Name: Flyindance a.k.a. Catherine Ong
Age: 25 (egads, quarter-century old!)
Location: Wangsa Maju Sec 2, Kay-El, Malaysia
Hobbies:
Reading, blogging, guitar
Current Status: Supervisor at Grace Resource Centre PJ, Taman SEA

My life is dedicated to this:

"Jesus came and told his disciples, "I have been given all authority in heaven and on earth. Therefore, go and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit. Teach these new disciples to obey all the commands I have given you. And be sure of this: I am with you always, even to the end of the age." [Matthew 28: 18-20]


Blog's birthday: 3 / 6 / 2002

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FRIENDS WHO BLOG

Adeline
Darkness Incarnate
Edwin
Erieko
Katie
Ketiak
Hosanna
Rebecca
Joanne
Shannon
Joni

GRC FOLK AND KIDDIES
Bernice
Dawn
Hazel
David P.
Lydia
Paul Lyn
Sarah T.
Kelvin
Sophira
Tammy
Rachel L.
Abigail G.
Jordan
Raquel
Grace Goh
Michelle O.
Joel
Josh
Roanne

LINKS THAT I VISIT
YouthAlive@Malaysia
Friendster
Korean Christian website (a must see)
SIB Powerhouse
Christian Guitar Forums

Older ramblings

Friday, August 10, 2007 09:08 p.m.

      God, I want to know Your will for me...

      I've been silencing my questions within me just to seek You. Just to get to know You more. Just to dwell in Your presence and enjoy the Lord who created me.

      But God, there's an awakening desire within to me to seek my future. Today, someone asked me a question, "Which category do you belong in?" After considering my choices, I am in the category of...

      I know where I am going, but I am seeking confirmation.

      Lord, I need Your confirmation.

      God, only You know clearly what I've been asking You about, what I've been pondering in my heart over and over again during those times when I tried to silence those questions within.

      I am scared of venturing out. I'd rather not move anywhere unless I'm dead sure that, God, You're going to be there earlier than me, to go before me and scout the land. I'd much rather wait for confirmation, I don't want to catch hold of anything prematurely.

      I wish sometimes, that I could use my handphone, and just dial a number that would reach heaven and pop the question,

      "...did You call me just now, God?"

      God, help me learn to wait patiently and with peace.



Lord I cast all my cares upon You
I lay all of my burdens down at Your feet
Anytime I don't know what to do
I will cast all my cares upon You.

      Thank You, Jesus. I love You.


Saturday, August 4, 2007 01:05 p.m.

Go and read my other blog. May it bless you!


Thursday, August 2, 2007 12:35 a.m.

      I just cried for 15 minutes while watching this video called Make A Difference and it talks about how this teacher meets with the most difficult, antisocial and uninteresting student. How she would take pleasure in failing him in his exams and how she left his records to the last to be reviewed.

      But to her suprise, his records were opposite to what she believed him to be. He was described as "bright, friendly, intelligent". That was SO different from the sullen and withdrawn child she saw everyday at school. As she read further, his former teachers wrote about other things.

      "His mother is fighting a terminal disease, it must be hard for him to cope."

      "His mother's death has impacted him. His father hardly notices him although he tries to please him the best he can. If this goes on, he's going to be affected. Someone must do something."

      By then, the teacher was in tears. And so was I.

      How many times have I gone through a day without reaching out to care for a child in school? How many times would I rather pretend to be busy than to hear another junior babble away about a new toy or a new TV show?

      I'm guilty as charged. I can do better and reach out and make a difference. Yes, I may be busy at school, but God can add to me more strength, capacity and a willingness to love everyone, especially those who seem so alone and unloved for.

      I remember today, I scolded someone for not doing work properly. He DID do something wrong. I forgot to listen to him explain. I didn't give him a chance. I reacted like a parent. I pushed him aside after I had chewed up his sense of pride, achievement and respect for himself. I thought it would do him good. But to see him all alone sitting at his table... I knew something wasn't right.

      But I did nothing. Instead, I ignored him until school ended...even when I well knew I should have just gone over and gave him a hug and tell him, "Let's try again, shall we?"

      And guess what? At the end of the school day, there he was...sitting there at my table with bright eyes looking at me. He looked at me and smiled. And to hear a 15 year old tell me this...

      "I love you, Ms. Catherine."

      Was the best thing a student could ever get a teacher.

      Not good grades, not a medal in sports or a degree.

      Love will do just fine, it will do.