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Hey, Come OnA couple of days ago (okay so I'm slacking on my blogs) I listened to shinhwa's 4jib ablum. Their title song isn't too bad. I think, it's a song that you have to listen to a couple of times to get use to it. I wasn't too fond of the begining music intro part, but it's starting to grow on me. If you wanna listen to the song Hey, Come On <-- just click that. Remember to right click, then save as... Oh one more thing...it's probably just me and my psycho brain, but when you liten to the part inbetween the raps, where someone sings one part, tell me if it sounds like the coca cola song. Yeah you heard me right. I told that to someone and they said, that they probably copied it. They wouldn't be surprised. and my question is, what kind of a moron would make a song using the coca cola music??? I probably just need mor sleep or something...welll anyways...I think my favorite song on the whole ablum is Shinhwa Knight. It's a soft ballad, which is my favorite type of music, hehe... Oh...I like Just 2 Be With You too. That's song is cute...my favorite line..."I'd give you the world, just to be with you....I'd light up the stars, and even the moon (could be wrong on the lines, they do have accents when they song these parts)" why I like these parts? I have no idea. Maybe I like the fobbish way they words sound...*shrugs*Yesterday, or more like real early this morning when I was trying to go to bed. (it was 3:30am) I walk over to my bed, and half way I saw a bug crawing along the floor. ewww...I got me anything to try and kill it. I hope my mom won't get too mad at me, I used those hot plate things, that you put your dishes, and pots and stuff... I told you I got anything. Well when I went to bed, a black object like thing, came flying across the room and I literally heard it smack the wall, since it did land right by my ear. I looked over my shoulder to find this black thing crawing around my sheets. I jumped out of the bed, scared out of my mind. Turned on the lights and saw this thing with wings. I have a big fear of incents, and I encountered two in one min. I was freaking out, and got a napkin and just put it over the damn thing and started to pount my fist down on it. Man...that stupid thing just won't die. I think I hurt it a little, cause it did look a bit odd, it was crawing all over my bed. ewww...the filthy little bugger, I striped off my blanket, and saw it and picked it up with the napkin. I quickly tossed it onto a hard surface, (I didn't like holding it either, even if it was in a napkin, okay so I'm a big wuss...) I got something and squashed the thing. I think it died...but I didn't really check... Well after that, I couldn't sleep on my bed, how could I. The bug was all over it. *shivers* So I pulled off all the sheets. So now, I couldn't sleep on the bed, and I couldn't sleep on the floor either, cause that's where I killed that other bug...so...I had no other choice but to sleep on the sofa with no blanket. And all this over some bugs --;;; how sad...*looks down in shame* Well I think I'll take my pathetic ass some place else now...on if you guys wanna read more of that untitled fic...I wrote some more...a while ago...but here's the address...Untitled 2 Well then...bye bye... **fulawar went to go poke dukkie at 12:13 p.m. Saturday, June 30, 2001 So I'm StupidJust little bit ago, I was watching some show. Well I was on my stomanch, and was laughing. I kind of dropped my head a little. I didn't realize the floor was that close --;;;. I whacked my head on the floor, and in the process my teeth slammed together. SO besides the headache I have also got a toothach. Oh and the floor I hit my head on, it has patterns on it. So I have red little lines on my head --;;;.Today, my mom was doing her taxes...and she couldn't read this perticular persons writing. So she asks me what the first little is. I go G. Then I actually looked at the rest of the name. And realized that the person's name was Gay. Now I was thinking...was his perants on drugs when they named him??? Oh and something I was really curious about. Korean guys...these two korean guys came to the motel and got one room. I would have been okay if it had two beds...but no. And I was wondering...are they so secure of there sexuality that they do stuff like that? Honestly, I don't think they're all that manly in the first place. To go around sleeping with eachother...well... And all that touching thing... I don't know...I would just have a problem competeing for his affection with his best guy friend. I can just see it now...me on one side and his friend on the other...--;;; Oh...it's that head hitting thing..it's making me talk nonsense...oh wait...I always talk nonsense... **fulawar went to go poke dukkie at 09:59 p.m. Wednesday, June 27, 2001 O_oSo sue me for not getting a better title...wait don't sue...I'm broke already as it is. All you'll be able to get for sueing me would be...um...*looks around*...you want my school books? I'd give it to you for free. hehe...Well I was watching another one of my video's today. The one show with dream team in it. And well, on it junjin came on it...again. He's just a regular there isn't he. He's always on. Well...I noticed that he cut his hair. It lost those streaks, and a bit of the end fringes are cut off. So he doesn't look like a "lion" anymore. So I was looking at his new hairstyle...and thinking...hey it's better then what it looked like before. And then...something hit me. It was my mom...j/k...actually I noticed something about junjin's hair... THAT'S MY HAIRCUT!!! WAH...I have a boy's hairstyle. I want my hair back. I don't want it short anymore...*sniffles* Why must I get his hairstyle...and I was already feeling depressed over cutting my hair like this...now...now...to think I have a boy's hairstyle I'm gonna ball...*WAH* I'll leave you while I see what I can do with this pile of shit I call my hair...bye then... **fulawar went to go poke dukkie at 10:58 p.m. Saturday, June 23, 2001 So QuietI'm bored out of my mind right now and no one's on aol for me to talk to. I feel like I'm missing something...like there is this big secret going on and I'm missing it? Either that, or everyone ran away cause they saw that I was on...--;;;Today was so dull. I woke up...ate...slacked off...ate again...slacked off some more...took a nap...muching on something again...okay so I eat a lot...and I slack off too much too. But for me to be able to write down all I did today, is pretty sad. Just goes to show just how boring of a life I live. Well at least I wrote somewhat. My newest fic...which I still need to get a title for. If you wanna read it...it's here Untitled Fic...oh and it's a yaoi...so you no like that stuff...don't click on it like an idiot...not in the mood to hear people all ewww and shit...--;;; Well then...bye bye **fulawar went to go poke dukkie at 10:30 p.m. Friday, June 22, 2001 *yawn*I'm so happy right now. I just got to see SungHoon on star survivle. That show is so cute. I saw him under the umbrella with HyeSung and MinWoo...they all looked so cute. They did a contest to see who could hold there breath the longest. Minwoo didn't do it...hyesung lost and so did sunghoon. oh well...what can I do about that? Go over and hold there head down underwater till they beat the guy? hmmmm...an idea. hehe...j/k They also did that thing where you impersonate a person. That was pretty cute. I have no idea who minwoo was doing...no idea who hyesung was doing...it looked like sunghoon was doing woodywoodpecker? (or whatever his name is. Hey it's been a long time since I've seen his cartoon) I'm so happy my mom didn't go to the video store with my dad. At first I wished she did go...so I could be alone...but..then...I cahnged my mind once I saw the videos. you see, if my mom went, I wouldn't have gotten any of my videos. She is against anything tha has to do with kpop. so...since she didn't go...and my dad didn't know he wasn't suppose to get me them...hehe...what a wonderful day. heheOh on that tape..they also had this cool thing...they replaced g.o.d's baby thing...and cool is taking care of all these puppies and this one pig which is so cute. Everytime they turned on there fast song, he'd run around and when they put on a ballad, he wander over to the puppies sleeping and lie on top of them and just stay like that. He is so cute...I never knew I'd like a pig so much...hehe... Well then...now that I had that fun...I think I'm going to write. Don't die of shock now...I do write now and then...even if it is one line. I better go then and waste the rest of the night stareing at a blank screen wondering what to write...and by the time I decided to write...it'll probably be time to sleep...oh well..*shrugs*... **fulawar went to go poke dukkie at 11:52 p.m. Thursday, June 21, 2001No CommentWhy the hell am I such a bitch today? It's not like I'm meaning to do it, but...I just seem to be snapping. Don't even talk about it being fuckin pms. Hate people who blame it on that. I don't need that to be bitchy. I can do it all by myself. Maybe it's all those little things from before finally built up and decided to bust out all at once? I could be wrong...but sure feels like it. Oh yeah...and the fucking headache that I still have isn't helping eitherI feel bad for my mom...cause I snapped at her the most today. Well, I was with her the most today. Maybe that explains it. Wait a sec...I take that back. She just yelled at me for not closing the door. Why the hell should be be the one to close it. I'm the one outside, and she's the one that went in. Damn...maybe that's where I get the bitchiness from? Today my mom said the stupidest thing. She saw my friend today at some store. And she's all like why aren't you going out with your friends? My gosh woman, are you brain dead or what? She grounds me from basically everything. And she wonders why I don't go out with my friends? Isn't that part of the grounding process? Thou shall become a hurmit and forever be prisoned in the house? How does the going out with friends go into that? I just wanted to smack her upside the head for that. Yeah I know...I'm nice. All day today, my mom more likely (no wonder I'm snapping at her so much, everything is about her), was watching this stupid ass drama. It's called RNA. I don't know why, but that show just erritates me. They put someone else sprit or something in some girl. She has power..and kills anyone that harms her friends (add scary music here). --;;; I'm sick of it...I want her to hurry up and die or the people who did it to her to die or something. Just make it end. Besides that fact, those actors. Damn...I hope they didn't quit thier day job. Okay, so there were some very good actors...it was just those young actors. Damn...they need some acting lessons. *breath in breath out* Well then...I'm going to listen to some jekki and see if I can't calm down...maybe just a little. Don't kill anyone while I'm gone...and I'll try to do the same. **fulawar went to go poke dukkie at 08:32 p.m. Tuesday, June 19, 2001Headache AGAINThis is the thired fricken day of this loudy good for nothing headache of mine. My mom says it has to do with stress. stress??? What do I have to be stressful about? Someone...just kill my head or something. *holds a hammer up over her head*...*thinks about herself without a head*. Wait...I change my mind. I'm not that pleasing to the opposite sex in the first place. What would they think if I had no head? How about I take a couple of asprins and see what happens?I finally went driving today. It was...um...straining. Yeah that's the word. I thought it would be a lot more fun then that. Well, everyone else drives. They seem so eager to drive, so I was thinking it had to of been this big ass thing. But I now think, it's only cause you get to drive away from where you are. Mostly cause you can drive away from your parents. But...at the moment, I can only dream. *sigh* oh wait...one down point while driving...what's up with all that road kill? That was disguesting. I think I saw a dead dog on the road. *shivers* Maybe that's the other reason people drive. So they can kill animals? Well I started on another fic today. I think I'm crazy. Like I don't have enough fics I have to finish. I only did the one part to it. So my guess is, I'll stop writing by tomorrow, and it will be added to my large piles of unfinished fics I have buried in the corner. I'm going to finish one. I WILL DAMN IT!!! Well I better get working on guhjitmal like I said. Now I have 10 lines. I'm so proud. Well then...I'm done with no nonsense for the day. Till next time...be good... **fulawar went to go poke dukkie at 09:54 p.m. Sunday, June 17, 2001Blah...Today...I don't know...let's just say, I didn't particularly enjoy today. I still have the headach from yesterday, whioch is refusing to go away. arg...*grabs at head* Make it go away.Well I wasnt' a total lazy ass today, anyways...I actually worked on my site. It looks stupid...but hey, I worked on it, what can you expect. I told myself for like three days to write...and what did I get? About three sentences. No wonder I never write. When I'm inspired to, I slack off, and then I end up not wanting to do it anymore. Someone needs to take that damn procastination bug out of me. I think it's shoved too far up my ass to be taken out though. Shoot...oh well. I lived with it this long...guess the rest of my lifetime won't hurt...too bad anyways. Well...then...till next time... **fulawar went to go poke dukkie at 08:56 p.m. Saturday, June 16, 2001 Losing ItI'm think I'm losing it. I had like the weirdest dream. Well...from what I can remember. I kept losing my teeth. Now tell me that isn't weird. After I lose a couple of my teeth, I'd wake up, but technically I'm still asleep dreaming. Okay...I just confused myself on that one. Well anyways...I dreamt I lost my tooth like 3 times. Are they trying to say I'm going to need dentures soon??? I hope not...it'll be a pain to take em out every night. hehe...I'm tired...I know I shouldn't be saying that but I am. I must be getting real old. I think I can see a gray hair, and the wrinkles. My goodness...hehe...
Well...old grandma me is going to go and take a nap...what else can I do... **fulawar went to go poke dukkie at 04:31 p.m. Friday, June 15, 2001The Beginning...My gosh...What a pain in my ass html is. I swear I have been working on this little blog thing for the pass 3-4 hours. Yeah..yeah...and this is all I got. Sad I know. Well, I promised to start blogging, so here I am.I think today for me was a bit busy. Well...as busy as it's gonna get for me anyways...I, after 19 years of not owning a drivers liscense finally decided to get my ass in gear and get one. Well I had to...when the mental image of me being 50 years old and having my mom pick me up from the store just wasn't what I wanted happening...so...I went to take that written test...hey..it's a start. I hated reading that stupid little drivers handbook thing, but man...the teacher for driver's ed was all like "no one passed it without looking at the book". So, before I went to take it, I read every single page on the thing. Man, wasn't that the most boring thing ever. Well...the thing that ticked me off when I was taking the test was the fact that I didn't have to look at that stupid book at all. My gosh. Anyone with any commen sense could answer those stupid questions. And my parents...I swear they were rooting on for me to fail that thing. They had this surprised...oh my gosh you passed? expression when I told them. I'm glad they have so much faith in me. --;;; I got my hair cut today. Oh gosh...I miss my hair. Well I guess I'll get use to it. Hopefully...and if I can't stand it, I'll just shave it all off and get me a nice wig...or maybe a paper bag...either one will do. Hey people...WAKE UP!!! Yeah yeah I have a boring life got it. no need to fall asleep on me though...I'm going to try and get into a habbit of blogging...don't know why...but it'll give me something to do. So till next time... **fulawar went to go poke dukkie at 12:51 a.m. Friday, June 15, 2001 |
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