the train stops here
Attention all passengers:
Thursday, June 10, 2004 at 11:46 p.m.
my prrreeecciiioouusss...
is seeing believing?? Do u believe in the pontianak jus because ur grandpa and parents like to tell stories about them?? I once honestly thot that I haf to see it jus to believe it… that nothing can prove the existence of sumthing jus by stories or folklores.. but my father taught me sumthing.. that it is true that seeing is ‘believing.. But it is from what perspective are u lookin at it from that defines the truth… God, u can’t see Him… When my mum said He watches over us n looks at every little ting we do, be it sumthing bad or a good deed.. I thot he has billions and billions of eyes.. and he has big mighty arms that can crush pathetic lil’ human beings with his fingertips.. it might be true.. but He might even look like one of us, a human being that’s possible too… so why do we believe in sumone we cant see.. we use the sixth sense.. it helps to navigate in this world and reach out for our own God.. sumthin to lift us up when we are down n to keep pushing us when we’re giving up.. that sixth sense is faith.. or when ur alone in the dark, fear can become a sense for u and then ghosts will start hopping around.. or the adrenaline running thru ur blood as u bungey jump frm a helicopter hundreds of feet in the sky.. so, u jus dun simply give up in your job jus because u have not seen the letter of promotion… u dun feel like playing soccer because u dun own a pair of boots… u dun simply turn around n walked back after seeing the bungey rope and the tiny little boxes(houses) on the ground.. u stressed up and cant study jus because the past exam papers are un-doable.. God have given us the 5 obvious senses that we use everyday.. but other than that, there are a few u never know existed until u actually overcome it…so don’t jus get mad or sad if u dun see what u expect but look at it from a different view, ‘see’ it using other senses necessary, dun give up too easily.. and jus maybe, the loch ness IS swimming in our lakes, cik pon IS flyin around our sky.. and u might jus get your promotion…
Saturday, June 5, 2004 at 01:01 a.m.
sleeping all day, staying up all nite...
Have u ever wondered what is the most important product or item that u need when eating at your favourite fast-food outlet?? Why people keep coming back to same ol’ restaurant everyday and sitting there for hours?? Why people never actually restaurant-hop, buyin fries frm LJS, a burger frm BK, and some sundaes from McD and bring them home?? To me, its chilli sauce, yup the flimsy little packet filled with red supposedly spicy sauce. Yup, those packets whom u thot aren’t enuff and when given extra u found out u cant finish them... Why u ask me?? Well… have u ever tried eating a BK Whopper with KFC’s chilli sauce?? Or even kfc fried chickens with McD’s chilli sauce.. Or even KFC’s cheese fries with BK’s sauce… the taste is puky… u know wat puky means rite?? Like puke.. it tastes like puke… and with that thought, It’s something dat hit me in d head…hard… that your life… how ever successful it is.. Succeeds maybe because of things that u never thought was the main catalyst of your success… jus like how the chilli sauce makes a restaurant successful with its own unique taste. example?? u made ur first hundred thousand because u keep washing ur car twice a week… ur song became an international top hit simply because u kept shouting and scolding ur lil’ prank bro… or ur the holder of the 100m sprint world record simply because u were late and had to run everyday to catch the school bus… or u had an offer from real madrid because u kept playing soccer every Sunday and on one of those Sundays, one of Real’s scout drove by and had to stop jus to answer his wife’s phonecall. And still people only recognize u as the businessman who drives a maserati, the pop star or the World footballer of the year.. not the guy who washes his car or the fierce sister or the guy who keeps coming late… but for those who know u well, they know u succeed with an unique achievement.. so u see.. it doesn’t mean that to succeed.. u need big things to happen to u.. or u have to do major things to succeed… u jus haf to put ur heart in it but still carry on your normal life, haf fun and never to worry about losing it big time.. and then will only something big happen to u… and when u succeed.. look back to times where the reasons of ur success lie and ponder how small things can make things great.. adios!
