Tuesday, June 10, 2003<03:18 a.m.>
John jacob jingle-haymerschmith
[Tunes from...Count The Stars - Just Like You]
howdy... when to meet syikin n we jus relaxed by the s'pore river... we talked laughed kissed hugged sang licked poked spat slapped kicked punched..well we did everything...it was sweet..jus sitting there wif my syikey... feeling b breeze... we did some yoga too... we jus talked of syikey's probs...n hopefully if not for my advices my presence could help her...den slacked wif amad n his friends b4 amok n sam came by n i slacked wif dem...amad brot his new digicam..wahahah he n sam all d same...gay bastards..well dats about it..gona watch finding moron tmrw wif d nemos..khekhe...okies...till next time...

Quote Of The Day
We are all born mad. Some remain so.
-Samuel Beckett

Sunday, June 8, 2003<11:41 p.m.>
so obviously desperate... so desperately obvious...
[ Tunes from... Taking Back Sunday - You Know How I Do]

erm...all is well...did nothig these past 2 days...so njoy kays... sayonara

Quote Of The Day
"If I had a dollar for every brain you don't have, I'd have one dollar!"
-Spongebob Squarepants

Friday, June 6, 2003<07:17 p.m.>
your selfishness is waring thin...
[ Tunes from... Mansun - I Can Only Disappoint You]

why why r u being selfish to me?? don't u trust me?? Have i not done enough to prove my love for you?? Have i not shower u with love, gifts, care?? Can i not even go out wif my friends now??? so wat if my friend's a she?? Why?? she's just a friend to me.. i treat her d same as i treat any of my gal fwens... go on... go cursing all d girls dat i am frens to...and for you to get over-reacted about it... u jus dont trust me... i know i love you and i know i will never love anyone else more than i love you... i know that you're the only girl for me... but how can i do dat if u dont trust me?? how can i believe in you if u keep questioning my loyalty?? How can we be happy if there's no trust in this relationship??? am i a jerk who goes around asking numbers?? or go out wif girls?? am i an imbecile who ignores you, who dont care for you?? Is this how it is?? Looks like i only disappoint you... i'll shut myself down for now... I told myself not to be emo in dis blog but i jus had to...