Ahh. Good week, good week. Granted, I
struggled through two quizzes that should have been very
easy yet were not due to my whole sleep deprivation (and
refusal to take naps) situation, but I think I did well on
both anyway. And! Math Team nationals
was cool (4/6! Finally!) and Math team locals
went well (4/6... again? OH YEAH!!) I
wrote down an amusing quotation from It's Academic practice
today...
"The category is quotations from 1995. I'll give
the quotation, and you name the person who said it."
"Women are handicapped by having boobs."
Freudian overtones at It's Academic? Never!
...well, it turns out "Ben Wright" said it in '95.
Remember that, people; it might come in handy someday.
(Yeah. How??)
Also of note: "A relatively new two-word phrase that refers
to a style of music often characterized by references to
urban distruction."
[not written verbatim]
Give up? The booklet of questions says to accept
both "Gangster rap" and "Gangsta' rap"...
*snicker*
We picked teams and I didn't get picked last, but I managed
to contain my shock. Plus 8 Vice Presidents
where we must name the President each served under; Daniel
versus the rest of the room, I got one point and he got the
rest. Go me.
*hangs head quietly* There doesn't seem
to be anything of note on March 22 and Mr McKenna has
decided it was probably a mistake (but the tournament
sign-up sheet was handwritten...) and March 25
is of
note because if we do well enough on the 18th, we proceed
to playoffs (or whatever they're called) on that day.
Aside from supremely fun questions from '95-'96 and
ridiculously difficult College Bowl questions, we also
re-calculated his age; Mr McKenna is 26 years old.
(Yeah... umm... don't ask... a number of references to,
"Oh, I remember that..." during old questions and some
random mention of the song they played at his prom in '94)
currently listening to: Alkaline Trio - Private Eye
i spiral into oblivion
on Thursday, February 6, 2003, at 04:58 p.m... it's never too late to change the past
I uploaded copies of all my H: crap to a server I'll check
from home... we'll see if I get anything done that way ^^
currently listening to: ooo... silence
i spiral into oblivion
on Wednesday, February 5, 2003, at 08:08 a.m... it's never too late to change the past
At Math Team today Ms Wheeler asked if I recognized the
names of Blair's three perfect scorers, "Alice Li",
"Michael Li", and "Randy Li". After a split
second trip into my mind about middle school, I said yes
and assured her that no, they are not related.
(*snicker* Could you imagine Randy and
Michael as brothers?)
I completely freaked out when I was going over some of my
old essays and there was a huge bang, it turns out that
someone pushed a soda machine in front of the door,
the jerk. Everyone in the hallway insisted they
didn't see who did it (how could you miss something like
that? Right...) but most importantly, I got
scared. Eek. Sandy asked me "So you
got trapped in there permanently??" after I told her what
had happened (there is another door in the room so it
wasn't a life / death situation or anything). I
don't blame her though, I was babbling very quickly and in
a very, very panicked manner...
I'm grateful that I carry a small backpack so I was able to
squeeze out the door despite being completely unable to
move the machine. And being short enough to do
so, I guess. (Not that I'm any shorter than very
many of the people reading this I'd guess...)
We had flickering lights during lunch, a power outage from
the end of lunch to a third of the way into sixth period,
and the server remained fatally wounded for the rest of the
day. Nothing got done during CP2 but at least I
did work for that class during Digital Art. That
is sort of good...
Whisper: I miss Mr Beach and Mr McKenna and I even
marginally miss Ostrowski's class, if only that I want to
redeem myself for the incredibly bad work I'd done for most
of second quarter. I hadn't fully redeemed myself
(this is all in my head) for not participating during AP US
or English and I cannot say things in Seabreeze or
Sullivan's classes... for one, the classmates; for two, the
teachers ;_;
An archive is very nearly due.
currently listening to: Dixie Chicks - The Traveling Soldier
i spiral into oblivion
on Tuesday, February 4, 2003, at 05:21 p.m... it's never too late to change the past
Meh. The computer runs MetaCreations Painter and
MSIE 5.*... what a discovery. I'm shocked.
Well, mainly, I'm tired. Woke up early and don't
wanna be at school, I hate my schedule and I'm actually
looking forward to my whatever number of quizzes as a break
from stupid lectures and idiotic classmates. I
still want first semester back.
I still don't know how to use Painter... *sigh*
currently listening to: buzzing and humming computers
i spiral into oblivion
on Tuesday, February 4, 2003, at 07:25 a.m... it's never too late to change the past
Login successful!
...even if it did take me the entire class period.
Oh well...
currently listening to: RMBC bell
i spiral into oblivion
on Monday, February 3, 2003, at 08:08 a.m... it's never too late to change the past
I know it's Chinese New Year (or less specifically, the
lunar new year) so I'm wearing a new shirt. Lisa
seems to think it looks silly from the expression on her
face today, but Phyllis didn't say anything (is it just me,
or has she gotten shorter?) That's about the
extent of the people I saw at Lakeforest today... the sound
quality's really bad there, but the lion dance was all
right, if not very professional lookin' (it was done by
little kids! So I guess it'd only be appealing
if you like small children or something...)
Last night I saw My Fatal Valentine at RM, and if you're
reading this post then it's too late to follow my review
and run straight to see it, since its second (and last)
showing is starting in a few minutes. However,
it's a mad funny audience participation murder mystery
comedy (ouch). The ending changes depending on
whomever receives the most votes (according to some random
web page I found on Google) but I didn't notice much
improvisation (I guess I can't pick up on it very well)
while watching; maybe that just means the actors adjusted
very well to any changes (slight modifications to the
second act, or what?) My personal favorite part
was the guest readers' delivery of the romance novel
exerpts... all done by teachers (and a parent?) with
excellent timing... *snicker* But
why didn't anyone tell me Mr McKenna would be reading one
of them?? I guess you guys know better.
(And I still say it was the best, most suggestive /
explicit paragraph of them all, topped only by perhaps the
sentence where the guy chews on that girl's glove...)
I found out more grades yesterday and they were very
depressing but I'll get over it.
I have no feelings about the space shuttle except that it
was 'unlucky' to commence the Lakeforest Mall CCACC thing
with an announcement of dead people. Stupid
White Man.
currently listening to: Eric Heatherly - Flowers on the Wall
i spiral into oblivion
on Saturday, February 1, 2003, at 07:37 p.m... it's never too late to change the past
Eek. I bought $9 of chocolate to support RM's
chorus (several of them? I don't know) today,
and I've eaten a little too much. Aren't I going
to collapse from the sugar and caffeine soon?
The rest goes straight into my lunch bag and to my brother
when I get home, he can stuff himself silly with Mint
Meltaways or whatever.
I got a 14/15 on my French quiz today! An Awono
quiz! *cheers* I studied very
well during Digital Art. 'Course, that
dedication didn't extend to AP US History; I sat in the
media center reading Facts About the Presidents and
noting down things like Madison's two vice presidents
(Clinton and Gerry; Gerry of gerrymandering fame) both
dying in office. Good stuff, but I was actually
supposed to be taking notes on how an imperialist
businessman might convince McKinley in 1899 to invade the
Philippines.
currently listening to: idiots
i spiral into oblivion
on Friday, January 31, 2003, at 01:25 p.m... it's never too late to change the past
X-Men kid: Who the heck are S.T.R.I.K.E.?
Man in trenchcoat: The British division of the
espionage agency S.H.I.E.L.D., young Iceman.
Just imagine me as a kind of real-life, Welsh James Bond
and you're halfway there, eh?
Iceman: What the heck are the Welsh?
Agent Braddock: A quaint, little people just west
of England, Iceman. Picture the Scots without
the sex appeal or the Irish without the laughs and you've
pretty much got them nailed.
--Ultimate X-Men, Vol.3: World Tour
currently listening to: washing machine
i spiral into oblivion
on Thursday, January 30, 2003, at 07:34 p.m... it's never too late to change the past
Digital Art; portfolios are less stressful than journals
used to be
APUS; I used to dislike The Wizard of Oz by Frank
Baum, now I hate the technicolor movie.
Chem; she reminds me of my 8th grade science teacher
^^
French; Frissonner is when your body dances when you don't
want it to
English; *stares at reflections prompt*
What...??
currently listening to: quiet
i spiral into oblivion
on Thursday, January 30, 2003, at 01:21 p.m... it's never too late to change the past
I don't like my new schedule. I was really
hoping they'd change it around... but it's stayed the
same. And hey, guess what? I have
Digital Art first period and Computer Programming 2 seventh
period (see sidebar for full schedule). Doesn't
that mean updates twice or thrice a day? Well,
maybe. I ought to be writing my Temperature
class, but who can really concentrate at the end of the
day??
I can't stay away from the IE window... wah... o_o;;
Yay for my Chem class with 31 students! That's
looking to be a decent class. And Chapman,
good. But Sullivan, bad. She seems
always on the verge of laughter, but in a nervous, fake
sort of way. In the same way Ostrowski seemed
so happy and über-caffeinated. And speaking of
PreCalc, Petulante! She seems like she's a tad
distracted by voices in her head, but she does know the
material better than last semester. And there
was an odd joke-telling session where we learned that she's
from Canada. (Should we be surprised?)
Meg is going to give me that character list.
Aren't you, Meg? And you're certainly not going
to forget, once this reminder's been posted in both your
page and mine?
I don't like Seabreeze's voice. It's grating on
the ears. She's very nice, but I don't like her
voice. And to think, I feel mildly guilty about
this.
I had this quotation from a conversation I had this morning
with Sandy and Yubing over a teacher's adorable
baby, but I can't remember it now. It had
something to do with Sandy seeing the family at Borders on
Saturday... hmm... can't remember...
currently listening to: chatter of idiots not-Meg
i spiral into oblivion
on Wednesday, January 29, 2003, at 01:44 p.m... it's never too late to change the past
This is what my entries look like when I use Pitas:
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to:
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I think this will only work if you have your own Haloscan
account set up, but I'll go looking through the rest of the
code if anyone has further questions. (If you
copy and paste any of it though, it's probably a good idea
to get rid of any whitespace left over from me struggling
to post HTML characters and such without letting anything
be converted.)
currently listening to: dead silence
i spiral into oblivion
on Tuesday, January 28, 2003, at 11:53 a.m... it's never too late to change the past
Whee... I have truffles!! Can't... stop...
eating... Chocolate... too... rich...
Sheila needs a GameCube. Dude, you all need to
remind her of this and maybe convince her parents while
you're at it.
Min didn't seem to have much fun with all the scrunchie
shenanigans. I'm glad my scrunchie was put to
good use.
I 0//|/|3D in Melee... admit it!!
currently listening to: parental chatter
i spiral into oblivion
on Monday, January 27, 2003, at 10:44 p.m... it's never too late to change the past
Thank goodness that self-imposed isolation from AIM is
over; I can live without the program but I dislike having
so little human contact. (Thus the unusual
chattiness at the Library today and an increase in phone
calls made.)
I read in the snow today. You know, just because
I haven't done that before.
I ate a nice lollipop today.
Super Bowl Sunday's tiring. And I've eaten way
too much sugar today.
currently listening to: Super Bowl ads
i spiral into oblivion
on Sunday, January 26, 2003, at 07:20 p.m... it's never too late to change the past
Bored... feel like curling up and being alone but I can't
seem to, so I'm sitting in the dark at the beautifully
glowing computer...
And reading
MIT open course ware, you
get a prize if you correctly guess for which course I'm
reading lecture notes...
currently listening to: Dixie Chicks - The Traveling Soldier
i spiral into oblivion
on Friday, January 24, 2003, at 06:29 p.m... it's never too late to change the past
You've got to be kidding.
No... it really was snowed out.
And I'm at home now.
*tries not to scream*
I HATE THE SNOW...
currently listening to: tv newscasters
i spiral into oblivion
on Friday, January 24, 2003, at 07:50 a.m... it's never too late to change the past
Holy fuck. It can't snow now. Not
now! I'm going to be on the damn roads tomorrow
and I don't wanna die!
*cries Please... make it stop snowing and
clear all the main roads before tomorrow at 6-7 am...
currently listening to: tv weather
i spiral into oblivion
on Thursday, January 23, 2003, at 10:55 p.m... it's never too late to change the past
Good god...
It's so cold outside. When I arrived at RM I ran
into Lisa and Nick right away (uh oh... mental note, use
different staircases each time I go to school) and mumbled
a few things about having to come for a few minutes then
ran up the stairs, leaving Nick to explain to Lisa why I am
rushing around making plans to go out of state.
The planned 10 minute meeting took closer to 20 or 25, but
who really cares? I'd just woken up.
'Twas exchange of home phone numbers (I feel really, really
stupid-- I gave the wrong number... I mean, the one I gave
works, but it's not the right one!!) and planning of how
the
hell 7 people can sit in a van for 8 hours.
"Oh and, don't forget to give them the certificates when
we check in at the hotel."
"Certificates? What certificates?"
"....."
Shame and disgrace upon other people's faulty memories, I
did give him those certificates. Good
thing they were found. Grrr.
"My home phone number is ***-***-****... please do not
distribute, publish, or post on any walls..."
And oh yes. We've been instructed to bring
letters signed by our parents stating that he's to have all
authority in the event of an emergency. But
doesn't the permission slip cover that? Well,
yes, but "it's good to have it all in one place."
Yeeep. What's he planning to
do, drive
off the highway and into a river?
EDIT ~ I hadn't realized that I didn't mention I'm
talking about
MY SOUTH CAROLINA TRIP.
Clear enough yet?
This LJ has a
very interesting default userpic...
You know what I mean.
currently listening to: AFI - Days of the Phoenix
i spiral into oblivion
on Thursday, January 23, 2003, at 10:44 a.m... it's never too late to change the past
I'm anticipating nearly all B's for my exams.
Meh. My grades are dropping anyway.
It's a pity... if he doesn't take off any points on my
short story journals (which should happen... because
they're certainly complete and on time) and takes off only
two points from participation (hey, I did improve a lot
from first quarter) then I have something like a
90.0%. But no, I think I bombed the final exam
today. I swear, if you counted the number of
sentences and averaged how long I was in there (1 hour and
55 minutes, but I finished earlier than that, I just didn't
feel like leaving) it comes out to nearly 4 minutes per
sentence...
currently listening to: Metallica - Sad But True
i spiral into oblivion
on Wednesday, January 22, 2003, at 01:04 p.m... it's never too late to change the past
I really want someone's opinion (or preferably several
different people's) of what to put on
my new
page-in-progress as well as how it looks so far.
Christmas music? At the end of January?
Well... umm... yeah.
currently listening to: Billy Gilman and Charlotte Church - Sleigh Ride
i spiral into oblivion
on Tuesday, January 21, 2003, at 05:33 p.m... it's never too late to change the past
Chem and Math exams were both reasonable, neither were
monstrous or anything remotely such, but I don't think I
did very well on either one. I'm projecting B's
but I'm fearing C's...
Why do people keep claiming on
RMT.com that Ostrowski's
going out with Donahue? And for that matter, who
would really care?
I was starting to feel a little more secure about second
semester but I've just heard a horror story about Sullivan
losing a SAP Jr and refusing to admit it... goodness...
now I'm terrified [I'll survive]... I'll keep taking
exams, just don't start second semester, please...?
Stupid exams this year have been taking me nearly the
entire 2hr block, 1hr45 for working and 1hr50 until I hand
it in... what's happened to me?
Eating popcorn and wondering what to do next.
Is a war of attrition one in which everyone keeps fighting
until enough people die?
currently listening to: blissful silence
i spiral into oblivion
on Tuesday, January 21, 2003, at 12:46 p.m... it's never too late to change the past
Listening to
The
Traveling Soldier
and stressing over exams. I know I'm supposed to
do well on tests but that's not comforting, that's just
more pressure. And then people start IMing me
and demanding to know what my grades are, whether I've yet
studied for this or that exam, and reprimanding me sternly
if I haven't (I think you know the answer to that).
What business do they have yelling at me about my grades
and my exams when I'm the one who helps them study and
basically raises their grades (which aren't even that much
higher than mine, hypocrites).
I'm studying (for the first time since 6th grade, thank
you) and I'm taking exams semi-seriously. And
I'm probably going to fail an exam for the first time ever,
or something. I can't bring myself to care all
that much.
[part of rant deleted]
And another problem is all the discrepancies between IB and
MCPS standards... county standards seem to require some
attendance and a bit of attention paid to the class (plus
an ability to read the directions) while IB tests (from
what I hear) require immense cramming of knowledge from
the entire semester and superhuman retention of said
knowledge. Oh, the horror.
I want to study for Physics but I can't... (stupid
conscience)
Oh yeah, I also added a couple of new links to the sidebar,
go check them out... good stuff...
currently listening to: Dixie Chicks - The Traveling Soldier
i spiral into oblivion
on Monday, January 20, 2003, at 07:43 p.m... it's never too late to change the past
What subdirectory do I want in my URL at
S-T.com?
I just woke up... ^_^, and have a few comments regarding my
dream...
There was some big party that
American Formalwear
sponsored for some reason... I think it provided the tuxes
(why were the guys wearing tuxedos?) And people
were there... Jai and Sam and other people... you know, the
hallway at lunch... and others...
But there was this weird mini-cruise ship section after
that, and it confused me... Mr Beach doesn't teach math,
does he? And why was he talking over this math
thing with Gordon [C] at a table on the ship? Is
there a branch of mathematics commonly modeled with slices
of cake? (And things written on the icing)
And if so, does it look vaguely like trigonometry?
And if it exists, why did I understand it during my dream
but I don't now? And since it obviously doesn't
exist, why the hell did I just dream about a teacher + a
classmate + a cake?
This is why you all should be influencing my dreams by
saying more sensical things before I sleep.
Don't leave me to come up with things like me distributing
large stuffed toys and dolls to various little kids (during
/ after that party)...
currently listening to: AFI - Days of the Phoenix
i spiral into oblivion
on Monday, January 20, 2003, at 11:25 a.m... it's never too late to change the past
I'm a little tired and hungry.
I ate dinner at New Fortune with my family, which means I
didn't have enough food to eat... white rice + broccoli +
Hunan chicken + baby corn only lasts so long... even if I
did eat far too much white rice...
I barely read any AMSCO today but I did do 2.67 of my 5
English journal entries. And I went to the
library to check out books on South America but also
grabbed one on flags and one on US Presidents (I'm nearly
hooked on this) and I've been staring at but not memorizing
my Vice Presidents list all day.
So my internet time is slowly dissolving just like
Min's.
And down with affirmative action news/opinion-people on the
tv right now.
Can't I write anything at all? No... I'm sleepy.
currently listening to: annoying newscasters
i spiral into oblivion
on Sunday, January 19, 2003, at 10:20 p.m... it's never too late to change the past
I think I'm going to be hosted at
S-T.com...
And other than that, I'm cramming for the AP US History
exam by reading all of AMSCO. I'm crazy, I know,
and there must be some easier way to study for the exam,
but I really do not know most of this material anyway.
And I've only read 6 chapters so far and there are three
other exams...
*groans* Now I remember
why my policy (until this year) has always been "Sleep lots
and just hope for the best"...
currently listening to: The Offspring - Staring at the Sun
i spiral into oblivion
on Saturday, January 18, 2003, at 09:32 p.m... it's never too late to change the past
I've completed my ninth(?) archive, and I think it's time
for a few changes around here. No, not in the layout
of the page; I'm too lazy (and tired) for that.
My latest resolutions...
Spend only up to 1.5 hours on the internet each day (that's
technically still a long time, isn't it?)
Make my writing in both journals a lot more concise, as to
lower my general amounts of time spent typing.
"Lose my temper" (which amounts to quiet whining but not
much else) less often when talking to my family.
See each member of my family less hours per day.
Procrastinate less. In general.
Can't you tell I'm annoyed at them? I don't know
why all the pressure to be an overachiever comes from my
peers and none of it comes from my family. And
I'm still convinced that they don't want me to
succeed. Aaaaand this is still my grouchy,
sleep-deprived self talking. Will go study now.
currently listening to: washing machine hums
i spiral into oblivion
on Friday, January 17, 2003, at 11:31 p.m... it's never too late to change the past