Monday, October 29, 2001

Shoot...still no new layout. Oh well. I'm really happy right now. You should know by now, how easily I'm amused...right? Well, I was reading some news and stuff and read that Andy was returning back to Shinhwa. Damn...that took long...no? But I'm so happy. I thought it wasn't going to happen for a while. But then it did happen. *big cheesy grin* They say that he showed up unanounced at shinhwa's fan meeting in seoul on the 28. Well I think that's what it said. So I guess he no longer in the us? They said that he was gonna participate in the upcoming 'smfamily christmas ablum'. So that means he's back...right? Well...I guess it's perfect timing since shinhwa is finished with their 4th ablum activities. They weren't kidding about him not being a part of it were they? Well...It was nice to finially see his face. Wonder if he cahnged any? Probably not...right? It hasn't been that long. I think. Maybe he got more mature looking...I don't know. Well...I was hyper so I had to blog.

written by fulawar @ 01:08 a.m.
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*waves hand* Miss me? *hears nothing but silence* Guess that's a no. *sigh* I've been bored too often. Sucks to have no life. I need to find new ways to amuse myself, I'm running low on ideas. I guess that fact that I'm being so lazy doesn't help either. I think I'm gonna try and make a new layout...I might as well do something besides sitting and doing nothing but getting fatter.

A couple guys came to the motel. Annoying me as hell, when they kept getting calls. And right after I conncet them, they would call again. May I add the fact that they pulled the phone cord out of the wall? And to add to that, weird ass people kept coming to see them. Around 10 or 11? Two policemen came to talk to those guys. Why, I still don't know. Three guys were arrested. Isn't it nice, how I get to meet interesting new people. --;;; I've lived here too long. Stuff like this is interesting. I bet they would happen all the time in big places. But for somewhere like this, this is rare.

Well...I would post a pic, but I don't have a digital camera no more. I had to return the damn thing cause it wasn't compatible with my new window program. Oh well...I'll ask my mom or someone to buy me a nice new one for my birthday.

written by fulawar @ 12:47 a.m.
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Damn...finally can get on. I think my computer hates me or something. It wouldn't let me come in and blog. It's not like I do it often either. At least it could do is let me, on those rare occations I want to.

Well...my internet server was down. Nice...no? Couldn't get on for a few days. Ticked me off...bad. I had to find something else to waste my time now. So I watched video's with my parents. *drops head* I swear, the taejowangun and yuninchunah will never end.

In the time the internet wasn't working, I went shopping. Didn't buy anything. *shrugs* I wanted to buy my mom something for her bday. Which was over a couple weeks ago. I'm the bad daughter who didn't get her anything. *bows head in shame* One word of advice though. Never wear heels if your going to be walking around for more then 10 mintues. Your feet won't appriciate it. At least I got me some new videos to watch. *sigh* It's a very very sad thing when you look forward to getting new videos. I must be getting old. I'm becoming my parents. *runs off screaming*

written by fulawar @ 12:20 a.m.
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I was gonna write something...i just can't remember what it was. Well anyways. I saw heejun's alone mv. Very...um...interesting? It begins with him killing someone. And basically ends with his death. Nice...no? I think they mixed our story mv into it too. It's got that twist of love story in it. I like it. So weird though...I was gonna write a fic like that too. But...the story line seems used a lot anyways. I'm not original...*bows head in shame*

Damn it...I swear I'm missing something. Everytime I blog. I always have that feeling as if I'm forgetting something. Good chance that I am. I bet you.

I saw that sbs concert they had at the shrine auditorium. Maybe I'm getting old or something, but it didn't seem all that fun. I liked the video that talked about those unusal stuff that happens or stuff. It had this one dog, that like got piggy back rides from it's owner. Do you know how hilarious it looked to see a 38kg or something like that pound dog on the back of some small korean lady. And you know korean ahjuma's are small. I guess the fact that a dog is asking the owner or a uhboobah is funny enough. You know me...too easilu amused for my own good.

Till next time, when I forget what I'm gonna blog...bye. (no pic again, getting lazy...oh wait...I already am.)

written by fulawar @ 01:05 a.m.
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never take a 6 hour nap. You won't be able to sleep and night, and totally mess up your schedule.

I was feeling a bit tired, so I decided to take a nap. Naps are good. And I woke up at around 8. But I was feeling lazy, and I don't know, I just wanted to sleep. So I slept some more and woke up again at 10. Well, I was sure to be in trouble for sleeping so much so I decided to just sleep till next morning. I was still feeling fatigue and all. And I fell asleep again (do you see a little pattern?). And i woke up two hours later at midnight and couldn't sleep again. --;;; So I just pretended to be asleep, till my parents went to sleep, which was around 1. And then I went out and played around on the compy for a while. I stayed up all night. Stayed up from 12:00 am - 11:30 pm. The day was my mom's bday anyways so I decided to stay up and make her something, only to realized we don't have anything in the fridge I know how to make. Yeah, I'm a bit limited on the things I can make. So when she woke up, I made her miyukgook, and that was it. *shrugs* I don't think it came out too bad for my first attempt at it. My brother came down too. he like uploaded a new window program on here and now...I lost all my stuff. *wah* That means all my music and video stuff, all the pictures I had saved, all my web page stuff, all my writing stuff. There goes all those fics I wrote but never posted. *sigh* I'm depressed now. No pic today...too depressed.

written by fulawar @ 12:07 p.m.
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I became lazy again didn't I? Being lazy is a gift I never wanted but got anyways. I shouldn't hide it and really let it all out shouldn't I? hehe...like I never did before.

Been listening to a lot of music. I always do...thinking of it. Need to get some new music, been listening to the same songs for ages. Right now, I'm obsessed with these songs.
browneyes - with coffee
sung shikyung - show me your love
cho kyuchan - baby baby
moon heejun - our story
moon heejun - alone
zero - naeka hagopun marl
kangta - doobidub
If you guys haven't listen to some of these songs you should.

HeeJun's new ablum is out. Gotta go and dl. hehe. Ha...HeeJun did sing ourstory. It was done by a person called alone, and people said it was him. And I noticed that song is on his new ablum, so it means it is him...right? The chick who sings on it with him, sortof sounds like bada. I wonder who is it? *shrugs* I like his song alone. I like his high pitched rap part where I can't understand a thing he says. hehe...I like the ending of the song too. When the angel came out and hug them with thier wings from behind. But I guess you'll need to watch the performance to see that huh? I'm glad he's doing a dance song. I'm ready for something upbeat, instead of all these soft ballads, no matter how much I like slow songs.

I feel like I'm forgetting something. I swear it. Guess I should stop procrastinating on these blogs, and write it when I happens, instead of trying to remember it later. Well since my mind is blank...till I remember...

written by fulawar @ 01:26 a.m.
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3 entries in a bit over 1 and a half hours. A record no? Well...I'm going to bed after this. I promise. Well anyways. I was here clicking away, and listening to some music when I kept hearing this noise I just couldn't figure out what it was. I thought maybe it was coming from inside, but then I thought my parents were both asleep too. So I stopped the music to listen, and all of a sudden the noise stopped. I thought maybe I was losing it, so I started the music again and was clicking away as before, when I heard it again. So I stopped the music again, and was listened. Then I heard it. Atleast I knew now I wasn't losing it, completely anyways. I opened the dorr, to see outside, and then the noise stopped again. Thinking maybe someone was outside making cat noises, that's what it sounded like, I closed the door and went back to what I was doing. And then I heard it again, I was gonna go through the back door, and realized it made too much noise, to went through the front, and around. And the noise stopped again. Now I was getting frustrated. So I decided to see if it was coming from upstairs, maybe a cat was up there or something. So I climbed up, and then the noise started. And I listened closely and realized it was coming from down stairs. So I went back down. And I didn't hear anything. Now that really pissed me off. Thinking that it was probably coming from someone else house, or something, I went back in. And was about to close the back door, since I left it open and saw a little kitten. So I went out again, and saw it was hiding behind out trashcan. It was so small. I tried to get it out, but it didn't want to. But I finally got a hold of her/him. Hey I didn't check, so... I took a pic of it too. But it looked so scared, so I let it back out. And the first thing it does it go right back behind the trashcan. --;;; I decided to leave it. What is it with our family finding stray (not sure if the kitten was but still) animals anyways? First the 4 puppies, now a kitty. What next?

written by fulawar @ 02:13 a.m.
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Yeah I know, I just blogged. Not again. *sticks tongue out* Well I found a graphic of that chooksuk thing I saw yesterday. Now you too can see how he lost weight, and how pretty his hair is. One day, probably when my parents can't see, I'm gonna dye it that color. It's so pretty. But with my luck, it'll look awful on me, and make me look like a even bigger freak then I already am.

written by fulawar @ 01:11 a.m.
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I don't think I'm gonna bbe sleeping soon...so...why not waste some time blogging. I woke up at 2. hehe...sleep is good I tell you.

My mom is rewatching another drama. I forgot what the name of it was, something wangjadurl. And on it, they were playing some game. It's where you name new singers. You know. Jekki, hot, god, shinhwa, and stuff. Well my mom use to not know them very well. She still doesn't, but before when she couldn't remember like h.o.t, she'd remember the h part...and go ha...ha...hottub. And that's how she knew it was h.o.t. Or right now, she remebers psy if you say psycho. If you don't know who psy is, let me just say he really is psycho. I think that's what his fan chant when he's singing. no joke. *big cheesy grin* Just thought I share that since I got nothing else to say.

Well then, since I showed you the est half of my town, now it's time for the west half. A little less sky here. Has a mountain on this side. I'm surrounded by them. --;;; Next time, I'll show the north and south side. hehe...yeah no life here.

written by fulawar @ 12:55 a.m.
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strangest urge...but I really want to pinch heejun's cheeks right now. And yes I mean the ones on his face. I don't know...I just do right now. I don't know how old the thing I saw is (he was talking about choosuk), but he looked so cute. He lost weight...he looks nice. And I so love his hair color. I'm not sure...but it's like a light blueish...greenish color. Might just be my screen...but it so cute. I thought he cut his hair short. *shrugs* But it's still the same hairstle he always had. You know...from 3 jib and 4jib, the angled one..maybe a little tiny bit shorter...but it'll grow back. I can't wait till his comeback. He said it will be on october 3rd at 6:30 on kbs. Not that far away is it? Wow...I wonder when ton.hyuk.won is gonna comeback?

You know what though...it's kind of sad how fast they came out with their new ablums. Kangta came out real fast. Cause they broke up on like may and he came out on sept was it? I forgot...well anyways. That's like 4 months. Which either means that he work really really fast, or they were already planning and getting ready for it. Which is just sad. They haven't even broken up yet, but already going their seperate ways. *sigh*

It's weird, but I expect more from heejun's ablum then I did with kangta's. I don't know. I just figured kangta would sing lots of ballads and stuff. But I expect more from heejun, like varieties and such. I just think he is capable of doing more. Or maybe I just don't expect enough out of kangta?

Well then...it's late, I'm still up. Big shock huh? Since I ended last post with a pic, I'm gonna end this one with a pic too. Remember when I said I'd take a pic of my town pokey? Well I took one. It doesn't show much, mostly a small hill...but...*shrugs* This probably the center of town. That just shows how small it is. They sun was setting...so the pic came out a bit gloomy too...

written by fulawar @ 02:01 a.m.
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Actually...it's not that new. I made it a while ago. I just didn't use it till now. You like? Not that bad...right? Hey...atleast I finally got a new one. My first h.o.t. layout. *bows* Thank you...hehe...

I was bored today, big shock...no? Well I was bored so I took pictures of my small town. I told you I would didn't I pokey. But cause I didn't use the one that takes better pics, it came out all funky and shit. So...I guess that was for nothing. Oh...*pops a piece of candy in here mouth* I was gonna send you your candy...but I lost your address. When you read this...im me and tell me. Okay, before I end up eating them all. J/k. I'm not that big of a pig. Well...I don't think. Oh...I did what you said. I took a pic of one of my drawing. I still need to get a scanner. Maybe I should ask for that for my bday. hmmm...well anyways. Hope it doesn't look too stupid, but a very bad picture of my drawing of jiyong. I'm posting this one cause it was the first one I did.

written by fulawar @ 04:44 p.m.
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