Raya raya rayaaaaa
Wooo...raya's in a few days time!!Now I gotto forfeit my baby sleep and do more housework and geylangwork..wahahahaa.. Last nite I slept earlier than I used to..Reached home ard 10plus after a "brisk" walk from Bedok Interchange to Tampines wiv Nuriah..Oooh..I dunno why I was like soo hungry as soon as I reached home sia..I tink because I craved for the "Ikan Leleh" dish which my brader bought from Johor.. However,I was eatin wiv my eyes closed..then ard 11plus like dat.......blank
Ok guys..check this out...Im OUTTA cash!!Damn..i hate it wen i reali need it for raya..ummm..Luckily I already got for myself some bajus,accessories,a pair of sandals..wats next..handbag??I tink I overspent my money on accessories.. Dat makes me lost my appetite wen in Geylang..dun feel like eatin or buyin anytin..juz drinks
Wats next again..oooooooh my cute hair..hmm..Im gettin used to it and the wax works on me perfectly..I look quite innocent now..or shall I say..like the character "Buttercup from Powerpuff girls"??..Beranganlaaaaaaaaaaah!!
Ok lets clear all the sadness in me.. My mum is seriously ill..and there's nothin to do abt it..The illness juz come and go whenever it wants..One moment I saw my mother wiv a smile..and another moment,she's coughin wiv tears rollin down her cheeks..She's too weak to walk around.Need support..but she'll be out of breath the minute she starts to walk..I know she's in pain..I can only sense it but cant feel her pain.
Well..Its been 3 days I tried to stay away from Geylang..Today I cant help out at 4PM's 2nd roda2 ramadan..I got keja amal at home to settle..raya's comin and i noe i'll be very busy tomorrow onwards at the bazaar..So did the windows,curtains,moppin(all alone ok!)..nw left wiv da rooms..urrghh!!Ooh after buka..I decided to give myself a treat by goin for a haircut!(since my hair is gettin thicker and out of shape..haha)..
I was confidently tellin the hairdresser dat I wanna juz trim dis n dat..end up..snip snap snip snap..ALL MY CURLS ARE GONE!!!I suddenly turned to a cute little girl with a decent short hair!!Wahaahahhaaa...shit!Ok but i remain cool..headed to TM Isetan..and spent the hell out of me!! I spent over for a set of black gem accessories from Chomel..hmm..I've not enough money now to spend on clothes,shoes and handbags..maklumlah..pengangur..
Ok wat now..so many to update..I decided to try out the Loreal's out of bed wax(dunno if it works on my hair)..I hope my frens n my adekz2 will find my new look adorable..awww!!Hehe..Oh tml I gotta open shop early..its COUNTDOWN TowarDs RAYA!!! YIPPPEEEE!!!
I promise I'll be good...
I'll listen to whatever you say...
I'll give all I have to you
Just to make you stay on...
Just to make you fight on...
Please be strong...
We'll fight these together...
I know you love me...
Please don't give up...
Coz I need you.....Mum
Juz reached home from Geylang..one whole day sia over there..my back problem is coming back again now.Tomorrow I still have to do the opening.Its now countdown towards Raya and the business have to do alot of catching up.My bosses did alot of thinking today..oh n dat includes me..I find myself very useful to them..hehehe..
Wat else..Oh I have the VAT meeting tomorrow after buka at 4PM.I haven prepare my materials yet..Yesterday was the Roda2 Ramadhan..and I was supposed to help out but I had to back out last minute becoz the National Youth Council informed me of their meeting last minute..Sorry guys!!Im sure all of them had fun..Hmm,I was choosen to represent 4PM in the Singapore-Malaysia Youth Camp in Dec.I dun even noe much details on the trip..wat i noe is dat its a One-week camp in Malaysia..and there are also youth representatives from other organisations such as Mendaki,SINDA and Youth Leaders..Luckily,I had Barney to replace Pika..so I got kaki from 4PM for this trip.
Yesterday was quite fun actually for both of us.Although we are like the only dat is far behind schedule..but how we easily clicked wiv them is good enough for most of them to noe more about 4PM.Basically..we juz had some rehearsals and..ooh..i tink i managed to give most of them a first gd impression.Haha..most of them said im vibrant..and they thot im 20????..I remembered wat Syafarin told me at Eunos CC..4PM only send whom they can trust for this trip..Me n Barney will try to maintain dat trust.We were actually suprised and flattered wen both of us were approached and surrounded by our comm members and leader..asking us about our suggestions and views on wat they had.They treated us as if we are like soo experienced..well,i can see dat they are new actually..but well,we'll still support one another!
Ok wats more to say..but im juz lookin forward for this camp..coz its in Malaysia..and ooh...berkibarlah bendera 4PM!!
Wokey!..im overly excited today.A great story to share with u guys abt wat happened at my stall today.Hahahaa..many didn't believe this..and im sure you too cant believe it.Ok so here it goes..
I set up the stall quite early today..by 11am,everything is ready..As I was sitting down,listenin to the radio..an Indian guy walked past my stall.He looked at me and smiled..i noe im over-frenly,so I smiled back.He asked me how am I n whether Im fastin or not..I replied happily to his qns and he went off.But he came back shortly after dat and asked for an Arsenal jersey.I showed him and some other jerseys.He bought a Barcelona jersey instead and gave me 50 bucks.I had to return him 30 bucks but he rejected them!!He said.."Nah,u take it..for your dinner tonight!!" I was sooo SHOCKED!! I even offered him another jersey..but he dunwan n went away.
After a long while..he came back and talked to me..I offered him a jersey again,n he still refused it.On top of it,he even offered me one of his 4D tickets he juz bought!!Hahaha..dis time I refused.I told him I dun gamble...he should keep it,who noes its a winnin number..and he can buy from my stall again!Hahahaha..yennadei..He left me a deep impression on myself.Maybe I looked pitiful today..hahaha..I dunno whether to use the 30 bucks for myself or not.Haha..money is money afterall..
Oh..today's business quite good compared to yesterday's.Alhamdulillah..
Firstly,i wanna announced dat I've finally cleared my broadband and hp bills last nite!Clap..clap..clap!!Oh..I also managed to get myself a pretty nice 'Kurta' blouse and a maroon baju kurung!Clap..Clap..Clap!!
Today I opened the shop late ard noon.I was quite suprised to see my neighbour to open earlier than me.Hmm,I guess its time.I was kinda bored and sleepy today.I guess ppl waitin for end of month for their salary so dat they can shop more.As I was standin alone by the wall..lookin at my stall and left and right..and there,from far,I saw 2 madrasah girls wiv familiar uniform.I took a quick look at their skirts color..PINK!!and I looked again to see their tiny faces from far..How pleasantly suprised I was to see those smiling faces again..WOW..Nuriah and Haseenah!!How I miss them..esp Haseenah..They were accompanyin Nuriah's mother to Pasar..haha!Oh Nuriah is related to me by the way..and Haseenah is my lovely 'adik'..They chat wiv me at my shop while the mother went in the pasar..but as soon as they left..im back to BOREDOM!But my day is not so bad anyway..seein those two had made my day today.Hopefully,I get to see them again.
Ok wats next..not much sales today..Hmm..I have no appetite for buka suddenly..juz ate popiah basah n drank coffee.And I was off early..suddenly i felt mabuk.K now I felt sleepy..tomorrow I want to open earlier ah..maybe 9am.Wish me luck!
Today my "OFF" day!Yay..clap clap clap!!My 4 bosses decided to let me have a break..but on Sunday??Well,as long they're happy..Im happier.They can save cost on me..but actually I dun mind workin xtra and bein paid less.Afterall,the "benefits" will sooner or later rollover to me..if u noe wat I mean.*grin*
Well,for those who has been to my stall..seen the place and wonder about the sales we made..Hmm..business has been picking up slowly.Thank goodness.Hopefully,it'll become even better towards Raya.I find it very fun to work in the pasar geylang coz I will definitely see my frens or relatives.They cant escaped from my eyes..well,look at my stall's location!
I wanna MORE in my entry today!Im over-bored!!For your info,I've to open the stall almost every mornin ALONE..coz my bosses have to work,u see.However.its fun coz i get to be my own boss..although sleepy.Wen im bored there,wat i normally do is to sms my frens..esp bother the 4PM staff, Mariah(who's more like my fren).Hmm..listenin to da song again..I think Im starting to miss my frens and 'adekz2' and my family..esp my baby nephew.I cant quit anyway,coz Im "bonded" to my boss..if u noe wat i mean again..haha
I mish..Haseena LeJayengi n my small darlings
My "Kakis"
Who else did I miss?
break down and cry @ 05:44 a.m.
Wen a fool becomes clever?
How's my blog song?Very the touching...i listen time n again...again n time..still touched.But dunno y im dat emotional..maybe im tired.Tired tending to the stall from morning to night..Oh,I tink I kena the side effects of being mentally tired.I started to talk non-stop when Im wiv my frens. Hmm..like wen I breakin fast wiv my poly kakis..Murne,Helzie,Khatijah and Siti..it was kinda of crap talk.And yesterday too,when I went to 4PM for my VAT meetin and breakin fast there wiv the rest...i was entertaining myself.Rite now Im waitin for Subuh..but feel like want to fart,but must tahan coz got wudhu'.. Oh well..this weekend will be long one for me..
Today's sahur quite a rush 4me.10 mins to Imsak,then my big brader woke me up.I thot the whole family also woke up late as me..but wen I saw them happily drinking their Milo,and my sis playin wiv the pc after sahur..Wah temper man..hehe..I quickly drink plain water and eat kurma(sampai nak tertelan biji kurma!)Then brushed my teeth and normally will solat subuh first then sleep coz I gotta open shop@geylang ard 10am.
But funny thing happen today.My dad kena locked inside his room..and my mum waitin outside to go into the room..Hish!Trouble..In fact,the door is not locked but stucked.My dad couldn't make it to the mosque then.Hehe..My sis n brader tried very hard to open the door..untill all the tools I have to find(no proper toolkits).They managed to break the doorknob..and we can see our dad inside..haha..but the door still wouldn't open.Then I told my dad to stay inside until Buka time,then we pass kurma.Hehe..
While we were busy configuring to open the door..my mum outside sibuk2 wanna chat wiv us..ask buka time wanna cook watlah..switch off the lights lah.. *roll eyes*. After an hour like dat..my sis seemed to give up.Then my brader like tryin to cut the door side..but still wouldn't open. So I aksyen aksyen pulled my brader aside..tryin to use my legs instead..First kick..cannot.. Second kick..still cannot..Then I tired already I from far gave one Flying Kick. The door opened..and both my dad and brader were like..Waaaaah!! And I started to laugh..My sis woke up to see and nagged at me like dat, "Eleh,banggalah dia flyin kick pintu bukak!"..Hehe..I tink she jealous.Yennadei..
Now I cannot sleep..have to clear up the mess..vacuum the house..wash the dishes..fold the clothes..then later gotto open shop.No time to upload my shop photos..for those who has came to my shop..Thanks k.Fun to see all the familiar faces esp at Geylang..I will upload the photos in my next entry..rite now ciaoz!
Sempena Bulan Ramadhan ini...saya ingin mengumumkan.. "Kalau turun Geylang tu,jenguk-jenguklah saya ye..Sepanjang hari..sepanjang bulan..LELONG LELONG!!" P.S: Kedai baju saya di sebelah Mcdonalds,lorong yg nak masuk ke dalam pasar makan...wahaha
break down and cry @ 11:47 p.m.
HelP!!My sister gone Crazy!!
Help! Help!..i wanna add somemore to my entry today. My younger sister gone craziee..Dunno wats over her today!I noelah its fastin month..n she wanna cari pahala masakkan utk buka..but she fried macaroni One Whole Big Tray(the one ppl usually used for bbq)..somemore..she gt cook other dishes. Like Fried Chickens, Ikan Bakar(besar2 pulak tu) and Rice (3 gayung)!! I was soo shocked wen I enter the kitchen juz nw.She panicked wen I asked her why she cook soo much.She juz answered she also dunno why.Now she left for work already..leavin me alone in this house wiv all the food..Yennadei!
break down and cry @ 05:34 p.m.
Today startin puasa already..and nobody woke me up for Sahur.. HELP!!! I like livin alone like dat in dis house..parents not in town.I waited for my sis to come home until 3am..nvr come..I woke up asked her if she and my brader got sahur..she said yeah..fried rice somemore.. Yennadei.I only managed to eat bread wiv milo.Hish..nvm perserverance.I hope my parents come back as soon as possible.Dunno wats for dinner tonite.Maggi curry,chicken or prawn??..hmmmm...
break down and cry @ 02:25 p.m.
Pecahkan saja gelasnya biar ramai...
Biar mengaduh sampai gaduh...
Ada malaikat menyulam jaring laba-laba belang
di tembok keraton putih...
Kenapa tak goyangkan saja loncengnya biar terdera...
Atau aku harus lari ke hutan...
Belok ke pantai?
Wah piang eh..today woke up quite late..ard 10plus.Then my younger sister asked whether I wanna buy my meals outside or cook home food.Thinkin of how hungry I was yesterday and how often I went to the 7-11 nearby juz to get the mashed potato(yummy)..I told my sister I wanna eat 'lauk ayam masak merah'(since she's gonna cook 4me n my brader).
So she told me to buy chicken wings from the Cold Storage nearby n gave me money.I slipped it into my pocket without lookin at the money.So happily go Cold Storage..see the chicken all frozen..i forgot wanna buy whole chicken or juz chicken wings.I called my sis but she bathing..so I thot I very clever,dunwan frozen since will take time to defrost..I go out of the place,proceed to the Pasar(15 mins walk). I reached the pasar,I confidently told the Pakcik dat I wanted one whole chicken, 8dollars also can..
The Pakcik chopped the chicken already..I took out the money..thinkin it was ..but OH-OH!!2 dollars only! Shit!! I called my sis..asked if she gave me 2dollars only..but she said she gave me 4dollars! OH-OH again! Where's another ?? I must have lost it somewhere.. Somemore I never bring my wallet along.So I told my sister to come there and bring money..and my sister came by taxi..juz to pass the money,since she's goin to work already. OH-OH! Then who's going to cook?? I went all the trouble juz to get the chicken..thinkin she's gonna cook for us.. Ok cool..I headed back home wiv the chicken.So I think I will continue my desire to eat 'Ayam masak merah'.I asked the recipe from my sis..and since there's alot of chicken parts..I wanna cook chicken soup also.. Yummy! Now Im done wiv the cookin and eatin..Im wonderin why I cook all the chicken parts.Who's goin to finish up the dishes.I guess it will save me up till Ramadhan month.. yennadei
Alrighty..now im alone at home.My parents had juz left for KL and will only be back a few days of Ramadhan.Urghh!dat means I'll be lonely by then..buka puasa pun sorang2.Can't depend on my younger sis..she's always home@wee hours.. N my big brader..always travellin.However,my parents left me wiv 5 dollars and 10 packets of Maggi to spend the time wiv me. *urrrgh*.My younger sis is kind enough to give me 10 dollars juz now before she left for work.Hmm..I think I sound myself so pathetic. Today 4PM helpin to launch TAA@Mustafa Centre..They need volunteers and they turned to me since Im always "available"..but dun feel like going.My EZlink runnin low.My money is enough to last me for a few days.Volunteerin or 'Sukarela'..kalau suka dan rela,baru buat..Ada betuuul??!
Last nite..after a long time,i must say..I slept very soundly.Seriously.I felt soo energetic today.. BOOOOOO-BAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!
Glad to have my fellow 4PM frenz united wiv me to do another of my "intellectual" cheer.Hahahaha..On Friday,got this Bestari Award thingy at ITE DOVER HQ.. like some said..it felt as if my show..waahhahahaa.. Im drowning wiv praises!!I was told by Abg Hamid dat my name will be mentioned by Encik Izzudin in his opening speech(bt I have no idea wat it is abt).So I was readily listenin to his speech..Wen he started mentionin my name..Wow..All those tiny mini details abt me from ITE to Poly...wat I did in 4PM since yr 2000..all came out..But the best part of it dat made me wanna roll down wiv laughter.. "FALAH IS A ROLE MODEL TO THE REST!!" wahahhahahaha..I felt like a "ROLL MODEL" somemore. However,I dunwan to sink more into dis praises.Nanti ri'ak pulak.Im worried dat I'll turn into a monster..always think dat Im great..Urghhh..Na'uzubillah min zaalik!!!
Anyway,yesterday was the Integration gathering.WoW!How I miss those times in the camp..esp the campers.Glad to see those smiling faces again..And I got a perfume from the staffs(in fact everyone did)..But hw I wished I can "lepakz" wiv those campers after the gatherin..but I have to go to my sis's house for kenduri. And I cant even make my time to go to Taufik's openin business too..Sorry!! For the campers dat has now become a part of 4PM's family..WELCOMe!!WeLCOME!!The more the merrier..You'll enjoy volunteerin more than you can ever imagine! Ceh..bebual nk real jer. BOOO-BAAAAH!!
K before I continue..let me shout out all my feelings with one word!!
Nowadays like nothing much to do,basically juz slackin at home,play wiv my laptop,do housework,emailed resumes to hundreds of jobs that still not a single reply..My parents are sick though..My mum is the most weak..cant walk much,cant sleep,cant eat..My dad,on the other hand,had the operation on his legs..but he still has the difficulty to walk steadily..need support from his 'tongkat'.I tried to be a filial daughter,attend to their needs most of the times..but still,there are times dat i tend to be soo intense wiv my 'own thing'.Parents like to nag..yeah dats true..my parents are gettin old by age..more sensitive..kept thinkin dat we are nt concerned abt them.I loved to keep quiet wenever they nagged..bt my mind did some thinkin though..
Anyway..I got caught by Mum again and again...I got the tendency to make my own "sandwich"..but bread wiv MILO..and its MILO Powder,u see..and my mum nagged at me becoz of dat..hehe..Well,been doin dat since kid..n my mum stopped buyin MILO powder and changed to instant Milo packets..*urghh* My arms are in pain today..coz yesterday,I babysat my baby nephew,Elham Nazif. He's adorably cute...but nwadays he juz wanted to be carry around..and he dunwan my parents..so I got to be there for him..Its difficult to make him sleep.However,I still loved it wen he played wiv me..clever boy..he "cekau" me here n there,pulled my hair real hard..wen i pretended to sleep.And he is only 8mths old..I managed to catch somemore lovely pics of him..
Nazif playin wiv girl's toys..
Baby's joys...
Baby geraam...
.:[ Music's Playin ]:.
Artist: Tweenies
Song: How much is that dog in that dog??
30th Oct: Roda-Roda Ramadhan
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