Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Mood: RelaxedBackground Music: Janet Jackson - Escapade
Last night I went for the e06 conference kickoff at SIBKL (Sidang Injil Borneo, KL - bit of an oxymoron, but it's an amazing church). The worship was fun and reminded of YQ. I miss YQ. I'd like to go next year too. The main speaker, Pastor Danny Guglielmucci is from Australia; his son is the header for Planetshakers.
I cried flows and flows of tears again. God really wants me to give my all to him, and stop being scared. And yet, I'm scared of that. I think my conscious mind is afraid of losing all hese material things *kicks*, while my subconscious is aware of all the greater rewards and joys I will receive if I just... give it all up.
Funny things we are. We know what's right, but still don't do it. Maybe ignorance is bliss. I want to show little kids how much more is possible with life in Christ. I don't want them to make the mistakes I made, or my parents made, or people around me make.
Dear God, I really do love you. You're giving me so much time and being so very patient with me. Thank you.
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Scribbled at 05:26 p.m.. Love you forever.
Sunday, August 20, 2006
Mood: ThoughtfulBackground Music: Nobuo Uematsu - Ami
I went for a dinner at my aunt's house tonight. A birthday dinner for all the August babies. I'm one of them. It was really tiring.
I feel... filthy. Not just outside, but inside. Like I'm lying to myself constantly. I want so much more patience to show those girls what Christianity is, but they won't have any of it. Id. I love them so much and it hurts me to see them like this.
So young, so materialistic, so... fake. So ruled by the world's desires. Do they have to fall like we all did before rising again? But who knows how hard they have to fall? I want to cushion it, but I shouldn't get ahead of myself and God.
I MUST make a prayer journal. I keep telling myself I must pray for this person and that person, but I never do. I will find a book tonight, and also pack my pigsty of a room.
I'm leaving on Friday... I'm nervous, but excited. I will miss home so much more. The older I get, my parents do so too... Someday they'll disappear, then I will, and then my children will, and on and on. The fact that I know where I'll end up is comforting.
Dear God, I don't want to lose my place. I want to know you more. I want to be your friend. True friend. Lover. Everything. Bride. Pure and holy. Faithful. I've failed so far, but I'm thinking you're giving me a second chance now. I will try my best!
Scribbled at 10:09 p.m.. Love you forever.
Saturday, August 19, 2006
Mood: HappyBackground Music: Hedwig & the Angry Inch - Wicked Little Town
I got to go out with my best friends today! <3 Much love to you two! We went to OU. We bowled, went to the arcade (yeah Ez2Dancer & Parapara!), and ate sushiii. ^_^
So, funny thing happened while Rae, Dea & I were playing on the Ez2Dancer machine. We were taking turns. All the while, this bunch of guys were around watching. At one point, they also fixed the machine, because some screws were coming loose... They don't even work at the arcade. Just hardcore dancers who looove the machine.
So Rae & Dea were playing, and I went to the Parapara machine to play. Two guys from earlier were around and sitting on the machine, so i gestured to ask if they were playing. They weren't, so i went ahead. One of them came up to me holding his handphone before I started and was like, "Nice shoes... can take a picture?" I was like, "Hurr?" (you know how bad my hearing is). Then he said, "Can lift up skirt? ^_^ What color?" And ran away before I could process it. I ignored, and started playing. -____- In-between songs, I turned around, and he was standing right behind me. >< I ignored him again, and finished playing, then went back to rae and dea. They were done, so I got onto the machine to play a round with Dea.
Just before i started, the same guy gestured to me-- he wanted to talk to me. So i stepped down, went over. He said, "Next time you play Parapara, don't wear a skirt, or I will lift it up~~ i'm going home now, see you..." and kissed me on the cheek and ran away. Much disturbed and flabbergasted, I complained for a while before dancing my worries away on the beloved machine. <3 Creepy Chinese-Malaysians.
After Dea had to go home, Rae & I went to the photo machine things... Wish we had thought of it earlier. xD We took pictures with my camera in the booths because the lighting was good, LOL. So we saved on moneh~ Yay photoshop!
Later, Rae's new crushie came with his best friend. =3 We watched Garfield 2, which was pretty cute. Animation~ Awww. We also danced again, and killed our feet. Mine are still throbbing... It was a good time.
I'm really happy that the three of us can still connect even though we don't communicate regularly... I love them both. I dunno what I'd do without them as my girlfriends. <3 8 years and going!!!
I got to speak to Mikey today, and I miss him lots. I can't wait for Christmas, which is when I'll probably get to see him next!
Scribbled at 11:59 p.m.. Love you forever.
Friday, August 18, 2006
Mood: SlothyBackground Music: Dongbangshinki - My Little Princess
Murr. I haven't written for some time. I talked to Michael recently, and our relationship is taking a turn for the better! <3 There's so much more God wants, and I can feel that void in my life whenever I take part in (for lack of a better word) "secular pleasures."
I read another of Francine Rivers' books last night; this one's called "The Scarlet Thread". I almost cried. It's about this couple whose marriage was almost about to ruin because of ambition, power, and personal pride. It was beautiful, the way she wove their stories together and brought them back to love. The marriage didn't disintegrate. A holy vow made before God. Unbroken.
Sigghhh. I want to write like that. Share my experiences, my regrets, share things... In hopes others will listen. But it's inevitable that people learn by themselves.
Scribbled at 06:58 p.m.. Love you forever.
Monday, August 14, 2006
Mood: TranquilBackground Music: Avalon - Adonai
There must be a reason why tears come to my eyes everytime I'm trying to sing or listen to worship songs, be it alone or in church. God, you are trying to tell me something. You told me not to be afraid to express my emotions, to be open in church. What do you want of me? Why am I always wanting to cry when I hear and understand these words? I can't sing because I will cry. But is that what you want?
Dear God, I love you. You speak in strange, mysterious and hidden ways, and we have to somehow grasp this. Please show me. Or am I too blind to see? I thought you wanted me to learn to pray, but then I hear that there's no format to it. Just that the prayer books are guidelines as to what to say. Then the thing about generational curses comes up. Abortion, porn, hot tempers, gambling... You want me to learn fast, Lord? I will try my best. I love you and want to love you more.
Scribbled at 10:30 p.m.. Love you forever.
Friday, August 4, 2006
Mood: LovedBackground Music: Momoi Haruko - LOVE.EXE
So, after a long time, I rped again. <3 It was pleasant, and I hope to do it again! Found an rp partner on Gaia, and got introduced to Momoi Haruko, and an amazing download site. She has a very cute voice, maybe I will download more of her stuff.
Michael has a plot for his manga! Will not disclose details, but it is so relevant to today's culture. I love him so much and can't wait to see him again.
Met an old friend for dinner today after work. Went to Secret Recipe, and stayed there for 5 hours, LOL! We talked about so much stuff. His love, God, and... yeah. It was really good.
Scribbled at 03:33 a.m.. Love you forever.
Tuesday, August 1, 2006
Mood: WretchedBackground Music: Malice Mizer - Transylvania
Dear KL Japanese Buffet Lovers,
Please do not eat at the I-Chi-Ban Buffet Restaurant. D: The sashimi there gives you food poisoning.
And the selection is small. =/
Yours truly,
A fellow Malaysian.
Who actually cares, yes, believe it or not.
I threw up twice. Today. And now, half an hour after I threw up, I am still blowing my nose and having bit of rice (today's lunch) come out. Beautiful. And guava seeds, too.
Scribbled at 07:40 p.m.. Love you forever.
Tuesday, August 1, 2006
Mood: Strangely exhilaratedBackground Music: Bernadette Peters - Falling in Love with Love
He remembers who I am, even after so long. He mistakenly remembers giving me a rose, though. I wonder if I still have that section of RP... *rummages file storage*
Ahh, here we go. I have edited bits to make it easier to read... If that's possible.
[VC]Ryu Versher KingGOC&T 777_35160 hugs vanilla.
[ͤË] Våñä // Iç騨 *]-[ò£¥*__888_63068 is hugged
<<<[ͤË] J *shadow*>>>000_56225> where'd ryu comefrom??
[ͤË] Våñä // Iç騨 *]-[ò£¥*__888_63068 looks at J
<<<[ͤË] J *shadow*>>>000_56225> Spoilt the moment man!
[VC]Ryu Versher KingGOC&T 777_35160 smiles.
<[ͤË] Våñä // Iç騨 *]-[ò£¥*__888_63068> XD LoLOLOLoL
<[VC]Ryu Versher KingGOC&T 777_35160> so, but Vanilla's nice.
<[ͤË] Våñä // Iç騨 *]-[ò£¥*__888_63068> ^^
[ͤË] Våñä // Iç騨 *]-[ò£¥*__888_63068 blushes at the comment
<[ͤË] Våñä // Iç騨 *]-[ò£¥*__888_63068> =]
[VC]Ryu Versher KingGOC&T 777_35160 kisses Vanilla's cheek. "Cute too."
<[ͤË] Våñä // Iç騨 *]-[ò£¥*__888_63068> =^_____^=
[ͤË] Våñä // Iç騨 *]-[ò£¥*__888_63068 turns all pink
[VC]Ryu Versher KingGOC&T 777_35160 kisses Vanilla's cheek again then nuzzles lightly.
[ͤË] Våñä // Iç騨 *]-[ò£¥*__888_63068 turns pink again and glances at him
[ͤË] Våñä // Iç騨 *]-[ò£¥*__888_63068 pokes his cheek lightly
<[ͤË] Våñä // Iç騨 *]-[ò£¥*__888_63068> ^^;; kyaa
<[VC]Ryu Versher KingGOC&T 777_35160> Well, I have to go.
<[ͤË] Våñä // Iç騨 *]-[ò£¥*__888_63068> << *huggles Ryu before he leaves >>
[VC]Ryu Versher KingGOC&T 777_35160 turns Vanilla's face towards him then kisses her lightly on the lips. "I hope to see you again someday."
<[VC]Ryu Versher KingGOC&T 777_35160> << *huggles back* >>
[ͤË] Våñä // Iç騨 *]-[ò£¥*__888_63068 smiles at Ryu. "Goodbye. "
[VC]Ryu Versher KingGOC&T 777_35160 walks out
[VC]Ryu Versher KingGOC&T 777_35160 has left
So yeah. =/ Wow, all the memories...
Scribbled at 12:58 p.m.. Love you forever.
Monday, July 31, 2006
Mood: GuiltyBackground Music: Tobymac - Atmosphere
D: I don't like feeling like this. So guilty, and knowing what I should do but not doing it. What's wrong with me? *smacks head against wall*
My eyes are dry, and I just had crabs (the edible kind). Mmmyeah. Dee-lish.
I GOT THE FRICKIN' BAO ON GAIA! MWAHAHAHA I HAVE THE WILLPOWER TO EARN 30K GOLD!
I. Am. Going. To. Bed.
Buhbyekthzzzz.
Scribbled at 12:05 a.m.. Love you forever.
Friday, July 28, 2006
Mood: StuffedBackground Music: teriyaki boyz - Tokyo Drift
I was looking at Rae's GaiaOnline profile today, and saw the name Ryu Versher 777. It brought back floods of memories of RPing on WinMX and being part of the different anime channels. I remember being "Vanilla Ice", until I learned it was a rapper's name, and then changing it to "Vanilla d'Angelique". Wow... That used to be a huge part of my life. Chat on WinMX. And now, that's gone. I miss RPing, and all the fake lives, and the pretence, and the fantasy. I loved it, miss it, and would, if given a chance, go back into it. <3 I need to find a good RP forum... Slow searching.
Family went to have dinner at PJ Hilton, at the Chinese restaurant. Expensive, but very tasty. =3 Thank dad.
I went to a charity concert at Rae's college today... Some bands were frightful, but some were pretty good! ^^ And I got to spend time with Rae, so that was a plus as well. I wish Dea was closer by, because I feel... so... =/ *sigh* It's so hard. I feel so disconnected.
I miss Michael. He's still working hard! <3
I almost got scammed by this dude advertising a home typist job in the papers... Thank God for the internet. Just typed in his name and there were people ranting about him being a fraud and cheating them of RM380 (USD100).
I love Mikado, my little doggeh. ^^
Scribbled at 11:53 p.m.. Love you forever.
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
Mood: NeutralBackground Music: Robbie Williams - Mack the Knife
Rae & I went to watch Flowers Beneath My Skin, the first Malaysian silent film. Some guy called Pete (sp?) played music before the show, and it was quite fun. He's got a very nice voice. =D Maybe I'll look for his album. The movie itself... I suppose I set standards that were too high. It was interesting, but too slow. Without the synopsis, I would have been utterly lost. I felt that everything was too vague, and everybody in the movie seemed to be always asleep... But maybe that's a motif I didn't pick up on. It needed more raw power... Things were too hidden and hinted at. x_X But yeah. Great idea behind the film.
I read a Christian romance novel called Redeeming Love last night by Francine Rivers and cried 5 times. It struck my heartstrings so many times! The story is an 17/18th-Century retelling of the relationship of Hosea the prophet and his prostitute wife, Gomer. The sex parts were tastefully worked around; I didn't even realize it happened until a few chapter later. -_- But everything else? SO raw and real, so painful, and so lovingly written. I recommend this book. D: I wish I could write like that.
Which reminds me. I have to get started on the story for the MPH Young Writer's thing. Maybe I should sit this year out? My creative juices aren't flowing, and there's 5 days left to the closing date. The theme is "time". So wide, so full of potential, but not inspirational. *sigh*
I should really be asleep, since I need to be at work tomorrow. Good night!
Scribbled at 02:33 a.m.. Love you forever.
Sunday, July 23, 2006
Mood: Dead tired x.xBackground Music: Downhere - Making Me
I feel dead. So this entry might feel dead.
God spoke to me. He is real, and I am so thankful and happy.
He answered all of the questions I asked myself/Him in the previous entry. He is so wonderful. After that entry, I read this book of prayers that mum gave me, and I cried and cried. But the verses slowly penetrated my head, like He was comforting me in my anguish.
He answered me. Audibly. My aunt prayed for me and He spoke through her. Everything put to rest. You are amazing, God.
And I went to SIB KL with my Aunt today. I found a few things strange, but she talked about prayer. What I want most is to know God's love and God's heart. Prayer, Bible, and Faith. I must use all three and I will. I will persevere.
He has given me such hope and comfort. I don't have to run after all the temptations in this world. I don't have to look to anybody but Him for my worth. And I am special, because I am His child. Forevermore.
He loves me, and I don't have to think I am useless or worthless.
I am so tired, but I needed to let all of you know how amazing God is. There truly is a God, and He loves every single one of the people in this world. Everyone.
Goodnight, and God bless.
Michael, I love and miss you. How I wish we weren't miles apart, with this vast expanse of water separating us. I would grow wings if I could, and fly the distance to you. To be in your arms. Thank you for loving me. <3
Scribbled at 11:12 p.m.. Love you forever.
Saturday, July 22, 2006
Mood: DisconcertedBackground Music: Malice Mizer - Mori no Naka no Tenshi
I'm so artificial and prideful. When an I stop living how I think the world wants me to, just so I can't be liked? It doesn't work anyway, and Satan's just pushing me further along the path to hell. I want my Bible.
Why do I have to be better than everyone? Why do I want to rule the world? Why do I have to be special? Can't I be normal, unnoticed, simple, God-loving, and close to Him? It's hard.
Everytime I think of Him I cry. Everytime I think of close to him I'm not I cry. I want to be, I long to be, but I have to give so much up for Him! And then I'm no longer part of this world. So much.
And truly, I need to win. WHY? If i didn't want/need to, I wouldn't get the grades I have. Then again, I wouldn't feel so insecure like this. I DON'T BLOODY CARE! GIVE ME FREEDOM! Oh God, dear God.
Okay. Tomorrow. For sure. I promise. Put a hold on the things of this world. Bible first. God first. I WANT GOD, DAMMIT! I WANT WHAT OTHER CHRISTIANS HAVE! I hope this is the one time coveting isn't a sin, haha. =/
It's only right that I do this myself. And there we go again. Pride.
I need to love, be loved, whatever. Something. And STOP JUDGING PEOPLE, DAMMIT.
Scribbled at 05:28 a.m.. Love you forever.
Thursday, July 20, 2006
Mood: ThrilledBackground Music: Nothing, the air conditioning perhaps?
This makes me happy. =DD *glowsglows* I am very flattered, Thank you mrs. Nightshade. xD
Booyah, I'm at work, which is relaxingfunandpaysgood. I LUFF! <3
Scribbled at 03:02 p.m.. Love you forever.
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Mood: Sleepy ~.~Background Music: m-flo loves melody. & Ryohei yamamoto - miss you
Blah! I was supposed to go renew my passport today, but we decided not to because of the child/adult thing. I turn 18 soon, so we thought we'd wait for that. Doot doot doot~
I start work tomorrow! Woo~ I'm not terribly excited, but I'll manage, I think.
I spoke to an old friend today. =) He's doing somewhat okay. But has major issues. =/ I pray desu! <3
Yawn, yawn. So sleepy. Should go shower.
My aunt came over and I helped her scan these pictures for my grandparents' 50th wedding anniversary! Ee, so cute. She's planning to make a powerpoint/moviemaker timeline history thing about all the children & grandchildren they've had. It's on the 13th of August. There's some cool pictures. I did not know how much my mommie looks like me.
Rae didn't come over as planned, and I didn't get her message until hours later, so I wasted time waiting, lol. But I played RO. I need 600 raccoon leaves for a hat! (If you're lost here, don't even ask, wahaha...) I wonder how Dea is... Studying, looking at that particular cute guy...
Oh. Rae's friend found our Bon odori picture on this Malaysian forum. The guy had the nerve to call us "jap wannabes" and that we were "okay" looking. D: He wasn't that pretty either, boo! And his "club's activities" were getting as many pictures with girls in yukata. Ex-cuuuuuse me; the purpose of Bon odori? Japanese cultural festival, not OMG CUTE GIRL IN YUKATA/KIMONOFEST DROOL SNAP. D: Men.
I...I have a boring life. I don't have much to write. I spoke to Michael a little... I should write him an email soon or do something sweet! <3 Yusyus. Good plan.
Scribbled at 08:00 p.m.. Love you forever.
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Mood: Warm and gross.Background Music: Hedwig & the Angry Inch - The Long Grift
I got to watch the Pirates of the Caribbean 2 today at the new cinemas around The Curve. 3/5 stars. Well-done, graphically & cinematographically, but otherwise, there was really no solid plot. It was like a 2-hour-long TV episode. The cliffhanger ending was sort of "Oh no, don't do it... Dammit." Keira Knightley did okay, Johnny Depp was fantabulous, and Orlando Bloom was a good support. You could see the producers tried hard. The comic relief was fun, but obscured the main point, and it really disappointed when it ended like that. Personally, the movie's not cinema-worthy. A consolation: The ticket was free! I didn't have to pay, because daddy got it free from his MLM company. Free drink too. Download it or buy it from the pasar malam if you wanna watch it, lol!
Apart from that, I got my room cleaned up! I can actually walk and touch the surface of the table... <3 Yay me!
I'm working for my aunt's friend's company, starting Thursday. I don't really care about the pay (YEAH Malaysia and no minimum wage!), just looking forward to the job experience. I think it has something to do with advertising. I'll be working 10am-5pm, Mondays, Wednesdays, Thursdays. Whee, first job! ^_^
Rae posted a point we talked about during Bon odori on Kokorobox. Malaysians & following rules/requests/instructions. When they say, "no food & drinks on the field", they do mean it. However, afterwards the failure of the request to penetrate the thick skulls of our dearly beloved fellow countrymen was on display for all to see! The entire, ENTIRE field was littered with garbaggge. The Japanese community has already graciously invited Malaysians to partake in their festival, and here we come, all gung-ho to have a good time and WRECK it at the same time. We're a selfish, disgusting, egoistic, materialistic people. realize we're all not like that, but once that admittance is made, everybody flocks to think they are angels and that it's "everybody else." Dangit, it's not "everybody else", it's fucking YOU! I am a problem. You are a problem. He is a problem. She is a problem. Everybody's a problem! If we fix ourselves, we fix society in its entirity! But nobody, nobody will sacrifice their place as an individual in society but not part of it. Everyone feels like they are above society-but that's just a lie the media feeds us! Hell, we are society! We can't be above or below it because we should all be helping and bettering each other.
It really disturbs me how people can be like this. I'd like to see the good side of everyone, but when things like this happen, it really doesn't help. Maybe we all are inherently evil and are destined to eternal damnation. Maybe there really is no hope! But I want to believe that there is, with Jesus. So many times I've questioned and questioned, but I force myself to be strong, stern, firm, and believe. I read, cherish, and the words hit home. There has to be something more...
Scribbled at 01:42 a.m.. Love you forever.
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
Mood: ContentedBackground Music: A* Teens - Floorfiller
So I've resurrected my blog. And I'm back in the country. It's quite happy! I also have to learn Dreamweaver, because I no longer have Frontpage to help me cheat with coding.
Right now, I'm worried about my future. I have 3 options, and one hasn't replied yet, so I'm unable to choose. I've been lying to myself about praying, and I'm betting that's the problem. Whenever mommie asks me, I say, "Yes, I prayed." But nuh, I didn't. Bad me. =(
Michael's fine... He's helping his dad in Saskatoon now, and he paints in the morning, parties at night with Paul. He tried a shot called Chocolate Cake which sounded very yummy... He said I should try it the next time I go back. Sure, why not? Once I hit nineteen, of course. Unless he come to Alberta with me. ^_^
There are many things I should be doing, not including revamping my blog. =/ I've been bad. It's not an earthly hour now, either. I need to renew my passport, send off my course registration when I decide, and such. Oh, the life of an international student. D:
On a better note, I got to see Rae and Dea again! It was a happy time indeed. We went to Bon Odori 2006 on Saturday, and had a blast! People stole pictures of us, which I found pretty rude. Malaysians... The food was expensive as usual, but good. I was sad because the didn't have soba this year. Dammit, I LIVE for soba! >_< We danced again, but it wasn't as fun. The people are getting rowdier and less mature. They seem to like running around, hitting each other with the fans, and bumping into other people. And then there's some who just stand there, not doing anything. Ah well. But still, I enjoy being at Bon odori, simply because I get a proper chance to wear my yukata and not be called a poser. ^_^
I don't believe I'm a poser at the least. I respect the Japanese culture, and do not run around uttering random anime-derived phrases. I think the language is very interesting, and easier to learn than Chinese. Hence, my interest in it. Here ends my defence. xD
Mikado is restless around the room. He's my little shih-tzu. I also need to tidy my room as the cleaner comes tomorrow. Blaaah. =( Poopy. So, I should stop this entry now. I will have a more interesting day tomorrow, as I was only awake for a few hours today. I get to watch Pirates of the Caribbean 2! Wheeee~
Scribbled at 03:51 a.m.. Love you forever.
I believe in the one true God, Jesus. I'm 100% Chinese, 5th-generation Malaysian, and speak English, Malay & Cantonese fluently. I can understand smatterings of Japanese & French, and am currently learning Latin.
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Current song: I Turn to You [Mel.C]
PV: Lips Like Morphine [Kill Hannah]
Animé: Ouran High Host Club
Manga: Blood Hound
Status: in <3 with Michael
Movies: Narnia, Moon Child, Phantom of the Opera, Memoirs of a Geisha, Dirty Dancing 2
Books: Redeeming Love, Blue Like Jazz, The Athenian Murders, Till We Have Faces
Games: FF8, RO, DDR, Ez2Dancer, Para²
Colors: black, silver, blue, pink, white
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Food: Mooncake, dark chocolate, rice, noodles, mushroom, squid, sushi, soba, shisamo
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Inspiration: I was over at Rae's house and fell in love with how
she arranged her diary. It's so cool! You should ALL see it! (No, maybe
not... It is private after all D:) But yeah, her scrapbooking methods
have inspired meeee. I can't do this in real life, so I am forced to make
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