Saturday, December 25, 2004

It's crazy, but I'm happy.

So sue me. ;D

Goodbye, all you liars.

Running to my exodus at 03:54 p.m.; leave your mark.

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Tuesday, October 19, 2004

If only people knew how to read blogs and shut up.

If only people respected each other more.

If only people practiced what they preached.

If only people weren't so petty.

If only people grew up more.

If only.

It's an empty wish.

A lost longing.

A disappointing occurence.

An unavoidable weakness.

It'll all end someday.

You know who you are if you read this now, searching for incriminating evidence.

Please get a life.

Goodbye.

Running to my exodus at 02:58 p.m.; leave your mark.

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Thursday, October 14, 2004

Mike got me kitty ears today. Black ones. And Amanda got me this manga anime magazine thing, where there's this picture of a cat girl vampire and this normal dude. o_O She scribbled my name & Mike's name on it. Lol, cuteness.
This Friday is hat day, and I get to wear my kitty ears. =3
Kori keeps saying I like bukkake. Ewwww. ><;;
Oh, and mum's parcel arrived today. I got my dress, hairbands, and fooooood. =D She also sent newspaper clippings... No sweet handwritten letter from home, though, heh.
Overall today has been a good day, even though Mike was grouchy in the morning and all weirded out. o_O;;
I also got to play DDR, muahahaha. And, my legs and butt hurt even more now, owch?

Running to my exodus at 02:17 p.m.; leave your mark.

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Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Yeah, some things are for the better. Like how Chris and I aen't together anymore.
I wonder even what would happened had I gone back to him. There's no denying I wish it had worked out, but... After what he showed me, not really.
I have to get the broken images on this blog fixed. This means finding a new image host. Photobucket perhaps?
I just got back from Drumheller, Alberta yesterday. Found it hard to sleep, and now I'm up at 6:45am. Ah, the wonders of time differences. My laptop is set to Malaysian time, so the blog timestamp is gonna say something like 8 or 9pm.
I rode a horse by myself. =3 And I'm proud, haha. It was pretty fun, just that I got bounced up and down, slipped outta the saddle once, and obtained a sore butt. I can't close my legs while sitting down or it hurts, ha! Gotta wait a couple of days fo that to heal...
I was farm girl for about 2 days of my trip to Darcie's place; we went to her grandparents' farm for Thanksgiving dinner. I also got to know Hannah better. Plus, I managed to update my diary quite a bit. Let everything all out, and I'm a little better.
Sucks not having your own room all to yourself, because then you can't cry or self-ponder aloud or curse or do silly things. I cried though. Once I cry, everything goes. Just like how I don't feel homesick now. I don't really miss anyone, but I sure would like them to be here with me. Malaysia is humid. =P
I think everyone should have a good cry now and then.
D'ya know Chris thinks I want him back? Just because I left a message on the spur of the moment on his MSN? What a stud... I hope all his older women fulfill him, unlike me. No, actually, snap out of this animosity... I hope he finds someone better who can actually help him in a positive way. Yeah. That's better.
Love thy enemies. But he's not an enemy! Well, you sorta dislike him. Yeah, I do.
Sorry, little monologue going on.
I thin I've gotta go vacuum and shower before I completely lose my mind thinking about this. I wish we had a more peaceful, less tumultuos breakup. Hate doesn't sit well with me against him; there is still some of the feelings I had, but I am controlling them. Someday, they will be but a memory of what I used to have with him.
Don't worry, I needed to be melodramatic. There is, after all, a princess inside of me. We haven't had a royal tantrum as of yet. ;D

Running to my exodus at 08:54 p.m.; leave your mark.

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Sunday, October 10, 2004

Running to my exodus at 12:40 a.m.; leave your mark.

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Wednesday, September 22, 2004

Yessss, this is a layout inspired by this song. I found it lovely and thoughtful; go download it now! You can even see one verse of the lyrics in the layout.
My laptop is set to Malaysian time, so don't fret about the weird times you see me blogging. Yeah. I am 14 hours behind Malaysian time, so... you do the math.
I am currently in Caronport, Saskatchewan, Canada, freezing my butt off. Well, not really. I exaggerated. ^.~ It hasn't got cold enough yet, but in winter it will reach, i think about -40ºc? Yup. And with the wind, it can even go down to -56ºc. Hohoho, you people with warmer weather may think you're lucky, but I get SNOW! >=P Beat that!
Sadly enough, Frontpage 2003 is being temperamental, not detecting the dagnabit.org homesite for me to load pictures. I had to go back to converting images to .txt files and loading them on my tripod website, which has long become a storage center.
Oh, and school here is marvellous. =3 Not to say the Malaysian system is bad (look how many wonders came out of it!), but I think I'm not suited to it. I love going to school here. ^_____^ My science teachers are like insane mad professors. Heh heh.
My baby & me had some rough bits over the past few days, but they're gone now. We're alright, and I love him to bits and pieces. =DD Plus I'm also happy I made this new layout; it looks soooo much neater and nicer. Hohoo.
I gotta go eat supper, so I'll be back in a bit. But I might not blog anymore today. Tomorrow, I guess.
If anyone wants to write to me, my address in Canada is:
Jade Liew,
Box 1083,
Caronport SK,
S0H 0S0,
Canada.
Je t'aime, my lovelies! Word of the day: Chumus seechma. It's from the native Mowachit language, and means "sweetheart". Ta.

Running to my exodus at 06:56 a.m.; leave your mark.

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[ This is our Exodus ' ]

+singer » Gackt Camui, J-rock prince
+song » etude
+current song » Do You Only Wanna Dance [Mya]
+PV » miss you [m-flo]
+animé » Matantei Loki Ragnarok
+animé song » Hit in America [Beck]
+manga » Boys Next Door
+status » in <3 with Michael
+movie » Dirty Dancing: Havana Nights
+book » Shanghai Baby [Wei Hui]
+game» FF8, RO, DDR, Ez2Dancer, Para²
+color » black, silver, blue, blood
+flower » peony
+feeling » love, excitement, joy

+network » .angelique
+msn & email » rinoa_of_angel_wing@hotmail.com
+archives» BOOMclap

+exodus » Rae ; Dé ; Eug ; Nizza ; Raijinn ; Akutenshi ; Kanitha ; Ritsuko ; Xandra ; ChibiHaruka ; Joey ; Michelle ; Kiera ; Sanity ; Beano ; Clafikra ; Lucky Pixy ; Angelina ; Mel
(email me if you want to be added)
+joined » Fetish ‡ ‡ Gackt's voice ; kawaii shinzo

+version» 02 - Exodus '04
+features» Moi et mes amis
+time» 2+ hours
+program» Adobe Photoshop CS
+textcounter» cutandpastescripts.com
+brushes» relique.net/brushy
+drive» Utada - Exodus '04
+inspiration» Listening to Utada's new song, I fell in love with the lyrics. And it sorta related to how my situation was now, so I decided to make a layout based on now/then. The top picture is me now, in Canada, and the other picture is me & my friends, at my farewell on the last day of school. Apt, no? Je t'aime.

Link to Freesia? Use below. No direct linking, please.