Did another one of those "Know-Yourself-Pyschological-Test". So here's their results.
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You're an ESTJ
ESTJ
You like to roll up your sleeves, dig in and go right at getting the job done. you use logic and analysis as guiding principles in your life. You're quick to decide and set out a plan of action. You make sure commitments (your own and those of others) are honored and the job gets done.
You value team sports, and other group activities. If something is the tradition of your job or school, you'll take part in it. You know that you have to "earn your keep" and take responsibility for yourself...you take your roles seriously (father, employee, student, or whatever).
You learn best in structured settings...you're a take charge kinda person.. you can deliver when there's a specific task with deadlines...you have an orderly and logical way of evaluating things..
You like a task-oriented and structured atmosphere...you get a thrill outta accomplishments and just having finished something...efficiency is important to you....with you, "what you see is what you get."
You are the prototypical leader. You give advice freely, you take charge, you wanna fix the problems...you are quick, direct, and crisp at getting to the core of the situation...others might look at you as tough, driven, or heartless, though..
You put work before pleasure, and know when to do which...fun time is often seen as a reward for accomplishing a task... you don't just go for walks.. the walk hasta have a purpose...
Love means stability and steadfastedness...however, when you fall in love, this is pretty much the only time you'll be flexible and spontaneous... you expect security and loyalty in relationships...you logically expect that a relationship will have its ups and downs, so let the other person weather the tough times, when you should be helping perhaps...you don't like to let others see your hurt feelings....you're supersensitive to being rejected and may not always share that hurt...
Things to watch for: you might decide too quickly and to form opinions how things "ought to get done." But what happens when circumstances change? Also, don't walk on others feelings...it's part of working with others and you don't particularly consider this part often...when you get emotional and you've been holding stuff inside, a seemingly minor incident will set off an explosion...don't forget to consider others' values and opinions.
ESTJ: "Execution Saves The Job"
Tuesday, December 16, 2003
12:57 a.m.
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I thank the Lord for His healing grace. Had been quite sick the past 2 days. Down with diaherroea, fever and gastric. Haven't eaten anything substantial for the past 2 days, so feeling rather weak at the moment.
Still managed to drag myself for a FYP meeting with prof lim and NTUCO practice in the evening. GLQ couldn't make it again and the practice was unfruitful to say the least. Circumstances like that make you dream about the bed back home, esp when I should be resting...
Friday, December 12, 2003
08:36 p.m.
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Helped out Forrest in her FYP experiments this morning at SRJC track. Had to wear this funny watch and chest brace that supposely measures my heart rate while she puts me through various exercises. In the end, it became more like a aerobic workout with the finale, a 1.6km fast walk! I feel beaten up at the end..hahaha.
Anyway, according to her preliminary results, I have a higher than average heart rate than most guys (unhealthy?!?) but surprisely have a much faster recovery rate (some piece of good news). So guess I got to spend more time running. Haiz, long gone were the days where my resting heart pulse was a mere 55/min.
Thursday, December 11, 2003
11:48 p.m.
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Super downpour. Jia, Zq, ying and I had to navigate carefully thru the rain with an umbrella each to go for dinner and yet, we all still got wet.
I think alot of us got an overdose of tianshan and gaoshan. Junyi and I got so tired at the 2 songs, we just kept yawning and looking at each other with sleepy eyes. I just hope these 2 songs get buried for a long time after dec 27th.
Sunday, December 7, 2003
06:16 p.m.
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Yo! The 2 day church family camp is over and I am back! ^_^
Okay, the overall verdict of the camp at PLMGS was nice. Made quite a number of new friends and further consolidated some old ones. Yah, Lio was one of the program coordinators, so all the more the camp was better than the other camps that I go to. :P
This family camp was really different due to the fact that 3 networks combined to make up the numbers. So you can guess that the age gaps between the oldest camper and youngest one. It was quite a barrier initially, because every game group had only 2~3 guys with 8~10 girls ranging from 12yrs olds to 30 yr olds with the young ones really the majority. Games on the 1st day were alright. But I at least I tried to enjoy myself and worked hard to make my team gel together. But the team leader, sharon, (a PL teacher) had the X-factor to click the ppl, so all kudos to her for doing a good job.
Actually, you can sense that this camp became more of a mentoring session for me, esp when we had so many young ones! We ended the first day with a caterpillar game where our legs were tied and eyes blinded and supposed to move and negotiate obstacles as a team. Yah, was really difficult but we got moving in the end and we made it to the end. Thought that was quite a relevation to me in terms of followers should be and how we often talk more than we tried to listen.
2nd day was quite fun. We were given a budget for our lunch to settle ourselves and in the end, my group decided to go over a teammate's nearby home and cook. Yah, I had to cook 12 packets of instant noodles for all of them plus a tub of ice-cream. After this was followed by games and water games where I had my fair share of fun. Yah, I also unloaded 4 water bombs on danny. :P
Talking about the food, I am quite amazed that my appettite was lost over these 3 days. Couldn't really eat much.
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To Lio: Bro, to be honest, I wasn't in that eager a mood to go for camps like this. Think you do know this when you asked me last tuesday. But I went nevertheless because I wanted to make you successful as a program corrdinator. That's why at times, I was quite un-myself throughout the camp, esp during the games. I really tried to "RA" the atmosphere up for you and get the campers excited, really tried my best. To the point where I was wondering how much of towards the line I can push to do all the things I was doing. But at least, I can say for certain, the camp was a success. Thank you for all the planning and efforts. Luv, your brother bear.
Thursday, December 4, 2003
02:34 a.m.
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Let's see what I have been planning for this holiday: FYP, CO and some R&R, plus a few weddings and a church camp. Oh well, not exactly exciting but since it is going to be my last holiday before I start finding work, guess might as well make the best out of it.
Been hooked to this game called GunBound. It's an online version of worms but only funnier and definately more fun. Esp the MSN style of chatting plus nice graphics and competitive "bombing" between human players, you have yourself a rather addictive game.
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Sometimes, I forget humans are always going to be humans. And sometimes, when you have known someone for so long and so well, you forgot all about their strengths and only concentrated on their flaws. I admit I have. I always find trashing sessions to be the best way to solve people to people issues. Only by being honest and frank can the frenship be brought to another level. Yup, truth will always hurt, but I will still tell the truth anyway.