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I was sitting here...and suddenly remembered I put a bottle of water in the freezer. I like my water cold...so...I went and got it. The top part was like totally frozen, but the rest of it wasn't. So I tried to crack the ice, and push the chunk of ice down so I can drink. So I started to push it down..and boom. It erupted. hehe...water squired everywhere. I said it before and I'll say it again. I'm too easily amused.

**fulawar went to go poke dukkie at 11:42 p.m. Monday, July 9, 2001


I'm bored...I think I get bored too often even for my own good...I can't believe I drew a pic of jini with boxers on...holding a big box of chocolate...(pokey...remind you of something? hehe) I just wanted to see if I could do it...and it came out all weird...it looks like a girl...and I'm guessing the pigtails don't help. *shrugs* Oh well...it was fun. Somewhat... I guess...?

I saw the cutest pic of minsung...I guess it's a very popular couple or something...*shrugs*...well this is a very nice poster...it almost looks real...MinSung...well...I like it...

My mom was talking with her friend...(and going for a world record of being on the phone for 3 and a half hours and still counting...) and she was talking about cheating. How guys cheat more then females, and stuff like that. Honestly... I think women cheat just as much...for instance, the guy has to be cheating with some other person...unless that person is a male, or a inflatable doll, I'm guessing it a woman. And I'm positive that not all the women in this world is single, so...there are your cheating woman. Maybe they just better at not getting caught...or something. Cheating is a chance that I'm sure comes along for almost everyone. My gosh, even fat men, with there guts hanging over they pants can find someone else to cheat on. Shocking that a person would cheat on someone with a person like this...but hey...maybe the guys rich? hehe...j/k...it;s just interesting that's all. I'm just a nieve little girl...what would I know about this subject anyway...just saying what's on my mind.

Well then...I best be going...I was going to write today, but didn't even open my word perfect yet...I don't think there is enough hours in a day sometimes...well then...bye bye

**fulawar went to go poke dukkie at 09:14 p.m. Saturday, July 7, 2001


Damn...three in one day. I must be on drugs or something...well...I saw something and I had to show it. Oh my gosh..there is like this scar on my perfect wonnie's face. *wah* who did it...check it out...http://www.geocities.com/hyuki356ur1/wonnie.html... who did it who did it damn it...I'll go over there and kick your ass...*sigh*...if he had this scar from a long time ago though...I wonder why no one ever noticed???

Oh yeah...I just saw caps of kangta in paris...looks pretty nice...I wanna go to paris...it's so wonderful...well anyways...I've noticed that once you breakup from a group, your image turns so mature. There image changes so much...you finally realized that they are grown up...KangTa in Paris...I think they'd turn out nice...the pics I mean. Oh..one outfit he had on in the pics that had to go. The flood pants and those shoes he wore with it. I'm sure that style of clothing is "in" in korea...I wouldn't be shocked...but the clothes has to go. It makes him look like he wore his little brothers pants, or maybe his pants shrunk after he put it on. Either way...I like guys with pants that actually reach below there ankels. I noticed a similarity in guys getting the mature image. They must all go through that blank slacks, white button shirt, with a few buttons left open, over a jacket. I swear it's a rule. I guess for their age...it's the most sensible outfit? *shrugs*

Well I think I'm out for today...hope you didn't get sick of me...bye now...

**fulawar went to go poke dukkie at 10:26 p.m. Thursday, July 5, 2001


What has come over me. Blogging again? Well...I told you I was on a pic fetish...and I wanted to show shinhwa's new look.
Ahjuhshi looking dongwan
porcupine head minwoo
always perfect hyesung *ducks as various rotting vegetables are tossed at her head*
smiling eric
"lion" aka junjin
I'm bored...what can I say...boredum makes you do weird things...

**fulawar went to go poke dukkie at 06:12 p.m. Thursday, July 5, 2001


The stupid ass trucks are driving me insane. *grabs at hair* All day, I heard those stupid things go by...shit, they had like 3 months to get the roads done. Still half the road is missing, lazy ass construction workers. They better hurry up with the damn cementing before I knock them all out. Not a very pleasent thing, to be woken up by a steam truck going by, shaking the whole place.

Well...anyways...I saw the cutest pic of shinhwa...yeah I know I said it was that other pic posted down there...but this is just too cute. It's from eusha eusha time...and look how cute eric looks with his arms around andy...that's my...*clears throat* I mean pokey's boy..hehe...Eusha Eusha...I want them back to looking cute...*sigh*...well I guess the past is the past...oh pokey...I have something you'll love...angdoo...cute or what. Oh almost forgot...this pic is cute too (I'm on a pic fetish...what can I say) cute shinhwa...look how 'dorable jini and andy look...

Well I better go and start that writing I said I was going to do today...bye bye then people.

**fulawar went to go poke dukkie at 05:06 p.m. Thursday, July 5, 2001


*ouch* Holy crap. I think I proved I'm stupid just now. I just finished blogging as you can see...blogging again as you can also see...if you have a problem...well then you can just kiss my...*clears throat*...I mean...well, I'm on one of those twirling office chairs and I put my foot down, and it slipped...and rammed my bare toe right into the metal cabnet right in front of me. It hurts...*wah*...hey...stop laughing...I know you are...stop it...why does everyone find my pain so amusing?

**fulawar went to go poke dukkie at 11:37 p.m. Wednesday, July 4, 2001


4th of July. How could today of been any boringer (is this a word?). I wanna play with fireworks damn it. I asked my mom to get me some (hey I'm a broke little girl) she's all your not little anymore. Later, when I asked her again, she's all your not old enough. We're afraid you'll hurt yourself. --;;; How do I get my age reversed in a couple of hours? I thought when you aged...you age up not down. Maybe that's how it works with my parents? Well, atleast I can see the big fireworks...even if I'm not right under it. I think they stopped...well then...I guess I have nothing then.

Well, today, I saw this guy from high school. Haven't seen him in a year. Was kind of weird...he said hi...and like an idiot I just waved and turned my back on him. I'm rude...aren't I. He's a nice guy. I think, if I ever choose to pick the type of guy I would wanna date...it would be someone like him. He's nice, and smart, and sweet, and the kind of person who's friends with everyone. I guess being around someone who sees the world so positivly, can make me feel lower...but...oh well. I wonder...if he was so my type, why didn't I ever crush on him? Maybe I'm just attracted to jerks...or something?

Oh I was wrong...there goes another sorry excuse for a firework...

I was thinking...yes I do think...about dreams. I had this weird dream with all these people I didn't know. And I heard that if you dream of someone...they dream of you too. So, does this mean, if I dream of my crush, he's dreaming of me too? Or like if I dream of some celebrity, that person had me in there dream??? I don't know if I like that though. Think about it, your in someone elses dream, you don't know what you are in that dream. For all you know, you can be some psycho killer...or a stalker...or maybe...they are the killer and kill you. I don't want that happening..even if it is a dream. I don't wanna look like some deranged person to someone I don't even know. I want them to meet me and get to know me...and then find out I'm a deranged person...hehe. Well...just a thought...weird thought...but hey...this is my blog and I can write whatever I want. So there...*sticks tongue out*.

I have been listening to shinhwa's knight way too much and that song made me want to write a fic. A fic like the song...so I'm weird...like you didn't know that before. Well I guess I better get my lazy ass to work then...I wonder how far I'd get before quiting?

**fulawar went to go poke dukkie at 11:04 p.m. Wednesday, July 4, 2001


Holy shit it's hot. I think I'm in a sauna box or something...I was in this place for less then 5 minutes and already I'm all sweaty...ewww...like you wanted to know that. My dad really needs to fix the air conditioner...I think it's honestly broken...probably just to tick me off or something...oh wait...I think he fixed it. Finally...I don't like feeling sticky...thinking of it...if I don't like being hot...I probably should only weird one shirt...right? *shrugs* So I'm a complaining psycho...

I saw the cutest pic of shinhwa...they are all smiling and looking so cute...adorable smiling pic aren't they just oh so cute. Kind of makes you wanna jump them doesn't it? hehe...j/k But...can't resist a guy with a great smile...

Well I'll shut up on my gibberish...got nothing to say really...so till next time...

**fulawar went to go poke dukkie at 08:28 p.m. Tuesday, July 3, 2001


It's late...so what. Man...people piss me off... I need to vent out some frustration right now...cause...I'm not in the greatest of mood in the first place... This lady comes in the place and asks for a double. I asked her for how many people...she emphasizes the word two, as if I'm some 5 year old learning to count or something. Asking her if a smoking room would be okay, she goes I don't smoke. Duh stupid ass, I asked if it was okay, not if you fucken smoked...excuse my language... So she goes how about a single bed? So I go one bed? And she's like a double...and that's when I get confused. So she's like starts to explain to me like I was some little kid going this is a twin size bed...fuck like I don't know what a twin bed looks like. How was I suppose to know she was talking about a double size bed when she just a miniute ago called a two beds double. Didn't have to give me an attitude...some people... Just cause I look young, she thinks I don't know anything or some shit like that? Just cause she looked like a hundred, I didn't start screaming to see if she could hear, and speak slowly so she "understood" and all that shit like that... *starts to listen to falling in love* I feel better now...hehe... okay...so I'm easy to please...*shrugs*

**fulawar went to go poke dukkie at 01:24 a.m. Monday, July 2, 2001


I got sick of my old layout...I like change too much...get sick of stuff to often...well...I wanted a new layout...*sigh*...who would have thought it would come out so crappy...I need to find someone to make this thing for me...

Well...I changed the name of this place...since I wasn't going to use the baackground anymore...I didn't think I had a reason to use that title anymore...so I went back to my old name...

You guys are stuck with this layout till someone offers to make me a new one...or...I till I get my lazy ass to make a new one...

**fulawar went to go poke dukkie at 06:50 p.m. Sunday, July 1, 2001

    
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