The *~*Story*~* drove me insane on Saturday, October 6, 2001.

Her servant returned, bearing cuts and gashes, as well as some unwelcome news.

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She stared at him. "How could you have failed? He was a simpleton... a pushover!"
"Madam... he overpowered me! He was too strong..."
"Nonesense! I cannot believe this. You must be lying!" she turned her back to him, thinking and began to speak in a horse whisper to herself, not letting him hear her. "This cannot be... he was so soft and weak... how could I not have defeated him in the first place? How did he survive??" enraged, she continued her line of thought. "No matter... I shall have him killed... he shall not escape me this time!!"
Her servant walked slowly forward, a little worried as he asked, "Madam, what is it?"
"Nothing... you...." she angrily scowls at him, taking pleasure in his discomfort, though not showing it. Her tone changed, to a more pleasant one. "Since you have failed... it seems only fitting that you, too, shall forefit your life."
She heard his gasp, slowly unsheathed her dagger, unbeknownced to him. She hears his footsteps come closer, and knows by the way his voice echoes off the ground that he is now kneeling. She smiles to herself, knowing he just signed his death note.
"Madam, have I not been faithful? Have i not always done my best, and been your most loyal and humble servant? Please.... please forgive me for this error..."
She turns swiftly, deftly slicing through his jugular and vocal chord, smiling coldly. "No error should be taken lightly, and your best has never been enough." She deftly twisted the dagger in her hand, her smile broadening to take in the entire room.
His eyes went wide with death as he choaked his last before he collapsed upon his side, his blood pooling on the marble floor, gurgles exuding from his severed windpipe. She pushed his limp body aside, wiping his foul fluid off her blade, then moved towards the door, leaving her room of cordiance.

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The *~*Silence*~* drove me insane on Saturday, October 6, 2001.

No one e-mails me, no one signs my guestbook(even though i still need to change the template i made) no one talks to me, and i am a people-person! It's not fair... I want to talk to one of my friends!! But its's only 9:30, so nobody's awake, and only one friend is online... Icchatikarmajin... And keep in mind, he's not the Iccha from my class... so he'll be shortened to "Tijin" so as to avoid confusion... And anyways, i'm online everyone's asleep nd Tijin's on and he is clinging to me cause he complains that he has no friends. And me, being the pessimist i always manage to be this early, says:
JourneyV873: of course you have friends!
JourneyV873: just none that are really close...
Aren't I so nice? not...

Gaijin

The *~*Dreams*~* drove me insane on Saturday, October 6, 2001.

I had an odd dream last night, and Kajin was in it... I'm not going to say what happened, for that is to be disclosed only to those i deem worthy of knowing. For that reason, I'm not telling. NYEH. but I did tell one of my friends. Drativijin. well, i'm like... yawning every other second, so i need to pull this all together... uhm, i've had 7 dreams in my life that i can still recall, one in a forest, one with me as a spider, one with me in an old house in Georgia and one with me being shot by a cop... then there was one with me on trial and one where the 7 dwarves were hunting me(first nightmare). and i currently am unable, due to lack of sleep, to remember the last dream.

Gaijin

The *~*Lonesomeness*~* drove me insane on Friday, October 5, 2001.

It's a friday and it's an evening... soon to be night.
...Actually, it's only 3:22 according to the clock in the corner, so it's not evening yet, but I know this evening will be as boring and uneventful as all of the others. I rarely do anything other than bathe on Friday Nights. I never go anywhere or do anything. Ho, hum... so boring. I'm nearly out of my mind. And today, the crush I gave the note to saw me walking in the halls after my 3rd period class(which I share whith Icchatiga) and I was walking and chatting with Icchatiga. He said a quiet "hi," looked at me, then Iccha, then back at me, as if I were "with" him... I mean, yea, he's cute, but he's after... well, i'll refer to her as Gasamjin, and he's supposed to go with her to the movies tonight... if she talks to him, that is... And after the cute one, whom i'll call... "Karotikamajin" or Kajin for short... had passed us, Iccha asked what it was all about. So... I told him that Kajin had been the one I had given the note to, for I had shown my blog to basically everyone at that point... So now he knows I like Kajin, and I know Kajin has a crush on... I'll call this girl "Vikamajin" so... well, he's had a crush on her for 8 years, and i've had a crush on him for 3... (i've only lived here for four years) and I don't know what to do... If you have suggestions, i'm open! i check my mail daily cause.. well, it's my server... does it for me, so i can read everything... and i also check each new entry in my guestbook, so if you want to be anonymous, it tells me when my GB's been signed, but not who's signed... well, help, please!

Gaijin

The *~*Pain*~* drove me insane on Friday, October 5, 2001.

I woke up in pain, and it still hurts. Right now i'm in my 3rd period class praying my teacher won't notice I'm doing this... oh, well... Oh, and i still haven't talked to the crush I gave the note to and ... well.. I'm bored and hurting and hungry and

AGGGHHHH!!

The *~*Anger*~* drove me insane on Thursday, October 4, 2001.

I have no clue why, but i'm on my last nerve because of something. People have been calling all day causing me to run from one side of the house to the other, My mother made me type up the lyrics of a stupid song for her even though my sister types 5 times faster and better than me AND i was doing homework, I'm still on #7 on my homework(math) and I have around 20-30 questions left and I cannot understand how to get the fucking formual right--yes, i DID just curse--and I'm just tired and now my mom's hollering at me. I'm leaving.

Gaijin

The *~*Love*~* drove me insane on Wednesday, October 3, 2001.

Okay, I gave the note to my crush telling him I had crushed on him, and i saw him in passing today and i think he was looking for me... I mean, he had his eyes set on the door I normally come out of when I go into the Courtyard, yet today I had decided to go through the Commons instead, so... Well, i didn't want to go up to him unless I was sure he was looking for ME... I mean, if some person I barely knew and I was like... waay more popular than them even though they're far from ugly, and I had been staring blankly ahead, after having gotten(and read most of) a note they had written to me, and then they came from along my side, popped up, and just tapped my shoulder and given me this,"am I allowed to talk to you, or do you hate me forever?" Look, i would have said "get away from me!" and walked away... so i didn't want to take any chances that he'd do that to me.
ANYWAYS I'm totally stuck in several situations i don't like and i'm just happy i finally found enough time to take a shower AND wash my hair(it seemed like forever, even though it was only two days ago) so i'm all fresh and clean although i have to go to our medical place and get my allergy shot today... but after that I'm gonna chill at the library from like... 4-6 if i can manage it... I'm going to do my homework and plan my "ad poster" for my book report in English... oy, will this week never end? WAIT!! if the week ends now, i won't have time to finish the poster and get my grade up to passing!! X.X!! *ish the laziest person in the world* agh, i hate English...

Gaijin

The *~*Photos*~* drove me insane on Tuesday, October 2, 2001.

Okay, I got two Photos I have--one of myself and one of an awesome sunset--and scanned them at school, then uploaded them to Angelfire(www.angelfire.com/my/providence/images/sun.jpg) but the one of me turned up so HORRIBLY wrong when I viewed it with AOL that it's not even funny... it made me look FRIGHTENING! i had NO lip and my eyes blurred together with my eyebrows!! it was HORRIBLE! waaaah!!!

Help me!!
Gaijin

The *~*Picture*~* drove me insane on Monday, October 1, 2001.


O.O
KAWAII!!

The *~*Voices*~* drove me insane on Monday, October 1, 2001.

HI-HO, EVERYBODY! uhm i'm trying to find some more cool stuff to post, but i'm running out of ideas! i think i'm done with the format of my Blog now, so.... all that's left is fixing the glitches! ^^;; and WE know how long THAT's gonna take... lol!! Well, NE ways, today i wrote a note to a crush i had had for the longest time... and i told him this site down near the bottom... ^_^;;; the problem is i forgotteded to give it to him... silly Gaijin-san... NE ways... i dunno what to say!
Oops... i had a lunch detention today, and i totally forgot to go to it... I was late to Spanish class... AGAIN... that's like... my 6th time being late to that class... i've only been late to one other... and that's math... can you blame me?
Run out of things to say!

Gaijin

The *~*Blog Format*~* drove me insane on Sunday, September 30, 2001.

Okay, I'm trying this one more time. I fixed all the HTML, added another blog to the list over there (<~~), and archived my entries. What now?.. oh, yes! that thing called "rest"! oh, i got school in the morning... and i'm supposed to be in bed now... YIPES!

Gaijin
*~*BakaMiniGaijinSan*~*
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