Wednesday, November 19, 2003 at 11:46 p.m.
AH!!! KOTEK!!!
This time of the year
every emotion expressed aclear
lessons of life that we've been thu
apologies to be made as we start anew
a period of celebration wif our loved ones
for our achievement overcoming evil the past month
Give all your friends a time to remember
when you meet and go out together
Be thankful for all the luxuries that you have
as it might just fade away and nothing is left
because God wants us to know that all the people around you
Is there for a reason like the skies above ever so blue
So i would like to take this little opportunity
To thank all of you who have always been there for me
And with the most sincere of my heart
I would like to apologise for evrything that i've done
that have made u felt sorrow and down
But i will never discard my friends and to you all i bow
MUAHAHAHAHA!!! SELAMAT HARI NATAL!!!BAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!
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Wednesday, October 29, 2003 at 04:40 p.m.
this is it
calling out to the mute world in your eyes
you're full of deceit that nobody can deny
Tell me all the stories that are full of lies
and show me the face so sweet yet deafening in disguise
but i could never be on to you...
bring me to places i could never find
lay on my shoulders like u were mine
sing to me the choruses and i'll toast my wine
on a good job of masking the ugly deeds u had in mine
but i had never been on to you
wipe your tears on d shirt that you have cried
console to me the problems that you have lied
then kiss me with your lips that are so dry
play with me then try to be kind
but i am never on to you...
wave to me and say goodbye
say that you miss me with your voice that is so shy
and think of me and the times you had always hide
from the real truth that are full of signs
when you thought u had me, however i was never near your sight
i was never on to you...
Friday, October 24, 2003 at 12:58 a.m.
frozen in time
you stride across my pathway
and tag me along
for dis lil journey we hoped for so long
u were my close friend who had faded away
the goosebumps i had upon seeing you
the endless moments we had were like dreams come true
so i raise my glasses as i bow to u
and cheers to u as it was all good
give me a night give me a week
and i can never forget u n its makin me weak
but we cant keep this friendship behind closed doors
without them knowing whats going on
Even when we know that our ties are forbidden
hopes are shattered n hearts will be broken
but these moments are full of regrets i have learned
and a week is all we have to treasure
and its these final moments i want u to be here
when you could be in my arms under d moonlit sky
as we lay down and gaze at the fireflies
the time ticks and soon u have to go
pick a star and i shall see u whenever i look at it
i do not want u to leave, hope time goes slow
enough for us to laugh about what we did
Being your friend was one mistake i never regretted
upon makin it i'm glad it ended
so as u go away from me
may i have dis last dance with you
i wish the best for ur future upcomings
and may i have this kiss from you before we part...
Friday, October 3, 2003 at 12:43 a.m.
kuang kuang kuang
days gone by and im still stagnant
like a puddle of water on a busy road
with every passing moment tryin to stir me away
from dis deep pit where i lay quitely
as ripples send chills across my body
it's hard to forget about all the things we've done
we've been through every darkness n rays of sun
why must you leave me of all the times
when i needed u most u were never to be found
i felt like raindrops riding on cloud nine
u held me ever so tightly never to let me go
as i rode along u across the blue skies
and along this ride memories been collected
until the day u had enough and let me fall
falling along with pictures of you in my mind
its been hard for me to be left all alone
with all these memories making it ever so painful
i didnt know wat was waiting for me down below
it happened so quickly i was feeling sky high just a moment ago
and slowly little by little
i was beginning to fall apart in dis drop
thinning me out from dis love i had had pampered
until i hit d ground so hard everything in me crumbled
took me days to wake up frm dis tragedy
i was relieved yet worried dat i had survived
as i cannot tell the future with only my eyes
but with confidence i didnt succumb to any pain
and my head held high reaching for d light
as i lay here stagnant ever so waiting
with false hopes n dried up tears
waiting for dat moment where someone else will grab my hands
and bring me up there again...