Wednesday, August 13, 2003<08:43 p.m.>
since 1985
[Tunes from... Goldfinger - This Lonely Place]
haf u ever at one time when u r all alone then u suddenly have flashback of your past... my COMING to 18 years of life had been fine all the way.. but its d pain n obstacle that i haf overcame that makes it more fine than ever... remembering ur nursery/kindegarden(i duno how to spell) time when u first learn to read write n draw... til lnow ure still doin d same... times when my bro n his gf would send me to the pap nursery on top of the hill... and him almost fighting with another big bro for disrespecting me... he still does now... when u had ur first crush when u were young.. it will ayways be someone older n close.. as for me it was my cousin at johor... i was so pampered by her dat i could hugge her evryday... now i haf someone i love so much and still i can hug her evryday... when u get caught for going outside of school premises by ur father while u were buying marbles... when a worm or ants or spiders is such an amazing sight and they would be your fwens for d whole day... and when they die.. u would go to ur parents and they gif u a treat at d once-so-posh-have-to-wait-for-a-seat KFC... and goin to playground across the road is like a milestone for u and u thought i was so far... girls haf always been the story of my life.. love,happiness,sadness,anger,confused... its all from the ladies... thank u ladies.. u are my true emotions... hmmmm.. i wish i'm in d state that im always growing up and never getting grown up... life aint all dat bad... so cheer up guys... these are stories for ur grandchildren datu should keep and we should gather once and talk about it... cos thinking about the past it will make u wana go further... jus like when ure a kid under d void deck and wanting to go to toyshop across the road... its such an accompishment when u finall done it... my life has been great... friends, family, school, self... its all good... but dun ever gif up on trying new things even if it sounds pathetic like learning the xylophone... its wat makes ur life wat it is now... everlearning... evergreen... so cheers my friends... this tribute goes to u..u haf mould/mold my life to a fine piece of vase, from a lump of clay... a vase dat holds the most beautiful things, the flowers... u are my flowers n i thank you.. al colorful n fresh.. its the flowers dat make the vase look good... hope im doin da same too.. i thank you.. b the way.. some good news.. i may not be goin kl dis weekend...weeeee....k slongz...
Quote Of The Day
"Its friday night.. lets go.. lets all haf some fun tonite!!Alright!!Here we go.. here we go tonite!!"
- Slick Shoes
Monday, August 11, 2003<10:00 p.m.>
Only God Can Judge Me
[Tunes from... Matchbook Romance - Save Yourself]
if i would haf a tatoo i wud haf one which say d above.. inspired from the irish punk from charlie's angels.. cool... awesome.. been net-windowshopping... and i haf come up wif a i-want-list...here goes:
Jack Purcell brown leather shoes
Pony melbourne shoes
macbeth oscar shoes
puma roma shoes
pro-keds shoes
adidas vintage shoes
Vans old skool shoes..khekhekhe many2 shoes...
more vintage t-shirts n jeans
spongebob postcards and posters etc.
a digicam
new shirts
an electric guitar
a new pc
be in a band
get caught for havin sex wif a certain underaged girl named buttercup
a leather-based outdoor/eastpak backpack
a vintage belt buckle(so nicey)
sex
boobs
plain tees esp. pink cos haf not own a pink one
toys!!
meet jenna jameson n talk about her mom...NOT!!
travel around the world
charlize Theron
Patrick Starfish
money
sex
more sex
jackass more often
jump into a pool full of crabs in my undies
more boobs
stop smoking if not buy more cigarettes(huh?)
get my freakin car licence
new cds(sparta,matchbook romance,ok go, radiohead,futher seems forever, saves the day etc.)
vintage fan,alarm clock evrything vintage!!
and lastly for u to buy me all this things..wahahhahahahha.kbye?? sumhow i feel a coincidence in me telling u my wishlist n my upcoming bday..wahahahahhahahahahh...weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...... CIAOZ!!chi BYE!!!
Quote Of The Day
"Don't waste your time on jealousy. Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind. The race is long, but in the end it's only with yourself."
-Baz Luhrman
Monday, August 11, 2003<10:00 p.m.>
Only God Can Judge Me
Sunday, August 10, 2003<06:12 p.m.>
tiredness...
[Tunes from... CKY - Close Yet Far]
weeee.... a new album... cant wait... went to marina bay park last nite to catch d fireworks..but me n syiks were abit late... ok ok very late.. sori ah guys.. d guys dat im referring to are wal n ina n her lil bro man... we jus sat n laid there at d big field jokin n relaxing n eating my durian jam!! my mum's makin sumore.. weeee.. i love durian... it was fun... then headed for seisha after dat... wif amok apiss n ermmm sab.... more jokin n relaxation... n 1 more smoking... hehee... quite a good nite.. sen saw dis crazy chinese guy at dis ermm chinese prayers' thingy.. he was like punching evryone.. d apeks flew all over d place sak.. n he even kicked his wife.. as the rest looked on.. inc. me n syiks.. d guys nuts.. i tink he kena sampuk dgn antu.. shudnt be the chinese vampire... cos they tried pasting dat piece of paper on his forehead n it dint work..khekhekhekhe... siao ah... mad people... had a wonderful time wif syiks.. i need not say more.. its jus awesome... hmmm.. jus came back from wani's elder bro's wedding.. syif syiks wif ayu n guy n mai n guy... hmmm saw dee's fwen nanie... she didnt see me neways... n i wonder how she recognized back at dhoby ghaut mrt.. i mean dun haf any pic on d net do i?? neways.. im tired n shagged khekhekhek..lalallala... by the way guys d govt is gona crack down on file sharing lunatics like me n obviously most of u readin dis.. if there is... they can trace u from kazaa n all..khekhekhe... cut down cut down!! weee sarah's n d house... see ya soon... i wana kiss my baby... wah my recent entries haf been long winded huh... well good ah.. make u sleep while readin it... morons!! n damned heard dat kl pun not sellin d brown jack purcells anymore fuck fuck fuck...
Quote Of The Day
"I hope that none of my friends come to my funeral, because if that's the case, I'll have outlived them all."
Freddy Heineken, founder of Heineken Beer
Saturday, August 9, 2003<01:06 p.m.>
sial ah bala!
[Music to my ears: Juliana Theory - Top Of The World]
1 more week n im 18...weeeeee.... i like shoes, vintage, toys..hint hint..wahhahaha neh jokin...neways... i'll be damned if syiks WONT say "baru nak 18?? alamak!! power ah.. dah leh beli rokok ah... chey... da besar ah... gi clubbing ah..(in a sarcastic tone)".... dun undestand it... neways... reached home at 4 jus now... a goo nite...first someone else's bday please... weeee... its rye and d celebration feast last nite was nice n fun too.. although i duno many of d pple...but now i know..hehehe.. rye got so many pressies... welll... if u make ur bday big.. pple ARE gona get u pressies... and by the... ur welcome rye... hmmm... it is fun... but 4 me... im so fucken lazy to make it big... like chalet or sumthin.. a small feast is enuff... sumtimes my sis keep pestering y dun u make a party or wat n i'll be like siao or wat... kays.. den whole on d way heading home, d trains service was fucked up.. but did reach home... and i forgot i got no keys and no one is at home.. my parents are at pasir ris beach wif my dad's NS friends... they are om leman, cik dol and uncle imran semua nak lain je.. uncle imran picked me up n when i reach there... durians durians durians... om leman has a kebun at johor and its durian season... ate n ate as i listen to my father's old stories...these 4 fwens were really close last time n really really wild... but om leman n cik dol kept saying dat my father is like d "chip" of d gang... yup.. they drank, did drugs esp. ganja... jgn main2.. my father tau... n its so fun listening to their stories... from ustaz tak dtg teros gi minum.. to my mum kena sampuk n ghost stories.. to guys hatred to bollywood... and uncle imran having his hands all over my mum when he was drunk in d club.. wahahhahah khekhekhe... so fun ah... and they all grew to be who they are now.. grandfathers... living their life... even how bad they were... but everyone grows up... it makes me think dat as a teenager... u should try everything dat is within ur reach.. from good things.. to bad things.. but jus let it be within u n ur fwens meaning dat u do not disturb anyone else... its an experience for u n short stories for ur grandchildren... lovely... i hope i haf d dame old fun my dad has... but my dad is one bad or shall i say naughty guy... sampaikan he wana fight wif one of his bunk mate whos warak about him drinking.. kiwak they wielded parangs at each other siak.. luckily never really go to parangfight... ok its getting too long... wana hear more short stories dial 1800-FUCK-OFF!!!