worth it doing when i know we are just going to get the answer booklet and mark the thing ourselves.
see how.
anyway.i think i want to transfer to cresent.i like their uniform.

i think i make a GREAT cresentian.
what do you say..
dumb poses like that is so natania dont you think.
see?

ayah sth like that la.all the look-up-into-the-camera type.
anyhow..ive done my duty as a blogger.
so...byebye.
see you cresentians tmr.

+wednesday15thdecember 07:58 p.m.
hi.
long time no talk sia.
i was very busy.
alot of things happened since the last time i bothered to blog sia..
but im not going to blog about them.
no time sia..
anyway anyone interested in ARISE concert?itll be megafun.
its on the 2nd and some other day in january.
go go.
itll be damn fun sia..

anyhow..MR TAN

IS BACK.laglag.
im a happyboy.
not that mr eng not 'gEng' (thai for good)..
oh lemme talk about thailand..
why everyone go thailand..haiyo.
copycat.
thailand is a great place to shop.GREAT PLACE.
i love thailand.
this tickles..

what a joke.

+sunday21stnovember 08:38 p.m.
hi.
i watched the incredibles on friday.
i tell you.
we are one cool cia man.ive never had to rush to catch the last train before.
okay ive never had to rush to catch a train before.
anyhow lido was so filled with happy smart sec4s celebrating their second milestone in their education career.
it was so..crowded.
anyway the incredibles was great.but right show wrong time.
i had sorethroat.
so when i laugh its more like haha..hackPAINakcfhpainiuhcoughhackhackapain.
one time thing.one laugh.then i watched the whole show silently.
so pro right.i think soon ill end up not laughing ever again.not that nothings funny but just not worth laughing.
one day.

+thursday18thnovember 09:31 p.m.
i have this feeling i forgot to do sth
but i cant remember what.so too bad.

anyhow.i was reading a 3rd serving of chicken soup fot the soul.
its so ..nice.
i like this story especially.

Not a One!

Little Chad was a shy, quiet young man.One day he came home and told his mother that he'd like to make a valentine for everyone in his class.Her heart sank.She thought,"i wish he wouldnt do that!" because she had watch the children when they walked home from school.Her Chad was always behind them.They laughed and hung on to each other and talked to each other.But Chad was never included.Nevertheless,she decided she would go along with her son.So she purchased the paper and glue and crayons.For three weeks,night after night,Chad painstakingly made 35 valentines.
Valentine's day dawned, and Chad was beside himself with excitement.He carefully stacked them up,put them in a bag and bolted out the door.His mother decided to bake him his favourite cookies and serve them nice and warm with a cool glass of milk when he came home from school.She just knew he would be disappointed and maybe that would ease the pain a little.It hurt her to think that he wouldnt get many valentines--maybe none at all.
That afternoon she had the cookies and milk on the table.When she heard the children outside,she looked out the window.Sure enough,there they came,laughing and having the best time.And,as always,there was Chad in the rear.He walked a little faster than usual.She fully expected him to burst into tears as soon as he got inside.His arms were empty,she noticed,and when the door opened she choked back the tears.
"Mummy has some cookies and milk for you," she said.
But he hardly heard her words.He just marched right on,his face aglow,and all he could say was:"Not a one.Not a one."
Her heart sank.
And then he added,"I didnt forget a one,not a single one!"

how cool.
i dont think ill ever be able to do that.you think?

+wednesday17thnovember 09:03 p.m.
im so sick
there is nothing in this world to do.
im not bored.just sick.
life is a joke.
just now it was storming when my ma and my sister and i reached our busstop.
then my sister and i ran all the way to the house.and we were drenched beyond underwear.
imagine how dumb i looked holding an umbrella drenchedly.
to fetch my ma.
then the rain stopped.like totally.NOTHING.
bh.joke.
life is such a depressing gift.
and im reading 3rd helping of chicken soup.its depressing.

+saturday13thnovember 09:54 p.m.
its saturday!
ive got every right to celebrate.
so i shall show you lucky readers something.
something i hold dear to my heard, soul, life.
a compo sheralyn,bianca,angie and i wrote in primary 5

Shipwrecked!
Wolfgang Crusoe and his shipmates were on their way to Vietnam. They were traveling on a ship with crates of goods when suddenly a violent storm raged. Lightening stuck the ship. Waves the height of houses rapidly rocked the ship to and fro and smashed the ship to pieces.

Wolfgang and his friend, Mad Dog Harrison, each clung onto a barrel. Not long after, the sea calmed down. Wolfgang and Mad Dog found themselves on an island. Many motionless bodies of their shipmates lay close by. Feeling sorrowful and miserable, they took all the valuables and some leftover goods and buried the bodies. Then they used big banana leaves to make a tent to shelter them from the rain. They rubbed sticks together to make a fire around the tent to protect them from wild beasts and cannibals. They dried the clothes using a stick.

The next morning, they explored the island with guns that had been washed ashore the night before. They found a cave. When they went in, they found a brown bear. They quickly shot it and preserved the skin for bedding. They moved all their belongings into the cave. Then they ate the bear’s meat after roasting it above a fire. Suddenly, they spotted a ship coming towards the island. They became excited and jumped up and down. When the ship came ashore, a few men came out and said they were from Vietnam. Vietnam! Wolfgang and Mad Dog were so happy that they could now be saved.

The ship brought them back to Vietnam. There, Wolfgang and Mad Dog sold their leftover goods and earning a living. It sure was an exciting adventure that ould not be forgotten by Wolfgang Crusoe and Mad Dog Harrison!

it saddens me that even with four brains we cant produce an impressive compo.
gross
we got 16/20 somemore
fine.laugh.

+friday12november 09:17 p.m.
today we did boys training.
so clever
i bet its sharon suays fault.
shes too much man.
go overseas then leave her suayness here.
but luckily!she isnt thaat powerful.
so we did boys training without a coach and without boys and without weights and with alot of breaks.
no actually not that many la.better not say.
but i was whacked out man
but not as bad as last training.
that was terror man.
im so special.
i bet i was the only one dying.

k i donch wan ta blog liaox lorhxX.
tok tomolo
tata!~
peaze out!

+thursday11thnovember 10:55 a.m.
have you any idea who these people are.
i took it at nationals.
i know the extreme right bottom corner is lois.surprise surprise
she lives to spoil photos.

+thursday11thnovember 10:36 a.m.
i just keep blogging.
its disgusting.
i have no life.
singapore is such a boring place.
why can we have earthquakes and volcano eruptions and typhoons.
why can we have springs summers autumns and winters..
why why why
there is simply NOTHING to do here on this sunny little island.
even with its glorious scenery whether rain or shine.
there is NOTHING to do here on this sunny island.

sheralyn left her madame sadayakko on my sunny little bed yesterday.
she forgot to bring it out because she was rushing off to guthrie house to eat with -
ya ya.
my sister and i.
talk about romantic.
gooseberry
lightbulb
lamppost?
tomato.
the geisha who seduced the west.
we have got to start on our stupid rs man.
i shall go read the book.
on second thought..
nvrmind.
i think there are nice shows on tv today.
i hate watching tv.
it is seriously a waste of time.
like using the computer.
spoil your eyes somemore..what the point.
maybe i shall go do chinese homework.
uhhuh.
i feel like going to school.to burn it.
then we have to share campus with ri boys temporarily.
..yay.
then can make friends with cute small sec one boys.
then can have many kors and dis.
then can help increase birthrate.
go to hell.

+wednesday10thnovember 08:53 p.m.
my mummy taught me not to tell lice.
oh pun

+wednesday10thnovember 06:43 p.m.
people nowadays are becoming more and more selfish.
firstly that sharon suay.
still force me to help her tape sg idol.
oh the horror.
cause she going holiday.what rubbish.
since im so nice..
pls remind me to help her tape k.
my number is 98365546
thanks.
now secondly.
my sister got

(gasp)
i think he sucks but thats not the point.
people nowadays are becoming more and more selfish.

its only wednesday

+tuesday9thnovember 08:58 p.m.
i sprained my toe doing the FIRST exercise of the FIRST training i had in two months.
i think toes are cute when they are sprained.
so fat so round.
so cccuttee.
ungh.

sharon sucks.
sharon suay so selfish.
she got taufiks autograph then never get for me.
Lady, that was some kind, some kind of friend you turned out to be Baby, that was some kind, some kind of friend you turned out to be
(barry manilow)
walau.
next time if i ever let you sleepover..you sleep OUTSIDE.
my bedroom floor i also dont let you sleep.
i hope all your hair fall out.
smelly selfish sharon suay.

i kope this from her.
why cannot

its only tuesday

+monday8thnovember 06:59 p.m.
i dontknow whats my ma trying to do
first she says im fat.
my arms and legs so big
yet she is trying to 'fatten' me up.
cause im too skinny.
joker la she.

+sunday7thnovember 11:46 p.m.
i forgot to brag about how i went throught the ccal camp without missing my handphone.
im very proud of myself.
everyone kept moaning about it.and i felt...nothing!so cool.
i mean its a start.after all handphones arent supposed to be objects of love.
people are.
yeah one day.i will try eliminating The Handphone from my life.
try la.
there are way more important things.

i am growing up.

ya so todays the start of a long week ahead.a long week indeed
tragic
plus tomorrow we're getting back report books.oh the horror.
long week.

ohyes i bought a new CD today.
its the coolest.
the monkees greatest hits
i love it

+friday5thnovember 08:55 p.m.
i am so bored
i think im going to die during the hols.
no what am i saying.
ill be having so much FUN!
oh yeah
play and sleep and eat.
oh yeah.
ohmy.leandra just got kicked out.What The.
walau.of all people.
doesnt matter.i support taufik.
taufik rocks man.
hes da man.
oh yeah

i went to watch princess diaries today.
(second time somemore)
doesnt matter.
im happy.
im happy.

+thursday4thnovember 10:58 p.m.
good day
i woke up at nine after a nap.
just in time for the swimming show.
oh yeah
watched sharks tale.
its damn gay.
watching movie with the entire cohort i mean.
it felt like some stupid science centre excursion.
and furthermore we dont get to choose our seats.i wonder whether we are paid for our own tickets.
so bo hua
go myself cheaper lo.and i can get nicer seats.cheh.

oh guess what was waiting for me when i got home tired and dirty and gross from camp.
thats right!
an application for american express platinum card.
they like me.
planning for my future man.
apply for the card got conditions one.
minimum annual income is $50,000.
soon.
no sweat

+sunday31stoct 09:36 p.m.
shit
huang na

+saturday30thoct 07:31 p.m.
im tired.
netball carn today
and i think i forgot how it feels like to thrash another class.
heartache
i still like netball.
i like one-off competitions.
i hate trainings cause losing hits me harder when i train hard.or worse if i dont get to play.
heartache
anyhow.i realised today that pain makes me go mad.as in mad insane not angry.
i wanna apologise to the geper i played with um after playing 3/9.
sorry.i know i was very aggressive.sorry la.i was angry cause i was in pain.and ya as i said.the more painful the more aggressive i get.and then i dontknow what happens to other people.and hitting others makes me happy.
sorry.im actually very very very very nice one...
of course.you just suay to play with me after i fell.
okay done.

anyway..i am tired
know why?
correct!
i watched THREE shows in two days!
so fun.
im cool
cellular and wimbledon yesterday and today ladder49
im so busy.yay.

+wednesday27thoctober 08:22 p.m.
this is for sharon who is very chio le..
Friendster Message: hi! was juz browsingn thru when i saw ur profile & pic. Juz wanna say I find u chio le. dun mean to sound lame nor despo but really wish to know u better. I am Andrew. M/28/sg/ch. Juz a normal guy who's working in e police force. but as I seldom log in, hope tat u can sms or call me at 98341731. I know its a bit too presumptious of me but really hope to hear from u. Ciao

+friday22ndoctober 10:07 p.m.
strangely i dont feel happy.
very strange.there is no sense of happiness at all.
at most is the mere pleased feeling that i wont have to touch my books for another year.
what am i saying.
ill ..touch my books every day.
this year the only thought i had was
if you dontknow it, it wouldnt come out
make sense right.
i got through the papers just fine.
but who am i to say.
i guess in order to do well..
i have to be kiasu.
damn i hate our education system.
people never get to have fun.
never pure unadulterate fun anyway.
damn i hate our education system

actually i think i want to go back in time.
where handphones and computers and shit like that are obsolete.
when people speak facetoface instead of through smses and online chats where emotions can be exaggerate or played down.
where what you say doesnt necessarily convey what you feel.
to me words are very .. well.. expressive.
i tend to read into what people say(meaning type) and sometimes too much into it.
either that or i dont pay enough attention.
i hate it when people dont know how to listen.
so i want to travel back in time.live in the era where relationships(whatever)..is built on trust and ...honest communication.no stupid smses which can cause misunderstandings.no stupid msn which takes up time for no proper reason(guilty).
(ever wondered how people communicate before handphones or communication devices were invented?)
sounds good huh.

man that was deep.
i feel weak already.
im exhausted.
school sucks

i hope i dont do badly this year.but then again i HAVE to.
how else to get good progress next year?

+thursday21stoctober 02:11 p.m.
ever felt stupid?
nevermind there are always people stupider than you.thats for sure.
unless.
well..who knows.

i mean i bet i did better than him for science:
"It's time for the human race to enter the solar system!"
- Dan Quayle, former U.S. Vice President on the concept of a manned mission to Mars

and im smarter than this
"Strangely, in slow motion replay, the ball seemed to hang in the air for even longer."
- David Acfield

"Can you get a ticket for running a stop sign that is not there?"
- Driver school applicant

"If it weren't for electricity we'd all be watching television by candlelight."
- George Gobel

"I have a God-given talent. I got it from my dad."
- Julian Wakefield, Missouri basketball player

"A bachelor's life is no life for a single man."
- Samuel Goldwyn

oh i love stupid quotes.
"The doctors X-rayed my head and found nothing."
- Dizzy Dean explaining how he felt after being hit on the head by a ball in the 1934 World Series.

+wednesday20thoctober 06:25 p.m.
do you know what 20th oct 06.25pm means?
important!milestone!
it means we have only THREE papers left.
only chem physics and maths
no sweat
(pray for me please?)
now i am supposed to go play some chem jeopardy shit.and i just found some chem notes.and i cant print.
damn.im pissed.i hate reading off a computer.
fcvk.
i hate school.
and its a STACK not stump
damn im pissed.
dont talk to me.

i leave to read chem.
i am so irritated.
so stupid
UNGH!

and why the hell is the short form of richard DICK?!
this world sucks

+monday18thoctober 12:51 a.m.
Talking to myself and feeling old
Sometimes I'd like to quit
Nothing ever seems to fit
Hangin' around, nothing to do but frown
Rainy days and Mondays always get me down
-the carpenters

5 days of summative tests left.
only.
nine papers left
only.
bring it.

+wednesday13thoctober 03:06 p.m.
im online.
AGAIN.
not cool.
i think its a postex-summative test thing.
anyway online now also good la.no need to study
and besides after exams i wont be wasting time HERE.
ill be either sleeping or playing.
or both.
oh boy i cant wait.
i cant wait for exams to end but i do not want exams to come.or sumative tests.
but that will be a little hard to achieve.
damn.
anyhow today ten people never come to school.
attitude.
i went.lucky man.then i get to sit next to liuyi and know how much i dont know.
lucky.now ive got a reason to panic.
tonight.ill study.
now i sleep.
goodnight.
study hard friends.(even those whose exams are over.next year still have k.)

oh yes.i forgot.
today we got our chinese HOLIDAY homework.
i cant wait to start on it man.
its 10% of our sem 1 CA 2005.
sneaky shits

+sunday10thoctober 06:01 p.m.
here is my favourite teacher.
her lessons are the only ones that have my full attention.
pity our next bio summative is next year.
wasted

and heres me and my sister.
my mother thinks its funny that i have a ribbon on my head.
i thought parents only wants the best for their children.

feast your eyes

+sunday10thoctober 05:22 p.m.
everyone seems to be blogging about exams.
i am special
im going to blog about summative tests
RafflesGS is so good at manipulating words.

dammit.
seriously what are they trying to prove.

i need more hours in a day.
to study for my..summative tests.
i just realised we have alot to study for.
i cant believe how lucky we are.
plus we dont have to take Os.then we have more time to study other stuff.
lucky shits.
we get to go school more than others too.
..wonderful.
im sure everyone else will be so jealous knowing we have sch and they have to have holidays instead.

will someone just burn down the school?
ill start a charity fund in your name.
i promise.
but if you want to do it.can you do it before the .. summative tests.
thankyou.

i have started planning post-summativetests activities.
i am so excited.
i shall have a movie marathon/party thing.for me and my sister.yay.
(people interested, please forget it.no space)
i want to go iceskating
i want to go westcoast and play
i want summativetests to faster go away.
like HURRY UP!

fine i shall go study.
cause its cool

now this
is hilarious.

+monday04thoct 10:08 p.m.
today was..smelly.
i think the fart bomb is an incredible invention.
hahaha!
today our class got fartbombed.
haha!
smelly cannot even begin to describe it man.
whos idea was it man
lucky ruth and i set it off outside the class.if not.i think we would have to evacuate.
actually that would be funnier.
we do have another one...
okay which day has alot of boring lessons?
ah shit i remember the smell.

+sunday26thseptember 06:07 p.m.
'meekness and gentleness is having the strength to back off from a battle which you can win'

that makes alot of sense.
yes

+monday20thseptember 10:37 p.m.
know whats a catchy song?
this is: (oh but explicits will be censored.what if babies read this):
uncle -censored-

- Laughter - Ah, you s*** face c*** master. (Wow, s*** face c*** master)
Listen, you donkey raping s*** eater (Donkey raping *** eater)
Donkey raping s*** eater
You'd -censored- your uncle. (You'd -censored- your uncle)

Shut your -censored- face, uncle -censored-.
You're a c***-sucking, ass-licking uncle -censored-.
You're an uncle -censored-, yes it's true.
No one -censored- uncles quite like you.

Shut your -censored- face, uncle -censored-.
You're the one who -censored- your uncle, uncle -censored-.
You don't eat or sleep or mow the lawn, just -censored-
your uncle all day long.
- Farting and more laughter -

Traffic Cop: "What's going on here?"
- More farting -
"Ew, what garbage!"

Well, what do you expect there Canadian uncle -censored-?
Uncle -censored-. Uncle -censored-. Uncle -censored-.

Shut your -censored- face, uncle -censored-. (Uncle -censored-.)
You're a boner-biting -censored- uncle -censored-.
You're an uncle -censored-, I must say.
Well, you -censored- your uncle yesterday!
Uncle -censored-, that's U-N-C-L-E -censored- you!
Uncle -censored- ... s*** my balls

now isnt that a great catchy song.

+monday20thseptember 10:19 p.m.
in all due respect to me and my table..
the messiness was just a posttest FLING.
UNDERSTAND?!?!??
i am no slobbonis.honest.
i was appalled so i decided to share my appalledness with everyone.
sharity lo

+thursday16thseptember 10:50 p.m.
oh the irony.
the place that helps me most hurts me most.
oh the irony.
irony!oh the agony!
thou shalt do no lest then hurth the ones thou so fondly care for!
wth.

+sunday12thseptember 11:53 p.m.
enter right!RIGHT!right throw!NOW!turn in!right!RIGHT!RIGHT THROW!ENTER RIGHT!FASTER!turn in!enter right!right entry!

its haunting me.
its tearing up my heart.

+saturday11thseptember 08:26 a.m.
911!911!911!
my mummy told me not to hang around bishan cause there got shopping centre,mrt station,bus interchange.
so itll be very crowded.and hence a good 'bombing target'
ha.they dare
if i get blown up before tomorrow ill kick those idiots.right.where.it.hurts.
anyway i know youre wondering why im online.moreover blogging at this -early hour
heeheehee.not my fault.
ahlan la.supposed to meet her at 8.15 then now postponed to 3hours+++ later.ohwells im not complaining.i didnt want to go for grading practice.

i have alot of homework to do.
actually not that much la.just alot of uhh.overdued work.
if only - didnt threaten to call my parents.damn.im losing my touch

+friday3rdseptember 11:03 p.m.
lets play i spy

i spy..
+ my bible
+ 95% of mak the rabbit
+ "i love you from head to toad"
+ 1 sanshang ke ben
+ 1 purple hand
+ 1 joscelin yeo
+ 1 beyond gay roxy pencilbox
+ 4 bio practical ws
+ 150ml of water
+ 2 ballball things with buttons inside
+ 7 pens
+ 4 magazines
+ 3 knee guards
+ 1 handphone(gayly)
+ 2 scissors
+ 1 SJF booklet thing which is empty
+ 2 geog textbks
+ 2 mini slinkies(giveaways)
+ 3 PuRpLe highlighters
+ 1 RI boarding school registration form
+ anything else i havent listed

if you can find
0-2: you suck
3-5: you still suck
6-10: ..ccan la..
11-15: good job.you have pretty eyes
16 and above: have you been to my house?

+wednesday1stseptember 09:48 p.m.
happy 'chers day!

i didnt get any teachers anything.my mama agrees that i shouldnt give.you know why?she say my results so bad no point rewarding teachers.GOOD.i agree.i hate chers!

well i got to go study now.bc.
i wish chinese is taught in english.

+sunday29thaugust 10:19 p.m.
no one seems to be taking the polls seriously.i mean PUSHUPS?!?!funny!
you people are mad.
not my friends.nono.
okay i retract my last statement.

+sunday29thaugust 09:46 p.m.
i bought a notebook yesterday..yesterday.
i love it!celesea got the same one(that copycat).anyhow.heres the picture thats on the cover

heeheehee
so seductive right.
im amused.i think class is going to be much funner from now on.
i will write down all my homework.
then i wont have to look through my entire file to see if got any homework.
well..fileS.i got one for every subject.

anyhow..bala youre as cool as me.
lemme give you 5 simple facts about bala
#1- she is our captain
#2- she is our class's official lightsoffer,
#3- fanoffer and
#4- rubbishthrower
#5- she looks like:

(not itimidating anymore.stupid brala made me take it away.)anyhow.i still bet every other schools trembling at the thought of playing against us.
bring it.

+friday27thaugust 08:18 p.m.
FRIDAY!i luurrrrvvvee it.FRIDAY!
i understand the true meaning of tgif.
i luuurrrvvvveeee fridays!no actually i like saturdays better.its better than friday cause got no school and better than sunday cause monday does not come after saturday.so therefore, saturday is better than sunday and friday.however friday is when the feeling of the weekend sets in.when the euphoria starts.when school officially ends for the week.when leuar will be gone for at least 60 hours.when i dont have to start on my work because the excuse 'school just ended' is still valid.when i can go home and sleep.when sheralyn got home econs (snigger)
ahhh bliss.

anyhow.heres the quote of the day.
--even the smallest person can change the course of the future.

there is hope yet!..for the small

+thursday26thaugust 10:28 p.m.
you guys dont get it do you.i mean rolling pushups.diving.THE WORKS!you guys are nutcases.pushups!BAH!

+tuesday24thaugust 11:20 p.m.
i think this picture is very nice.look.i mean its so..happy

and kwon sang woo is hot mama.even my mummy like.

how many people can look good in such an ugly suit.

or with stupid looking creatures.

or crying.

woohbaby

+tuesday24thaugust 12:29 a.m.
happy birthday chenkai!

+monday23rdaugust 09:21 p.m.
ehh freeaakkky.just now got some song playing on my comp.but the thing is the only windows open are hotmail and pitas.they got music one meh.but its a nice song and now i cant find it.gyshfdck.

kwon sang woo!
oh boy.
for the past few nights ive been sleeping very early..in the morning cause im watching stairway to heaven.
oh boy.
the only thing i dont like is the crying part.
ugh.
EVERY disc lo!thats TWENTY discs.
i only watch it cause i think he is hot.
but i think ill stop.
im becoming like my ma and every other koreandramawatchinghousewife --a crying slobbering lump of fats.
i hate crying.
its getting very annoying.
gyshfdck.
but he is gdlooking.ugh.
sometimes.
ahhhh.-swoons.

for those interested and unfortunately do not have the 20discs..
today is your lucky day!
every monday tuesday wednesday from now on!
channel 56 showing at 7.
luckyducks.
go watch and cry.
have fun.

+friday20thaugust 09:22 p.m.
i hate -- ---- ----.dont you just.

im trying to decide whether i like being in pain or not.
the feeling is actually quite good but well..doesnt get you anywhere.
damnit.

anyway, recently ive got alot of work to do.and they just keep piling up.
damnit
and susilo didnt get in
damnit
and ah
damnit

+wednesday18thaugust 11:57 p.m.
su silo so silly

+tuesday17thaugust 09:45 p.m.
today is ronald susilo day!
again!
boy oh boy!
but then he also imported goods.like every other performing athlete.
singapore has so much to be proud of.

+friday13thaugust 07:00 p.m.
okay done.459words.ahem.
eh ruth i think next time we no need worry already la.we can one.
so people.. we arent as stupid as we seem.honest.

im annoyed with musical blogs.they interupt my own music.like just now when i was busy appreciating 'a whole new world' then i click on dontknow whos blog and suddenly techno shit blasted.annoying.
i dont even know what song that is.it sucks by the way.
i think songs worth listening are disney songs and songs before this generation.
our generation sucks like dontknow what.
i mean last time hopscotch and everything so in.
okay monday i will bring five stones to school.ruth you play with me ah.

alamak.my mother went out and brought the gameboy with her.so selfish
ugh.i play pokemonyellow halfway.5badges.
im going to kick some teamrocket asses !!!when my mum gets back.
i bet she bring with her to play doctormario.selfish.

+friday13thaugust 05:36 p.m.
friday the thirteenth!
bad day.bad memories.
i hate friday13ths.especially the last fridaythe13th.which was in february.
bad day.what a way to start the year.
that was when..
remember?no?youve got a bad memory.
as in not memory memory but memory space memory.
anyway.so this time i came straight home after sch.
prevention better than cure.
anyway im doing ss shit now.annoying shit.
i hate ss.i hate school.why cant i be homeschooled.or better still.. no schooled.then i can go out,watch movie,play,eat,sleep,shop ALL THE LONG!
how cool is that.
i am way too kewl for skewl.
however, i got to get this stupid ss shit done.it is due today.and i havent handed it up.but thats okay cause i know of at least one more person who hasnt handed it in.
ruth!horhor.
but then again shes my partner.nevermind.we'll hand it in tmr morning.
only 15 hours later.big deal.
too bad for that fitch lkl.
i hate lkl.i hate lcc.i hate all teachers.
well except for selective few.exclusive few.like chngwenli!shes too kewl for skewl too.i dont know why she wants to teach.madness.
shes hot.
skewls not.
and my alltimefavourite.shrly tn.that huge --s.
boy oh boy ill miss them when i go jc.and all my little friends too.i want to go hc and make new friends.
i go there and join...(not judo!) uh chess.
see first..ill follow my heart.

anyway i go finish up the ss shit.shit.ruth go byebye.so i do myself.nothing much left.i just have to add words to make it look longer.ya so byebye.

+tuesday10thaugust 03:48 p.m.
ive decided that i miss my old template.so here it is.beams.dont you just like it plain.i love it.the plainer the better.

and that song shall be the quote of the day

+tuesday10thaugust 02:57 p.m.
i went for street e yesterday.it was very ..interesting.
okay fine. i admit. i enjoyed myself
there.i said it.
anyway.this song has been stuck in my head since i woke up.that would be like 6hours ago.i think the song is really nice.
and good.
and meaningful.
and pretty.
and cool.
and pleasant.
and amazing.
and..here it is:-
great awakening
Lord, pour out Your Spirit
on all the people of the earth
let Your sons and daughters
speak Your words of prophesy.
send us dreams and visions
reveal the secret of Your heart
Lord, our faith is rising
let all heaven sound the coming of Your day.

theres gonna be a great awakening
theres gonna be a great revival in our land
theres gonna be a great awakening
and everyone who calls on Jesus
they will be saved.
Lord, pour out Your Spirit
on all the nations of the world
let them see Your glory
let them fall in reverent awe
show them Your mighty power
shake the heaven and the earth
Lord, the world is waiting
let creation see the coming of Your day.

theres gonna be a great awakening
theres gonna be a great revival in our land
theres gonna be a great awakening
and everyone who calls on Jesus
they will be saved.

and thats much better than 'home' or whatever.
it makes more sense

+saturday7thaugust 06:44 p.m.
today is a good day.
today was a good day.
first in the morning i was sleeping.
then go training which was funner cause ya it was better.
and then we saw jayden {and mr eng}.
JAYDEN!hes so cute.boy oh boy!
ya then it ended there.
when i got home.i was all alone.again.so i lie on the floor and watch people bbq downstairs.then suddenly got some tonktonktonk sound from the kitchen.
i thought like maybe my sister hide there.
so scary can.
so i went to look.
guess what.
it was...the bananas.
wth.
they dropped.overriped.
and i thought maybe got murderer climb into the house though the rubbish chute.
rubbish.
anyway as i might most probably not blog anytime soon...
happy national day!~

+wednesday4thaugust 08:42 p.m.
my comp is screwed.ohwells.anyway im bored now.so i shall make lists.
i love making lists.
i like lists

10 things you probably dont know about me:-
1+ i hate strawberry icecream.
2+ to me..lousy mtv=lousy song.most of the time
3+ im terrified of the snowwhite ride in disneyland cause of the stepmother.
4+ in november1999,universal studios, i touched BARNEYS nose!
5+ i THINK im allegic to tomatoes.
6+ ive been trying to complete sense and sensibility since p6.
7+ 98.7 irritates me.
8+ ive been to hotsprings in japan.its like a nudist camp.twitch
9+ i lied when i said i love making lists.
10+ i am a boy

+wednesday4thaugust 07:42 p.m.
i realised that blogs without links are very irritating.its like they did so purposely so that people will be ... well stuck after going to their blogs.dont you think?then you have not choice but to go back.but the time spent at a linkless blog is still significantly longer than that spent at a linkful blog.
get it?
good.thats my intention

+friday30thjuly 10:23 p.m.
i changed my template.yes finally.i still like it plain though.nevermind.sheralyn you honoured anot.thats you, you know.i got more but i dowan to get scratched.

+friday30thjuly 07:07 p.m.
this bloody damn s**ks.
stupid pitas.i cannot change my template.as in they say its changed but i cant see it.wth.so now i cant see it.and i dont know if its screwed up.chances are that it is because well.it is.

today is a rotten day.no actually just the school part and after the after school part.
firstly in the morning.. house capt voting.
i voted for fanis.
[ofcourse]
anyway the badness all started when the sec 2 i voted for vice capt was a PIT.ugh.what an imagespoilerformenooffence.ya and then as i was going down the line collecting back the slips like a good PE rep while the other PE rep[ahem amannnddddaa] sit behind and wait for me...i somehow caught the attention of our dear vp.

ode to her
shirlleeyyy oh shiirrleeyy
you talk so sllloowwllyy
yet look so lovveelllyy
oh shirrlleyy

idiot.

ANyWaY.when i went back to my seat.she came waddling up to me.towards me.ugh
at first i thought she was coming to scold me for complaining too loudly that my skirt was wet.
then i decided she where got so unreasonable.i mean freedom of speech.
i was right.
however.she did come and scold me.UGH
and to think i thought ill get through secondary school nicely.suck her.
she bend over and stuck her face in mine.that idiot.violate my private space.
our little ..conversation{almost accurate}
"tell me girl.what do you see when you look into the mirror?"
"..."
"do you see anything wrong with your fringe?it is all over your face"
"is it?"
"yes.so what can you do to solve this problem?"
"my hairband broke"
"and?what about now"
"ahh..clip?"
"yes!after this i want you to go get a clip from the prefects room.i dont want to see your hair all over your face anymore.you understand me?"
"okay"
i think theres more but she spoke too slow.my brain couldnt pick up all the words.its like speed reading.geddit?nevermind.
suck her.hell her hair is in her face too lo.
then she go tell am an d a z a in.UGH.
if she had booked me i would have set her hair on fire.
only sharon ruth val and siu chu get a good deal out of it.
lucky sharon and ruth got to see her butt up close
lucky val and siuchu her cleavage.lucky.NOT.nothing good happens to me.
and then in class got no reception.my seat only.always like that.usually full bar then some days nothing at all -.-
oh tragedy.oh what a bad day.

BUT the 8TH Craziest Toys Sale did brighten my day.it was terrific!i wish i were back in primary sch.
boy oh boy.the toys!
so many nice toys!playdoh!so cheap somemore.
i very pekcek.dont buy then wasted.but buy i also wont play then wasted.
you cannot imagine the anguish ruth and i went through.
i dont understand why sheralyn and chelsea not interested one.lousy mature freaks.

yes k now.im all by myself.dont wanna be all by myself.but too bad.
my sister having tuition.everyone else either at dramafeste or training or busy or i dont know them.
shucks.but no im not regretting not going for dramafeste.
i should go do my work.naw.maybe tomorrow.ya tmr.ugh this is monologue.kill me.im becoming like our philo teacher.
ugh
i want to be a kid again.

+thursday29thjuly 09:38 p.m.
screw this

+sunday25thjuly 10:49 p.m.
eh people.can you send me pictures.of you and me and whoever.please?i need it.actually no need me inside.ya thanks.
im appealing to people i know.FRIENDS.perverts stay away.i dowan copPORN.

+sunday25thjuly 10:35 p.m.
im busy

+tuesday20thjuly 09:09 p.m.
i swear on my yellowbelt that if i were to have something that not everyone else has. i will think before i speak of it.cause it sucks being the noteveryoneelse

+tuesday20thjuly 08:27 p.m.
life is full of problems.trivial problems.its just how you view it.its just that bigger trivial problems affects you more than smaller trivial problems.but in the end they are all just small things.if you choose not to be bothered, it is of course possible.afterall trivial.i think problems/obstacles/whatever are put into our lives not to make us miserable but just to make us stronger.stronger to stand up against bigger trivial problems.you can choose not to care about anything.often i wonder how life would be like if i dont give a damn about anything.actually it sounds very good.very very.like i can go up to teacher and slap her cause she failed me or something.tempting.but then ive got something bigger to think of.it starts with F.and then U.and a t-u-r-e.obiang i know but ya well.its important.problems arent exactly what i need now.not that ill ever need them but now isnt a really good time.in fact.the timing damnbloody sucks.

excuse me

+tuesday6thjuly 10:53 p.m.
um here are some pictures from the bbq.the rest are either too blur to see or just plain bad.
clickhere

+saturday3rdjuly 10:09 p.m.
i think the world is full of puns.i cannot stand it.like in geog.bohkock kept 'spit at the beach'ing.i dont know why like no one else noticed.must be because only when one is in a semiawake state then you hear it.but then again everyone would have heard it.okay i give up.anyway lois anf i were talking the other day and we came to a conclusion that when we go jc we are going to appear to be speaking in code.i think thats our conclusion.either that or people are just going to think we are childish.which is totally not true.height does not vary direactly to maturity.as in more height does not mean more mature.understand?!
im having problems expressing myself.
nugh

+friday25thjune 07:56 p.m.
today chelps,sheralyn,lois! and i went to queensway to order judoshirts.(for girls and coach only)then the shop we went to to make our judoshirts (for girls and coach only)the guy there is guess what!a JUDOKA!well he was la.from bishan park.he say last time very good but now we can beat them easily.and fajar we also can beat.hougang will be hard but possible.and he also said if we met ny first round we confirm die. -.- he funny ah.and when he found out we were b div.he smirked and said 'so small ah'.brave.i must admit i was surprised he could even see us over the counter.hur.stupid man.

oh we came up with this theory about mankind.im quite proud of it cause it makes sense.okay we were thinking.how do we know we are girls.as in maybe like one in two people in the world gets this diease where he has to be castrated at birth.i.e.girls. or a better one.one in two people have this deformity.like this gee i dontknow.third leg?yeah.maybe thats why its like MANkind.MAN's impact on earth.you get the idea.cause we are ALL men!either that or the first man on earth is a chauvinist idiot.

bull.read the bible.

+thursday24thjune 10:09 p.m.
i shall be cool and follow the crowd.

G Graceful
R Radical
A Ambitious
C Cute
E Energetic

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

graceful and cute hur.twitch.

+thursday24thjune 10:00 p.m.
i think i finally get why people bare their soul on their blogs.as in like the tortured thing(which i have done before).cause um maybe like they got no one whom they can confide in.as in like if they confide in people.the people are just going to think they are pathetic and loser and attentionseeking.so the best way is to do it on their blogs.same goes for bitching about others.so if anyone confront them.they can use the 'its MY blog.i dont care what other people think.no one asked you to read.dont like then dont read' shit.correct?like welldone grace.um thats just one view.so yeah if you got any other great idea or not so great idea.do share!

with love

+tuesday22ndjune 06:27 p.m.
The retreat got me thinking.(okay so abit lag but hell).My question is.Am i ready to die?Are YOU ready to die?I mean as in the thought of leaving school and homework is very very appealing.Possibly cause i havent started much on mine.My bad.But really.Am i ready to give everything up?I think not.I very bu fu qi about judo and i think if i die now ill die with my eyes open.And there are also many other things that i have to um be at peace with.Plus my friends and all.Okay im not ready to die.But one day ill be.As for now.I am going to start on my chinese homework.Tell me im not dead(oh the irony).I am so not ready to die.Um i assure you im not going to anyway.I was just wondering.Again.I am Not dying.

Oh yes.ive noticed that people tend to go through this 'tortured soul' phase.Do i give you an impression that im a tortured soul.No im not.Im happy actually.Despite the crap that im going through,im happy.I think the TS phase is damn lame anyway.No one would honestly give a shit about your life.Not many i mean.As in like okay so your life is sad.You have no friends.No boyfriend.No looks.No intelligence.Whatever.Whining does not help.Am i not right.ugh.Nevermind me.i should stop thinking so much.Save the energy for the chinese things i have to do.Oh.Eh can someone send to me the list of homework.Heh.Um i want to check.Please?

+monday21stjune 09:12 p.m.
i think online diaries arent good.as in like personal stuff should go into a personal diary.sure blogs are personal.but how many people will read.sometimes i dont get why people can so openly put stuff up.i mean sure its theirs and all but sometimes being too honest isnt very good.its like telling everyone else how bad a person is.i hate that.yes sure some people can be damnsucky but no one deserves to be spoken badly of for everyone to know.(am i being hypocritical?nevermind)the bible mentioned.do not slander one another.close.its just damn bad la.i hate it when i see people bitch about others.although i do it too but wells i regret after.i dontknow.um yeah and i also hate it when people bitch about their friends.it kinda like makes me lose trust in them.as in if they can say this kind of things behind their friends backs,why wouldnt they do the same behind mine?okay dont take me too seriously.im trying not to be hypocritical anymore.feels good.

+thursday10thjune 08:43 p.m.
i have compiled a list of stuff i hate.
okay SOME stuff i hate

i hate:
judo
watermelons
brats
hypocrites(even though everyone else says that.i really despise)
backstabbers
lowmorotes
school
homework
chinese
insensitive people
jumping
injections
being tired
gossip
flirts
the smell of ri gym
catered food
msn
patheticness
inconsiderate people
selfcentred people
annoying people
recorders
talking
yellowbelt
herbs
crying
selfpitying
wheezing
etc
most of all.i hate to hate
um nevermind.dont mind me.

+thursday10thjune 07:35 p.m.
tc.training camp.
io.its over
im not happy.cause i didnt fully utilise the time we had.i randoried like 15minutes worth of bouts in a span of two days.meaning yesterday and today.
i am not happy.
i so unhappy that ill write a heavy metal rap.screaming and all.
ahem

UgHHHHHHHHHHH!
i hate you!
yes i hate you!
i want more training!
what are you gonna do!
ughhhhhhhhhhhh!---
-um nevermind.i dontknow how.
fgi.for get it

+sunday6thjune 03:11 p.m.
you are talking to a yellowbelter now.so watch your words.
im counted as yellowbelt now right?i mean they didnt like say sorry try again next grading or anything like that.
anyway i cannot raise my arm . . .
ugh that stupid wheezing joe lo.as in wheezing.as in heeehooo heeehhooo.
no wait how do you spell the sound of wheezing.
ANYWAY.just wanted to scold him cause he injure me.
b.c.
ugh
and i get injured one and a half day before training camp.like wth.
then how am i going to train 100% when im injured.
why wheezingjoe so selfish.
did he not consider the consequences?
nevermind i shall write a song in tribute to training camp..

ooohh training camp
ooohh trainingggg ca-mp.
how i wish youll start now.
youre four day long
from eight to six--so long-gg.
oooh training camp
ooohh trainingggg ca-mp
how i wish youll start now.

+sunday30thmay 09:41 p.m.
im going for retreat tomorrow.
so dont miss me people!
sure got people miss me right?
please?
um okay nevermind.anyway wells i am so looking forward.yay hey hey.
i shall proceed to completing my packing now.
goodday.

+friday28thmay 09:19 p.m.
ive got a quote from lysia.
if you plant 100seeds you get 100 plants
welldone.i so totally agree.
unless a bird comes and eat some.
or some earthworms comes and eat some.
or some decomposed
or...um i ran out of ideas.
anyway yes good day/.
just remember ..
if you plant 100seeds you get 100plants.

+thursday27thmay 08:16 p.m.
hooboy.i totally forgot to gloat about holidays.
actually i shouldnt.cause people will take their revenge in one month.
oh hoho.ive got my quote of the day
jamming with JEM.--quoted from kevins nick.
ahaha
okay not funny.ill stop.i promise.
well jems kevins guitar.my fathers playing with his jem now.patches!i love!
i think i shall go play with MY jem now.but i dont think its called jem.pitypity.
havent touched my guitar in a long time.
ahwells.anyway today was rather eventful
chelps lois and i went shopping! -for lyns present.
then well we bought her a bag and slippers and sportbra.
chelsea and lois owe me money.they stupid one lo.go shopping with like $10.
cmi.
ays i think i shall go now.go um jam my jem
does it sound wrong?

+wednesday26thmay 09:26 p.m.
happy birthday my sheralynN!
hm i still cannot except the fact that principal tan watched shrek2 before me
i mean shes a principal lo.ohwell but i caught up with her.
anyway we should look at the forest before looking at the trees.my point is there are more important things than watching movies before your principal does.
anyway shrek2 is good.be good.but the ending darn um see then PeNgX.
well but when we look at the forest before looking at the trees first,it is easier to appreciate the show.
i was thinking ah.
have you watched that hidden mickey show on disneychannel?ya well..
who will go watch disneyshows and look out for the hidden mickey?we must look at the big picture first.instead of focusing on the details.hence looking at the forest before looking at the trees.
i mean ..okay i admit i tried looking for the stupid hidden mickey.
wait.shrek is a disney production right?.um nvm.
anyway so guess whats my quote of the day.i quoted from lkl.my favourite.

oh and on sunday i was helping out in sundayschool with the littlekids.like 5-6years old.so cute.then matthew,6yearsold,said,"my picture is not that nice but it is beautiful."
hooboy i like his mentality.
im not really good at low morote but my entries are flawless.

+tuesday25thmay 08:05 p.m.
school drains me
training refreshes me
i wish.
actually it does.in fact!the after training feeling keeps me from sleeping!
now tell me you are jealous.
i wonder why people opt to be in nonsports cca.
doesnt everyone just think competitions and tournaments are to die for?
no?
im speechless.
i love the feeling prior to competitions.i love it i love it!
i mean when IM going to compete.

today school was exceptionally tiring.
for first block we had to climb all the way to level FOUR!
then go down for chinese.some lei yu show.
then bio go level 3.i swear our science teachers want to kill us lo.
we should have a cargo lift for each class.or eccelators.i dont think its spelt like this.
and maths after recess.maths again.
what are we having next?
maths
what are we havin after this?
maths
whats next?
maths
whos coming in next?
maths.leuar.
and they are going to increase lessons next term.
i simply dont get how we managed to be SEVEn weeks behind schedule.how did that happen.
anyway physics beckons.and bio.hooboy.

quote of the day- "so jcoughecoughm what made you come gym today?"

+friday14thmay 06:51 p.m.
today was honestly a rotten day.terribly.i never want another today ever.i went to school feeling grumpy cause my back and ankle are doing what they do best.again.painnnne!.and then when i went to class and opened my table to get me some sweets.. a beautiful sight greeted me.someone tore open the pad i keep there and wrote 'you f***ing bitch (go to hell)' on it.bloody shit.(no not literally bloody.)and at least the person bothered to censor fuck.hell.im hoping its just a prank cause its really bothering.great way to start the day.and then they passed around the chinese ca marksheet thing.um i failed very badly for my first ct and it doesnt help that hi!rumi got 92.above my name somemore.grr.and then the rest of the day wasnt that bad cause well.i managed to survive.i hate this man.i really cannot stand it.kill me.oh yeah and then i got home then my mother asked how come lyn and lois not in the car then i say they go watch movie.then i said unfair.then well she just finished scolding me about asking for too much.whole day go out.never study.always msg.always spend money.what you want she scold.cuse me while i go wallow in selfpity.i hate ranting im sorry/

5hours9mins left of today.12 days to holiday.

+saturday1stmay 09:05 p.m.
i have been lonely the whole day.if it wasnt for . ill probably curl up into a dust bunny and die.anyway erm had some picnic thing today.okay go ahead laugh.it wasnt THAT bad.i had fun.the sky was blue the water was pretty the grass was green laughter filled the air.[sadly not mine]okay so i had a rotten time.big deal.not my fault we went with my parents friends and the kids there were all primary school kids.interesting.not.ohohoh!i watched mrs world 2003 today!i think they should cut the swimsuit part.its like cellulite party lo.huge thighs huge butts.and stretchmarks.loisssssssss!k sorry.but seriously lo.it was like a horror show.but i like mrs thailand.she won anyway.smirk.goodtaste or what?

+monday19thapril 10:03 p.m.
school sucks
have i ever told you how much i despise school?
well i do.
the only reason i go the school is cause i have no choice.then plus stupid lessons like philo.hello?whats the point?!and now we are on some stupid topic on which is the dreamworld and stuff.okay so if we are in the dreamworld whats the point in studying?so i dont do my work now then i tell them dream only ma.will they buy it?
anyway back to my point.i hate school.
i go school so i can go for training after.but then wells.nevermind.
oh and gerrys one hot babe!joan also.wooot.

ive always wondered.if i didnt know the people i knew now.would i be who i am now?would i be pretty?would i be rich?this is what she said to me.que sara sara..nvm.
i think too much.much more than required.what am i, mad?!wells.

+sunday11thapril 09:32 p.m.
i will cut right to the chase.just wanted to say.that cjc girl was crap.bloody shit.well thats her for her.who cares.i dont think she'll be very proud of her gold.i mean hello?no skill one lo.kenasai.anyway honestly as happy as i am for lyn and lois right.theres something im feeling thats just wrong.i dontknow la.its just wrong.its not jealousy or anything but wells i cant identify it.nevermind dont mind me.its no biggie.

and will someone tell me whats wrong with my parents?i mean like they insist i tell them the truth.okay fine i can.besides when i lie i get into trouble.but then again when i tell them the truth they scold also.hello?like that what you want me to do?sheesh.i like that very bo hua lo.i think lying is better.as sinful as it is but the chances of getting scolded is lesser isnt it?

+saturday10april 08:01 p.m.
omgomgomgomgomg.kyu grade is like TOMORROW!oh man im going to die!i dont want to compete!what if it ends up like vball?i.e. thrashing.as in opponent thrash us not the other way.HOW!i am so scared lo.like what if i go in the my leg cramp?then ill be stuck in my right stance and then i cannot throw.then some other stupid judoka will throw me!or what if i actually threw an ippon[gimme some credit]then the referee say its a koka?how!ohman im so scared im going to die.ill probably pee in my pants i mean slacks.then ill be looking like an upsidedown-newly-became-upper-sec guy.okay grace stop hyperventilating.it cannot be as scary as chinese orals or er going up on stage to rap in chinese.or anything else that has to do with chinese.and i believe i can do it.i can.i can.of course.think positive.i am better than my opponent.i am stronger.i am faster.i am better.of course.

aha.all geared up for next years kyugrade.ya im not competing tomorrow then everyone else seems to be panicking so i feel leftout.yeah.ohwells.get ready first.at least by next year i'd have already panicked enough.aha!im at an avantage.

+thursday8thapril 09:10 p.m.
hi!sports fest is over.duh.anyway do i sound hyper or do i sound hyper?!!!!do i?do i?sports fest was so mega FUN!okay now do i sound hyper?well im not.im pooped.im only awake cause i want the ami results and no im not going to do it the cheat way.anyway i remember sheralyn and i wanted to blog about something that happened today but i cant remember what.oh wait i remember.
its like this.we were late for sports fest you see.not exactly late but late for us HOUSE EXCO people so yeah we didnt know where the stadium was so we went to the taxi stand.got into the taxi.. lois chelps lyn and me then the taxidriver was like 'you dont know where the stadium is?!?!?!'then he pointed.it was like 400m from where we were. -.- so we got out and walked.feeling very stupid.but the taxi driver very nice.he could have easily cheat us lo.nice man.nice man.
anyways skip sportsfest.not interesting one.okay after that..after house dinner.we went to j8 to wait for my father to fetch us.we=loischelpslynme. yeah then in the car my father and i just decided to go to bukit brown cemetery.laos!so scary lo.there was this white entrance gate.you know the classic cemetery gates with fog and big black trees?yeah like that.then we were almost at the gate then sheralyn "uncle why the road so scary and dark one" then i said cemetery then lois and chelsea and lyn started hyperventilating.actually i wasnt that freaked yet then they like that.so i freaked too.it didnt help when my father kept 'oh look there.and there and sheralyn whats that behind you?!'ing us. -.- how nice.anyway happy birthday sheralyn!youre finaly 15!love you my fellow judoka/volleyballer!

+thursday8thapril 08:48 a.m.
goodmorning.later got sportsfest.oohh cant wait.i mean unlike every other sports fest[okay we had one]..this year i got stuff to do.i think.not like every other sports fest[okay we had one] where we just sit around and talk.i realised that in every other sports fest[okay we had one] we never exactly paid much attention to..well..the sports.except mel c's races.suck.melisaaaa i miss you.i think this year ill be more enthu.i mean its the second last sportsfest lo.then what if next year got like crows flu or something and it starts a epidemic.then this year.i mean today will be the lastest sports fest.then after that sports day will be with the presence of males.then nontrackfield people like me will be evenlowerprofile.CANNOT.maybe i should actually go for jumps instead of just.. erm. not going.also ah our school getting stricter.as if they arent square enough.laos.we arent allowed hair spray.piangs.not that ill spray mine but thats not the point.i mean look!the very essence of our youth.our childhood.all gone because of our wretched school.speaking of childhood, ive always wonder whether ill grow up a better person characterwise if i wasnt from here.i mean like then got more time to play right.then will be happier and all that.like now as steph wong said the only goals we have is to get tests done.as in like oh okay chem eoi.mugmugmug.finish chem eoi.next test bio eoi.mugmugmug.finish bio eoi.next test ce yan.etcetcetc.like that.dont you think?where does playing come in.okay not that i studying the whole day.but everytime im not doing work or anything..i feel guilty.kenasai.like im playing while everyone else is studying.and im just going to be at the bottom of the class again.interesting.nevermind.dont mind me.im just ehh typing outloud.

oh yesterday during cle.. nine people were supposed to play brokentelephone you see.and steph wong just had to say 22.i bet she purposely one lo.but anyway it was very stupid.i was first in line you see.and its was some mega mega long thing you see.about some travel fair.anyway i burst out laughing.then vaish laughed then we two just stood there in front of the class laughing.no one else got the joke you see.but anyway when you laugh its hard to talk you see.so i couldnt exactly tell vaish the long story without laughing.in the end the stupid story was majorly distorted.well expected one lo.anyway that isnt my point.that was just the err setting.yeah then when we went back to our seats.steph wong said. "oh grace giggles at everything.shes that type.the type that when she go jc and when boys ask her out..she'll 'i *giggle* eh..*giggle*'" nice.me.do i strike any of you as a giggler??do i?ohman.

+sunday28thmarch 09:37 p.m.
i gave up chionging homework.
er cause my back pain so yeah i cannot move too fast.and about the previous entry..i was very buaysong so not my fault.i was so not cursing.okay?yeah.
please lo.
look at me.
im not the cursing type.
never.

+saturday27thmarch 10:34 p.m.
grace went to mount e today.she did xray of her spine.turns out there wasnt anything wrong except her spine was abit curved.everyone including her doctor was totally puzzled by the pain in her back.after a relatively long silence.the doctor says 'it must be a sprained ligament'.grace cursed under her breath profusely as she takes the one month mc from the doctor.

ONE MONTH!i paid $ 200 for me to miss kyugrade?!?!?!?okay not i pay.but still its the family's cash.waddahell.one whole fmonth!!!!so my back pain la.no need to deprive me of competition right.hell.suck.now im going to be fstuck with the stupid fbooklet and the fhonours of making sure people are ready for their fbouts.damn.its not fair.no fair.unfair.i was so looking forward to kyugrade.one bloody fmonth.fcuk.and i cant ftrain vball either.waddahell.april is going to be so ffun.i dont deserve it.kill me please

+friday26thmarch 06:49 p.m.
i hate it when people put lyrics and lyrics and lyrics of songs and songs and songs. BUT well. er. i like this song.

I'm sleeping
And right in the middle of a good dream
Like all at once i wake up
From something that keeps knocking at my brain
Before i go insane
I hold my pillow to my head
And spring up in my bed
Screaming out the words i dread:
"i think i love you!"
(i think i love you)

This morning, i woke up with this feeling
I didn't know how to deal with
And so i just decided to myself
I'd hide it to myself
And never talk about it
And didn't i go and shout it
When you walked into my room.
"i think i love you!"
(i think i love you)

I think i love you
So what am i so afraid of?
I'm afraid that i'm not sure of
A love there is no cure for
I think i love you
Isn't that what life is made of?
Though it worries me to say
I've never felt this way

Believe me
You really don't have to worry
I only want to make you happy
And if you say,
Hey, go away, i will
But i think better still
I ought to stay around and love you
Do you think i have a case?
Let me ask you to your face:
Do you think you love me?
I think i love you!

-i think i love you (the partridge family)
its by less than jake.{honestly what kind ofname is that}.anyway my point is that the song is very cute. uhhuh.

eh whoops.sorry!

+thursday25thmarch 09:55 p.m.
yes indeed i did.okay im going to go commit suicide now.someone give me two kids to tie to me.

+thursday25thmarch 09:52 p.m.
omg.isit just me or did i just delete all my entries.s.h.i.t

G	Graceful
R	Radical
A	Ambitious
C	Cute
E	Energetic