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Look out here I come
09:50 p.m. Friday, August 13, 1999
oh help :)
i am tired of not showing up. I mean I have not shown up for a bunch of things in my life, from every high school dance where you had to have a date (up until my junior year only, but the memories stick with me), all the way through my bible study tonight! which goes to show you how thorough I am talking about a series of skipping events here, but I have never been more humiliated by anything as I am at my constant-yet-unnoticed by anyone by me disappearance and no-show on the 'most recent pitas entries' page(s)(see "pears" link, to the left). andrew can you help me? I will make it worth your while, I will start up that dreamhost account I always meant to (until I got disappointed by this web page and 'realized' I didn't really want a web page at all, just the glory and glamour of being a celebrity in my own mind), really I will. Please? can you fix?
01:52 p.m. Wednesday, August 11, 1999
some definitions
TIME FOR A BREAK while i plan the rest of my plans. I am not sure what will happen. only time will tell. anyway I won't be back here unless it starts working again. I'm sorry, you can probably still catch me around
01:21 p.m. Wednesday, August 11, 1999
the time for peace is over
it is now time for action, and not in the form of wussy words. maybe I don't know how to write on a webpage and have nothing to say but that doesn't mean i wont do it a million times anyway, even if there isn't a link to the this page in a million place or anywhere except on the hearts and minds of my viewing audience of 1.7 million hits per hour. please thank you all
01:40 p.m. Sunday, August 8, 1999
driving to work in the year 2023
isolated
isn't so bad, really. I am glad to be able to update this page, at least. I just got back from lunch. Now I am off to make photocopies of some information about the Bible. I am having an ok day. how are you?
11:40 p.m. Saturday, August 7, 1999
i was just thinking the other day about going to
prom with you. that was a fun time. I'm sorry for
not keepin in touch this summer. I'm sure you have
been as busy as i have (which is no excuse). I will
send you andy and collin's addresses first think
tomorrow morning (i can't use my computer right
now... i'm using my dad's to get online, and the
addresses are safely stored on my hard drive).
collin has not responded to any of the emails i
have sent him this summer, until today (and he
just sent me a short "i cant talk now" note today),
so I dont think you should count on him reading his
email any time soon... besides which, i'm sure both
andy and collin would love to get letters from you
:)
and from me...
i sent them a letter each about a week and a half
ago, actually, but that was the first time i'd
written to collin in a few months. emily and i
baked cookies and sent them to andy (did i tell you
this already) and in return we got postcards back
:) mine said "i am in the middle of a letter to you",
and andy did send me a real letter around the
middle of june. so i shouldn't complain? I can't
believe it's already august. i hate time. how is
studying for MCATS? do you need my dad to give
you any tips (i am sure he will just tell you "don't
worry you can do it", which is true)
i will talk to you soon, and send you the addresses
tomorrow.
fiver
06:57 p.m. Friday, August 6, 1999
back on top
after all these years I have returned to pitas. I'm sorry for staying away for so long. The most interesting thing I did while I was gone got a "thumbs down".
help me
05:20 p.m. Thursday, August 5, 1999
another update and stuff
that link goes to the ibook, which is apple's new imac but a laptop. it took them a whole year to come out with it. how hard can it be? probably pretty hard. i guess. someday when apple finally falls apart it will be very sad. for right now everything's ok, though, right? steve "the woz" wozniak now works for a company that designs chips and things like that, but what they do is so secretive that their company slogan (and the only thing they tell people) is "we do stuff". I have a top secret company too, it's called "i hope the recent updates page updates itself to put me in the recently updated entries entry"
03:29 a.m. Thursday, August 5, 1999
again the same link
the best/worst part about this link that is the same as the one next is that he has a drew carey link on his page. everyone in cleveland has some sort of link to drew carey, right? after all, he's from cleveland, and how many people can say that? i love everyone from cleveland HELLO ARE YOU FROM CLEVELAND yes THEN I LOVE YOu
03:10 a.m. Thursday, August 5, 1999
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
about the only thing worse than spending your summer working at a job that requires skills you don't have and making plans for a web page you don't know how to build and being all-in-all over your head is to be this guy, who is the first link that i have seen and said I want to link this from my page. if i were stupid and dint know english and wasted my time i woudl be him. luckily im not im smrt and funny and quite pretty. i dont sit around browns training camp getting ready for the new season and use the "we" form of verbs to talk about the browns. and call other teams "pittspuke" and other clever names for "our" rivals. if there's one thing I can get excited about in the summer,winter, fall, winter, spring and summer it's sports! especially rooting for our home team because we are gonna MURDER YOU! really help help help help help help help help help help help dont you realize jared my roommate who watches all sports all the time and "is really into" sports (he says) and gets up to watch SPORTSCENTer every morning and watches every bit of tv sports he can, dont you realize how stupid and pointless your life is? wouldn't you rather waste your time writing a web page that no one is every going to look at in a million years, so that after you're done you can say 'crap i'm supposed to be working right now and i'm already 3 days past my deadline" hmmmmm jared? how about that? OK the internet is just as much an addictive brain disorder as the TV but at least there is a small small chance to be creative and create something. or maybe there isn't__. well i am going to keep making this webpage just BECAUSE it wont show up on the 'recent entries' (pears) page and no one will ever see it except me and my ladies but they'll love it and youre the one who's going to die, jared, yes you and your king james bible which EXCUESE me is NOT the only nor even the best translation to use you cultish little sheep you. Not that I dont have empathy for you, because really when i understand you, I wish you had something better to hang on to, some true faith which would guide you. instead of the TV and eric, who loves the internet and ironically unintentionally enough, hangs little poem s about how the bible is good and the tv is bad and addictve on his door, poems he found while surfing the internet for 6 hours at a stretch (not counting breaks to make pizza rolls) katie i remember now, i think, you reading watership down before. I apologize. that is a really great book, though!!!! dont be surprized if i suggest it to you again. right now I am really in search of a novel to read. although i need to buy cummings' nonlectures, and i already have poetry and short stories to read, I would really like to find a new novel i haven't read yet which is really good. and as always set far in the future. i guess not always but it helps. no seriously i would rather read some good fiction right now, set in today's world. I am tired of brian aldiss and his cliches, even the ones i love and the ones which are so terribly morbid. everything always works out for the worst, which gives me a bad feeling, like he's not tellling the truth. there exist beautiful things which aren't just sad, brian. hey man, it's not that bad, as ronnie martin once said to the kid who told me FIVE STARS FOR FAILURE was really depressing. it's not that bad. the best parts of ben folds are the beauty he reveals. not that ben doesn't have his sad moments (they are the most beautiful) but they appreciate the beauty as having worth and not leading to death, which is something true. beauty has worth. beauty does not lead to death. beauty leads to truth (beauty is truth, and truth beauty, that is all you know on earth, and all you need to know). And always Jesus who is the most beautiful. goodbye for now
07:30 p.m. Wednesday, August 4, 1999
har har
this is a link to the page that has a link to: I will never say "Bridge" in an elevator. If I did, and the elevator doors opened to the bridge of the Enterprise, I think I would die, because that would mean I had spent my entire life on the holodeck and I could have blown this joint a lot sooner. this is where it actually came from, the quote.
07:22 p.m. Wednesday, August 4, 1999
a more interesting entry
i know everyone does a great job of putting their personatlities on their web pages. juts dont ccall me a jerk ok
seriously that's not very interesting
06:04 p.m. Wednesday, August 4, 1999
i know you're not interested in reading this
bugger: hi ;)
fiver: how are you?
bugger: i am doing pretty good. how about you?
fiver: i'm good
fiver: what' sup?
bugger: good...how is work going? not much i should go do something not on the internet since i wa son it all day at work
fiver: ok that's cool
fiver: work is going OK
fiver: it's nice to talk to you
bugger: good i hope you are not too stresses about it. my dad won't be home till like otmmorowo morning.
bugger: it is nice to talk to you
bugger: :)
fiver: why do you think he wont be home till tomorrow morning?
fiver: five
fiver: adam is here
bugger: he is leaving for ashland tonight
bugger: oh neat
fiver: i've gotta run
bugger: ok byebye
fiver: why leaving for ashland tonight???
bugger: he is i don't know
bugger: i drove the car hoime he is renting a cAR TO go there even
fiver: weird. is he staying the night there?
fiver: what? what is going on this is crazyyy talk
fiver: what is in ashland the plant? is there still a problem?
bugger: i'm not sure
bugger: i don't know
fiver: weirder and weirder
fiver: ok
bugger: he is stopping home here first but then going there
bugger: ok
fiver: goodbye i'll talk to you soon i promise ok?
bugger: have anice dinner time. okok :)
fiver: bye
bugger: bye
fiver: did you see our conversation?
bugger: you put the email ion your page
fiver: no our IM conversation too
fiver: bye
bugger: oh no i dsidn't
bugger: bye
04:18 p.m. Wednesday, August 4, 1999
things the bible says
i wonder what the word "bible" means, or where it came from. i dont think the recent updates works yet, but. Maybe it does. who can say. Anyway that is a very nice positive page. i need to write a letter to get some songs from my old summer camp that we can play this year at navigators. I keep getting closer to starting actual work today. actually now I'm done with all the things like copying CD's and getting the files ready (busywork) and instead i'm thinking about registering a webpage. the only problem is picking a domain name. if anyone came to this page I would set up a poll. but I really hate polls, they look ugly. i think i'll LINK to a poll! that will be great. I can put it up on a page that is already ugly, like everything at fortunecity or geocities. I am not really sure how to do this but dreamhost is the place i want to get my webpage (they are nice and pretty). there, that's two links. happy? poll comes later
03:08 p.m. Wednesday, August 4, 1999
artificial intelligence
this is a real link to a page with 'robert the robot', who is a being you can interact with and get computer responses back. it is very beta right now, so everything is incoherent. I'm sorry. Maybe someday the europeans who are putting it together will finish it. I think they are from norway.
01:42 p.m. Wednesday, August 4, 1999
no html
i thought this would do the trick. does it?
01:37 p.m. Wednesday, August 4, 1999
the best pitas page in the world
this is the best pitas page. it has real links but it uses images sometimes! and plus it has a nice background and even strikeout words. i'm done updating for now but what do i have to do to get on the 'recent updates' page around here?
01:24 p.m. Wednesday, August 4, 1999
some emails to adam.
I say:
you are cordially invited to dinner at the cantoni household. 58 great Oak Drive, Hudson, OH, 44236
casual dress
he says:
what time?
Macko says you have no time to flirt with me today.
if you have a problem with that he says for you to come in and talk
to him....
i say:
i will ask my mom about the time and get back to you, if not just call me when you get home and i'll know then (my mom is napping right now)
as for ms. macko i will be in on friday, I believe; he/she will have to wait to talk to me then. As for today, I am working on getting the 32 bit version finished for ralph so i can give it to him when he gets home from work, and then I AM going to make the 8 bit version look good, even if I have to break the laws of physics and crappy-image resolution to do it.
have a nice day
01:13 p.m. Wednesday, August 4, 1999
is the ansrewq
thank you for your kind words, bugger. if there is anyone who knows how to get from here to there then please tell me. 2 Cor 11:1
I am going to have a quiet time and then do some work. with a little luck (and a pretty face) everything will be done with the 32-bit version by the time your dad comes home this evening (he wants it then). thanks for the poems I'll write some later
11:05 a.m. Wednesday, August 4, 1999
a deep deep sssleep of tHe inno$ent/completely terrified
I went to bed after I wrote my last entry and called my friend. I woke up at 6:49 AM and called my friend again to tell him I didn't need him to pick up a CD from my house. Then I went back to sleep and now I am awake again. I have slept for 14 hours in the past 15 hours.
08:11 p.m. Tuesday, August 3, 1999
you make me sick i make music
i am finally home from work. hello bugger. thanks for talking, i was really stressed out today about everything. i hope this project gets finished soon. now I will either work on it or sleep or maybe both. please have my monkeybot contact me at the office. I have to call adam, too; I said I would yesterday and again today. i think he is still a little sensitive.
04:20 p.m. Tuesday, August 3, 1999
entries looking? try the archivals!
hello
for the minute my entries are in the archive represented by the a+ link over there. soon I will have a coherent link but i accidentally called the first archive page "+" and there's no way to change it. i am driving to work right now so dont hold the ship
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